Wednesday, December 31, 2003

haha lol
another last minute thing

alliteration of the day:
rude romance.

LOL

credit does not go to me though.
heh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM

should post something over that crap.
it's slightly unsightly.
me tearing apart for a bit
*recomposes herself*
off i go to bed now.
goodnight all.
enjoy your nye.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:57:00 AM

fine la
make me feel guilty la
tonight cannot sleep liao.
E#%&$^*%(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:57:00 AM

*mutter*
people say they sleeping means they're sleeping
why still annoy and disturb.
courtesy
basic courtesy
*grumble*
*takes out swiss army knives to randomly stab*
grr.
patience wearing thin i tell you.

i know i'm bad
i know i'm evil
saying bad things behind people's backs
when they say good things about me
act as if i i care when in fact
i don't give a fucking damn
but i seem like i do.
it just would be so terrible if i totally up and left
and totally didn't give a fucking damn right?
but still
i don't know who the hell you are
i haven't met you
i am not indebted to you
so you jolly well stay out of my life.
uGh
events lead to events which lead to further events
can i break this bond that has been forged accidentally?
*curses and swears*
mirc.
the bane and root of my existance.

hai.
maybe tml's company will soothe my soul

BLAR
just got another sms
reporting.
i'm sleeping gawddammit
fuck
how am i to sleep tonight
...
oh fuck

i only accept smses after 7.30am dammit
and only from certain people.
grr
the compassion in my heart is only enough for a handful of people
don't spread me thin
i cannot deal.
grr.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:55:00 AM

slam!

today like any ordinary day
i went out.

did something more interesting than the usual today
headed to holland village for lunchie.
i had laksa.
it's been years, laksa.
the fiery chilly has rekindled some spark in me
and now i feel something for you
yeah, let's go eat laksa some time soon again!
*glances at tummy*
eh.
coconut milk = fattening right?
fine then.
*avoids*

and yes, i know i have to lose 22 lbs
blar.
*pokes randomly around with a sharp stick*
*throws random weighing scales around*
blar i'm trying to count my calories la
don't nag can?
=)

lalala i still cannot sit on the ledge.
haha.
oh well.
i reached commonwealth mrt damn fast!
*proud of herself*
=)
40 mins only~
yeah i rule.
*grins*

oh yeah
tml's nye.
well you guys
go out there and have fun then!
=)
i shall spend it quietly
i tend to gravitate to the quiet these few days.
one doesn't need loud rave parties and noise and mosh pits and sweaty crowds to have fun
*grin*
one needs friends and conversation to have fun.
*laughs*

maybe i've finally grown outta the 'loud rave parties' phase.
but i'll admit
once in awhile is ok
=)

gawd.
my hair still smells mildly of smoke.
haha, stoned around holland v, tanjong pagar, tiong bahru plaza and great world city before heading to zouk
some poetry slam competition thing going on.
i never knew they had these things till now.
fine. i admit defeat. i'm wols.

might have to think twice about going for the next one
i'm traumatised by over-spontaneity on someone's part
offering to volunteer me
what do i say to that?
so SHAMELESS leh.
blar.

anyway it was an eyeopener
the poetry was refreshing
the rap performances were cool
way cooler than what some established american artists can do also
blar.
the drum duel was way way fascinating and exciting
haha
i have a thing for drums
and rhythm
and speed
and musiccc
whee~

and yeah
i wrote another morbid offering today
aptly titled NYE
haha.
you don't wanna hear it.
i'm not gonna type it out anyway.
anyway i'm tired.
gonna crash soon
then i can wake up early tomorrow and attempt to trash out a resume.
bloody hell.
i feel so damn lazy.
procrastination feels damn good y'know?

oh
i forgot.
how rude.
i forgot to include the usual rant about the same idiot i know.
today he said:
[fucking hell
i trying to draw
den u all flood my screen]
like that also can?
affects meh?
zZzzzz.
nvm, i shan't say anything more.

oh yeah
one realisation i made today
laptops are cool gadgets to have.
plan?
steal from someone i know.
*grin*
:X

ok then.
shall sleep now so i won't be such a lethargic sleepyhead tomorrow morning.
shall attempt to wake up early
rise and shine~
yeah.
and erh
*guilty*
shall listen to those mp3s tomorrow yeah.

zZzz night all.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:26:00 AM

Tuesday, December 30, 2003

realisations of the day.

1. i hate responsibilities being piled onto me. and i mean unwanted ones.
2. i hate people who are too goddamn impatient.
3. i hate letting people down.
4. i possibly hate myself.
5. *shrug* i hate not knowing what to say at the appropriate moment.

*grumble*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:44:00 AM

monday night

bleh.
how to blog when everything i see now is in GREYSCALE?
*proceeds to disembowel her comp*
monitor driver files are problematic.
i'll get round to fixing that soon
as well as writing the resume
and reading a library book
and and and.
blar so many things to do.
pah i'm too lazy.

anyway tonight i headed out for dinner
got damn pissed at my feeder bus.
grr
i ran for it, dammit
in nice slippers and a skirt.
and it moved off without me
tell me, what's the use of your rear view mirror?
*shoves it up the bus driver's rear*
BAHHHHHhhh.

the 74 i half heartedly flagged the previous night around clementi waited for me ok
for me to run up to it and ask
"do you go to amk mrt?"
LOL

*grumbles*

i was highly tempted to stretch my arm
and stick my clenched fist in the direction of the bus as it pulled away from the bus stop.
WITHOUT MEEEEEEEEEEEE.
save for a stoic looking middle finger
sticking up stiffly
a murderous look on my face.

instead,
being the young lady i am
SUPPOSED to be
i quietly cursed under my breath
then crossed the road to see if the bus to braddell mrt would come
it did.
=)
nearly immediately.
good bus.
clever dith.
*feels better after self-praise*

gah gah gah
sickening public transport.

was early so i hopped off at orchard mrt and walked to somerset mrt
lalala
they were filming something on the street
lol
dunno what
but i dowan to be caught on cam
haha
bleh.
they never pay me what.
^^;

reached somerset mrt with 9 minutes to spare
observed people from my vantage point
lalala

then headed to marche to have dinner
lol
save for the old auntie
the savory crepes were good
and the rosti just as scrumptious.
i swear, she just might be the same aunty who served me the hotdogs half deaf.
blar.
nevermind.
at least the meal was delectable
and the company just as fine.
*wink*

the stars were out at the durian
tsk half blind bat
never bring your specs
rush rush rush
all that effort.
heh.
you got your food right?
;p

i had to go home shortly after
pah
what a waste of a perfectly good night
quiet too.
bleh.
haha..

reached home around midnight.
zZz.
been stoning online since then.
guess i should sleep soon.
bed just looks soooo fine.
yeah.

night folks.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:17:00 AM

Monday, December 29, 2003

Which toe are you?

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:51:00 PM

You are a ray of sunshine; a glorious combination of hilarious humour and heartfelt tenderness. Although your lighthearted comments may be misunderstood, you are still a favourite amongst your friends. What Kind Of Anime/Manga Are You?

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:45:00 PM

Concerned
You are always willing to lend an ear if someone comes to you with a problem, but your interest only goes as far as being a sounding board. You don't believe in wasting time and energy, but won't hesitate to offer a supportive smile. How Caring Are You?

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:39:00 PM

A true dark horse! Which Journal Site Are You?

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:37:00 PM

What Drink Are You?

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:17:00 PM

yet another rant

i'm sorry folks.
gotta settle for me ranting my head off again.
ugh.
i mentioned before in an old entry how pissed i got at people who want things their way and get angry at the slightest things that do not go their way.
well.
same person cocked up again.
damn him la.
if you're not gentlemanly enough to wait for your gf then go screw yourself
you should have come with her
wouldn't that have been easier?
thought you might be understanding enough
being a fully fledged adult an all
but no
you make her cry
how can?
PAH
just because she doesn't wait for you and she goes with the group first
i suppose you would have memorised her hp number anyway
just go to a damn payphone and call la
which i think you did
but only to scold her
tmd
and reduce her to tears
and then she has to leave because you aren't happy
wow
what a mood ruiner you are.
selfish asshole.
grr.
if i were her i would settle for a breakup
i don't think this is the first time
even if you're in a bad mood you don't take it out on others loh
grr

***

ok, end of rant.
i'm tmd angry now
blar.
can't stand people like these.
pity they exist.
sickening.

today i woke up at noon
haha so pathetic
was tired and lazy
horrible combination, innit?
had a couple of weird dreams as usual
this horrible warehouse used as a toilet
ew
so cold and damp and wet
just empty space
vast.
one had to huddle in a corner to pee on the floor
and there was this other dream
i was about to faint
and i succumbed
but i could still feel myself there
although my eyes were tightly shut
bleh bleh
so sound asleep i didn't wake up when i received an sms at 8am
only when my phone alarm rang at 9am then i did wake up
and it's weird
'cos these couple of days i've been sleeping early.
like 2 or so
and that's early.
for me.
and i find it funny
because i can't seem to find anything to do online
how did i find so many things to do online last time that would keep me awake till 4 or even 5 in the morning?
don't even count muonline
because i played that for a duration of one week
and then i chucked it aside for two
and now i can't play it at all
let alone any other games that require 3d acceleration
because i'm back on winxp
whee
in 4 bit colour still
but at least i can still type here and use irc
damn
at least it's much more stable than win98 se
grr.

lol
collected the pictures from jason yesterday
haha
didn't turn out as bad as i expected
in fact, a few people said that the pictures were taken nicely
i think onimuru said that
is that a good thing?
don't let your head swell
later you end up looking like a bloated octopus.
then i'll make octopus balls out of you
yay
then set up shop selling takopachi
=D

haha.. lame.

