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oh. additional comments. yucks la. today in bus two people were ahem. fiddling with the insides of their noses <_<
one guy in office wear included. -_-; eyer.
and on the way home i saw two pigeons fight amidst the hushed coo/purring of their kind. lol.
ok that's it. zzzz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:47:00 PM
it's the cyberguide job again. this time gan eng seng pri school. i'm helping teach three shifts of pri one kids. class 102 105 and 108. haha 102 is a well behaved bunch. 105 is vocal and polite and more energetic. 108 is more rowdy. LOL.
ack. this morning left my handphone at home. dad had to drive back to get it -_- =( oh wells. reached there in time. but still blur blur. haiz. brought the kids up to class.. haha i dunno where the labs are. damn bloody blur i tell ya!
did a lot of running up and down. =/
class was ok. i just have a problem with the comps. stupid things. all configured to go on standby mode and then you need to press cntrl-alt-del to get back in and input the password. grr. i have to go round to the comps to make sure they don't sleep or i'll have to do extra work -_-;
aiyoh. in second shift one boy peed on his seat i think. eep. never mind. no fuss no bother. just changed the seat. the other boys said he peed. maybe he just spilled water. i dunno. <_<; i didn't smell it. why don't you go smell it? :P
nothing much really happened in second shift. i just got called auntie a lot -_-; eh. i not that old loh. then someone else called the trainer (who is ms hon) mrs woo. alamaks!!!! i'm not married -_- but she was teaching them both fourth fingers are ring fingers <_< i'm wearing a ring on my right hand fourth. erm. i'm not married >_>;
spent the entire break after second shift downstairs standing in the foyer. aiyoh. i think they all went to eat. oh. in first shift someone lost her water bottle =( sad. tried to look for it but poor thing, cannot find. so had to tell her to report to general office.
oh, speaking of the general office, my visitor pass number was 29. haha my birthdate. ;) wheeee and it's june tml! lalala.
oh. 31st may. happy 19th bdae lunnie! *hugZ*
haha, was also thinking of you when the trainer mentioned something like "let's say today's your birthday and you have three presents. to select one, you click once with the left button. to open one, you double click with the left mouse button.." hehe.
uh huh 3rd shift.
one parent wanted to change her daughter to the earlier sessions. kathleen. hope i got that right. then during the lesson, one girl was asked to go down to the general office. so brought her down. her dad was there to pick her up early. so brought her back up to get her stuff and brought her down again before i went back up..
then. nandek (hope i got that right) complained his tooth hurt. so brought him down to the general office where he tried calling his mom. but we dunno how to use the phone. in the end his teacher passed by and helped. then she told me to go up and leave him with her.
after that got called auntie again. alamaks tmd. hahaha. it's either auntie, jiejie or 'cher or teacher. bleh.
finished on time.. returned tags and stuff. then followed the trainer (Janna) out to take bus. ah. there's a 153. good good. so i took it home instead of having to walk all the way to redhill mrt and i don't know where the hell it is. or taking 139 that went around and around and would take 1hour+ to reach tpy station, where i would need to take another bus. so wheee! so happy. got on 153. i asked the lady at the bus stop if it went to tpy. haha. she was helpful :D
so got off near my place and walked back. bought tea on the way home. now i'm stuffed with food and ready to sleep. lol. sleep at 6.39pm. wth..
anyway yeah. prolly gonna go read and park my comp. cyas all. ack. tml got work. x.x
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:11:00 PM
no jason, forgiven you already btw. just the moodlessness kicking in.
was irritated with someone else just now.
anyway i'm going to do some reading then going to sleep.
night world.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:41:00 PM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:08:00 AM
anyway, i hitched a car ride to zhss and fetched my sis back from her school camp, heavy bag and all. then dad dropped me off at ajc and i went to look for mdm foo.
haha, the teachers were having a seminar. thank goodness i reached there at 10.30am. because that's when their break began. if not i'd be waiting and waiting and waiting. ergh. paid mdm foo the $60. she was glad to see me. she asked me what i applied on my face. i think she thought i put blusher or powder. dunno. i told her i put nothing. cept for maybe, soap and water >_> funny huh. back in aj she never noticed. maybe i was sallow looking because of all the late nights, self-starvation programs and after-truancy stres. >_>
i followed her into the staffroom and she ticked my name, took the money and chatted. hmm. lol. later on i was walking out because i told her my dad was waiting downstairs. lol she actually wanted to bring me to the canteen to see the other teachers. eep. so heard a familiar voice. i detoured, and sure enough, mr tan was there. haha. still as cute as ever. he was like "hey meredith!" lololol. then we also chatted. muahaha. 'tis funny. chat with mdm foo in chinese. then chat with mr tan in english. hmm. prefer english. ^_^
funny. mdm foo said i lost weight. <_< everytime i go back to school they say i've lost weight. what they don't know is that i've put back 5kg since i was last with them <_<;
sis was sleeping when i got into the car. hmm. drove home and i carried her bag while she was nearly sleeping all over the place. >_> she went to sleep in the chair when we got home though. i had breakfast. mm.
was on irc and eating a bagful of grapes when ojisan called me. wheeee mini outing ^-^* then was stoning online when lun said that he was also leaving the house. hahahaha. and me, in my desperate attempt to see his botak head, asked if i could meet him at tpy mrt station because well, anyway he'd be passing through :D
HAHAHA.. sometimes i amaze myself at how nuts i actually am. ^^; walked to central. i think it was on the verge of raining because i kept feeling very very light drizzle now and then. made it to the mrt without incident though :D i reached two minutes before lun's trained arrived. wheeee! haha then he stumbled out, botak head. XD truth be told, i can't remember when i last touched the sort of fuzzy botak head. LoL. so i felt his head, just to be irritating. *wink*
next train was so #$@#%@ crowded. stupid saturday/school holidays cum great singapore sale crowd. bleh! and more and more people were squeezing in -_-; ack, then the train decided to jerk and i nearly flew onto some people -_-; grr.
somerset. i got off. lunnie was heading to durian :P lol, to blend in with NS guys eh? :P rang ojisan up. they were at kino now. so i walked from somerset mrt to taka.. and then to kino. mmm. stoned around, fooled around with adel :D looked at artbooks, riku came. went to see more books. wahahaha. and comics. mmm. and then bnn came. heh. me and adel were looking at this book.. wtf.. some of the things were so damn hentai. HAHAHAHAHAHA. we were like
(.)(.); already XD
omg... then i had a bout of uncontrollable laughter. omfg. was laughing (more like shuddering laugh) for about 5 minutes? i dunno.. was just standing at the bookshelves laughing and laughing and trying not to laugh and re-laughing. *_* i didn't even know what the hell was so funny -_- i think it was my meds again <_< anyway, haven't laughed like that for a long long time. (^____^) yay happy! HAHAHA. although my cheeks and stomach hurt after that XD and the bad thing was, adel found my laughter so contagious, she kept laughing. and her laughing provoked more laughter from the chemically imbalanced me. LOL
sheesh. HAHAHA.
we hopped off to the toilet for a bit. returned, then okita arrived shortly after. by then everyone was stoned. they finally decided (after much loitering around and debate and fooling around on my part. with adel, no less :D) to head to the small Foodlife! foodcourt at wisma. hmm. jason called so i didn't join them. adel was so sad =( but we took a picture together on bnn's phone ^-^ i hope he sends it to me soon, ne ne? :D~
he even sneakily took a pic of us linking arms walking through the linkway <_<; caught in action :D bwahahhaa. i don't mind. actually, my backview looks ok. don't look that fat. >_> hmm. maybe i'm not as fat as i think i am? ^^;
waved goodbye to them (retardfly never spoke. hmm. also didn't really wave back at me. maybe shy?) then boarded a train to dhoby ghaut. haha so damn crowded. ack. got out, loitered confuzzledly near the nel passageway. then jason returned my call. haha goondu. if me and my bad eyesight can spot him a mile away on the escalator, why can't he spot me? LOL. i dunno.. just saw a guy in white tee and brown pants leaning on the rail talking on his handphone. and i knew it was him >_>
went to the newly opened arcade. haha. ew. first thing he did was mazan. -_-; truthfully, i cannot stand him playing mazan. it's only a game for goodness sake. you don't need to get angry and curse and swear LOUDLY right? and you don't need to show off. u.u embarrass me. *hides in little corner* first time round was ok.. actually surprised to see that he improved. hahaha. then the second time he tried to best this other guy who was playing -_- i mean hey, if you try to best someone, you're more likely to screw up -_-;
but ack, playing endless 5c credits of Virtua Cop 3 was hella fun. but it got kinda boring. how i wish time crises 3 were 5cents too. and not 50cents =( i was actually eyeing all the other games. like bishibashi and the hammer game.. but aiyah. wasn't in a good mood. neither was he. bleh. bleh. bleh. bleh. i wanted to stay longer maybe play daytona and other shooting games. but bleh bleh bleh lost my mood. so forget it.
went to the too-quiet xbox place. hey, it's only 50c/hour today. why so quiet? zz. normal rates are like ten times the price. hello? >_>
played Hunter the Reckoning 2 in front of a too-bright samsung flatscreen tv, leaning on nice comfy chairs. yum. i like those chairs. but the aircon was muchly too cold. i ended up having a bad headache because of the brain freeze. sigh. then he got pissed because i cannot @#$@#%@ control my barbarian properly. and i had to follow him -_-; bleh! *growls* zzzz it's only a game.
left around 11. by that time there was no dinner left for us. =( all the shops closed. even mcDs. =( so headed home. bleh. had a dinner of leftovers just now. and orange juice. and my colorful assortment of four pills -_-; am sleepy. going to sleep soon. in fact, now.
bye.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:12:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:51:00 AM
well, maybe about 11.05am?
stepped out of the house after so long. muahahaha
finally met up with mu owl and auyong :P
wheee and i bought a shirt. >_> although it's black, but hey, it's still a shirt. from Dorothy Perkins, no less. ;)
great singapore sale starts today wheee
oh. and i'm working come monday. for a week. think there's work on tuesday. because wed is a public holiday i think. will confirm with the trainer when i go to work on monday. geez, i hope she's approachable. her name's Janna. i hope i got that right. >_>
not sure if i can handle a classroom (or computer lab) full of primary school kids. besides, i've never stepped into Gan Eng Seng primary school >_>
would be alien. haha. supposed to meet at the general office. hope i know where that is? mm.
wear red again. and it's like 8am - 4.30pm. be there by 7.45am. ahhh well. >_> think my dad's giving me a ride? hmm. but it's good yeah. $6 an hour methinks.
hahaha today met up with my bros.. oh. and ah ma also. hahaha she still got the japanese kawaii kinda hairstyle. >_> and she's attached le. bleh never tell me wor. <_<
ack, my throat feels painful. maybe it was something i ate. maybe it was the toffee caramel crunch ice cream. but hell.. :D
oh yeah. today ate a whole damn lot. stoned a whole damn lot. talked a whole damn lot :P
let's see... i met up with mu after her work.. we walked around bugis looking for things to do.. she was with ah ma.. we went into top shop to look around while mu was drawing money.. damn, her mom's going japan.. ;_; i want Malice Mizer's Merveilles cd :x hahaha. bleh.
anne's into green now >_> i thought i was the one into green? anyway she had to go. nearly hugged me through the changing room curtain >_> hahahahaha what a riot it would have been if i were still in a state of undress, ya? LOL
tsk.
later dragged mu to D.P. and i got a black shirt. mm. looks quite nice on me. shall put that into the piled marked Uni Clothes ;)
we stoned around, mu got bubble tea.. then we went to fetch owl from the mrt. ohohoh. i forgot to mention i ran into eddie at citychain. haha because i went to look for mu there.. then i thought she was around. i saw a guy inside the shop. looks like eddie. and two girls >_>
while observing them i thought they three were friends.. so i was thinking uh no.. don't think it's mu.. hahahaha
in the end mu and anne came out. then i waited for the guy to come out to affirm his identity. wahey! it was eddie :D
>_>
lol weirdish funny stuff.
took pics with mu's cam phone. haha there's one of me beside a big red SALE sign. wheeee! i'm on sale! :D :D :D
heh.
and i took one with ah ma also. ;)
that's when we walked around to topshop looked at stuff and anne had to go. awww. she hugged me in the changing room, to the annoyance of the queue outside >_> thank goodness i change fast :D
she went to meet her boyboy and then go for church. hurhur. pick him up from bishan sakae somemore hur hur. :P
oh, where was i? oh we picked owl up from bugis mrt. haha. owl wearing heels >_> and grey color >_> stone owl :D
then she offered mu and me white choc smarties.. lol promoter :P but yeah. i cannot eat choc =( but wheeee white choc smarties are so nice!
decided on going to MOS burger to stone. so we stoned and i talked myself hoarse >_>;;
hahaa..
i'm thinking of going to her hostel to 'squat' every now and then. fun ne ne :D then we can thon there and study when it comes to cramming period >_>; eep.
turns out Crystal is gonna be my new classmate too! wheee! that's another person in my "I know you" list! mwahahaha.
went to sakae and mu returned the guy the locker key. then we headed to Billy Bombers to reserve a booth. lol we were sitting there thinking of what to order and waiting for auyong. and the waiters were probably all like >_> when are they gonna order <_<
auyong came and she pulled my hair >_> but i was the one who snapped mu's bra strap :D~ bWaHaHAhaha twice. ;)
she then proceeded to boing boing boing on the seat. >_> so three of us were like ehhhh. do we know you? ^^; hahahaha.
took eons to order something. lol i tell you. the three of them ordered 2 dishes between themselves and a piece of fish still left untouched. including the half pickle >_> i finished my meatloaf and mash 'tatoes ok! lol and we had a nice root beer float each. yum. the float was good! everyone loves root beer! and auyong did a burp too >_> and she slurped her drink loudly >_> and the big headed figures in the display case kept staring at us. so mu threatened them with a steak knife. >_> so chikupek ok :D wahahha.
