Saturday, July 31, 2004

lol i admit, i stole this off funkygrad^_^

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Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind



by Wong Adlena Radzie, NTU

Genre	Comedy/ Romance
Duration	109min
Rating	NC-16
Starring	Jim Carrey, Kate Winslet, Kirsten Dunst, Victor Rasuk, Mark Ruffalo , Elijah Wood
Directed by	Michel Gondry
Premiers at Shaw Cinemas on 27th May 2004
"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd" - Eloisa to Abelard by Alexander Pope

These
simple lines spawned a feature length film. It is in the strangest places that
Oscar-nominated scriptwriter Charlie Kaufman finds his inspiration.

Eternal Sunshine
of the Spotless Mind follows the tradition of brilliantly elusive predecessors
such as Being John Malkovich and Adaptation. Non-linear narratives, deceptively
simple characters with a morose disposition or a dark past; that are in need
to surmount an innate desire in order to achieve divine satisfaction and lots
of morals to tell and lessons to teach- these are so far signature-ly Kaufman.

Then, there is
Michel Gondry, the director responsible for the Chemical Brothers' music videos,
and who sets the stage for these blameless vestals.

And
it is a mind-whirling stage indeed, with three suspicious and shifty teenagers
(played by Elijah Wood, Mark Ruffalo and Kirsten Dunst), who are actually the
neuro-technicians and perform the "psychological surgery". They are
the lackeys of the equally dubious Dr. Howard Mierzwack who owns Lacuna Inc.,
a subterranean and dingy office.

Just when you think
this show couldn't get any more complicated. Think again.

Or maybe (I suggest),
you can just forget about it. Like Joel Barish (Jim Carrey) tried to.

His girlfriend,
Clementine Kruckzynski (Kate Winslet) has zapped him out of her mind, a move
presumably catalysed by their not-so-ideal relationship. So, Joel embarks on
a tit-for-a-tat mission and decides to seek the help of Dr. Howard.

Unfortunately
for Joel, the law of Physics stands in his way of getting a successful self-inflicted
amnesia: for every force enacted, there will be an equal and opposite reacting
force. Joel finds himself re-loving Clementine all over again.

And he finds the
drive to even out the imbalance, to fill up the space in between- with Clementine,
of course. This is the first of many motifs in this movie. And here, the enigmatic
memory of the human being is the tool to help illustrate this human quest to
complete themselves- whether in life, career, or love.

At the same time
though, memories are by nature interwoven and overlapping, so compartmentalising
them to prepare for the erasing process is impossible. Needless to say, this
spells the ominous failure for the corporation, and spells hope for the sentimental
amongst us. In the film, the "eraserheads" had a solution for that:
to go back and do it again and again, make sure they did not miss anything.
Herein lies the next important motif in the movie: repetition.

Clementine
sets the standard for this one when despite Joel's assurance that he has never
thought of associating Clementine's name to the eponymous song, she insists
on humming the tune. And it got stuck (unfortunately on me as well, annoyingly,
throughout the movie) with Joel.

But even in the
complex of things, for the unlearned eye, the movie is ultimately about change
(like the colour Clementine's hair): that moving on and getting closure is what
the end of relationships is supposed to be all about. Not dwelling or brooding
or obsessing about why someone fell out of love with you. No doubt oblivion
offers peace (think about how great it is if you can forget the worst things
that have ever happened to you), but it also self-destructs, as Joel exemplifies.

Rubber-face Carrey
fits seamlessly into this role as the bookish, nervous 31-year-old character.
And so does Winslet, a free-spirited old soul who guides her man along. She
is change, he is continuity; she is spontaneous, he is planned (like the diary
he pens), and so the story goes about a chalk and a cheese.

Personally,
this film stands for choice, or free will.

Remembering (bad)
things may be a masochistic endeavour, but forgetting things is worse. Think
(I mean, forget) Alzheimer's, and you will get what I mean. The world is fighting
that dreadful disease simply because it is frightening not to remember. Life
is not a automatic car wash where you come out different, where you come out
squeaky clean. You don't want that in real life. Well, I certainly hope not.
I wish for our conversations with the people around me to go beyond remembering
one another's names, or when we last met.

