Tuesday, February 28, 2006

dith ponned jap today.
what a bad bad gal.
but dith not feeling very well.
x_x
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:44:00 PM

haa. my printer vomitted blood into the 43rd page! (or 6th page of the document)
it was wheezing before that.
soon printer's gonna be 7 yrs old.
my mom said it can start primary one.
o_O

printed readings but never read them.
gonna fail tml loh~~
hah. ciaoz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:15:00 AM

yatta~~!
passed my JLPT4 exam!
Writing/Vocab - 95/100
Listening - 71/100
Reading/Grammar - 168/200
Total 334/400 = 83.5%

not bad not bad ba...
going after sch on thurs to collect since sk got jap class also.. haha.
then me will finally know where in bugis jcs is. =)
can't wait to get my cert! *_*
this is the best news of the day ^^

just now helped sis edit pic for her fren's bdae mug. aiyohz... edit until 1am -_-
looks like dith gonna revert to old pattern of 4hrs slp per day again.
bleah. haven't printed notes yet also.
tml got 217A quiz and i dun even know lor
wad da fuck
see the extent of my blurness...

Progress Report 270206
msn + sms + maple
usual routine
turns out i'm 6/10
ideal is 8/10
really don't understand sometimes
hampered my study plan
see what tomorrow brings.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:10:00 AM

Monday, February 27, 2006

今又日本語で書いている。
寝なくて、眠くない。大変だ。
誰か助けて…
もっともっとで思い出…
この気持ち…何だこれは…
妬ましい気持ち…如何して？
変だね…
いやだ！非で…
話す事と思う事違うかもしれないから？
先から何もあったかもしれない…
私長い時考えあぐねる…
時間が捨てた。
悲しかった。
でも、何が言いたい？何と言う？
何時も私の携帯電話にメッセージを送る…
何と言う？何が言いたい？
この挫折感…とてもとても参列！
あなたが知っている？
よく聞いて、覚えて。
ここの言葉、ここの文。
同じ気持ちがある含意…私に訓えてください。
私は闇にいたくない！
この闇はとても息苦しい…

この言葉が覚えて。
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:27:00 AM

omg...
it has hit me again...
sucked into...
kh2...
*_*

non stop listening to Passion by Utada Hikaru...
non stop watching kh2 videos...
but my game disc with mu...
at least won't get stuck on it again...

XD

interesting eh...
game recraze happens after i completed it.

die.
i wan play kh2!!!
NA version hurry release >_<"
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:20:00 AM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

DOTZ!

beginning to get on my nerves.
good thing?
=O
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:24:00 PM

guess what guys
it's that time again
yeah, that time!
it's time for my to-do list!

1) 203 test 1 article
2) 212 readings + study for midterm
3) 217A group proj + readings
4) 221 research on building/orgn/service
5) remaining jap hw?
6) read my two library books!

hmm does anyone wanna go for the Singapore Fringe Festival?
Transparent Ground on 1st march 8pm for $15 looks interesting,
as well as
Sonic Fringe 3rd + 4th march 730pm for $24 (music)

TG at guiness theatre, the substation
SF at esplanade
both prices quoted are student prices.

i might end up not going also though.
damn those projects and long school days!
>_
please please anyone wanna go?
20 hours to school.
slowly counting down.
imma die!
8 weeks to exams.
2 months till end of exams!
6 months to 3rd year!
3 days to division talks

WOMG!!!!!!
10 months (or less) to professional internship

AHHHHHHH!!
this is scary!
ok i don't wish to think any further.

=_=!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:38:00 PM

phew!
more or less finished the article.
i think it sucks though.
like my msn nick says, "203 article written in tune to a pile of crap. my lecturer will puke when she sees it. yes, it's that bad o_O"
hahahaha.
shall sleep now and review it tomorrow.
i know i had a slow start, but my engine is finally in drive mode.
chug-a-chug-chug.
took this long to get going.
well, better late than never!

i love doing work.
it's therapeutic.
it clears my mind.
wow.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:12:00 AM

new day, fresh start.
i really detest it but it can't be helped.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:57:00 AM

Saturday, February 25, 2006

ha.
this is getting a bit extreme.
i love blogging too much.
or rather, i turn to blogging too often.
=_=!

eh moodless.
and imood doesn't have the mood "incapacitated".
cos that's what i'm feeling now.

no mood to do anything z_z!