we spent about $80.04 with $0.01 tip for them. LoL. scrambled out, headed to the washroom (again) where we were talking about Singapore Idol. lol, if Charmaine joins i am definitely gonna watch! :D she could win, y'know? :D :D :D anyway i was suggesting that hey, we can all join and sing the Monkey Gorilla Chimpanzee song and scratch our pits and hop around. lololol. i'm sure the judges will be impressed! :D
hehe.
the toilet was crowded when we went in. it was empty save for us when we left. >_> people are afraid of us. :D
we strolled to cityhall. then went to citylink. lol i wanted to walkwalk citylink. passed by Crepes and Creme. got an ice cream each. haha owl don't even want ice cream. so bad! BAD OWL! so auyong had to eat it for her. heh. owl was saying. yeah yeah i'll get you a cert. :P
haha mu was the last to finish. mint choc. wheeee. i like $1 ice cream promotions ;)
oh, while we were waiting for our turn to buy ice cream, owl and i were discussing the quality of the calamari there. it -has- deproved! my senses are correct :D
haha. we might go for a show at the durian sometime soon. can jio owl. she can be my arts fest kaki :D lalala. i wanna watch that dance performance. swan lake something was it? with the topless dancer >_> :D~
mu starting school 5th july. then me and owl 26th july. wheee we can have lunch together :D and then auyong two weeks after. man, nus is slowwwww. hope she chooses archi over fass. because three of us voted that eek, fass is bad. :D too generalised.
uh huh uh huh. walked to the end of citylink, about turn, walked back. halfway bumped into loo. think i appeared dao because i was in mid-conversation and mid-ice cream. >_> so i had to wave to her with an ice cream cone >_> hahahahah oh man.
dunno what she's doing there. she called my name lol. if not i wouldn't have noticed. maybe she's gonna partay? hmm. friday night. school's out. jc students out and about the streets, most prob gonna chiong. although most of them are underaged. wheeee.
anyway we took a train back to tpy mrt. so damn crowded. then we launched into the time when we got separated on various occasions because of the stupid crowd. hahaha. then mu took my phone and played puzzle bobble. ah geez, it's been so long since i've bothered to play the games in my phone, i forgot i had that one <_<
so she was playing and swaying. couldn't keep balance in mrt. auyong and owl held her. haha she's so scared her bra straps would get twanged. eh hello? they're like staring me straight in the face most of the time screaming. SNAP ME SNAP ME haha. ok, that was super lame. :D but ehhh. how can i resist? >:)
then we were trying to block her view. and auyong was still carrying her bag >_> hahaa. only when we applied reverse psychology then she lost. wheeee. all of us scooted out at tpy mrt to take group pic! it's my phone wallpaper now :D :D hahaa. then auyong waited for the next train to amk, while owl went to take 153/105 back to serangoon. mm. and mu and i waited for feeders. haha. oh man. gotta check out the day i'm free next week. wed is vesak day, i think angela meant that there's no work on wed? either way, gotta get back to them on that. mm. i was leaving the house when she called. >_> so had to rush around to get pen and paper to jot down. ahhhhh work. ahhh money. ;D~
but damn, means i gotta be sleeping early. and if i still have work on tues i am so gonna be stoned if i go to chinablack on monday night. >_>; because i have tuition in the evening also. ack. =(
anyway mu's mom will be out of singapore for a week. oh damn, why japan~!! =(
we might go camp over at her house, watch vcds, boing around on her bed, molest her maomaos, drag my ps2 so we can play games and jam my controllers >_> and i can also collect my pandan cake of cdrs from them and pass them more anime >_> haha.
oh my. this is so exciting. i can't believe i haven't been out with my bros for such a long time! :D
being out with girls is one thing. being out with ma ij bros is another >:) it's like one whole bunch of little boys with something more in common: gender! :P
female little boys. >_> ok, that didn't sound right. mmmm tomorrow's saturday. dhoby ghaut having special TAPZ card promotion. tempted to go.
k, gotta sleep early. gotta wake up tomorrow look for mdm foo pass her money. >_>; night~!
:D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:21:00 AM
CoA hurry come back so you can post!
:P
*hops to bathe*
go out go out go out
lol
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:32:00 PM
yay! out of confinement!
tomorrow think i'm going out le!
yay!
going out with mom collect her plastic note and meeting mu owl and auyong bros for dinnerooo. LoL
lalala
and thennnnn
i shall attempt to sleep early tonight!
w00t. ie. before 3am. XD
andddd. hor... haha lalala.
*hops around*
soon CoA will return from Lake Tahoe and then can play Rokugan and MA properly again!
bwahahhahaa
thennnn
tomorrow night maybe can also pick up from the saved game in chapter 3.. where Syrillia is on the way to the church.
hahaha.
ANDDDDdd.
dith's throat is feeling better now
so maybe can record the song where she wrote the lyrics and tune separately!
bwahahahahaha
andddddd
can read my Repairman Jack novels!
THennnnnn
can read Fearless novel!
wahahahahha
so many tmd things to do!
wheeeee!
*skeedle daddles off*
(^_____^)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:55:00 AM
Malcolm McLaren - About Her
Well no one told me about her
The way she lies
Well no one told me about her
How many people cried
Well no one told me about her
The way she lies
Well no one told me about her
How many people cried
But it痴 too late to say you池e sorry
How would I know?
Why should I care?
Please don稚 bother to find her
She痴 not there
Well no one told me about her
Well no one told me about her
How many people cried
But it痴 too late to say you池e sorry
How would I know?
Why should I care?
Please don稚 bother trying to find her
She痴 not there
She痴 not there
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;_;
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wrote lyrics to the stupid lalasong that i recorded. all in lalas of course. hahaha.
anyway yep. it's good.
mrow. ;)
can go about recording it. but my throat isn't too good. sure, i can sing still. but it's the stupid kind of throat where you have to stop in the middle of talking/singing to pause, breathe and swallow. ack, wth.
maybe i'm the only weird one here >_>
<_<
bleh.
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lazy to fix too.
pity.
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why do i always feel so queasy after taking these meds.
=(
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sticking at home
ducking from the outside
I NEED TO GO OUT AND GET SOME AIR!
TOMORROW!
YEAH!
(should i go clubbing with ah ma they all? :x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:00:00 AM
heh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:53:00 AM
Almost Human - Voltaire
What did i ever do to you
that you should treat me this way?
is it really such a crime
for an angel to speak his mind?
in time i'll try to shed some light
if i were a big boy i wouldn't cry
but since i'm not a big boy i'll have to cry
what did I ever do so wrong
that you should cast me from grace
though I love to rule in hell here
how i miss the taste of heaven
its soft and cool embrace
if i were a big boy I wouldn't cry
but since i'm not a big boy
I'll have to close my eyes
and picture what's it's like
I'm just like you
im made by him
despised by they
I'm almost me
I'm nearly human look at me
I'm almost a human being
I'm just like you
made by him
despised by they
I'm almost me
i'm nearly human
pity me I'm almost a human being
I still remember your light
It was streaming down
and burning out my eyes
If I were a big boy i wouldn't cry
but since I'm not a big boy
i'll have to close my eyes
and picture what it's like
I'm just like you
im made by him
despised by they
I'm almost me
I'm nearly human look at me
I'm almost a human being
there tears are real
I'm jealousy I'm spite and hate
to the core I'm mean
I'm nearly human look at me
I'm almost a human being
I'm just like you
better than he
to hell with they
I'm almost me
I'm nearly human
Pity me I'm almost a human being
don't touch me
I couldn't bear the thought of it now
don't touch me
I couldn't bear the strength
don't touch me
I couldn't bear the thought of it now
touch me touch me touch me
don't touch me touch me touch me
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:44:00 AM
i yelled at my mom in mockery
she's going on and on about chicken.
*_*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:36:00 PM
there she goes, playing ffx again. i think i'll go bathe then later see doc (AGAIN!). ugh. and i finished my course of antibiotics not long ago. wth....
this sucks.
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:06:00 PM
wtH.
i shall blame mos burger.
-_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:58:00 PM
wth throat is impossible to cure.
need to go see doc for 2nd round of medication.
wtf
...
empty rant as usual.
what to do?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:55:00 PM
notice anything familiar? *pokes the max*
In 1998 he resurrected his popular antihero, Repairman Jack, and has chronicled his adventures in LEGACIES, CONSPIRACIES, ALL THE RAGE, HOSTS, THE HAUNTED AIR, and GATEWAYS.
His vampire novel, MIDNIGHT MASS, and a new Repairman Jack, CRISSCROSS, are due in 2004.
just in case, his site: Repairman Jack
lalalala
oh, and happy 19th bdae ah ma!!!!!!!!! :P
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:33:00 AM
ok. after stoning online and securing my downloads i shall read. lalala.
zz. so hard to eat something. everything too much for me. (imagined? =/) either too much rice, too much pasta, too much noodles...
HELL, i just have issues with carbos. but yeah. too full also. if mom makes the whole serving size packet of mac and cheese i will die from cheese-bloatedness. *_*
oh wells....
bah.
and i still feel guilty. x.x
*kicks self*
*stab*
zz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:47:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:49:00 AM
HE DID THIS MTV THING?
*IMPRESSED*
OMFG.
WTH...
*worships*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:41:00 AM
this guy...
is like 37...
and he's goth...
but he sounds so hyper...
omg...
genki goth guy...
i like Voltaire
>:)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:34:00 AM
had weird dreams this morning. i was doing a lot of yelling. -_- k finished with the waffle. now can type with both hands.
stupid dream this morning. shan't type it out. bah. lame leh. why does that aloysius talk about "gals" "horny" and stuff. deprived fellow. zzz. can't be bothered also.
oh, and i posted to the boards in a game for the very first time today! but zzz am moodless now. bah.
that's all for today i guess.
nice sunday, huh.
bah.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:22:00 PM
paiseh la.. =/
anyway i feel better liao. after eating strawberry yogurt gone half bad. wth?
was chatting to some aj seniors about uni courses and other people about random stuff also..
ahh wells.
nothing much to do now. shall go sleep.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:50:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:30:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:28:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:15:00 PM
you speak to me when alphabets and oracles are silent. echo words that priests at prayer forgot.
babbling dreams that drift and glide in sleep, swirling like so much sulphur in the heavens.
with meaning intangible to the mortal ears, as our celestial bodies recede imperceptably?
i see no rush in leaving these lands, when immortality exists at the flick of a switch.
but our timeless past precedes us, encaging us in a retention with indefatigable agony
wired prestige hums, glorifying captivity and inflexibility. dismiss the illusion.
be delivered from the captors of cognizance, release all that was once of the world
an amen hangs in the air, a stiff religious mist. i cross my heart with my bow.
my ardent silhouette stands unyielding with resolve, in the vigor of sanctity i exert my strength
craning my neck over the curve and arch, i pluck the string as i do, a harp.
that's about all we could muster.
haha.
damn. today's really a slow day. *_*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:54:00 PM
*phew*
no lyrics yet.
=(
but it sounds good for what was spontaneously composed in 5 minutes.
^-^*
so.
i have 1000 characters mms poetry. and now i have 5 minute impromptu improv songs.
heh. fun fun.
>:)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:39:00 PM
hahahahahahahahhahaha i tell you. you absolutely have to catch it! it's damn good! hahahahahaha...
the cinema was in stitches i tell ya
LoL
oh today i met lun briefly at tpy central. lololol. haha we were approached by this salesman. selling perfume -_- grr i can't stand people like these. haha lun also has the same problem - he's been approached by many of them :o but this is the first male *_*
stupid guy. made some lamex joke about smoking. "well it's always not to late to start" what da? -_-;
eyer.
later went to arcade. watched people randomly play games. hmm. one boy tripped and fell and his friend laughed at him o.o
after that i scooted to tiong bahru plaza. omfg nearly late for movie. tmd i decided i dislike the mrt now =/ blehhh.
then went to the Melting Pot for steamboat buffet. o.o i liked the cake. oh tmd i'm deprived. *_* must diet *_*
damnz.
haiz so many ads in Streats for slimming. wtf...
soon i'm gonna be lured.
tmd.
hahah my mom telling me to give away my boyish clothes. should i?
hmm.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:22:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:20:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:19:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:16:00 PM
i took 1.5 hours in the shower and got yelled at.
am going to watch Shrek 2 today ^-^
yay~
so far so good. haven't eaten anything.
*hops around*
but i can't play ddr either because damn, i just bathed =(
ah well.
maybe later i'll play ffx2 or something.
dunno if there's time or not.
zzzz
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:55:00 PM
this is lame!
[01:58:24] b0n: what virus?
[01:58:27] b0n: sasser?
[01:58:38] b0n: melissaaa?
[01:58:38] nig: no idea
[01:58:41] b0n: o.O
[01:58:42] nig: i can't reformat..
[01:58:44] b0n: what the virus do
[01:58:45] nig: i can't go to windows
[01:58:58] al: about coms
[01:58:58] b0n: o
[01:58:59] nig: dosen't read any cd n it eats up my files one by one
[01:59:01] nig: corrupting them
[01:59:08] al: Maybe i'm getting a new desktop!
[01:59:12] b0n: wow
[01:59:12] nig: no idea what kinda virus.
[01:59:15] b0n: p0rn virus
[01:59:16] al: power sia
[01:59:18] al: yeah
[01:59:19] b0n: lol
[01:59:21] b0n: hmm
[01:59:23] b0n: Naru
[01:59:27] b0n: i know what virus
[01:59:31] nig: lol..what?
[01:59:32] b0n: |21:05:2004||01:59:22| nig: dosen't read any cd n it eats up my files one by one
[01:59:36] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:37] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:38] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:38] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:38] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:38] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:39] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:39] me: --'
[01:59:41] nig: -_-"
[01:59:43] b0n: LOL
[01:59:47] me: ok that's very very lame
[01:59:52] b0n: =X
[01:59:54] b0n: thx dith
[02:00:23] b0n: havent been this lame since then
[02:00:31] nig: lol..
my my. what will they think of next? *blinks*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:00:00 AM
=/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:16:00 AM
dith, i'm resorting to this measure because you never listen.
geez.
you shall list down everything you eat and meditate on it through the night while feeling immensely guilty.
good. now we're getting somewhere.