So, till the memory-zappers
come creeping up on me a few years down the road, I hope to remember the eternal
sunshine the way it is- spotless.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:10:00 PM

lalala~ I'm walking on sunshine!~

hmm, found this quote, whoopeedo!

"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd"

- Eloisa to Abelard by Alexander Pope

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:00:00 PM

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:17:00 PM

infernal problem with blogger..
T_T
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:14:00 PM

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:11:00 PM

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:05:00 PM

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will be happy enough to help anyone at all and
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correcting thier mistakes.
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:29:00 PM

here i am again.. ladeeda.. blogging..
fever yoyo down again..
this time tried a new strategy, downed a Panadol Cold tablet. hopefully it will quench the raging fires in my head. lol.
siaoz liaoz.

this morning was very horrid. had to wake up early because the contractor or someone was coming to check on the window rivets. and i couldn't lie down. =( so sick lil me hid in the toilet and waited for the man to come, and then for him to leave. geez... immediately when he left, i stumbled out and onto my bed and tried to rest. after much deliriousness, i fell asleep i guess.. mom returned home with food.. so i dragged myself out of bed to swallow some food and panadol..

and now i'm feeling much better! =)

hmm, i wonder. is there a need for me to attend og outings to fit in? is there a need to look nice and hip and skinny and have trendy clothes to fit in? i'm worried. and yes, money still is an issue here. no money no clothes. no figure no clothes. sux either way. but i guess with all the trekking up and down school and all the stress that will come, perhaps i'll lose weight. haiz so many things to buy.

pity i can't go down to zouk today.. or can i? dunno...

but i really really do hope tomorrow i'm feeling well enough to watch Private Parts with lil ol' me, and to go for a spot of shopping. and hopefully i'm bouncy enough on monday to survive the gruelling 9-3 period. and then the 4-630 period. but haha. that last stretch should be fine. it's all photo taking and learning equipment and being disc jockeys! whee! hmm, now what cd should i bring... tempted to bring voltaire :x also tempted to bring Hanson :x LOL. erm. linkin park's also a good bet.. hmm.

which cd was i recently spinning over the top?
*tries to recall*

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:16:00 PM

sure enough..
down with fever again..
think gotta cancel zouk
TT^TT

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:46:00 AM

hahaha..
think i'm going bonkers liao.

tomorrow going shopping then going zouk with royyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
:D
haha jason don't be jealous.
he said he got free invite for you too
you want you msg me.
it's a dj comp
but alternatively if you don't feel like it
you run on home in the evening while i run to my son (LOL)

no drinks though
;_;

anyway, shouldn't be drinking when i'm sick.
LOL

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:58:00 AM

Friday, July 30, 2004

last testing.
if this doesn't work then i give up!
haha still have my tagboard =)
so it's kewl :D

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:00:00 PM

hmm. testing testing.
wonder if it works. last time i checked it didn't work.
boohoo!
x(

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:58:00 PM

yay-ness! i have enabled the blog comments area! :P

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:55:00 PM

lolx, i never knew researching for stuff online could be so fun. perhaps the fever has gotten to my head; perhaps my brain has been alienated with a new mission (akin to the plot in F. Paul Wilson's novel: Hosts).  seriously, this is immensely hilarious. even my disbelieving mom exclaims with horror that maybe i have switched bodies with my sister. this is no mean feat, guys. dith is becoming hardworking.

anyway, i am still planning to watch the matinee of Private Parts at the esplanade tomorrow. i imagine it would be extremely beneficial to my course of study. what better way to educate self than to do it through a medium as visually stimulating, controversional and even entertaining as a play? and on social issues and current events of singapore to boot. go me.

so, with information coursing through the randomly firing neurons in my head, here i am blogging and having dinner. pretty soon i will read the assigned articles for the next week and do my homework before it is due, when i still have the time to do so. boo hoo. my spider sense tells me that come week 2, life will be hectic. bah-ness. =(

but who cares, on to homework!

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:38:00 PM

YOU CAN DO IT HILLTOP GIRL!
RAH RAH RAH

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

GANBATTE!

