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WAHAHAHAHHA THOSE UNI PEOPLE
MAKE ME GEK SAI GEK SO LAI UNTIL I BUAY TAHAN
OMG OMG OMG OMG
I LOVE THEM!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:22:00 PM
as always, you're the last to know.
(^____________^)
damn happy!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH OMG
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:21:00 PM
yay!
i like. ^^
dith gives it two thumbs up! :D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:05:00 AM
not another one?
something is seriously fucked up.
i suspect negligence.
SINGAPORE -- A reinforcement bar at the Fusionpolis building worksite caved in on Thursday afternoon. Five people are missing and 15 casualties have reportedly been sent to the National University Hospital, according to an eye witness report.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:02:00 PM
sometimes, if you catch hold of your dreams by writing them down, they stay with you. and sometimes if a dream mirrors reality so closely and stays with you, it becomes a shadowed memory. the haze which you see yet cannot touch. the haze that grazes the line between dreamscape and reality.
1.30am. i'm bored. still playing neopets.
i haven't been in the best of moods these past few days. blame a fictional letter that has yet to arrive. geez
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:25:00 AM
must watch kill bill 2 :P
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:44:00 PM
still no letter.
and the date due for NUS is 4th may.
i gotta pay them 500 fucking dollars by then or reject their course.
DAMN.
so irresponsible.
and they said letters will be sent out from mid april to late may
HAH.
by the time my letter comes i don't know what's up.
geez.
IF YOU REJECT ME, SAY SO
DON'T FUCKING LEAVE ME HANGING
DAMN THE NEW UNI SYSTEM.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:19:00 PM
wonders will never cease, eh?
^^;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:31:00 AM
sleeeeeeepyy.
went to bugis today. zzzzzzzzzzzzz
yeah, that's about it.
hehehehe and there are plushie yaoi pics XD
:X
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:15:00 AM
get your sorry ass outta camp.
then i'll pass you the Y plushie.
zZZzzz
and can go shopping.
and pass me the invite or something.
i haven't decided yet though.
bleh.
HOT NIGHT HUMID ARGH BTH
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:25:00 AM
^^
groovyyy
now listening to This Love on repeat ^^;
and i downloaded William Hung's She Bangs mtv in a fit.
i think the weather is so hot and humid i need comic relief.
^^;
zZZzzz.
yay tomorrow can go out~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:14:00 AM
either it's the weather or all the fluff i've inhaled.
aww damn.
=(
went to sleep and woke up with a darn headache
feeling very blur now.
x.x
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:19:00 PM
my cousin is getting married.
^^
omedetou~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:57:00 PM
i absolutely LOVE it when the plushie i'm making looks like the picture.
OMFG
rush!!!!
heh. i actually get a rush from sewing.
damn. ^^;;;;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:36:00 AM
2. blue denim (check house)
3. amber thread (tick)
4. maybe 3 bigger beads (work with what i have first)
5. anti-fray glue (tick. toughie! >.< damn spotlight =/)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:50:00 PM
1. skein of greyish green dmc cross stitch thread
2. blue denim
3. amber thread
4. maybe 3 bigger beads
5. anti-fray glue
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:02:00 PM
i finally finished my poetry blog..
and now, i'm just so sick and tired of...
guess what?
typing.
gAh!
-_-;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:01:00 AM
^-^*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:50:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:36:00 AM
the contents of my blog suddenly sound banal after i traipse to my tiny hovel here in blogspot from a certain xanga site. i guess it's the language; perhaps even presentation, or thought-inducing sentences that make the difference.
my blog, however, is just dirty fluff caught in the washing machine, spinning and spinning till the earth spins out of control. mindless spin cycle. a place where i air my dirty linen, my soiled cotton, and even skid-marked bloomers; for the world to see, of course.
and as usual, today like all other days, i have absolutely nothing of substance to write about.
shall i write about the nicholl highway incident? how contracters should pay attention to minor details like soil erosion and how much weight metal beams can support? or should i write about the suicide bombers who attacked saudi arabia or the soon-to-be sabotaged football match?
it's the little things that make a world of difference.
remember the story about the straw that broke the camel's back? or how a tiny bird's weight can topple a tree? how about chaos theory? or even the butterfly effect?
it's the little things that you should look out for. those nitty gritty details that reside beneath the cracks. i remember part of a discussion on icq this afternoon. and we agreed that even missing out on the smallest detail might result in an inaccurate diagnosis.
fatal, in some cases.
what is today's entry about? very pseudo contemplative-intellectual. so unlike dith. lacking a topic sentence; just ponderous meandering words crawling across the screen, alphabet by alphabet as fingers connect with labelled keys.
it rained today.
after so much humidity and warmth the clouds finally decided to let loose. cleansing the world once more. so that us dirty humans have a clean slate to taint once more.
spin cycle.
i only spent ninety cents today. amazing. but then again, i've gone not spending a single cent before. i bought three wooden beads for a project i'm working on. heeren. and the newly renovated annex is re-renovating. how annoying.
i really don't see the need for it.
i wrote a poem on the mrt today, and was still writing it on the way to far east. it started out initially about a girl trapped in an air con vent, then somehow evolved into a dying person (bad murder job, apparently) shoved into a freezer. funny how words can be intepreted. jason read into it a totally different way than i intended it to be read.
words do work wonders.
half past one and i've barely been online for half an hour. i waited nearly two hours for my sister to quit hogging the computer. i guess i shouldn't complain; not that i really needed to get online. besides, she had -pressing- matters to attend to. ahem.
i really should cut the drivel. it's becoming an endless spiral of mucus and nonsense.
not that it already wasn't initially.
spin cycle indeed.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:27:00 AM
my sewing became erratic when my mom went downstairs to check the mail.
got an enrolment package from NUS.
=/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:42:00 PM
boredboredbored
hmm mid year exams for secondary school around the corner.
good luck all ^^;
bleh nothing to write.
signing off.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:38:00 PM
please please please
i want....
also.......
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:32:00 PM
me worried..............................
but she went down a day before.........
=/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:30:00 PM
maybe my long-awaited letter will come?
everyone's complaining how irritating i am whining about the letter.. whining daily, hourly.. bleh.
i know i know..
but.
i want the letter...
=/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:11:00 PM
as i was walking home he reached the theatre and smsed me..
hahah. power...
aaanyway
i can now start trying to play D&D
and hey.. it's not 53 mb la you t00t.. it's 18.7mb...
bleh....
but thanks anyway....
and if you happen to read this..
tml if you free... go shopping with me hor..
i need to buy a top for saturday...
go chiong...
lololol long time no chiong.
reminds me of jes sia.
jes said something like:
"dith~~~~ must save money! must save for clubbing~~"
wah pengsan..
o.0
that woman ar..
bleh.
i wanna go shopping...
pei wo...
^^;
do hope you're enjoying Kill Bill vol2..
*sigh* me too young to watch.
oh well..
^^;;;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:09:00 PM
article article
heh
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:00:00 PM
hope my letter comes in tomorrow.
^^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:21:00 PM
hmm.
one hour in tpy seemed quite long actually.
walked around, ate dim sum, drank bubble tea..
my treat k...
some idiot..
never set foot in tpy for a century liao..
yah, he's that old.
hahahahahhaa..
not bad not bad
pangseh his friend to come visit tpy
:P
free dinner ma, who don't want?
zzzz LoL
gong kia.
got lost in clementi and would have gotten lost in tpy if not for me. personal tour guide ^^;
showed him vague sights and sounds of tpy..
eh seriously nothing to eat here.. all like the same to me. ^^;
hahaha then he flew off to watch Suicide Club at cine.
i walked home and passed by the durian shop..
haha just as i walked past the man suddenly said
lai lai xiao jie, wo gei ni si bao shi kuai!
wahahaha..
think 9pm liao, clearing stock..
not because of me =/
but nvm~
bought 4 boxes, walked home.
wah heavy.
hahahahaha...
sis covering her nose when i got home LoL
yeah. stoning again.
tomorrow giving tuition again. zzzz lalala.
might blog later :P
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:20:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:47:00 PM
so many people have received their letters..
where is mine?
oh, elusive letter... where art thou?
;_;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:40:00 PM
you just used 5.
LOL
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:07:00 PM
lol,
i sat down and whined and whined and whined to my mom about wanting to get the letter that would say: we are pleased to inform you that you've gotten into our course.
but she hasn't gone down to check the mail.
but my friend has gotten two letters. one from nus biotech and one from ntu's life sciences saying she's been accepted. the thing is, for nus a deposit of $500 must be paid upon acceptance, and ntu it's $100
hehe.. =)
i want that letter!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:50:00 PM
i sit in a dark movie theatre and i hear about this:
jia latx...
damn scary sia.
luckily not terrorist attack.
damn scary.
there i was, gonna watch Starsky and Hutch.. and suddenly the sms came in.. and i was feeling very weird after that.
anyway, long story about how i ended up watching Starsky and Hutch. normally i wouldn't watch it. but between Walking Tall, Into the Mirror and that, i would choose Starsky.
wasn't that bad.
quite nice actually. haha.
damn farni some parts LOL starsky and hutch slapping each other's asses on the surveilance camera. wahahaha.
i thought it would be some ghetto film, but wasn't that bad. haha..
oh ya.
supposed to give tuition at 5pm today.
was actually gonna be early.
then halfway got phonecall telling me postponed..
x.x
so what to do..
wandered around j8 loh..
then decided to catch a movie..
5pm... starsky..
watched until nearly 7pm....
kaoz..
some idiot woman sitting at the end of the aisle
SLEEPING
WAH FUCK LA GOONDU
legs outstretched
sleep until like her own house like that -_-;
and i cannot cross loh
because i wearing skirt
and this skirt not much leg room
-_-
so i sat near her and stared at her
-_-;
sat until she stirred yawned and stretched and woke up.
-_-;
then i diaoed her and left.
bAh.
my patience usually quite good.
but this time
i have to say
SOME PEOPLE AR
REALLY CMI
...
oh. and when i was looking for my seat..
i found the row..
but cannot find the seat number cos cannot see
anyhow plonked myself down.
later i checked... N12. correct!
:o
weird...
spent the waiting time for the movie smsing... and smsing..
after i watched the movie i went to the house..
reached 20 mins after 7.. die
heng only her at home..
gave tuition until 10.40+ like that... power...
also had dinner at her house..
^^;
they so nice...
*sigh*
but was fun la.
time flew past loh
^^
hehe.
ah well.
tired.
gotta do some research then sleep...
night.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:52:00 AM
i never paid attention in class yet i'm giving tuition?!
omg.. stress....
today another session. hehe.
seems i'm getting more in demand....
good?
x.x
anyway just had mee hoon kway with fish slices and dumplings in soup for lunch..
^^
gonna erm. revise maths now.
*faints*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:43:00 PM
first off.
i just saw this very cryptic line in someone's blog. care to explain what you mean? ^^;
that done, i shall blog about the day's events.
let's see. where did i leave off? ah. before departing for bishan. i was fifteen minutes late or thereabouts. which was ok. it's been awhile since i've seen them ^^;
i gave mandy tuition while the grown ups were chatting outside. apparently a little was said about me. m3h. that i'm very friendly and easy to get along with and clever and pretty. uhhhh. okay?
beginning was kinda freaky. i mean like, hey. i got stuck on a question. so embarrassing. *dies on the spot*
x.x
but later things picked up and two hours passed without me realising o.O; hehe.
i finally left the house at 8.40pm, lol they practically chased me home o.O; wahahhaa. eep. but i'm going back tml ^^ hope i can find my way there. ^^;
took 410 but green plate this time. thank goodness it reached the interchange rather quickly =)
haha, jason was at the arcade. he spent all his money =/
nehhhhh mind. i paid for the food and the drinks :P
i got us two boxes of takopachi and one container of fruit and veg juice for him. sat outside bishan mrt and ate.
k la..
he went all over clementi to source for the kinda waffle i like to buy for me as an apology.... ^^
i liked the waffle!
although the maple syrup didn't like me =(
LOL
still have the butter in my bag. will put in the fridge before i sleep and have it on bread for breakfast tomorrow? heh.
mm. thanks! ^-^*
i actually am quite erh.. how do i say this.. touched? lol, although i kept poking fun at you.. but you know how i am, yeah? :P
tsk, stunned my octopus ball =(
haha, but i didn't mind :P
did a very silly thing today. tried to walk back to toa payoh. i failed quite miserably, eh? =|
in the end found the way to lorong 8... but got lost because it was so damn dark and i couldn't see a bloody thing. *sighs*
thank goodness for feeder buses. hopped on a 238 and went back to the interchange.. got him on 153 before he slumped on the road sleeping x.x
then i took my feeder back.
but ahhh on the way to the bus terminal i saw zesin. haha so stoned le, never see me. aye, never mind ^^
went home, mom in a tizzy cos i told her i was walking home but i took such a long long time she thought i went missing =/ bleh.
anyway i'm home le.
i like clementi's waffles ^^;
>.<
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:52:00 AM
my stomach's really shrunk. i just had breakfast. well, not quite. a friend on icq was exclaiming "what? breakfast at 2.13pm?!". ah yes, another of the dysfunctionalities of dith.
