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undecipherable.
was april really playing a joke on me?
share joy? or?
i really don't understand.
just now i was really contemplating.
but i don't know what will happen.
afraid of the outcome.
so i shan't.
continue this game of hide n seek?
今朝誰かさん私にｓｍｓを送った。どうしてそんなした、毎度分からないかな… でもさあ、勇気がない、誰かさんに聞けない…困っているね。頭の中に沢山質問がある。誰かさんに会った時、ちょっと愉しくなかった、ちょっと静かで変な時から…然し、愉しくなくても、よかった時間だ。誰かさんは私に好きですか。友達だけですか。まだ分からない。本当に知りたい！でも、誰が教える？今日誰かさんはあなたに待っているは大丈夫だと言っていました。全て女の人にあんな言っている？いい女の人の友だちだけ？私にだけ？誰かさんは彼女に待っていて、怒るなったといっていましたから、私は誰かさんにちょっと怖いだ。
どんな事をすると分からない…誰かアドバイスを教えてくださいませんか。今週の火曜日誰かさんと一緒にオチャードへ行く…近づくなってみたいかもしれない。できるだけそんなにすると思う。
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:55:00 PM
=)
even the most mundane things ^_^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:41:00 PM
haven't been going out (not really) these past few days. schedule topsy turvy due to ulu-ated hours spent mapling. now 89.6 but no mood to level. oh well.
let's just say my experience attending the screenings of the 19th singapore intl film fest aint very good. for starters, for the screening of todo, the turnout was quite bad la. but i think, overall, apart from the unpolished camera work and impromptu shots and nonfiction takes and personal approach, it is an interesting film. and the director was there. john torres. cool guy. about being a terrorist, there are many layers. you don't only hurt people you don't know, u hurt those close to you too. how true how true. and also the part about how artists can be 'terrorists'. very interesting. however, i was a bit lost in the film at times. maybe because it's too chim, or i'm not familiar with the filipino culture la. i wish i could have stayed back to talk to him but it was late. i had to go. haha. it's not every day that you meet a director/experimental filmmaker.
and as always, on the way to AGF from newton mrt i managed to lose my way again. it was so hilarious. i always go against my better judgment, which is NOT to follow where the crowd goes (which was in the right direction). bahhhhh. anyway after walking a bit i decided to go back to the station and ask, just to be safe. i encountered a guy who looked lost. and he approached me asking for directions to newton circus. haha i also not very sure. he said, why don't we both go and find the way? wahahaha. well, he was quite cute lah. but nah, i don't wanna be lost and/or late for the movie or end up having supper with him instead =X (as if he wants! LoL) so i said nah, i gonna turn back n ask the mrt ppl just to play safe. in the end i found my way to agf. wah i damn toopid lor i go there how many times le i still blurblur. kaoz.
as for today... argh i had 3hrs of sleep only because of elections. i slept at 6am due to ulu-ated training times at zombie in maple (4th day in a row) then woke up at 9am because of elections. hmm. very noisy... so i mapled. cool beans i gained like 40% ^_^ aqua dungeon rox. got smses while mapling. one from vin the other from gt. hmm. well. training takes priority because i wanna hit 90.
more work to do cos workppl called me also. hmm. i shall start on it like maybe tomorrow or smth? lazy leh. now fully settled into slack mode. but it's good to start on it. i can finish it faster and focus my mind on it rather than inane things.
last night dav asked me to post my maple screenshot for the contest. well, if he and a few others find it funny, i suppose it's good enough. hope i win something ^_^ anyway the prize i gonna give to him because i don't see a need for it and i don't like it also. it's a 3d model of maple stuff. but not the vinyl kind i collect, more like cardboard cutout slot together kind of 3d model. yeech i don't like.
today after mapling i went to national museum at stamford road there to watch japanese films. tmd the documentary no subtitles cos they cockup. i hope they have a special rescreening with subs this time. i really hanbun hanbun ika shika wakaranai. zannen zannen desu ne. =( many ppl left halfway cos they don't understand, while i sat through the whole thing. it's gd but i dun understand. maybe i shd have gone to watch noriko's dinner table -_- haiz. anyway it's a good thing, i met leah and her friend there. they both came alone then saw each other. then i came and saw them. ahaha. so funny right? all watch films alone de, same pattern, leah said.
so next time we can watch together instead of being loners XD ahahah. leah is sho cute. always cute. forever cute.
oh ya and you guys dunnid to guess la. of cos finding my way to the place i got lost. what else is there to expect? not really lost.. i just walked a roundabout way. (as usual) in singapore i eventually find my way to the targeted area just that i take longer than others.