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:34:00 PM

haha, i would just like to say that ntu's edveNTUre site SUCKS! haha it's always DOWN and giving me stupid problems! blEh!!!! anyway, i've finished my week1 article, gotta get down to doing week2 article. meh. doesn't hurt to get things done asap so i got more time for other things! wheeeeee~ hmm. still gotta read chapter 1 of EBM and write out my project proposal list for thursday's tutorial. hey, although it's on thursday, doesn't hurt if i do it quick right? and hmm. still gotta think of a speech topic. =)
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so many things to do, so little time!
hehehehehe
hurhurhurhurhurhur

sorry laaaa
on a high~
cos fever broke~ and i'm feeling better!
YAY!


...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:24:00 PM

Thursday, July 29, 2004

rotx.. i am just sitting here at 630 am after waking up before 6 (due to sister's alarm at 545) which means i had only 5 odd hours of sleep. so i'm sitting here typing and listening to the fridge hum, my mom iron, my sister have breakfast. and i'm slowly increasing the amount of tissue around me.

=(

yeah. sick. dunno how i will survive today man. surely rotx.
somemore come home gotta edit work and do more hw. x.x
because.

for the simple reason.

that.

i just aint good enough.

just aint cut out for CS.

so i gotta work doubly hard.

=(

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:33:00 AM

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

you really have a way with words to make me feel even sicker than i already am.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:24:00 PM

nice nice.
irritated go sleep
so nice the feeling

YAH RIGHT

..............

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:39:00 PM

super knn bad mood.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:32:00 PM

I wonder what's in store tomorrow. But that's the mystery right? The mystery that all those of us clueless kids wonder about before the dawn of each day. And the day passes, slipping right through those fingers like a slimy snake until you lapse into the next day. and the next. and the next.

I realise that i cannot write when it's for something 'proper'. tell me to blog and i will gladly do so. tell me to write an article for school and i suddenly can't. what IS wrong with me? i had so many bloody ideas just now for my FIRST report. and i put my fingers to the keyboard and i am suddenly FRESH out of them.

i have to get rid of my problem and fast. or my grades will suffer. penalty after penalty after penalty. why do i punish myself so much? and i'm sick. the air conditioning just aggravates it to the point of me hacking and hacking and controlling my coughing (because i will probably cough until i nearly barf or something) and then my face looks so tight and contorted. BAH.

oh yeah. i'm still left with about 2-3 pieces of work. ntu seems so foreign.. and i haven't ventured into popular bookstore myself (although i need the textbooks!) because i get lost and it's so far and foreign. hmm. i hope i can shake off this feeling soon. =( i gotta do my proposal for the presentation, gotta read chapter one of EBM, get back my ancient copy of microsoft office and actually inject some formatting into my Week 1 Report, figure out what the fucking hell is wrong with the edveNTUre site. and stuff.

yeah yeah.

and i still need to watch Private Parts. if no one is interested in watching, i'll just grab a ticket and go watch it MYSELF.

who needs friends when you already comprise of 3 entities? the Parent Adult and Child, or more technically known as the SuperEgo, the Ego and the Id. LoL I love psychology! Pity the bloody exam schedule clashes with my core CS subjects. DOUBLE BAH.

=(


...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:48:00 PM

oh zzz. i'm coughing like fuck. haiz. throat all sandy.. today it's also scratchy and i cough cough cough cos throat also itchy. bleh. bad hor. coughing while i teaching kids. wa lao.. was early for work. haha zheng hua primary. last day. good good. gotten a bit sick of it. the computers damn sucky and so hard to squeeze around and assist the kids. bah.

hmm.

so much for my free day from school. haiz. anyway i actually went back to ntu after work. wanted to borrow some library books.. see la.. i am trying to be hardworking k.. don't laugh at me --; aiyah cmi the library i dunno how to use. no books de. -_-;
anyway sat in the library and tried to go through a book. nearly fell asleep LOL. sianz. pity i'm in my hardworking mode now. (which is super rare) can't bring myself to lie down on the nice couch and just sleep so unsightly-like. ahhhhhh. gave up on the book, took out my homework (aka readings.) i read and underlined and highlighted and wrote some comments at the side. haha i rock. like GP all over again. zzzzzz.

