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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

why do people give me weird looks? is it that shagged or sad or contemplative or bored expression on my face? bahh. why do i always get approached by people if not for directions then for weird surveys about weird products which i absolutely have no use for?!?!? ha. for directions i don't mind. i actually feel happy helping them. old grandmothers and aunties like to approach me. i don't know why. people selling skincare products like to survey me and ask me to buy their products. a weird chinaman tried to con me into giving him money. a guy selling those $2 tickets tried to approach me and nearly tripped in the process. HAH. how do you usually approach people? anyone that comes into view or those who look approachable, friendly, sleepy, mild and won't wave you away? hahaha. that's the basic criteria i guess. i would generally approach someone in close proximity and who looks approachable, usually female. haha.
today i was stoning at the glass window in the mrt. i always lean against the side panel. a school girl i think was looking at my reflection stoning. i turned and caught her gaze in the window. hen desu ne. is it the hair that always falls over my face? is it how fat i am? is it how ugly i am? is it my expression? tell me la, please! and while i was going to top up my mrt card today some butch (i have nothing against butches btw) gave me this stare like i was some weirdo or something. erK?@?@? wtf..
good thing that happened today was that at tpy mrt i ran into mu! hahaha thought i saw someone who looked like her one carriage away, outside waiting for mrt while the mrt pulled into the station. she went in, i came out, i quickly rushed behind her and called "mu!" hahaha. shock diao le ta~ x) so qiao hor. i remember going into braddell mrt before and nicely turned out auyong inside. hahaha so farnie. so far haven't bump into owl this way yet. LoL~
what are the chances this happens eh. so kewl man.
hai sian. i am wrought with confusion and self-misunderstanding of late. bah.

AND I SHOULD STUDY! geezomfgwtf.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:33:00 PM

i think i'm weird.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:32:00 PM

fuck!!
haha, i keep playing maplestory. if this goes on, i'm gonna end up like jes. hahahaha. speaking of which, i haven't seen that woman in the longest time. sigh. i miss jes!!
anyway i'm a level 11 rogue in kerningcity. haha. need to train and earn money!! i wanna buy the special shorts and weapon!! x(

today i was in a tmd state of confusion. with my sexual orientation. haha farnie sia. i keep acting like i really am lesbian until i'm really becoming to like some girls for real. -.- this is getting quite out of hand. so weird!!! haha not that i'm condemning anyone la, but feel like i'm in a haze man. anyway the matter's cleared up. i have realised that although girls are very cute and easier to get close to, i still kinda like guys although i've lost faith in them. hAh. can't be bothered liao le la. relationships. booo.
think i wanna cut short hair and be guy liao. a lot of ppl (well, only 2 la) have said that my msn mugger posed picture mind you doesn't look like me. and get this: they thought it was a guy. ehh. wa i'm damn shuai loh! *shuang*
siao charboh!!!!!!!!! dunno what chemical imbalance you're suffering from. haiz. you can never conceal the fact that you are female. that is SO SUCKY! ^R$%#%^E%&E&

school today was surprisingly short. ended around 12. raining. but armed (footed? HAHA. soled? :o heeled?) with my bata slippers, THE WET FLOOR AND I COMPETED ON EQUAL GROUND! HAH.

ooo look! i am using my new keyboard. haha i cannot stand my lappie's keyboard, no offence, but i don't wanna dirty it. haha i'm soo considerate. hah.

heard a lot of weird things from my friends. eh wa lao. say things behind my back bo tell me one. ;_; hai. hahaha but i heck care la. we are always abound with theories. hahaha.

i really need to study hai. kns. nvm la i play game awhile first. ^.^

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:08:00 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004

aiyoh
dith why you still awake?
NE MASU LA
kk bye

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:20:00 AM

oh yes, it did eat my entry
anyway, as i was saying
(it sounded so solemn when i typed it earlier sigh)

i'm feeling a sense of loss
I MISS MY DEARLY DEPARTED 6610!
T_T

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:19:00 AM

did you just eat my entry again you fucktard server?