-_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:01:00 AM
i ddred but i feel full.
so i feel fat.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
*counts*
beef ball soup (no noodles. only the meat and beansprouts)
a small bag of honey roasted sunflower seeds (ok, that was totally uncalled for -_-)
cereal and milk (also uncalled for -_-)
strawberry yogurt (ALSO uncalled for)
a bit of dinner. (riceless of course. cabbage in soup with carrots and egg and three fishball thingies with chicken meat inside)
some random belinjo chips (I KNOW I KNOW I CONFESS)
three bottles of plain water...
one chinese pear
damn damn damn
why'd i eat so much today?
>.<
tomorrow must wake up early ddr then go out.
yea....
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:53:00 AM
isn't he cute? :P
that's my erm. son. :D
(other than roy of course ^-^)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:25:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:25:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:44:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:36:00 PM
hmm. maybe i shall play ddr now :D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:56:00 PM
I SIT DOWN HERE AT 2.15AM
SIT, MIND YOU
AND I'M NOT DOING MUCH
JUST TYPING AND CLICKING ON THE MOUSE
AND RIVULETS OF PERSPIRATION COLLECT ON MY FOREHEAD
IT'S SO TMD HOT I SWEAR
ARGH
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM
played over 20 rounds of ddr. i think 3/4 of the songs was like the same one. and guess what? got perfect for that! ahhhahahaha over 100 combos! nice~
dunno if their calculation true or not. but apparently the workout was 104 kcal worth.
hahahahahaha lamez.
i feel more tired after a jog of 2 miles though (they said equi to that) ahhh wellll
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:24:00 PM
irri!!!!
i want to play ddr
(although i detest the songs in ddr max2. hint hint HINT :x)
while my mom soaks clothes.. then after she finishes i can batheeeee.
but blehhhhhh
ok don't mind me.
ranting for nothing.
-_-
and my ex-engineer of a dad insulted my sister's art yesterday. well not insulted. more like criticized. said why she didn't measure and calculate then cut the can into strips to make her butterfly because apparently one of the wings is uneven.
aiyoh.
so she got mad with him.
then he got mad with my mom
because he wanted her to cycle by converting my sister's bicycle into a stationary bike (with masking tape and wires no doubt. so ricketty) without asking my sis first.
aiyoh.
then my mom doesn't like cycling. (haha i know someone else who doesn't :X) so she declined then he got mad blah blah blah.
aiyoh.
thank goodness never scold me. haha.
hrm.
bah.
i want to dance to Butterfly/Dam Dari Dam/Hero/Dub-I-Dub
not some weird music...
oh wells.
lalala.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:00:00 PM
slow slow day.
been doing nothing but reading and watching random tv. good thing is, i'm at chapter 11 of my book already!
bwahhahaa.
oh wells.
weaning myself back on reading is tough, when my attention wavers like a candle flame.
heh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:55:00 PM
You are a graceful Crane. Quick witted and
political you are a common sight in the court
and get what you desire with a quiet word or
subtle gesture. Yours is the way of intrigue,
rumours and hidden power.
Which Rokugan Clan Are You?
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:48:00 AM
i hate my celebrity sister but my celebrity bf is kewl! and omg my best friend is SO KEWL! not to mention my OH SO AMAZING celebrity dad!! wheee! ahahahha. funny!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:02:00 AM
i told him to c&p into his blog
just so i could steal it and put it here without lifting so much of a finger.
*grins*
but i have a headache.
so i'm automatically forgiven, i assume!
:D
here's the post i stole:
------
It's 2.14 AM. Tuesday. I was shadowing just now. Words just seem to flow out of her like runny syrup. She's a natural, I swear. She started. I merely followed through.
Untitled
wolfen bushel of intent
the bane of my existence
i leapt at the mane of the lion
and plucked the wings of a crane
solitary peacock feather soiled in the mangrove
swamp me with a thousand scorpion stings
the pain elevates my molten mind
to new heights of perfect clarity
searing these eyeballs with new light
the sun is in your eyes
the crescent of a moon at your throat
your ears run with false praise
of a selfish desire to appreciate
and a tendency to underscore
feel the flow of the leather carvings
the thongs and chaps that secure
keeping secrets bound and people ignorant
their faces polished black shoes
silver spoons on their eyes and coins on their tongue
like so much porknip and cat knuckle
canuckle head, really.
and a wagging tail sometimes
crumpled ideas play hide and seek in a dumptruck
amongst the cartons and eggshells
supermarket waste
confectionary chaos
pastry floating with dead leaves in a teacup
it's raining coffee at the funeral
but Java's in indonesia
and the Seychelles will sink in 7 years
geographical arithmetic spinning slowly to the left
the wheels on the bus go round and round
like barney the dinosaur is purple and gay
and the alien's a lazy man from mars
lounging in the red rock and drinking sand
wishing it were blue mist and mountain dew
as the blades of grass sweep your feet over the cliff's edge
you fall and spread your wings
two platforms of steel structure sprouting and slitting the air
magnolias, umbrellas and fillet mignons
a dramatic platter and clatter on a rainy day
nude mother in laws posing for pictures
so much like the calendar on the wall
i cross out dates and hours
time oozes like red donut jam
it bleeds from my fingertips, over the pencil blade
nestling between the whorls and whirls to settle in the wood
the wolves and wolverhampton bunnies bark and frolic
insanity overtaking the wilderness
in my backyard garden gnome
a neanderthal was his mother
his father a lawn mower's assiduous assistant
so feed the grass and spin the yarn
it's a long tattertale
a floaty thread at the hem of a dress
that's what rumpelstiltskin said
his own name a misshapened weave
nobody sees beyond the looking glass
alice was in wonderland
chasing rabbits and potion bottles
stacks of fungi and miasma
the rot that is rouge and mascara
powdering cracks and craters
if only women knew it better.
Yeah. If only women knew it better. Maybe they do? If only they knew how to spell too. It's 2.19 AM. What time is it over there?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:30:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:15:00 AM
was reading the book of Crane from l5r that i borrowed. haha, chapter 7 already. not bad not bad considering my very short attention span.
hrmx. haiz.
thinking of stuff. like tomorrow i'm supposed to lend junior court shoes, but i'm worried that they're too big for her. worried that i cannot find the shoes. thinking whether i should buy the stockings for her too or not.
thinking of poems. specifically the poems i wrote. i dunno what time i slept last night eventually. but lol i kept falling asleep off and on while writing last night.
it's strange you know..
how words can appear - materialize - in your head..
am i just a vessel for someone else's thought?
like a wire is just a pathway for electricity to pass through?
hmm.
because sometimes i look back at what i have written. and i think. did i write that...?
ah wells.
the mysteries of the world will never be solved i guess.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:24:00 PM
please feel free to throw rotten eggs in my face
slap me
or call me names
it's perfectly alright.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:27:00 AM
and blogger's the only one awake to hear me rant.
but blogger isn't private.
so i can't rant.
wtf.
ARGH.
can't stand it. can't take it.
tmd.
oh, go away dith.
JEEZ.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:15:00 AM
got home from the band/CO orchestra not long ago.
haha. i shall declare that it was good!
i met drew at the mrt station, then ran into ms tan (lol my maths tutor) chatted a bit, then xy came. hehe. she ar.. kept complaining her skirt falling off :X fall off also never mind~
hmm. quite lonely up there alone in circle 2. sat right at the corner then people kept passing by me to get into their seats. ah bleh. at least the view was decent. lol.
quite gross actually. they were wearing the aj blazer. haha that garish blue color in the esplanade. looks so weird you know? LoL. anyway grabbed meself another copy of the programme on the way up. after having my bag checked, etc etc.
the band was good. but very band. but good. i liked their medley of the Sound of Music. very uplifting. and the transition between musical pieces was smooth. emcees were better than the previous day's. LoL. haha nice. i loved the drummer! when they played the new york song thingy. hmm. On Main Street. composed by hmm a japanese i think. YAY! very bluesy and jazzy and the drummer omg omg omg i love drums! so when they broke out the drums i was like OMG OMG OMG! *drool*
20 minute intermission. people moving in and out again.
hmm. wa CO was damn grand. and the chinese emcee's chinese is damn good ok! haha. anyway everyone was clapping and cheering loudly when the conductor came up. haha his hair still longlong.. shoulder length hair. shuai and cool! but then again, if he wasn't and if he didn't have stage prescence, ajc's CO wouldn't have gotten syf gold and first! wheee~
hmm. they had a percussion solo. WAH IT REALLY WAS GOOD. and a girl was playing on the main drums :D haha i saw angeline. yay! hehe. the second piece had two flute solos i think. omg they're damn good and they look damn cool! :D :D :D now i regret that i didn't join CO :X LoL. oh damnnnnn. i really wanna learn the erm.. er hu! LOLOLOLOL! sheatttt. hahaha.
the best part was when band and CO combined and played two pieces. one called Descendants of the Dragon composed by this man. he stood up as the spotlight shone on him from his seat and waved. haha so cute. and the piece IS NICE. =D~ this was conducted by the CO conductor. then for the final performance, the band conductor aka Ms Tan conducted. ahhhhh. so sad it had to end =(
lol it was so funny. after the whole thing ended. some people in the audience actually did an AJC cheer. LOL. so i cheered along. hahahahahaha. then i left.
LoL someone busy sleeeeeping at home. so didn't meet me for supper. awww too bad.
anyway walking back to mrt bumped into Liyu and her gang. haha. something about cosplay on 6th june? hmm. she actually looks quite good. bah. i got a bit lost looking for the underpass. then while walking through citylink i saw this girl who was wearing exactly what my sis wore today.... hmm.
it really was my sis and my mom. -_- haha. so i flicked her and they were surprised to see me. :o dad came and we all went home together.
ahh. now considering attending the guitar+harmonica concert. hmm. anyway Ms Tan (maths tutor) told me that the tickets for the alumni dinner are all sold out =( ah well. hehe.
kaes. signing off. shall see what lies in store for me tomorrow eh? night all!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:19:00 PM
i really found a darn good pic of him!
wheeeee! ok now i can sleep in peace.
HOT NIGHT =(
btw frankie fitzgerald who played aeneas also is quite cute. don't remember that character though. =(
note to self: find info of Iliad.
oh, haha. today i asked a very stupid question.
i said:
Does the baby get paid to act in Troy?
:X
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:45:00 AM
so hard to find pics of Garrett Hedlund
=(
but he's soooo cute!!!!!
and
lastly
hehe. younger version of brad pitt. but there's this pic where he looks ew.. it's the raffle pic btw.
brad pitt still wins hands down!
but garrett is younger =(
and garrett is 18 or 19!
wheeeee!
lol i'm nuts -_-
will be fine in a few days.
and it's TOO HOT TO SLEEP
=(
so i'm going insane although i'm sleepy. =(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:33:00 AM
it replied curtly with an "absolutely not."
hmm.
i suppose that's good?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:46:00 AM
anyway had the bad luck to run into ms ong -_- don't really like her -_- but i suppose it's ok when we both pretend to be courteous and civil to each other. at least, maybe i pretend. or it's second nature to be polite. i don't know.
saw mr tan sl also. haha still so cute. my friend thought he younger than me wor -_- bleh. he said tomorrow they might release a small amount of tickets. hmm, i'll trust you mr tan! :D hehe.. i like mr tan. he's so so so cute. =) still remembers me! omg yay! haha..
the dance was omfg so amazing. maybe it's the first time i've watched dance proper.. but it was hella good. it was so poetic and literary. i loved it! omg.. the expression.. heh. i understood it! omg... ok... dith is understanding art... she appreciates it! she's turning into some arthouse person! wahahaha call IMH! :o
but the choir.. it was damn disappointing. although i loved the part where the spotlight decided to fizzle out above the balcony. HAHAHA. funny!
hmm. if i could remember the dance properly i could write an essay analysing the whole thing. yeahh. it's fun, you know.. and oh so amazing to realise that i actually understand dance :o in its whole abstractness. wheeeeee!
walked back to kallang mrt.. long day.. damn tired...
oh today.. i woke up damn early. 7am.. omg... first time in ages.. eons.. since i've been up at that unearthly hour. i had cereal and milk, took medicine.. went central with my mom, popped into library to look for her friend, went to the bank to put in money.. which i coincidentially spent like an HOUR later. OMG. i SPENT ALL. ARGHHHHHhhhhhhhh realization sucksssss. anyway.
i'm happy with my purchases! argh fuck dammit. all toys. Evirobs to be exact. why oh why dith are you such a sucker for toys. =( ah well. at least not make up :X hehehe... although many would disagree with me. hahaha.
caught Troy, which was imo not bad. i rate it 4 out of 5 stars i think. omg brad pitt! omg his lookalike! omg omg omg blonde hair with piercing blue eyes! omg omg that face! omg omg omg shuai~! hahahahaha.. the horse was cute too! hahahahahaha i liked the part where the soldiers seemed to hatch and swarm out like insects infesting a town. hahahahahahahahaha i dunno why but that scene gave me that visual. lolx.
had this omfg eel at some sushi place. hahahaha OMFG the eel was such a generous portion! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh eat until i satiated! WAHAHAHAHAHA OMFG.
yeah. well. tired.
catch ya guys later.
bye~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:12:00 AM
medicine is just gross.
haha, took my pills just now with fresh mmmmilk.
the sugar coated pills are fine because they slide nicely. but they're so bigggggggggg. the smaller pills coated with beeswax i think are easier to go down. i can take like 2 or 3 at once.
but yeech. the pills that melt into a powdery mess. had a very disgusting time with one of them yesterday. as if the first one wasn't bad enough. last night i took the pills with the soup from my sliced fish (with very little rice) soup. bleargh.
the pink pill went down immediately. but it trailed a bitterness down my throat. yucks. but the #$^@#$@# yellow pill. that one decided to stay stuck on my spoon so i practically had to have it dissolve in my mouth.
yucks..
however today i placed them at the back of my tongue then drank milk to swallow. haha, so much better.
i still can't take pills with plain water -_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:20:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:53:00 PM
yay! it's out tomorrow!
wheeeeeee!
pai dui pai dui pai dui!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:49:00 PM
i finally got my NTU letter in the post!! now there's something solid so the realization can sink in further! YAY YAY YAY!
i feel better now!