hmm. after that took out sheet of foolscap and just brainstormed ideas with myself. haha. wu liaoz. then after that i buay tahan, went out of the library at 5.25 and got on the 179 . sianz. jurong point.. haha first thought was to buy taiyaki.. ahhhh the fishhhhhhh so kawaii~ long time no eat :D went upstairs, bought two kaya fish and one custard round. haha they spelt custard and castard i think. erm. hmm.

popped by courts but francis not there. can't help thinking he hiding from me. LoL.

anyway i have no idea where to get software. haiz my software still with dunno who. must ask owl ask them for me.. then.. for Private parts.. i really dunno. i really wanna watch but bo bianz la. aiyah no tix. kns kns kns kns kns. hurry tell me whether you wanna watch or not la. i irritated le. later delay until either don't watch or sold out le. then i happy birthday celebrate le. -_-;

knn.

sorry ar. i sick and bad mood today. bah. tomorrow 1.5 hours of school.. kns kns kns kns.
i a bit sianz of school.. haha. aiyah. must psycho myself that i love school right? YEAH! only the travelling time sux sux sux sux. haha. but staying in hostel also sux sux sux. i wish i lived nearer boon lay though. ;_;

anyway am blogging when i told some t00t who is playing ffxi that i'm sleeping. haha. dotz. dotz.

i have no comments le. haiz.
worried about CS. i wanna graduate with upper honours leh. =(

knn....
i am only so good and no more......
die.

i wish i had a louder voice.

haiz....
knn

maybe not cut out to be in CS. maybe should go do something passive like engin.........
T_T

 

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:02:00 PM

Monday, July 26, 2004

wa lao
said i wanted to play d2, ended up sister hog comp play d2 with her friend.
aiyah nvm, haha.. tomorrow start school le!
night all!
^_^

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:49:00 AM

Sunday, July 25, 2004

whatever.

i've also lost the drift of what i wanted to say
doesn't really matter anyway.

d2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:48:00 PM

i like black and white
i like silence on the phone
yeah.


...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:47:00 PM

oh my.. i'm like supposed to be playing d2 now but i'm actually blogging. haha wonders will never cease. so fast huh.. tomorrow is the first day of school.. first day of uni.. the first day of the rest of my life? haha what a cliche man. sianz.

anyway yesterday went for ajc 20th anniversary dinner. haha the food was better than prom. and they even had cake! bleh. but yeah it was good. although all the orange soda i drank left my bladder screaming at the end of it. haha sat through the whole lucky draw. my goodness. as if we would win anything. our table didn't even get the 100th prize man. not to mention the top prize. haha like i said, all the prizes went to the pehpeh. haha stupid right? :P

later it was hell getting to the ladies' in heels. bleh. but i reached there just fine. lol five guys five girls.. but weiquan left shortly after. =( so we were one guy short. LOL but never mind la. ended up sitting on the floor near the bridge near esplanade. haha stairs are hell in heels man! wa lao.

sat on the floor with my skirt and all. heck. chatted until 2+ then shared cab with manyi and minyee to go home. dad stayed up to wait for me. haha cos i no key these days. dunno where i put also. see la. tsk.

aiyah.

tomorrow school. i still cannot believe it's like so fast.. still mentally unprepared. bleh. luckily tomorrow only freshmen welcome ceremony and CS orientation. hehe. i wanna see who else is in T1!! :D then tonight midnight can probably grab slots for GE japanese. ^_^

oh ya, speaking of school.. yesterday morning last day of work at Kranji primary science club. haha. spoke to this naughty boy.. Javin. haha he's cute. he has freckles. :P and we exchanged email addresses. haha he discovered i liked Power Station also, so he kept singing their songs to me. he sings well ya know? =) muahaha. think i'll relinquish my gan eng seng 'bf' for him >:)