oh ya, about singapore maps. plz plz. it's not like china or american maps. the distance is actually much shorter and the buildings are actually much nearer and the roads are actually much narrower than it seems on the map. i always think it's very far then end up walking too much. maybe i should thinking of the landmarks in a more bunchedup way. -_-" lmao singapore maps =_=! uniquely singapore i'd have to say.
tomorrow going nyp to see the fusion exhibition. meet mu also. i try to wake up early morning and go. mu don't forget da morning call >_<
sat maybe going out with gt see how. i also dunno go where do what with him always the same thing same place haiz. not that i got go out with him a lot also la. but usually see ps2 gamez at his place there.
then next next week starting special sem liao. intro to american lit. whee. kinda excited. =D hope it will be fun! yea yea... now all that's left is for my hair to grow and for me to lose weight (think i too lazy to do the latter also la. and the former is simply taking too long! sigh!)
time to go shopping soon...
and time to sleep now.
yawnZ.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:46:00 AM
it's really really annoying.
it's so annoying i don't think anymore.
aiyah.
which idiot anyhow call ppl de.
i bth lor
even if i lian chou chou or diam diam or sian sian.
CAN YOU TAKE A HINT OR NOT
even as friends..
if i find u irritating i wun entertain u lor
unless i'm uber bored.
this morning called me at 11am
kaninah break my sleep.
shan't complain about that anymore
it's no big deal afterall
i should be more accomodating.
people working and bored and well, relatively old liao so i suppose, counting me as a fren is an honor?
people also friendly.. want to keep in touch.
budden...
also must realise...
CAN YOU GROW UP OR NOT.
need to complain about another person also.
why so BUAY STEADY ONE
u think what? i your entertainment vehicle issit?
u sian sian den u come find me?
waiting for friends to turn up u sms me?
nth to do on msn u come msn me?
u think i like ah?
i like is one thing, yes, ur nice to talk to
budden dun use me can?
buay tahan.
i really don't understand people.
companies also.
ask me work, i work damn long le
can u pay me monthly?
you can remember when my exam finish n when i can start working again
but you never talk about my pay le
wa lao eh.
and i also don't understand myself, even.
every fucking night for two nights in a row
maple maple maple
training at zombie map from 2 - 6 am
train until my eyepain, finger cramp, falling asleep le.
train until even my friend who is also training with me tell me to just go and sleep la.
why am i so stubborn?
nothing to do in hols is one thing
why i so buay zidong one waiting for ppl to ask me go out?
cos i'm liddat lor.
don't ask u will never do anything at this rate
hah.
am i shooting myself in the foot?
always waiting around for things to happen
rather than making them happen.
i have yet more rants.
but i shan't rant too much.
happy holidays all!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:56:00 PM
only mapled.
and now i am lv 89
=_+
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:27:00 PM
another so-so day.
looking forward to later on (monday) when i will be watching Mirror Mask with vin. yay changed Inside Man to Mirror Mask le. ^_^ i'm so glad. yokatta ne~
then looking forward to tues. free ben and jerry's ice cream day. *drools*
hope the day will be as good as the ice cream, provided they still have ice cream by the time i go down T_T
ice cream or no ice cream, i still hope it's a good day. ^_^
some things are better than ice cream.
leveled sora to 87.
now my magnega is so power.
=D
i just cast Magnega with abandon ("GATHER~")
and all the MP balls and Lightning Shards fall from the sky like nobody's business.
ahhh so fun.
<3
no mood to fight Xemnas leh.
hahahaha.
no mood to maple also leh.
wahahaha.
hmm.
lemme see.. schedule so far:
24th - Mirror Mask with vin
25th - B&J ice cream with gt (hopefully)
26th - Todo Todo Teros at night
27th - NYP with mu in morning and Tori at night
29th - Live Bands @_@ and maybe Noriko if the person emails me back about the ticket T_T
9th may i start Introduction to American Lit.
hope it's good.
slowly getting used to having nothing to do.
emptiness is subsiding ^^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:39:00 AM
i'm gonna go senile soon la.
with nothing to occupy my mind,
i'm gonna lose it very very soon.
i never thought liberation would be this bad.
sigh.
what then, is true liberation?
when nothing builds your days except four blank walls.
well, make that four not-so-blank walls, a television, a computer, and ps2 to boot.
yes, i love games.