*whoops with joy*
hehe. but it's so darn hilarious man.. the NTU website said the online application form is not accessible till you receive your letter.. but uhhhh i've already paid and received my matriculation number...
andddd...
the letter tells me to pay and register by 27th may 2004. LOL!
this is funny!
but YAY YAY YAY!
(^_____^)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:58:00 PM
anyway i woke up today feeling like crap. throat was hell. and i had somewhat of a headache after sleeping for only 5 hours or so. stumbled outside, sat in the chair next to mom and stoned. mom said i could use the comp. i didn't want to use the comp.
spent the next three hours dozing in the chair. =/ argh feeling like crap. then around 12.45pm she turned on the tv. bananas in pjs was on tv. i woke up because of the noise. sat looking dazed, then gradually returned to the waking world.
gargled some anti-bacterial thing. bactidol i think. felt better. walked around, turned on the comp, had mee sua and yong tao fu for breakfast (or rather lunch).. yeah. i think i might cave in and actually pay the doc a visit. argh.. i hate doctors!
$%#$^#$@#Q!#!#!#@$^@^$
=(
mom heading to bishan to collect tix from SISTIC counter. they called just now, reminding her to collect a day before the performance, before 8pm. lol. haha i shall keep the ticket stub in memory of the performance. lol. very last ticket somemore. that's nice.
hmm. i want to go shopping. and if i feel better i want bubble tea too! :D but i don't want to infect you with the germs you gave me now that you're better =/
bleh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:36:00 PM
nov '03
hmm. these memories. =/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:39:00 AM
july '03.
i see the link the past has with my future. i see it all now. =/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:59:00 AM
maybe if i close my eyes it'll go away like all the nasty things in the world.
have you guys heard about the disgusting execution of the american? my condolences. but i didn't see any need for them to resort to such means. it's gross really. but the generation has been numbed with graphic violence that it's just another gory flick to them. one of these days, i'm going to cave in and download the clip like everyone else who has seen it.
war..
fought through the internet even. they're waging a war, stirring up anger; stirring up sympathy for their cause with this video clip.
"revulsion"
that's what how papers described masses reacted. "Bush should get his balls back" a few americans retorted. everyone's angry.
i suppose, it won't be long before we end up like what is depicted in The Day After Tomorrow, eh? massive destruction caused by the angry will of God or by human ambition or war to cause the world to crumble. complete annihilation.
salvation?
another race will take our place and follow in our footsteps. it's a vicious vicious cycle.
the world gets increasingly depressing as the human race advances, doesn't it? it seems like our innocence is being shed and we see everything in its stark cruelty.
same as us when we grow up. when the weight of the world bears down upon us and suddenly the veil of innocence that protects falls off.
it's scathing.
reminds me. i need to watch movies! Troy, The Day After Tomorrow, 50 First Dates (!!!!) still awaits.
gAh...
but. the GREAT Singapore Sale starts as of tomorrow!!!!! ladies, start your shopping bags! :X (and men) >:) wheeeeeeeee clothes clothes for uni!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:00:00 AM
anyway. when i checked the site there was only a single seat left. SISTIC then decided to give me a 500 In(fer)nal server error immediately -_- i was thinking of rushing to bishan early tomorrow morning to buy the ticket, but gah.. i'm still ill.
anyway i just bought the ticket using my mom's debit card. and she's sleeping. well, she gave me her permission earlier ^^ i'll tell her tomorrow. with shaky hands i printed out the confirmation slip (the site was still giving errors ARGH script fucked up) and voila! although it's a CRAP SEAT but STILL row EE aint that bad. hehe. i sat in EE while watching Forbidden City and it was fine ^^ shall bring binocs on sunday. WHEE!
and i passed roy cash earlier on to get me tickets to the choir/dance concert at kallang theatre. hehe. thanks roy! =) ahhhhh. happy!!!!!!!!!
okok better sleep early. tomorrow gotta go bishan. and i had better be well. and.. the Garbage song Cherry Lips is still playing. LoL been playing ever since Shawn sent it over.. thanks Shawn! =)
gotta work on my character sheet for 'Vette tomorrow. ;) hmm. thanks jason for helping me with it? ^^ i owe you honey green tea with pearls tomorrow :P
night all!!!!
wheeeeeeeeee tix! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:17:00 AM
taxi = confession box
my dad was just telling me.
shan't elab cos people need their privacy.
and i'm ill -.-
but one good thing. i'm going to AJC's Choir/Dance and Band/CO concert =D
hmm.
yeah.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:29:00 AM
look at the time!
hmm, not that bad la, i've done 10am before or something.
heh.
well.
nothing to blog about as usuallll.
wanna catch a movie though.
boredddddness...
i should start playing ffx2 tomorrow.
yeah.
crap man.
nothing to blog about.
okokok
going to sleep now.
night!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:31:00 AM
stupid people at MOS burger
FIRST, they make me WAIT half an hour
then i ASK and HEY, my order has been MISPLACED.
fine.
THEN i take the stuff home.
AFTER confirming twice with their staff
I COME HOME AND
HEY,
WHERE IS MY OTHER PACKET OF FRIES
-____-
#@$!@#$!Q@$!$!@$!@$!#%@$^@#$^ KNN
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:35:00 PM
i saw a crippled man today. he sat on the tiled interchange floor at midnight. he came into view as the escalator whirred to the top - what seemed like only a moving head on the ground.
midnight.
i caught one of the last trains home. a miracle! praise be to SMRT!
i nearly kissed the dull black of the paint as the doors opened - miraculous work of mechanical late-night saving grace.
toa payoh was the last station it went to - the last station so close to home - the station i grew up visiting for ten years of my life, the station that was home.
lifesaver.
it was probably the last - or second last bus he caught; the red-white of the number plate pulling into view shortly after we hasted our steps from the mrt station.
transport and mass rapid transit.
midnight.
i had to pass by the man again to get my bus. he was still there.
i wonder how he got there. wonder what he was doing there.
begging?
midnight.
there's a fraction of the people around than there are in the day. jason said he was probably pretending. who's to know? his crutches are laid down on the floor beside him. two strong black supports, gnarled and twisted in the yellow light, like knolled branches of trees.
i wonder what's going to happen to him later.
i wonder what's going to happen to him tomorrow.
but it's really not my business.
i glance pass him like so many of the few people left in the terminal. leaving him alone, trying not to stare.
i don't stare. it's like telling people they don't belong. but if people stare at me strangely i stare back. i know i shouldn't. fights happen this way.
a lady has a loud conversation on her mobile phone beside me, and i lean against the oil of fingerprints that covers the steel railing. i, too, take out my phone, but i type.
somehow my muse has ceased her game of hide-and-go-seek. i've found her. she returned to me after i walked past the man and towards my bus stop.
the bus finally comes. the person at the very front of the queue - a young man - attempts to prove the sign wrong.
"Doors only open when bus arrives" it states, in simple plain black on white. it's true, you know. the doors only opened when the bus came, no matter what the guy did around the door, or at the sensor.
i found a seat on the bus. i usually sit there. last double seat at the back, before the long row. on the left aisle. i continued recording my thoughts into digital lcd font on the way home. i heard a motorbike rumble softly before it came into my vision.
cats. so many cats are out tonight. it seems my senses are heightened when my muse guides my thoughts, and tries to organise them into a clear path - not a straight path, mind you. my thoughts meander habitually. i am possessed. and am in a semi-trance. and i cannot stop until everything has flowed out of me - translated into something tangible. that i can see. in the stark black print. only then will i feel satisfied.
anyway. i just watched Van Helsing. hilarious, really. but i liked the graphics. you gotta give them credit for it, although most hate the script. it's trash. perhaps. a little too overdone, maybe? i personally thought it was fine. hugh jackman was, as usual, a dish. and a wolfman. kate beckingsale? the ever personably cold (how ironic) gothic chicka who has a fling with the wolf man. these cliches will stick with them for years to come.
i'm home now. bus plans didn't go according to plan, but the mission: complete. everyone is safe at home without the need for rescue by a cab. ahh, late-night transport. something we could never do without.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:47:00 AM
Sakae Sushi
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:06:00 PM
-some- idiot who lost his voice still wants to go out.
raining my area now. =(
oh wells.
idiot.
stupid habit of booking tickets online.
argh!
*fwaps about with movie stub*
and it ends so fucking late tonight.
but resourceful dith *gives self pat on the back, accompanied with smug smile* manages to come up with something!
yay!
no fucking mrt so shall take bus!
bussu bussu bussu~~~~`
zzz.
tomorrow gotta give tuition again.
can replenish my stash of cash.
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:00:00 PM
damn full man. i can hardly walk.
ate the buffet.
me, mom, sis.
pre-mothers' day celebration.
hmm they charged us less one red plate.
ah well.
we ate 55.90 worth still!
argh can't walk.
LoL.
*faints*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:58:00 PM
it all started when i was playing with the price tag sticker on the bananas. i detached it then was sticking it on random things i found on the table. :o
i stuck it on my dad's wallet, unstuck it, stuck it on my dad's plastic 2 litre water bottle, then finally on the screen of his handphone. bwahahaha.
then my dad went to take his things, then peeled it off.
he came over to me, said
"ni de shou an zhang"
(your hand is dirty)
(to distract me --;)
then stuck it on my hand.
-___-
so i quickly tried to stick it back on him but he evaded.
argh!!!!!
lol damn funny.
another silly family anecdote proudly sponsored by Dith's Drivel. (yes, my drool. lap it up.)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:56:00 PM
but whee! my wisdom score isn't that low after all!
i've found the best route home :P (or escape route :o)
today me and sis taking mom out to have sakae sushi. fwahz. the all-you-can-eat buffet i reckon. gonna have to stumble around after that, lopsided and bursting at the seams.
whee!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:30:00 AM
NOW WHO OSMOSED MY INSPIRATION
WHO KIDNAPPED MY MUSE
WHO STAGNATED MY IMAGINATION
WHO HALTED MY BLOGGING ENERGY?
oh wait.
i think i know who.
or what.
ffx is sapping the life outta my soul.
h-elpppppp.
i'm getting sucked in..
aaaaarg--
...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:41:00 AM
i completed ffx~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:05:00 PM
=(
i learnt more of D&D.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:23:00 AM
to look for the
mysterious place
that feels
bitten.
sore scraped confused
i cannot see it.
only the dried blood
from a newly acquired scratch
afflicted by
corners of plastic.
i tripped over
a pile of things.
as for the spot
that i'm looking for
i find it by touch.
exactly where i was
bitten
on sunday night -
heyday,
it's
mayday -
by an annoying insect
that was flicked away
at the bus stop.
or is it just my imagination?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:09:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
one guy in office wear included. -_-; eyer.
and on the way home i saw two pigeons fight amidst the hushed coo/purring of their kind. lol.
ok that's it. zzzz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:47:00 PM
haha, dith is working again. damn tired man. got back about half an hour ago.
it's the cyberguide job again. this time gan eng seng pri school. i'm helping teach three shifts of pri one kids. class 102 105 and 108. haha 102 is a well behaved bunch. 105 is vocal and polite and more energetic. 108 is more rowdy. LOL.
ack. this morning left my handphone at home. dad had to drive back to get it -_- =( oh wells. reached there in time. but still blur blur. haiz. brought the kids up to class.. haha i dunno where the labs are. damn bloody blur i tell ya!
did a lot of running up and down. =/
class was ok. i just have a problem with the comps. stupid things. all configured to go on standby mode and then you need to press cntrl-alt-del to get back in and input the password. grr. i have to go round to the comps to make sure they don't sleep or i'll have to do extra work -_-;
aiyoh. in second shift one boy peed on his seat i think. eep. never mind. no fuss no bother. just changed the seat. the other boys said he peed. maybe he just spilled water. i dunno. <_<; i didn't smell it. why don't you go smell it? :P
nothing much really happened in second shift. i just got called auntie a lot -_-; eh. i not that old loh. then someone else called the trainer (who is ms hon) mrs woo. alamaks!!!! i'm not married -_- but she was teaching them both fourth fingers are ring fingers <_< i'm wearing a ring on my right hand fourth. erm. i'm not married >_>;
spent the entire break after second shift downstairs standing in the foyer. aiyoh. i think they all went to eat. oh. in first shift someone lost her water bottle =( sad. tried to look for it but poor thing, cannot find. so had to tell her to report to general office.
oh, speaking of the general office, my visitor pass number was 29. haha my birthdate. ;) wheeee and it's june tml! lalala.
oh. 31st may. happy 19th bdae lunnie! *hugZ*
haha, was also thinking of you when the trainer mentioned something like "let's say today's your birthday and you have three presents. to select one, you click once with the left button. to open one, you double click with the left mouse button.." hehe.
uh huh 3rd shift.
one parent wanted to change her daughter to the earlier sessions. kathleen. hope i got that right. then during the lesson, one girl was asked to go down to the general office. so brought her down. her dad was there to pick her up early. so brought her back up to get her stuff and brought her down again before i went back up..
then. nandek (hope i got that right) complained his tooth hurt. so brought him down to the general office where he tried calling his mom. but we dunno how to use the phone. in the end his teacher passed by and helped. then she told me to go up and leave him with her.
after that got called auntie again. alamaks tmd. hahaha. it's either auntie, jiejie or 'cher or teacher. bleh.
finished on time.. returned tags and stuff. then followed the trainer (Janna) out to take bus. ah. there's a 153. good good. so i took it home instead of having to walk all the way to redhill mrt and i don't know where the hell it is. or taking 139 that went around and around and would take 1hour+ to reach tpy station, where i would need to take another bus. so wheee! so happy. got on 153. i asked the lady at the bus stop if it went to tpy. haha. she was helpful :D
so got off near my place and walked back. bought tea on the way home. now i'm stuffed with food and ready to sleep. lol. sleep at 6.39pm. wth..
anyway yeah. prolly gonna go read and park my comp. cyas all. ack. tml got work. x.x
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:11:00 PM
i feel damn moodless now.