LOL~

anyway yup
gtg bathe le.
cyaz~


...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:47:00 PM

Friday, July 23, 2004

haiz
it's true loh..
the camera really spoilt
shutter stuck or something and lens got fungus again. zzz.
anyway yeah, raspberry collon is real nice and real kewt. and i'm sleepy and tired.
actually watched Brotherhood with marc yesterday. haha.
theatre was like damn bloody cold.
so i was a block of shivering ice by the time the movie ended, 2 hours plus later. zzz.
ajc 20th anniversary dinner is tml. thank goodness i got my stuff le. good good.
i need a digicam.. lanlan my camera spoilt. haiz.
haha today kena scolding for taking camera phone pictures in bugis. zzz the security guard woman kept staring at us ever since dunno when. haha just looking for a chance to scold us. but not before we slipped in a few goofy shots of ourselves. haha. today met mu and gwen and went out. zzz.
lol long time no see gwen le :D whee~ her hair now same color as mine sia. or rather, when i first dyed my hair. yeah. makes me feel like dyeing my hair again leh. haha.
oh ya and i bumped into colin at bugis too. kewl. then while at orchard mrt, bumped into alex. haha kewlkewl. then at somerset, bumped into jocelyn and her bf. haha uber kewl.
hmm what i did on wed ar..
cannot remember.
my memory is beginning to fail me.
can't wait for tues. F.I.R. gonna be in NTU and i have a semi og outing. whee~ and school starts monday~ YAY haha.
new horizons new people new places new faces
kewl.
that's about it i guess.
tomorrow gotta be a photographer for kranji primary school. i am no good photographer. but hell, i'll try my best.
i want a digicam.
cybershot good or not ar?
but i like those rotating lens one.
:D
more control. melikes. ^_^


...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:45:00 PM

Thursday, July 22, 2004

let's see.. this morning i woke up, just nice had phonecall from Angela from kingsfield.. bleargh. had to answer it in my stoned just-woken-up voice which is like cracking a lot. bah. anyway ya.. went to work for an hour at Zhenghua primary. ok la, not that i'm prejudiced or anything, but they seem to speak a lot of chinese, and mind you, their chinese is zai ok. yi liu de hor. and it's either chinese or malay. hmm. dunno la. just comes across as a very 2nd language school. and one of the kids said i look like i'm m'sian. hmm do i?

was late meeting mu at bugis =( then found out actually bugis got a lot of zai clothes. i did my serious shopping after mu left for her cca orientation. haha stumbling along with my entourage of clothes on hangers. haha wtf. got a nice black skirt and a nice black top. haha quite fast somemore. was surprised they actually carry my size loh. ^_^; tried on the pink U2 top but bleah first thing it's kinda see through and it's not loose enough. but pink actually looks good on me sia. if i wear those kinda of shell pink lip shine lipstick i think will look nice loh. but erm. makeup's not my thing la. so don't look at me. :P

am considering getting new pair of heels. mine are so ^$%#$ tight. just the cutting la. feet broad need the slipper kinda cutting, not the single band. cos mostly made for narrow feet. anyway got a pair of sandals for school from bugis also. haha comes with a nice shoebag thingy =)

met julius for a while, stoned in the food court with him, passed him my C Maths notes ( HAHA GOOD RIDDANCE ) bought him a drink, waited for J to come. oh oh OH did i mention i bumped into beeching? lolx. ya chingching. in a similar pink top to the one i saw Cai Xia wearing when i bumped into her at the tpy bank. haha omg. oh i realised that i always seem to be recognised and i'm mostly walking along blurly before i am waved at or called. blah. so blur.

oh my. i do believe my foot is peeling -_-;

anyway had a semblance of dinner and then watched I, Robot with him. haha interesting show. i said this to him and said this over irc but i shall say it again.

[01:45:33] dith> the protaganist is NOT Will Smith
[01:45:37] dith> altho it might seem so
[01:45:43] dith> like i discussed with J today
[01:45:47] dith> it's actually the robot
[01:46:28] dith> and Will Smith's seeming protaganist role is to emphasize and further play upon the role of the robot as opposed to the HUMAN being the protaganist
[01:46:43] dith> which again brings emphasis to the title and theme
[01:46:43] dith> of
[01:46:50] dith> artificial intelligence
[01:46:54] dith> aka I, Robot
[01:46:58] dith> isn't that clever?

ok fine. i didn't repeat it, i just cut and pasted. muahaha i cheated. anyway quite tired now. tml gotta go out early meet aunt with mom. so ya. night.
zzz.


...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:02:00 AM

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

bah.
after reading the blog of someone i don't particularly like, i can't help wondering.
is it wrong to feel that i am better than others? is it just jealousy because i really am worse than them?
 