queenstown is a nice place
so not crowded
that's nice for a change.
and i used to live around there
but i still dunno where my old house was
before they levelled it to the ground
so sad right?
all my old memories there
toddling about as an infant
lol i was so cute!
:X
and i looked like a lil boiboi
haha

tried to fly self-made kites there
had chats with the auntie nearby
ate jumbo fruits from trees
went to kindergarden and got labelled a brat (huai dan)
bought ice cream and wafers from the man
just me my mom and my dad
lol
me me me
=)
cos my sis wasn't born yet
whEe~

like i said
went to kee's house for a gathering
lol can't remember details because i didn't do anything much
just sat around
talked
goofed around
ate
played a bit with her dog

haha, last night before i went to sleep i sneezed a bit
lol delayed effect of dog fur?
*laughs*

was subject to some talk because of the previous day's events
but it was only some talk by the tightknit group of shades people
so it was fine
the main 38s didn't go
haha..
so it was a-ok
i still think
i like the shades people
more stable
nicer
=)

i took the train home with e2 adel and kaboom
val took a cab back
aye had some random conversation with adel
while e2 and kaboom chatted
can't really click with e2
different interests
it's the sort of conversation
that would dwindle down to silence after awhile
or a one-sided thing
or something that's forced and not spontaneous enough
lack of topics to talk
but then again
it goes for most people you don't know very well
but only after initiating conversation can you know the person better
so i guess it's either chemistry or what?
a person can be sociable
but a conversation will still die down if there's no chemistry
or lack of a common topic
haha..
reminds me of the bus journey from expo to tampines s11
i sat at the front with huiling and e2
(i'm sorry i didn't sit with you >_< but huiling's more impt ;p)
they had some conversation about wushu, taichi whatnot
lol
i poked in every now and then
but after awhile
interested faded off
i was reduced and content to stare blankly
and stone.
yeah
and eventually all 3 of us were quiet and stoning
haha..

like the train journey home with kaboom
ok, we did chat a bit
but i don't know him well enough
and yes, he's a friendly guy more or less
but with the town crowd that kept filing in every stop
it was kinda hard
and the roaring of the wind past the train made it hard too
but it's cool
he's heading to toronto canada on tues i think
to study animation
that's cool.
but heading out into foreign lands by oneself is kinda daunting
for me i suppose
because it takes me quite awhile to familiarise myself with places
for those who know me well enough
yeah.
terrible terrible thing
LOL
i guess i just don't take notice of the things that do not interest me
i'm terrible at finding my way around
although i have done it before.
that time heading to gwen's house at sengkang
LOL

i guess only when i'm alone then i can look out for myself?
i'm too reliant.
that i admit.
sometimes when i'm with the same people day in day out
i get so used to them
and reliant.
i get out of the swing of meeting new people all over again
haha..

anyway
more about the cosplay down at expo.
it's my first MAC cosplay i guess
the 2nd time cosplaying
first time i cosplayed was at takashimaya square
as mika from this yaoish anime called gravitation
i guess i felt more secure doing this one
mainly because i had the experience before
and that my face was hidden behind a mask
so i was basically unrecognisable
ah, how i enjoy the anonymity
bah
so i paraded around acting like a sword bearer / prop
in essence, nothing more than a mobile sword rack
dressed up as an assassin nun
in a jester hat and white spotlight mask
and the lawyer attire i wore for work experience in secondary 3
and 3 pieces of cloth randomly draped
and pinned.
courtesy of the nice toilet auntie
she supplied the safety pins
so nice of her
wonder where she found them though.
:X
but it's all good yeah
although i tend to make mockeries out of things.
'cos that's just me i guess.

i stumbled about for the first part
clomping around in army combat boots
hooded taleban/nazgul wearing a jester hat
but i felt more like a harlequin

standing leaning against the wall outside the toilet
i stood nearly motionless
save for my breathing
observing through the eye slits in the mask
breathing in my own water vapour
observing the masses as they walked past.
grinning silently to myself as some of them got startled
to notice a hooded masked figure carrying a katana
suddenly.
leering at them from behind the blind corner.
the lonely blind corner
and the kids came past
shrieked
and waved at me saying hi
with my movements they howled even louder
with exclaimations of
it's real! it's alive!
darting in and out of sight
waving hi at me and running off
until i took slow deliberate steps towards them
clutching the katana i bore
leering at them from behind the mask
and they took off
fleeing
yet screaming with laughter

so i was scary yet cute.
as some sgma people remarked.
how oxymoronic.
as i was led around by this sadistic fallen priest / necromancer
wielding his bible of Dungeons and Dragons
makeup gone awry :X
having his most egoistical moment of dress up.
*cackles*
i'm mean, aren't i?
mock and jeer in progress
*wink*

the prop speaks!
it shall not be hidden!
it emerges from the background to lead victory!
blar.

when you're in costume everyone seems friendlier
even yourself.
say hi to people you hardly know
no hint of embarrassment
whee
i swear
i could've even gone around randomly hugging people and no one would mind
haha..
that's how it feels when one is draped in layers of material

his katana was a huge hit with the guys
i shall say it again:
what's it with guys and long pointy things that have the potential to injure, even kill?
a big sheesh to that.
and lol, i have this really comic looking picture that was taken
although slightly blur
of e2 threatening me with the tip of an ah beng pink comb
while me in costume minus the jester hat
clutching the katana to my bosom
leaning back, seemingly afraid
the jester hat on his head
LOL
maybe i should aptly caption that.
;p
FEAR THE PINK
or
FEAR ME, FOR I AM PINK
or
FEAR ME: PINK
or whatnot.
LOL

zZzz.
i probably would have tons more to say about the event
(you know i can come up with endless stuff)
but they would either be fabricated, exaggerated or repeated events
rephrased and made lively.
haha

can't really think of any of the stupid things i did at the expo anyway
which is good i guess.
i do know we sat in a row
as if we were doing a tv interview
and i probably irritated a lot of people
but hey
i was in a good mood that day
and it was fun
and LOL
riku's jokes were so funny yesterday
kept me roaring with laughter.

and yup
regarding that
it's over
it will blow over.
yeah it will
=)

i'm off now
this entry has gotten too long.
don't think anyone has the patience to read it
cept for me
for i am the blogwriter
and all my entries
mean the world to me
=)
shall shower soon then head out.
gah i'll be disappointing may today
*sigh*
seeya peeps.
till tonight.

p/s: forgot to mention another dream i had. was apparently walking around fort canning alone burdened with a lot of stuff. then i jay walked / ran across the road where botanical gardens were located. suddenly had a phonecall. from my classmates. they were at fort canning. so i ran back across the treacherous road and met them there at some house. dunno what we were hiding from. i think it was because of the lotr movie they were watching at kee's house yesterday. bleh. anyway i grabbed shuting to run back to botanical gardens with me cos i exclaimed that she's the pro jaywalker. LOL. so we ran back. and i know i hid my stuff on the tall tower that seemingly was the same place where frodo and gang were while they were attacked by the nazgul in fellowship. and i dreamt they used that place as filming. --' blar. so we ran around looking for the place. which was supposed to be a secret but we knew anyway. until an sms from my phone woke me up. LOL.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:23:00 PM

clementi

haha, shall post this cos i'm too lazy to write an account of my experience cosplaying yesterday.
shall do that tml?
LoL procrastination procrastination
too tiredddd la
^^;

anyway. shit la
lol dad saw the ring just now and asked me where i got it from
LOL
he doesn't know about the power of Sauron,
yet.
MuaHAHahah

aye.
settle for another narrative?
>_<

this morning woke up as usual
headed down to queenstown mrt
haha, i was first to reach leh
*laughs*

recognised his gait
lol
flipped through the pics
cmi leh
but i look ok
becauseee.
my face
yeah my ugly face ^^;
is behind a mask
>_<

which is good
HAHAHAHAHA

headed to the cafe in the library for a cuppa
LoL
it's been so long since i've had coffee
but it was rather good
although i was left feeling kinda paranoid after that for a bit
haha..

later around 3 met ks at clementi
lol i was the first one to arrive
(other than her)
waited rather long for the others cos they were all late
whee~
so stood around and chatted
haha..

wah
her house is nice
thanks once again for the hospitality!
:D :D :D
muchos gracias my fair maiden
;p
lol her two dogs
boiboi and max i think
didn't sneeze
nor did my eyes water
only slight coughing so it was ok
haha..

kewt doggies!
muaks

they set up the playstation
lol 16 of us
others sat at the other table playing cards
fun fun fun
lol

aye i'm too tired la
tml.
LOL
no mood to write now
i feel damn fat
crap
tml must eat 1/2 a meal
and drink only water
*curses and swears*

LoL achieve target
for myself.
*sideways look*
bleh.
;p

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:40:00 AM

aw fuck.
i think i ate too much today.
DIET!
@$^#%&$*

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:29:00 AM

Sunday, December 28, 2003

expo

don't think i have the energy to write much tonight
on another note i think i haven't been writing much of late
well, sorry folks
been tired and when i'm tired i can't create i guess

anyway on fri (boxing day) i met mu
to go shopping for new year's clothes!
haha
actually was supposed to meet her at 10pm
but ended up i woke up earlier than her
after crashing for 10 hours
oh man
i actually slept at 11pm

ended up meeting her around 1
some salesguy approached me
and i ended up buying fucking perfume
i guess i'll give it away to someone
like my aunt
=)
she'll appreciate it
haha..
she must!

anyway free gift was a men's watch and a swiss army knife
supposedly worth 79.90
but you know
how gimmicks work
fine.
so i was bored
so i bought the damn thing for $19.90
asshole salesman tried to flirt with me
so scary.
cmi

later met mu
we headed down to orchard
i think far east.
got a top
brown and orange
so grunge.
whee nice!