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:14:00 AM

haha guess what?
i'm dling maplestory
how big is the damn thing anyway?
JES I'M COMING TO LOOK FOR YOU!
HAHA shit la
bad time to be hooked on a game
EXAM IN 1 WEEK

I
AM
SO

D E A D

x(

anyway report done already sent to prof kesh already
url posting done already
monday doing extra credit report
then shall do speech self assessment
fuck la nearly forgot about that
then also must study for 101 and 106
FUCK~
x(

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM

"The only element of chaos that was injected on a whim last Christmas has conveniently upped and vanished."

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. -.-

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:06:00 AM

Sunday, October 24, 2004

i like indian songs!
people send me indian songs!!!
=D

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:30:00 PM

whee! i do love my new phone!
and i'm suddenly addicted to taking pictures of my anime figurines!
hehe check them out~


naruto gets a bear hug!


look at all the stuff i need to mug! x(


kage bushin no jutsu!


summoning technique no jutsu! kaeru~ :D~


fwah under black sky


fwahfwah neji under orange sky~
byakugan open! x)


i must go become nerd le~ STUDY~~~``
x(

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:12:00 PM

Friday, October 22, 2004

wheee! this is a small small world. realised that the girl i sat beside during the awards ceremony is none other than my tutorial mate's friend. wahahaha kewl eh. but booo. they credited it to my dad's account. haha oh well. wet wet day today. lala. got a lanyard for me phone. don't wanna lose you again~ hahaha.. damn, i need to go shopping. =\ top shop having sale~ but then again top shop not much variety now. zzz.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:05:00 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

haha come come all you hungry dith blog fans.
let me tell you about my horrible wee-tarded wednesday.
one word that can describe it is FUCK. haha.. ya it's that bad. sickening man.
but they say bad things can happen to you only three times in a row. so i guess it's ok then.
first. i left my speech at home. -.-
second. i dropped my phone somewhere and when i went back to check 10mins later it was gone -_- vavoom vamoose vanished. tmdz
third. somehow me and my friend ended up wearing the same top only in different colors. hai.
spent the rest of the day in a haze. sickening.
plus was first for presentation speech later. sick man.
totally out of it. kept fucking spacing out stumbling over words and even skipping huge chunks of text. geez. fucked up. didn't even notice mel and rachel when they lifted the signs indicating the time left to me KNS.
badbad day.
the only good things that came outta it were the welfare pack that had FHM and HWM. wheee. and i guess i got a nicer phone. but my heart is still with my 6610 =( but hey, this is a t610. still 610. oh well. hahahahah. can take picture ^.^
and today i didn't fuck up much. lol. i hope my presentation went well. response seemed good. hee. altho i occupied the whole tutorial aka nearly an hour to do so. interrupted halfway by clarence from t2. boo.
and kesh got mixed up with my name x(
hahaha.. bad news is, today gotta do report for that proj. bleah. haha.
oooh and and.

HAPPY BDAE DIYA!
=))
altho i doubt she'll ever see that. lol.
collecting award tml. happy!

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:06:00 PM

Monday, October 18, 2004

MRT SMS RAMBLINGS.

i seem to have drifted into the languidity of life. kinda seems like a still photo, shot in black and white, people on the streets, grey blurs with me helming and undoubtedly spoiling the picture with the fluidity of color that runs through this captured aspect of my life. i'm a colored, captured, caged bird in this grey world that doesn't seem so drab with familiar people - friends - around.

fly me like a kite into a chain of lightning, toss me like a coin into murky depths, spin me like a top so my colors blend into the purest of white, cast me like a stone across the ocean. my dreams, my life, my ambition. seamless journey that spans eternity.

what do you make of it? what do i make of it? no one knows.

in the varied neurosis of torpid color and thought, no one knows a damn thing.

shall i present to you my life as an organizational chart or as the haphazard stream of shallow waters that courses through my veins?