BUT I NEED PEOPLE COMPANY
THE KIND MADE OF FLESH AND BLOOD JUST AS I AM
nah, don't mind me.
going nuts.
yeah.
you know.
it's that time of the year again.
everything that was chaining you falls away.
and you're suddenly lost alone without anything to hold on to.
haiz.
gimme a hand.
an arm, a foot, a leg, even.
need something to secure me to the ground.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:28:00 AM
i think i know now why it's so funny.
it's exaggerated. but somehow half of that laughter isn't from its comedic function.
you know what?
i'm so thankful my life isn't a soap opera.
so draggy but ends in a matter of episodes.
suffering is bliss when you can collapse time.
oh, the wonders of movie magic.
had a so-so day today.
i feel kinda... lost.
like i dunno what i'm doing and i dunno what i want anymore.
feel...
woven out of lives.
left out of the loop.
at the sidelines of action.
a stranger watching a group of friends.
hmm.
i seriously need something to do, to occupy my mind with.
today i fell asleep playing kh2 and it felt so... wrong.
like i should be somewhere, doing something more of... substance.
today i watched a korean soap opera, and my mindlessness at home is killing me.
i want to watch movies:
Mirror Mask, The Producers, etc.
anything will do.
anywhere.
even GV Yishun.
i want to buy games too.
went down to the queensway shop
doesn't quite cut the cheese as well now i feel.
i guess my loyalties lie elsewhere
...and other things as well.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:17:00 AM
1) TicketCharge Centrepoint SUX for being so noob about ticketing info and now i cannot see Noriko T.T
2) my hair SUX! still does.
3) having no money SUX! T.T
4) having no arty farty film guy kaki or toy crazy kaki kinda sux =(
5) now that i'm free, -some- friends not free, and that SUX seriously!!
T_T
being the only liberated one sux.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:09:00 PM
how's that for cognitive dissonance?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:10:00 PM
so here's a few lines just for the sake of blogging.
liberation in 15.5 hours.
can't wait.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:03:00 AM
hao zao gao.
really regret cutting my hair.
now must wait very long for fringe to grow back again.
=(
cannot even clip or pin it up.
ROAR.
hairband also no use.
goodness.
T_T
now the only thing that's on my mind are hols!!!
omg
203 exam today, 3 to go!!!!
i have a 70% paper tomorrow and i'm not even worried!
OMG!
SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME LE!
AHAHAHAA.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:18:00 PM
HOW TO SHOW MY FACE TOMORROW IN SCHOOL EVEN IF IT'S JUST FOR EXAMS?
ARGH!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:11:00 PM
i make a comedy out of everyone's misery.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:03:00 PM
don't celebrate easter, but i do like the choc eggs.
somehow this year my mama never really buy.. only those mini cadbury eggs coated in sugar, and i think i had one.
this is evil.
realising i can eat a bit of choc now without falling sick is detrimental.
beginning to eat it more often. gonna be so fat.
more or less finished 212 today.
of course, i have to spruce it up. i need an A for the final just to pass my module.
please, just. kill me.
been watching tons of anime lately.
exam period always does this to me. but they're good animes.
sigh. i really haven't gone out since thursday. i really am a sad piece of shit.
but next monday i think i'll go catch Inside Man with vin. hope it's good. looks heavily political though. i've had it with politics.
been chatting to a new friend from maple.
hah.
this could be fun.
HAHAHAHAHA
anyway yeah.
bedtime.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:00:00 AM
it's really needless.
let's just leave it at that.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:11:00 PM
i think i went afk and when i came back the temperature was at 71 degrees. even when i whacked the fan, and quit the game, it continued climbing zomg. and i even dreamt of the lag my computer experiences when i quit maple. ROAR. it climbed to 231 degrees... then 323. =_="
zzz.
eh i sleep like a pig.
woke up at 9+ this morning but CONVENIENTLY rolled back to sleep.
woke up at 10+, 11+ and finally 12+ zomg
haiz =(
i squandered ytd away playing kh2. *_* i play until near the end le. hahaha.
happy yet sad.
so guilty lor i nv study at all. sighz.
anyway jap exam was ok.
easier than past yr jap exam papers.
heng i forced myself to practice. else hor.. i sure cannot finish de LOL.
anyway left the hall at 1140am. then while i was walking down the stairs out of nanyang audi i heard them say 15min to end of paper, no one is to leave.
wahahah.
i like to leave early man.
can avoid the ^*$%&#&# bus crowds, don't need to stay in exam hall while they're collecting papers for an additional fifteen minutes and can zao earlier, go home earlier.
but also, later i cannot go home with my frens and chat with them. haha oh well.
exam time.. who has time for that anyway.
=(
besides now my hair sux, can't be seen in public =(
my msn nick has prophetizing properties
T_T
ok today must study hardcore.
i planned what i want and need to do for 212 le.
FULL SPEED AHEAD!
but first, i eat.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:45:00 PM
one man's meat is another man's poison.
or rather, mu's salon aint work for me.
argh my hair is like tootkia style.
you know, the latest mugger trend?
fuckkkkk.
they cut for 5min only zomg
charge me $13
eh jiu ming.