i'm feeling rather bloated now. a mushroom omelette, a few tomatoes and two slices of wholegrain bread later. my mom only used one hen's egg to make that omelette. gah. then i had a 250ml container of fruit tree fruit and vegetable juice and now i'm fit to burst.
that's a good thing, isn't it?
anyway i'm heading over to bishan this evening to give my mom's friend's daughter some additional mathematics tuition. who cares how much i'm getting as long as there's money coming in, right? i'm not -that- materialistic anyway. i can't afford to be.
after tuition i'll try to find my way over to junction 8. i promised takopachi and i'll deliver. i think i'll wear my new jeans again today. i had a dream last night that i threw them into the wash. but they're my current favourite pair, and i truly love them to bits. i look good and feel good in them ^^;
in other news, my kill bill volume 1 has finally finished downloading. whee! i can now watch it when i have the time ^-^ i guess troy and van hellsing are coming out soon too. gotta watch! so are 50 first dates and eternal sunshine of the spotless mind ^-^
four good actors.
hugh jackman, brad pitt, jim carrey and adam sandler! =) can't wait!
spoke to guanhong online last night. he has confidence in me getting into mass comm. ^^ thanks to all who have faith in me =) and well.. thanks to my aunt for lighting the altar all night and praying for me. i haven't called her to thank her yet. i'm just not that sort of person. =/
what sort of person am i?
who knows.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:27:00 PM
haha.
lulu now has a cactuar. she bought it off wanz or something.
cost a bomb.
gotta sleep now. night.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:31:00 AM
maybe i just don't wanna grow up.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:16:00 AM
mm.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:18:00 PM
i know it's crap everyone has been hearing since forever
that's how cliched it is
but at some point in time you realise it's true
people can help and help and help
but nothing works until you help yourself
it's true.
i learned that the hard way during jc
i learn, and re-learn
my impulsiveness does get the better of me sometimes
but the consequences.
you can run from them
but they'll eventually pile and pile atop you until you're crushed by their massive weight
or they'll eventually catch up with you and drag you down
and then the regret comes
washing over you like waves
great tsunami waves of guilt and pain
WHY?
and you kick and scream, your fists balled up and pounding
escape.
but no, there never is an escape
in the end you have to do what everyone has been telling you to do
to face up to the music, or whatever cacophonous orchestratic clashing is in store
and to admit that
you're wrong.
it's hard. it's so hard.
and you're stubborn. and you have your pride.
but you just have to let go.
let it all go.
and the way will be clear once more.
until you fuck up again.
vicious cycle.
malicious.
i've been there a thousand times and back.
and i'll continue going there until i learn
that goes the same for you
all of you.
sigh.
why am i chiding you when i can't follow these words i have blogged?
oh well.
like what they say
what goes around comes around.
and i believe in that.
i've been believing in that for quite some time, and have only realised that recently.
you have atheists, agnostics.. and the list goes on and on.
what do you call people who believe in retribution?
mm.
i do not know.
thus concludes yet another random babble from dith.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:51:00 PM
imma gonna be a good girlie now and sleep!
take care y'all!
(^_^)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:50:00 AM
i'm just insane. blog-flooding.
^-^
was reading blogs just now. so many left un-updated. sad. =(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:50:00 AM
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:49:00 AM
read through past few entries.
ahahahaha ntu lecturer!
shall think about it before i go to sleep.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:49:00 AM
night all.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:40:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:54:00 AM
might use it though.
watched Zatoichi today.
i really recommend that. hehe.
a mixture of Japanese STOMP! rurouni kenshin blood fest and comic relief. hehe. damn cute. i like!
dad watching Deep Purple concert on tv.
I MUST PICK UP STEVIE AGAIN
anyway i saw stevie selling in yamaha again.
$425
and i only got him at $350
i guess he's a good guitar then.
*hugZ stevie*
muaks.
lol my dad said my ampy too small.
=(
i know ampy not well endowed la.. but you don't need to hurt his feelings right.
he say gotta crank volume up 3/4 then nice.
practice amp not performance amp ma...
i want a Crate!
hehe.
bleh.
anyway mom found tuition lobang for me.
yeah.
oh oh oh
and i ran into marc, tze kang and weiquan at orchard mrt today! hehe we chatted. =)
today me wearing guai kia clothes. red polo tee buttons all done up save for one, hair tied up nicely, jeans and slippers.
eep i don't like.
so geek.
x.x
lalala
must play guitarrrrr.
=)~~~~
stevieeeeeeeeeeeee.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:27:00 AM
i erhhh. have a confession to make.
>.<
i like Hanson again..
LoL
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:22:00 AM
*shrugs*
not my business.
*washes hands*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:16:00 AM
(I. Hanson, T. Hanson, Z. Hanson)
This time I won稚 take it back
舛ause something痴 coming to you
This time I知 going to breathe a breath
Walking on down the road
I can never promise that you値l never be lonely
But as long as we池e together it can always only be
Misery
Last night I got off the fence
舛ause I won稚 be the fool
On this side the grass is greener than
The garden that I used to grow
I知 walking on down the road
I can never promise that you値l never be lonely
But as long as we池e together it can always only be
Misery
Misery, Misery
I can never promise that you値l never be lonely
But as long as we池e together it can always only be
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:15:00 AM
i came home around noon, ate two char siew buns, four ha kau, drank one apple aloe, chatted on irc and now i'm blogging.
long long long dayyy.
zzz.
oh, yesterday didn't blog. was too tired.
morning woke up read sms from roy. pj in hospital =/
so i met him at novena to get stuff and visit her in ttsh.
haha, i thought i was gonna be late, after writing my cca summary and installing the printer and stuff. bleh.
heng ar, i wasn't.
LoL guess where he ate?
long john silvers!
XD
watched him write out 2 live life is 2 lim 2 chiong n 2 kun!!!
and two smiley faces : )
hahaha.
then we headed to the florist to look for a nice Get Well bouquet/basket.
finally settled on a sort of colourful trough pot thingy with very very nice flowers. haha.
yay! pj said it was cute!
lol we went round and round ttsh. damn confusing that place.
finally found our way to ward 7A. haha. pj's dad was there, and she sounded kinda sleepy when we arrived. haha, later she livened up.
lol sat around eating pastiles. haha roy had to eat the orange ones. we bully him! o.O;
muahaha funniest part was when pj took his phone and was deleting pics he took of her sneakily, and then he was trying to grab it back.. then the nurse carrying a tray of food passed by and saw.
HAHAHA looked like *ahemahemahem*
whoops :X
ahhhh later left. two hours later. heh.
i got lost in the hospital x.x
finally found my way to novena square then the mrt. i rushed into the train just as the doors were closing. hehe.
met jason at dhoby ghaut. went to toyzbar to stone.
hehe i like stoning at toyzbar. lalala.
damn sleepy last night. then rushed to popular. heng i reached 8.55pm still open. even when i loitered in there till 9.10 also still open. hmm. maybe they close later now. ^-^
anyway got a nice professional looking pinkish red portfolio file. they only have yellow pink purple. eyer.
also got a very nice soft floppy blue/silver file. hehe.
last night edited cca summary and slotted stuff into my portfolio file thingy. even brought my poetry book just in case.
this morning.. mom's alarm rang at 4.55am. kAOZ. and i went to bed at 1am. x.x
then later she woke up at 6am. die die. but sister had to use bathroom first cos she had sports day. so i went to bathe at 6.30am. zzz.
anyway, i made it in time with 15 min to spare. yeah.
haha my number was 4. my dad remarked: si si ar. o.O x.x
bleh.
written test was fucked up.
yes, i could write. then i realised shit must not exceed 300 words. die die LA.
but then.. time was up. x(
later stoned around waiting for my interview time slot.
haha this guy suddenly walked in front of me and stopped and smiled.
i huh?
then he started speaking to me.
haha yong feng!
pleasant surprise to see him! :D :D :D
we sat there talking cock so at least the wait for my interview wasn't boring hehe.
his interview was at 10.15, so he left first. i wished him good luck. haha.
hmm i went around stoning, then yf came back downstairs.
hehe then i spoke to him and then i had to leave.
hehe yf v cute.
wahhhh eh. i got lost on the third floor =(
all staffrooms.
so uhh.
ok, went in. correct!
looked around for 03-44, looked mysterious and looming. bleargh.
walked around then suddenly it opened and this girl came out and this ang mo lecturer came out. haha, he looked out, saw me, and asked, Meredith?
he had the bluest blue eyes :P
so i waited outside while he sorted out his stuff.
then later he called me in.
haha, not long before we were chatting like dunno what.
aieeeeeee his eyes so nice.
and he's so friendly!
:D :D :D
haha i showed him my poetry, my articles in synapse, talked about the minors in the course and the course itself.. lalala. talk a lot of cok.
hai sad.
had to leave in 10 min. =(
anyway dad picked me up later outside the CS building.
before he came this lady approached me. she asked if i finished the Comm Studies test.
her son also went for it bus his interview was at 10. hmm. i told her he should have finished already.
anyway we chatted until my dad came then i waved goodbye and stuff.
haha, ate sugarcoated peanuts in dad's cab, talked about the cute lecturer and stuff.
luckily my nose stopped dripping before the interview.
lalala.
eh i'm really thankful i had such a warm and friendly lecturer to interview me.
^-^*
came home, ate dim sum etc etc (see above)
sis came home le. hai i'm yawning. zzzz sleepy.
at least can slack le~
no need to stress~
hehe.
i go nap. night!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:17:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:17:00 AM
hehe fun talking to him after such a long time.
i actually missed him.
hehe should sleep soon dammit.
but too humid
x(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:15:00 AM
(I. Hanson, T. Hanson, Z. Hanson)
So small, yet still so proud
At night before he dreams he looks into the clouds
A high flyer痴 what I want to be
Seems they won稚 let me, says I知 too small
I don稚 feel small at all
Break my dreams, that痴 what they値l do
Well I知 going to run away and learn to fly like you
I知 going to go so high and swoop so low
You can奏 bring me down, going to be so proud
Little angel you got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Little angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Push and shove then climb aboard
This is the shuttle train to the top of the world
When you look around what do you see
These are all high flyers
But none of these high flyers look like me
What is that supposed to mean
What am I supposed to be
I pull my way up through this crowd
To find your body crushed on the ground
It痴 so obvious, why couldn稚 you see
That you can稚 go high flying without a pair of high-flyer wings
Little one痴 broken lying on the ground
Trying to get up 奏ill his last breath out
Wings are strune everywhere, there痴 blood all around
舛ause even angel痴 die, but that light just fades
It痴 so sad, but he壇 be so proud
Broken angel you致e got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Broken angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn you wings tonight
Get up and earn your wings, earn your wings tonight.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:34:00 AM
their singing is still not perfect.
but still dreamy anyway.
and his voice is more soulful now.
ahhh yes.
just watched their music vid.
heh.
damn fangirl of me.
ah well.
i feel like i'm 11 again.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:25:00 AM
i seriously like them again!
hehe
REPEAT~
review:
"...the songs are still irresistible and hooky with a maturation of craft ... proving yet again that these young men have real passion and real talent for making music."
- Boston Herald
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM
"looks easy"
sheat. better practice tml.
wahahahahahhaa die die.
=(
how to bun hair.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:41:00 AM
re-read the lyrics.
-_-
*tries to recall Taylor's wife's name*
is her name Penny?
*runs a mile*
but ahh. gonna dl the song.
muahaha.
>:)
and uhhhhhh
buy their album.
LOL.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:18:00 AM
started re-liking a married man.
ARGH
Penny and Me
(I Hanson, T Hanson, Z Hanson)
Cigars in the summer time
Under the sky by the light I can feel her read my mind
I can see it in her eyes
Under the moon as it plays like music every line
There痴 a rug with a bleeding dye
Under the fan in the room where the passions burning high
And a chair with the leopard skin under the light
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
On the plane step with both my feet
Riding in seat number three on a flight to NYC
Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
Catch the view and another good book to read
Sitting at home or the friendly skies missing her eyes
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
Staring at a million city lights
But still Penny and I are all alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by
If I could soar I would try, to take these wings and fly
Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It痴 always penny and me tonight
Penny likes to get away
And drowned her pain, in lemonade
Penny dreams of rainy days
And coffee cake by the fireplace
And aimless conversations 礎out the better days
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It痴 always penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:15:00 AM
*fangirl mode*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THEY'RE ACTUALLY QUITE SHUAI NOW
AND I FORGOT ABOUT THEM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
XD XD XD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:57:00 PM
63411205
who sia.
zzz
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:30:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:28:00 PM
especially first thing in the morning?
or mourning?
hmm.
my sister said too black leh.
she said mass comm all about vibrance and stuff.
haiz.
what should i wear?
die die damn damn
today modelled for mom and sis to see they don't like leh
say i or or lu lu
kaoz
haiz
how how
advice?