...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:20:00 PM

Saturday, October 16, 2004

eee. after listening to too much radiohead, half-life ost, amelie ost and some random mp3s from portishead/dj shadow and a couple of djs courtesy of my music-loving friends.. suddenly listening to mainstream pop (ie FIR's ni de wei xiao) had such an adverse effect on me. i was disgusted disturbed and disapproving of it. so i skipped the song. haha.
earlier on in the kitchen mom kept commenting why my playlist had such melancholic songs. i didn't realize. then i remember that i don't have much/any pop cos it's not worth downloading. and even if i have any, it's from my friends. so sue me. ;)
blogsurfing, listening to music and thinking of the shitload of work i gotta turn in by monday but i'm doing a fucking thing. nada nil none. haha.
in other words, i am still in love with my meritorious award letter. you hardly see a four-figure sum around these days. *whoops and cheers*
i miss buying toys and cds.
i need to go OUT.
and my meteora cd is missing. *sob.*

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:56:00 PM

there is no cure for the mundanity of thought, of the deadpan writing style i invoke in my blog. which goes to show that i should reconsider my stale ambition to partake in journalistic endeavours. hah. my vocabulary is pin-point wide and as psuedo-vast as a raindrop is to a colony of bacterium. in short, only pathetic monologues tumble forth from my fingers into this blog. how guilty i feel, i really should go do something with my existence instead of consuming resources mindlessly. how absymal the lack of intellectual content that spurns forth from me. and no, listening to strange music (no matter how habitual) does not assist in maintaining the illusion i've been living and reliving.
just made a connection. sji guys are talented aren't they. outstanding in language and literature - i can never seem to follow their unconceivable train of thought (it might seem, for the ordinary people like me) or understand their bombastic discourses. perhaps i should pick up reading again. and this time let it be the dictionary.

----

enough ranting about my use of language (or the frightful barbaric butchering of it). the days events, shall we?
but then again, 3 days have passed where i've followed the same routine. same old same old. spent holed up in school's maclab3, freezing, from daybreak to nightfall. (ok that's exaggerating but who cares eh). after endless typing that has made my fingers bleed in generous amounts, mindless staring at the screen in the event that my eyes have gone bloodshot and using the one-buttoned mouse with such ferocity that a hole has been tunnelled through the table - the webpage is finally done.
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please sign the guestbook. thanks.

schedule for next week?
plan presentation for webpage, memorize speech on rapa nui and start on my presentation on thailand.
it's a wrap?
cold turkey wrap you mean.

i. need. to. go. out.
movies. shopping. fun. music. air.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:29:00 PM

Friday, October 15, 2004

blah. gotta drag my sorry ass to school to edit video T_T

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:18:00 AM

Thursday, October 14, 2004

fucker.
no guesses as to who ate my post.
bah.
or what, in any case.
&TTDTEDTE%W%W#

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:32:00 AM

hai i'm so sleepy yet i don't want to sleep haha this is torture i always subject myself to torture although i know i'll confirm regret it later. haha. anyway ya.. been looking at stuff for thailand. ahhh i'm so interested in the thai movie scene now~ hehe.
sleepy man. next week gonna die until i rot. 103 106 108. 103 Thailand presentation, 106 Individual speech (fuck why i lucky dip no. 1) 108 website (haha never do much yet. fuck la. luckily i'm not daryl.. not so picky but eh i also want the website to look good dammit~! look good = credible k!)
oh no i just bad mouthed someone. eh not bad mouth leh. ppl in school think he's zai. i also think he's quite zai cos he write songs. haha.
speaking of which, i dunno if tml's guitar session is on. after 2 days of lugging lappie, i am fucking exhausted.
oh ya. haiz.
questions for you guys~

1. What's your first thought when i mention thailand?

2. pick three of these movies:
a) Ong Bak
b) Beautiful Boxer
c) The Legend of Suriyothai
d) Last Life on the Universe
e) My Girl (Fan Chan)

lala. hai sianz.
rotted. tml must consult kesh le.
kesh i'm counting on you~ don't reject me~
='(

k la enough fooling around here. i go slp le. 1.30am bah. night all~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:22:00 AM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

%E#%&#^*$(%#@#@$^%*^*

i want to kill some ppl le! E^$#^$# bth~
haiz.