and then headed to *confused*
converse?
after stoning outside taka eating octopus balls
haha..
she got a green top
also grungy
nice!

then after stoning awhile she called her mom i think
LoL her mom told her to get something RED for the new year
red packet!
headed to bugis cos we were so gawddamn bored
well, me i suppose?
i'm sorry i was braindead
but i really cannot survive in the afternoon
especially after 10 hours sleep!
x_X

haha, in bugis found something to munch on
churros!
yay
cinnamon sticks from cinnaroll
mmm. good good!
sat at the booth nibbling
haha.. warm and sweet and cinnamony!
=D~

later headed to (aiyah forgot, some sports shop)
and then we saw this red top
so she went to try it on
and then she got it
haha, new year shopping done for her!
on to shoes another day!

hrm later went to meet jason
the rain suited his mood i guess?
gave the free gift watch to him ;p
cos i have no use for it
was on the search for purple shades.
haha, no such luck
with the specifications he wants.

ended up in lido with a lapful of dinner
haha, literally
then i think walkwalk talktalk go home
and yea, he sweet-talked me into
finally
going to the cosplay with him
so yeah, thought i would have to relinquish ten bucks
tmd

next day.
cheng couldn't return me moneh
LoL but nvm
i still got some funds
haha..
met him to get last minute
(really last minute leh!)
stuff

basically goth makeup
(SO TMD HARD TO FIND)
batteries for his cam
and some random stuff.

LoL headed to heeren to stake out basic beauty
ran into dy there
haha, wonder what he was doing there at eleven?
chao early leh
^^;

turns out basic beauty opens at noon
LOL
and they don't have black lipstick
(like, where the HELL does?)
haha. wasted fucked journey + wait
so later walked around and tried to search
in the end settled for colouring lips with eyebrow pencil or something
(i'm not a cosmetic person)

headed to the expo via mrt
LoL so crowded
got separated
luckily the next mrt was empty
^^;
reached expo and changed into costume
haha i'm pathetic
had to stand still and be dolled like a damn mannequin
*laughs*
i'm pathetic leh
haha, heck
he said i looked cool so i trusted him anyway
his idea what
don't look cool = his fault loh
;p

headed to hall 1 where it was held
haha, no one recognised me until i tried calling them
LoL so many ppl were shocked
HAHAHAHA
lame
borrowed xiaodi's pass awhile to sneak in
heh
fun fun
later passed it to jason and then back to jl xiaodi
LoL so SNEAKY LEH

i ran into SO many ppl there
haha maybe fifty?
lol dunno
basically hung with the sgma ppl at their booth
LoL i got in free
whEe~
100% discount ;p

LoL june cancelled on jason
*laughs evily*
sia suay loh he
continued stoning around and drawing suspicious looks i suppose
LOL heck la
all can go screw themselves
;p

fiNaLLy headed down to tampines s-11 for dinner
liew bus 38 takes so long to come
so damn crowded also
luckily we got seats before the crowd came
well
me and jason ditched them to go to tamp mall / century square
he needed to process his film asap
but in the end
after a series of unfortunate events
(lol, there's a book by that title)
he didn't la
either too late/ shop closed/or machine spoilt
LOL

so headed to fj to have dindin
first meal of the day
>_<
hai i din have anything to eat the entire day
geez
but GOOD
DIET
FAT
x_X
LoL

headed home after that
lol tired and stoned

hrm. on a side note
army boots are quite nice to wear.
hahaha...
and i actually had quite a bit of fun today
LoL
was kept in constant stitches by the constant hilarity
hahaha..
kewl
should do this next year
IF i have the time and money and energy
^^;

aye, tired.
tml got sgma bbq.
seeyas peeps.
shall go turn in soon.
night.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:25:00 AM

Thursday, December 25, 2003

brief

hrm.
this entry shall be brief.
i fancy myself tired and braindead.
i woke up around eleven, bathed and changed
went to town with mom and sis to meet aunt in taka.
boring day today
didn't meet anyone i know
zZz.
went to crystal jade to eat.
had fish slices congee.
i can't eat in the afternoon.
x_X

walked around as usual
LoL last order at crystal jade was at 2.45pm
because they close at 4pm then reopen at 6pm
^^;

headed to paragon spageddies
(they wanted to sit down)
watched them while they ate carrot cake and drank coffee/float
did some more random stoning around
then they took a cab back because
of the heavy downpour.
and now i am home

uneventful ^^;

but at least, jes called me~
yAay~
dammit la
should have stayed back in orchard
then can go out with her
but i'm so damn stoned now.
so i guess it's good

tml meeting mu to go shopping aka gaigai
LOL
i miss mu~~~`
right.
shall go sleep soon.
(super early.)
night~
and once again,
merry xmas!
enjoy the night!
(=

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:20:00 PM

merry xmas peeps!

yupyup the season of givingggggggg
*hint hint*
haha, twas quite a good day today
=)
can say it was nearly e perfect xmas
*laughs*

i had a picnic in fort canning green
LoL
let's see.. quite good fare
chix wings (home baked~ pro!)
focassia bread w onion n cheese
honey baked turkey (a must!)
wine! (yes yes!)
jack daniels
sushi~

pigged out la
fat la
bloated la
LOL
come home still have supper la
so much random lying la
*tsk dith tsK*

and i'll continue to lie and deny la
*smirk*
that's just me whatttt
white lies to deceive my parents
so in their eyes
i'm still a good good girl
*gleaming darlie smile*

hmm.
expect the unexpected i guess?
*laughs*

well.
after some random stoning around
and me no doubt up to mischief
i took a cab home
and now i'm home
4.30am
typing up a blog entry for my lovely fans to see
so yea
if ur still up,

MERRY XMAS TO YA!
;p

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:30:00 AM

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

ew

eyer.
computer really crashed (or died if you prefer)
after my sister went to that sickening deathclock site.
wtf.

anywayyyy
i went out with cheng yesterday in the afternoon
got a present for her friend
(yay~)
and the action city guy was there working
muahaha
so i erh..
applied for a job la
=)
(you silly guys, you thought what? ;p)
let's hope they'll call me yea?
=D

later walked around taka
then i bought a box of takopachi
and sat outside there to stone, talk and chat.
muahaha so long never eat takopachiiii.

halfway lunnie msged me
haha he was at wisma so he just walked over
LoL his hair colour
interesting change.
;p
makes him look more rugged? ^^;

walked around with him and pl
later pl went home
so i went to ps with lun to stone
he got his gift
that's good
;p

later jason came while lunnie was eating
haha..
so another pair of eyes to stare at lun
^^;
anyway later lun left for centrepoint to get xmas cards
and i did my own gallavanting ^^;
ps had a wine and beer fair
whEe~ free tasting!
^^;
yes yes i know
i'm a freeloader
;p

got a bottle of sutterhome's rose wine.
^^;
tonight gonna drink it
and coincidentially ANNE IS BACK IN SG
YAY
and i had a funny dream of celebrating xmas with her
wine bottles aplenty
just downing the different types of wine
my mouth a dry desert.
until an sms woke me up
>_<

but yea
prob gonna have a picnic under the stars of some sort tonight
with wine
yay
*glomps the wine*
;p
might glomp the wine bearer if i were drunk
*if* i were drunk
*laughs*

lazzzzzy.
shall stone a lil while more.
and curse and swear at the comp.
>_<

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:10:00 PM

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

egg nog

yay~
may we all continue our merriment and rejoicing as the day draws near
mmm. had egg nog today.
nicer than the ones my mom used to make for me
when i was a wee un of course
=)
because erm.
naturally
it contained alcohol
not to mention whipped cream and a dash of nutmeg sprinkled on top
lalala

egg nog egg noggg
*brings out the packet of nuts and the nutcrackers*
i suck at cracking nuts
really i do
^^;
brazillian nuts are so so tough
but their meat is so tastyyyy
tastyyyy tastyyy
yum
and walnut shells are so cute
if you hollow them out properly and clean them
you can make things out of them
mmm
and hazelnuts are just so delectable
yum yum

haha i've gone nuts
;p

i watched lotr3 today
great show.
wonderful visuals
amazing soundtrack
emotional movie
astounding work of art
a true masterpiece in all its glory i must say
=)

haha
but as usual
had to bypass unfortunate events.
nearly late for the movie
so me and sis took a cab there
as usuallll
nearing orchard (cairnhill circle)
the jam started to kick in
at noon too!
sheesh
that's a bit too early

so we hopped off at the back of heeren
near the taxi stand
paid the driver $7.10
then rannnn down down down to cineleisure.
wheee~
i was wearing my new shoes
so i could run
=)
i feel so mobile
muahahahaha

met mom took tickets
(whee passing the baton eh?)
took lift up with sis
huff huff puff puff
reached with ten minutes to spare.
wahahaha.

hmmmmm
some strange occurance.
before the movie began a guy approached us
he said we were sitting in his seats
but we were in the correct seats.
weird right?

so my sis took out our tickets and showed them to him
then i erh, dunno what happened after that
they just sat there
and thennnn
suddenly another group of ppl told them that they were sitting in their seats
(confused, eh? yea us too. x_X)
so they moved out
lol i dunno what happened
either machine went gaga and issued two of the same
or
they came in wrong timeslot
--'

after the movie we headed down to taka to meet mom.
heh i saw my nu`er candice and classmate jocelyn kee in taka too
i didn't know they knew each other leh
O_O
haha didn't get the chance to interrogate them
;p

muahaha later at the erh bakery in shaw isetan
(darn i forgot the blasted name)
(lazy to check the bag.)
ran into guanhong
whee~
he called my name as he walked past
but he pronounces it well
=)
one of the few who can
(heh not even myself can do that! >_<)
so i glanced up and i was like
*stunned*
eh... hey!
so exchanged a BIT of chitchat

later since the trains were so darn crowded
mom and sis headed the same direction as me;
to marina bay
taking a loop round.
^^;
i dropped off at city hall
haha, tsk stupid poseur
:X
against the wall as he said he would be
*laughs*

did the usual:
shopping, dinner, walking, talking, stoning, blasting obscenities (oops)
cept that this time i ended up blowing $_$
blehhhh
the housepour was sooooo not worth it i still say
but the xmas cocktail?
yeahhh
that went down nicely
cheers!