*dies*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:22:00 PM
trailer-mad dith
*goes off to live in a trailer on a trailer park*
but AHHHH YESSSSSSSSSSSS
THE RAIN HAS NEVER FELT SO DARN GOOD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:43:00 PM
DAMN FUN-NEH AR
WAHAHAHAHA
goodbye lenin damn cute man
:D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:41:00 PM
AND YES FINALLY IT'S GONNA RAIN
clicky meeeeeeee
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:33:00 PM
willbur wants to kill himself
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:43:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:38:00 PM
spiderman 2 looks WAY WAY COOL
MORE SO THAN THE FIRST ONE
WAHAHAHAHHA.
mUST wAtcHH!!!
x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:59:00 PM
red mark on side of my hand.
so boring.
expected something more striking. oh well.
made the stupid mistake of eating half a cornetto.
just half.
just the ice cream part and the slight bit of choc that coats the cone. and i'm coughing liao.
kao kao kao
fuck fuck fuck
haiz.
interview soon.
what am i doing?
watching trailers from imdb and apple
WTF LA.
....
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:54:00 PM
burnt the side of my hand...
on kettle spout.
ow..
haiz.
it's still stinging loh.
anyway today during porridge buffet the porridge very hot also scalding my fingers holding the porcelain bowl.
haiz.
pain.
but cannot drop.
scary scary
haiz.
ow.
recent burn stings.
aiyah
only a stupid burn
i prolly deserve it anyway.
still listening to Jet on repeat.
drinking oolong cha.
mom and sis still awake.
dad sleeping le.
i wonder if the guitar strings i bought for him correct or not.
haiz.
anyway. hope the stinging goes away soon.
bleh. oh well.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:54:00 AM
weather damn fucking hot i tell you.
anyway, i got a new pair of jeans from some sale in isetan. it's quite nice. the faded part's reddish and it's smoky black.
interview's in two days and i'm fucked. totally fucked i tell you.
HAIZ
anyway yeah.
came home to nagging.
left house after nagging
i told them i'm going out what
they still buy lunch
buy loh
buy back lunch to an empty house
.............................
wo mei hua jiang de loh.
fuck la my mom
grrr
implying what shit la she
...........................................
saying i buy clothes useless issit
WHAT LA
..........................................
i tell you. i dowan sleep liao
RUBBISH LA
my nights are the best.
nights alone in front of the comp.
quiet peaceful nights.
isn't it the best thing in the world?
........
oh. and i got a Gloomy Bear toy. it's nice, but it's the blue one.
and HAIZ the stuffed toys are damn ex. $35 kaOz. but 30% off. which makes it? hmm no difference loh. only 23 bucks. ARGH still ex WHAT.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
went to two different COurts today.
no cute guys.
haiz.
i was looking forward to having him as a friend loh.
=/
haiz.
the computers look uninteresting and damn fucking ugly le.
think i dowan a new comp now.
i just....
wanna get into ntu mass comm.
study my brains out to death.
yeah. damn fun man.
ARGH WEATHER DAMN FUCKING NNB KNN HOT.
.....
and i stayed out longer than i expected.
fux man.
haiz nvm la
only mom nagging
what's new?
....
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:09:00 AM
haiz.
interview very very soon.
dith you'd better not fuck up.
or your life. is. over.
haiz.
i need a miracle.
haiz and my parents complain about my purchase.
not as if it's super ex.
not as if i have ten thousand of that at home.
not as if i overspend.
haiz.
ok fine.
i'm depressed again.
haiz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:59:00 AM
leftovers of dinner that i didn't eat.
bakar fish in curry. no rice. plain dish.
haiz fat fat.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:17:00 AM
coughing again
haiz
was it the less-riced char siew fan?
was it the pistachio ice cream i had?
was it the nibblings of the elderberry sorbet?
haiz hungry.
x.x
diet diet diet
because
i'm fat fat fat.
yeah.
damn it.
what i want now is for a higher metabolism rate.
genie, grant my wish.
.....
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:15:00 AM
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:08:00 PM
Gotta leave town
Got another appointment
Spent all my rent
Girl you know I enjoyed it
Ain't gonna hang around till there's nobody dancing
I don't wanna hold hands and talk about our little plans, alright!
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting, give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
That's all that I need
Gonna check her out
She's my latest attraction
Gonna hang round
Wanna get a reaction
Gonna take her home cos she's over romancing
Don't wanna hold hands and talk about her plans alright!
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
And I that was all that I need
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
Yeah I'm waiting
Yeah I'm waiting
Yeah I'm waiting
Yeah I'm waiting
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
And I was all that I need
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:06:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:57:00 PM
editing template halfway fucking comp hUNg on me.
@#$@$^$
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:43:00 PM
Schhh... You Know Jerry.
Race for the Francis. eh? must i? o.O
Nobody Better Lay a Finger on my Henrietta. wHoaa.
The Johnneh For All Ages.
zzzz sleepy. night all.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:30:00 AM
The Benny effect.
Benny with the less Fattening Centres
Nobody Better Lay a Finger on my Benny
lunnie himself got:
You Can't Get Quicker Than a Lun Fitter.
Ribbed For Her Lun.
Something Special In The Lun.
Nothing Sucks Like A Lun.
Four out of Five Dentists Recommend Lun.
No Lun, No Comment.
so many so many lun got.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
lun you still playing ar?
but seriously his quite nice loh.
not scary and weird and cryptic like mine.
zzzz
maybe his blog got more. go see his blog.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:27:00 AM
Good Jes Has Danish Written All Over It. eh? no wonder i can't understand her at times. :o
Pride of the Jes For Over a Hundred Years. wha? gunbound? o.O
Have a Break. Have a Jes. pon lecture to go for break ma. hehe. :X
Gotta Lotta Jes.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:24:00 AM
Happiness is Roy-Shaped. i agree! i agree!
Dude, You're Getting a Roy! really? thanks!
Roy Is Job 1. he is? o.O;
Because So Much Is Riding On Your Roy. ah yes, that answered my question. so much is riding on you, son. :P
Refreshes the Roy Other Beers Cannot Reach. ok not nice le. zzzz
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:22:00 AM
this is even worse:
Wait Till We Get Our Jason On You.
or
You'll Look a Little Lovelier Each Day with Fabulous Pink Jason. (HAHAHAHAHAHA NOW THAT SUITS YOU MAN)
hmm.
Ask the Man From the Jason. (uhhh ok. hand the Man over, please!)
ok getting boring le. zzzz
Washing Machines Live Longer With Jason.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:18:00 AM
why the slogans i keep getting all damn weird one?
i did it five times to see what i would get.
1. Kills All Known Dith - Dead (damn freaky arrrrr.)
2. To Our Members, We're the Fourth Emergency Dith.
3. Takes a Dith but it Keeps on Tickin'. (sounds like watch advert.)
4. Do You Eat The Dith Last? (what am i? peas?
5. What Can Dith Do For You? (yes? can i help you? -_-)
argh....
first one freaks me out. haiz.
anyway the url is here:
getcha slogans hereeeee.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:14:00 AM
teacher i ran into was not mr soh but mr eugene ng. got mixed up with the names. haiz.
and chickadee saga part two.
roy brought the chickadees home. haha then his mom and lil bro say cute then she bu de to eat. hehe. damn funny. and roy told them they were from meredith, his babysitter o.O;
hehe.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:13:00 AM
i know it's not real happiness, but still if it makes me feel the least bit better, then it's better than nothing.
and another thing.
not that i take people for granted, although it might seem i do, but i'm just not very expressive and emotional when it comes to certain things. or the people who really matter. like very close friends and family and stuff. yes, i appreciate what you do but i never express it, only shrug it away or keep quiet. and my family will never see this. but yeah. i'm grateful.
haiz. me in slight depressed mood now.
and to borrow a word, i shall rulk.
haiz.
*hugs her apple aloe*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:08:00 AM
always got thing to spoil my mood one
i knew it was too good to be true.
no new comp for me.
too bad then.
shall go out tomorrow to appease myself.
no face to see francis le.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:44:00 AM
when i'm feeling excitable like this...
i burn more calories.
YAY!
^-^*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:49:00 PM
i feel.. better!
surprisingly better!
after chugging down 3 fucking bottles of water yesterday.
ahhhh yes yes.
and after a 4 hour sleep.
woke up at 7 bathed went to ajc to look up mrs leow.
haiz gotta start preparing for my interview le.
cannot slack. gotta do work
werk werk werk
mrs leow got lobang for tuition. passed her my phone number. hmmm. cannot fuck up. later they complain to her =/
stress stress
cannot fuck up interview also.
must go mass comm. ARGH.
anyway after chatting to mrs leow saw mr lim kim thye in the staffroom too. mr soh also. and panda :D
aiyah that mr lim. i see him a bit bu shuang. dunno what anyhow tell parents the most i can get is a C. argh fucking hell la. thank goodness i got a B for chem. but still not good enough haiz haiz.
but still. =D
hehe told mr yip i got an A for physics! haha. weird leh. him referring to his wife as mdm soh. i uh... dunno? funny leh they. anyway... the panda still remains the cutest physics teacher! yeah. seeing him at home with his kids.. really changed the way i saw him as a teacher. i also saw him as a father and a husband. haha.
he's just damn cute la. hehe.
met mdm foo on the staircase. we chatted a bit. haha lapse in communication cos i don't speak chinese de. zzz teachers. anyway she wished me luck. seems she got confidence in me. mrs leow also. ^-^
i hope jocelyn makes it through. with me of course.
yay!
:D :D :D
yep.. i really hope to get into mass comm...
after listening to what mrs leow had to say about fass, i didn't like it.
haiz.
what to do? singapore uni so limited.
after that just nice bell ring.
oh did i mention i gave mrs leow a caramel easter egg and wished her a belated happy easter? hehe.
she looks the sort who celebrates. ;)
ahhhh. sat on the bench near the fish fountain in foyer smsing. then went to look for roy in canteen.
haha ah royyyyy ar.
jialat. my son dye and spike his hair i also never notice. hehe. really mah. looks the same. :P just that i thought he looked cuter today. heh. shuaiiiii daiiiii le, royyyyyyyy!
haha chatted to him until bell rung for econs lecture. eyer econs lect. haha. he ar... more injuries. tsk.
ooh ooh ooh! i gave him the marshmallow yellow chickadees for easter. hehe haha the girls say damn cute damn erm. sweet? yes yes i know the marshmallow sweet. dith not sweet. sour and stinky after running around school. heh. lalala.
then went to tpy hub meet mom. had a bit of lunch with mom and her friend, auntie jeannie. heh. chatted a bit... went to courts. hahaha kpo go see the guy i like to gao sua at courts. lalala.
i admit la. i like talking to him. but then again i also like talking to roy. i love talking to roy. LOL. there are so many ppl i like talking to la. and so many people i like in various ways. so means nothing la. even if i develop side crushes doesn't mean anything loh.
i think it's just a liking for the feeling i get when i'm animated and talking and happy and friendly. ahhhhh i feel empowered like i can do anything wahaha. really self esteem confidence booster hehe. communication. ahhhh.
so ya la. me and francis chatting chatting chatting.
whoops.
:X
anyway i think mom gonna buy the comp le.
*cheers* now that makes me doubly tripley quadraply happy!
happy happy happyyyy!
(o^_______^o)
anyway i think he got girlfriend also. hehe. my mom said he was wearing a ring. he's twenty something.
aiyah.
i also wearing ring de ma. ;)
lalala.
tonight most prob gonna meet the peepsy monster jason.
bwahahaha go bugis skulk around maybe he'll rulk and irritate me prance chibily maybe fry some zombie ass talk about my interview and stuff.
mm.
master crapper.
more or less.
bwahahahaha.
shall bring pen and paper to take down notes.
ah yes. but i already brainstormed quite a bit on my phone reminders during lunch.
ahaaa. i also saw drew today. yes yes. forgot to mention. oops. and saw johnneh from a distance.
see, i still like my son better. ;)
kkaes. tired after so much genki-ing around..
i uh.. go stone and idle around.
hahaha my teachers say i too slack..
zzzz.
till tonight then!
x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:47:00 PM
*dies*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:18:00 PM
i called mrs leow.
haiz. i feel damn internally hot now.
i think might get fever. fuck la.
in any case, heading to school tomorrow around 9.
give me a wake up call please.
:P
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:24:00 PM
check this out.
Illusion
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:28:00 PM
should i call my gp tutor wish her happy easter and ask her when she free?
i need advice.
and i guess, she's one of the few teachers i kinda trust and look up to. although well, teachers aren't very high on my list of respected people. well, only a few. those nice chio ones with nice asses. :X heh. oh well.
i was looking at asses today.
female asses.
haiz.
what a pervert i am. =_=;
tomorrow morning going qing ming with family. gonna visit temple with my grandma and grandaunt's urns i think. not sure. long time since i've been there. up the hill on bukit timah. hmm.
gonna eat porridge also. dad say i treat. zzzzz.
haiz i suddenly feel like writing song. zzzzzz.
wanna play guitar~!!!!!!!
haiz so late le. gotta sleep. sleepy. full. fat. argh.
night all.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:31:00 AM
Hoobastank - The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:25:00 AM
soooooooo fat.
stop eating hor.
fat fat fat.
zzzz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:54:00 PM
that stupid eyebrow guy said i'm mentioned in his website
what the fuck?
i haven't gone to check but sheeshhhh
talk about bad publicity.