.....
 
how come i feel like i've been there, done that.
 
maybe i put myself down too much.
 
nearly 3am and i'm still awake swatting ants as opposed to d2 monsters and typing.
haiz.
 
did i mention i bought 4 little pokemons today? got a cutesy bag from J that he modelled so metrosexually in front of his mom to irritate her. (erm.. -_-) bought some stationery from Carrefour.. yumyum nice paper ^^ some crochet thread for seplushing and maybe hopefully real crocheting.. need to find my needles.. can't wait for 26 to roll by so i can register for GE in japanese..
 
ok fine i'm thinking again.
 
maybe the only real loser in this world is me.
 

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:53:00 AM

hahaha
i finally got my timetable.
bleh.
at least friday's are free~! yeah! and wednesdays are until 1230 only! bad thing is, monday is a continuous headlong rush till 3pm when i can finally eat =( so sad huh.
 
was playing d2. w00t. killed those irritating maggots. good good. now uh. i'm kinda lost. =( haha i have a whole zoo following me. current count is: 3 spirit wolves, 1 raven, 1 carrion vine, 1 oak spirit one hireling.. and who could forget me! the werebear! muahahaha i maul i maul i maul! >:)
 
anyway ya.. tml work. zzzzzzzzzz.
 
oh ya and i cut my hair at QB too.. for the first time. suaku boh? lolx. QB not so bad. won't condemn them anymore. hahaha.. still thinking if i should redye hair or not. bah.
 

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM

Sunday, July 18, 2004

okok. i shifted back. ah well. some things never change, like my lovely blog addy. anyway yesterday i was 5 minutes late for work. darn. had to enquire at the general office of a strange school "excuse me, may i know where the science lesson is being held?" then head up the stairs "turn right and go up" without any clue. thank goodness for big signs plastered all over. "Science Hub" good good. walked right down the corridor. and thank goodness for kids having to leave their bags outside. i spotted the place asap. which was good. which meant i wasn't more than ten minutes late. oh bah.
 
reached and i was asked to wash some tubs and pebbles and coral. huh?
 
i become lab assistant liao si boh?
 
super blur and stunned tio man. wth.. =(
 
thought it could be something more fun and interactive like my previous kingsfield jobs. ie IT assistant.
 
beggers can't be choosers eh? but hell. i learnt something new from their class.

1. upper primary students learn super chim stuff. hello? biological filters, mechanical filters? omg..
2. all the chim stuff. yes, i was listening while i was washing the things. -.-
3. do not always expect to be an IT assistant. lab assistant T_T

all this occupied me until 1pm. half an hour overtime. unpaid overtime. bleagh. i was emptying the water from the filtration systems the students designed, scooping fish into a tank, and stuff. blah.

undergrads get 60/day and degree holders 100/day for relief teaching. how kewl is that? :D

anyway got a bit lost in cck. but dad said road loops out back to the main road and you can see the mrt track from there. so ok.. followed the road. long walk mind you. and i saw the lovely sight of the mrt STATION. heh. took an mrt from yew tee all the way to cityhall, then changed and went to tanah merah, changed again went to expo. bleh.

i reached on the dot man. -.- one and a half hours of my life wasted on train journey x.x

anyway sis went to lil india yesterday. she got for me two tubes of henna. one for me one for owl. and a punjabi suit. haha. she's gonna wear that for racial harmony day. :P

hmm. took the shuttle bus to SAF Yacht club. wah so way in. hmm. hung out had briefing had bbq had multimedia presentation had sharing session then went back. reached home around 11. x.x

haha bbq. whole time busy with phone.. grr your fault. :P but they sang songs around the fire (bbq fire. LOL) the food had extra flavor (haha saliva) but was fun. played games too. haha my fav is animal game aka concentration. lalala. i am getting better at it. and i spent the whole game laughing. hahaha cos it's so damn funny. :D tests rhythm coordination memory speed wits and ya.. :P

ah wells. more fun and games to come!

project acts was.. a success! although i didn't like it initially. hehe. it paid off. lessee.. sci foc camp was in papers, projectacts (but not my group) in papers and cna. muahaha. this is fun. ^_^;

anyway gonna play a spot of wc3 then bathe then lunch and tuition! cyaz~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:59:00 PM

Saturday, July 17, 2004

think if i shifted my blog for awhile it would be good. a nice breather.
zzz.
 
anyway i have work today.
hope it goes well.
 
bbq last night was nice. i wish i could have stayed longer or had more fun, but circumstances dictated my departure. fux up man..
and there's no one to rant to cept my blog. even then, i can't rant in detail. haiz.
 
another bbq again tonight. throat gonna rot.
maybe i should disappear for another week or so.
would be fun.
 