so yeah
tomorrow gonna meet peiling to do a spot of shopping too
she's gonna buy something kinkayyyy for jon
hEh. :X
as his bdae pressie
muahahas.
should be fun yeah
okaes then
after my lotr2 soundtrack finishes playing on winamp,
i shall turn in
till next entry,
night one and all. =)

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:52:00 AM

Monday, December 22, 2003

i have fallen into the void
from this treacherous summit
i have
placed myself upon
swaying where the
icy wind
bids me to
and a strong gust
catches me
and whips me off the cliff
when i am least aware of it
i spin and flounder about
as my gown flutters in the gale
a flurry of movement
like my heart
as it beats wildly
for a moment
i manage
to dangle
helpless at the edge
of the precipice
mouth screaming out
voiceless words
my plea flying soundlessly into the shrieking wind
this is it
this is the end
succumb
succumb to me
gusts howl beside my ear
and my fingers
cold like the tips of icebergs
weaken their grasp
and i fall
smiling
into the void.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM

and the much-awaited conclusion...

to lotr!

yup. am watching rotk tml with my sis.
my dear dear sis.
hEh.

just taught her completing the square earlier
she picked it up faster than i did
^^;
blar.
cos i had no one to guide me ma
=)
*laughs*

anywayyyy tomorrow gotta be at cineleisure at 11am.
why so early, you might ask?
becauseeeee
need to pick up the tickets
i booked them online
heh.

and then i guess it's just free and easy until anyone else asks me out
christmas dinner outing is cancelled for tomorrow.
*sigh*
poor mu.
being organiser is hard
>_<

anyway i got all their gifts.
*happy*
gotta get sis to wrap them up for me later
as payment for the tuition i gave
*heh heh heh*

ah yes.
did nothing today.
today was the first time in 2 weeks i think
that i didn't go out.
well.
don't like it.
>_<
was disgustingly boring.
hahaha...
geez
and unproductive.
not to mention comp's giving me hell now.

*curses*

but to balance the good
there must be bad.
such is the way of the world

and yes
the tarzan rope massage is still up for grabs
if not i'll just give it to benny or lunnie
(most likely benny because he asked first)
due on the 19th of jan 2004.

so better hurry up meet me and collect and make an appointment with them k.
zZZZZz.
or it'll just go to waste.
hahaha..
which is sad, yea?
=)

hrmm.
glad that things are more or less in order now.
i feel soothed.
;p
shall go to bed now.
ROTK!
=)

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:39:00 AM

Saturday, December 20, 2003

therapeutic spending

argh.
for the first time in my life
SHOPPING IS SO FUN
for the most part of it anyway
hahaha..

now my sis and mom are having a debate about the couple in front of us at the taxi stand.
butch + gal or guy + gal?
either wayyyyyyy
he's very good looking.
=)

anyway today headed off to orchard with my sis
SO CROWDED OMG
as usual.
what's new?

strangellllyy
i did shopping with her.
dragged her around to see clothes~
and i bought a $16 y-back from topshop in less than an hour.
^^;

whee~
shopping!
haven't done it for SO LONG
shopping for ME ME ME
=D
i felt so much better after that!

somemore got discount!
whEe~

later met mom and aunt at hyatt.
i wrote this there:

"blar. i swear 'm develiping a welt on my foot.
inflicted of course by my lovely pair of tangs slippers.
today i actually contributed to the consumer world.
i went shopping!
somehow felt good.
i bought a tank top from Topshop.. wHeE~
now i'm into black.
svelte and sleeveless!
and i'm into jeans again!
haha.. going nuts.
anyway i dragged my sis shopping for about an hour.. wHee~
i just love shopping with familiar people!
of the same gender of course..
i am rather odd. haha..
ok, sis is giving me weird looks over her bowl of tomato soup.
the downside of phone blogging, i would christian it. ;p
i've taken to writing excessively.
i think i'm depressed. ^^;
or just annoyingly exercising the allure a blank canvas lends me the vastness to just..
create manuscript.
mm.. the usual high tea place was closed due to a malay function,
and somehow we weren't informed.
*shrug*
so we've settled for elsewhere in hyatt, having an international buffet.
my capacity to digest and store has diminished greatly.
twenty minutes into it and i'm stuffed.
bleh."

hai my slippers.
i put a plaster over the offending place during high tea.
nice comfy sofas to do embarrassing things.
^^;
i don't think bending over to stick a plaster over my foot is dignified, eh?
bleh.
oh and i took it out when i got home
eek.
it bled.
-_-a

high tea was ok.
something we do every year.
-_-
and each year..
i eat less and less.
^^;

after the teaaaaa
*bloat*
we headed to scotts.
wHeE esprit!
hrm
i ended up buying a black base top with a bit of white trimming.
yet another sleeveless.
i'm going nuts.
and i got shoes.
>.<

lalala
my feet look incredulously TINY in them!
^^;
so weird.
muahaha
i haven't worn shoes in such a long time
my feet look totally weird and feel totally WEIRD in shoes.
;p

perhaps i should have gotten the red pair
:D :D :D
but blehhh.

anyway it's off to erh
dunno where la.
mad shopping spree.
nuts nuts nuts
shopping can get me higH!
XD XD XD

ooooh
ended up in raffles city cos orchard too crowded
CROWD WAS WORST THAT YESTERDAY'S!!!!!!!!!!!
TWICE AS BAD!
-____-
can you imagine that?
blehhhh

i walked arounddd
then somehow popped into that shop
erh
the one beside Sembawang music centre.
the one selling all the darn expensive stuff.

ANYWAY
my sis wanted to look at the erhhh what do you call that
(*feeling bimbotic today*)
with the glass paints so that if you light a candle inside the colourful picture/pattern will glow about the room/wall
aiyah tmd
my memory is failing me.

anyway sis couldn't find the pattern she intended to get for my aunt.
i spotted a small one
so cute
$10 exactly.
perfect for gift exchange
(oops. hope they don't read this. XD)
so i took it and walked around
and thennnnn
while reaching for something else
this salesgal approached me
"can i help you?"

i looked up
and both of us were like
HEYYYYy!
XD
my schoolmate from aj
LoL
from the class beside mine
=D
whEe~ so we had a chat!
while i paid for the gift and had it wrapped up
*laughs*

kewl kewl
(=

anywayyyy
today in total i bought:

3 black tops
(Topshop, Esprit, Bossini)
1 pair of shoes
(Esprit)
1 bag
(Cart in Raffles City)
Gift/Candle holder
(Shop in Raffles City)

whEe~
this is the most shopping i've done
which,
speaks volumes.
^^;;;;;;;;

i think i only spent about $60 though.
which is.. not bad.
XD

but i was totally in a "whEe~" mood
hahaha...
kept annoying my sis
=D

aye anyway headed to citylink Nooch to have dinner
first time i've been in there.
it's actually quite nice.
i had thai rice.

and then waited ONE FRIGGING HOUR
for a darn cab
zZZzzz
and now
oh well
i'm home
STILL IS RAINING!

kao.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:50:00 PM

multimedia messages -: saved messages

why are people just so obsessed?
stop.

stop stop stop.

you're driving me nuts. yes i know your new goal yes go ahead but stop repeating it to me a
thousand times.

freaky.
fanatical even.

9 plus am on a saturday morning i reckon. i'm up earlier than my sister although i slept a few hours later.
well.
could i mention that i feel quite terrible?
*evokes self-pity for herself*

so i shall sit here and snivel and cry like smiguel.

yes my precious. so so very previous.
master will take care of smiguel.
master cares.. NO
master hath tricked us once.
a tricksy one master is.
MASTER WILL NEVER TRICK SMIGUEL!
master is kind.
but he holds the precious.
he stole IT FROM US!
etcetc.

darn schizoid.
sounds like me at times.
but if you're aware of something and claim it to be true,
it cannot be then, right?

the cold air of morning.
my coherence is returning.
which is sad.
i'd rather just remain blur and confused this whole entire day.
and of course,
annoying.