o_O mu just came online
XD~~~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:09:00 PM

i totally hate it
when you sms me random things
like a report of what you are doing now
even if it is just a one-liner.

and i totally hate it
when i am trying hard
to forget you.

z_z
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:41:00 PM

it's of no matter now.
i think i see why now,
peering into the mirror.
learning a foolish lesson;
a reminder of truth.
did i for a fleeting moment
forget?
so i did.
and the haunting melody plays on
carried by the whispers of the trees
in the forests of my mind.
back back back
it goes back
step step step
i try to move forward
brambly undergrowth
treading treading
a clock face never has eyes
it cannot tell the time
you have a watch but you can't tell the time
aren't you the same?
two feet down
plunging, scraping
hanging.
oh this surety can't wait.
neither can your coffin.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:20:00 PM

fifteen...
minutes.
fifteen...
hours.
fifteen...
days.
fifteen...
years.

a short time or a long time.
i'd say fifteen seconds.
fifteen sentences?
or
fifteen words.

those fifteen minutes are up.
just like that.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:28:00 PM

そう、そう。
こんな終わりだ。
今日あなたは疲れたかもしれませんけど…　然し！とても寒かった気持ち…
悲しかった…
十五分だけ会った、損な…
頭が迷う、痛いよ。今どんな事する？
完全分からない。

無理、無理。

あなたに忘れるちゃった。
沢山宿題へ逃げる…
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:01:00 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

back to normal.
dith likes her routines.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:23:00 PM

seems back to normal.
(=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:16:00 PM

flying off to a corner where i am surrounded by work
time to be a workaholic
school's restarting soon

i think my brain needs a reboot
and my life needs a reformat.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:42:00 PM

asshole.
just when i thought you were the sort who seemed more knowledgable on issues although you have a childish personality, you let me down.
asking your opinion on the prop mohd issue is so hard?
even if it is you can just tell me you don't wish to comment.
not tell me stupid things like oh, you're not singaporean, you're an alien.
or 'to each their own, haha'
just tell me you don't want to comment.
don't tell me stupid things.
pissed me off again.

see what you get the next time you do that.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:21:00 AM

can't seem to concentrate...
aRgH.
gaH.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:36:00 AM

argh i hate routine.
when it's gone you feel insecure and lacking.
my routine is gone.
short term or permanent?
i hate starhub for it.

my bane my bane.
i actually miss the ritualized happenings of the day.
more than i thought i would.

oh well.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:56:00 AM

giving up is easy when one has lost hope.
forgetfulness?
soon. maybe.

disabled by Deathnote manga.
can't stop reading.
ack.

is this what it's like?
sit bored at home all day...
or am i the only one who feels this way?

...i think i am.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:43:00 AM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

TV Story Part 2

The TV set lay in the heap of trash, and coincidentally enough surrounding it were its brothers and sisters. The TV set felt that at least it could be incinerated / compacted at peace with its family around.

But seems that they had other plans for it.

The TV set re-con man came by, poking at the stack of unwanted TVs. "yes... no... uh huh..." he mumbled to himself, his pot bellied figure making its way towards the green mini tv set. lime green in a stack of drab grey. stood out like a sore thumb. the re-con man's attention immediately turned towards it.

poking at prodding at the mini tv set, he uttered many 'hmms' and 'mmms'. and he stuck the tv set in his trolley with the few others he had chosen. his van lay in wait nearby, its engine rumbling. huffing and puffing, the re-con man unloaded the tv sets he had taken from the heap into his van. the doors closed behind the lime green tv set, and all was darkness.

2 weeks later found the lime green tv set sitting in a shop window, looking better than new. a new tv tuner card, a new usb port and a new coat of paint, it shone. but no one bought it. everyone walked past, oohed and aahed. but nothing more.

the mini tv set was sad. did no one want it?

"20 bucks and its yours."
a familiar voice in the background. a familiar phrase.
something the re-con man said every day to people who asked about the lime green tv but never bought it.
something the lime green tv always heard that ended with "no thanks."
but today seemed different. a long silence followed. and then the rustling of money.

