Wednesday, September 29, 2004

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F-A-T

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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:03:00 PM

Sunday, September 26, 2004

forget about everything else la. you're so fat you can only be confined to be a nerd. should have gone to engineering haiz. -.-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:25:00 AM

how do you expect people to like you when you can't even like yourself?
but in a society where looks matter the most, even the basic thing of liking yourself can't apply. and people like me, will never get anywhere. i'm forever wedged in the in-between of society. meat balloon..... haiz. must go jian fei le that's what i tell myself but always no time to do so. sux........ at this rate i'll have no one left to talk to even...........
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:21:00 AM

Saturday, September 25, 2004

heh. i've really neglected my blog huh. don't know why, just don't feel like blogging. actually i don't feel like doing anything except for watching naruto and stoning and sleeping. oh and i actually can't do without msn now. haha wonders will never cease.. but yea it's cool cos there are actually ppl to talk to until as late(early) as 5am. muahaha.
actually maybe i should get a router. then can park my pc while i use laptop to do work. but the stupid ip address thingy pisses me off. haiz i really should go learn IT stuff then i can resolve all these lame shit problems. like so paiseh had to email CITS helpdesk. but i've been following exactly loh. dunno what the fucking problem is. maybe i'm just stupid la. think tml i go upload my url during break. sianz. haiz. then gotta edit the webpage i fucked around with for last monday's lesson. haha. SELF-CENSORSHIP! :D
haiz i miss jes. luckily she's blogging again. so happy~ hehe but i feel like i'm not a part of her life. hahaha. jes jes where are you?~~~` lalala. school's quite ok. emcompassing my life. i guess it's ok. a lot of activities and a lot of kewl friends. yeah i'm happy~ guess my social skills improving huh. ahh well. and and and i want a digicam. take pictures of all my friends~ camera phone also kewl~ hehehe. but dammit no money. might actually go work in sch library. but so paiseh. sianz. librarian. ~_~ $6/h. actually not bad. still thinking if i should find part time work during intersem or apply for subjects. think that if i apply for subject can do my minor faster. maybe can even do two minors. one in lit one in psych. hmm. hai i dunno....
sianz...
k la no mood to talk le. catch you guys later~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:29:00 PM

Friday, September 17, 2004

how many quizzes do i intend to do? sigh.

1. Your name spelled backwards?
oow htiderem

2. Where were your parents born?
singapore

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
an mpg of a music video by Motaota (cannot remember) from Easter Island for proj. in the end never use. sianzzz.

4. Last time you swam in a pool?
dunno how to swim la

5. Have you ever been in a school play?
ya. 3 or 4.

6. How many kids do you want?
dowan. adopt maybe.

7. Type of music you dislike most?
dunno.

8. Do u like someone now?
maybe~

9. Do u think she likes u?
she? eh. she only say so loh. dunno if she does XD

10. When was the last time u felt heart broken?
dunno~ don't really affect me la. i'm emotionless one.

11. Ever prank call anybody?
got.

12. Do u have a best guy friend?
yea

13. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
no

14. Farthest place you ever traveled?
NTU.

15. Do you have a garden?
no

16. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
no. haha. so much for patriotism

17. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
anytime la. mostly morning

18. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
dunno. never watch movie in a long time. sianz

19. Favorite pizza topping?
dunno... cheese and mushroom~

20. Chips or popcorn?
fries or candyfloss can? =.=

21. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
don't wear.

22. How will u get turned on?
i not a switch la kaoz

23. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
.....tio reject la. -.- i won't even try

24. Orange Juice or apple juice?
anything

25. When and who was the last person u went out
on a date?
jason ar. monday. what sort of date anyway. -.- got group date also loh.

26. Favorite type chocolate bar?
cannot eat choc la. wa lao

27. When was the last time kissed someone?
my stuffed toy

28. When was the last time u held someone's hands?
tuesday ar

29. Have you ever won a trophy?
ya

30. Are you a good cook?
cannot cook

31. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
fer what. cheat money one XD

32. Sprite or 7-up?
...dunno leh. not a fan...

33. Will you tell your crush that you like him?
no~ maybe will tell jokingly.

34. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
eh. cannot remember. hair dye ar.

35. Ever thrown up in public?
.... longlong ago at some doctor's office when i was v v v young XD

36. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find
true love?
i need $$$$$$$. haha

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
crush on first talk can or not

38. Can exs be friends?
ya. mark's my friend ma.

39. Who was the last person you visited in a
hospital?
peijun

40. What was the last sms u recieved?
J: Then dont. Have fun play game? Then tmw have fun with wolf chibi.

41. What was the name of your first pet?
fish. 3 tetra fish. taylor zac and isaac. LOL~

42. What is in your room?
bed, rubbish, cupboard, clothes, ceiling, floor, light, cds, comics, books.. ok getting crappy le

44. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?
see handphone and sleep. dunno why. the light makes me slpy. and set alarm.