*socks self about the head with an xmas stocking*

xmas is coming, dith.
why don't you feel the cheer you felt from past years?

but the cheer has been fading.
fading into nothingness.
an empty void of presentgiving wellwishing.
but what's the point when i don't feel
anything?

the lights that decorate orchard road like
gaudy pieces of well-worn jewellery don't make me feel better either.
neither does the crowd.
it makes me go silent and stiff,
following its tide.
i am rendered one of the masses,
simpleton amongst faces.

what a depressing entry as we near xmas.
i really should kick this habit.
like i should kick many more.
it's due to me being too obliging,
too giving, too submissive even?

sheesh.

why do i keep giving people leeway?
but really, it sucks to be nice.
in the end they'll just trod
all over you,
leaving a generous imprint that will scar you dearly.

hmm.
i'd like to think i'm not that nice.
just to a select few who matter.
but sometimes, briefly,
to strangers,
just to portray a good self image,
i am nice.

gah. now i sound obsessed too.
what a fine note to end this entry on.
and it's not even written in blogger.
(well now it is)

***
on another note,
i'm supposed to go out soon.
hair still wet.

people already singing christmas carols outside
in the freaking morning.
blehhh.
*sigh*

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:49:00 AM

in queue:

1. benny
2. lunnie

vote vote vote! ;X
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:10:00 AM

shaky bearing

this is what i wrote on the way home:

'had a skeedle daddle adventure of sorts today. if that's what one might call it.
was lady luck smiling down upon me? i do not...'

basically that was it.
so i guess i should pick up from where i left off, ya?

i don't know what to call today actually.
have you ever won something before and not felt lucky?
perhaps you even felt like you would rather have not won it instead?
call me weird
call me whatever you wish.

why render this fortune upon my head when i don't even need it
or desire it?
if it were a new bag or shoes or clothes or a shopping voucher or whatever i might have been happy.
but in the ironic way that the universe operates
(quite evily and intentionally, i would imagine)
i get something i totally do not need.

whee, a first prize white elephant.
and now i just feel like pushing it onto someone.
like it's a burden.

luck and fortune and a freebie first prize being a burden.
that's a first.

gEEz.

so, i am not being concise eh?
fine. some elaboration then.

i filled out this thing outside paragon after being pestered by this roadshow promotor.
spa esprit i think it's called.
some new fangled promotion no doubt.
and i'm so bored i just want to kill time.
so i head over to the lucky dip
and it's full of pieces.. no. chunks of foam.
and the pieces of paper are so evasive.
so i sorta smile like ^^; at the girl and say something like:
i can't seem to find the paper ^^;
and then my hand encounters two slips of paper in there.
after being in the glass bowl for perhaps.
a good minute?
so i pick it out and hand it over
expecting some booby prize or something like:
thank you, have a nice day.
or whatever they put on these things.
kinda like the scratch and win tickets that i can never hope to win.
one whole stack of
thank you have a nice days.
geez.

and the funniest thing is
(no i'm not laughing)
she looks at me with her eyes like
wide open
O_O
and say
omg, you've won the tarzan massage thing worth $95
which supposedly is the top prize advertised on the coupon.
i go like, huh?
and yes to be polite i have to fake excitement and an ecstatic moment.
then she says
it's the last one in there!
so i have to widen my eyes O_O
and say something like
whee! omg! i won! wahhhh.
and then the ultimate deflator:
but i don't go for a massage.
and i don't need one.
in fact, my brain is thinking:
oh geez, just let me have some freebie bag and i'll be a happier person.
seriously.
her face falls.
i read something like:
oh man, what a terrible winner.
between the creases on her crinkled forehead.

well, sorry sista
really am not interested.
looks sadomasochistic anyway.
x_X
tarzan ahHHHh WHOoOOooHOooo fists pounding upon chest.
ergh

if i want a massage i'll get my friends to do it for me
so no thanks.
>.<

i'm sorry if i sound like a spoiltsport, guys.
but seriously
geez.

anyway if any of you want the massage worth $95 which is entirely relaxing and therapeutic and done, no doubt by a fine elfin young lady who will give you the time of your life. and it's ALL FOR FREE
gimme a buzz yea
i'm giving the coupon away.
and yup, it's at paragon.
just present the voucher.
and it's all yours.
i guarantee. you'll probably enjoy it.

no fuss no bother. no questions asked.
and now i sound like a damn sales advertiser or whatever they're called.
x_X

ok, now that's over and done with, let's start right from the top of the day.
i met sol aka mark aka nigel's good friend today for the first time.
and i'm sorry, but i find it weird to call people by name if they're called mark.
no offence yeah.

i met him at borders at 4.30.
for a large favour.
he's a nice guy. sixteen. friendly.
so cute, seriously. and he has a nice voice. ;p
very gentle and very gentlemanly. with a hint of a nice cultured accent.
haha..
i seem to be meeting guys like these more often these days.
is that a good or a bad thing?

i'm sorry if i dragged him around the place.
i'm really undecisive.
but thanks for the favour ya.
thanks bunches! ;p

the crowd was rather scary at wisma. so he decided to go home.
lol i was so bored i braved the crowd.
it's so hilarious when you're in it for fun.
totally can't move in it.
just inching your way through the masses.
how lovely.
i stood in it smiling while people around me looked highly annoyed and fanned themselves and pushed past.
lol so fun.
i didn't even perspire.
;p

wasn't bad actually.
once i got past breadtalk it was fine.
the crowd became a normal crowd.
so i strolled around and came to kino.
whee.
i'm by myself
and basically i cannot entertain myself
so i stood at the graphic novels section and busied myself with checking out the books there.
took my time about it
deliberately, slowly.
blocking the aisle with my large tush of course.

so much gaiman.
so nice.
so many awesome titles.
just reading the reviews at the back was great.
so many intelligent ideas.
conceptualised and brought onto these shelves.
i swear
these people must be gods.
*kowtows*

i really should get out more often.
i feel like i'm in a damn hole now.

ended up reading the Darwin Awards at the end of two hours.
fascinating book really.
would have given the introduction a good read if i weren't standing and feeling so uncomfortable.
wouldn't have skimmed past all the saddenly real events.
geez.
to die in a silly way is seriously very sad.
and to be published in a book somemore.
-_-a

but it does open the mind.
for that i'm glad.

i realise
going out with a myriad of people really does open one's mind.
especially those of the opposite gender.
i know this will boost your egos
but seriously i think guys know more stuff.
they're just more widely read?
ok, stop puffing up your chests and looking smart.
yes, you over there. you can stop it now.
;p
all in good jest, so no hard feelings yea?

well.
it's been an interesting night.
sitting at the botanical gardens staring at the black glassy surface of the lake
under a smoky yellow-grey night sky
tranquil.
serene.
peaceful.
with the chilly wind blowing about my legs.
at night.
in the dark.
save for a few bobbles of light reflected on the insanely calm surface of the lake.
the bobbles of light that are the street lamps.
upside down trees in the water.
dark so dark.
the danger just makes it more appealing.
the quiet just makes it more exciting.

i guess i could just sit there stoning glassy eyed myself to suit the nature of the lake
staring like a lidless being
agape at the tranquility.
would make a nice composition there, wouldn't it.

kinda reminds me of sentosa.
sunny afternoon.
sitting on the edge of the bridge.
legs dangling into the deep.
watching the ripples in the water float float float you away
i feel like i'm going deeper
i feel like the land i'm on is sinking
like the glass lift in wisma atria that goes down to basement 1.
sinking between the fish and water
or so it seems.
i was enthralled by that for quite some time as a wee un.
i liked being a wee un.

it was quite sad when i heard the swans were dead.
the swans i used to look forward to seeing every sunday when i went to bonatical gardens.
this fantastic place that we could only visit in the mornings.
crossing the treacherous drain
which was the only way i could get to see the swans.

pictures of elegance and grace upon the liquid glass surface of the lake
white on blue
under a brightening sky.
and i would hold my father's hand
and point and shriek and exclaim in wonderment.
oh how innocent the days were
how fast they've slipped by

i shan't go into detail about today
and yes lunnie, i know it helps your insomnia.
thank you for your kind comment.
;p

but writing is therapeutic
and so essential..
to me.
and i'm in a writing mood tonight.
which is good i suppose.
when outside sounds have faded to a dull noise
and you're in your own world
the calmness you feel
the coherence within you
as you churn out a masterpiece of words.
weaving weaving until you're satisfied.
the feeling is good. =)

clear headed yet in a bubble.
much better than being drunk.

my my. this really is getting long.
sometimes i sit and think about the things my parents let me get away with.
like for example, today.
concerned even.
sigh.
i might even feel guilty.

so i guess i'm off to attend to irc.
as usual.
then it's off to bed
because out i go again tomorrow.
boring day.
i'll just spend it stoning and not doing anything productive.
mentally productive.
so well
wish me a good night then.

and elaine di.. congrats for getting into nyjc sci stream yea?
all the best.
=)

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:20:00 AM

Friday, December 19, 2003

movie script

i had one of those weird dreams today
i dreamt that i was watching this local movie based on what, Love Actually?
(because i was reading something about that movie on lunnie's blog last night before i went to bed)
-_-a
the funny thing was
it's not EVEN SIMILAR to that movie.
-_-

i can't really remember most of it now
but it was really good.
lots of scenes
and the art and direction and actors and actresses so talented.
reminded me kinda of Growing Up and Twelve Stories and 15.
whEe~
i'm the next royston tan.
yaaa. in my dreams.
literally.

bah.
there was this creepy scene before an sms from roy woke me up around noon.
the girl, (er jie, Joy)
kicking the wall
because the lift was stuck again
i suppose they live near the lift shaft?
and the guy (forgot his name. bespectacled weird looking guy but with such a nice character)
just had a phonecall from a neighbour
the girl he likes
who agreed to go out with him
then suddenly after Joy kicks the wall
the window blinds go up
and they shine a torch
closeup zoom to this metal cage (the lift)
with a limp body lying inside.
eyer.
upon closer inspection there are 3 old ladies huddled inside
and by old i mean ancient
they really look ancient.
>_<
one has fainted
and the lift is stuck.
looks like a hutch more likely.
what fucked dream is this sia?

and much earlier
i have this funny dream about receiving a neverending sms in my phone.
sigh.
and it feels so real
(like most things are)
the contents i won't divulge for they were pretty much repetative.
ok la, but it was rou ma.
>.<~

weird dreams.
i have weird dreams all the time
^^;

anyway there's this xmas dinner at a church on xmas eve.
pj hons is going
roy also asked me along
ten bucks.
*ponders*
maybe i shall drag some unfortunate soul along.
*sigh* dunno.
might be booked by mom.
=/

ok LA
i really gotta go bathe if not late.
cyas peeps.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:57:00 PM

failure at evasion

well well well.
looks my attempt at staying over at the chalet failed miserably.
*restrains all usage of expletives*
no use getting into a tizzy over it again, yeah.
i was generous in my usage of coarse language last night anyway.
and i was in a half drunk state.
so let's not go there again, shall we.