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:37:00 AM

"have a nice day. enjoy yourself."
 
tell me why does that sound so sarcastic?
 
...
 

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:34:00 AM

Friday, July 16, 2004

haiz.
i hear lightning.
 
anyway ya. if i don't reply your sms means i don't want/need to have an arguement with you. can't help it that i'm busy. school's starting soon. get used to it.
-_-
 
anyway whee! my arm is peeling. hmm. it looks gross. haha. even my bcg scar peels
o.0
 
gotta go out buy kueh liao. cyaz.
 

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:13:00 AM

suｷperｷcilｷiｷous
adj.
Feeling or showing haughty disdain.

supercilium an eyebrow, pride; super over, + cilium an eyelid; probably akin to celare to conceal. Cf. Conceal.] Lofty with pride; haughty; dictatorial; overbearing; arrogant; as, a supercilious officer; asupercilious air; supercilious behavior.

adj 1: having or showing arrogant superiority to and disdain of those one views as unworthy; "some economists are disdainful of their colleagues in other social disciplines"; "haughty aristocrats"; "his lordly manners were offensive"; "walked with a prideful swagger"; "very sniffy about breaches of etiquette"; "his mother eyed my clothes with a supercilious air"; "shaggy supercilious camels"; "a more swaggering mood than usual"- W.L.Shirer [syn: disdainful, haughty, lordly, prideful, sniffy, swaggering] 2: expressive of contempt; "curled his lip in a supercilious smile"; "spoke in a sneering jeering manner"; "makes many a sharp comparison but never a mean or snide one" [syn: sneering, snide]

thank you dictionary.com ;)



...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:58:00 AM

looking at the taggie, i wonder. is it someone i really offended or just some random loser declaring his love for every blogger on the face of the earth.

i have no idea.

but as always, you lack guts to reveal your identity, so you're a fucker till then. =)

anyway ya, sleep. yes. prioritize.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:40:00 AM

it's funny huh.
reversal of roles.

seems that i've been blogging very infrequently and J's blogging super frequently.
which reminds me.
Japanese Story. i haven't watched that yet.
been wanting to watch it before camp.
it's nearly a week after camp and i still wanna watch it badly.

i wonder if it's still showing?

oh well.
things never wait.
time and tide wait for no man.
1.32am and i'm supposed to be sleeping.
up and early at 6 tomorrow morning

IF i can get up.
cannot afford to be late.
to be late is to let down ten over people
i cannot do that

but ahh, sleep is like heaven when you're half-in-dreamland.

realised i didn't even touch warcraft, d2 or mu today.
neither did i start on the seplushie.
all i did was linger on irc, have dinner, and watch meteor garden.

which is good.
no more tv to tie me down on thursday nights.
^_^

that is why i detest tv.
always binds me.
sux.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:31:00 AM

Monday, July 12, 2004

cold..
raining like hell and i'm bloody freezing and sneezing..
=(
i like sotong panggang and jackfruit chips
^^

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 PM

hmm.
i want the Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind OST. =) seems that the screenwriter wrote Adaptation, Becoming John Malkovich and a couple others too. omg.... Kaufman was it? ^_^

anyway it's thundering and lightninging now. tml gotta wake up early. haiz.
been listening to the theme song off the movie. so nice ^_^

kk night.
nice night to sleep :D

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:10:00 AM

Monday, July 05, 2004

oh, before i go..
did i mention i watched spidey2 already? haha, nice movie. i actually liked it. =D
erm. so many movies.. so little time.
King Arthur, Mean Girls.. haha cannot remember. camp! impending! lol.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:50:00 AM

whee! going for camp in about 45 mins.. now still at home slacking. die, if i don't get my butt up and start the final packing of my bags i am sooo gonna die. haha.. seriously dunno how i am gonna survive 5 days 4 nights at camp. hahaha. oh man. and after that got a day camp for 8 days.. then shortly after, it's ajc 20th anniv dinner then start school on monday le. haha rotz.

anyway i'll be gone for a week. cya guys!