-_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:49:00 PM
and they were talking about that on the channel.
and i wrestle with a fan but i lost
and my sister is having a very nice conversation on the phone. i must develop better eavesdropping skills.
zzzz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:06:00 AM
hahahahahah lame.
Most extreme consequence of coitus
The most extreme consequence for any type of human activity is death: and such an unfortunate event has often occurred through coitus. Death during sexual activity was noted by Pliny A.D. 23-79, Hirschfeld, Van de Velde, Havelock Ellis, etc. It has been suggested that some Oriental copulations have been pursued with the very aim of totally exhausting, or even killing, the woman - the Japanese gokuraku-ojo or "sweet death". According to Muhammed, to die in the glorious battle abed with one's belly on top is to die a martyr of love. The Caliph Harun er-Reshid was reckoned a hero because he died of heart failure during sexual intercourse. Christian sages have viewed things differently, seeing death in coitus as a final infamy. Attila the Hun was said to have died fornicating with a blonde.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
From The Illustrated Book of Sexual Records.
ｩ 1974, 1982, 1997-2001 G.L. Simons
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:04:00 AM
kewl.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:51:00 PM
WHAT AM I DOING AWAKE?
and i'm supposed to be sick
crap crap crap
need to drink water or my tonsilitis plus what other cough i'm afflicted with won't go away
ARgHHhhhh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:54:00 AM
again!
i've copied over nearly ten poems from phone to book.
i'm coughing quite badly.
argh
might have caught it from someone
argh
power germs
argh.
*coughcough*
x.x
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:49:00 AM
tiramisu with the thick layer of choc powder too strong le
damn damn
*chugs down water by the gallon*
anyway
t'was a good dinner
and i paid!
hmm
good movie~
ahhhh hellboy good! hellboy red! hellboy strong! hellboy cute!
muahaha.
oh.
Happy 19th bdae jing!!!!!!
:D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM
just had breakfast.
redownloaded icq
i can now park on irc~
worship the adsl!
downloading critical updates for winxp
last night affected by fucking msblast worm again
wtf how'd it come back?
i thought i smooshed it?
irritating worm
i hate worms.
zzz
tonight gonna watch Hellboy.
still haven't decided where to eat though
siannn
cannot eat at expensive cafe
$160 doesn't stretch far
x(
nose dripping
can't think
maybe i'll go dl anime and park
then play ffx
raining.
wtf...
zzzz slow day
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:20:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:46:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:08:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:05:00 AM
i rode the lift up to my flat today
with 4 other people
so it wasn't so bad when i noticed a scrawl on the interior of the closed door
four letters
all in capitals
scrawled in a blue pen
simply: RAPE
scary.
wonder who wrote it
maybe he needs help
maybe it's a warning
maybe he's just sick
maybe he was bored
maybe it's a she
who knows.
finally stepped out of my house after five days
the world seemed weird
and i couldn't walk properly
it always happens when i lose contact with the outside world
i was approached again today
by this guy at the mrt station
he walked over to me and asked
Do you drink 8 glasses of water a day?
i blurly looked at him and said
no.. why?
apparently he's selling weight loss kits.
he asked me if i knew anyone who wanted to buy
i thought to myself
huh? you making a dig at me is it?
so i asked him flat out
you referring to me?
he gave me a once over look and said
no la. you look ok what.
hmm. sweet words from a wolf? lies all lies? hua yan qiao yu? or truth?
truth to tell, he wasn't good looking himself
i was quite fascinated with his crooked teeth.
(hmm dith. always so mean)
anyway rattled on a bit
then i said i gotta go
i looked at his namecard
so i said
you're Dean?
he said
wah, so fast you see my name liao
i said yeah. gave him a half-smile
(didn't mean anything. just tired and cynical)
i also noticed there was a website
so i commented on that
then i was about to leave when he asked me for my name
as usual, people need to hear it at least twice before it registers in their head
I'm Dith. i said.
he said cool name.
then he said ok, cya dith
i gave a dismissive wave and uttered bye.
zzz
went to harbourfront...
eh sorry got interrupted by a little boy who asked me to do survey outside house
i think neighbour.
about volunteerism.
zzz
chehhhh
i thought yandao kia
*disappointed*
anyway collected ddr max 2 from jason
yay!
and you ar.
take care of yourself
not well still come out meet me
*piak*
kk gotta go le
56k is expensive.
night all.
gotta finish reading Idlewild by Nick Sagan
good book, that.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:14:00 PM
owwie.
was cutting the dead skin off my toesies when i accidentally hacked at the side of my big toe and now there's a small cut.
didn't hurt. i mean yes it did. the initial twingy feeling with that o.O and the cold feeling i get when i accidentally cut or hurt myself. then normally when i get a cut it will sting quite a bit until the stinging cycle is done.
at least that's how it is for me.
hmm.
but it didn't sting.
the good thing about big toes are that they're sturdy and have a higher treshold for pain i guess.
zzz.
it's bleeding. a tiny red cresent.
but not much.
more like the red jam that oozes outta a donut.
blood moon on big toe.
but still. i will get that ew nagging icky grossed out feeling and won't touch the cut or let it get wet or hit it.
in fact paying special attention to it will only bring more focus on it and any pain that spawns from there.
ew.
remember those papercuts?
if you don't think about it you don't feel them. you don't even know they're there. until one day you happen to glance down and see a thin scabbed up line.
hmm.
enough about cuts and bruises and self inflicted gashes or any form of minor casualty.
what's up with dith?
still, and i repeat, STILL playing ffx.
sheesh.
good news is, she's now halfway through.
i guess that's good, isn't it?
but she's thinking of replaying.
-_-
looks darn scary.
Dark Aeons and Yevon and Yunalesca and the like.
*shudders*
woke up this morning after a weird dream.
was in this weird arcade-like place. that was underground had an escalator. i was with a couple of people. can't remember who. x.x more of those arcade games for kids. like Feeding the lady or Whack the Croc or whatnot.
looked a bit like the area with an escalator at hmm, i think CHIJMES there?
blurred.
another scene.
i was walking in chij tp sch uni. walking down the road with i forgot who. suddenly i bump into joyce.
as cute as ever. and she's also in ij uni.
i think she's with sherry.
her eyes are bright. and she's exactly the way i remember her back from sec 4.
after i try rather hard to get her attention, she notices me and pulls me to the side to ask me something.
she asks me for owl's postal address. i say huh? i dunno, never been to her house before 'cause she won't let us.
joyce says it's about her birthday present. and her birthday's coming up. (but it's like four months more or something? sept? ?_?)
we go to this side stall and they have all these hankies and towels and stuff.
they're so cute and so soft and downy.
heh.
reminds me of that cat range they have over at taka. the kawaii handsewn ones. combined with terry cloth material (yes i said ooh, terry cloth in my dream -_-) and the material they use to make those plushies nowadays with the extra soft downy fur. cos that's what they felt like.
and we were looking at them and i was thinking of buying. when i think my sister woke me up by shouting from the next room about what i wanted to eat for lunch.
can't remember exactly.
then i woke up went to charge my phone and saw an sms from owl. o.O
lol weirdness.
hmm i've been owing a library book because of my addiction to ffx.
shall resolve to read it tomorrow which will be the tenth or so day owing.
zzzz.
gonna get a letter from the library board soon.
LOL
kkaes off to bed now. night.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:52:00 AM
thanks for being my April Fool's slave today and getting me ddr max2
:D
hmm.
totally forgiven then.
:P
hope you're having fun editing those oxalids.
or whatchamacalit.
heh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:06:00 PM
whole day in fact.
now in the blitzball match.
eek.
against the Luca Goers.
i'm still clueless about blitzball though. zZZZZz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:08:00 PM
Your Energy is Yellow. You are generous, bright,
and expressive. An excellent communicator, you
keep your audience captivated with your
animated storytelling. Sometimes you talk too
much, but when you learn to listen you will be
sought out for your talents to advise.
The communications field appeals to you as a
profession. Public speaking, writing, radio,
acting or teaching would also be good career
choices.
What color is your energy?
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM
condensed update for the week.
or what i've been up to while my comp's been down.
trying to squeeze everything into ten minute's worth of typing.
saturday was bishan. then novena. ended slightly stoned after a bottle of scotch whiskey. problematic for sunday. had trouble waking up. woke up 7am. was 11 minutes late for work.
work was exciting on sunday. did a lot of running around attending to students. nose dripped again. lol randy is damn cute for a hmm. 20 something? 30 something? he looks young though. keeps teasing me. sofiaaaaa, mariaaaa, etc. zzz.
am i that nice to tease?
is being tease-able good?
your thoughts please.
got a stress ball. yay!
can squeeze something when i'm annoyed or whatnot. fun fun.
spent monday doing nothing at all. i slept a lot though. damn hot the nights lately. ew.
tuesday went out with mom. checked out i-con's prices. $435 for modified ps2 two controllers one 8 meg memory card.
ended up buying from the shop in Queensway.
so now i have a ps2.
hmm. yay?
and my sister seems to have this weird relationship with electrical appliances.
her controller went a bit wonky
and erm. hate to admit this but the gun trigger went stiff after she played tc3 today.
so now it's stiff and i can't play tc3.
boo hoo.
no innuendo implied. for those dirty minds out there.
and hmm, a boy sent my sister home on monday.
and she can now ice-skate.
unfair i say.
zzzz.
i still can't.
argh hopeless dith.
watched Passion Of The Christ on wed.
overhyped overrated religious focus mainly on suffering biased? maybe. i wouldn't know. i won't judge anyway. it's not good to judge these things. but it was overly gory for its own good. zzz. surely there's a better way to convey the desired emotions?
blood stricken jesus gets crucified after being captured and beaten and judged and tortured and bullied and walked all the way and changed people's hearts. after many an attempt to prove his innocence.
but yes, i suppose it follows the bible religiously. (pun intended) an accurate depiction? maybe.
anyway pah to the M18 rating. zzzzz
but yeah cinematics were fine.
and omg i saw i guy in ps arcade who completed tc3 in one coin only getting hit once. could have been perfect but he slipped for a moment =/ omg amazing. i need to learn how to shoot like that o.O
/me worships tc3 master
kk signing off. hopefully the days will bring better things to come as they progress.
night.
(dialup is expensive.)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:21:00 AM
dith is a tamagotchi.
Health: <3 <3 <3 <3
Hunger: <3 <3 <3
Happiness: <3 <3
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:14:00 AM
MAKE ME GEK SAI GEK SO LAI UNTIL I BUAY TAHAN
OMG OMG OMG OMG
I LOVE THEM!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:22:00 PM
haha, jason.
as always, you're the last to know.
(^____________^)
damn happy!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH OMG
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:21:00 PM
i watched Kill Bill 2 today. (^____^) in the cinema.
yay!
i like. ^^
dith gives it two thumbs up! :D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:05:00 AM
geez.
not another one?
something is seriously fucked up.
i suspect negligence.
SINGAPORE -- A reinforcement bar at the Fusionpolis building worksite caved in on Thursday afternoon. Five people are missing and 15 casualties have reportedly been sent to the National University Hospital, according to an eye witness report.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:02:00 PM
i try fervently to forget these past memories, wishing them away like nightmares upon waking, melting into the pale dawn light. but i can't. for they are not nightmares, but memories. i wish they didn't exist. i wish they were just make believe. but they were once a part of my reality.
sometimes, if you catch hold of your dreams by writing them down, they stay with you. and sometimes if a dream mirrors reality so closely and stays with you, it becomes a shadowed memory. the haze which you see yet cannot touch. the haze that grazes the line between dreamscape and reality.
1.30am. i'm bored. still playing neopets.
i haven't been in the best of moods these past few days. blame a fictional letter that has yet to arrive. geez
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:25:00 AM
hmm, kill bill vol1 is nice~ so cute. lololol.
must watch kill bill 2 :P
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:44:00 PM
...............
still no letter.
and the date due for NUS is 4th may.
i gotta pay them 500 fucking dollars by then or reject their course.
DAMN.
so irresponsible.
and they said letters will be sent out from mid april to late may
HAH.
by the time my letter comes i don't know what's up.
geez.
IF YOU REJECT ME, SAY SO
DON'T FUCKING LEAVE ME HANGING
DAMN THE NEW UNI SYSTEM.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:19:00 PM
2.30am and i'm in the middle of a philosophical discussion on irc.
wonders will never cease, eh?
^^;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:31:00 AM
tireddddddddd
sleeeeeeepyy.
went to bugis today. zzzzzzzzzzzzz
yeah, that's about it.
hehehehe and there are plushie yaoi pics XD
:X
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:15:00 AM
*pokes pokes pokes pokes*
get your sorry ass outta camp.
then i'll pass you the Y plushie.
zZZzzz
and can go shopping.
and pass me the invite or something.
i haven't decided yet though.
bleh.
HOT NIGHT HUMID ARGH BTH
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:25:00 AM
suddenly i like Maroon 5
^^
groovyyy
now listening to This Love on repeat ^^;
and i downloaded William Hung's She Bangs mtv in a fit.
i think the weather is so hot and humid i need comic relief.