"i'll take it." the voice said. and it was a familiar voice.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:03:00 AM

And...

and it's twenty minutes past midnight.
and i said i was gonna start on 203 three hours ago.
and i didn't.
and you're not online.
and i'm bored.
and although there's no one to chat to on msn, i'm stoning.
and i'm blog surfing.
and i'm wondering what comes next.
and i'm pondering is there even a 'next'?
and i had a good time.
and although it was just aimless wandering around.
and nonsensical chatting.
and i hope fri might be the next time.
and i'm worrying about my assignments.
and i'm not doing anything about them.
and you said it didn't matter.
and i agree it doesn't.
and what's the point when nothing's concrete.
and i dunno anymore.
and i just plod on with life, projs and sch.
and you continue with your games.
and i wish march would come quickly.
and march is around the corner.
and i wish april would draw near.
and my second year will end.
and i want holidays.
and i want a long long slumber.
and i know it's unattainable.
and i had a nice conversation with cyn on the phone just now.
and i'm meeting her tomorrow.
and i like yishun.
and i wonder if i know you.
and i'm thinking about the OOC.
and it's funny.
and i can't blog properly.

and off i go to do 203.
and bye.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:25:00 AM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

it's funny really.
things are really funny.

anyway to start this post off i'll blog about a dream i had on tuesday that lasted till wed morning.
in relation to the KL trip that didn't happen, i dreamt i was gonna take a ride to hmm, dunno where on singapore's budget airlines. one whole bunch of us from school. and we left really late. like half an hour before the flight? thing is, i don't even know where the budget airlines place is. i suppose it's changi right? i rushed and flagged a cab. funny looking cab. peach colored and extra long. suppose it being long was a good thing. cos when heading out of the gate it drove over a big drain. you know those kind that's supposed to be covered up with the granite slates? so the taxi drove over it and sort of got wedged there while waiting for the traffic light to turn green. curiously, i wasn't worried. the driver then sort of pushed the car up onto the top part of the drain so he could drive out later. didn't occur to me how heavy a car is until i woke up and contemplated that scene. haha. so we drove off.. but suddenly i find we're driving in a jungle-like place. looks like some zoo safari. then i was thinking. OH NO then my flight how?! so we flew to the budget airlines place. yeah i know my dream isn't making any sense. if the taxi can fly, why did i even want to take the budget airlines? O_o"
the terminal was this sci-fi thing. one white cylindrical building that seemed to extend endlessly into the clouds and curious looking walkways. anyway i think the dream ended there with the realization that i had missed my flight anyway =( oh well.

today... i went to sch for 221. done and passed up le. took longer than expected though cos of some dropbox thing. ahhh shan't make a fuss outta that la. i had a good day so i shall not bother.
left sch 340 or so. ha.. so good to get outta sch. got in the mrt and i heard someone call my name. komathi and a guy.. her classmate from her ge.. frans. ahaha he quite cute la. oops =X lol. from batam. didn't stay long to chat cos i was going yishun! whee game game games i can buy games~

ureshii =)

waited at mrt for gt to appear. he... he... came from behind and 'BOO!-ed' me! walaoooo.....!
i really got a fright lor. z_z
but ok la, bought 3 games! yay!!!! *bites games*
then walked around northpoint awhile and talk crap then i went off.. went to braddell =) see the pirated games shop ^_^
wa quite ex lor. but i definitely am going back soon to get my adobe premier =)

die.. can't seem to get started on my work.. keep looking at kh2 stuff and just stoning lor..

hmm accuse me of making you sleep at 2am.. "you can just tell me 'ok shut up. i want to sleep.'" i said. "no! i couldn't do that!" the reply came.
just when yesterday i was thinking 'i thought you knew me better than that...'
maybe you do, or maybe you don't.
thought i'd forgotten but i didn't.
it's the dim light in the back of my mind.
forgotten but always there.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:09:00 PM

haha the johari window.
my johari window...

amazing eh.
not so much on -their- analysis, but my analysis of their analysis hmm.
seems in those adjectives there are words that have different levels of 'knowing me'.
hahaha
interesting.

do it pls ppl!
=D
onegaishimasu~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:31:00 AM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

addicted to kingdom hearts!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3

XD~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:39:00 PM

refusal to believe.
hah.
i suppose that's in every one of us.

which brings to mind what Tay Yek Keak wrote in the papers today.
"there's a Broadback in every one of us".
ahahahah!

can i find one in kh2?
btw here's a funny link.
gonna watch it tomorrow if i have nothing else to do.
already reading the 'synopsis' cracked me up!
ahahaha.
Dramatic Hearts

XD~

sora to riku... eien ni... isshoni.. yaOi~~~~~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:34:00 AM

nice words =)

fren: lipo can meh? but [you] not fat wad
me: eh? i not meh? o_O
fren: not ar
me: i have heard many comments from guys who said
fren: juz a little plump datz all
me: "if u were slimmer i would like you" ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ as if i like them liddat zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
fren: o_O wah who sae such tings!? so immature o_O
me: i think got 2 or 3 guys
fren: =OOOOOO
me: _____ was one of them =O oops =X
fren: -_- like is like....dun like is dun like....where got if slim or wad den will like de
me: ya lor =_=!
fren: so weird
me: i also think it's weird o_O
fren: if dey tink lidat dey can juz marry a mannequin den everyday dress her up nice nice
me: eh lol.. XD dat's funny
fren: -_- perfect figure summore
me: wad can i say.. used to it XD
fren: but []....u actualli quite ok de juz dat a little plump nia if onli u exercise abit....den no prob le. []tink a female mustnt be too thin....like malnutrition lidat...not nice looking

and so on and so forth.. then the topic shifted to kh2 boss battles again!
feels so good to finally have defeated Xenmas. and then i can't help but wonder.. was Xenmas born when the real Ansem sacrificed himself to destroy the "cookie heart" of TWTNW?

damn interesting storyline. =)
come 28th march, i shall get my hands on the english version.
and hopefully finish playing kh1. ahahaha i'm mad aint i. haven't complete kh1 yet i completed kh2. blahz. 89% completion. not bad eh..

feeling damn satisfied!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:48:00 AM

Monday, February 20, 2006

eh i'm so sad.
i can't defeat the last form of the last boss xenmas!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:25:00 AM

Friday, February 17, 2006

just a simple one liner can stick in my head and bother me for days on end.
yes. and it really is bothering me.

*disturbed*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:25:00 PM

hell day.
just as i'd expected.

2hrs of slp disturbed halfway by sis' fucking alarm
traffic jam - beer crates on the road.
1/2 hr late for 212
sound and picture for video not in sync
riding high commentary got problem when laid on tape
didn't have gd comments for roy's video =(
haven't studied for jap test
fucking cold weather
dunno why people gimme funny looks =(
was gonna head to jap when...
bad news that joce's interview tape had NOTHING
dunno why. fucking degaussing machine
my oh my had to print to tape freaking last min
late for jap class heng revision
fucked up jap test anyhow.
stupid shit careless mistakes

am home now.
don't want to face anymore shit.
but i am feeling tremendously disturbed.
something aint right inside of my head.
=(

when can i rest in peace?

or do i lie here, resting in pieces?

fking feeling...
gaH get out of my heaD!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:26:00 PM

gaWd.

it's nearly 5am and i gotta wake up at 7am to get my ass to my 830 lecture.
fuck fuck fucks.

taking on too much work this sem.
going mad mad mad.

had a bad video scare earlier which made me super dulan.
argh. hope the edit aint as bad as it sounds.
fucks fucks fucks.

finished doing my oak3 research and studio link for interview with roy.
haven't studied for jap midterm.
thank goodness 212 midterm postponed, but still got that quiz tomorrow morn.
fuckz.

well i guess it's off to bed for me then.

so you never were interested were you.
what am i then?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:50:00 AM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

oh mi gawd.
the 212 midterm might be postponed to 3rd March! whee!!!
but if it is, it will be harder.

hmm. doubt i will do my readings anyway.
too flooded with stuff.

bring it on whenever it may be!!!!!!!!

raWr~!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:39:00 AM

Status: Half dead and internally haemorraging
(ie Vomit Blood)
To do list:

oak3 research work 0%_ FRI
why they always gimme last min work de!?! x_x"

'riding high' 70%_ FRI
VO left to do. finished writing whee!

212 midterm 10%_ FRI
hell readings. die liao le

jap midterm 20%_ FRI
die. how to get A liddat? x_x

video proj ONE 80%_ FRI
whee got jaws and carrie!

video proj TWO 90%_ FRI
whee got shuyi!

203 article 0%_ wk8 MON
look for people to talk to. cfm die.

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can't cross out anything as of yet. z_z
feel better with Riding high commentary out of the way. just need to record the VO in time for fri hmm. should be quite fast.
more assignments coming my way for the 1 week hols.
work is neverending!!!!!!
flooded with work!!!!!!!!!!

and you are weird.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:27:00 AM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

w00t
high on gyoza!
fuckin' OD'ed on gyoza man! aahhaha!~
shiok shiok shiok ah!

made my day XD~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:25:00 PM

disjointed thoughts

apologetic?
wow it's a bit OOC.

i'd blame you for having such a nice voice
but it's so easy on the ears.

feeling like a half-steamed frozen pau.
still defrosting from aircon in the lab

disoriented
video projs seem done,
well more or less.

food is a million miles away
i'm a twinkle in the distant sky.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:01:00 PM

it's not that i don't want to do work but that i am uber tired and i need my energy do other stuff like the commentary assignment gah.
i am so sick of facing the mac and scrolling through the stupid timeline and editing stupid videos. gaWd.

anyway. who in their right mind smses people saying they're bored. then although they get a reply like, immediately, they don't continue to sms le? what's the point then? what fabricated boredom is that. geez what da shit.

well, i've smsed people when i was bored and i did follow through although suddenly got things to do and not bored le. blah. maybe some people just get absorbed into things easily so they forget everything else? even me?

i'm so insignificant after all eh?

anyway the week is drawing to a close. friday's jap and 212 midterm, gotta finish commentary assignment by tomorrow, video editing by tomorrow, and stay alive till fri 9pm so i can enjoy my one week hol.

semblance of a holiday anyway.

seriously la, getting sick and tired of this life. getting sick and tired of whatnots and dunnos and dunno waDs.

i am seriously worn out.

where's my life's energy?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:09:00 PM

Monday, February 13, 2006

sian ar sian.
=_=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:42:00 PM

jus went to roy's blog to do some catching up.
went to his place today with proj mates and he chatted to the camera (or off-camera, if you'd prefer) kinda sad couldn't do some catching up. have to admit i forgot which host he was using. racked my brains for the longest time before i remembered. but yep i remember his blog's name. =)
seems he's been blogging quite a lot lately. normally i check his blog and i only see 1-5 new entries. just now i saw like 20.

couldn't make it down for peijuan's bdae + farewell celebration.
feel sad.
didn't even know what she got for the bdae present altho i'm sharing it.
didn't collect cab fare from proj mates today.
felt bad collecting it even.
i'm calculative and a bit stingy with money, i'll admit. but at the same time, i can't bring myself to collect money from people. conflicting eh.
guess i have to earn more for my keep (and other people's) then.
no surprise i'm working part time now also.
and hell yes, it's killing every cell in my brain.
(i nearly said "every brain in my cell")
guess i'm like super tired now.
and who wouldn't be?
with like scant amounts of sleep and caffeine induced awakeness.
i'm gonna die mentally soon. like hard disk crash and RAM burn and overheat and stuff. y'know, that kinda thing. even 10 fans installed at full speed wouldn't save me.

talking crap.
hmm.
one thing i do know for sure...
i'm considered a close friend. there is a connection. there is continuity.
but is there anything more?

the time of confessions and brave actions draws near.
will something grow out of it?
my prediction?
nothing. absolutely nothing.

i will spend hours 1030 to 1930 in school contemplating my projects, assignments, midterm exams and work.

can't wait for your arrival, sem break.
18th - 26th feb.

can i go the distance?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:18:00 AM

very very very tired.
jus finished oak3 work.
now left:

'riding high' 0%_ FRI
commentary writing n voice dub

212 midterm 10%_ THU or FRI ?
need to do hell readings.

jap midterm 20%_ FRI
listening compre on tue. revision work.


video proj ONE 50%_ FRI
filmed. editing this wk

video proj TWO 50%_ FRI
filmed. editing this wk.
THX ROY!!!!!!! =)

203 article 0%_ wk8
look for people to talk to.

time for me and my bed to meet once again.
let's enter coma land once again!
and never wake up~~~~~`
8hours max in coma land.
prospect seems the best of this week.