45. What is one thing/person you are grateful for
today?
FINISHED MY IMPENDING HOMEWORK KNN. haha
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:33:00 PM

yet another quiz.....

Put x's in the things you HAVE done or are
true & REPOST!

Have you ever...
[x] been drunk. (partially)
[ ] smoked pot....
[x] kissed someone.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[ ] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] broken a bone (fractured)
[ ] got hit by a car
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[x] been arrested. (nearly)
[x] gone in a mosh pit. (considered)
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] had a crush on a teacher. (quite a few)
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost a family member
[ ] played 'clue'
[ ] had a sleepover party. (cannot recall)
[x] went ice skating.
[ ] been cheated on.
[x] had a sweet sixteen. (bittersweet)
[ ] had ur tonsils out.
[ ] had a car.
[x] drove.

Do you...
[x] have a bf.
[x] have a gf. (sorta. i WISH)
[x] have a crush. (i crush on everyone la. zzz)
[ ] feel loved. (i feel monotone and blah)
[ ] feel lonely (i feel monotone and blah)
[ ] feel happy. (i feel monotone and blah)
[x] hate yourself. (sometimes)
[ ] think you're attractive. (when i'm feeling shiny and radiant and full of confidence.)
[x] had a dog. (stuffed animal can or not)
[x] have your own room. (but i'm not in it. sianz)
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to techno.
[ ] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades. (if i'm lucky)
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[ ] wear boxers
[ ] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[x] ugly. (outside)
[x] pretty. (inside. i hope)
[x] ok.
[ ] handsome.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy. (i feel monotone and blah)
[x] bilingual. (not effectively)
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Japanese (I WISH)
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[ ] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[x] asian.
[ ] amerasian
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[x] sick.
[x] mad
[x] lazy.
[ ] single.
[x] taken.
[x] looking.
[x] not looking.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] aIMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music
[ ] watching the Olympics
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:29:00 PM

1. nervous habits?
- haha dunno? hands in pockets, fidgeting, etc?

2. are you double jointed?
- no~ i'm no contortionist man~

3. can you roll your tongue?
- yup

4. can you raise one eyebrow at a time?
- can

5. can you blow spit bubbles?
- i can if i want to. orange juice helps. :o

6. can you cross your eyes?
- can~

7. tattoos?
- i want but i don't want. hahaha

8. piercings n where?
- i want also but i scared XD

9. do you make your bed daily?
- no~

-- CLOTHES --
10. which shoe goes on first?
- eh. cannot remember. which one is nearer to my foot loh?

11. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one
at anyone?
- for fun~

12. on the average, how much money do you
carry?
- eh. don't tell you!~

13. what jewelry do you wear?
- nothing. hahahhaa. so minimalist right?

14. favourite piece of clothing?
- jeans and tee. anything comfy

-- FOOD --
15. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
- twirl... hahhaa

16. have you ever eaten Spam?
- yea~

7. favourite ice cream flavor?
- vanilla!~ eh i like Green Tea with Red Bean from Liang Court Gelato. =D~

18. how many cereals in your cabinet?
- dunno. ask my mom. prob more than 3.

19. what`s your favourite beverage?
- BANDUNG haha

20. what`s your favourite restaurant?
- erh. how long has it been since i've gone to a restaurant.. LOL

21. do you cook?
- NO~

-- GROOMING --
22. how often do you brush your teeth?
- morning

23. hair drying method?
- towel and comb through loh

24. have you ever coloured your hair?
- 5 times plus? haha

-- MANNERS --
25. do you swear?
- of course la

26. do you ever spit?
- kwak pui! eh. hahahha i'm not disgusting la.

-- FAVOURITE --
27. animal?
- wolf?

28. food?
- XD~

29. month?
- JUNE (and wow this is the 29th qn =x)

30. day?
- FRI & SAT

31. cartoon?
- nickelodean + cartoon network + anime~

32. shoe brand?
- hardly wear shoes, but i got a nike

33. subject in school?
- RECESS + BREAK

34. colour?
- GREEN

35. sport?
- sleeping. oh wait. that's not a sport. oh wait it is. it's a marathon XD

36. tv shows?
- don't watch tv

37. thing to do in the spring?
- boingboingboing. heh

38. thing to do in the summer?
- bum!

39. thing to do in the rain?
- hahahahha just standing in the rain also fun

40. thing to do in the winter?
- FREEZE TO DEATH HAHA

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. the cd player?
- cannot find =.=

42. person you talk most on the fone with?
- hmm. no one calls me. hahahah.