anyway i woke up at the ungodly hour of 8am.
7.53 to be exact. my handphone's clock is running fast.
and then, my mom's handphone rang.
(yes la, i'm kiasu la. cannot wake up ma)
right on schedule. 8am sharp.
was contemplating sliding back into the cosy warmth of dreamland when an sms came in.
whee. so i stumble out of bed groggily
and head to the telephone to give my friend a morning call.
after about three times calling, he finally picked up
didn't sound that groggy, so i didn't have the faintest idea that he would fall back asleep.
-_-a

off i head to shower
blar blar blar
heng i'm polite.. ^^;
i smsed benny to tell him i would reach later
which re-woke him up
^^;
wah best loh.
hahaha..

i arrive at novena mrt at the time we're supposed to meet the others at harbour front
which is 10.30
designated meeting time was 9.45
wowee.
^^;

benny runs into his cca junior (?) in the mrt.
my attempt to be friendly is rudely labelled as
hitting on a poor sec3 guy.
wah liew loh
but nevermind, i understand it's all in good jest.
*laughs*

ok let's see..
we arrive at harbour front mrt 40 mins late.
*faints*
angie cheryl and minghui are sitting around waiting for us
*guilty*

harbour front is such an interesting place.
mainly because i've never been there before
and i expected it to be somewhat more posh.
but in fact
it looks just like any other place.
we head to the hawker centre to buy a lil' breakfast.
i settle on apokapok and goreng pisang

then we head to the bus interchange.
we board the free bus to sentosa
so orange and holiday-ish
so typical.
*laughs*
but it's an experience nonetheless
and yes yes
call me suaku la
but it's been years since i've been to sentosa.
i last went there went it was more inacessible.
but no more suaku le! ;p

LoL we take another bus when we reach
(and after paying three buckeroos for the admission fee)
and thennnn
we board this little wooden train thingy.
a tourist thing
how quaint.
and so cute.
LoL
choo chooooo choo choooooo!
=)

we reach the beach
ooooh yeah
sun sand and sea as promised!
even the drizzle clears up
heng i wore a sleeveless top
or i would have a tan that looks like some weird tee.
x_X

i don't know what encouraged me
but i actually played a bit of beach volleyball
and captains ball
but then later some guys whom i didn't know arrived
looked kinda obnoxious.
(as most guys are ^^;)
so me and char headed to the pier thingy
sat at the edge
dangled our feet over the water
(which was, surprisingly clear)
and had a nice hour long chat.
it was fun.
=)

later spied kim calling us back
hai. juan hurt herself
>_<
bummed around the lil' pavillion thingy chilling
sports not for me la ^^;

later helped juan to kim's dad's car and then to the chalet
gah dunno how i ended up doing some cooking
cooking not for me leh..
^^;
or so i say la
^^;

was kinda tearing in the kitchen
muahahahaha.
oh you evil species of onions
how you sting my eyes so
with every slice of the knife i wield
that digs deep into your layered flesh
i lament.
your juices scathe my tender eyes so.
*cough*
how the hell did i end up doing an oniony prose?
^^;

i ended up cutting onions, capsicum, carrots, pineapple rings and a cucumber.
and i put in the marcaroni and stirred it around.
how's that for a change?
me in the kitchen.
^^;
such a rare sight to behold
was even embarrassed to be seen in there
>_<

james turns up way before schedule
lol annoying bugger
but quite a good friend.
came in to see me cutting onions and tearing
wah liew
so i pointed the knife at him
muahahaha
I AM ARMED AND YOU ARE NOT!
*cackles*

but aiyah
he also tried to be of help in the kitchen
and of course
kena my suanning loh
haha..

the bbq went along fine
the pasta char cooked was good
ok la i will be honest
not superb but good
i'm more used to eating pasta with a thick sauce.
so it was a nice change.
plus.
I SLICED THE ONIONS, CARROTS and CUCUMBERS!
*proud*

heh.
i finally have the opportunity to give kim her pressie
she was like
wtf?
what is that in the bottle?
pee?
and when i told her she had to drink from the teat
she baulked even more
muAhahahah.
i am mean, aren't i
=)

it's good wine in there, babe
down it down it!
*glug glug*
which is what i did with the remainder
^^;

*shoots self*
i drink too much
i swear i can hear my kidney/liver/spleen squealing.
x_X

let's see.
i managed to coax sha-ren into drinking a whisky shot with me.
naughty naughty.
i've never done shots.
the experience is..
akin to wasabi.
so i guess
if you adore wasabi
in large dollops upon food
not tiny dibs and dabs
you will love shots.

yeeech.
it went down like a distant fire
more than what i expected it to feel like
as the liquid shot down my gullet
the heat trailed along behind.
and oh how i felt the sensation of the drink
seemingly shooting up my nose
like a large dollop of wasabi.
and that was only on the first sip.
eek.

so what i do next is
to down the remainder.
whoosh
so power
painful but oh so insanely shiok
^^;

like most things are.

sharon does the same
she cringes in the same way i do
but we agree it's cool, yeah.
and then i mix it with ice cream soda.
half half.
wahahaha..
equally disgusting.
not even drinking from a decent shot glass
only plastic disposible cups
^^;
ah well
when tipsiness overtakes the body
i guess it's all the same, innit?
x)

later i think i had some barcardi freezer
we opened the lime and the orange
then i stole sips of cranberry and peach
heh.

then i think we all sat around and did a variation of the drinking game
we couldn't find a dice
so we improvised.
see, i love improvision
it is the mother of all creation
=D
it's a saying, right?
hrm, anyways.
we took turns shuffling 6 cards with numbers on them loh

i went a bit out of control and poured a LARGE whisky shot into the cup
^^;
kim got it
and she's a horrible drinker
^^;
she cursed me
>.<

blehhhh. then i think i got quite a few times
the best one was the beer + ice cream soda
so nice
=D
frothy and so nice
and i also had to down a generous dollop of bbq sauce
not that i complained la
because it sorta helped to settle my stomach
and then there was vodka and something
you know what?
i can't really recall.
x_X

i just know i withdrew after awhile
sat there looking at them play
i felt as if i would retch if i drank another sip.

anyway as the alcohol settled
i felt like i was encased in a freaking bubble
and the wooziness got worse

but surprisingly
i could still walk upstairs and downstairs
and still stand up
but i vaguely remember just sitting there and kinda dozing off
with the sound of the mahjong tiles in the background
and my friend's voices.

the headache increased
and the second time i got up
i saw kim retching into the gutter outside
>.<
i think i retreated to the room upstairs

^^;
i keep remembering some guy following me up on two occasions asking me
whether i was ok or not
eh, thank you thank you
but i walked up myself
damn, if he were some shuai ge i think hor
i pretend to fall all over the place
^^;
muahahaha..

(interjection)
now on news they're talking about the cable-snapping incident at the carnival.
sure enough
just as i guessed.
it's the one outside orchard mrt station.
so dangerous.
x_X
(end of interjection)

hai anyway my mom got hold of kim's number
even with my phone off
tmd
and my dad drove all the fucking way to sentosa to come pick me up
wah lau..
*rants*

so i was forced to go home
seriously i dunno what he thought.
because in my half drunken state
i dunno what the hell anyone thought.
^^;

so with angie and some random guy's help
i walked out and saw his cab waiting for me
bleh
and no
i walked by myself
but i dunno the way ^^;

reached home looking damn red
and groggy
and trapped in that infernal bubble of mine.
i dunno if auto reflex or what
but when i reached home
(reeking of alcohol, my sis commented)
i switched on the comp
and yes
i could still sms/type coherently.
woweee.
go me!

stoned online till around 2am.
got slightly more sober
but
still suffering
couldn't even open my eyes properly
^^;
eyer i must have looked a sight
and it didn't help with them spraying the darn foam all over
smelt like fuck
ew.

i concussed finally in home clothes and a very brief shower.
i woke up around 5.30am feeling better
but a very dry mouth
so i glugged down a bottle of water.
then went back to sleep.

hrm, woke up again around 10am replied sms then basically stoned in bed having weird dreams until 3pm.
i dreamt of my primary school reception for old students
some roundabout nightmare.
i even smelt something burning
something mechanical burning.
like a burnt appliance.
so freaky
smelt so real
x_X

and i even had a weird dream about sharon
cos she arrived at the chalet after work
and looked so mature.
heh. so erhhh
i dreamt about her being mistaken for some teacher.
what the..
-_-

so anyway i woke up without a hangover
=D
yay!
scanned my prom pics and uploaded them
chatted on irc awhile
then headed out

and yes
just to be annoying, i shall
"write about [my] experience in the men's lingerie department"
muahaha..
and i quote:
'today i went out with my uncle to buy underwear. surprisingly, he bought a thong.'
'which was against the better of his judgement'
'he didn't know what came over him as he tried to conceal the box'
'but he did remark abashedly how comfortable it was when he reached home'
^^;

no, seriously, it's rather embarrassing for me too.
so uhhh
i have piled a favour onto someone
a guy, no doubt.
^^;
kinda shirking it.
but aiyah.
it's just me what
=D

was quite nice
it didn't rain for a change today
a traumatising time running across the road.
jaywalking.
-_-a

sat on the stair rail of the national library eating hotdogs.
marche hotdogs are nice.
=)
aiyah but the aunty so blur.
-_-a

oh yah!
ran into mj at heeren.
sigh.
she's leaving for overseas in jan
won't be able to see her anymore.
haix...
sad thing huh.
let's just hope she keeps in contact via irc.
i gave her a last squeegle and wished her merry xmas.

maybe i'll coax her to come to a final outing.
hai dunno la
=/

hrm. i'm running out of clothes to wear.
xmas pressie!
clothes.
x_X
i really need to go shopping.
$_$
but i'll feel so drained and guilty
especially if i buy on impulse
^^;
blar. let's see what tml will bring yea.
night all.
=)

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:05:00 AM

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

erhhhhhhhh.
better go sleep EARLY tonight!
=D

ok. beddy bye.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:29:00 AM

OMG YAY! THANKS ADEL! ;p

hehe.. i finally have it in my favourites list once more
*LARGE GRIN*

THANKS ADEL!!!!!!!!!!!!
x)

DAMAGEd

yAy yAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:25:00 AM

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

retail therapy

lalala i'm in such a good mood now!
hehe.. =D
tml tml tml! it's tml!
heh.