knskns. super kns.
-.-

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:10:00 PM

wahaha i really really really gotta get something out of my system: JES IS A PIG~ hehe.. anyway i don't like sentosa also.. seems we went there to film then the very night/next day all kena headahce/fever/sick. wahahha. too much hot sun sia~
was in school until nearly 9pm today transferring video haha so sick! but thank goodness for taxi. three of us shared cab home. think i damn wastrel lifestyle now. hahah altho i seldom go out i still waste a lot of money on food and on clothes and on useless services like TAXI~ haha no la taxi not useless. time IS money. lolx. we agreed we should do it more often. then each of us pay only $5 or less hehe. kewl eh. rather invest on taxi than spend 1.5-1.75 hours travelling from ntu to home. hehe still dling the movie trailer for my thailand project for 103 lala takes damn long to dl man. wanna ZZZ liao~ but funny leh, i was so tired just now but now recover le. think i sleep too much in 108 lab just now. so very the tired leh =(
hai i think i love my laptop too much until i use it 24/7. so fast dirty. spent many days and nights cleaning it and today finally found a surefire method to clean it. heehehe.. brush your teeth brush your lappie~ hai this is bad love man. turning into abuse. LOL~ don't report me to social services wor~ i promise i will love you forever my dear lappie~
haha i was so FUCKING pissed today when i saw the announcement on STARS for HP101 being offered DURING THE INTERSEM WA LAO THE WINDOW FOR WAITING LIST APPLICATION CLOSE LE LOH. results of my previous choice will be out 18-20th oct, maybe that period can also register for hp101 =(
school sux man. it's good and all with friends but hahaha the isolation~ so many rumors flying around things don't get boring hahahha. so sian today marathon 3 quizzes sia. one after the other. hai so sian. i love 101 the best, only mcq no need to write a single word except my name which is a chore in itself cos it's so long hehe. after that was 102 quiz. wahahhaa. eh how come so few ppl know what agenda setting is? -.- thought small pidgeon repeat so many times le? eh. i 102 queen~ :D then 108 quiz. wahahha. wa lao... wanna bang wall die. and he say he will always set questions on Buffy the vampire slayer in the final paper. waahahaha knsknskns this is the most havoc knsknskns teacher wahaha. ok la. haha farnie sia. wa lao after having 3 quizzes in a row the world felt so light man. if only it hadn't been corinne's class lolx. panting man. like run marathon. wa lao exhausted sia. brain tired hand tired butt tired zzz.
hhaha my msn photo cute wor. Mickey and me in the pic. hehehe. she's so cute. monkey on my shoulder~ :x
k la i think i gotta sleep soon. the download finishing le. tml gonna bring lappie to sch also hahaha. hmm. must bao yang my lappie le. cannot anyhow abuse~
night all~ :D~~
SI JES JES GO OUT WITH ME!

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:38:00 AM

Sunday, October 10, 2004

whoohoo!
(lol sorry that word's stuck in my head. bwahahaha)
hmm my face has been peeling the whole of today. man i feel like a snake shedding skin. lolx. tml hope the video transfer will be smooth. and i'm still halfway through 102. haha die liao le. at least i studied 101 already but 102 no one knows what chapters are gonna come out so die die study all. hehe.
same goes for 108 also. haha hopefully he'll just give the quiz on the latest lect (that's tml's lect) so i won't die so much. hopefully can get full marks haha.
haven't start on my 103 project. i am so farkin dead haha. mine's only a week away what have i been doing!! gotta study also.. at least no need to go for 106 le. sian 106 haha.
headache's diminished quite a bit lalala guess i can get more work done. hmm.
k la nothing to say le.. MUST STUDY~ SO SIAN....

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:33:00 PM

Saturday, October 09, 2004

haha a stupid thought entered my head.
today in sentosa we kept sleeping. on the monorail at the tower everywhere sia. too tired to move too hot to go on. wanted to rot halfway. haha whole day rotting feeling so uncomfortable haha sticky like fuck sia.
but filming was fun la altho i think our members intro scene like happy tree friends esp grace chen. hahaha she reminds me of that cute waving they do when they pop up haha. farnie like fuck. no offence but so tmd cute lol.
haha i took a lot of stupid shots like national geographic got bird walking on sand waves crashing wahaha lamez
oh did i previously state in the blog that monkeys sat on our shoulders? heeh. farnie monkey sitting on my shoulder then we also feeding them grapes and peanuts lolx. monkey smart. open up my hand to take the nuts i conceal wahhaha. =)
monkey = really like 2-3 yr old so smart. hehe. nba michael jordan bball shoot lol the monkey is zai at bball. lol. mickey and who are. mickey so cute and their butts so cute like chinese wayang painting + peacock feathers + mask for ballroom party lol so interesting XD nice butts lolx.
took a lot of butts today. girls butt guys butt peiting's butt monkey's butt. wahaha farnie.
shag man. went to town met grace and sk knsknskns the movie tickets selling fast then it's like one here one there one there all so fricking part apart knsknsknskns.
owowow my scalp is painful and itchy knsknskns think burnt also leh. haiz. owow sure gonna peel like fuck. peiting i hope you like dogs hehe.
why i talk about dogs ar. sianz coincided with a dream i was having. lol.
wa eh damn tired i got a new bearbrick hehe zainess. lala.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:43:00 AM

si jes jes~ hr's bdae coming soon. hahaha

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:41:00 AM

repost. kns.
i am so bloody thirsty man. sentosa was like so dehydration inducing cos it was so bloody hot. i'm like continually drinking ice cold water loh. lolx. and i'm sunburnt like faye wong again~ kaozkaozkaoz. anyway today quite fun did filming. had a monkey sit on my shoulder, fed it (her actually) and filmed stuff.. haha we asked bikini babes if we could take pictures of them but they declined. SAD anyway we all hide one corner be voyuers and take shots of them anyway~ hahahaha..
grace (chen) and celene stayed back to take the sunset. hehe. nicenice. me and peiting left to meet grace/cynthia for movie + dinner.
falling aslp over post again. day catching up with me...

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:28:00 AM

FUCK POST DISAPPEARED AGAIN
i'm AWAKE LE KNS

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:13:00 AM

Friday, October 08, 2004

hehe...

jes:
I almost cry! I miss my 4 sisters! Karene, Peng, Min and Dith~~~ Where are all of you??? T.T Especially dith, I haven't seen her since release of A-level results. Miss her bad bad~~~ I wan demonz gathering!!! After our exams we all meet k? Annual Demonz Christmas Party is a must must! Miss you all T.T


omgomgomg jes~~~~~~~~`` i need to see jes again~~~~~~~`` been so long!! =D <3<3<3

hehe nothing much to announce, just that tomorrow whole day filming at sentosa then going to catch white chicks~ hehehe lalalala i really must start studying for finals and do my 103 project on thai~ XD XD XD

but. LAZYYYYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hehehe.....
R0X! LIFE IS GOOD nevertheless~~~~`
^.^

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:39:00 AM

Thursday, October 07, 2004

wahaha i play sims2 for 5 hours. wahhahaa shit.
SLEEP!

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:09:00 AM

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

HELL YEA IT'S WED AND THERE AINT NO MORE AE HOLDING ME DOWN~

wahahaha FUCK FUCK YEA~
hahaha omg i actually got an award sia! it's a meritorious award! omg 2.8k yea~~ my laptop is paid for indirectly! LOL!~ whoohoo~ happy happy dith! yay~ but cannot be too happy. still got projects to do. haha exams still a month away and project due in two weeks but i'm still slacking away, fantasizing about taking japanese GE in intersem or working in primary school if i cannot get a GE. LOL~~~~ farnie siaz! hehe i miss all those kids! was chatting to sk today about GESPS and i'm reminded of those future yandaos who all held my hand in class! XD~
okok~ hehe. i'm going stark raving... MAD~ wheeeeee~ think i'm high le. shouldn't have drunk teh si. hehe.. yayness! it went according to plan! i saw nat and passed her the radiohead vids i burned for her yesterday. hope she loves them yea~ w00t. somehow i like the happy expressions on ppl's faces when they're happy. thinking of working as troubleshooter in my mom's friend's company. lol communicator + IT personnel. lalala.
no negative feelings i can feel enamating off ppl around me, but lots of negative ones from myself. ba i hate my voice. yea it's nice and all but somehow it's getting from bad to worse. i just realised i have a fucked up singlish accent. damn i want to be accentless. ^$%##&R( and my bloody voice is so soft. haiz can go bang wall die le. T_T
hehe origami speech today was kinda deterring cos of the video cam but it was ok. yay i love folding froggies. hehe. think i wanna go dig out all my origami books and continue with this rekindled love of mine. haha i like so many things. origami, music, anime, writing... sheesh. not to mention so many ppl from cs. hahaha.. sad huh. tio rejected by all the girls in my course. wahahaha.
today got approached by a lady from guangzhou who asked for directions to NS line from NEL. mm. she spoke to me in eng but after i confirmed with her that she's from china we spoke some chinese la. haha i can still converse in chinese ok! don't. laugh! :P
JES I MISS YOU! WHY YOU ALWAYS SO CLOSE TO THE PEOPLE IN NYP! BOOHOO! NEVER EVEN TALK TO ME ON MSN LOH. SADDED~ anyway i don't play pool or club or go drinking anymore and i can't go out at night~ haha cannot match her lifestyle. is this really me? GAWDS I'M BECOMING GUAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHHA WTF
rachel was so shocked today that i never pon any lect BEFORE. WAHAHAHA. actually i never pon ANY LESSON IN UNI BEFORE! I'M ZAI I COME EVERY FUCKING DAY! WAHAHAHA. AND I'M PROUD OF IT HAHAHHAA......
actually i'm damn lazy now man. i love to sleep, and i like to remain in sch for meals cos it's so much cheaper wahaha.
okok what to do that's coming up:
1. study for 101 quiz
2. study for 102 quiz
3. do my 103 project
4. memorize my 106 country speech IN FRONT OF MIRROR
5. LEARN HOW TO PROJECT MY FUCKEDUP VOICE
6. do 108 url posting
7. do 108 website project
8. (maybe) stop using expletives so much. wahaha integral part of my life leh.
9. GO SHOPPING with mom for formal wear
10. W00T MERITORIOUS AWARD PRESENTATION FRI 22nd OCT WAHAHA $_$
finally. PLAY SIMS2~~~~~~~!! ok i'm off~ jaa ne! wahahahhaa

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:22:00 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