^^;
zZZzzz.
yay tomorrow can go out~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:14:00 AM
sneezing today. like siao..
either it's the weather or all the fluff i've inhaled.
aww damn.
=(
went to sleep and woke up with a darn headache
feeling very blur now.
x.x
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:19:00 PM
hmm...
my cousin is getting married.
^^
omedetou~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:57:00 PM
^^
i absolutely LOVE it when the plushie i'm making looks like the picture.
OMFG
rush!!!!
heh. i actually get a rush from sewing.
damn. ^^;;;;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:36:00 AM
1. skein of greyish green dmc cross stitch thread (tick)
2. blue denim (check house)
3. amber thread (tick)
4. maybe 3 bigger beads (work with what i have first)
5. anti-fray glue (tick. toughie! >.< damn spotlight =/)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:50:00 PM
i need...
1. skein of greyish green dmc cross stitch thread
2. blue denim
3. amber thread
4. maybe 3 bigger beads
5. anti-fray glue
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:02:00 PM
damn.
i finally finished my poetry blog..
and now, i'm just so sick and tired of...
guess what?
typing.
gAh!
-_-;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:01:00 AM
your entry looks longer but mine has 497 words and yours has only 458. i included the song lyrics in the word count too!
^-^*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:50:00 AM
by the way, clubbing might be cancelled tomorrow.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:36:00 AM
washing machine
the contents of my blog suddenly sound banal after i traipse to my tiny hovel here in blogspot from a certain xanga site. i guess it's the language; perhaps even presentation, or thought-inducing sentences that make the difference.
my blog, however, is just dirty fluff caught in the washing machine, spinning and spinning till the earth spins out of control. mindless spin cycle. a place where i air my dirty linen, my soiled cotton, and even skid-marked bloomers; for the world to see, of course.
and as usual, today like all other days, i have absolutely nothing of substance to write about.
shall i write about the nicholl highway incident? how contracters should pay attention to minor details like soil erosion and how much weight metal beams can support? or should i write about the suicide bombers who attacked saudi arabia or the soon-to-be sabotaged football match?
it's the little things that make a world of difference.
remember the story about the straw that broke the camel's back? or how a tiny bird's weight can topple a tree? how about chaos theory? or even the butterfly effect?
it's the little things that you should look out for. those nitty gritty details that reside beneath the cracks. i remember part of a discussion on icq this afternoon. and we agreed that even missing out on the smallest detail might result in an inaccurate diagnosis.
fatal, in some cases.
what is today's entry about? very pseudo contemplative-intellectual. so unlike dith. lacking a topic sentence; just ponderous meandering words crawling across the screen, alphabet by alphabet as fingers connect with labelled keys.
it rained today.
after so much humidity and warmth the clouds finally decided to let loose. cleansing the world once more. so that us dirty humans have a clean slate to taint once more.
spin cycle.
i only spent ninety cents today. amazing. but then again, i've gone not spending a single cent before. i bought three wooden beads for a project i'm working on. heeren. and the newly renovated annex is re-renovating. how annoying.
i really don't see the need for it.
i wrote a poem on the mrt today, and was still writing it on the way to far east. it started out initially about a girl trapped in an air con vent, then somehow evolved into a dying person (bad murder job, apparently) shoved into a freezer. funny how words can be intepreted. jason read into it a totally different way than i intended it to be read.
words do work wonders.
half past one and i've barely been online for half an hour. i waited nearly two hours for my sister to quit hogging the computer. i guess i shouldn't complain; not that i really needed to get online. besides, she had -pressing- matters to attend to. ahem.
i really should cut the drivel. it's becoming an endless spiral of mucus and nonsense.
not that it already wasn't initially.
spin cycle indeed.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:27:00 AM
boo.
my sewing became erratic when my mom went downstairs to check the mail.
got an enrolment package from NUS.
=/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:42:00 PM
lalalala~
boredboredbored
hmm mid year exams for secondary school around the corner.
good luck all ^^;
bleh nothing to write.
signing off.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:38:00 PM
worried....
please please please
i want....
also.......
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:32:00 PM
joc lee just msged saying she got into mass comm...
me worried..............................
but she went down a day before.........
=/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:30:00 PM
tomorrow brings another day..
maybe my long-awaited letter will come?
everyone's complaining how irritating i am whining about the letter.. whining daily, hourly.. bleh.
i know i know..
but.
i want the letter...
=/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:11:00 PM
i reached home like 20 min ago...
as i was walking home he reached the theatre and smsed me..
hahah. power...
aaanyway
i can now start trying to play D&D
and hey.. it's not 53 mb la you t00t.. it's 18.7mb...
bleh....
but thanks anyway....
and if you happen to read this..
tml if you free... go shopping with me hor..
i need to buy a top for saturday...
go chiong...
lololol long time no chiong.
reminds me of jes sia.
jes said something like:
"dith~~~~ must save money! must save for clubbing~~"
wah pengsan..
o.0
that woman ar..
bleh.
i wanna go shopping...
pei wo...
^^;
do hope you're enjoying Kill Bill vol2..
*sigh* me too young to watch.
oh well..
^^;;;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:09:00 PM
fwah. check thissa outttt.
article article
heh
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:00:00 PM
hai.
hope my letter comes in tomorrow.
^^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:21:00 PM
heh. came back from tpy central an hour ago.
hmm.
one hour in tpy seemed quite long actually.
walked around, ate dim sum, drank bubble tea..
my treat k...
some idiot..
never set foot in tpy for a century liao..
yah, he's that old.
hahahahahhaa..
not bad not bad
pangseh his friend to come visit tpy
:P
free dinner ma, who don't want?
zzzz LoL
gong kia.
got lost in clementi and would have gotten lost in tpy if not for me. personal tour guide ^^;
showed him vague sights and sounds of tpy..
eh seriously nothing to eat here.. all like the same to me. ^^;
hahaha then he flew off to watch Suicide Club at cine.
i walked home and passed by the durian shop..
haha just as i walked past the man suddenly said
lai lai xiao jie, wo gei ni si bao shi kuai!
wahahaha..
think 9pm liao, clearing stock..
not because of me =/
but nvm~
bought 4 boxes, walked home.
wah heavy.
hahahahaha...
sis covering her nose when i got home LoL
yeah. stoning again.
tomorrow giving tuition again. zzzz lalala.
might blog later :P
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:20:00 PM
damn lethargic...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:47:00 PM
dammit...
so many people have received their letters..
where is mine?
oh, elusive letter... where art thou?
;_;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:40:00 PM
lol 6 smses a day eh?
you just used 5.
LOL
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:07:00 PM
where's mr postman...
lol,
i sat down and whined and whined and whined to my mom about wanting to get the letter that would say: we are pleased to inform you that you've gotten into our course.
but she hasn't gone down to check the mail.
but my friend has gotten two letters. one from nus biotech and one from ntu's life sciences saying she's been accepted. the thing is, for nus a deposit of $500 must be paid upon acceptance, and ntu it's $100
hehe.. =)
i want that letter!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:50:00 PM
wtf...
i sit in a dark movie theatre and i hear about this:
jia latx...
damn scary sia.
luckily not terrorist attack.
damn scary.
there i was, gonna watch Starsky and Hutch.. and suddenly the sms came in.. and i was feeling very weird after that.
anyway, long story about how i ended up watching Starsky and Hutch. normally i wouldn't watch it. but between Walking Tall, Into the Mirror and that, i would choose Starsky.
wasn't that bad.
quite nice actually. haha.
damn farni some parts LOL starsky and hutch slapping each other's asses on the surveilance camera. wahahaha.
i thought it would be some ghetto film, but wasn't that bad. haha..
oh ya.
supposed to give tuition at 5pm today.
was actually gonna be early.
then halfway got phonecall telling me postponed..
x.x
so what to do..
wandered around j8 loh..
then decided to catch a movie..
5pm... starsky..
watched until nearly 7pm....
kaoz..
some idiot woman sitting at the end of the aisle
SLEEPING
WAH FUCK LA GOONDU
legs outstretched
sleep until like her own house like that -_-;
and i cannot cross loh
because i wearing skirt
and this skirt not much leg room
-_-
so i sat near her and stared at her
-_-;
sat until she stirred yawned and stretched and woke up.
-_-;
then i diaoed her and left.
bAh.
my patience usually quite good.
but this time
i have to say
SOME PEOPLE AR
REALLY CMI
...
oh. and when i was looking for my seat..
i found the row..
but cannot find the seat number cos cannot see
anyhow plonked myself down.
later i checked... N12. correct!
:o
weird...
spent the waiting time for the movie smsing... and smsing..
after i watched the movie i went to the house..
reached 20 mins after 7.. die
heng only her at home..
gave tuition until 10.40+ like that... power...
also had dinner at her house..
^^;
they so nice...
*sigh*
but was fun la.
time flew past loh
^^
hehe.
ah well.
tired.
gotta do some research then sleep...
night.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:52:00 AM
i was just wondering..
i never paid attention in class yet i'm giving tuition?!
omg.. stress....
today another session. hehe.
seems i'm getting more in demand....
good?
x.x
anyway just had mee hoon kway with fish slices and dumplings in soup for lunch..
^^
gonna erm. revise maths now.
*faints*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:43:00 PM
3 hours of tuition and 3 takopachi balls later...
first off.
i just saw this very cryptic line in someone's blog. care to explain what you mean? ^^;
that done, i shall blog about the day's events.
let's see. where did i leave off? ah. before departing for bishan. i was fifteen minutes late or thereabouts. which was ok. it's been awhile since i've seen them ^^;
i gave mandy tuition while the grown ups were chatting outside. apparently a little was said about me. m3h. that i'm very friendly and easy to get along with and clever and pretty. uhhhh. okay?
beginning was kinda freaky. i mean like, hey. i got stuck on a question. so embarrassing. *dies on the spot*
x.x
but later things picked up and two hours passed without me realising o.O; hehe.
i finally left the house at 8.40pm, lol they practically chased me home o.O; wahahhaa. eep. but i'm going back tml ^^ hope i can find my way there. ^^;
took 410 but green plate this time. thank goodness it reached the interchange rather quickly =)
haha, jason was at the arcade. he spent all his money =/
nehhhhh mind. i paid for the food and the drinks :P
i got us two boxes of takopachi and one container of fruit and veg juice for him. sat outside bishan mrt and ate.
k la..
he went all over clementi to source for the kinda waffle i like to buy for me as an apology.... ^^
i liked the waffle!
although the maple syrup didn't like me =(
LOL
still have the butter in my bag. will put in the fridge before i sleep and have it on bread for breakfast tomorrow? heh.
mm. thanks! ^-^*
i actually am quite erh.. how do i say this.. touched? lol, although i kept poking fun at you.. but you know how i am, yeah? :P
tsk, stunned my octopus ball =(
haha, but i didn't mind :P
did a very silly thing today. tried to walk back to toa payoh. i failed quite miserably, eh? =|
in the end found the way to lorong 8... but got lost because it was so damn dark and i couldn't see a bloody thing. *sighs*
thank goodness for feeder buses. hopped on a 238 and went back to the interchange.. got him on 153 before he slumped on the road sleeping x.x
then i took my feeder back.
but ahhh on the way to the bus terminal i saw zesin. haha so stoned le, never see me. aye, never mind ^^
went home, mom in a tizzy cos i told her i was walking home but i took such a long long time she thought i went missing =/ bleh.
anyway i'm home le.
i like clementi's waffles ^^;
>.<
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:52:00 AM
and hence begins another day of work. w3rk w3rk
my stomach's really shrunk. i just had breakfast. well, not quite. a friend on icq was exclaiming "what? breakfast at 2.13pm?!". ah yes, another of the dysfunctionalities of dith.
i'm feeling rather bloated now. a mushroom omelette, a few tomatoes and two slices of wholegrain bread later. my mom only used one hen's egg to make that omelette. gah. then i had a 250ml container of fruit tree fruit and vegetable juice and now i'm fit to burst.
that's a good thing, isn't it?
anyway i'm heading over to bishan this evening to give my mom's friend's daughter some additional mathematics tuition. who cares how much i'm getting as long as there's money coming in, right? i'm not -that- materialistic anyway. i can't afford to be.
after tuition i'll try to find my way over to junction 8. i promised takopachi and i'll deliver. i think i'll wear my new jeans again today. i had a dream last night that i threw them into the wash. but they're my current favourite pair, and i truly love them to bits. i look good and feel good in them ^^;
in other news, my kill bill volume 1 has finally finished downloading. whee! i can now watch it when i have the time ^-^ i guess troy and van hellsing are coming out soon too. gotta watch! so are 50 first dates and eternal sunshine of the spotless mind ^-^
four good actors.
hugh jackman, brad pitt, jim carrey and adam sandler! =) can't wait!
spoke to guanhong online last night. he has confidence in me getting into mass comm. ^^ thanks to all who have faith in me =) and well.. thanks to my aunt for lighting the altar all night and praying for me. i haven't called her to thank her yet. i'm just not that sort of person. =/
what sort of person am i?
who knows.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:27:00 PM
omg scrolling through the older entries of this month i came across the pictures of cactuar i posted.
haha.
lulu now has a cactuar. she bought it off wanz or something.
cost a bomb.
gotta sleep now. night.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:31:00 AM
i can't help but be the type who thinks that love is icky.
maybe i just don't wanna grow up.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:16:00 AM
haha, i'm giving tuition tml at 5pm.
mm.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:18:00 PM
it's up to yourself to take your life in your hands
i know it's crap everyone has been hearing since forever
that's how cliched it is
but at some point in time you realise it's true
people can help and help and help
but nothing works until you help yourself
it's true.
i learned that the hard way during jc
i learn, and re-learn
my impulsiveness does get the better of me sometimes
but the consequences.
you can run from them
but they'll eventually pile and pile atop you until you're crushed by their massive weight
or they'll eventually catch up with you and drag you down
and then the regret comes
washing over you like waves
great tsunami waves of guilt and pain
WHY?
and you kick and scream, your fists balled up and pounding
escape.
but no, there never is an escape
in the end you have to do what everyone has been telling you to do
to face up to the music, or whatever cacophonous orchestratic clashing is in store
and to admit that
you're wrong.
it's hard. it's so hard.
and you're stubborn. and you have your pride.
but you just have to let go.
let it all go.
and the way will be clear once more.
until you fuck up again.
vicious cycle.
malicious.
i've been there a thousand times and back.
and i'll continue going there until i learn
that goes the same for you
all of you.
sigh.
why am i chiding you when i can't follow these words i have blogged?
oh well.
like what they say
what goes around comes around.
and i believe in that.
i've been believing in that for quite some time, and have only realised that recently.
you have atheists, agnostics.. and the list goes on and on.
what do you call people who believe in retribution?
mm.
i do not know.
thus concludes yet another random babble from dith.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:51:00 PM
kkkk.
imma gonna be a good girlie now and sleep!
take care y'all!