*ahem*
today i let two groups of ppl down ^^;
firstly cos i wanted to sleep in till 2pm
(i slept till 1.30pm or so ;p)
kim smsed then called.
then angie.
then erh.. kim again i think.
^^;
shortly after, jes.
then she msged. ^^;
blehhhh.

when i crawled out of bed
i went on irc and had lunch x_X
fat so fat. must stop eating. zZZzz.
then i went out.
=D =D =D
so long never see jes!
=D =D =D

(^________________^)

whee~ when i saw her i gave her a big warm tight hugggg. glomp!
=D
haha..

she was with a friend. huimin.
hehe, at least had company while i took my time
she bought a bracelet
haha..
quite nice~

walked around looking at stuff
then walked to taka to look at lingerie
x)

ahhas..
bo liao right? =D

later huimin had to meet her bf at lido
so we headed over
then halfway me and jes headed back to taka
cos huimin was rushing then she told us nvm ^^;

then jes went to look up her aunt
(xiao yi)
so we walked back n forth back and forth waiting for her aunt to finish doing the manicure
(her aunt's a manicurist)

hmm
we had tons to catch up on
tons to chat
=D

so long never chat!
all because of her computer/gunbound
*laughs*
now that her comp is spoilt..
she's all mine!!
muahahaha =D

finally her xiao yi knocked off for dinner
we headed to the taka food court.
so crowded..
we shared a table

heh, it's been awhile since i've had the pizza noodle with cheese
=D
i remember eating that tons of times with jes after school
just sitting around outside in our skirts eating
then hanging out talking crap until quite late
=)

queue for the pizza noodle was so long
but whoa
new addition to their menu:
jumbo sized.
don't think it's that big anyway
maximum is as much as they can cram in that small packet
looks are deceiving ^^;
the picture shown makes it look damn big
erghh. insane.

anyway we shared the table with an ang mo couple
eating some noodles.
picking out all the red chilli.
i guess foreigners really cannot take chilli?
^^;
but they could use chopsticks
so i guess they've been to an asian country before?
lol.

anyway they were interested in the food we were eating
then later they kept their plastic containers
o.0
and they bought yakitori to eat
haha..

after dinner jes' xiao yi had to go back to work
lol i tried on the tester for their nail polish
ehhhh quite nice
i did my pinkie
a nice vile shade of metallic blue
so nice.
makes me look evil
=D
haha..

maybe her aunt can gimme discount
x)
lalala..
i'll have blue nails for some time to come den
;p

hrm.
anywayyyyyy
i got kim's present liao
only need to wrap
andddddddd
i came home at 10.30pm!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG IMPROVEMENT OMG
heh. =D

tml tml tml
chalet chalet chalet!
booze booze booze!
talk talk talk!
spin the bottle!
sun sea and sand!
friends!
yAy~~~~~`

bbq!~

*happy*
pity anne won't be there
she'll be in rome.
*sigh*

lol tml should be meeting benny
heh
then at least i'll have company on the way over
good to have people living near you, yea?
=D

glad he finally decided to go yeah
must gooooo
for kimmmmmmmmm's
chaletttttt
yEa
=D

then i got an extra person to crap with.
*laughs*

well seeya guys around on the 18th
(provided i'm not too tired)
heh thon overnight!
sunriseeee

so nice.
sentosa and booze and friends.
should i get totally utterly DRUNK?

muahahahah
; )

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:20:00 PM

sigh (sic.)

i've been in a sighing mood of late
hai.
and it doesn't help the flow of thought from mind to fingertip with my mom nagging about expenses in the background.
geez.
*kills self*
i'm a lousy investment.
pity you can't sell me off for more like shares.
gah.
so ya. today with my incoherence of thought
i guess i should blog about stuff?
maybe that's why i prefer blogging at night.
deep in the night.
the boundary between the dawn and night.
such a wonderful time to think and relax.
*mutters*
i'm not even answering my mom but she can fuel her own conversation.
incredulous.
and no it doesn't help with my sis walking up and down up and down.
sheesh.

okok. off with the pissy mood.
no reason to be pissed right?
maybe i'm tired.
but i lay in bed till 1.30 today.
i'm such a pig. *sigh*

*checks back previous blog entries*
so. *adjusts imaginary reading glasses*
where were we?

ahhh. last stopped at kim's bdae celebration.

oh sunday was a darn slow day.
i woke up at the magnificient hour of 4pm.
whee.
been such a long time since i've woken up at that hour.
but it's just so nice to lie in even while suffering from the ache you get from sleeping in past noon.
4 hours extra enduring it. but whee, i just love my bed.
(don't we all?)

let's just say that these couple of days a number of buggers have been annoying me on irc.
i shall not say who. that's just too darn mean.
but.
i guess it can be insinuated i guess.
*sigh*

*ear bleeds*
mom nagging.
*ear rots and falls off leaving a bloody stump behind*

sorry. couldn't help it.
just too darn irritated.
and now a new decree dictates that the computer must be off by 2am.
becauseeeeee.
i disturb the whole family's rest.
tickticktick the typing
and the light.
sheesh, just close your doors can anot?
....

fine dith. stop your ranting can anot.

ok. after some procrastination and waiting for bad weather to pass
i finally decided to go out
which of course started my mom going on about how
going out in the evening would end up me returning in the night.
and my favourite hour of arrival is the witching hour.
ah yes. midnight.
i wish i could stay out longer though.
but past twelve is already stretching it these days.

i've been out till twelve or so
for the entire past week.
woweee.
an achievement of sorts for my personal records
but of course
i have to deal with the parents, right?
sigh. it's hard being an inbetween adult.

hmm. out i went yesterday and ran into some channel people.
ok, no doubt they're my closer group from the channel
but you know what people automatically think.
zZZZzz.

but later was fine.
bumming around the durian.
been eons since i last did that.
actually i think it was during the A levels or just before.
feels like lightyears away to me.

is that a good or bad thing?

and i can't help if i notice stuff.
perhaps i'm overly perceptive.

ugh dith cut out the depressing tone lehhhhhh.

okok, trying.
but it's now raining to suit my mood.

choices choices.
i can choose to be happy or sad.
i can choose whether or not to attend the outing right?
i just feel so lazy now.
i attribute it not to my going out continually like a person possessed
but *thinks*
to the weather!
(like everything else i blame these days)
externalities.
can't help having them, right?
^^;

i swear my mom doesn't understand the things i do sometimes.
like why i like to use the computer so late.
like why i blog.
like why i go out till late.
like why i keep smsing.

solace for the first one i guess.
sometimes i seek solace with my close online friends.
whom of course, i know in real life.
ok, so many speak ill of the virtual committee
but all my closer friends are more or less in my channel
so it's good ya.

and late at night for it's the hour i'm truly awake
i'm more awake at 3am than at 3pm.
*yawns*
maybe it's the sunlight.
infernally irritating yet so nourishing.
too bright and i feel like sleeping.
ZZZzz.
and late at night there's just the barest minimum of noise.
what an ideal hour to just let thoughts flow.
=)

which brings us to blogging.
writing an online diary and not making it too personal.
to a certain extent it's hard.
the not too personal aspect of it.
but yes. i am blatantly honest on it
but not insensitive.
i do not wish to offend those who read it.
and you never know who's reading it at this very instant.
perhaps i should change my url.

and when it's hard to say things on my blog i turn to my friends to say it.
especially if they aren't involved in the subject matter.
or i might compose some verse in my head in the shower.
only to forget it when i come out

yesterday i watched lotr 2.
what a beautiful masterpiece it is.
wo yi bian kan yi bian tao zui zai ta de mei li.
practically sinking into it.
i could even disregard the neck cramp i got after the full three and a half hours.

was still wandering in the fantasy bubble i was in after the movie.
headed to taka to meet my mom
then walked to paragon to look at clothes and stuff
before settling in spageddies for a lil something.
pizza. had two slices.

oh. forgot to mention in the morning i met tim
(darn. not chronological order as usual)
had to squeeze him into my schedule to teach him to fold paper cranes
tsk tsk tim u so last minute.
x_X
while waiting at the mrt station i think i saw royston
walked off too far so i didn't say hi to him.

brought tim to popular to get some origami paper.
omg the origami section has shrinked from an entire section to a tiny corner.
sheesh.
that's why i spent like 5-10 minutes wandering around not seeing any and thinking it weird.
even after asking the auntie who pointed me to the section
i couldn't even spy any until consequent scrutiny.
blarrrr.
people need to be more creative!
*grumbles*

so later we sat around starbucks folding paper cranes.
lol in the middle of nowhere in the bustle of the busy hub.
hahaha.
but aiyah heck care ppl la.
;p
folded about 5 times over before i had to go meet my sis
she was late.
so nearly ran to cineleisure.
but we made it with 2 trailers to spare.
LoL
huff huff puff puff for nothing
zZZZzzz.