no jason, forgiven you already btw. just the moodlessness kicking in.
was irritated with someone else just now.
anyway i'm going to do some reading then going to sleep.
night world.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:41:00 PM
bleh.
bleh bleh.
bleh bleh bleh.
bleh bleh bleh bleh.
bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:35:00 PM
oh. sure enough. i had bad dreams last night. terrible violent bloody evil dreams. scary even. eep. i woke up when my mom woke me up from the second one telling me to eat.. i was in the soapy bathroom where my mom was washing clothes in the sink and this guy was chasing me with a long razor blade.. eep. then we were struggling with the blade and i got cut on my hand.. then i managed to wrest it from him after acquiring two cuts. then i woke up, the places where i had been cut still stinging from my dream. hmm. powers of suggestion. heard if they're strong enough, real wounds can be inflicted *_* and in the first dream i dreamt i was at changi beach for some tour. i wanted to quit and back out halfway but got a scolding about being a scaredy cat. ;_; bleh... it was hella creepy.. and now it's gonna rain. in fact it's thundering now. threat of a storm. dunno how i'm going to bishan to give tuition. zzz. hope it doesn't rain. ;_;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:29:00 PM
hmm. inside of ear hurts. think some insect bit me there. =( anyway tuition's in a bit. no time to chat. then tonight gotta come home and sleep by midnight. work work. hmm. hope everything goes smoothly. bleh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:25:00 PM
ew.. after seeing the adobed picture at kee's blog i feel too sick to sleep. yucks.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:10:00 AM
| D | Delightful |
| I | Inspirational |
| T | Tender |
| H | Honorable |
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:08:00 AM
lol. today was a busy day of sorts. and... i am tired. might turn in early tonight. like before 2am? i woke up at 8am today. and i need to train my timings back cos i have work on monday. and school starts in less than two months.
anyway, i hitched a car ride to zhss and fetched my sis back from her school camp, heavy bag and all. then dad dropped me off at ajc and i went to look for mdm foo.
haha, the teachers were having a seminar. thank goodness i reached there at 10.30am. because that's when their break began. if not i'd be waiting and waiting and waiting. ergh. paid mdm foo the $60. she was glad to see me. she asked me what i applied on my face. i think she thought i put blusher or powder. dunno. i told her i put nothing. cept for maybe, soap and water >_> funny huh. back in aj she never noticed. maybe i was sallow looking because of all the late nights, self-starvation programs and after-truancy stres. >_>
i followed her into the staffroom and she ticked my name, took the money and chatted. hmm. lol. later on i was walking out because i told her my dad was waiting downstairs. lol she actually wanted to bring me to the canteen to see the other teachers. eep. so heard a familiar voice. i detoured, and sure enough, mr tan was there. haha. still as cute as ever. he was like "hey meredith!" lololol. then we also chatted. muahaha. 'tis funny. chat with mdm foo in chinese. then chat with mr tan in english. hmm. prefer english. ^_^
funny. mdm foo said i lost weight. <_< everytime i go back to school they say i've lost weight. what they don't know is that i've put back 5kg since i was last with them <_<;
sis was sleeping when i got into the car. hmm. drove home and i carried her bag while she was nearly sleeping all over the place. >_> she went to sleep in the chair when we got home though. i had breakfast. mm.
was on irc and eating a bagful of grapes when ojisan called me. wheeee mini outing ^-^* then was stoning online when lun said that he was also leaving the house. hahahaha. and me, in my desperate attempt to see his botak head, asked if i could meet him at tpy mrt station because well, anyway he'd be passing through :D
HAHAHA.. sometimes i amaze myself at how nuts i actually am. ^^; walked to central. i think it was on the verge of raining because i kept feeling very very light drizzle now and then. made it to the mrt without incident though :D i reached two minutes before lun's trained arrived. wheeee! haha then he stumbled out, botak head. XD truth be told, i can't remember when i last touched the sort of fuzzy botak head. LoL. so i felt his head, just to be irritating. *wink*
next train was so #$@#%@ crowded. stupid saturday/school holidays cum great singapore sale crowd. bleh! and more and more people were squeezing in -_-; ack, then the train decided to jerk and i nearly flew onto some people -_-; grr.
somerset. i got off. lunnie was heading to durian :P lol, to blend in with NS guys eh? :P rang ojisan up. they were at kino now. so i walked from somerset mrt to taka.. and then to kino. mmm. stoned around, fooled around with adel :D looked at artbooks, riku came. went to see more books. wahahaha. and comics. mmm. and then bnn came. heh. me and adel were looking at this book.. wtf.. some of the things were so damn hentai. HAHAHAHAHAHA. we were like
(.)(.); already XD
omg... then i had a bout of uncontrollable laughter. omfg. was laughing (more like shuddering laugh) for about 5 minutes? i dunno.. was just standing at the bookshelves laughing and laughing and trying not to laugh and re-laughing. *_* i didn't even know what the hell was so funny -_- i think it was my meds again <_< anyway, haven't laughed like that for a long long time. (^____^) yay happy! HAHAHA. although my cheeks and stomach hurt after that XD and the bad thing was, adel found my laughter so contagious, she kept laughing. and her laughing provoked more laughter from the chemically imbalanced me. LOL
sheesh. HAHAHA.
we hopped off to the toilet for a bit. returned, then okita arrived shortly after. by then everyone was stoned. they finally decided (after much loitering around and debate and fooling around on my part. with adel, no less :D) to head to the small Foodlife! foodcourt at wisma. hmm. jason called so i didn't join them. adel was so sad =( but we took a picture together on bnn's phone ^-^ i hope he sends it to me soon, ne ne? :D~
he even sneakily took a pic of us linking arms walking through the linkway <_<; caught in action :D bwahahhaa. i don't mind. actually, my backview looks ok. don't look that fat. >_> hmm. maybe i'm not as fat as i think i am? ^^;
waved goodbye to them (retardfly never spoke. hmm. also didn't really wave back at me. maybe shy?) then boarded a train to dhoby ghaut. haha so damn crowded. ack. got out, loitered confuzzledly near the nel passageway. then jason returned my call. haha goondu. if me and my bad eyesight can spot him a mile away on the escalator, why can't he spot me? LOL. i dunno.. just saw a guy in white tee and brown pants leaning on the rail talking on his handphone. and i knew it was him >_>
went to the newly opened arcade. haha. ew. first thing he did was mazan. -_-; truthfully, i cannot stand him playing mazan. it's only a game for goodness sake. you don't need to get angry and curse and swear LOUDLY right? and you don't need to show off. u.u embarrass me. *hides in little corner* first time round was ok.. actually surprised to see that he improved. hahaha. then the second time he tried to best this other guy who was playing -_- i mean hey, if you try to best someone, you're more likely to screw up -_-;
but ack, playing endless 5c credits of Virtua Cop 3 was hella fun. but it got kinda boring. how i wish time crises 3 were 5cents too. and not 50cents =( i was actually eyeing all the other games. like bishibashi and the hammer game.. but aiyah. wasn't in a good mood. neither was he. bleh. bleh. bleh. bleh. i wanted to stay longer maybe play daytona and other shooting games. but bleh bleh bleh lost my mood. so forget it.
went to the too-quiet xbox place. hey, it's only 50c/hour today. why so quiet? zz. normal rates are like ten times the price. hello? >_>
played Hunter the Reckoning 2 in front of a too-bright samsung flatscreen tv, leaning on nice comfy chairs. yum. i like those chairs. but the aircon was muchly too cold. i ended up having a bad headache because of the brain freeze. sigh. then he got pissed because i cannot @#$@#%@ control my barbarian properly. and i had to follow him -_-; bleh! *growls* zzzz it's only a game.
left around 11. by that time there was no dinner left for us. =( all the shops closed. even mcDs. =( so headed home. bleh. had a dinner of leftovers just now. and orange juice. and my colorful assortment of four pills -_-; am sleepy. going to sleep soon. in fact, now.
bye.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:12:00 AM
i think i'm wearing my new shirt today >_>;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:51:00 AM
fwah. i got home not long ago.
well, maybe about 11.05am?
stepped out of the house after so long. muahahaha
finally met up with mu owl and auyong :P
wheee and i bought a shirt. >_> although it's black, but hey, it's still a shirt. from Dorothy Perkins, no less. ;)
great singapore sale starts today wheee
oh. and i'm working come monday. for a week. think there's work on tuesday. because wed is a public holiday i think. will confirm with the trainer when i go to work on monday. geez, i hope she's approachable. her name's Janna. i hope i got that right. >_>
not sure if i can handle a classroom (or computer lab) full of primary school kids. besides, i've never stepped into Gan Eng Seng primary school >_>
would be alien. haha. supposed to meet at the general office. hope i know where that is? mm.
wear red again. and it's like 8am - 4.30pm. be there by 7.45am. ahhh well. >_> think my dad's giving me a ride? hmm. but it's good yeah. $6 an hour methinks.
hahaha today met up with my bros.. oh. and ah ma also. hahaha she still got the japanese kawaii kinda hairstyle. >_> and she's attached le. bleh never tell me wor. <_<
ack, my throat feels painful. maybe it was something i ate. maybe it was the toffee caramel crunch ice cream. but hell.. :D
oh yeah. today ate a whole damn lot. stoned a whole damn lot. talked a whole damn lot :P
let's see... i met up with mu after her work.. we walked around bugis looking for things to do.. she was with ah ma.. we went into top shop to look around while mu was drawing money.. damn, her mom's going japan.. ;_; i want Malice Mizer's Merveilles cd :x hahaha. bleh.
anne's into green now >_> i thought i was the one into green? anyway she had to go. nearly hugged me through the changing room curtain >_> hahahahaha what a riot it would have been if i were still in a state of undress, ya? LOL
tsk.
later dragged mu to D.P. and i got a black shirt. mm. looks quite nice on me. shall put that into the piled marked Uni Clothes ;)
we stoned around, mu got bubble tea.. then we went to fetch owl from the mrt. ohohoh. i forgot to mention i ran into eddie at citychain. haha because i went to look for mu there.. then i thought she was around. i saw a guy inside the shop. looks like eddie. and two girls >_>
while observing them i thought they three were friends.. so i was thinking uh no.. don't think it's mu.. hahahaha
in the end mu and anne came out. then i waited for the guy to come out to affirm his identity. wahey! it was eddie :D
>_>
lol weirdish funny stuff.
took pics with mu's cam phone. haha there's one of me beside a big red SALE sign. wheeee! i'm on sale! :D :D :D
heh.
and i took one with ah ma also. ;)
that's when we walked around to topshop looked at stuff and anne had to go. awww. she hugged me in the changing room, to the annoyance of the queue outside >_> thank goodness i change fast :D
she went to meet her boyboy and then go for church. hurhur. pick him up from bishan sakae somemore hur hur. :P
oh, where was i? oh we picked owl up from bugis mrt. haha. owl wearing heels >_> and grey color >_> stone owl :D
then she offered mu and me white choc smarties.. lol promoter :P but yeah. i cannot eat choc =( but wheeee white choc smarties are so nice!
decided on going to MOS burger to stone. so we stoned and i talked myself hoarse >_>;;
hahaa..
i'm thinking of going to her hostel to 'squat' every now and then. fun ne ne :D then we can thon there and study when it comes to cramming period >_>; eep.
turns out Crystal is gonna be my new classmate too! wheee! that's another person in my "I know you" list! mwahahaha.
went to sakae and mu returned the guy the locker key. then we headed to Billy Bombers to reserve a booth. lol we were sitting there thinking of what to order and waiting for auyong. and the waiters were probably all like >_> when are they gonna order <_<
auyong came and she pulled my hair >_> but i was the one who snapped mu's bra strap :D~ bWaHaHAhaha twice. ;)
she then proceeded to boing boing boing on the seat. >_> so three of us were like ehhhh. do we know you? ^^; hahahaha.
took eons to order something. lol i tell you. the three of them ordered 2 dishes between themselves and a piece of fish still left untouched. including the half pickle >_> i finished my meatloaf and mash 'tatoes ok! lol and we had a nice root beer float each. yum. the float was good! everyone loves root beer! and auyong did a burp too >_> and she slurped her drink loudly >_> and the big headed figures in the display case kept staring at us. so mu threatened them with a steak knife. >_> so chikupek ok :D wahahha.
we spent about $80.04 with $0.01 tip for them. LoL. scrambled out, headed to the washroom (again) where we were talking about Singapore Idol. lol, if Charmaine joins i am definitely gonna watch! :D she could win, y'know? :D :D :D anyway i was suggesting that hey, we can all join and sing the Monkey Gorilla Chimpanzee song and scratch our pits and hop around. lololol. i'm sure the judges will be impressed! :D
hehe.
the toilet was crowded when we went in. it was empty save for us when we left. >_> people are afraid of us. :D
we strolled to cityhall. then went to citylink. lol i wanted to walkwalk citylink. passed by Crepes and Creme. got an ice cream each. haha owl don't even want ice cream. so bad! BAD OWL! so auyong had to eat it for her. heh. owl was saying. yeah yeah i'll get you a cert. :P
haha mu was the last to finish. mint choc. wheeee. i like $1 ice cream promotions ;)
oh, while we were waiting for our turn to buy ice cream, owl and i were discussing the quality of the calamari there. it -has- deproved! my senses are correct :D
haha. we might go for a show at the durian sometime soon. can jio owl. she can be my arts fest kaki :D lalala. i wanna watch that dance performance. swan lake something was it? with the topless dancer >_> :D~
mu starting school 5th july. then me and owl 26th july. wheee we can have lunch together :D and then auyong two weeks after. man, nus is slowwwww. hope she chooses archi over fass. because three of us voted that eek, fass is bad. :D too generalised.
uh huh uh huh. walked to the end of citylink, about turn, walked back. halfway bumped into loo. think i appeared dao because i was in mid-conversation and mid-ice cream. >_> so i had to wave to her with an ice cream cone >_> hahahahah oh man.
dunno what she's doing there. she called my name lol. if not i wouldn't have noticed. maybe she's gonna partay? hmm. friday night. school's out. jc students out and about the streets, most prob gonna chiong. although most of them are underaged. wheeee.
anyway we took a train back to tpy mrt. so damn crowded. then we launched into the time when we got separated on various occasions because of the stupid crowd. hahaha. then mu took my phone and played puzzle bobble. ah geez, it's been so long since i've bothered to play the games in my phone, i forgot i had that one <_<
so she was playing and swaying. couldn't keep balance in mrt. auyong and owl held her. haha she's so scared her bra straps would get twanged. eh hello? they're like staring me straight in the face most of the time screaming. SNAP ME SNAP ME haha. ok, that was super lame. :D but ehhh. how can i resist? >:)
then we were trying to block her view. and auyong was still carrying her bag >_> hahaa. only when we applied reverse psychology then she lost. wheeee. all of us scooted out at tpy mrt to take group pic! it's my phone wallpaper now :D :D hahaa. then auyong waited for the next train to amk, while owl went to take 153/105 back to serangoon. mm. and mu and i waited for feeders. haha. oh man. gotta check out the day i'm free next week. wed is vesak day, i think angela meant that there's no work on wed? either way, gotta get back to them on that. mm. i was leaving the house when she called. >_> so had to rush around to get pen and paper to jot down. ahhhhh work. ahhh money. ;D~
but damn, means i gotta be sleeping early. and if i still have work on tues i am so gonna be stoned if i go to chinablack on monday night. >_>; because i have tuition in the evening also. ack. =(
anyway mu's mom will be out of singapore for a week. oh damn, why japan~!! =(
we might go camp over at her house, watch vcds, boing around on her bed, molest her maomaos, drag my ps2 so we can play games and jam my controllers >_> and i can also collect my pandan cake of cdrs from them and pass them more anime >_> haha.
oh my. this is so exciting. i can't believe i haven't been out with my bros for such a long time! :D
being out with girls is one thing. being out with ma ij bros is another >:) it's like one whole bunch of little boys with something more in common: gender! :P
female little boys. >_> ok, that didn't sound right. mmmm tomorrow's saturday. dhoby ghaut having special TAPZ card promotion. tempted to go.
k, gotta sleep early. gotta wake up tomorrow look for mdm foo pass her money. >_>; night~!