43. ever taken a cab?
- ya

44. do you regularly check yourself out in
store?
- siao

45. what color is your bedroom?
- apple green white blue

46. do you use an alarm clock?
- phone alarm

47.window seat or aisle?
- depends. window if long ride. aisle if i'm getting off. mostly i like to STAND.

-- LA LA LAND --
48. what`s your sleeping position?
- side side my side my front my back my side my front my side my front my side my front my back~

49. even in hot weather do you use a
blanket?
- kick to one side liao~

50. do you snore?
- dunno.. haha

51. do you sleepwalk?
- long ago~

52. do you talk in your sleep?
- rarely~

53. do you sleep with stuffed animals?
- fanny, kueh kueh, doggie, sometimes greeny. HAHAHA

54. how about the lights on?
- if studying might fall aslp with lights on

55. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio ?
- both also can

-- WHICH IS BETTER --
56. coke or pepsi?
- vanilla coke

57. oranges or apples?
- apples

58. one pillow or two?
- 2

59. deaf or blind?
- neither.

60. pools or hot tubs?
- both also can. zzz

61. tall or short?
- i like my height~

62. tv or radio?
- computer~~```

63. beach or pool?
- beach nice but sand irritating. pool nice but too many ppl..

64. tic tacs or certs?
- tactactactictictic

65. sunrise or sunset?
- anything~

66. hamburger or cheeseburger?
- CHEESEBURGER

67. morning or night?
- NIGHT
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:22:00 PM

108 essay... tick
106 written speech... tick
106 individual speech + visual aids... tick
106 tutorial poem... tick
108 url replies... tick

revision for 101... IMPENDING
revision for 103... IMPENDING
Weekly Report... pending
102 readings... pending

zzzz
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:20:00 PM

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

huh.. bu hui ba.. toa payoh mrt got track accident?!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:02:00 PM

i feel like i've been here before. everything looks just the same. but why am i in the black tube dress that i wore to prom? i push open the doors and am greeted by the wave of noise. the arcade. it's kinda empty tonight. i swish inside and look around for my favourite machine. it's not here. i head downstairs. i see a bunch of guys huddled over a game. there it is! i insert a token and play...
-scene repeats a few times in different variations-
i'm downstairs again. it's not there? why? it's so quiet here. i play other games. you know those kinds where you have to collect a number of apples or sort things out into the correct places?
apples. kinda rings a bell. there seems to have been an intrinsic link with apples somewhere.
i give up. i just am horrible at these other games. i head upstairs. it's my house. where is everybody? there's a sound at the balcony. the scritchscritching of metal on rope. my heart pounds. a guy in military uniform, only the eyes visible is belaying into my balcony.
how the fuck did he do that? the balcony has grills. no sign of broken grills...
no time to think. REACT.
i call out to my dad. he doesn't seem to be bothered. he's reading the papers. i suggest calling the police, he says to sms them instead.. i take matters into my hands and dial 999.. the police aren't bothered either. they said call back later or see them personally at their bishan branch. bishan? that's so far.
i run out of the house.
i take the lift but it goes up up up, fills with office people, then it goes down.
i'm on the ground floor. there's a large trench around my house. the guy who belayed to my balcony is navigating his way down and eyeing me. he's eyeing me.
i look around, other guys in military wear are inching nearer...
i break out into a run. where's bishan!? it's all forest... so much forest...
one of them grabs me. EEP.
he threatens to do nasty things to me as he signals to the pit filled with oil near him and the lighter in his hands.
crazy guy.
somehow i appeal to his conscience and he loosens his grip on me for awhile, his eyes going blank. i take this lapse to break free and run.
and it's just enough for me to scramble to this small corner glass door, down the blue stairs and into the police station. safe!
i stay there for the next couple of days. a nice ah ma runs the place. downstairs, it's like an attap hut by the river. apparently one of the baddies is her son.
he visits her on occasion and i have to hide.
i walk out on the ledge, past the big purple sliding door. there's a ratten screen here. it's call the ricepaper wall. there's a very thin space behind. i slip into it. i hide there until he goes........
when it's safe to come out... he's outside by the river fishing and the dream camera pans to me and the ah ma talking.
i've somehow become someone from cs lecture group 2. aieeeeeeeeeee.
deadly.
a siren echoes around singapore island, waking me up >_<
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:34:00 PM