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:45:00 AM

Saturday, July 03, 2004

wa.. realised i haven't blogged in here for quite some time le. die. hehe. anyway ya, what has dith been up to for the past few days?

thursday was spent slackingggg. at home of course =D friday woke up early, met owl for medical examination. thank goodness it's over and done with. so er xin. -_-; luckily nothing wrong with me. hahah xray was rather fun though. LoL.

francis not working in courts i think.. dunno leh, never see him. wanted to catch movie, but japanese story showing at funny times in cineleisure. wa laoz... so nvm.. and confessions of a teenage drama queen also like no listings.. sad. =(

had unagi rice burger at MOS. haha long time no eat. mmm.

oh ya, and i bought two tops at Esprit. wa kaoz.. spender spender spender. haiz. but nvm~ more clothes! :D dry tech shorts look nice though, but $22 for one. i erm.... dunno leh.

anyway took train to bugis. haha mrt ride only about 40 mins or less. then from bugis we got stuff for auyong.. a very cute tuna bun with a fishie on top.. and 3 strawberries from MOS burger. hehe.. $1.50 nia ma. :D

haha auyong wasn't in office when we reached. you know what? we dunno what floor she work on, owl said either 5, 6 or 7.. ended up stopping every floor then pressing door open, then go check.. if not, then go back into lift. haha.. in the end.. it was at 8th floor. LOL.

auyong came back. hahaha. passed the frisbee to owl. lololol, then both of us zao to cityhall. her tuition cancelled. yay~ anyway walked around cityhall... then i super lame mood. hahaha.

a lot of ppl doing the makan thing today sia. i made quite a lot of friends. :D yay!!!!! finally met peiru my CS senior. she grad le~ hahaha.. not so easy to kajiao =( :x

was in the Horfun group. haha bus B got ElephantCino, Fried Ka Zua (-_-), 'G'uay Tiao (or was it 'G'uay Chap?), and Horfun! yay!!!!!!!!!!

hehe, sat beside Serene on first leg. yay! she likes reading poetry, i like writing em! omg. =)))))))) had a lot of crap to talk about.. she also ang mo pai. YAY! :x ij gal.. but st theresa's :x

oh ya, Han Wei (?) damn action. hahahaha. guessing food game become charades sia. hheheeh. but funny friendly and nice guy :P Yu An also nice... hahaha.. and the Facil. (shit forgot name.... argh. not good in chinese names) then got one girl same chinese name as me. kAOZZZ. pri school is my rival school!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha... t00tx :x

realised a lot of people live in tpy sia :D yay!!!!!

anyway first stop bedok north blk 85. haha eateateat. played this game with the patrons. we had to guess what they were gonna eat, and had to order what they were eating. haha sounds easy is it? no loh, hard!! hahaha.. but we zai, so can one la~~~~`

oh shit, too sleepy to blog.

anyway next stops were Chompchomp and Jalan Kayu. haha chompchomp damn nice. orlua and stingray and a lot nicenice~! hehe... must go there again when me not rushed.. then can slowly drink the GIGANTIC sugar cane! LoL.

ah shit. tiredzx..

kayu last stop.. haha auyong still there with gang! waved to her! later she waved bye and left. =(

anyway ordered a lot of things. i had cheese prata and tehcino. yumyum. then food took its time coming.. so by the time bus chiong to esplanade, the other busload waited like 20+ mins for us. paiseh~

by the time debrief and prize giving, nearly midnight le.. add the photo taking sessions.. midnight+++++. dad gave owl a lift home...

and now i am home..
and sleepy....
so ya..
night~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:28:00 AM

Thursday, July 01, 2004

omg...
it really is so hard to imagine taylor as a father.
haha..



hehe so cute right? family photo:


...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:20:00 PM