(^_^)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:50:00 AM
hehe dunno why.
i'm just insane. blog-flooding.
^-^
was reading blogs just now. so many left un-updated. sad. =(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:50:00 AM
should i go brush up on my maths and science?
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:49:00 AM
hehe. itchified.
read through past few entries.
ahahahaha ntu lecturer!
shall think about it before i go to sleep.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:49:00 AM
hmm. downstairs coffeeshop got fight again.. i think i'm gonna change into home clothes and sleep.
night all.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:40:00 AM
if you wake up and read this entry and see the words swirl and spin while your head throbs with the beginnings of another migrane, i'll say: serve you right!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:54:00 AM
hmm lol. today on the way to the mrt this girl passed me something she was promoting. something to improve quality of hair. liew.. my hair that bad meh? =/
might use it though.
watched Zatoichi today.
i really recommend that. hehe.
a mixture of Japanese STOMP! rurouni kenshin blood fest and comic relief. hehe. damn cute. i like!
dad watching Deep Purple concert on tv.
I MUST PICK UP STEVIE AGAIN
anyway i saw stevie selling in yamaha again.
$425
and i only got him at $350
i guess he's a good guitar then.
*hugZ stevie*
muaks.
lol my dad said my ampy too small.
=(
i know ampy not well endowed la.. but you don't need to hurt his feelings right.
he say gotta crank volume up 3/4 then nice.
practice amp not performance amp ma...
i want a Crate!
hehe.
bleh.
anyway mom found tuition lobang for me.
yeah.
oh oh oh
and i ran into marc, tze kang and weiquan at orchard mrt today! hehe we chatted. =)
today me wearing guai kia clothes. red polo tee buttons all done up save for one, hair tied up nicely, jeans and slippers.
eep i don't like.
so geek.
x.x
lalala
must play guitarrrrr.
=)~~~~
stevieeeeeeeeeeeee.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:27:00 AM
oh, did i mention?
i erhhh. have a confession to make.
>.<
i like Hanson again..
LoL
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:22:00 AM
some idiot is drinking too much and dancing when he shouldn't.
*shrugs*
not my business.
*washes hands*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:16:00 AM
Misery
(I. Hanson, T. Hanson, Z. Hanson)
This time I won稚 take it back
舛ause something痴 coming to you
This time I知 going to breathe a breath
Walking on down the road
I can never promise that you値l never be lonely
But as long as we池e together it can always only be
Misery
Last night I got off the fence
舛ause I won稚 be the fool
On this side the grass is greener than
The garden that I used to grow
I知 walking on down the road
I can never promise that you値l never be lonely
But as long as we池e together it can always only be
Misery
Misery, Misery
I can never promise that you値l never be lonely
But as long as we池e together it can always only be
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:15:00 AM
ahhhh let's seee.
i came home around noon, ate two char siew buns, four ha kau, drank one apple aloe, chatted on irc and now i'm blogging.
long long long dayyy.
zzz.
oh, yesterday didn't blog. was too tired.
morning woke up read sms from roy. pj in hospital =/
so i met him at novena to get stuff and visit her in ttsh.
haha, i thought i was gonna be late, after writing my cca summary and installing the printer and stuff. bleh.
heng ar, i wasn't.
LoL guess where he ate?
long john silvers!
XD
watched him write out 2 live life is 2 lim 2 chiong n 2 kun!!!
and two smiley faces : )
hahaha.
then we headed to the florist to look for a nice Get Well bouquet/basket.
finally settled on a sort of colourful trough pot thingy with very very nice flowers. haha.
yay! pj said it was cute!
lol we went round and round ttsh. damn confusing that place.
finally found our way to ward 7A. haha. pj's dad was there, and she sounded kinda sleepy when we arrived. haha, later she livened up.
lol sat around eating pastiles. haha roy had to eat the orange ones. we bully him! o.O;
muahaha funniest part was when pj took his phone and was deleting pics he took of her sneakily, and then he was trying to grab it back.. then the nurse carrying a tray of food passed by and saw.
HAHAHA looked like *ahemahemahem*
whoops :X
ahhhh later left. two hours later. heh.
i got lost in the hospital x.x
finally found my way to novena square then the mrt. i rushed into the train just as the doors were closing. hehe.
met jason at dhoby ghaut. went to toyzbar to stone.
hehe i like stoning at toyzbar. lalala.
damn sleepy last night. then rushed to popular. heng i reached 8.55pm still open. even when i loitered in there till 9.10 also still open. hmm. maybe they close later now. ^-^
anyway got a nice professional looking pinkish red portfolio file. they only have yellow pink purple. eyer.
also got a very nice soft floppy blue/silver file. hehe.
last night edited cca summary and slotted stuff into my portfolio file thingy. even brought my poetry book just in case.
this morning.. mom's alarm rang at 4.55am. kAOZ. and i went to bed at 1am. x.x
then later she woke up at 6am. die die. but sister had to use bathroom first cos she had sports day. so i went to bathe at 6.30am. zzz.
anyway, i made it in time with 15 min to spare. yeah.
haha my number was 4. my dad remarked: si si ar. o.O x.x
bleh.
written test was fucked up.
yes, i could write. then i realised shit must not exceed 300 words. die die LA.
but then.. time was up. x(
later stoned around waiting for my interview time slot.
haha this guy suddenly walked in front of me and stopped and smiled.
i huh?
then he started speaking to me.
haha yong feng!
pleasant surprise to see him! :D :D :D
we sat there talking cock so at least the wait for my interview wasn't boring hehe.
his interview was at 10.15, so he left first. i wished him good luck. haha.
hmm i went around stoning, then yf came back downstairs.
hehe then i spoke to him and then i had to leave.
hehe yf v cute.
wahhhh eh. i got lost on the third floor =(
all staffrooms.
so uhh.
ok, went in. correct!
looked around for 03-44, looked mysterious and looming. bleargh.
walked around then suddenly it opened and this girl came out and this ang mo lecturer came out. haha, he looked out, saw me, and asked, Meredith?
he had the bluest blue eyes :P
so i waited outside while he sorted out his stuff.
then later he called me in.
haha, not long before we were chatting like dunno what.
aieeeeeee his eyes so nice.
and he's so friendly!
:D :D :D
haha i showed him my poetry, my articles in synapse, talked about the minors in the course and the course itself.. lalala. talk a lot of cok.
hai sad.
had to leave in 10 min. =(
anyway dad picked me up later outside the CS building.
before he came this lady approached me. she asked if i finished the Comm Studies test.
her son also went for it bus his interview was at 10. hmm. i told her he should have finished already.
anyway we chatted until my dad came then i waved goodbye and stuff.
haha, ate sugarcoated peanuts in dad's cab, talked about the cute lecturer and stuff.
luckily my nose stopped dripping before the interview.
lalala.
eh i'm really thankful i had such a warm and friendly lecturer to interview me.
^-^*
came home, ate dim sum etc etc (see above)
sis came home le. hai i'm yawning. zzzz sleepy.
at least can slack le~
no need to stress~
hehe.
i go nap. night!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:17:00 PM
good luck dith!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:17:00 AM
spent the night talking to steph online.
hehe fun talking to him after such a long time.
i actually missed him.
hehe should sleep soon dammit.
but too humid
x(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:15:00 AM
Broken Angel
(I. Hanson, T. Hanson, Z. Hanson)
So small, yet still so proud
At night before he dreams he looks into the clouds
A high flyer痴 what I want to be
Seems they won稚 let me, says I知 too small
I don稚 feel small at all
Break my dreams, that痴 what they値l do
Well I知 going to run away and learn to fly like you
I知 going to go so high and swoop so low
You can奏 bring me down, going to be so proud
Little angel you got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Little angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Push and shove then climb aboard
This is the shuttle train to the top of the world
When you look around what do you see
These are all high flyers
But none of these high flyers look like me
What is that supposed to mean
What am I supposed to be
I pull my way up through this crowd
To find your body crushed on the ground
It痴 so obvious, why couldn稚 you see
That you can稚 go high flying without a pair of high-flyer wings
Little one痴 broken lying on the ground
Trying to get up 奏ill his last breath out
Wings are strune everywhere, there痴 blood all around
舛ause even angel痴 die, but that light just fades
It痴 so sad, but he壇 be so proud
Broken angel you致e got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Broken angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn you wings tonight
Get up and earn your wings, earn your wings tonight.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:34:00 AM
mm.
their singing is still not perfect.
but still dreamy anyway.
and his voice is more soulful now.
ahhh yes.
just watched their music vid.
heh.
damn fangirl of me.
ah well.
i feel like i'm 11 again.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:25:00 AM
i'm amazed.
i seriously like them again!
hehe
REPEAT~
review:
"...the songs are still irresistible and hooky with a maturation of craft ... proving yet again that these young men have real passion and real talent for making music."
- Boston Herald
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM
ks said..
"looks easy"
sheat. better practice tml.
wahahahahahhaa die die.
=(
how to bun hair.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:41:00 AM
eep. i totally shouldn't have posted that.
re-read the lyrics.
-_-
*tries to recall Taylor's wife's name*
is her name Penny?
*runs a mile*
but ahh. gonna dl the song.
muahaha.
>:)
and uhhhhhh
buy their album.
LOL.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:18:00 AM
omg i uh...
started re-liking a married man.
ARGH
Penny and Me
(I Hanson, T Hanson, Z Hanson)
Cigars in the summer time
Under the sky by the light I can feel her read my mind
I can see it in her eyes
Under the moon as it plays like music every line
There痴 a rug with a bleeding dye
Under the fan in the room where the passions burning high
And a chair with the leopard skin under the light
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
On the plane step with both my feet
Riding in seat number three on a flight to NYC
Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
Catch the view and another good book to read
Sitting at home or the friendly skies missing her eyes
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
Staring at a million city lights
But still Penny and I are all alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by
If I could soar I would try, to take these wings and fly
Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It痴 always penny and me tonight
Penny likes to get away
And drowned her pain, in lemonade
Penny dreams of rainy days
And coffee cake by the fireplace
And aimless conversations 礎out the better days
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It痴 always penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
It痴 always Penny and me tonight
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:15:00 AM
OMG
*fangirl mode*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THEY'RE ACTUALLY QUITE SHUAI NOW
AND I FORGOT ABOUT THEM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
XD XD XD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:57:00 PM
mysterious call on handphone
63411205
who sia.
zzz
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:30:00 PM
worried leh
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:28:00 PM
is wearing black to an interview too disgusting?
especially first thing in the morning?
or mourning?
hmm.
my sister said too black leh.
she said mass comm all about vibrance and stuff.
haiz.
what should i wear?
die die damn damn
today modelled for mom and sis to see they don't like leh
say i or or lu lu
kaoz
haiz
how how
advice?
*dies*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:22:00 PM
sheat.
trailer-mad dith
*goes off to live in a trailer on a trailer park*
but AHHHH YESSSSSSSSSSSS
THE RAIN HAS NEVER FELT SO DARN GOOD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:43:00 PM
FUNNY AR
DAMN FUN-NEH AR
WAHAHAHAHA
goodbye lenin damn cute man
:D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:41:00 PM
muahaha i'm going nutssss.