:D
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*hops about*
CoA hurry come back so you can post!
:P
*hops to bathe*
go out go out go out
lol
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>_>
yay! out of confinement!
tomorrow think i'm going out le!
yay!
going out with mom collect her plastic note and meeting mu owl and auyong bros for dinnerooo. LoL
lalala
and thennnnn
i shall attempt to sleep early tonight!
w00t. ie. before 3am. XD
andddd. hor... haha lalala.
*hops around*
soon CoA will return from Lake Tahoe and then can play Rokugan and MA properly again!
bwahahhahaa
thennnn
tomorrow night maybe can also pick up from the saved game in chapter 3.. where Syrillia is on the way to the church.
hahaha.
ANDDDDdd.
dith's throat is feeling better now
so maybe can record the song where she wrote the lyrics and tune separately!
bwahahahahaha
andddddd
can read my Repairman Jack novels!
THennnnnn
can read Fearless novel!
wahahahahha
so many tmd things to do!
wheeeee!
*skeedle daddles off*
(^_____^)
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this song is off the Kill Bill 2 OST. :D very moby-esque, if you ask me. however, i'm trying to figure out the beginning bit. "My man's got a whore. blahblah cannot make out" ^^;
Malcolm McLaren - About Her
Well no one told me about her
The way she lies
Well no one told me about her
How many people cried
Well no one told me about her
The way she lies
Well no one told me about her
How many people cried
But it痴 too late to say you池e sorry
How would I know?
Why should I care?
Please don稚 bother to find her
She痴 not there
Well no one told me about her
Well no one told me about her
How many people cried
But it痴 too late to say you池e sorry
How would I know?
Why should I care?
Please don稚 bother trying to find her
She痴 not there
She痴 not there
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>_> stupid quiz <_<
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>_> stupid quiz <_<
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:47:00 PM
>_> stupid quiz <_<
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:47:00 PM
bah. fun been spoilt. mom came home. cannot write songs anymore.
;_;
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w00t!
wrote lyrics to the stupid lalasong that i recorded. all in lalas of course. hahaha.
anyway yep. it's good.
mrow. ;)
can go about recording it. but my throat isn't too good. sure, i can sing still. but it's the stupid kind of throat where you have to stop in the middle of talking/singing to pause, breathe and swallow. ack, wth.
maybe i'm the only weird one here >_>
<_<
bleh.
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LOL!!!
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| No smoking around dith. Thankyou for your co-operation. |
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code screwy =(
lazy to fix too.
pity.
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sigh.
why do i always feel so queasy after taking these meds.
=(
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i can't even sing a simple song like Voltaire's Almost Human before my throat starts hurting. ;_;
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i feel like crap
sticking at home
ducking from the outside
I NEED TO GO OUT AND GET SOME AIR!
TOMORROW!
YEAH!
(should i go clubbing with ah ma they all? :x)
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decided to do away with the mp3 because it's irritating.
heh.
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my new favourite song!
Almost Human - Voltaire
What did i ever do to you
that you should treat me this way?
is it really such a crime
for an angel to speak his mind?
in time i'll try to shed some light
if i were a big boy i wouldn't cry
but since i'm not a big boy i'll have to cry
what did I ever do so wrong
that you should cast me from grace
though I love to rule in hell here
how i miss the taste of heaven
its soft and cool embrace
if i were a big boy I wouldn't cry
but since i'm not a big boy
I'll have to close my eyes
and picture what's it's like
I'm just like you
im made by him
despised by they
I'm almost me
I'm nearly human look at me
I'm almost a human being
I'm just like you
made by him
despised by they
I'm almost me
i'm nearly human
pity me I'm almost a human being
I still remember your light
It was streaming down
and burning out my eyes
If I were a big boy i wouldn't cry
but since I'm not a big boy
i'll have to close my eyes
and picture what it's like
I'm just like you
im made by him
despised by they
I'm almost me
I'm nearly human look at me
I'm almost a human being
there tears are real
I'm jealousy I'm spite and hate
to the core I'm mean
I'm nearly human look at me
I'm almost a human being
I'm just like you
better than he
to hell with they
I'm almost me
I'm nearly human
Pity me I'm almost a human being
don't touch me
I couldn't bear the thought of it now
don't touch me
I couldn't bear the strength
don't touch me
I couldn't bear the thought of it now
touch me touch me touch me
don't touch me touch me touch me
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YOU FEARSOME CANNIBALISTIC CHICKEN EATER!
i yelled at my mom in mockery
she's going on and on about chicken.
*_*
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haha, you know what's funny? lol my sister just came home and wow, she got part of her voice back. she was telling mom and me about her backhanded compliment by a teacher today. something about her being a freak because she got a1 in chem and everyone can hardly pass. and that she's involved in a lot of things in school. hmm. lol then my mom was saying, oh he doesn't know her lifestyle. because she's been coming home to play ffx. but she definitely studies more than me. that's a fact. and she likes chem. *shrug*
there she goes, playing ffx again. i think i'll go bathe then later see doc (AGAIN!). ugh. and i finished my course of antibiotics not long ago. wth....
this sucks.
=(
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i abHOR feeling ill ON and OFF for two odd weeks.
wtH.
i shall blame mos burger.
-_-
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first thing i wake up and i'm annoyed.
wth throat is impossible to cure.
need to go see doc for 2nd round of medication.
wtf
...
empty rant as usual.
what to do?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:55:00 PM
snippets from F. Paul Wilson's biography. wheeee!
notice anything familiar? *pokes the max*
In 1998 he resurrected his popular antihero, Repairman Jack, and has chronicled his adventures in LEGACIES, CONSPIRACIES, ALL THE RAGE, HOSTS, THE HAUNTED AIR, and GATEWAYS.
His vampire novel, MIDNIGHT MASS, and a new Repairman Jack, CRISSCROSS, are due in 2004.
just in case, his site: Repairman Jack
lalalala
oh, and happy 19th bdae ah ma!!!!!!!!! :P
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:33:00 AM
eep. i feel guilty.
ok. after stoning online and securing my downloads i shall read. lalala.
zz. so hard to eat something. everything too much for me. (imagined? =/) either too much rice, too much pasta, too much noodles...
HELL, i just have issues with carbos. but yeah. too full also. if mom makes the whole serving size packet of mac and cheese i will die from cheese-bloatedness. *_*
oh wells....
bah.
and i still feel guilty. x.x
*kicks self*
*stab*
zz.
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in case you wanna watch that mtv clip thingy, here it is.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:49:00 AM
WTF!!!!!!!
HE DID THIS MTV THING?
*IMPRESSED*
OMFG.
WTH...
*worships*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:41:00 AM
omg...
this guy...
is like 37...
and he's goth...
but he sounds so hyper...
omg...
genki goth guy...
i like Voltaire
>:)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:34:00 AM
lol. eating blueberry waffle and drinking honey dew red tea with pearls. another $1 affair. still feeling under the weather. sister also affected now. wth.
had weird dreams this morning. i was doing a lot of yelling. -_- k finished with the waffle. now can type with both hands.
stupid dream this morning. shan't type it out. bah. lame leh. why does that aloysius talk about "gals" "horny" and stuff. deprived fellow. zzz. can't be bothered also.
oh, and i posted to the boards in a game for the very first time today! but zzz am moodless now. bah.
that's all for today i guess.
nice sunday, huh.
bah.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:22:00 PM
been listening to Van Helsing soundtrack (yeah not sleeping *_* was settling some stuff.. *hides*)
paiseh la.. =/
anyway i feel better liao. after eating strawberry yogurt gone half bad. wth?
was chatting to some aj seniors about uni courses and other people about random stuff also..
ahh wells.
nothing much to do now. shall go sleep.
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well.. maybe when they're in stock..
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read this also before you read the other.
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jason.. i think you'd find this informative.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:15:00 PM
some stuff jason started, that ricocheted (damn, can't spell) into some brief shadow session with ryo.
you speak to me when alphabets and oracles are silent. echo words that priests at prayer forgot.
babbling dreams that drift and glide in sleep, swirling like so much sulphur in the heavens.
with meaning intangible to the mortal ears, as our celestial bodies recede imperceptably?
i see no rush in leaving these lands, when immortality exists at the flick of a switch.
but our timeless past precedes us, encaging us in a retention with indefatigable agony
wired prestige hums, glorifying captivity and inflexibility. dismiss the illusion.
be delivered from the captors of cognizance, release all that was once of the world
an amen hangs in the air, a stiff religious mist. i cross my heart with my bow.
my ardent silhouette stands unyielding with resolve, in the vigor of sanctity i exert my strength
craning my neck over the curve and arch, i pluck the string as i do, a harp.
that's about all we could muster.
haha.
damn. today's really a slow day. *_*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:54:00 PM
boooo. got new song idea and just managed to record it before mom came home.
*phew*
no lyrics yet.
=(
but it sounds good for what was spontaneously composed in 5 minutes.
^-^*
so.
i have 1000 characters mms poetry. and now i have 5 minute impromptu improv songs.
heh. fun fun.
>:)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:39:00 PM
i watched shrek 2 today!
hahahahahahahahhahaha i tell you. you absolutely have to catch it! it's damn good! hahahahahaha...
the cinema was in stitches i tell ya
LoL
oh today i met lun briefly at tpy central. lololol. haha we were approached by this salesman. selling perfume -_- grr i can't stand people like these. haha lun also has the same problem - he's been approached by many of them :o but this is the first male *_*
stupid guy. made some lamex joke about smoking. "well it's always not to late to start" what da? -_-;
eyer.
later went to arcade. watched people randomly play games. hmm. one boy tripped and fell and his friend laughed at him o.o
after that i scooted to tiong bahru plaza. omfg nearly late for movie. tmd i decided i dislike the mrt now =/ blehhh.
then went to the Melting Pot for steamboat buffet. o.o i liked the cake. oh tmd i'm deprived. *_* must diet *_*
damnz.
haiz so many ads in Streats for slimming. wtf...
soon i'm gonna be lured.
tmd.
hahah my mom telling me to give away my boyish clothes. should i?
hmm.
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bah.
i took 1.5 hours in the shower and got yelled at.
am going to watch Shrek 2 today ^-^
yay~
so far so good. haven't eaten anything.
*hops around*
but i can't play ddr either because damn, i just bathed =(
ah well.
maybe later i'll play ffx2 or something.
dunno if there's time or not.
zzzz
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:55:00 PM
haha wtf
this is lame!
[01:58:24] b0n: what virus?
[01:58:27] b0n: sasser?
[01:58:38] b0n: melissaaa?
[01:58:38] nig: no idea
[01:58:41] b0n: o.O
[01:58:42] nig: i can't reformat..
[01:58:44] b0n: what the virus do
[01:58:45] nig: i can't go to windows
[01:58:58] al: about coms
[01:58:58] b0n: o
[01:58:59] nig: dosen't read any cd n it eats up my files one by one
[01:59:01] nig: corrupting them
[01:59:08] al: Maybe i'm getting a new desktop!
[01:59:12] b0n: wow
[01:59:12] nig: no idea what kinda virus.
[01:59:15] b0n: p0rn virus
[01:59:16] al: power sia
[01:59:18] al: yeah
[01:59:19] b0n: lol
[01:59:21] b0n: hmm
[01:59:23] b0n: Naru
[01:59:27] b0n: i know what virus
[01:59:31] nig: lol..what?
[01:59:32] b0n: |21:05:2004||01:59:22| nig: dosen't read any cd n it eats up my files one by one
[01:59:36] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:37] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:38] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:38] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:38] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:38] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:39] b0n: PACMAN VIRUS
[01:59:39] me: --'
[01:59:41] nig: -_-"
[01:59:43] b0n: LOL
[01:59:47] me: ok that's very very lame
[01:59:52] b0n: =X
[01:59:54] b0n: thx dith
[02:00:23] b0n: havent been this lame since then
[02:00:31] nig: lol..
my my. what will they think of next? *blinks*
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hmm. doesn't sound like me.. i think?