=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:54:00 AM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

yawn.

very very very very tired.
good news is that 95% of work done. tonight 1hr finish up can le. then send to folks at oak3. hmm.

nth exciting here cept loads of work to do. later going out for proj. hmm.
yawn yawn yawn.
so sian.

need my slp!!!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:08:00 AM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

wa...
very shagged very cold very hungry very tired.
i really become the machine le.
but cos of the bloody beetle romping here, i gonna slp soon. -_-
attacked by no fewer than 3 beetles tonight. omg la!
as my fren put it, maybe it's mating season. ho hum.
so i said they had better not be males -_-
he said likely they were.
BLEAH!

tml hopefully can crawl out of bed by 8am or 8+. get some work done.
then go for lunch. then come back... haiz. finish up and start on next segment le.
then sunday gotta wake up early go shoot video le. evening got peijuan's farewell party to attend. then come home do more work omg.
if really desperate i think sunday to monday i cannot slp. that's taking a risk. maybe i should do more work NOW while i am still fired up and awake. -_-

eh ya. i should. ok after blogging i will see how long i can tahan. lolz.
lemme die for you to see!!!!!!!

on a gd note, hopefully during the semester break i will have entertainment. with the promise of a new slacking partner.. we'll see. dunno if it's just an empty promise though like everything else is...

ok back to more Grant Hackett. BYE!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:33:00 AM

Friday, February 10, 2006

two words to sum up my feelings now:

diao!
&
haR?

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anyway still doing 212 readings -_- dunno wtf i am reading abt. skimming randomly and scanning pages. ahaha. as well as chatting on msn. reading the whole book is impossible. Z_z
i think sem break is 20th that week. really looking forward to it man. gonna die soon with work flood. -_- doing work mechanically. think they can name me after Grant Hackett le.. i can be dith, the machine, too -_-

sighz!

really dunno what's up with people lah!!
dun wan to think anymore.. sianzeded. think of the same thing over n over also cannot come to a conclusion one. zzzzzz.

haha i dunno what i'm doing now also le. gonna be 1am. i shd b in bed. tml 830 class. gaH.
okaes night blog.

oh btw i had great katong laksa at holland v with great company! =))
gonna miss ya >_< *sniff*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:46:00 AM

Thursday, February 09, 2006

haha. JES! WHO IS THE GUY! tell me~~~~
jes imma b so sad if u leave me! hmph! lolz.

yawn very very sleepy now. gonna crash on bed soon then tml wake up earlier do more work. yeps. too tired to ponder about stuff ahaha..

1) when u've known a person for less than 1/2 a yr but the person thought it has been 2 or 3 yrs and feels ur like family.
2) when the person exclaims u understand the person very well
3) when the person tells you in person ur the only one the person smses
4) when the person says no no don't postpone movie when ur concerned if the person is feeling well or not
5) but the person doesn't do anything.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:09:00 AM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

haha for the english-speaking crowd who have been seeing nonsense on my blog, it's probably 1) encoding not set to Japanese or 2) it's an alien language. (doh)

today went back sch in da morning to record some VO, then did video editing for the pub story. ho hum done so fast. whee. later slacked around sch awhile n smsed awhile then chatted with frens awhile den zao to JP for some more slacking.

hmm. we all know it's bad but we all succumb to gossip. anyway wun mention it le cos really, it's not a gd thing.

moving on~

bought a new watch from City Chain the sale. whee orange watch with green stripes and buttons w00t. 30% off lalala. den went yishun meet gt for moobie. hmm. makan den went movie le. movie not bad.. interesting la. but not impactful enough for me. too much hype leh. i thought memoirs of a geisha was much nicer. fearless dun really have dat kick. altho it's a true story but their focus is too spread out. zzzzz. den some of their shots look really funny and weird loh! see la i was so bored i was looking at the shots! geez. den the voice dub also out of sync! OMG OMG LAH!!!!! THIS QUALITY FOR COMMERCIAL MOVIE!? omg la!!!!!! *dies*

ok enuf abt da moobie. mu called me halfway but had to gua her dian hua cos very bright >_< keep vibrating.. later like the pink panther advertisement den i vibrate off the seat onto the floor XDDDD~

haha den went buy game~~~~ whee now i got Dirge of Cerberus. lala. but no time to play it -_-
had a good time nonetheless. =)
now i wan slp!!!!

naptime~~~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:49:00 PM

今日映画に出かけました。愉しかった日だ。
映画はまあまあだけど、会った人は面白い。
次私に聞いて出かける？
明るい将来ね。
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:29:00 PM

今晩私が帰った時、ｓｍｓを貰った。君に送れた。面白いよ、この変なｓｍｓだ。でも、笑顔をする。チャットをやった時、速くで。愉しくて嬉しかった。色々なトピックを話した。変だな…君を短い時間が知ったが、君は三年前に私が始めて知ったと思いました。君も私は家族だと思かった。とても面白いね。君も私はよく君が分かると言っていました。本当に面白いよ。では、今私が信じが分からない。待っているかもしれません…最後絶対に分かる？将来、将来…