ok. back to after the movie.
went to meet my uncle at heeren
lol doing what i do best
stoning around and engaging in wu liao conversation
interesting nonetheless.
one of the rare people i've met who are so fascinating ;p

ended up sitting behind taka
a bottle of wild turkey between us
too lazy to do anything
haha. fun fun.
and practically dissing everything

but blar.
eventually i must go home.
home again home again jigeddy jigggg.
so i hauled myself to my feet
and departed to the mrt station
and as usual,
gave lame excuses to my mom
which,
she bought.
^^;
i really should feel guilty but i can't.
because it's become the norm.

hahaha..
ok, i really should go p0m now and meet jes.
so long nv see herrrrrr!
=D

AND
tml it's sentosaaaaa
whee~
means i won't be online for a night.
i'll be at the chalet there drinking my guts rotten.
yay!
so much drinking this past week.
*develops a barrel around her waist*

gah.
hahaha.
i like the feeling of being around friends getting tipsy and going mad.
x_X
and of course, chilling around chatting and doing nothing.
sure beats everything else, eh?
=D

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:50:00 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2003

how long can you hold on?
i scream out into the gale
DO NOT LET GO
but i feel my grasp slipping
over weathered layers of self control
will she falter?

the shards have cut so deep
and the scars have been sealed by gauze
never removed.

she tells herself no one will notice
she tells herself other things
but
it is hard
she agrees.
to keep the bird forever locked in the cage
when it is beating its wings desperately
against
the hard metal bars
nearly
destroying itself

just to be free.

just to be free.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:11:00 AM

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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:53:00 AM

condensation

to cut a longggg pissified story short,
my blog entry got eaten up
because the blogger server was having hiccups
AND
i was too dumb
and didn't realise until TOO LATE
that i had copied the entry
but of course
being the TOTAL IDIOT
i am
i was over at irc
chatting and highlighting text there
WHICH
overrode
MY COPIED ENTRY
AYE SHEESH YOU DOOFUS DITH

nevermind.
wasn't that great an entry anyway
or i would have wrung the neck of some sorry ass who happened to get in my way on irc.
blar bLAR

so a repetition of yesterday's events would be in order.
let's seeeeeee.

oh oh OH
i remember now

i met my sgma friends at lido
after waking up at 2 in the afternoon
stoning online
playing gunbound (dunno why i did anyway zZzzz)
and erh
just when i stepped out of the bathroom
it just started to rain buckets
wth...

so i went downstairs
and walking by the sheltered way is like
TWICE the distance
i had to run for the bus
and upon reaching the interchange
i had to run for the mrt
talk about a workout man
;p

reached kino around 6pm
delayed by the overwhelming crowd
geez
i loathe crowds but i lurve orchard
what a darn contradiction.
the fastest i could walk
was as fast as the slowest person in front of me
*faints*

later we made our way to lido
underground and past the mrt station and back through the tunnels of deep underground (underpass) to lido.
rather crowded
but we got places relatively quickly
definitely the rest were shagged
aye geez
singing ktv from 11am to 5pm ^^;
humanely possible?
>.<

so i had dinner with them
fatfatfat
expensive fastfood
darn moneymakers
$_$

5.95 for a pathetic popcorn chicken meal
*curses and swears*
what happened to the 4.95?!
*grumbles*

anyway after i finished dinner and was letting it settle
crapping and laughing and chatting
looking at pics my friend took
alwyn reached lido
so off i went to borders with him to stretch my legs
then returned to lido to buy tickets for
Master and Commander

whEe~
finally i get to watch it
*laughs*
if not for james
bleh bleh bleh

so we chatted until 9.40 before going in
hmm the movie..
russell crowe...
gladiator!
what a magnificient performance
*standing ovation*
but he didn't perform as well in M&C
sad.
lol

but like the swell of the sea
rocking the boat back and forth
gently at first
then choppier
and the boat gets buffetted by foamy white waves
the movie's pace progressed
before culminating in the calm
before credits flashed past

ahhh yes
CREDITS TIME
midnight on the dot.

i am saved. =)

i walk out to the mrt
and suddenly alwyn thrusts his phone at me
asking me to say hi
eh?
before i know
a familiar voice is on the phone
LoL
may and sy asking me to go play lan with them
eHHhh
cannot leh =|
regretful. hai

rushed to the mrt station with 5 minutes to spare
fending smses from my mom about my pissed dad
ahhh
his royal majesty erupts once more
grrr.
i catch the last mrt and the last feeder home
thank GOODNESS
all is quiet when i reach home
a little too quiet.
-_-;

but heck.
at least i caught the movie right? =)
zZZzzz.

enough about yesterday
today after crawling out of bed at the pathetic hour of 2pm
(whEe~`)
and having wanton noodles with meepok
i stoned on irc
aieee
the weather so cold.
brr.
if this goes on any longer
i might either
a) freeze to death
b) see snow
c) wear more clothing
d) ?
muahahaha..

geez.
anywayyyy i reach cityhall mrt 10 minutes after the designated meeting time
*grins*
anne was the first
and she reached 5.30 on the dot!
i was the second
*grins*
and i left my house around 5.15 AND missed the darn bus
*laughs*

oh yaaaa.
on the way down to the mrt
with 2 minutes to spareee
i was yet again approached
this time a group of ladies
(lol always elderly ladies x_X)
they asked me in chinese
if i was going to amk
i said no..
then later thought it weird
so i asked why
turns out two of the elderly ladies wanted to get to amk
and they couldn't read the signboard
so ok
i brought them down and pointed to them which side
lol easy task ^^;
and my train came shortly after
haha..
actually i don't mind being helpful ^^;
which of course,
would bring about many eyerolls
*glares at friends*
;p

so yup
we meet
and head through citylink to suntec
we plonk ourselves in kenny rogers
(same old same old)
and have just ordered when
in comes kim and char
BDAE GAL!
she looks so blur and shocked
and happy x)

lol kept prodding us for pressies
oops. make that a belated one >_<
gotta go shopping!
volunteers?
;p

we see anne's new digicam
oOOOOo lala~
nice and red and silver
$600+ courtesy of her mom
bought at the fair in expo i think
niceeee.
free 128mb memory stick somemore
schweeeet!

so after pigging out
(i shared pot pie with sujian)
(YES! she went! =D)
we headed to the fountain of wealth
caught the lame-o advertising stint 'laser show'
and then saw the messages
it flashed in green:
TO KIM - FROM ALL OF US - HAPPY BIMBOTIC BIRTHDAY!!
LoL

she was flabbergastered, surprised, happy yet playfully annoyed
LoL so funny!!!!
really bimbotic lohhhhh
pose under those tonyroma stars with your starry wand!
*big grin*

lil' princess fairy =D

haha and guess what?
after all that gushing water
they all had to go toilet
(eh, i'm different. i'm a water storage tank ^^;)

then we headed to the taxi stand
minghui angie and er er what's her name? >_< had to leave
so hugs all around
yup.

then we hopped into a cab to SOS
w00t
swirly lohhh
with our gang
we always end up drinking somewhere!
*hearty laugh*

hmm
our taxi driver took a shortcut
so even with only 3 ppl
we paid $3.80 altogether
the other 4 paid $5.50
booyah! ;p
took so long to come somemoreeeee.
*grin*

so nice the place
never been there before
but UGH
NOT PROPERLY ATTIRED FOR CLUBBING!
*grumbles*
tee and jeans loh
wtf. haha..

so empty the place was
like a warehouse.
the man at the door looked at my id
then at me
quite long
then he smiled
and i smiled
then i went in and got the ultraviolet chop on my hand.
never had the chance to see how it looked like tho
._.
blehhhh

sat around ordered 2 jugs
whisky dry and vodka lime
(WTF?! VODKA RIBENA NOT HOUSEPOUR? $45 BUCKS? SIAO)
$20 bucks a jug
eek.
smlj
#%$^*(
and..
HAHAHA THE NEWBIE WAITER
erh
LoL
so unsure and kept dropping the coins
lol
so SHYyyyyyy also!!!!!!!

hmm
the sad thing was
anne's lychee martini glass fell and broke on the floor
$12.50 gone >_<
hai.

anyway we were playing spin the bottle: truth or dare
wh00~ raunchy raunchy babyyyyy
=D~
hahahahaa.. oh myyyy.

then kim and char were playing strip-something
kept guessing numbers
and the loser had to strip
so funny!
kim had on so many accessories
(as usual)
ended up charmaine was forced to moon us
yAy~~`

golly
i am such a sucker for perverted kinkaaay stuff!
*large lusty grin*

then later we sat in some alcove
and a few of us got on the dance floor
haha..
dirty dancing also have
so funnnnnn.
as usual.
typical all-girls outing
=D

eyecandayyyyy

muahahaha

so yup
left at 11
caught sight of sj's bf
LoL
kim in a half dazed high state as usual
muahaha..

learnt about pl's bf
oOOOOooo
:X

so me anne and jo walked to the bus stop
jo ran for her bus
left me and anne
she kept coughing
hope she's well enough for tml
ROME ROME ROME
yup
flying off and for 10 days
i can pretend
that
ANNE DOESN'T EXIST!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
UNLESS SHE COMES BACK WITH LOVELY SOUVIES FOR US ALL!
*wicked laughter*

anywayyyy
we got on 143
so darn cold
brrrr.
air con blasting my arm
*glare*
passed by orchard road
w00t the lights so nice. =)

and i reached home midnight on the dot.
yay!
blamed myself being late due to a jam
erm
true to a certain extent, yea?
^^;
so didn't really get much scolding

hmm.
so yup
plans for tml are...
*shrug*
anything goes i suppose? =D
might see anne off
yupyup

freeezing here
OMG

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM