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haiz. ok i go slp le.
tml waking up early to dl naruto.
gimme good dreams tonight pls.
~_~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:10:00 AM
I'm exceptionally artistic!
Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.
Fair enough. Perhaps they haven't. But now that you know, you must become one with your inner self.
Virtues: You look for immense creativity and individuality in people, including yourself. You're not happy with anything less than brilliant, and you focus on being expressive. You value energy, liveliness, and upbeat personalities, but you're not supportive of moodiness when you yourself can be unreliably moody. Seeking activity, you like the bustle of business but need the secluded atmosphere of a studio or private corner.
Aspirations: You feel the need to express your talents, whether it be through writing, drawing, singing, dancing, composing, performing, or photographing. While you strive to ever improve your work, you want to display it as soon as possible when your impatience kicks in. You want to be a prodigy but you might not have the means right at your fingertips. Trust me, do NOT move to New York to do it. Yeesh!
Quirks: Conformists bother you because of their lack of individuality. You're often late or unreliable. You're showy and refuse to share the spotlight. You only tell little white lies. You worm your way into the hearts of others, but be careful; some people despise the show-offs.
Factors: Surround yourself with activity and you'll always have material to work with. Involve friends and family in your projects so they don't feel like envious outsiders.
Future: Show business or not, you'll settle down happily if you're among those who appreciate your natural talents and desire to perform. Don't stay in one place too long, and don't be too hasty in defining your relationships. Who are you to judge what only time will tell?
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inaccurate? =/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:02:00 AM
i dislike kns people.
especially you
why insult people who have not done anything to you
can you go take a look at yourself first?
sometimes i really regret
gawd man i try to push the past behind
argh
kns
-_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:56:00 PM
.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:41:00 PM
=_=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:47:00 AM
(until the weekend that is)
but i need to start studying for exams.
sigh work never ends.
T_T
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:35:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:40:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:35:00 PM
and fucking 111, why must i do a stupid report for you. fuck? tangible benefits. what the fuck. yes i know it is human nature to be capitalistic, HOWEVER can't you believe for once that since education is a public institution meant to inculcate good values into kids - our young hopefuls of the nation - WHY CAN'T YOU ASSUME THAT THEY EDUCATE OUT OF THE GOODNESS OF THEIR HEARTS? but NNNNNOOOOOOOO you insist on TANGIBLE BENEFITS. ie SCHOOL TO BENEFIT FROM RICH PARENTS WHO HAVE MONEY. OOOOOO MONEY. LIKE THAT'S NEW. GAH CAPITALISTS.
i don't wish to listen to anymore teachers anymore! WHAT THE FUCK DRIVING NONSENSE INTO OUR MINDS. ALL THE FUCKING CRAP WE DON'T NEED TO KNOW. SO WHAT IF YOU OPERATE ON THIS PHILOSOPHY? I DON'T. AND I DON'T FUCKING AGREE WITH YOU DAMMIT. SO DIE MUTHAFUCKAS DIE. HAHAHAHAHA. woot song lyrics put this whole shithole into perspective. whatthefuckwhatthehell.
at least 113 gives me freedom of expression. wrote my op-ed and i will turn it in after i finish lashing out at cs lecturers. GAH. damndamndamndamn damNATION. ^E*^$*^$ #$^@#$^@#^$
ANYWAY. on a lighter note. i bumped into someone so random today i was kinda surprised. skipped half of 107 lecture because it was fucking boring (ALTHOUGH IT WAS WRITING FOR ADVERTISING. FUCK? WHAT HAPPENED TO COPYWRITING? BORING SHITHEADS) and i had no mood due to banana putting my article down. YES my FUCKING FOUR HOUR ARTICLE DAMMIT. _|_ up yours. so STRICT so STRINGENT. no wonder NTU so dull if the supposedly most exciting course is so RESTRICTIVE. FUCK!
Oh. as i was saying, i left the class during the 10 minute break. hx and his friend also ponned. haha. was very dead, never really talk to hx. nothing to talk also. blah. =/ i'm a bad communicator. haiz. when he got off, took out my ipod, then saw omg the battery bar was totally empty. somehow by way of some freaking miracle, the music played. like, wow. perhaps someone (or something) out there loves me after all. HAHAHA. dear ipod mini. you're the best. in it's battery-less state it somehow sustained me all the way home. omfg. that's like 40+minutes ok.
at city hall i saw a crowd of people enter the train. they looked familiar. i turned around looking for the tallest guy and sure enough, right behind me, was mark. wow coincidence. sigh they going orchard. sigh me going home to do project. what a life, man. what a life. fucking banana and alfred. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.
anyway, got home and the fucking modem wouldn't connect to the internet. called singnet support, wow made me wait like fucking long. if i was using my handphone i would have slapped them. finally got connected. think because of the cockroach that invaded last night, didn't switch off laptop properly, so laptop disabled network card. bahhhh. =( lappie, you hate me. this is sad. ARGHHHHHHH YOUUU TRAITOR ^$^&$*^*&%^$#$@
fucking hell what am i doing here typing up a crap blog entry when i'm supposed to do a fucking report? oh wait, i have no mood. i'm HUNGRY AND ANGRY. A HUNGRY AND ANGRY GIRL IS REALLY CHAO JI BUAY SONG GIRL. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH. fuck it, i will blog and NOTHING SHALL STOP ME.
OH. i shall lament over how badly sunday was wasted. FUCK I SHOULDN'T HAVE STAYED UP TILL FUCKING 3am TO FUCKING DO THAT 107 ASSIGNMENT. FUCKING WASTE MY FUCKING TIME LA. WHAT THE FUCK. GOTTA FUCKING RE-DO AFTER 4-5 HOURS OF FUCKING DOING IT. ARGH THEN REALISING IT'S NOT FUCKING COMPLYING WITH HER STANDARDS. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.
and i wanted SO MUCH TO WATCH ROYSTON TAN'S 0104 over at Alliance Francias. ARGHHHHHHHHH. FUCK IT. FUCK FUCK FUCK. ok my heart is officially shattered. no need to pick up the pieces. too trampled upon. beyond repair. sigh i need comforting. a free screening of 0104 at any nice venue with the opportunity to meet royston tan would be nice. yeah right. like that would ever happen. sigh.
exams are coming. if i don't work hard my dreams of being in EBM will be shattered. my dreams of getting 1st class honors will be too. and yes, my parents want me to get that. dunno if i am capable of another miracle. see how. and FUCK BRUCE IS CATCHING UP TO ME IN LEVEL ON MAPLESTORY! ARGH WHAT THE FUCK MAN. sigh. i cannot pia maple. cos must pia work. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, what else do i need to get off my chest.
this week somehow should be called "ex week". today i met mark. on wed i'm probably meeting jason (oh gawd save me -.-) the good ex and the bad ex. HAHAHA. ok nvm. i'm going mad.
CAN I SELL MY OLD 107 ASSIGNMENT? she just DISREGARDED ALL MY HARD WORK LIKE THAT I AM SO FUCKING PISSED AND SO FUCKING DISHEARTENED LIKE IT'S A PIECE OF TRASH. SOMEONE BETTER APPRECIATE IT ELSE I WILL SHOVE IT UP SOMEONE'S ASS. AND NOT TO MENTION BANANA MADE ME WASTE PAPER PRINTING OUT. OH MY BRAINCELLS ARE DYING.
shall seek for solace.
where is my dinner.
school sucks.
argh!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:31:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:13:00 PM
i am so freaking happy!
feeling light! wahahaha, relieved of responsibilities until monday. gah.
but 111 report is due tuesday.
damn.
nevermind, think about that later.
and.
i need to cut my hair.
maybe do it tomorrow.
if and when i wake up.
lmao i might not sleep tonight.
THE GAMES CALL ME.
=D~~
today japanese class was entertaining. our sensei wore.. erh.. something very damn translucent. can see her bra. luckily her bra is black. but whoa man can see everything underneath. omg. whole lesson i trying to control my roving eyes lmao. ecchi. wahahhaa. wonder if she knew.
did my japanese hw on the mrt home.
good good.
and inspiration actually hit me for 107 on that same journey. whee~ 65seconds more to plan! ~_~U
actually i'm not sure how to write. but i'll wing it.
today i went back ajc to do survey. wahahaa. school has changed quite a bit. met mdm foo at 1-2-3. then she intro-ed me to the class, told them my 'history', etc etc. arm around me la la ce ce usual mdm foo stuff. lmao. they're very nice, and the good thing is, JUST NICE THEY MAKE OUR MALES AND FEMALES EQUAL! w00t. cool. i wonder who is 21 yrs old in the class though. interesting.
dunno is if retain or scholar or from normal stream + retained 1 yr.. hmm.
then i was kinda chatting to a guy about anime. lol.
ALAS! i left my nyankohanten file in the classroom. T_T nvm can always buy a new one. T_T my neko file. T_T
saw a few teachers, some recognized me, they did weird things to the school since i grad. =O~
took a slow mrt ride to ntu, even then, i reached canteen A at 915am. omg. cos i gave in to my craving for teh. dunno why these days no more teh bing. but i like the hot one. carried it and walked to CS. omg so precarious. i really suck at waitressing. lmao. threatening to slosh. even when i drank 1/3 still like that. omg. -_-!
this gal at the lift corridor gave me a weird look. ~_~ dunno why. and i saw a bug that looks like a plastic clip. butterfly clip. freaking big la that bloody carcass. omg. yucks.
contrary to popular belief, grace didn't arrive first. sk did, then jole, THEN grace i think. hmm. today some weird webdesign class. har....? zzz use publisher template also get compliments. hehe. =D kudos to sk~ and kudos to that jewelry site =X wahahahahhaa.
later ate japanese food. ebi fry don. in front of us sat a lot of vietnamese students. they're fine, but a guy had a very loud voice. omg. so loud. argh.
stoned at cs, then jes smsed me, so i left to walk to japanese class and called her. hahaha that pig. =X jes i left school at 740pm today =X heng we never set dinner for tonight. lmao.
it's wonders what being a leveling freak in maple does.
pt and i actually finished keying in all the surveys man. all 108 of them. whoa. i was reading the numbers, she was keying in. two robots alone in IS lab I. LOL~~~~~ really loh, after you do for a long time, mechanical. like leveling in maple also. =X wahahhahaa.
i brought home the currypuffs i bought at 420pm home around 930pm. my dad ate most. hope he don't get stomachache. =X eee the woman beside me on the mrt got sour pits. not only that, she occupied most of the seat that the side of her arms were nearly touching me. T_T ok you go imagine the rest. haha the train.. really my homework place. shukudai no dokoro. lmao.
ok la. it's time to set my ideas for 107 aflame!
gotta blast!
(xD jimmy neutron)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:01:00 PM
-.-
argh fucking fever
someone cure me!!!!
~o~U
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:02:00 AM
NO?
OH TOO BAD
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:14:00 PM
AND THANK YOU ALL YOU KNS IDIOTS
JUST WHEN WE THOUGHT WE WERE NEARLY DONE WE HAVE TO START FROM SCRATCH?!?
YEAH, SO WHERE ARE THE 3 WEEKS WE HAVE EXTRA? NO?
OH TOO BAD FUCKER
SEE YOU IN LOSER HELL
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:10:00 PM
yay!
exciting!
=D
when will singapore be open enough so i can see them kiss?
=X
waahahaha
i think i go club to see ba
=O
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:31:00 AM
why do i dwell over stupid old blog entries?
maybe i should delete my past.
start with deleting old entires.
yes, i live in the present, i know.
but as humans, with memories, we tend to dwell on the past.
dwell. d-well.
argh. fucking 1am and i need to do 111.
fuck you, project.
UGH.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
why do i dwell over stupid old blog entries?
maybe i should delete my past.
start with deleting old entires.
yes, i live in the present, i know.
but as humans, with memories, we tend to dwell on the past.
dwell. d-well.
argh. fucking 1am and i need to do 111.
fuck you, project.
UGH.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:55:00 PM
i hate this feeling.
i hate being swamped by a project that i hate.
i hate memories that come to haunt me.
over and over again.
you demented torture-happy freaks.
are you happy now?
i hate it when things don't fall into place.
i hate it when people don't cooperate.
i hate it when you are happy.
i hate it when i cannot tell my blog everything.
i hate it when my posts are so vague.
maybe i should write everything down on paper.
oh, and by the way.
i hate cryptic messages.
ok, that'll be all.
time for the traditional paper and pencil.
-.-
after that, it's whisk away to projectland!
aren't we happy little saps.
...
and i bet you guys hate it when i talk to myself.
hah.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:46:00 PM
so young, so angry...
=/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:41:00 PM
ugh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:23:00 PM
no fucking mood man.
also, i ponned the whole friday. shit i am feeling mega guilty. ugh ugh ugh.
sigh.
please dig a deep hole and throw me down there. i'm sinking into the ground already as it is.
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:58:00 PM
you can't have the sky when you're trapped in the ground.
BUT,
i have naruto 126 and southpark 902.
that accounts for something, doesn't it?
lala
projects suck
why the fucking teachers so fucking high expectations
and why people so fucked up
argh i hate my sister's school
-.-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:07:00 AM
whahahahahhahaha
whahaha
hwhahahahah
whahahahah
whahahahahhahahaha
whahah
whahahahhaa
finally got to go out!!!!!!
although i was lugging my lappie along...
although it was after school...
although i didn't feel like shopping...
although i had to wait for grace to shop... (heh)
BUT FINALLY I CAN BREATHE THE AIR OF CIVILIZATION AGAIN!
ahhh, world. i feel one with you again.
i'm feeling too darn lazy to study for 113 quiz or do 111 proj.
lalalala zzzz.
dunno when it will be when i can go out again.
sadded.
but tonight is naruto night.
hell yeah!!!!!
^o^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:08:00 PM
(proof that english sucks:)
yucks!!!
x_X~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:37:00 AM
"I for one wouldn't want to work in the industry if it were filled with vapid bimbos who think that pink is in, and that Top 40s music is all the rage. You go, bitch. Go. Out the door."
how typical of you to stereotype, put down, and generalize.
that's some pretty SEXIST language you've got there.
AND
"Lecturers at NTU aren't particularly bright, apparently"
THEN DON'T COME TO NTU YOU ASSWIPE.
AND THIS
"Some nerdy engineering kia dressed in a green long-sleeved shirt and pants."
you said he's not even in uni. how can you automatically classify him under engineering. tsk.
AND THIS
"Damned chink"
well, fuck you, aren't you a 'chink' yourself?
AND
"He was all spiffy like, dressed to the nines, even though there really wasn't much to impress"
as if you don't do that yourself? righttttt.
now THIS really takes the cake:
"The place was crowded with fugly, smelly, annoying people, all eager to lay their mitts on freebies at the IT Show."
HAHAHAHAHHA. well, you WERE there, weren't you? HAHAHAHHA.
(did you forget to count yourself?) *smirk*
get a load of this:
"and guess what? I was the last man standing."
mai hao lian.
AND, quizzes are frightfully mainstream and bimbotic. especially your recent ones.
anyway, being a bitch and nitpicking on a particular blog and making cynical remarks.. well, i shouldn't do personal attacks, might get too far.
ok, i just self-censored one bit i said that might offend other guys.
see? i'm nice after all.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:17:00 PM
ass. you're just gonna spark off the jc and poly debate again. remember, 75% of the cohort is made up of jc students. if you wanna be smug, be quiet about it. if you wanna smirk, do it in private. if you want to bash, well, ok, what else are blogs for. but in turn you get bashed on mine.
heh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:14:00 PM
normally i would chide you for being childish, however this realization shows that you're beginning to develop signs of maturity. (latebloomer you are, yes. however it is never too late to start. better late than never, they say.)
...even if it has taken you some 23 years 1 month and 2 days to finally see why.
stop complaining about your family and how poor they are. stop blaming them for who you are. stop burdening your mom when she already feels so bad. and stop acting like a spoilt kid. stop imagining that they all hate you. and stop reviewing how you're going to end their lives.
sins of the fathers you said?
just make sure you don't repeat the sins of your father.
Jason K. T. Y., REMEMBER WHAT YOU BLOGGED AND REMEMBER IT GOOD, BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T, IT WILL COME IN THE NIGHT WITH A SHARP KNIFE AND HISS IN YOUR EAR.
thank you. that's all for now.
back to projects.
they call me even in my sleep.
-.-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:57:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:52:00 PM
i do a quiz on how old i am, and there's not much difference.
sigh.
i hoped i was younger.
~_~U
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:00:00 PM
i KNOW i gotta prioritize, but i never should have opened the flyer sent through email about RESFEST. UGH!!!!! wth man.. 2 hours of digital film and animation. world renowned. wed 1230-230. just nice my break. and i got project discussion.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*murders stuffed pig charsiew*
ARGH!!!!!!!
nvm nvm nmvn mvnmvnvmvnnvmvmvnmvmv
nvmvnmvnm,vnvnmvnmvnmvnm vnmvnmvnmvnmvnmnvmnmvnm vnmvnmvnmnvmnvmvnmvnmvnmvnmv
it's just a stupid thing.
proj more important.
.....
yea.
but still, FUCK IT!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:08:00 PM
what's the buzzword?
.
.
.
.
what else.
....
"projects".
~_~U
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:26:00 PM
happy 22nd birthday, jordan taylor hanson.
xD~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:46:00 AM
especially you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you
and everyone else i haven't mentioned.
cheers guys.
(=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:36:00 AM
at ntu, i was carrying my laptop about, looking for potential freebie giver outers. today the weather was so fucking hot. arGh! anyway, no one gave me anything. BOOOOO! then i was playing a cat and mouse game with roy. Find the Roy in NTU! wahahaha. t00t. SHAME SHAME ON ME! i forgot where lt2 was. =X
HAHAHAHAHAH! OMG.
sat alone on the bench outside lt2, in a dark corner near the toilet. (insert sad music here) kamling arrived pretty soon, then we went to look at the booths (AND GOODIE BAGS) haha i also met people from Gen Acts conducting survey outside lt2. i saw timoNthy and i was like, "i haven't gotten even with you yet". HAHAHAHHA. that was about the lame thing he asked me to pretend to be interested about la. lmao. met almost the entire Gen Acts gang. haha. cool.
later FINALLY FINALLY saw roy. FINALLY FINALLY! still as yandao as ever la you biatch! haven't been a good son! roy did you dye your hair? oh ya, i was looking at the back of roy's hair when he was talking to his pri sch friend. =X the back of his hair quite interesting. i was quite fascinated by it. xD
wow. later on his sms surprised me.
"Dith. I love NTU...blahblahblah"
(haha, you thought what? "dith i love you? =X expected HAHAHAHA isn't filial piety natural? =D)
wow. didn't know ntu can impress people, because truthfully, although i found the hostels so freaking lovely, now frankly i don't think ntu is that zai after all. PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS. HAH. oh. LOL. sumaranai. =D
ok well. HAHA. project discussion was as sick and tiring and boring as ever. sheesh i fucking hate it. (notice how the decreased amount of fuck means i am in a better mood now) later (of course when sun had set and all was dark) we went to can A to eat din din. nothing open cept for mcD. and after we bought mcD, they closed. ~_~U eeeee. ntu so freaking deserted cept for a dead overturned cockroach and some people hanging around in the canteen. bleah.
haha damn funny man. racist jokes to lame jokes to dirty jokes. ultimate. ie kamling asked "Is a shui jiao (dumpling) a male or female?" hahahaha, then need explaination somemore. you guys slowly guess then ask me =X i'm pro. i guessed the answer in super fast time. marcus is sooo slow at guessing! hahahahhaha. xD you guys slowly think ba. muahaha.
before that cyn was telling us how she fell asleep and forgot to call the alert during a camp. HAHAHA. so i was in a lame mood. i said forgot to 'jiao4' (call out), but you are shui4 jiao4 (sleeping). maybe you can also shui4 jiao4 (sleep shout). O_o dunno why they found that hilarious. anyway they say when i speak chinese i sound damn innocent =X hehehe. =D
oh ya, and i told them last time in primary school, my chinese teacher (that chan mali chan) like to read out my test paper (the filling in the blank with the available words) to the class, and the class will laugh. the best part is, i didn't even know that was my paper (when you don't understand the subj and don't know what you write cos you dunno how to read the words and anyhow tikum, of cos you dunno wtf the teacher reading). i thought he was telling jokes. but i cannot understand so i huh? while all my friends laughing. =X hahaha lmao. only when they returned the paper, then my friend saw. and he was like, eh. that's your paper he read. then he laughed. lmao. damn cute. but i think the teacher got read out my name also. i also didn't know he read my name =X
hahahaha i'm hopeless at chinese.
then pt asked me what is the term when guys get their what cut off. cos she saw an episode from SaTC. lmao. at first i thought dunno what castration. then she explain dunno what about cutting skin and it being customary for malays. then i was like OHH! but somehow we all forgot the word. HAHAHA.
later we were waiting for 179 and the word still bugging me. i suggested we asked the lonely male at the bus stop. LOL!~~ think he can hear us, but heck him. =X
on the bus, near her stop SUDDENLY I REMEMBERED! YAY! I RULE. the word is circumcize (spelling might have error)
mystery solved! tada~ =D happy~ ^o^
tmd wu liao hor. HAHAHA. later waiting for dad, i wandered around JP, looked at stuff. somehow i didn't have the urge to go shopping, nor buy figurines from Comics Connection. zZZZ. sadded. and now, i am HOME~ yay~~~~
tml got 830 lecture.
should i go? =D
or should i sleep?
hehe.
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fuck it man. just fuck fuck fuck it. actually all i want to do now is sit here and have the word fuck echo around my head a million times until monday. but of course on monday, the same word will echo in my head still, as project deadlines grow closer, and it will be louder. gawd dammit. laden with projects. fuck i hate it. another rant you see here with fuck in it. maybe you guys wanna count how many there are here. nothing short of a million, i suppose. later project meeting. i really should go have my bath and leave the house, like NOW, but i'm too freaking lazy. fuck it and i haven't done what i was supposed to do for 105 project FUCK IT.
(okay dear reader, now you should raise your voice)
ARGH DAMMIT TO HELL! i hope all you peeps on my msn list bear with my neverending store of vulgar nicks. all which contain some form of 'fuck'.
grrrr.
(no cresendo)
anyway, big big big congrats to matt, dan, and the other members of (tentative) Idolized. heh. they are now SIGNED with Takeover records. w00t. i can't wait to get their cd! anyway i think i came across as disinterested or fake. ugh. but it's still kinda weird communicating with people from overseas. well, i know i used to do that solely, but now i'm so used to local speak. fuck it.
i guess it's also the socialization and that there's more to talk about with local folks. i'm turning into a chao cheena ah lian. hahah. not that it's bad.
zzzz.
yea. so. pom time.
ciaoz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:14:00 PM
zzz.
no mood to do project.
fuck and project meeting time cannot even come to a consensus. ~_~ can i have individual projects again? fyp's gonna be group. omg. save me.
APPEAL FOR AID
19 year old university student has sent out a request for ENTERTAINMENT, FUN, and LAUGHTER. "Southpark is just not enough, and it takes so long to download", she lamented, banging her head on her computer. It seems that projects 111 and 105 are the source of her frustrations. Anyone who wishes to make a contribution can contact her at 9#######. Payment by credit card only.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:26:00 PM
"looks like they were very impressed"
was that what really went on or was that what your ego was seeing?
well, i don't care anymore. don't care anyway.
be careful how you use words that indicate degree.
in any case, i shall be cordial. good luck on getting your scholarship and welcome to ntu.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:17:00 PM
anyway in the Post That Did Not Surface, i was contemplating if my lecturers read my blog. i also reasoned that if they did, they would need a moderately high tolerance to profanities.
there is much work to be done tomorrow.
wake up i must.
goodnight one and all!
there is more southpark to be watched tomorrow.
all hail cartman!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:36:00 AM
i was rumaging through old blog entries and i found this crap:
maybe i need someone sentimental.. profound yet light-hearted.. who understands me well and doesn't come off as too thick. too insensitive. who will make me feel at ease. who can cheer me up when i'm down, be there for me and -know- when i'm sad.. to steer me in the right direction. someone who isn't fixated on one thing and one thing alone.. someone whom i can crap to forever and feel entirely at ease with. someone sweet enough but not to the point of cloying or clingy.
HAH.
and now i shall proceed to analyse it.
maybe i need someone sentimental
i don't like too sentimental, i've found that out. a certain degree is fine, because we as humans are all sentimental creatures. but i've had sentimental. too much of it is bad.
profound yet light-hearted
is there never a fine balance between the two?
i always find if one is more profound, there is no light-heartedness. there is depression. fuck i hate being with people who are depressed all the time. (no personal attack here) but fuck it, it makes me feel worse. a cheery person is cool, but without depth, isn't that just a mask on a barrel? hard to find.
who understands me well
no one can perfectly understand another, let alone him/herself. that's theoretically impossible. even if you understand one aspect you cannot understand all. people keep changing. and i don't really go blab my life story to just about anyone. it's tough getting to know me. i used to be more sociable. dammit, why.
doesn't come off as too thick. too insensitive
most people are adults now and this hopefully will not be a problem. i hate boneheads who disregard my feelings because they are too fucking stupid.
who will make me feel at ease.
friendly warm people.
who can cheer me up when i'm down
again, friendly warm people. lighthearted understanding interesting humorous.
be there for me
you need a lot of time, proximity and sacrifice.
and -know- when i'm sad
intuition.
to steer me in the right direction
i'm very disorganized. and i need motivation and moral support. lots of moral support for my self esteem to reinflate itself. i need an ego, dammit.
someone who isn't fixated on one thing and one thing alone
dammit, why are all of them like that.
FUCK.
someone whom i can crap to forever
very very important. still important. i believe non-existant.
NEXT!
someone sweet enough but not to the point of cloying or clingy
extreme cases. scary weird. either i feel you don't seem to care or i wanna get you off my back. another reason why i've chosen to be a nullsexual. (more on that later)
but wait, later is now!
nullsexual as defined by dith, from the dithster dithionary says that it means sexual orientation. as heterosexual means you're inclined towards those of the opposite gender. homosexual means you're inclined towards those of the same gender. bisexual means you're inclined towards those of either gender. and nullsexual would thus mean inclination towards neither gender.
geddit?
be it so, i should be off now. i have email duties to perform.
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I AM SO SICK OF THIS!
FUCK YOU I HATE YOU 111!
I HAVE NOTHING SO WE WILL END UP WITH NOTHING!
OH FUCK FUCK FUCK!
fuck it man.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:23:00 PM
let's play spot the mistakes!
today is a boring day. nothing to blog about. dith is apologetic to her beloved readers.
project pending, nothing done.
fuggadammitpantsassesfuck
~_~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:29:00 PM
good news is, i finished watching season8 + season 9 ep1 + season 5 ep4.
O___O;
bad news is, i've been watching since approx. 630pm and there's no more to watch because the effing torrent site (which name is too sacred to disclose publicly) does not allow singnet ip addresses.
WHAT DA FUCK!
howEVER. good news is sk is gonna be speeding down the information SUPERPERPER highway pretty soon. *rubs hands together* and consequently, owner of blog you are reading now shall shamelessly demand episodes in bulk from said fellow dler.
by the way, i am now a southpark convert.
it is time, my breathen, to spread the propaganda throughout the communistic network we call the internet. share your files and take what you need.
perhaps communism has always existed for a reason. it has infiltrated and governed the links that connect the world - the internet. philosophers had deep insight indeed. anyway if you're gonna point a finger at me and call me a freaking communist, it's ok. but, it's the socialist way that involves dictatorship and civil strife. ahh, i love political studies classes.
i love fridays.
apart from falling asleep countless times over the same paragraph in Political Thought from 215-3am on friday morning, and the 104 writeup on 3G phones i slaved over from thursday night to an hour into friday, AND the constant 'i-cannot-wake-up-dammit' and 'oh-fuck-i-am-10-minutes-late-for-the-freaking-EARLY-113-quiz-which-i-haven't-studied-for', fridays are indeed entertaining.
in breaking news, a queenstown native rushed home from ntu in order to go for a jog. sources say all the girl wanted was a 400m stint at the neighbourhood stadium. "What's wrong?" she insisted when we questioned her. Indeed, we have another moral issue on our hands. Should we abuse the track by pounding it with our feet for 2 to 3 minutes? If we do not work a sweat, we are not contributing any labour. Thus the labour of the track is not equivalent. It is not fair.
Running tracks nation-wide have formed protest groups, and they plan to rally against all runners by making their run seem endless. "We have developed stamina-sapping technology!" An enraged track in Toa Payoh affirmed. SST, or Stamina-Sapping Technology (tm) is the leader of cutting edge track-developed technology, designed to make the average runner, jogger, stroller, or passer-by tired. Only the very physically fit are immune to this jutsu.
Talking about jutsus, a piece of paper refused to be graded. The alleged sheet of paper was the answer sheet of student Meredith Woo's CS113 midterm test paper. When confronted, the badly scribbled paper said, "I don't care if you crumple me into a ball and throw me away. I don't fucking care, okay? I just wanna get out of the hell you call school, and what the hell did you write on me that day? WERE YOU DRUNK? I TRY TO SAVE YOU THE TROUBLE OF BEING GRADED BADLY AND IT'S MY FAULT? you get a bad grade and it's in your face man. IN. YOUR. FACE." (quote has been edited for profanities.) silence fell over the two who discovered the renegade testpaper today, at CS benches. it was found still attached with the graded test paper of fellow coursemate, Kam Ling. "I love that testpaper," was all the graded one could utter, even while she was extricated from its lover, the renegade, by Dr Mark Cenite. It was only cheers and hoorays for student, Woo. She will not need to take a written political studies test. However, she will need to rely on the grades her midterm paper offer her. Red (ink) will be spilt tonight, as the renegade gets graded. Hopefully it won't be shed for nothing. "I wish for good results", Woo told reporters after expressing her relief after the fugitive was captured. "Do justice with the pen!"
This raises the alarm bells for papers with a clean record. Being graded can mean staying single (sheet) up to the point of being recycled, reused or trashed.
Bored girl (owner of renegade midterm testpaper) crashes 115 lecture(s). Two hours can be a very productive time. For instance, it can be used to watch nearly 6 episodes of southpark. However, Woo, 19, chose to spend it cramped in an airconditioned room with 30 other people to be subjected to six attempts of cleansing. Social Facilitation and Social Inhibition, cheem words for Peng You Zai, Wa Si Buay Paiseh, and PAISEH LA! people see me malu. However, entertaining they were, especially the last one that involved her friends and her jc. (-___-!) "My lappie left me for them", she lamented, frantically feeling the still-warm laptop's keys for signs of life. However, it failed to respond, and she had to put it to sleep. (for a while, until a powerpoint was found to charge the battery pack). The tutorial class was treated to a psychological application of skipping rope, where a superhuman who could skip 103 times in 30 seconds was identified, as well as visual stimulation found in videos of newly inducted junior college victims skipping. Apparently, the other likely candidate for the job (ie being used for presentation) suffered from CDD, or Codec Deficit Disorder, a serious condition amongst laptops, especially those without the ANIME-LYSES strain, a protein turned virus that can also cause addiction to cartoon characters with big eyes in humans. The class was also stimulated through the use of maplestory propaganda on Woo's desktop. However, the mention on the last slide was received with much surprise from Woo. "I thought it was from Grace" she muttered knowingly.
Traffic conditions were heavy late afternoon. "why is it so crowded?" grouses were heard during the 45minute ordeal home, but they eased up upon reaching Jurong East Interchange, before turning bad again at Dover.
This is your reporter, dith, who is fucking tired right now at 335pm and falling asleep at the computer. She has been awake for 20 hours, although ...... she just did it again, the innate superhuman ability to fall asleep anywhere, even while typing a blog entry.
She goes to bed now.
Goodnight all my lovely readers.
This has been the news bulletin at queer hours of the night.
=O
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:42:00 AM
=D
i love my connection. (=
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this leads back to a 113 lecture where we discussed if century-old agreements should be honored although buried by time.
but still, time doesn't change a thing.
make it worse, perhaps.
and although i lament over the lack of sleep, i never make the time for it.
i shall promptly turn in now, at 130am in the morning.
time is a commodity i do not have enough of.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:30:00 AM
it seems everyone i know has alighted but yet i remain, the solitary passenger on a conductor-less locomotive.
...
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it makes me smile (sadly) and wonder: will it? is it? should it?
and i sink back into the contemplative mood that takes over my mind this peaceful night; and listen to the lullaby of cars passing as i fall asleep.
tomorrow's a school day. an 830 school day.
better be early, better be early.
sleep well, dith.
(=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:16:00 AM
ganbarimashou~
btw, mark's d&d pics look good. LoL! after all the trouble he went through to find the blazer. although i can't see his mullet properly. =( hehehe.
and i shall do 104 now.
1am and i feel like i could crap.
dammit, today msn was fricking exciting. with gossip flying and naruto discussion and pics to see... w00t.
ok, life isn't so stagnant.
can't wait till after exams. i wanna go out with all my friends!
^o^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:10:00 AM
i have no calling
i have no future
i have no life.
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especially useless considering about 2 years have passed.
whew.
time does fly.
who gave it wings?
we did.
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and i mean it literally.
a family of four jumped down from a building in tampines.
talk about togetherness and cohesion and spending quality time together.
family outings have never been so fun.
r.i.p.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:51:00 PM
jes you dao me.
sadded.
and check out this site.
HAHAHAH FARNIE SIA.
SkeLLieS!
lmao.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:46:00 PM
what do you guys think? drop me a tag or msn me.
heh.
Green Tea...
You are Green Tea!
Strong and very smart you prefer peace to violence
and very rarely take action if it involves
confrontation. But you make up for this with
your keen insight and understanding of the
world and people around you, you have a very
mysterious nature. Many people see you as laid
back and that may be true but you are very
intelligent and make good decisions.
What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:38:00 PM
have you seen them? those empty shells, eyes downcast, trudging amongst us? they pull a heavy load on their never-ending journey. it may seem without purpose, but behind that facade they have a mission to keep society going.
flaws are without souls, existing amongst us for balance, and to emphasize our perfection. it is a lie that no one is perfect; for they are. these drones make sure we are. they are our flaws, and they walk amongst us to keep society stable. for if we see those less perfect than us, we are cemented in our belief that we are the creme de la creme.
shouldn't a souless being have no feelings? but they do. although they bear the criticisms, and willingly take the brunt for what they are, they are screaming within the hollows of their bodies, but are never heard. without a soul, you see, they have no voice.
so they gradually mixed with the perfect. transferred their qualities into every generation. and society became homogenized. but there still exist communities of pure perfect and pure flaws. the perfect like to bask in light, while the flaws creep along with the shadows.
look around yourself. can you spot them?
today i had a thought. female footwear was made without friction for a purpose. NOT a purpose. that's too mild a word. it's all part of a grand conspiracy. i have come to this conclusion after i met mu yesterday. she wore a pair of feminine slippers (which i rarely see on her) and she complained about the lack of friction.
shoe designers have a motive in mind. they would take the smoothest materials to produce their shoes. if less friction will make a person more careful, walk slower, and look well, before he/she leaps, this will ensure the women will walk with more elegance and grace. and their walking speed will not rival that of men. thus they will be subordinate to men.
i knew it. shoe designers are men.
but i will not fall to their trap. i will buy men's slippers from now on.
YOU WILL NOT TAKE ME ALIVE!
.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:57:00 PM
tmdz....
anyway, today i watched Howl's Moving Castle with mu~
aiyah sianz these days everyone practice age discrimination.
free gift also must be for 21 above.
handphone also for 21 above.
cb!
anyway Howl (or Hauru as i like to say) is SO YANDAO~~~~
*drool*
sigh.
now if only he's real.
xD~
anyway sch at 830am. fuck la so early.
i'm off to bed.
oyasuminasai minna-san.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:27:00 AM
ni hui lai le ma.
~_~U
bish bish dith.
GO DO PROJ LA!
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Team America was like.. what the FUCK! and not only in the literal sense.
i wonder how many times they said that word. lmao. imagine on monday, when i pass the disc to cyn.. WAHAHAHHAHAA. i think she'll hate it. hahaha.
wtf.
puppet sex.
vomit disorder.
cocksucking.
~_~U
that show really diaoz.
but eh. puppet scene was like gawd. hahaha heng my family members never walk past. and i watched it at 100% and not full screen at that part. puppets humping each other in a myriad of positions when they don't have any *cough* extensions *cough* to speak of. ~_~U
and the vomit part really yucks la. luckily i finished eating like 5 minutes before that scene. ~_~U and it reminded me of stuff la. omfg wth *beepbeepbeep*
it's lame but yucks la.
but their soundtrack fricking funny and the part about "We have no intelligence!" <-- say in a serious tone please. lmao. and you have panthers who are cats. hmm. i'm wondering btw how they got the cat to tear apart the puppets. put catfood in them? lmao.
i think the puppets damn zai. dunno how they make the mouth move. but EH. WAHAHAH WTF. they walk so awkward. =X
wonder if they pissed anyone off in america.
i'm even wondering why singapore screened it.
HMMM. lmao.
wtf la.
nearly 11pm.
should be home by now? =/
~_~U
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:45:00 PM
argh sux
lifeless
mould-growing
creature
that is me.
rottingandrottingandrottingandrotting
i wanna go out fuggadammit but there's no one to go out with.
can i have like a robot companion to go out with me?
too lazy to work on projects too.
argh.
knsknsknsknsknskns.
and i've become a naruto server.
lmao.
dunno if it's bad or good.
sent 124 to jerry
now sending 124 to sk.
lmao.
i wish my u/l speed were faster.
zzzzz.
oh wells.
sleeeeepy!
hmm.
enjoy yourself.
=)
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i dragged her and delayed her after 113 tut so we can give her bdae pressie.
then grace not there. wahahaha.
so drag somemore.. sk took out her pressie then she say she wanna go print lyrics then zao upstairs. LOL did she even spot her pressie? so big loh, her name on the card.
later we found grace, then kl returned. hehe
yAy~ she likes those angels! kl is my angel~
=X
21 le.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
r(a) show =D
farnie man. i'm like wired or something. teh and 3.5 hours sleep is my drug. i'm still so hyper. oh my goodness! LoL~
pj also farnie.. she was like. oh no, now they must think i am a freak! just because she thought that nature should take her course.
hehe.
we've lived with artifical amendments to our lives that we've forgotten to live life the naturalistic way.
haha.
don't wanna go into the whole debate. too complex.
xD
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today i saw a spider crawl on my dearest lappie while i was sitting at cs benches.
hahahaa.
oh ya something very chao lame.
i was rushing for 113 so i could do the quiz. and then i wore my green top like.. omg. back to front. so label at the front. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
never even realise until i was in lecture. then i thought why so itchy one... hahahHAhaha!
sianz. too lazy to change back also =X LOL~
luckily there's no difference.
hahaha..
"no diff no diff no diff no diff no dith"
=X
dunno if today in political studies they actually realised people always do this and then i say "dith is here". hAhahahhaa. dunno. LOL~~~~~`
farnie sia. today animal rights. hahaha we talk until dunno go where. LOL~~
hahaha i bth.
HAhahAhahaha.
oh man i love interrogating grace~ let's do it again~
LOL~
ininINVERYINdepth interview.
=D~~~~
round2~
need more info must go back to interviewee ma.
LOL~~~
ok i siao liao. today spoke on phone to no less than.. hmm. 5 guys.
wahahhaa.
why i so happy ar.
HAHAHAHA.
roy, kelv, bruce, bern+ben.
LOL~~~
aiyah.
but.....
=|
LOL
ok nvm~
dinner~ at 1am!~
chix clam chowder and biscuits
^_^
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larger motivation did not consist academic benefit.
...
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aiyoh.
why.
sian.
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i am totally SIANZ of looking at the comp. EEEEEEEEEE.
yucks.
anyway, some overdue rants.
i still think al is a two faced lecturer. yes, his reasoning is good - i mean, he's had like, 3 million more years of experience than us. but he needn't have been so direspectful to our politician right. Vivien B. (dunno how to spell, lmao) first things first. you are not from singapore. please don't criticize so meaninglessly like saying he speaks very slow like korean dramas. you can criticize what he does for singapore, yes. but don't base your criticism on inbuilt character flaws in a person. it's not fair. he is a good speaker although he speaks slowly. but he speaks with assurance and some calm cool style, at least it is slow enough for us to understand, absorb, and reflect on right! -_-;
you yourself not speak until very interesting ok. don't insult others. look at yourself first.
secondly. DO be respectful to your students. you DID mention in a lecture we need mutual respect in a family. in a sense, students and lecturer are part of the SCI family. will you be respectful and not anyhow fastforward because you think our politician speaks too slow or you don't like the current speaker. i was listening and watching intently and then you have to suddenly interject my absorption with the FF button on the remote. wa lao la.
enough about him. his proj is sianzing driving me nuts.
and i'm pissed with people on maplestory. why so rude. please la, BE POLITE. don't anyhow accuse me of causing lag. you people are causing lag to me also. at least the mage was nice enough to say "excuse me, ms bandit".. but YOU, a fellow thief, although a freaking assassin.. you call me "stupid bandit" and talk about me as if i weren't there. ASS. if you want me to leave the map, ASK kindly. i will. my friend told me to ks you. but i'm not one to ks. you're lucky i'm not the kind with a big defame arsenal at my fingertips. although it WOULD be nice to give you -100 fame. HOWEVER i am not PETTY and accusatory. i am not a rude sin with the nick xxx7xxx. what sort of freaking nick is that. btw i've seen you before. now that i've seen you again, you're blacklisted.
argh.
why did i waste my breath on that lamer.
btw, i shouldn't feel this way, but somehow i'm going back to the notion that it's nice to be attached. someone kill that thought please. whenever i'm single i'm much happier. why do i ever miss being attached half a year down the road of singlehooddom? LAME!!!!!!!
sianzification.
recently on the mrt rides home i've been listening to linkin park. yum. aiyah. sianz. too sianz. and i've been sleeping a lot. a hella lot. argh what a pig. the more i sleep the more i want to sleep. i go to bed by 1am and i still cannot wake up for my 830 lecture wTF LA.
grrrrrrrr.
pissed.
yucks tomorrow got banana's tut. hope we do something fun and not sianz. should be writing for broadcast. argh. writing again. facing the computer again. argh why so sian! ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanna watch Jungle wa Itsumo Hale Nochi Guu DELUXE~ dl le. so happy~ hehehehehe. all that's left is 75% of gatekeepers anime series. hmm. comp dying from lack of space again. haiz.
=(
oh ya, canteen B DOES have SOME redeeming qualities afterall. =)
i like the curry puffs, the chicken rice not bad, i love the sugar cane juice~
but the tea is 5c more expensive. hhahahahahhaahhaa. and the mynahs that hop about on the tables pecking at leftovers is kinda gross. reminds me of my pri school canteen though. hehe. nostalgia. =D
eeeeeee. my head is big! eeeee i'm a da tou wa wa. hahahahaha.
aiyah. btw how to measure? i still have no idea. the only sad thing is, big head = big hair. hahahaha. reminds me i must go cut hair. hair so sux. all over the place. i think i look like a dishevelled zombie dith in the mrt every day. cos i'm so stoned, plugged into my ipod mini. zonked out look. blah. eh i seriously love being plugged into music. it's like i'm lost in my own world. there's this divide between me and the rest of the world. like another universe.. another realm. and i sort of have my own quiet space to think. less self conscious. hehe. like i'm behind a wall. =D ehhh fun~
haiz sian. now gotta decide if fri going back ajc or not.
=/
can i just opt to go home and slp?
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!
fuck i haven't done research. too tired.
sleepy at midnight omFG la. so freaking early.
last night i told cyn goodnight at 1am she was like HuH? you're sleeping NOW?
oh man. this is scary.
must've caught it from grace.
xD
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are YOU dumb?
lame link courtesy of lame bren.
LOL~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:09:00 AM
tml waking up early to dl naruto.
gimme good dreams tonight pls.
~_~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:10:00 AM
I'm exceptionally artistic!
Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.
Fair enough. Perhaps they haven't. But now that you know, you must become one with your inner self.
Virtues: You look for immense creativity and individuality in people, including yourself. You're not happy with anything less than brilliant, and you focus on being expressive. You value energy, liveliness, and upbeat personalities, but you're not supportive of moodiness when you yourself can be unreliably moody. Seeking activity, you like the bustle of business but need the secluded atmosphere of a studio or private corner.
Aspirations: You feel the need to express your talents, whether it be through writing, drawing, singing, dancing, composing, performing, or photographing. While you strive to ever improve your work, you want to display it as soon as possible when your impatience kicks in. You want to be a prodigy but you might not have the means right at your fingertips. Trust me, do NOT move to New York to do it. Yeesh!
Quirks: Conformists bother you because of their lack of individuality. You're often late or unreliable. You're showy and refuse to share the spotlight. You only tell little white lies. You worm your way into the hearts of others, but be careful; some people despise the show-offs.
Factors: Surround yourself with activity and you'll always have material to work with. Involve friends and family in your projects so they don't feel like envious outsiders.
Future: Show business or not, you'll settle down happily if you're among those who appreciate your natural talents and desire to perform. Don't stay in one place too long, and don't be too hasty in defining your relationships. Who are you to judge what only time will tell?
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inaccurate? =/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:02:00 AM
kns...
i dislike kns people.
especially you
why insult people who have not done anything to you
can you go take a look at yourself first?
sometimes i really regret
gawd man i try to push the past behind
argh
kns
-_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:56:00 PM
i think i'm slipping further into the realm of antisocial.
.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:41:00 PM
145am and i'm eating a pear.
=_=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:47:00 AM
i am free from assignments and projects!
(until the weekend that is)
but i need to start studying for exams.
sigh work never ends.
T_T
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:35:00 PM
official qiuz koper is me!
 | You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com |
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:40:00 PM
i steal quizzes from anyone and from absolutely anywhere!
 | You scored as Indie. Indie.
Music Recommendation created with QuizFarm.com |
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:35:00 PM
fuck you banana! i don't wish to redo your fucking assignment! but if i go all out and be an anarchist for the cause, the only hurt i'll bring is to myself. will she care? nnnoooo, she'll just fail me. bitch.
and fucking 111, why must i do a stupid report for you. fuck? tangible benefits. what the fuck. yes i know it is human nature to be capitalistic, HOWEVER can't you believe for once that since education is a public institution meant to inculcate good values into kids - our young hopefuls of the nation - WHY CAN'T YOU ASSUME THAT THEY EDUCATE OUT OF THE GOODNESS OF THEIR HEARTS? but NNNNNOOOOOOOO you insist on TANGIBLE BENEFITS. ie SCHOOL TO BENEFIT FROM RICH PARENTS WHO HAVE MONEY. OOOOOO MONEY. LIKE THAT'S NEW. GAH CAPITALISTS.
i don't wish to listen to anymore teachers anymore! WHAT THE FUCK DRIVING NONSENSE INTO OUR MINDS. ALL THE FUCKING CRAP WE DON'T NEED TO KNOW. SO WHAT IF YOU OPERATE ON THIS PHILOSOPHY? I DON'T. AND I DON'T FUCKING AGREE WITH YOU DAMMIT. SO DIE MUTHAFUCKAS DIE. HAHAHAHAHA. woot song lyrics put this whole shithole into perspective. whatthefuckwhatthehell.
at least 113 gives me freedom of expression. wrote my op-ed and i will turn it in after i finish lashing out at cs lecturers. GAH. damndamndamndamn damNATION. ^E*^$*^$ #$^@#$^@#^$
ANYWAY. on a lighter note. i bumped into someone so random today i was kinda surprised. skipped half of 107 lecture because it was fucking boring (ALTHOUGH IT WAS WRITING FOR ADVERTISING. FUCK? WHAT HAPPENED TO COPYWRITING? BORING SHITHEADS) and i had no mood due to banana putting my article down. YES my FUCKING FOUR HOUR ARTICLE DAMMIT. _|_ up yours. so STRICT so STRINGENT. no wonder NTU so dull if the supposedly most exciting course is so RESTRICTIVE. FUCK!
Oh. as i was saying, i left the class during the 10 minute break. hx and his friend also ponned. haha. was very dead, never really talk to hx. nothing to talk also. blah. =/ i'm a bad communicator. haiz. when he got off, took out my ipod, then saw omg the battery bar was totally empty. somehow by way of some freaking miracle, the music played. like, wow. perhaps someone (or something) out there loves me after all. HAHAHA. dear ipod mini. you're the best. in it's battery-less state it somehow sustained me all the way home. omfg. that's like 40+minutes ok.
at city hall i saw a crowd of people enter the train. they looked familiar. i turned around looking for the tallest guy and sure enough, right behind me, was mark. wow coincidence. sigh they going orchard. sigh me going home to do project. what a life, man. what a life. fucking banana and alfred. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.
anyway, got home and the fucking modem wouldn't connect to the internet. called singnet support, wow made me wait like fucking long. if i was using my handphone i would have slapped them. finally got connected. think because of the cockroach that invaded last night, didn't switch off laptop properly, so laptop disabled network card. bahhhh. =( lappie, you hate me. this is sad. ARGHHHHHHH YOUUU TRAITOR ^$^&$*^*&%^$#$@
fucking hell what am i doing here typing up a crap blog entry when i'm supposed to do a fucking report? oh wait, i have no mood. i'm HUNGRY AND ANGRY. A HUNGRY AND ANGRY GIRL IS REALLY CHAO JI BUAY SONG GIRL. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH. fuck it, i will blog and NOTHING SHALL STOP ME.
OH. i shall lament over how badly sunday was wasted. FUCK I SHOULDN'T HAVE STAYED UP TILL FUCKING 3am TO FUCKING DO THAT 107 ASSIGNMENT. FUCKING WASTE MY FUCKING TIME LA. WHAT THE FUCK. GOTTA FUCKING RE-DO AFTER 4-5 HOURS OF FUCKING DOING IT. ARGH THEN REALISING IT'S NOT FUCKING COMPLYING WITH HER STANDARDS. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.
and i wanted SO MUCH TO WATCH ROYSTON TAN'S 0104 over at Alliance Francias. ARGHHHHHHHHH. FUCK IT. FUCK FUCK FUCK. ok my heart is officially shattered. no need to pick up the pieces. too trampled upon. beyond repair. sigh i need comforting. a free screening of 0104 at any nice venue with the opportunity to meet royston tan would be nice. yeah right. like that would ever happen. sigh.
exams are coming. if i don't work hard my dreams of being in EBM will be shattered. my dreams of getting 1st class honors will be too. and yes, my parents want me to get that. dunno if i am capable of another miracle. see how. and FUCK BRUCE IS CATCHING UP TO ME IN LEVEL ON MAPLESTORY! ARGH WHAT THE FUCK MAN. sigh. i cannot pia maple. cos must pia work. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, what else do i need to get off my chest.
this week somehow should be called "ex week". today i met mark. on wed i'm probably meeting jason (oh gawd save me -.-) the good ex and the bad ex. HAHAHA. ok nvm. i'm going mad.
CAN I SELL MY OLD 107 ASSIGNMENT? she just DISREGARDED ALL MY HARD WORK LIKE THAT I AM SO FUCKING PISSED AND SO FUCKING DISHEARTENED LIKE IT'S A PIECE OF TRASH. SOMEONE BETTER APPRECIATE IT ELSE I WILL SHOVE IT UP SOMEONE'S ASS. AND NOT TO MENTION BANANA MADE ME WASTE PAPER PRINTING OUT. OH MY BRAINCELLS ARE DYING.
shall seek for solace.
where is my dinner.
school sucks.
argh!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:31:00 PM
due to mountains of impending assignments with flashing deadlines (in sleazy neon, no doubt), dith has gone on hiatus. meanwhile do find other forms of entertainment (like touching your wrist with the same fingers of that hand).
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:13:00 PM
it's the weekend BEHBEE!!!
i am so freaking happy!
feeling light! wahahaha, relieved of responsibilities until monday. gah.
but 111 report is due tuesday.
damn.
nevermind, think about that later.
and.
i need to cut my hair.
maybe do it tomorrow.
if and when i wake up.
lmao i might not sleep tonight.
THE GAMES CALL ME.
=D~~
today japanese class was entertaining. our sensei wore.. erh.. something very damn translucent. can see her bra. luckily her bra is black. but whoa man can see everything underneath. omg. whole lesson i trying to control my roving eyes lmao. ecchi. wahahhaa. wonder if she knew.
did my japanese hw on the mrt home.
good good.
and inspiration actually hit me for 107 on that same journey. whee~ 65seconds more to plan! ~_~U
actually i'm not sure how to write. but i'll wing it.
today i went back ajc to do survey. wahahaa. school has changed quite a bit. met mdm foo at 1-2-3. then she intro-ed me to the class, told them my 'history', etc etc. arm around me la la ce ce usual mdm foo stuff. lmao. they're very nice, and the good thing is, JUST NICE THEY MAKE OUR MALES AND FEMALES EQUAL! w00t. cool. i wonder who is 21 yrs old in the class though. interesting.
dunno is if retain or scholar or from normal stream + retained 1 yr.. hmm.
then i was kinda chatting to a guy about anime. lol.
ALAS! i left my nyankohanten file in the classroom. T_T nvm can always buy a new one. T_T my neko file. T_T
saw a few teachers, some recognized me, they did weird things to the school since i grad. =O~
took a slow mrt ride to ntu, even then, i reached canteen A at 915am. omg. cos i gave in to my craving for teh. dunno why these days no more teh bing. but i like the hot one. carried it and walked to CS. omg so precarious. i really suck at waitressing. lmao. threatening to slosh. even when i drank 1/3 still like that. omg. -_-!
this gal at the lift corridor gave me a weird look. ~_~ dunno why. and i saw a bug that looks like a plastic clip. butterfly clip. freaking big la that bloody carcass. omg. yucks.
contrary to popular belief, grace didn't arrive first. sk did, then jole, THEN grace i think. hmm. today some weird webdesign class. har....? zzz use publisher template also get compliments. hehe. =D kudos to sk~ and kudos to that jewelry site =X wahahahahhaa.
later ate japanese food. ebi fry don. in front of us sat a lot of vietnamese students. they're fine, but a guy had a very loud voice. omg. so loud. argh.
stoned at cs, then jes smsed me, so i left to walk to japanese class and called her. hahaha that pig. =X jes i left school at 740pm today =X heng we never set dinner for tonight. lmao.
it's wonders what being a leveling freak in maple does.
pt and i actually finished keying in all the surveys man. all 108 of them. whoa. i was reading the numbers, she was keying in. two robots alone in IS lab I. LOL~~~~~ really loh, after you do for a long time, mechanical. like leveling in maple also. =X wahahhahaa.
i brought home the currypuffs i bought at 420pm home around 930pm. my dad ate most. hope he don't get stomachache. =X eee the woman beside me on the mrt got sour pits. not only that, she occupied most of the seat that the side of her arms were nearly touching me. T_T ok you go imagine the rest. haha the train.. really my homework place. shukudai no dokoro. lmao.
ok la. it's time to set my ideas for 107 aflame!
gotta blast!
(xD jimmy neutron)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:01:00 PM
jes have you been watching too much southpark?
-.-
argh fucking fever
someone cure me!!!!
~o~U
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:02:00 AM
did i mention it's due tomorrow 330pm?
NO?
OH TOO BAD
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:14:00 PM
FUCK YOU 111 FOR GIVING SHIT PROJECTS
AND THANK YOU ALL YOU KNS IDIOTS
JUST WHEN WE THOUGHT WE WERE NEARLY DONE WE HAVE TO START FROM SCRATCH?!?
YEAH, SO WHERE ARE THE 3 WEEKS WE HAVE EXTRA? NO?
OH TOO BAD FUCKER
SEE YOU IN LOSER HELL
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:10:00 PM
today for the first time i saw a gay couple holding hands.
yay!
exciting!
=D
when will singapore be open enough so i can see them kiss?
=X
waahahaha
i think i go club to see ba
=O
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:31:00 AM
why do we dwell on the past?
why do i dwell over stupid old blog entries?
maybe i should delete my past.
start with deleting old entires.
yes, i live in the present, i know.
but as humans, with memories, we tend to dwell on the past.
dwell. d-well.
argh. fucking 1am and i need to do 111.
fuck you, project.
UGH.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
why do we dwell on the past?
why do i dwell over stupid old blog entries?
maybe i should delete my past.
start with deleting old entires.
yes, i live in the present, i know.
but as humans, with memories, we tend to dwell on the past.
dwell. d-well.
argh. fucking 1am and i need to do 111.
fuck you, project.
UGH.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
-.- blogger stop screwing with my posts pls.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:55:00 PM
haiz.
i hate this feeling.
i hate being swamped by a project that i hate.
i hate memories that come to haunt me.
over and over again.
you demented torture-happy freaks.
are you happy now?
i hate it when things don't fall into place.
i hate it when people don't cooperate.
i hate it when you are happy.
i hate it when i cannot tell my blog everything.
i hate it when my posts are so vague.
maybe i should write everything down on paper.
oh, and by the way.
i hate cryptic messages.
ok, that'll be all.
time for the traditional paper and pencil.
-.-
after that, it's whisk away to projectland!
aren't we happy little saps.
...
and i bet you guys hate it when i talk to myself.
hah.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:46:00 PM
sigh.
so young, so angry...
=/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:41:00 PM
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ugh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:23:00 PM
last night after attempting to mug for 113, falling asleep countless of times and finally retreating to bed at 230am, i couldn't fucking wake up for 113 lecture. what the hell. sigh. strange thing too, last night i thought i saw my red pig aka char siew turn to face me. eek. talk about hallucinating. -.-
no fucking mood man.
also, i ponned the whole friday. shit i am feeling mega guilty. ugh ugh ugh.
sigh.
please dig a deep hole and throw me down there. i'm sinking into the ground already as it is.
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:58:00 PM
oh well.
you can't have the sky when you're trapped in the ground.
BUT,
i have naruto 126 and southpark 902.
that accounts for something, doesn't it?
lala
projects suck
why the fucking teachers so fucking high expectations
and why people so fucked up
argh i hate my sister's school
-.-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:07:00 AM
wahahahahhaahha
whahahahahhahaha
whahaha
hwhahahahah
whahahahah
whahahahahhahahaha
whahah
whahahahhaa
finally got to go out!!!!!!
although i was lugging my lappie along...
although it was after school...
although i didn't feel like shopping...
although i had to wait for grace to shop... (heh)
BUT FINALLY I CAN BREATHE THE AIR OF CIVILIZATION AGAIN!
ahhh, world. i feel one with you again.
i'm feeling too darn lazy to study for 113 quiz or do 111 proj.
lalalala zzzz.
dunno when it will be when i can go out again.
sadded.
but tonight is naruto night.
hell yeah!!!!!
^o^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:08:00 PM
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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yucks!!!
x_X~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:37:00 AM
AND
"I for one wouldn't want to work in the industry if it were filled with vapid bimbos who think that pink is in, and that Top 40s music is all the rage. You go, bitch. Go. Out the door."
how typical of you to stereotype, put down, and generalize.
that's some pretty SEXIST language you've got there.
AND
"Lecturers at NTU aren't particularly bright, apparently"
THEN DON'T COME TO NTU YOU ASSWIPE.
AND THIS
"Some nerdy engineering kia dressed in a green long-sleeved shirt and pants."
you said he's not even in uni. how can you automatically classify him under engineering. tsk.
AND THIS
"Damned chink"
well, fuck you, aren't you a 'chink' yourself?
AND
"He was all spiffy like, dressed to the nines, even though there really wasn't much to impress"
as if you don't do that yourself? righttttt.
now THIS really takes the cake:
"The place was crowded with fugly, smelly, annoying people, all eager to lay their mitts on freebies at the IT Show."
HAHAHAHAHHA. well, you WERE there, weren't you? HAHAHAHHA.
(did you forget to count yourself?) *smirk*
get a load of this:
"and guess what? I was the last man standing."
mai hao lian.
AND, quizzes are frightfully mainstream and bimbotic. especially your recent ones.
anyway, being a bitch and nitpicking on a particular blog and making cynical remarks.. well, i shouldn't do personal attacks, might get too far.
ok, i just self-censored one bit i said that might offend other guys.
see? i'm nice after all.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:17:00 PM
"And it's not like I'm some airhead shell-shocked JC student anyway. I mean let's face it. We're there to give them a run for their money, help weed out the trash and the chaff. How else would the industry flourish and improve?"
ass. you're just gonna spark off the jc and poly debate again. remember, 75% of the cohort is made up of jc students. if you wanna be smug, be quiet about it. if you wanna smirk, do it in private. if you want to bash, well, ok, what else are blogs for. but in turn you get bashed on mine.
heh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:14:00 PM
"Suddenly, I'm asking myself if I'm too hard on my parents, if I should be unhappy that I'm from a broken home. Even celebrity marriages break up after awhile. Even fairy tale marriages the likes of royalty have unhappy endings. Should I really blame my parents for being any different?"
normally i would chide you for being childish, however this realization shows that you're beginning to develop signs of maturity. (latebloomer you are, yes. however it is never too late to start. better late than never, they say.)
...even if it has taken you some 23 years 1 month and 2 days to finally see why.
stop complaining about your family and how poor they are. stop blaming them for who you are. stop burdening your mom when she already feels so bad. and stop acting like a spoilt kid. stop imagining that they all hate you. and stop reviewing how you're going to end their lives.
sins of the fathers you said?
just make sure you don't repeat the sins of your father.
Jason K. T. Y., REMEMBER WHAT YOU BLOGGED AND REMEMBER IT GOOD, BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T, IT WILL COME IN THE NIGHT WITH A SHARP KNIFE AND HISS IN YOUR EAR.
thank you. that's all for now.
back to projects.
they call me even in my sleep.
-.-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:57:00 PM
| Your Boobies' Names Are: Bert and Ernie |
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:52:00 PM
gawd dammit.
i do a quiz on how old i am, and there's not much difference.
sigh.
i hoped i was younger.
You Are 18 Years Old |
18 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
~_~U
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:00:00 PM
FUCK IT!
i KNOW i gotta prioritize, but i never should have opened the flyer sent through email about RESFEST. UGH!!!!! wth man.. 2 hours of digital film and animation. world renowned. wed 1230-230. just nice my break. and i got project discussion.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*murders stuffed pig charsiew*
ARGH!!!!!!!
nvm nvm nmvn mvnmvnvmvnnvmvmvnmvmv
nvmvnmvnm,vnvnmvnmvnmvnm vnmvnmvnmvnmvnmnvmnmvnm vnmvnmvnmnvmnvmvnmvnmvnmvnmv
it's just a stupid thing.
proj more important.
.....
yea.
but still, FUCK IT!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:08:00 PM
-.-
what's the buzzword?
.
.
.
.
what else.
....
"projects".
~_~U
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:26:00 PM
just for the old times,
happy 22nd birthday, jordan taylor hanson.
xD~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:46:00 AM
sigh. i miss all of ya.
especially you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you
and everyone else i haven't mentioned.
cheers guys.
(=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:36:00 AM
today was an interesting day of sorts although i was in a foul mood for the first half. roy smsed me asking for directions to ntu, and then i suddenly remembered about the openhouse. AHA! i thought, my eyes becoming sly slits. I WILL GO PRETEND TO BE A FRESHIE AND GET FREEBIES! however, it didn't go to plan.
at ntu, i was carrying my laptop about, looking for potential freebie giver outers. today the weather was so fucking hot. arGh! anyway, no one gave me anything. BOOOOO! then i was playing a cat and mouse game with roy. Find the Roy in NTU! wahahaha. t00t. SHAME SHAME ON ME! i forgot where lt2 was. =X
HAHAHAHAHAH! OMG.
sat alone on the bench outside lt2, in a dark corner near the toilet. (insert sad music here) kamling arrived pretty soon, then we went to look at the booths (AND GOODIE BAGS) haha i also met people from Gen Acts conducting survey outside lt2. i saw timoNthy and i was like, "i haven't gotten even with you yet". HAHAHAHHA. that was about the lame thing he asked me to pretend to be interested about la. lmao. met almost the entire Gen Acts gang. haha. cool.
later FINALLY FINALLY saw roy. FINALLY FINALLY! still as yandao as ever la you biatch! haven't been a good son! roy did you dye your hair? oh ya, i was looking at the back of roy's hair when he was talking to his pri sch friend. =X the back of his hair quite interesting. i was quite fascinated by it. xD
wow. later on his sms surprised me.
"Dith. I love NTU...blahblahblah"
(haha, you thought what? "dith i love you? =X expected HAHAHAHA isn't filial piety natural? =D)
wow. didn't know ntu can impress people, because truthfully, although i found the hostels so freaking lovely, now frankly i don't think ntu is that zai after all. PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS. HAH. oh. LOL. sumaranai. =D
ok well. HAHA. project discussion was as sick and tiring and boring as ever. sheesh i fucking hate it. (notice how the decreased amount of fuck means i am in a better mood now) later (of course when sun had set and all was dark) we went to can A to eat din din. nothing open cept for mcD. and after we bought mcD, they closed. ~_~U eeeee. ntu so freaking deserted cept for a dead overturned cockroach and some people hanging around in the canteen. bleah.
haha damn funny man. racist jokes to lame jokes to dirty jokes. ultimate. ie kamling asked "Is a shui jiao (dumpling) a male or female?" hahahaha, then need explaination somemore. you guys slowly guess then ask me =X i'm pro. i guessed the answer in super fast time. marcus is sooo slow at guessing! hahahahhaha. xD you guys slowly think ba. muahaha.
before that cyn was telling us how she fell asleep and forgot to call the alert during a camp. HAHAHA. so i was in a lame mood. i said forgot to 'jiao4' (call out), but you are shui4 jiao4 (sleeping). maybe you can also shui4 jiao4 (sleep shout). O_o dunno why they found that hilarious. anyway they say when i speak chinese i sound damn innocent =X hehehe. =D
oh ya, and i told them last time in primary school, my chinese teacher (that chan mali chan) like to read out my test paper (the filling in the blank with the available words) to the class, and the class will laugh. the best part is, i didn't even know that was my paper (when you don't understand the subj and don't know what you write cos you dunno how to read the words and anyhow tikum, of cos you dunno wtf the teacher reading). i thought he was telling jokes. but i cannot understand so i huh? while all my friends laughing. =X hahaha lmao. only when they returned the paper, then my friend saw. and he was like, eh. that's your paper he read. then he laughed. lmao. damn cute. but i think the teacher got read out my name also. i also didn't know he read my name =X
hahahaha i'm hopeless at chinese.
then pt asked me what is the term when guys get their what cut off. cos she saw an episode from SaTC. lmao. at first i thought dunno what castration. then she explain dunno what about cutting skin and it being customary for malays. then i was like OHH! but somehow we all forgot the word. HAHAHA.
later we were waiting for 179 and the word still bugging me. i suggested we asked the lonely male at the bus stop. LOL!~~ think he can hear us, but heck him. =X
on the bus, near her stop SUDDENLY I REMEMBERED! YAY! I RULE. the word is circumcize (spelling might have error)
mystery solved! tada~ =D happy~ ^o^
tmd wu liao hor. HAHAHA. later waiting for dad, i wandered around JP, looked at stuff. somehow i didn't have the urge to go shopping, nor buy figurines from Comics Connection. zZZZ. sadded. and now, i am HOME~ yay~~~~
tml got 830 lecture.
should i go? =D
or should i sleep?
hehe.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:10:00 PM
dear readers, please read this entry in a resigned tone and then adjust accordingly to varying pitch, levels, volume, until you reach the sweeping cresendo at the end. that will be all.
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fuck it man. just fuck fuck fuck it. actually all i want to do now is sit here and have the word fuck echo around my head a million times until monday. but of course on monday, the same word will echo in my head still, as project deadlines grow closer, and it will be louder. gawd dammit. laden with projects. fuck i hate it. another rant you see here with fuck in it. maybe you guys wanna count how many there are here. nothing short of a million, i suppose. later project meeting. i really should go have my bath and leave the house, like NOW, but i'm too freaking lazy. fuck it and i haven't done what i was supposed to do for 105 project FUCK IT.
(okay dear reader, now you should raise your voice)
ARGH DAMMIT TO HELL! i hope all you peeps on my msn list bear with my neverending store of vulgar nicks. all which contain some form of 'fuck'.
grrrr.
(no cresendo)
anyway, big big big congrats to matt, dan, and the other members of (tentative) Idolized. heh. they are now SIGNED with Takeover records. w00t. i can't wait to get their cd! anyway i think i came across as disinterested or fake. ugh. but it's still kinda weird communicating with people from overseas. well, i know i used to do that solely, but now i'm so used to local speak. fuck it.
i guess it's also the socialization and that there's more to talk about with local folks. i'm turning into a chao cheena ah lian. hahah. not that it's bad.
zzzz.
yea. so. pom time.
ciaoz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:14:00 PM
i'm in a bad mood. always in a bad mood these days, what with projects jumping at my throat every other second. i'm at the end of my rope, and i swear, it takes VERY LITTLE to piss me off. yes, my friends. i am a bitch bomb ready to explode. so do tread carefully.
zzz.
no mood to do project.
fuck and project meeting time cannot even come to a consensus. ~_~ can i have individual projects again? fyp's gonna be group. omg. save me.
APPEAL FOR AID
19 year old university student has sent out a request for ENTERTAINMENT, FUN, and LAUGHTER. "Southpark is just not enough, and it takes so long to download", she lamented, banging her head on her computer. It seems that projects 111 and 105 are the source of her frustrations. Anyone who wishes to make a contribution can contact her at 9#######. Payment by credit card only.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:26:00 PM
you really have no reservations do you.
"looks like they were very impressed"
was that what really went on or was that what your ego was seeing?
well, i don't care anymore. don't care anyway.
be careful how you use words that indicate degree.
in any case, i shall be cordial. good luck on getting your scholarship and welcome to ntu.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:17:00 PM
fuck it blogger. what's with you and loading errors.
anyway in the Post That Did Not Surface, i was contemplating if my lecturers read my blog. i also reasoned that if they did, they would need a moderately high tolerance to profanities.
there is much work to be done tomorrow.
wake up i must.
goodnight one and all!
there is more southpark to be watched tomorrow.
all hail cartman!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:36:00 AM
look what the dog threw up.
i was rumaging through old blog entries and i found this crap:
maybe i need someone sentimental.. profound yet light-hearted.. who understands me well and doesn't come off as too thick. too insensitive. who will make me feel at ease. who can cheer me up when i'm down, be there for me and -know- when i'm sad.. to steer me in the right direction. someone who isn't fixated on one thing and one thing alone.. someone whom i can crap to forever and feel entirely at ease with. someone sweet enough but not to the point of cloying or clingy.
HAH.
and now i shall proceed to analyse it.
maybe i need someone sentimental
i don't like too sentimental, i've found that out. a certain degree is fine, because we as humans are all sentimental creatures. but i've had sentimental. too much of it is bad.
profound yet light-hearted
is there never a fine balance between the two?
i always find if one is more profound, there is no light-heartedness. there is depression. fuck i hate being with people who are depressed all the time. (no personal attack here) but fuck it, it makes me feel worse. a cheery person is cool, but without depth, isn't that just a mask on a barrel? hard to find.
who understands me well
no one can perfectly understand another, let alone him/herself. that's theoretically impossible. even if you understand one aspect you cannot understand all. people keep changing. and i don't really go blab my life story to just about anyone. it's tough getting to know me. i used to be more sociable. dammit, why.
doesn't come off as too thick. too insensitive
most people are adults now and this hopefully will not be a problem. i hate boneheads who disregard my feelings because they are too fucking stupid.
who will make me feel at ease.
friendly warm people.
who can cheer me up when i'm down
again, friendly warm people. lighthearted understanding interesting humorous.
be there for me
you need a lot of time, proximity and sacrifice.
and -know- when i'm sad
intuition.
to steer me in the right direction
i'm very disorganized. and i need motivation and moral support. lots of moral support for my self esteem to reinflate itself. i need an ego, dammit.
someone who isn't fixated on one thing and one thing alone
dammit, why are all of them like that.
FUCK.
someone whom i can crap to forever
very very important. still important. i believe non-existant.
NEXT!
someone sweet enough but not to the point of cloying or clingy
extreme cases. scary weird. either i feel you don't seem to care or i wanna get you off my back. another reason why i've chosen to be a nullsexual. (more on that later)
but wait, later is now!
nullsexual as defined by dith, from the dithster dithionary says that it means sexual orientation. as heterosexual means you're inclined towards those of the opposite gender. homosexual means you're inclined towards those of the same gender. bisexual means you're inclined towards those of either gender. and nullsexual would thus mean inclination towards neither gender.
geddit?
be it so, i should be off now. i have email duties to perform.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:32:00 AM
PAINT ME A VIOLENT PICTURE PLEASE I WOULD LIKE TO BLOW THIS SCHOOL WITH A RED HOT BAZOOKA THE FINEST KIND YOU HAVE HUMOR ME DAMMIT I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF WITH PROJECTS AND GROUP PROJECT WORK IF IT WERE JUST INDIVIDUAL WORK I CAN JUST FUCK MY GRADES UP IN THE AIR AND NO ONE WOULD CARE BUT IT IS NOT IT IS GROUP WORK OH FUCK IT I HATE THIS SHIT FUCK YOU 111 PLEASE ROT IN MODULE HELL AND DIE PLEASE I DO NOT CARE FOR THE SIGNIFICANCE YOU MIGHT CARRY ALL BLABBERING ABOUT SINGAPORE SOCIETY WHY DO WE NEED TO LEARN ABOUT SINGAPORE SOCIETY AS IT WAS LAST TIME WHEN SINGAPORE SOCIETY IS NOW I DON'T FUCKING GET IT IF YOU WANT US TO LEARN ABOUT HOW SINGAPORE WAS LIKE LAST TIME IN THE ICE PLEASE CALL THE FUCKING MODULE SINGAPORE HISTORY AND NOT SINGAPORE SOCIETY OR MAYBE EVEN SINGAPORE SOCIETAL HISTORY OH FUCK YOU FUCKING MISLEADING MODULE HOW THE FUCK ARE WE GOING TO BENEFIT AS STUDENTS IF NO CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM IS OFFERED DAMMIT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO LEARN IT IS YOUR JOB OH FUCK THIS SHIT I HATE HATE HATE FUCKING PROJECTS ARGH SAVE ME FROM THIS HORRIFIC DREAM I HAVE TO WITNESS SO MANY ATROCITIES EVERY DAY OH FUCK YOU
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:04:00 AM
FUCK IT!
I AM SO SICK OF THIS!
FUCK YOU I HATE YOU 111!
I HAVE NOTHING SO WE WILL END UP WITH NOTHING!
OH FUCK FUCK FUCK!
fuck it man.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:23:00 PM
omg la. did you guys spot the errors i made in the previous post?
let's play spot the mistakes!
today is a boring day. nothing to blog about. dith is apologetic to her beloved readers.
project pending, nothing done.
fuggadammitpantsassesfuck
~_~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:29:00 PM
omg i can't believe i've been watching southpark from when i got home till now.
good news is, i finished watching season8 + season 9 ep1 + season 5 ep4.
O___O;
bad news is, i've been watching since approx. 630pm and there's no more to watch because the effing torrent site (which name is too sacred to disclose publicly) does not allow singnet ip addresses.
WHAT DA FUCK!
howEVER. good news is sk is gonna be speeding down the information SUPERPERPER highway pretty soon. *rubs hands together* and consequently, owner of blog you are reading now shall shamelessly demand episodes in bulk from said fellow dler.
by the way, i am now a southpark convert.
it is time, my breathen, to spread the propaganda throughout the communistic network we call the internet. share your files and take what you need.
perhaps communism has always existed for a reason. it has infiltrated and governed the links that connect the world - the internet. philosophers had deep insight indeed. anyway if you're gonna point a finger at me and call me a freaking communist, it's ok. but, it's the socialist way that involves dictatorship and civil strife. ahh, i love political studies classes.
i love fridays.
apart from falling asleep countless times over the same paragraph in Political Thought from 215-3am on friday morning, and the 104 writeup on 3G phones i slaved over from thursday night to an hour into friday, AND the constant 'i-cannot-wake-up-dammit' and 'oh-fuck-i-am-10-minutes-late-for-the-freaking-EARLY-113-quiz-which-i-haven't-studied-for', fridays are indeed entertaining.
in breaking news, a queenstown native rushed home from ntu in order to go for a jog. sources say all the girl wanted was a 400m stint at the neighbourhood stadium. "What's wrong?" she insisted when we questioned her. Indeed, we have another moral issue on our hands. Should we abuse the track by pounding it with our feet for 2 to 3 minutes? If we do not work a sweat, we are not contributing any labour. Thus the labour of the track is not equivalent. It is not fair.
Running tracks nation-wide have formed protest groups, and they plan to rally against all runners by making their run seem endless. "We have developed stamina-sapping technology!" An enraged track in Toa Payoh affirmed. SST, or Stamina-Sapping Technology (tm) is the leader of cutting edge track-developed technology, designed to make the average runner, jogger, stroller, or passer-by tired. Only the very physically fit are immune to this jutsu.
Talking about jutsus, a piece of paper refused to be graded. The alleged sheet of paper was the answer sheet of student Meredith Woo's CS113 midterm test paper. When confronted, the badly scribbled paper said, "I don't care if you crumple me into a ball and throw me away. I don't fucking care, okay? I just wanna get out of the hell you call school, and what the hell did you write on me that day? WERE YOU DRUNK? I TRY TO SAVE YOU THE TROUBLE OF BEING GRADED BADLY AND IT'S MY FAULT? you get a bad grade and it's in your face man. IN. YOUR. FACE." (quote has been edited for profanities.) silence fell over the two who discovered the renegade testpaper today, at CS benches. it was found still attached with the graded test paper of fellow coursemate, Kam Ling. "I love that testpaper," was all the graded one could utter, even while she was extricated from its lover, the renegade, by Dr Mark Cenite. It was only cheers and hoorays for student, Woo. She will not need to take a written political studies test. However, she will need to rely on the grades her midterm paper offer her. Red (ink) will be spilt tonight, as the renegade gets graded. Hopefully it won't be shed for nothing. "I wish for good results", Woo told reporters after expressing her relief after the fugitive was captured. "Do justice with the pen!"
This raises the alarm bells for papers with a clean record. Being graded can mean staying single (sheet) up to the point of being recycled, reused or trashed.
Bored girl (owner of renegade midterm testpaper) crashes 115 lecture(s). Two hours can be a very productive time. For instance, it can be used to watch nearly 6 episodes of southpark. However, Woo, 19, chose to spend it cramped in an airconditioned room with 30 other people to be subjected to six attempts of cleansing. Social Facilitation and Social Inhibition, cheem words for Peng You Zai, Wa Si Buay Paiseh, and PAISEH LA! people see me malu. However, entertaining they were, especially the last one that involved her friends and her jc. (-___-!) "My lappie left me for them", she lamented, frantically feeling the still-warm laptop's keys for signs of life. However, it failed to respond, and she had to put it to sleep. (for a while, until a powerpoint was found to charge the battery pack). The tutorial class was treated to a psychological application of skipping rope, where a superhuman who could skip 103 times in 30 seconds was identified, as well as visual stimulation found in videos of newly inducted junior college victims skipping. Apparently, the other likely candidate for the job (ie being used for presentation) suffered from CDD, or Codec Deficit Disorder, a serious condition amongst laptops, especially those without the ANIME-LYSES strain, a protein turned virus that can also cause addiction to cartoon characters with big eyes in humans. The class was also stimulated through the use of maplestory propaganda on Woo's desktop. However, the mention on the last slide was received with much surprise from Woo. "I thought it was from Grace" she muttered knowingly.
Traffic conditions were heavy late afternoon. "why is it so crowded?" grouses were heard during the 45minute ordeal home, but they eased up upon reaching Jurong East Interchange, before turning bad again at Dover.
This is your reporter, dith, who is fucking tired right now at 335pm and falling asleep at the computer. She has been awake for 20 hours, although ...... she just did it again, the innate superhuman ability to fall asleep anywhere, even while typing a blog entry.
She goes to bed now.
Goodnight all my lovely readers.
This has been the news bulletin at queer hours of the night.
=O
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:42:00 AM
w00t! ALL TIME HIGH OF 184kbps on BT!
=D
i love my connection. (=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:12:00 AM
FUCK!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:12:00 PM
time doesn't change a thing, does it.
this leads back to a 113 lecture where we discussed if century-old agreements should be honored although buried by time.
but still, time doesn't change a thing.
make it worse, perhaps.
and although i lament over the lack of sleep, i never make the time for it.
i shall promptly turn in now, at 130am in the morning.
time is a commodity i do not have enough of.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:30:00 AM
i'm choo-chooing down the tracks of the local train system, yet i am going nowhere.
it seems everyone i know has alighted but yet i remain, the solitary passenger on a conductor-less locomotive.
...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:26:00 AM
i can't help but feel an inexplicable bliss for the people on digital canvas as i look at the photo washed in black and white.
it makes me smile (sadly) and wonder: will it? is it? should it?
and i sink back into the contemplative mood that takes over my mind this peaceful night; and listen to the lullaby of cars passing as i fall asleep.
tomorrow's a school day. an 830 school day.
better be early, better be early.
sleep well, dith.
(=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:16:00 AM
mimicry is a form of flattery.
ganbarimashou~
btw, mark's d&d pics look good. LoL! after all the trouble he went through to find the blazer. although i can't see his mullet properly. =( hehehe.
and i shall do 104 now.
1am and i feel like i could crap.
dammit, today msn was fricking exciting. with gossip flying and naruto discussion and pics to see... w00t.
ok, life isn't so stagnant.
can't wait till after exams. i wanna go out with all my friends!
^o^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:10:00 AM
revelation #1:
i have no calling
i have no future
i have no life.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:55:00 PM
regret is useless, huh.
especially useless considering about 2 years have passed.
whew.
time does fly.
who gave it wings?
we did.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:46:00 PM
all this talk about family ties has really taken flight.
and i mean it literally.
a family of four jumped down from a building in tampines.
talk about togetherness and cohesion and spending quality time together.
family outings have never been so fun.
r.i.p.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:51:00 PM
btw jes, xeno saw you at mac today with val =X
jes you dao me.
sadded.
and check out this site.
HAHAHAH FARNIE SIA.
SkeLLieS!
lmao.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:46:00 PM
imo. sounds *quite* true.
what do you guys think? drop me a tag or msn me.
heh.
Green Tea...
You are Green Tea!
Strong and very smart you prefer peace to violence
and very rarely take action if it involves
confrontation. But you make up for this with
your keen insight and understanding of the
world and people around you, you have a very
mysterious nature. Many people see you as laid
back and that may be true but you are very
intelligent and make good decisions.
What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
brought to you by Quizilla
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:38:00 PM
stir that hot cup of coffee and stay tuned to another world-weary drab and cynical view of the world.
have you seen them? those empty shells, eyes downcast, trudging amongst us? they pull a heavy load on their never-ending journey. it may seem without purpose, but behind that facade they have a mission to keep society going.
flaws are without souls, existing amongst us for balance, and to emphasize our perfection. it is a lie that no one is perfect; for they are. these drones make sure we are. they are our flaws, and they walk amongst us to keep society stable. for if we see those less perfect than us, we are cemented in our belief that we are the creme de la creme.
shouldn't a souless being have no feelings? but they do. although they bear the criticisms, and willingly take the brunt for what they are, they are screaming within the hollows of their bodies, but are never heard. without a soul, you see, they have no voice.
so they gradually mixed with the perfect. transferred their qualities into every generation. and society became homogenized. but there still exist communities of pure perfect and pure flaws. the perfect like to bask in light, while the flaws creep along with the shadows.
look around yourself. can you spot them?
today i had a thought. female footwear was made without friction for a purpose. NOT a purpose. that's too mild a word. it's all part of a grand conspiracy. i have come to this conclusion after i met mu yesterday. she wore a pair of feminine slippers (which i rarely see on her) and she complained about the lack of friction.
shoe designers have a motive in mind. they would take the smoothest materials to produce their shoes. if less friction will make a person more careful, walk slower, and look well, before he/she leaps, this will ensure the women will walk with more elegance and grace. and their walking speed will not rival that of men. thus they will be subordinate to men.
i knew it. shoe designers are men.
but i will not fall to their trap. i will buy men's slippers from now on.
YOU WILL NOT TAKE ME ALIVE!
.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:57:00 PM
knsknsknsknsksnksnksnksnsknsknsknsksnksnskns i feel KNSKNSKSNKSNKSNKSNKSNKNS!
tmdz....
anyway, today i watched Howl's Moving Castle with mu~
aiyah sianz these days everyone practice age discrimination.
free gift also must be for 21 above.
handphone also for 21 above.
cb!
anyway Howl (or Hauru as i like to say) is SO YANDAO~~~~
*drool*
sigh.
now if only he's real.
xD~
anyway sch at 830am. fuck la so early.
i'm off to bed.
oyasuminasai minna-san.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:27:00 AM
1.45am
ni hui lai le ma.
~_~U
bish bish dith.
GO DO PROJ LA!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:40:00 AM
omg.
Team America was like.. what the FUCK! and not only in the literal sense.
i wonder how many times they said that word. lmao. imagine on monday, when i pass the disc to cyn.. WAHAHAHHAHAA. i think she'll hate it. hahaha.
wtf.
puppet sex.
vomit disorder.
cocksucking.
~_~U
that show really diaoz.
but eh. puppet scene was like gawd. hahaha heng my family members never walk past. and i watched it at 100% and not full screen at that part. puppets humping each other in a myriad of positions when they don't have any *cough* extensions *cough* to speak of. ~_~U
and the vomit part really yucks la. luckily i finished eating like 5 minutes before that scene. ~_~U and it reminded me of stuff la. omfg wth *beepbeepbeep*
it's lame but yucks la.
but their soundtrack fricking funny and the part about "We have no intelligence!" <-- say in a serious tone please. lmao. and you have panthers who are cats. hmm. i'm wondering btw how they got the cat to tear apart the puppets. put catfood in them? lmao.
i think the puppets damn zai. dunno how they make the mouth move. but EH. WAHAHAH WTF. they walk so awkward. =X
wonder if they pissed anyone off in america.
i'm even wondering why singapore screened it.
HMMM. lmao.
wtf la.
nearly 11pm.
should be home by now? =/
~_~U
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:45:00 PM
=(
argh sux
lifeless
mould-growing
creature
that is me.
rottingandrottingandrottingandrotting
i wanna go out fuggadammit but there's no one to go out with.
can i have like a robot companion to go out with me?
too lazy to work on projects too.
argh.
knsknsknsknsknskns.
and i've become a naruto server.
lmao.
dunno if it's bad or good.
sent 124 to jerry
now sending 124 to sk.
lmao.
i wish my u/l speed were faster.
zzzzz.
oh wells.
sleeeeepy!
hmm.
enjoy yourself.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:49:00 PM
=_=;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:16:00 PM
haha. kl very farnie.
i dragged her and delayed her after 113 tut so we can give her bdae pressie.
then grace not there. wahahaha.
so drag somemore.. sk took out her pressie then she say she wanna go print lyrics then zao upstairs. LOL did she even spot her pressie? so big loh, her name on the card.
later we found grace, then kl returned. hehe
yAy~ she likes those angels! kl is my angel~
=X
21 le.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
r(a) show =D
farnie man. i'm like wired or something. teh and 3.5 hours sleep is my drug. i'm still so hyper. oh my goodness! LoL~
pj also farnie.. she was like. oh no, now they must think i am a freak! just because she thought that nature should take her course.
hehe.
we've lived with artifical amendments to our lives that we've forgotten to live life the naturalistic way.
haha.
don't wanna go into the whole debate. too complex.
xD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:27:00 AM
fuck i am so itchy!
today i saw a spider crawl on my dearest lappie while i was sitting at cs benches.
hahahaa.
oh ya something very chao lame.
i was rushing for 113 so i could do the quiz. and then i wore my green top like.. omg. back to front. so label at the front. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
never even realise until i was in lecture. then i thought why so itchy one... hahahHAhaha!
sianz. too lazy to change back also =X LOL~
luckily there's no difference.
hahaha..
"no diff no diff no diff no diff no dith"
=X
dunno if today in political studies they actually realised people always do this and then i say "dith is here". hAhahahhaa. dunno. LOL~~~~~`
farnie sia. today animal rights. hahaha we talk until dunno go where. LOL~~
hahaha i bth.
HAhahAhahaha.
oh man i love interrogating grace~ let's do it again~
LOL~
ininINVERYINdepth interview.
=D~~~~
round2~
need more info must go back to interviewee ma.
LOL~~~
ok i siao liao. today spoke on phone to no less than.. hmm. 5 guys.
wahahhaa.
why i so happy ar.
HAHAHAHA.
roy, kelv, bruce, bern+ben.
LOL~~~
aiyah.
but.....
=|
LOL
ok nvm~
dinner~ at 1am!~
chix clam chowder and biscuits
^_^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:49:00 AM
stayed up till 315 to study for mixed motivations.
larger motivation did not consist academic benefit.
...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:12:00 AM
sigh.
aiyoh.
why.
sian.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:37:00 AM
guess what peeps.
i am totally SIANZ of looking at the comp. EEEEEEEEEE.
yucks.
anyway, some overdue rants.
i still think al is a two faced lecturer. yes, his reasoning is good - i mean, he's had like, 3 million more years of experience than us. but he needn't have been so direspectful to our politician right. Vivien B. (dunno how to spell, lmao) first things first. you are not from singapore. please don't criticize so meaninglessly like saying he speaks very slow like korean dramas. you can criticize what he does for singapore, yes. but don't base your criticism on inbuilt character flaws in a person. it's not fair. he is a good speaker although he speaks slowly. but he speaks with assurance and some calm cool style, at least it is slow enough for us to understand, absorb, and reflect on right! -_-;
you yourself not speak until very interesting ok. don't insult others. look at yourself first.
secondly. DO be respectful to your students. you DID mention in a lecture we need mutual respect in a family. in a sense, students and lecturer are part of the SCI family. will you be respectful and not anyhow fastforward because you think our politician speaks too slow or you don't like the current speaker. i was listening and watching intently and then you have to suddenly interject my absorption with the FF button on the remote. wa lao la.
enough about him. his proj is sianzing driving me nuts.
and i'm pissed with people on maplestory. why so rude. please la, BE POLITE. don't anyhow accuse me of causing lag. you people are causing lag to me also. at least the mage was nice enough to say "excuse me, ms bandit".. but YOU, a fellow thief, although a freaking assassin.. you call me "stupid bandit" and talk about me as if i weren't there. ASS. if you want me to leave the map, ASK kindly. i will. my friend told me to ks you. but i'm not one to ks. you're lucky i'm not the kind with a big defame arsenal at my fingertips. although it WOULD be nice to give you -100 fame. HOWEVER i am not PETTY and accusatory. i am not a rude sin with the nick xxx7xxx. what sort of freaking nick is that. btw i've seen you before. now that i've seen you again, you're blacklisted.
argh.
why did i waste my breath on that lamer.
btw, i shouldn't feel this way, but somehow i'm going back to the notion that it's nice to be attached. someone kill that thought please. whenever i'm single i'm much happier. why do i ever miss being attached half a year down the road of singlehooddom? LAME!!!!!!!
sianzification.
recently on the mrt rides home i've been listening to linkin park. yum. aiyah. sianz. too sianz. and i've been sleeping a lot. a hella lot. argh what a pig. the more i sleep the more i want to sleep. i go to bed by 1am and i still cannot wake up for my 830 lecture wTF LA.
grrrrrrrr.
pissed.
yucks tomorrow got banana's tut. hope we do something fun and not sianz. should be writing for broadcast. argh. writing again. facing the computer again. argh why so sian! ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanna watch Jungle wa Itsumo Hale Nochi Guu DELUXE~ dl le. so happy~ hehehehehe. all that's left is 75% of gatekeepers anime series. hmm. comp dying from lack of space again. haiz.
=(
oh ya, canteen B DOES have SOME redeeming qualities afterall. =)
i like the curry puffs, the chicken rice not bad, i love the sugar cane juice~
but the tea is 5c more expensive. hhahahahahhaahhaa. and the mynahs that hop about on the tables pecking at leftovers is kinda gross. reminds me of my pri school canteen though. hehe. nostalgia. =D
eeeeeee. my head is big! eeeee i'm a da tou wa wa. hahahahaha.
aiyah. btw how to measure? i still have no idea. the only sad thing is, big head = big hair. hahahaha. reminds me i must go cut hair. hair so sux. all over the place. i think i look like a dishevelled zombie dith in the mrt every day. cos i'm so stoned, plugged into my ipod mini. zonked out look. blah. eh i seriously love being plugged into music. it's like i'm lost in my own world. there's this divide between me and the rest of the world. like another universe.. another realm. and i sort of have my own quiet space to think. less self conscious. hehe. like i'm behind a wall. =D ehhh fun~
haiz sian. now gotta decide if fri going back ajc or not.
=/
can i just opt to go home and slp?
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!
fuck i haven't done research. too tired.
sleepy at midnight omFG la. so freaking early.
last night i told cyn goodnight at 1am she was like HuH? you're sleeping NOW?
oh man. this is scary.
must've caught it from grace.
xD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:42:00 PM
lame!!!!!
are YOU dumb?
lame link courtesy of lame bren.
LOL~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:09:00 AM
This is my blogchalk:
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`/.tagGiE~.\'
To Do List - JAN
.devote&resolve
.stevie
.jog
.plan for poison
To Do List - FEB
.3rd MUSE
.13th - 16th: HCNY
.jog
.work x3
.plan for poison
To Do List - OTHERS
.make pyong the fox for my sis (bought materials)
.clean my ps2 lens
.read more thought-provoking books
.start writing again (poetry/songs/prose)
.study philo/random theories/psychology
.study business theories
.tidy the place
.actually BUY a swimsuit
.learn how to swim
.bake
.design wall mural for room
.learn how to knit/crochet properly
.print my grad photos
HOSHII MONO
.ryokou
.phD/masters behavioural psychology
.BANANA.BANAO
.shiawase
.yasetai