じゃ、仕事を出さなければならないけど…　ちょっと時間ではない。
又ね！お休み?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:40:00 AM

insecure? happy? excited? burdened by work?
what a weird mix of emotions lol.

still feel hair looks funny hmm.
had a great chat on msn today =X
tml gonna watch moobie ^_^
n got a lot of work to do.

ahaha.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:37:00 AM

Monday, February 06, 2006

whee happy day~~~~`

altho was feeling funny cos not used to my hair, but eh so far it's ok ba.
hmm went IMM with grace during my 3hr break. lolz. halfway sharen liu called me n said both my grp's stories selected for spectrum wahaha.
wowz.... hope we can keep this up ^-^

anyway ya. looking forward to thurs!
(=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:21:00 PM

whee!
watching Fearless on thurs.

(=

人間の幸せは難しい持って集めるけど…
君を探した。
本当だ？
時間だけ見せる、待っている。
幸せな。
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:23:00 AM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

wahaha the deed is done
hair is cut
no turning back!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:43:00 PM

lol my usual chatting kakis all offline...
sian the internet feels so empty suddenly.
feel like slping early.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:21:00 AM

君を失くした。
,,＞￣＜
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:42:00 AM

Saturday, February 04, 2006

yawnz.

today after jap class went orchard to walkwalk. ahaha.
i suddenly feel like i changed roles or smth. found someone more guy than me. heh. but then her interests are so different.
i like to look at visual kei, she thinks they are very very scary. well, it's funny. lol.

didn't manage to get a haircut today =( plans have been thwarted cos the salon is too popular to serve me! boo hoo!
so i am going down tml. i have an appointment. hope i have nice hair. >_<

i had 7 hrs of slp last night. but it was more like broken into:
3 hrs _4hrs+ awake doing work_ 4hrs
eh diao.
dunno how i survived.
orchard not that crowded although had chingay. think many skipped da parade. haha. it was more crowded at chinatown on hari raya leh.

oh ya my grp's 221 assignment not bad eh!
i think got good hope might go on spectrum whee!
although it's me and damn ugly but...
get aired is A or B wor.
ok grades are impt! =X
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:32:00 PM

Friday, February 03, 2006

eh lolz this shit was on my tagboard. i deleted it.
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ahahah.

anyway more work in. still doing work to pass up by tml. ho hum.
soon it's out with thierry henry, in with grant hackett!
out with soccer, in with swimming!
lolz.

wrist pain. think type too much at a funny angle. pain pain.
today super tempted to pierce ears. so bored la u see.
prob cutting hair on sat =D
lalala. can't wait!!!
and i wanna play kh2....

x_x

ok tml 830 lesson. hope my grp's ptc proj review goes well. hope jap class not too boisterous. hope get 100% for kanji test. ahahha i haben study for it yet.

ciaoz~!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:49:00 AM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

eh wow. i'm a record breaker!!
i just did the commentary bits for 221 script in like.. record time! ahahaha. no idea how long. eh.. 15min? lolz. okay la i dunno but definitely less than 30min! ahaha. =X

going mad going mad.

cny was hectic. i didn't go out visiting but it still was hectic. cramped with work. eh.. 134 articles to go.. i am hopeful!!!! i can do it!!! then search for his decisive moment then i'm done!!!!

okay let's see.
ang bao $ count still hovering around $100
134 articles left to compile and then do search on decisive moment.
i probably know more football than i ever would know in my entire life now.
passion by utada hikaru, under the sea (kh2 jap version) and tension rising (battle song) float about in my head.
ho hum not like they're bad songs.
tomorrow morn meeting mu to go bishan then off i am to sch. and she too.
projs suck. officially.
deadlines hurt. terribly.
my ass has grown bigger than it ever was sitting around at home, cursing at my work and eating new yr goodies. bad i say, BAD!
newspapers to read tomorrow. hope i remember.
7 mins to 3am i better sleep by then.
tomorrow when i'm back from sch and editing i had better do my 212 readings.
thur morning too.
1230 proj meeting for 221 in sch at benches.
nearly forgot about that. argh.
i'm becoming more absent minded than a monkey with its brains siphoned out.
kh2 rawks!
5 more mins to 3am. final words?
shitload of readings hmm.
do-able.
possible.

for i am superdith!
and superdith takes her leave now.

night!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:48:00 AM