haha. hi dusty trusty old blog. things have veered to ride on different winds as of late, but they remain pretty much the same. just some status issues and definitions have changed. yea, i'm single again~ haha it's fun actually. i can just heck care everyone and do whatever i want like going out with mu or my mom or my schoolmates or anyone at all la~ hehe. aiyah but things are pretty much the same because with school, i pretty much don't have any time for anyone. LOL! so what's the difference man. lolx.
school has been fun so far. initially it took me some time getting used to it, then projects accumulated and things escalated to a peak, but then now things are going smoothly. haha what can i say. school is something you can't do without man! yay~ haha reading jes' blog has made me so happy~ Will not go out with anybody unless the person is Karene, Ping, Min or Dith. These 4 gals have special treatment by me ^^ lala muaks@jes~ hehehehe.
oh haha all this html reminds me of something. dreamweaver~ haha been learning that in school. 108 tutorials in the mac lab. blah i detest da mac lab. but oh well what can we do about it? hehe. lame macs only 1 bloody mouse button. things take a long time getting done. but both mac and windows got their good and bad la. =\ haha it's funny. on thursday i was acting troubleshooter for html code and uploading of webpages onto the school server. hehe. my html may be rusty, but i can still do simple things like editing tags and stuff. lala. haha i liked it. i actually felt that i knew what i was doing and felt useful =) sigh. maybe i should really go work as a troubleshooter. hmm.
just finished downloading coffee and cigarettes off BT. lala got movie to watch le. haha maybe i should burn it onto cd tonight so my computer can be more free of shit. lala today was in popular looking at the cdrs. man i want! so cute ok~ haiz my silver imation.. i do like you but i like color~ lalalala. oh hehe today funny day. keep talking about naruto man. think i obsessed le haha. even i eat ramen can giggle while waiting at the counter. and thinking of naruto ordering char siew ramen so i ordered that. lolx. farnie. hahahaha. shit man. all i can think of is naruto-kun. sigh. hahahah farnie..
i went to popular and to town today. met mu in central at 3 (lol my bad) went to far east walked to paragon walked to taka ate takopachi drank coke float.. wahaahaha i nosebleed le. today mu in skirt i cannot control myself. heh. no la.. you think i ero senin ar? no~ heh i still dunno how to name that kind of humor.... they have dry humor, twisted humor, corny humor, lame humor..... but what kind is mine? hahahah.. farnie. but i like to call it guy humor leh. cos seems like us 3 bros have it. and our guy friends too!~ lolx! hehe owl will always remain sweet and demure =D~
citychain citychain at wisma. looked at watches.. hehe finally mu got a watch that is the chioest in the whole shop~ it's a grey and dark pink (pinku pinku~) Adidas (YEAHHHHHHHHH~~~~~!!!!!!) watch that's $79 but 10% off so $71.10 hehee.. llalalala. adidas rulex~~~``` yea yea!~!
popular bookstore lala ended up spending $10.94 on stuff after discount. haha farnie. bought two packets of ring clips, one plastic pencil case with 18 markers inside for $2, one kogepan file for $1.90, one techniclick GREEN pencil for $2.35... think that's all ba.. how come add to so much? o.O; haha ok....... mm stationery is $_$ hehe..
happy happy with my kogepan file~ happy~ lucky~~~`` hehe my sister likes it and she's jealous. bwahahaha. so yayness now i got pencil case! heh. lalala i did filing. i went to sort and file all my notes into the ring clips. hehe. didn't buy the plastic kind cos doesn't look like it'll hold.
mom and sis went shopping today too~ haha they reached home 10pm wa biang i only reached home 8.45 loh -_-; blehhhhh. zhe yang de~~~`` k la but my mom bought present-o~ she got two boxes of bionicle lego for mi~ red and green. hahaha laaalalala... i think i know where bionicle came from le. think the creators inspired by the island of Rapa Nui aka Easter Island. lolx.... their moai and their names all look/sound alike. hmm. zainess~!
so sad. didn't managed to meet sk for dinner/lunch today haiz. seems me getting my hands on sims2 will have to wait until monday if he passes it to me then. (pleaseplease pass it to meeeeeee :D) haha i cannot tahan le~ i getting addicted to it altho i never play it before. lolx~ lala sleepy le. hehehe.....
compared to jes' blog, my blog not as interesting as hers. i v guai one, never go chiong never hang with many many guys. lala. i go sch come home no energy le so eat then sleep. hahaha. that is my no-life. lolx~
i bought a yellow polo tee and a green lycra tee from giodarno today. got the green drytech pillow also~ lala..... yawn tiredz. haha i got this love/hate relationship with lycra. bah my stomach so fat so looks bad but i like the cutting and feel of it. damnz~
sian my naruto 103 is really taking 10s of thousands of years to finish transferring =( boohoohoo. aiyah nevermind i don't like the current story arc also. so the z. what i want to watch is the naruto movie~~~~ haha think i watch fma and hng tml. and coffee and cigarettes and tales of eternia.. oh no i got too much anime to watch le. hahahahahahhaa sheesh~!!!!!!!!!!!! XD~
k la k la. bloody fucking tired. night all.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:28:00 AM


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.3rd MUSE
.13th - 16th: HCNY
.jog
.work x3
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.clean my ps2 lens
.read more thought-provoking books
.start writing again (poetry/songs/prose)
.study philo/random theories/psychology
.study business theories
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.actually BUY a swimsuit
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.bake
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