AND YES FINALLY IT'S GONNA RAIN
clicky meeeeeeee
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:33:00 PM
wahahha
willbur wants to kill himself
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:43:00 PM
i think i'll go dl kill bill vol1 now.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:38:00 PM
WaAAAAaaa EHhhhhhhhh
spiderman 2 looks WAY WAY COOL
MORE SO THAN THE FIRST ONE
WAHAHAHAHHA.
mUST wAtcHH!!!
x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:59:00 PM
.................
red mark on side of my hand.
so boring.
expected something more striking. oh well.
made the stupid mistake of eating half a cornetto.
just half.
just the ice cream part and the slight bit of choc that coats the cone. and i'm coughing liao.
kao kao kao
fuck fuck fuck
haiz.
interview soon.
what am i doing?
watching trailers from imdb and apple
WTF LA.
....
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:54:00 PM
ow....
burnt the side of my hand...
on kettle spout.
ow..
haiz.
it's still stinging loh.
anyway today during porridge buffet the porridge very hot also scalding my fingers holding the porcelain bowl.
haiz.
pain.
but cannot drop.
scary scary
haiz.
ow.
recent burn stings.
aiyah
only a stupid burn
i prolly deserve it anyway.
still listening to Jet on repeat.
drinking oolong cha.
mom and sis still awake.
dad sleeping le.
i wonder if the guitar strings i bought for him correct or not.
haiz.
anyway. hope the stinging goes away soon.
bleh. oh well.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:54:00 AM
gAh.
weather damn fucking hot i tell you.
anyway, i got a new pair of jeans from some sale in isetan. it's quite nice. the faded part's reddish and it's smoky black.
interview's in two days and i'm fucked. totally fucked i tell you.
HAIZ
anyway yeah.
came home to nagging.
left house after nagging
i told them i'm going out what
they still buy lunch
buy loh
buy back lunch to an empty house
.............................
wo mei hua jiang de loh.
fuck la my mom
grrr
implying what shit la she
...........................................
saying i buy clothes useless issit
WHAT LA
..........................................
i tell you. i dowan sleep liao
RUBBISH LA
my nights are the best.
nights alone in front of the comp.
quiet peaceful nights.
isn't it the best thing in the world?
........
oh. and i got a Gloomy Bear toy. it's nice, but it's the blue one.
and HAIZ the stuffed toys are damn ex. $35 kaOz. but 30% off. which makes it? hmm no difference loh. only 23 bucks. ARGH still ex WHAT.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
went to two different COurts today.
no cute guys.
haiz.
i was looking forward to having him as a friend loh.
=/
haiz.
the computers look uninteresting and damn fucking ugly le.
think i dowan a new comp now.
i just....
wanna get into ntu mass comm.
study my brains out to death.
yeah. damn fun man.
ARGH WEATHER DAMN FUCKING NNB KNN HOT.
.....
and i stayed out longer than i expected.
fux man.
haiz nvm la
only mom nagging
what's new?
....
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:09:00 AM
i bought a black shirt today. from top shop. it set me back twenty six bucks and i paid through NETS for the very first time in my life. hmm. weird. hehe. well, i hope i look fine in it because everything i see in the mirror is fat. haiz. so well i trust jason's eyes. he has to be my eyes anyway because i don't think he lies to me. do you? and all i see is my fat self in the mirror. kinda reminds me of a comic i saw online. a girl sees herself as fat in the mirror. a guy sees himself as buff in the mirror. bah.
haiz.
interview very very soon.
dith you'd better not fuck up.
or your life. is. over.
haiz.
i need a miracle.
haiz and my parents complain about my purchase.
not as if it's super ex.
not as if i have ten thousand of that at home.
not as if i overspend.
haiz.
ok fine.
i'm depressed again.
haiz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:59:00 AM
haiz gonna have supper.
leftovers of dinner that i didn't eat.
bakar fish in curry. no rice. plain dish.
haiz fat fat.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:17:00 AM
cough cough
coughing again
haiz
was it the less-riced char siew fan?
was it the pistachio ice cream i had?
was it the nibblings of the elderberry sorbet?
haiz hungry.
x.x
diet diet diet
because
i'm fat fat fat.
yeah.
damn it.
what i want now is for a higher metabolism rate.
genie, grant my wish.
.....
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:15:00 AM
Jet Lyrics - Look What You've Done
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:08:00 PM
Jet Lyrics - Cold Hard Bitch
Gotta leave town
Got another appointment
Spent all my rent
Girl you know I enjoyed it
Ain't gonna hang around till there's nobody dancing
I don't wanna hold hands and talk about our little plans, alright!
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting, give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
That's all that I need
Gonna check her out
She's my latest attraction
Gonna hang round
Wanna get a reaction
Gonna take her home cos she's over romancing
Don't wanna hold hands and talk about her plans alright!
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
And I that was all that I need
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
Yeah I'm waiting
Yeah I'm waiting
Yeah I'm waiting
Yeah I'm waiting
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
And I was all that I need
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:06:00 PM
yay! modified template! hehe.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:57:00 PM
FUCK LA
editing template halfway fucking comp hUNg on me.
@#$@$^$
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:43:00 PM
random people i know:
Schhh... You Know Jerry.
Race for the Francis. eh? must i? o.O
Nobody Better Lay a Finger on my Henrietta. wHoaa.
The Johnneh For All Ages.
zzzz sleepy. night all.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:30:00 AM
benny himself got:
The Benny effect.
Benny with the less Fattening Centres
Nobody Better Lay a Finger on my Benny
lunnie himself got:
You Can't Get Quicker Than a Lun Fitter.
Ribbed For Her Lun.
Something Special In The Lun.
Nothing Sucks Like A Lun.
Four out of Five Dentists Recommend Lun.
No Lun, No Comment.
so many so many lun got.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
lun you still playing ar?
but seriously his quite nice loh.
not scary and weird and cryptic like mine.
zzzz
maybe his blog got more. go see his blog.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:27:00 AM
3-in-1 Protection for your Jes. hmm. i think so too.
Good Jes Has Danish Written All Over It. eh? no wonder i can't understand her at times. :o
Pride of the Jes For Over a Hundred Years. wha? gunbound? o.O
Have a Break. Have a Jes. pon lecture to go for break ma. hehe. :X
Gotta Lotta Jes.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:24:00 AM
now try roy.
Happiness is Roy-Shaped. i agree! i agree!
Dude, You're Getting a Roy! really? thanks!
Roy Is Job 1. he is? o.O;
Because So Much Is Riding On Your Roy. ah yes, that answered my question. so much is riding on you, son. :P
Refreshes the Roy Other Beers Cannot Reach. ok not nice le. zzzz
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:22:00 AM
hold on.
this is even worse:
Wait Till We Get Our Jason On You.
or
You'll Look a Little Lovelier Each Day with Fabulous Pink Jason. (HAHAHAHAHAHA NOW THAT SUITS YOU MAN)
hmm.
Ask the Man From the Jason. (uhhh ok. hand the Man over, please!)
ok getting boring le. zzzz
Washing Machines Live Longer With Jason.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:18:00 AM
wah liew.
why the slogans i keep getting all damn weird one?
i did it five times to see what i would get.
1. Kills All Known Dith - Dead (damn freaky arrrrr.)
2. To Our Members, We're the Fourth Emergency Dith.
3. Takes a Dith but it Keeps on Tickin'. (sounds like watch advert.)
4. Do You Eat The Dith Last? (what am i? peas?
5. What Can Dith Do For You? (yes? can i help you? -_-)
argh....
first one freaks me out. haiz.
anyway the url is here:
getcha slogans hereeeee.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:14:00 AM
correction for the previous entry.
teacher i ran into was not mr soh but mr eugene ng. got mixed up with the names. haiz.
and chickadee saga part two.
roy brought the chickadees home. haha then his mom and lil bro say cute then she bu de to eat. hehe. damn funny. and roy told them they were from meredith, his babysitter o.O;
hehe.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:13:00 AM
at least.. 80 cents worth of happiness is still tangible, and readily available from the fridge in the form of apple aloe.
i know it's not real happiness, but still if it makes me feel the least bit better, then it's better than nothing.
and another thing.
not that i take people for granted, although it might seem i do, but i'm just not very expressive and emotional when it comes to certain things. or the people who really matter. like very close friends and family and stuff. yes, i appreciate what you do but i never express it, only shrug it away or keep quiet. and my family will never see this. but yeah. i'm grateful.
haiz. me in slight depressed mood now.
and to borrow a word, i shall rulk.
haiz.
*hugs her apple aloe*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:08:00 AM
fugg it la
always got thing to spoil my mood one
i knew it was too good to be true.
no new comp for me.
too bad then.
shall go out tomorrow to appease myself.
no face to see francis le.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:44:00 AM
i just realised something ya.
when i'm feeling excitable like this...
i burn more calories.
YAY!
^-^*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:49:00 PM
*runs and hops towards centre of screen*
i feel.. better!
surprisingly better!
after chugging down 3 fucking bottles of water yesterday.
ahhhh yes yes.
and after a 4 hour sleep.
woke up at 7 bathed went to ajc to look up mrs leow.
haiz gotta start preparing for my interview le.
cannot slack. gotta do work
werk werk werk
mrs leow got lobang for tuition. passed her my phone number. hmmm. cannot fuck up. later they complain to her =/
stress stress
cannot fuck up interview also.
must go mass comm. ARGH.
anyway after chatting to mrs leow saw mr lim kim thye in the staffroom too. mr soh also. and panda :D
aiyah that mr lim. i see him a bit bu shuang. dunno what anyhow tell parents the most i can get is a C. argh fucking hell la. thank goodness i got a B for chem. but still not good enough haiz haiz.
but still. =D
hehe told mr yip i got an A for physics! haha. weird leh. him referring to his wife as mdm soh. i uh... dunno? funny leh they. anyway... the panda still remains the cutest physics teacher! yeah. seeing him at home with his kids.. really changed the way i saw him as a teacher. i also saw him as a father and a husband. haha.
he's just damn cute la. hehe.
met mdm foo on the staircase. we chatted a bit. haha lapse in communication cos i don't speak chinese de. zzz teachers. anyway she wished me luck. seems she got confidence in me. mrs leow also. ^-^
i hope jocelyn makes it through. with me of course.
yay!
:D :D :D
yep.. i really hope to get into mass comm...
after listening to what mrs leow had to say about fass, i didn't like it.
haiz.
what to do? singapore uni so limited.
after that just nice bell ring.
oh did i mention i gave mrs leow a caramel easter egg and wished her a belated happy easter? hehe.
she looks the sort who celebrates. ;)
ahhhh. sat on the bench near the fish fountain in foyer smsing. then went to look for roy in canteen.
haha ah royyyyy ar.
jialat. my son dye and spike his hair i also never notice. hehe. really mah. looks the same. :P just that i thought he looked cuter today. heh. shuaiiiii daiiiii le, royyyyyyyy!
haha chatted to him until bell rung for econs lecture. eyer econs lect. haha. he ar... more injuries. tsk.
ooh ooh ooh! i gave him the marshmallow yellow chickadees for easter. hehe haha the girls say damn cute damn erm. sweet? yes yes i know the marshmallow sweet. dith not sweet. sour and stinky after running around school. heh. lalala.
then went to tpy hub meet mom. had a bit of lunch with mom and her friend, auntie jeannie. heh. chatted a bit... went to courts. hahaha kpo go see the guy i like to gao sua at courts. lalala.
i admit la. i like talking to him. but then again i also like talking to roy. i love talking to roy. LOL. there are so many ppl i like talking to la. and so many people i like in various ways. so means nothing la. even if i develop side crushes doesn't mean anything loh.
i think it's just a liking for the feeling i get when i'm animated and talking and happy and friendly. ahhhhh i feel empowered like i can do anything wahaha. really self esteem confidence booster hehe. communication. ahhhh.
so ya la. me and francis chatting chatting chatting.
whoops.
:X
anyway i think mom gonna buy the comp le.
*cheers* now that makes me doubly tripley quadraply happy!
happy happy happyyyy!
(o^_______^o)
anyway i think he got girlfriend also. hehe. my mom said he was wearing a ring. he's twenty something.
aiyah.
i also wearing ring de ma. ;)
lalala.
tonight most prob gonna meet the peepsy monster jason.
bwahahaha go bugis skulk around maybe he'll rulk and irritate me prance chibily maybe fry some zombie ass talk about my interview and stuff.
mm.
master crapper.
more or less.
bwahahahaha.
shall bring pen and paper to take down notes.
ah yes. but i already brainstormed quite a bit on my phone reminders during lunch.
ahaaa. i also saw drew today. yes yes. forgot to mention. oops. and saw johnneh from a distance.
see, i still like my son better. ;)
kkaes. tired after so much genki-ing around..
i uh.. go stone and idle around.
hahaha my teachers say i too slack..
zzzz.
till tonight then!
x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:47:00 PM
i feel ill.
*dies*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:18:00 PM
ok.
i called mrs leow.
haiz. i feel damn internally hot now.
i think might get fever. fuck la.
in any case, heading to school tomorrow around 9.
give me a wake up call please.