=/
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that does it.
dith, i'm resorting to this measure because you never listen.
geez.
you shall list down everything you eat and meditate on it through the night while feeling immensely guilty.
good. now we're getting somewhere.
-_-
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zzzzzz.
i ddred but i feel full.
so i feel fat.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
*counts*
beef ball soup (no noodles. only the meat and beansprouts)
a small bag of honey roasted sunflower seeds (ok, that was totally uncalled for -_-)
cereal and milk (also uncalled for -_-)
strawberry yogurt (ALSO uncalled for)
a bit of dinner. (riceless of course. cabbage in soup with carrots and egg and three fishball thingies with chicken meat inside)
some random belinjo chips (I KNOW I KNOW I CONFESS)
three bottles of plain water...
one chinese pear
damn damn damn
why'd i eat so much today?
>.<
tomorrow must wake up early ddr then go out.
yea....
=(
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pic time!
isn't he cute? :P
that's my erm. son. :D
(other than roy of course ^-^)
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mmm. added a song to my blog. seems to be playing funny. =|
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lol. grr. it's super irritating when i can get the steps and understand them but can't reach them with my feet in time. or i miss the buttons because i'm stepping all over the mat! wahaha. i least i have a basic foundation of ddr. took me eons to master the jumping combos. like up left or down left. you know those weird ones. haha. i will never be able to do Standard. nor Heavy. haha Heavy is impossible! let alone Oni! siao. that is insane. haha geez. at least i've graduated to Light mode although still not fully confident in it. haha. i still get close to failing ok. because i cannot fucking stomp accurately on the buttons! whahaha i wish my toes had eyes. :o anyway yay. who wants to watch me dance? *pokes the rulker*
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lol, i've unlocked like 8 items so far. 2 more points to the next item. zz. ahha all the stomping around. i think my 8 storey neighbours will come up to complain soon. :P but good news. i can do light mode now. wheeeee. >:)
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i finally finished the book about the Crane. whee.
hmm. maybe i shall play ddr now :D
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IT IS SO TMD HOT
I SIT DOWN HERE AT 2.15AM
SIT, MIND YOU
AND I'M NOT DOING MUCH
JUST TYPING AND CLICKING ON THE MOUSE
AND RIVULETS OF PERSPIRATION COLLECT ON MY FOREHEAD
IT'S SO TMD HOT I SWEAR
ARGH
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haha wtf?
played over 20 rounds of ddr. i think 3/4 of the songs was like the same one. and guess what? got perfect for that! ahhhahahaha over 100 combos! nice~
dunno if their calculation true or not. but apparently the workout was 104 kcal worth.
hahahahahaha lamez.
i feel more tired after a jog of 2 miles though (they said equi to that) ahhh wellll
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ahhhhhhhhhhh
irri!!!!
i want to play ddr
(although i detest the songs in ddr max2. hint hint HINT :x)
while my mom soaks clothes.. then after she finishes i can batheeeee.
but blehhhhhh
ok don't mind me.
ranting for nothing.
-_-
and my ex-engineer of a dad insulted my sister's art yesterday. well not insulted. more like criticized. said why she didn't measure and calculate then cut the can into strips to make her butterfly because apparently one of the wings is uneven.
aiyoh.
so she got mad with him.
then he got mad with my mom
because he wanted her to cycle by converting my sister's bicycle into a stationary bike (with masking tape and wires no doubt. so ricketty) without asking my sis first.
aiyoh.
then my mom doesn't like cycling. (haha i know someone else who doesn't :X) so she declined then he got mad blah blah blah.
aiyoh.
thank goodness never scold me. haha.
hrm.
bah.
i want to dance to Butterfly/Dam Dari Dam/Hero/Dub-I-Dub
not some weird music...
oh wells.
lalala.
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hmmm
slow slow day.
been doing nothing but reading and watching random tv. good thing is, i'm at chapter 11 of my book already!
bwahhahaa.
oh wells.
weaning myself back on reading is tough, when my attention wavers like a candle flame.
heh.
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You are a graceful Crane. Quick witted and
political you are a common sight in the court
and get what you desire with a quiet word or
subtle gesture. Yours is the way of intrigue,
rumours and hidden power.
Which Rokugan Clan Are You?
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haha, tell you guys something.
i hate my celebrity sister but my celebrity bf is kewl! and omg my best friend is SO KEWL! not to mention my OH SO AMAZING celebrity dad!! wheee! ahahahha. funny!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:02:00 AM
i'm evil.
i told him to c&p into his blog
just so i could steal it and put it here without lifting so much of a finger.
*grins*
but i have a headache.
so i'm automatically forgiven, i assume!
:D
here's the post i stole:
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It's 2.14 AM. Tuesday. I was shadowing just now. Words just seem to flow out of her like runny syrup. She's a natural, I swear. She started. I merely followed through.
Untitled
wolfen bushel of intent
the bane of my existence
i leapt at the mane of the lion
and plucked the wings of a crane
solitary peacock feather soiled in the mangrove
swamp me with a thousand scorpion stings
the pain elevates my molten mind
to new heights of perfect clarity
searing these eyeballs with new light
the sun is in your eyes
the crescent of a moon at your throat
your ears run with false praise
of a selfish desire to appreciate
and a tendency to underscore
feel the flow of the leather carvings
the thongs and chaps that secure
keeping secrets bound and people ignorant
their faces polished black shoes
silver spoons on their eyes and coins on their tongue
like so much porknip and cat knuckle
canuckle head, really.
and a wagging tail sometimes
crumpled ideas play hide and seek in a dumptruck
amongst the cartons and eggshells
supermarket waste
confectionary chaos
pastry floating with dead leaves in a teacup
it's raining coffee at the funeral
but Java's in indonesia
and the Seychelles will sink in 7 years
geographical arithmetic spinning slowly to the left
the wheels on the bus go round and round
like barney the dinosaur is purple and gay
and the alien's a lazy man from mars
lounging in the red rock and drinking sand
wishing it were blue mist and mountain dew
as the blades of grass sweep your feet over the cliff's edge
you fall and spread your wings
two platforms of steel structure sprouting and slitting the air
magnolias, umbrellas and fillet mignons
a dramatic platter and clatter on a rainy day
nude mother in laws posing for pictures
so much like the calendar on the wall
i cross out dates and hours
time oozes like red donut jam
it bleeds from my fingertips, over the pencil blade
nestling between the whorls and whirls to settle in the wood
the wolves and wolverhampton bunnies bark and frolic
insanity overtaking the wilderness
in my backyard garden gnome
a neanderthal was his mother
his father a lawn mower's assiduous assistant
so feed the grass and spin the yarn
it's a long tattertale
a floaty thread at the hem of a dress
that's what rumpelstiltskin said
his own name a misshapened weave
nobody sees beyond the looking glass
alice was in wonderland
chasing rabbits and potion bottles
stacks of fungi and miasma
the rot that is rouge and mascara
powdering cracks and craters
if only women knew it better.
Yeah. If only women knew it better. Maybe they do? If only they knew how to spell too. It's 2.19 AM. What time is it over there?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:30:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:15:00 AM
haha, maybe i was too bitchy yesterday so today i am plagued with a headache. but never mind~ all is well. :P
was reading the book of Crane from l5r that i borrowed. haha, chapter 7 already. not bad not bad considering my very short attention span.
hrmx. haiz.
thinking of stuff. like tomorrow i'm supposed to lend junior court shoes, but i'm worried that they're too big for her. worried that i cannot find the shoes. thinking whether i should buy the stockings for her too or not.
thinking of poems. specifically the poems i wrote. i dunno what time i slept last night eventually. but lol i kept falling asleep off and on while writing last night.
it's strange you know..
how words can appear - materialize - in your head..
am i just a vessel for someone else's thought?
like a wire is just a pathway for electricity to pass through?
hmm.
because sometimes i look back at what i have written. and i think. did i write that...?
ah wells.
the mysteries of the world will never be solved i guess.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:24:00 PM
i shall officially proclaim that i am a loser.
please feel free to throw rotten eggs in my face
slap me
or call me names
it's perfectly alright.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:27:00 AM
tmd bad mood.
and blogger's the only one awake to hear me rant.
but blogger isn't private.
so i can't rant.
wtf.
ARGH.
can't stand it. can't take it.
tmd.
oh, go away dith.
JEEZ.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:15:00 AM
wheeee!~
got home from the band/CO orchestra not long ago.
haha. i shall declare that it was good!
i met drew at the mrt station, then ran into ms tan (lol my maths tutor) chatted a bit, then xy came. hehe. she ar.. kept complaining her skirt falling off :X fall off also never mind~
hmm. quite lonely up there alone in circle 2. sat right at the corner then people kept passing by me to get into their seats. ah bleh. at least the view was decent. lol.
quite gross actually. they were wearing the aj blazer. haha that garish blue color in the esplanade. looks so weird you know? LoL. anyway grabbed meself another copy of the programme on the way up. after having my bag checked, etc etc.
the band was good. but very band. but good. i liked their medley of the Sound of Music. very uplifting. and the transition between musical pieces was smooth. emcees were better than the previous day's. LoL. haha nice. i loved the drummer! when they played the new york song thingy. hmm. On Main Street. composed by hmm a japanese i think. YAY! very bluesy and jazzy and the drummer omg omg omg i love drums! so when they broke out the drums i was like OMG OMG OMG! *drool*
20 minute intermission. people moving in and out again.
hmm. wa CO was damn grand. and the chinese emcee's chinese is damn good ok! haha. anyway everyone was clapping and cheering loudly when the conductor came up. haha his hair still longlong.. shoulder length hair. shuai and cool! but then again, if he wasn't and if he didn't have stage prescence, ajc's CO wouldn't have gotten syf gold and first! wheee~
hmm. they had a percussion solo. WAH IT REALLY WAS GOOD. and a girl was playing on the main drums :D haha i saw angeline. yay! hehe. the second piece had two flute solos i think. omg they're damn good and they look damn cool! :D :D :D now i regret that i didn't join CO :X LoL. oh damnnnnn. i really wanna learn the erm.. er hu! LOLOLOLOL! sheatttt. hahaha.
the best part was when band and CO combined and played two pieces. one called Descendants of the Dragon composed by this man. he stood up as the spotlight shone on him from his seat and waved. haha so cute. and the piece IS NICE. =D~ this was conducted by the CO conductor. then for the final performance, the band conductor aka Ms Tan conducted. ahhhhh. so sad it had to end =(
lol it was so funny. after the whole thing ended. some people in the audience actually did an AJC cheer. LOL. so i cheered along. hahahahahaha. then i left.
LoL someone busy sleeeeeping at home. so didn't meet me for supper. awww too bad.
anyway walking back to mrt bumped into Liyu and her gang. haha. something about cosplay on 6th june? hmm. she actually looks quite good. bah. i got a bit lost looking for the underpass. then while walking through citylink i saw this girl who was wearing exactly what my sis wore today.... hmm.
it really was my sis and my mom. -_- haha. so i flicked her and they were surprised to see me. :o dad came and we all went home together.
ahh. now considering attending the guitar+harmonica concert. hmm. anyway Ms Tan (maths tutor) told me that the tickets for the alumni dinner are all sold out =( ah well. hehe.
kaes. signing off. shall see what lies in store for me tomorrow eh? night all!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:19:00 PM
okOK
i really found a darn good pic of him!
wheeeee! ok now i can sleep in peace.
HOT NIGHT =(
btw frankie fitzgerald who played aeneas also is quite cute. don't remember that character though. =(
note to self: find info of Iliad.
oh, haha. today i asked a very stupid question.
i said:
Does the baby get paid to act in Troy?
:X
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:45:00 AM
hmm
so hard to find pics of Garrett Hedlund
=(
but he's soooo cute!!!!!
and
lastly
hehe. younger version of brad pitt. but there's this pic where he looks ew.. it's the raffle pic btw.
brad pitt still wins hands down!
but garrett is younger =(
and garrett is 18 or 19!
wheeeee!
lol i'm nuts -_-
will be fine in a few days.
and it's TOO HOT TO SLEEP
=(
so i'm going insane although i'm sleepy. =(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:33:00 AM
i asked the book if i had spent too much money today.
it replied curtly with an "absolutely not."
hmm.
i suppose that's good?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:46:00 AM
today i went for ajc's dance/choir concert at kallang theatre. lol, i'm so supportive although i hated 'doing time' there! hahaha. i rawk.
anyway had the bad luck to run into ms ong -_- don't really like her -_- but i suppose it's ok when we both pretend to be courteous and civil to each other. at least, maybe i pretend. or it's second nature to be polite. i don't know.
saw mr tan sl also. haha still so cute. my friend thought he younger than me wor -_- bleh. he said tomorrow they might release a small amount of tickets. hmm, i'll trust you mr tan! :D hehe.. i like mr tan. he's so so so cute. =) still remembers me! omg yay! haha..
the dance was omfg so amazing. maybe it's the first time i've watched dance proper.. but it was hella good. it was so poetic and literary. i loved it! omg.. the expression.. heh. i understood it! omg... ok... dith is understanding art... she appreciates it! she's turning into some arthouse person! wahahaha call IMH! :o
but the choir.. it was damn disappointing. although i loved the part where the spotlight decided to fizzle out above the balcony. HAHAHA. funny!
hmm. if i could remember the dance properly i could write an essay analysing the whole thing. yeahh. it's fun, you know.. and oh so amazing to realise that i actually understand dance :o in its whole abstractness. wheeeeee!
walked back to kallang mrt.. long day.. damn tired...
oh today.. i woke up damn early. 7am.. omg... first time in ages.. eons.. since i've been up at that unearthly hour. i had cereal and milk, took medicine.. went central with my mom, popped into library to look for her friend, went to the bank to put in money.. which i coincidentially spent like an HOUR later. OMG. i SPENT ALL. ARGHHHHHhhhhhhhh realization sucksssss. anyway.
i'm happy with my purchases! argh fuck dammit. all toys. Evirobs to be exact. why oh why dith are you such a sucker for toys. =( ah well. at least not make up :X hehehe... although many would disagree with me. hahaha.
caught Troy, which was imo not bad. i rate it 4 out of 5 stars i think. omg brad pitt! omg his lookalike! omg omg omg blonde hair with piercing blue eyes! omg omg that face! omg omg omg shuai~! hahahahaha.. the horse was cute too! hahahahahaha i liked the part where the soldiers seemed to hatch and swarm out like insects infesting a town. hahahahahahahahaha i dunno why but that scene gave me that visual. lolx.
had this omfg eel at some sushi place. hahahaha OMFG the eel was such a generous portion! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh eat until i satiated! WAHAHAHAHAHA OMFG.
yeah. well. tired.
catch ya guys later.
bye~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:12:00 AM
bleargh.
medicine is just gross.
haha, took my pills just now with fresh mmmmilk.
the sugar coated pills are fine because they slide nicely. but they're so bigggggggggg. the smaller pills coated with beeswax i think are easier to go down. i can take like 2 or 3 at once.
but yeech. the pills that melt into a powdery mess. had a very disgusting time with one of them yesterday. as if the first one wasn't bad enough. last night i took the pills with the soup from my sliced fish (with very little rice) soup. bleargh.
the pink pill went down immediately. but it trailed a bitterness down my throat. yucks. but the #$^@#$@# yellow pill. that one decided to stay stuck on my spoon so i practically had to have it dissolve in my mouth.
yucks..
however today i placed them at the back of my tongue then drank milk to swallow. haha, so much better.
i still can't take pills with plain water -_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:20:00 AM
AHHHhhhhhhhhhh
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:53:00 PM
toys!
yay! it's out tomorrow!
wheeeeeee!
pai dui pai dui pai dui!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:49:00 PM
YAY YAY YAY!
i finally got my NTU letter in the post!! now there's something solid so the realization can sink in further! YAY YAY YAY!
i feel better now!