- 106 written speech: Origami
- 108 5 page essay
- find a poem for 106 tutorial
- do all my readings
- STUDY FOR MIDTERMS 101 103
- STOP BEING LAZY
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 PM

yea yea after such a long hiatus from blogging -here- i am now back.
this is funny man, running back and forth from blog to blog
who am i kidding?
hehe chatting to diya on msn now.. lalala our shining star hehehehhehe zai zai zai i'm talking to someone who's gonna be famous gyahahahaha
siao~~~~`` 2.10am and i'm going nuts~ cannot slp sia! think cos i reached home 12.20am hehehehhee.
ok ok ok ok
todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay i went for Rhapsody 2004: My Stage Your Idol event at NUS, held at UCC. haha i finally know what the UCC is, i always thought it was some coffee house.. must tell kee i know le. hahaha. i actually was looking out for her today but think she aint a part of this, besides i think she doing fyp.. or did she graduate already? eep. i'm so outta touch!!!!
and i'm SO haPPy~!!!!!! DIYA WON YES SHE WON WHOOPIEYEAHLALALALA haha. was kinda sad that colin didn't win anything though =( he did a great job too. oh wells. sometimes luck just aint with you like the programme says. haiz.
haha oh shit. too busy chatting to the star and winner of Rhapsody 2004. hehehehe. i sent her the clip of her singing.. hahaha i think soon everyone's gonna be afraid of cynthia's screaming lolollol hahahaha
haha please excuse me i'm just high
hAhahAHahha siao man!~
okokokookkkkkkkkkkkkkk what did i do before the event.
i woke up noonish (haha as usual. what a ^@@^ man) went online, later went out with mom around 3pm.... went taka look at mooncake
yay so empty not so freaking bloody crowded! haha finally saw the scorchio lantern my sis saw. haha not that nice la and so EXPENSIVE wa stupid fuckers try to cheat money hahaha. $9.90 sia. wu liaoz~
went around eating mooncake haha some ppl offered us twice~ sia lar.....
haha dammit i'm YAWNING I'M ACTUALLY YAWNING SHIT.....
met two new ppl today.. weiquan (sk's friend who got in FREE ORH HOR) and andy (peiting's bf).. hehe that's nice.. i like new faces~ hmm where was i..
oh, walked around with mom then later she waited for me to get on the train at orchard then she got on the train... halfway i realised sk msged me but i didn't check handphone.. haha so i went to dhoby ghaut to wait for him... 5 minutes earlier than expected.. haha give you bonus points~ hehehe.
oh j, my mom wash the tupperware for you le, i can return you... hehehe and next time set the thing on lower heat so won't chao tah hor...
so met sk on the mrt then took to clementi... was queueing for 96 when someone tapped me from behind haha.. so eerie..
who else but cynthia~~~~~`` in pink~~~~~~`` O_o pinkupinku desu~ lololol.
haha sad she dowan cut queue. had to stand while i sat down. later she joined us then we were chatting... haha farnie. i like cynthia more and more i want to jio cynthia~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe :x okie the whole world heard that. GUYS GO JIO CYNTHIA ALSO~~~~~~~~`` hehe. ok i siao liao.
anyway yay~ we recognized UCC. got off then erh.. somehow or the other collected tickets. hahaha professional underage clubber (as IF! TALK COCK) collect tix as Rachel. hahahhaa. maybe i should have gotten the $12 ones. *guilty* =(
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hahahaha 4 hours we spent holed up on the balcony of the UCC. but those 4 hours were well-spent and passed by quickly although cynthia keep feeling sleepy and man she looked so stoned hahah so funny, even reaction also delayed hAHAHHAhaha KEnA suaned by sk. HAHAHAHAH AIYOH.
YAY YAY YAY DIYA WON
haha
d|ya (home is heaven) says:
goodness
d|ya (home is heaven) says:
how to sleep tonite
d|ya (home is heaven) says:
without keeping my mouth closed...
dith: CONGRATS DIYA!~ DIYA AND COLIN YOU ROCKED DA STAGE! says:
XD XD XD
lolololol the star still in shocked hehe
i really think today we like groupies waiting for her to come out hehehe got ppl scream someone XD XD XD lol so funny~~~~``
hehe so cute :D
i'm still jealous she hugged sk first!!!! SOUR SOUR SOUR
hahahhahaa.
my dad smsed that he was near nus.. so he gave cynthia and sk a lift home.. hahaha..
and i'm now so addicted to flashplayer.com
i kept watching animations today.. hehehe i found the Yes & No animation that gregory tan showed us during lecture. and a funny one called Van Hellthing. hahahahahhaa oh man FINAL FANTASY X PARODY!!!!!!! SIAO BO LIAO HAHAH SO FUNNY and the KTHXBAI joke hahahah WTF SO LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm
highness wearing off
i'm sleepy and high
what a weird combination
@_@
better go sleep le
byebye everyone~~~~~~`
hehe.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:02:00 AM