:P
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:24:00 PM
oh GEEZ.
check this out.
Illusion
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:28:00 PM
hmm. tomorrow is easter.
should i call my gp tutor wish her happy easter and ask her when she free?
i need advice.
and i guess, she's one of the few teachers i kinda trust and look up to. although well, teachers aren't very high on my list of respected people. well, only a few. those nice chio ones with nice asses. :X heh. oh well.
i was looking at asses today.
female asses.
haiz.
what a pervert i am. =_=;
tomorrow morning going qing ming with family. gonna visit temple with my grandma and grandaunt's urns i think. not sure. long time since i've been there. up the hill on bukit timah. hmm.
gonna eat porridge also. dad say i treat. zzzzz.
haiz i suddenly feel like writing song. zzzzzz.
wanna play guitar~!!!!!!!
haiz so late le. gotta sleep. sleepy. full. fat. argh.
night all.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:31:00 AM
another typical love song. but it's a nice song. so oh well, i'll post it up here. jeremy sent me the song. hehe. nice nice song. lalala. i think i'm beginning to like hoobastank :D
Hoobastank - The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:25:00 AM
dith you're so fatttttttttttt.
soooooooo fat.
stop eating hor.
fat fat fat.
zzzz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:54:00 PM
what da HELL?
that stupid eyebrow guy said i'm mentioned in his website
what the fuck?
i haven't gone to check but sheeshhhh
talk about bad publicity.
-_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:49:00 PM
zzzz bored.
and they were talking about that on the channel.
and i wrestle with a fan but i lost
and my sister is having a very nice conversation on the phone. i must develop better eavesdropping skills.
zzzz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:06:00 AM
hmm.
hahahahahah lame.
Most extreme consequence of coitus
The most extreme consequence for any type of human activity is death: and such an unfortunate event has often occurred through coitus. Death during sexual activity was noted by Pliny A.D. 23-79, Hirschfeld, Van de Velde, Havelock Ellis, etc. It has been suggested that some Oriental copulations have been pursued with the very aim of totally exhausting, or even killing, the woman - the Japanese gokuraku-ojo or "sweet death". According to Muhammed, to die in the glorious battle abed with one's belly on top is to die a martyr of love. The Caliph Harun er-Reshid was reckoned a hero because he died of heart failure during sexual intercourse. Christian sages have viewed things differently, seeing death in coitus as a final infamy. Attila the Hun was said to have died fornicating with a blonde.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
From The Illustrated Book of Sexual Records.
ｩ 1974, 1982, 1997-2001 G.L. Simons
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:04:00 AM
i just downloaded Jet's Get Born album. sounds promising. hehe. and it's got that famous Are You Gonna Be My Girl from the iPod adverts. I think they started out in iTunes. hehe.
kewl.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:51:00 PM
oh FUX it's nearly 4am
WHAT AM I DOING AWAKE?
and i'm supposed to be sick
crap crap crap
need to drink water or my tonsilitis plus what other cough i'm afflicted with won't go away
ARgHHhhhh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:54:00 AM
comp infected with spyware again
again!
i've copied over nearly ten poems from phone to book.
i'm coughing quite badly.
argh
might have caught it from someone
argh
power germs
argh.
*coughcough*
x.x
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:49:00 AM
heatyyyyyyyyyyy
tiramisu with the thick layer of choc powder too strong le
damn damn
*chugs down water by the gallon*
anyway
t'was a good dinner
and i paid!
hmm
good movie~
ahhhh hellboy good! hellboy red! hellboy strong! hellboy cute!
muahaha.
oh.
Happy 19th bdae jing!!!!!!
:D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM
zzz
just had breakfast.
redownloaded icq
i can now park on irc~
worship the adsl!
downloading critical updates for winxp
last night affected by fucking msblast worm again
wtf how'd it come back?
i thought i smooshed it?
irritating worm
i hate worms.
zzz
tonight gonna watch Hellboy.
still haven't decided where to eat though
siannn
cannot eat at expensive cafe
$160 doesn't stretch far
x(
nose dripping
can't think
maybe i'll go dl anime and park
then play ffx
raining.
wtf...
zzzz slow day
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:20:00 PM
more more! for my reference! :o
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:46:00 AM
zzzzzz got broadband back on.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:08:00 AM
muahahah stole these off a site.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:05:00 AM
remuneration
i rode the lift up to my flat today
with 4 other people
so it wasn't so bad when i noticed a scrawl on the interior of the closed door
four letters
all in capitals
scrawled in a blue pen
simply: RAPE
scary.
wonder who wrote it
maybe he needs help
maybe it's a warning
maybe he's just sick
maybe he was bored
maybe it's a she
who knows.
finally stepped out of my house after five days
the world seemed weird
and i couldn't walk properly
it always happens when i lose contact with the outside world
i was approached again today
by this guy at the mrt station
he walked over to me and asked
Do you drink 8 glasses of water a day?
i blurly looked at him and said
no.. why?
apparently he's selling weight loss kits.
he asked me if i knew anyone who wanted to buy
i thought to myself
huh? you making a dig at me is it?
so i asked him flat out
you referring to me?
he gave me a once over look and said
no la. you look ok what.
hmm. sweet words from a wolf? lies all lies? hua yan qiao yu? or truth?
truth to tell, he wasn't good looking himself
i was quite fascinated with his crooked teeth.
(hmm dith. always so mean)
anyway rattled on a bit
then i said i gotta go
i looked at his namecard
so i said
you're Dean?
he said
wah, so fast you see my name liao
i said yeah. gave him a half-smile
(didn't mean anything. just tired and cynical)
i also noticed there was a website
so i commented on that
then i was about to leave when he asked me for my name
as usual, people need to hear it at least twice before it registers in their head
I'm Dith. i said.
he said cool name.
then he said ok, cya dith
i gave a dismissive wave and uttered bye.
zzz
went to harbourfront...
eh sorry got interrupted by a little boy who asked me to do survey outside house
i think neighbour.
about volunteerism.
zzz
chehhhh
i thought yandao kia
*disappointed*
anyway collected ddr max 2 from jason
yay!
and you ar.
take care of yourself
not well still come out meet me
*piak*
kk gotta go le
56k is expensive.
night all.
gotta finish reading Idlewild by Nick Sagan
good book, that.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:14:00 PM
random drivel from who else but dith
owwie.
was cutting the dead skin off my toesies when i accidentally hacked at the side of my big toe and now there's a small cut.
didn't hurt. i mean yes it did. the initial twingy feeling with that o.O and the cold feeling i get when i accidentally cut or hurt myself. then normally when i get a cut it will sting quite a bit until the stinging cycle is done.
at least that's how it is for me.
hmm.
but it didn't sting.
the good thing about big toes are that they're sturdy and have a higher treshold for pain i guess.
zzz.
it's bleeding. a tiny red cresent.
but not much.
more like the red jam that oozes outta a donut.
blood moon on big toe.
but still. i will get that ew nagging icky grossed out feeling and won't touch the cut or let it get wet or hit it.
in fact paying special attention to it will only bring more focus on it and any pain that spawns from there.
ew.
remember those papercuts?
if you don't think about it you don't feel them. you don't even know they're there. until one day you happen to glance down and see a thin scabbed up line.
hmm.
enough about cuts and bruises and self inflicted gashes or any form of minor casualty.
what's up with dith?
still, and i repeat, STILL playing ffx.
sheesh.
good news is, she's now halfway through.
i guess that's good, isn't it?
but she's thinking of replaying.
-_-
looks darn scary.
Dark Aeons and Yevon and Yunalesca and the like.
*shudders*
woke up this morning after a weird dream.
was in this weird arcade-like place. that was underground had an escalator. i was with a couple of people. can't remember who. x.x more of those arcade games for kids. like Feeding the lady or Whack the Croc or whatnot.
looked a bit like the area with an escalator at hmm, i think CHIJMES there?
blurred.
another scene.
i was walking in chij tp sch uni. walking down the road with i forgot who. suddenly i bump into joyce.
as cute as ever. and she's also in ij uni.
i think she's with sherry.
her eyes are bright. and she's exactly the way i remember her back from sec 4.
after i try rather hard to get her attention, she notices me and pulls me to the side to ask me something.
she asks me for owl's postal address. i say huh? i dunno, never been to her house before 'cause she won't let us.
joyce says it's about her birthday present. and her birthday's coming up. (but it's like four months more or something? sept? ?_?)
we go to this side stall and they have all these hankies and towels and stuff.
they're so cute and so soft and downy.
heh.
reminds me of that cat range they have over at taka. the kawaii handsewn ones. combined with terry cloth material (yes i said ooh, terry cloth in my dream -_-) and the material they use to make those plushies nowadays with the extra soft downy fur. cos that's what they felt like.
and we were looking at them and i was thinking of buying. when i think my sister woke me up by shouting from the next room about what i wanted to eat for lunch.
can't remember exactly.
then i woke up went to charge my phone and saw an sms from owl. o.O
lol weirdness.
hmm i've been owing a library book because of my addiction to ffx.
shall resolve to read it tomorrow which will be the tenth or so day owing.
zzzz.
gonna get a letter from the library board soon.
LOL
kkaes off to bed now. night.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:52:00 AM
heh.
thanks for being my April Fool's slave today and getting me ddr max2
:D
hmm.
totally forgiven then.
:P
hope you're having fun editing those oxalids.
or whatchamacalit.
heh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:06:00 PM
argh. i've been playing final fantasy x like crazy.
whole day in fact.
now in the blitzball match.
eek.
against the Luca Goers.
i'm still clueless about blitzball though. zZZZZz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:08:00 PM
Your Energy is Yellow. You are generous, bright,
and expressive. An excellent communicator, you
keep your audience captivated with your
animated storytelling. Sometimes you talk too
much, but when you learn to listen you will be
sought out for your talents to advise.
The communications field appeals to you as a
profession. Public speaking, writing, radio,
acting or teaching would also be good career
choices.
What color is your energy?
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM
short, but not sweet
condensed update for the week.
or what i've been up to while my comp's been down.
trying to squeeze everything into ten minute's worth of typing.
saturday was bishan. then novena. ended slightly stoned after a bottle of scotch whiskey. problematic for sunday. had trouble waking up. woke up 7am. was 11 minutes late for work.
work was exciting on sunday. did a lot of running around attending to students. nose dripped again. lol randy is damn cute for a hmm. 20 something? 30 something? he looks young though. keeps teasing me. sofiaaaaa, mariaaaa, etc. zzz.
am i that nice to tease?
is being tease-able good?
your thoughts please.
got a stress ball. yay!
can squeeze something when i'm annoyed or whatnot. fun fun.
spent monday doing nothing at all. i slept a lot though. damn hot the nights lately. ew.
tuesday went out with mom. checked out i-con's prices. $435 for modified ps2 two controllers one 8 meg memory card.
ended up buying from the shop in Queensway.
so now i have a ps2.
hmm. yay?
and my sister seems to have this weird relationship with electrical appliances.
her controller went a bit wonky
and erm. hate to admit this but the gun trigger went stiff after she played tc3 today.
so now it's stiff and i can't play tc3.
boo hoo.
no innuendo implied. for those dirty minds out there.
and hmm, a boy sent my sister home on monday.
and she can now ice-skate.
unfair i say.
zzzz.
i still can't.
argh hopeless dith.
watched Passion Of The Christ on wed.
overhyped overrated religious focus mainly on suffering biased? maybe. i wouldn't know. i won't judge anyway. it's not good to judge these things. but it was overly gory for its own good. zzz. surely there's a better way to convey the desired emotions?
blood stricken jesus gets crucified after being captured and beaten and judged and tortured and bullied and walked all the way and changed people's hearts. after many an attempt to prove his innocence.
but yes, i suppose it follows the bible religiously. (pun intended) an accurate depiction? maybe.
anyway pah to the M18 rating. zzzzz
but yeah cinematics were fine.
and omg i saw i guy in ps arcade who completed tc3 in one coin only getting hit once. could have been perfect but he slipped for a moment =/ omg amazing. i need to learn how to shoot like that o.O
/me worships tc3 master
kk signing off. hopefully the days will bring better things to come as they progress.
night.
(dialup is expensive.)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:21:00 AM
hmmm.
dith is a tamagotchi.
Health: <3 <3 <3 <3
Hunger: <3 <3 <3
Happiness: <3 <3
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:14:00 AM
This is my blogchalk:
(.. ) ( .. ) ( ..)
`/.tagGiE~.\'
To Do List - JAN
.devote&resolve
.stevie
.jog
.plan for poison
To Do List - FEB
.3rd MUSE
.13th - 16th: HCNY
.jog
.work x3
.plan for poison
To Do List - OTHERS
.make pyong the fox for my sis (bought materials)
.clean my ps2 lens
.read more thought-provoking books
.start writing again (poetry/songs/prose)
.study philo/random theories/psychology
.study business theories
.tidy the place
.actually BUY a swimsuit
.learn how to swim
.bake
.design wall mural for room
.learn how to knit/crochet properly
.print my grad photos
HOSHII MONO
.ryokou
.phD/masters behavioural psychology
.BANANA.BANAO
.shiawase
.yasetai