*whoops with joy*
hehe. but it's so darn hilarious man.. the NTU website said the online application form is not accessible till you receive your letter.. but uhhhh i've already paid and received my matriculation number...
andddd...
the letter tells me to pay and register by 27th may 2004. LOL!
this is funny!
but YAY YAY YAY!
(^_____^)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:58:00 PM
hmm. 1006th post in this blog. i've come so far? one and a half years and i'm still into this blogging thing. hmm.
anyway i woke up today feeling like crap. throat was hell. and i had somewhat of a headache after sleeping for only 5 hours or so. stumbled outside, sat in the chair next to mom and stoned. mom said i could use the comp. i didn't want to use the comp.
spent the next three hours dozing in the chair. =/ argh feeling like crap. then around 12.45pm she turned on the tv. bananas in pjs was on tv. i woke up because of the noise. sat looking dazed, then gradually returned to the waking world.
gargled some anti-bacterial thing. bactidol i think. felt better. walked around, turned on the comp, had mee sua and yong tao fu for breakfast (or rather lunch).. yeah. i think i might cave in and actually pay the doc a visit. argh.. i hate doctors!
$%#$^#$@#Q!#!#!#@$^@^$
=(
mom heading to bishan to collect tix from SISTIC counter. they called just now, reminding her to collect a day before the performance, before 8pm. lol. haha i shall keep the ticket stub in memory of the performance. lol. very last ticket somemore. that's nice.
hmm. i want to go shopping. and if i feel better i want bubble tea too! :D but i don't want to infect you with the germs you gave me now that you're better =/
bleh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:36:00 PM
here's another...
nov '03
hmm. these memories. =/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:39:00 AM
hmm. 3am. i'm still up. can't sleep i guess. throat hurts. that isn't new. just read through a random archived month of my blog. brought back a lot of memories. many of them painful. hmm.
july '03.
i see the link the past has with my future. i see it all now. =/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:59:00 AM
my throat still hurts.
maybe if i close my eyes it'll go away like all the nasty things in the world.
have you guys heard about the disgusting execution of the american? my condolences. but i didn't see any need for them to resort to such means. it's gross really. but the generation has been numbed with graphic violence that it's just another gory flick to them. one of these days, i'm going to cave in and download the clip like everyone else who has seen it.
war..
fought through the internet even. they're waging a war, stirring up anger; stirring up sympathy for their cause with this video clip.
"revulsion"
that's what how papers described masses reacted. "Bush should get his balls back" a few americans retorted. everyone's angry.
i suppose, it won't be long before we end up like what is depicted in The Day After Tomorrow, eh? massive destruction caused by the angry will of God or by human ambition or war to cause the world to crumble. complete annihilation.
salvation?
another race will take our place and follow in our footsteps. it's a vicious vicious cycle.
the world gets increasingly depressing as the human race advances, doesn't it? it seems like our innocence is being shed and we see everything in its stark cruelty.
same as us when we grow up. when the weight of the world bears down upon us and suddenly the veil of innocence that protects falls off.
it's scathing.
reminds me. i need to watch movies! Troy, The Day After Tomorrow, 50 First Dates (!!!!) still awaits.
gAh...
but. the GREAT Singapore Sale starts as of tomorrow!!!!! ladies, start your shopping bags! :X (and men) >:) wheeeeeeeee clothes clothes for uni!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:00:00 AM
ok. that was lame. i did the lamest and most hilarious thing. i bought the very last ticket through SISTIC for my school's band/co performance that's this sunday. -_- roy sent me the link, then i clicked, but when i wanted to buy the site died. it recently just came back on a few minutes ago. imagine. THANK GOODNESS I SLEEP AT THIS UNGODLY HOUR.
anyway. when i checked the site there was only a single seat left. SISTIC then decided to give me a 500 In(fer)nal server error immediately -_- i was thinking of rushing to bishan early tomorrow morning to buy the ticket, but gah.. i'm still ill.
anyway i just bought the ticket using my mom's debit card. and she's sleeping. well, she gave me her permission earlier ^^ i'll tell her tomorrow. with shaky hands i printed out the confirmation slip (the site was still giving errors ARGH script fucked up) and voila! although it's a CRAP SEAT but STILL row EE aint that bad. hehe. i sat in EE while watching Forbidden City and it was fine ^^ shall bring binocs on sunday. WHEE!
and i passed roy cash earlier on to get me tickets to the choir/dance concert at kallang theatre. hehe. thanks roy! =) ahhhhh. happy!!!!!!!!!
okok better sleep early. tomorrow gotta go bishan. and i had better be well. and.. the Garbage song Cherry Lips is still playing. LoL been playing ever since Shawn sent it over.. thanks Shawn! =)
gotta work on my character sheet for 'Vette tomorrow. ;) hmm. thanks jason for helping me with it? ^^ i owe you honey green tea with pearls tomorrow :P
night all!!!!
wheeeeeeeeee tix! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:17:00 AM
LOL
taxi = confession box
my dad was just telling me.
shan't elab cos people need their privacy.
and i'm ill -.-
but one good thing. i'm going to AJC's Choir/Dance and Band/CO concert =D
hmm.
yeah.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:29:00 AM
LOL i'm still awake!
look at the time!
hmm, not that bad la, i've done 10am before or something.
heh.
well.
nothing to blog about as usuallll.
wanna catch a movie though.
boredddddness...
i should start playing ffx2 tomorrow.
yeah.
crap man.
nothing to blog about.
okokok
going to sleep now.
night!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:31:00 AM
TMD
stupid people at MOS burger
FIRST, they make me WAIT half an hour
then i ASK and HEY, my order has been MISPLACED.
fine.
THEN i take the stuff home.
AFTER confirming twice with their staff
I COME HOME AND
HEY,
WHERE IS MY OTHER PACKET OF FRIES
-____-
#@$!@#$!Q@$!$!@$!@$!#%@$^@#$^ KNN
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:35:00 PM
thoughts at midnight.
i saw a crippled man today. he sat on the tiled interchange floor at midnight. he came into view as the escalator whirred to the top - what seemed like only a moving head on the ground.
midnight.
i caught one of the last trains home. a miracle! praise be to SMRT!
i nearly kissed the dull black of the paint as the doors opened - miraculous work of mechanical late-night saving grace.
toa payoh was the last station it went to - the last station so close to home - the station i grew up visiting for ten years of my life, the station that was home.
lifesaver.
it was probably the last - or second last bus he caught; the red-white of the number plate pulling into view shortly after we hasted our steps from the mrt station.
transport and mass rapid transit.
midnight.
i had to pass by the man again to get my bus. he was still there.
i wonder how he got there. wonder what he was doing there.
begging?
midnight.
there's a fraction of the people around than there are in the day. jason said he was probably pretending. who's to know? his crutches are laid down on the floor beside him. two strong black supports, gnarled and twisted in the yellow light, like knolled branches of trees.
i wonder what's going to happen to him later.
i wonder what's going to happen to him tomorrow.
but it's really not my business.
i glance pass him like so many of the few people left in the terminal. leaving him alone, trying not to stare.
i don't stare. it's like telling people they don't belong. but if people stare at me strangely i stare back. i know i shouldn't. fights happen this way.
a lady has a loud conversation on her mobile phone beside me, and i lean against the oil of fingerprints that covers the steel railing. i, too, take out my phone, but i type.
somehow my muse has ceased her game of hide-and-go-seek. i've found her. she returned to me after i walked past the man and towards my bus stop.
the bus finally comes. the person at the very front of the queue - a young man - attempts to prove the sign wrong.
"Doors only open when bus arrives" it states, in simple plain black on white. it's true, you know. the doors only opened when the bus came, no matter what the guy did around the door, or at the sensor.
i found a seat on the bus. i usually sit there. last double seat at the back, before the long row. on the left aisle. i continued recording my thoughts into digital lcd font on the way home. i heard a motorbike rumble softly before it came into my vision.
cats. so many cats are out tonight. it seems my senses are heightened when my muse guides my thoughts, and tries to organise them into a clear path - not a straight path, mind you. my thoughts meander habitually. i am possessed. and am in a semi-trance. and i cannot stop until everything has flowed out of me - translated into something tangible. that i can see. in the stark black print. only then will i feel satisfied.
anyway. i just watched Van Helsing. hilarious, really. but i liked the graphics. you gotta give them credit for it, although most hate the script. it's trash. perhaps. a little too overdone, maybe? i personally thought it was fine. hugh jackman was, as usual, a dish. and a wolfman. kate beckingsale? the ever personably cold (how ironic) gothic chicka who has a fling with the wolf man. these cliches will stick with them for years to come.
i'm home now. bus plans didn't go according to plan, but the mission: complete. everyone is safe at home without the need for rescue by a cab. ahh, late-night transport. something we could never do without.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:47:00 AM
just in case...
Sakae Sushi
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:06:00 PM
and...
-some- idiot who lost his voice still wants to go out.
raining my area now. =(
oh wells.
idiot.
stupid habit of booking tickets online.
argh!
*fwaps about with movie stub*
and it ends so fucking late tonight.
but resourceful dith *gives self pat on the back, accompanied with smug smile* manages to come up with something!
yay!
no fucking mrt so shall take bus!
bussu bussu bussu~~~~`
zzz.
tomorrow gotta give tuition again.
can replenish my stash of cash.
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:00:00 PM
just now ate at sakae sushi.
damn full man. i can hardly walk.
ate the buffet.
me, mom, sis.
pre-mothers' day celebration.
hmm they charged us less one red plate.
ah well.
we ate 55.90 worth still!
argh can't walk.
LoL.
*faints*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:58:00 PM
i was tricked!!!
it all started when i was playing with the price tag sticker on the bananas. i detached it then was sticking it on random things i found on the table. :o
i stuck it on my dad's wallet, unstuck it, stuck it on my dad's plastic 2 litre water bottle, then finally on the screen of his handphone. bwahahaha.
then my dad went to take his things, then peeled it off.
he came over to me, said
"ni de shou an zhang"
(your hand is dirty)
(to distract me --;)
then stuck it on my hand.
-___-
so i quickly tried to stick it back on him but he evaded.
argh!!!!!
lol damn funny.
another silly family anecdote proudly sponsored by Dith's Drivel. (yes, my drool. lap it up.)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:56:00 PM
it's irritating that the last train that goes to Marina Bay is so annoyingly early. now i have to rack my brains (or wreck :P) to look for an alternative route.
but whee! my wisdom score isn't that low after all!
i've found the best route home :P (or escape route :o)
today me and sis taking mom out to have sakae sushi. fwahz. the all-you-can-eat buffet i reckon. gonna have to stumble around after that, lopsided and bursting at the seams.
whee!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:30:00 AM
nothing to write here of late.
NOW WHO OSMOSED MY INSPIRATION
WHO KIDNAPPED MY MUSE
WHO STAGNATED MY IMAGINATION
WHO HALTED MY BLOGGING ENERGY?
oh wait.
i think i know who.
or what.
ffx is sapping the life outta my soul.
h-elpppppp.
i'm getting sucked in..
aaaaarg--
...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:41:00 AM
hmm.
i completed ffx~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:05:00 PM
i paid ntu $100.
=(
i learnt more of D&D.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:23:00 AM
i examine my foot
to look for the
mysterious place
that feels
bitten.
sore scraped confused
i cannot see it.
only the dried blood
from a newly acquired scratch
afflicted by
corners of plastic.
i tripped over
a pile of things.
as for the spot
that i'm looking for
i find it by touch.
exactly where i was
bitten
on sunday night -
heyday,
it's
mayday -
by an annoying insect
that was flicked away
at the bus stop.
or is it just my imagination?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:09:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
This is my blogchalk:
(.. ) ( .. ) ( ..)
`/.tagGiE~.\'
To Do List - JAN
.devote&resolve
.stevie
.jog
.plan for poison
To Do List - FEB
.3rd MUSE
.13th - 16th: HCNY
.jog
.work x3
.plan for poison
To Do List - OTHERS
.make pyong the fox for my sis (bought materials)
.clean my ps2 lens
.read more thought-provoking books
.start writing again (poetry/songs/prose)
.study philo/random theories/psychology
.study business theories
.tidy the place
.actually BUY a swimsuit
.learn how to swim
.bake
.design wall mural for room
.learn how to knit/crochet properly
.print my grad photos
HOSHII MONO
.ryokou
.phD/masters behavioural psychology
.BANANA.BANAO
.shiawase
.yasetai