*died*
ok this does it, really gonna stick at home until hair grows out and this time i'll just go to a 10min haircut salon.
haiz!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:43:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:48:00 AM1) WAKE UP AT 10am LATEST, YOU BAKA BUTA!
woke up at 9+, rolled and went back to sleep until 11+. still, improved by 1hr -_-
2) EXCAVATE my older jap notes.
wasn't so hard, was it?
3) watch ergo proxy ep4 and 5 =D
awesome *_*
4) finish up my 3 jap papers.
finally! x_+
5) play some kh2.
played more than 'some'. heh.
6) revise jap AGAIN esp kanji and katakana
7) sleep. EARLY!
=_="
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:46:00 AM
perhaps i should do a research article detailing the use of the example i pose here:
Sorbitol and Sugar.
maybe you wouldn't think it tastes any different. psychological impact? you're just ingesting a whackload of chemicals that mimics the real thing. no big deal of course. no big deal.
well. sugar is out of my grasp. too expensive too rare.
i guess sorbitol will suffice.
but it never ever satisfies.
will ingesting too many chemicals cause a nuclear fission within me?
maybe.
who cares anyway.
there's a green screen behind everything these days.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:18:00 PM1) WAKE UP AT 10am LATEST, YOU BAKA BUTA!
woke up at 9+, rolled and went back to sleep until 11+. still, improved by 1hr -_-
2) EXCAVATE my older jap notes.
wasn't so hard, was it?
3) watch ergo proxy ep4 and 5 =D
awesome *_*
4) finish up my 3 jap papers.
5) play some kh2.
6) revise jap AGAIN esp kanji and katakana
7) sleep. EARLY!
objective: destroy target enemy.
shoot on sight. [+]
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:34:00 AM
it took me SO LONG to finish 1 jap paper. zomg. well, i could put the blame on it being slightly different syllabus and all.. but! no! i will acknowledge that i am weak! yes, i have been defeated horribly by a jap paper. hah.
now it's time to put down what i will.. what i WILL do when i wake up.
1) WAKE UP AT 10am LATEST, YOU BAKA BUTA!
2) EXCAVATE my older jap notes.
3) watch ergo proxy ep4 and 5 =D
4) finish up my 3 jap papers.
5) play some kh2.
6) revise jap AGAIN esp kanji and katakana
7) sleep. EARLY!
under the dictatorship of dith, i will do what i demand.
one dictator, one people.
people = 1 person
dictator = that person
me talking nonsense to myself.
madness.
ok 4am must slp le night!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:04:00 AM
can you feel it too my friends?
ARE YOU BECOMING ONE OF THEM?
ah yes. transformed into these atrocities we now are. and yet we don't feel so disgust-inducing ourselves. now i think i know why we are called what we are called. did you not have this epiphany too?
mugger toads.
examinations make you feel like you are sitting at the bottom of a well like a toad in a hole, poring over an endless mountain of notes and readings. the sun beats upon you, it's harsh. you want to do many things, go many places. but you can't. restricted because you can't escape from the well. stuck in that dank and rank inferno. the elements beat upon you. there you will stay until the weight of the EXAM is upon you. it's like a huge boulder rolled upon the top of the well. feel the weight. CLUNK. and all is shrouded in darkness. by candlelight you mug. mug mug mug. awaiting for that faithful day when your fate will be tested. you will be allowed out to breathe the air once more, to frolic on green fields, to become the person you once were. but you are still shackled. your fate is being graded, being decided for you.
hurhur.
so better study hard!!!
good luck to all peeps taking EXAMS!!!
jiayou kamling, cyn, sk!!!
mugger toads unite XD
*ribbit*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:43:00 PM
time to eradicate laziness and harden my resolve.
time to eliminate needless thoughts and useless actions.
time to hit the books so hard i get an academic concussion.
time to distance myself from technology and mortal hedonistic pursuits.
and.
it's time to break ties, once and for all.
maybe i'll be back to normal after exams or continue to be hermitified.
we'll see.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:04:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:44:00 PM
ppl suggest smth i can do abt it pls!
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:00:00 PM
today had 221 review. eh it was fine. and with some surprises too. our group's pau story was voted best video by the guests. (4 people from the industry including 1 guy who directed under one roof and serene loo, ch8 news presenter) hurhur. what a surprise. LOL. faintz. anyway went home with some hopes dashed, but it was ok. met mama at hub ate laksa, came home played kh2 from 6th day to middle of beast's castle. and now i'm contemplating studying. mu's nick is telling me to study and not play kh2. hahahaha. well, since i'm gonna bi guan xiu lian at home, it doesn't matter that i have lopsided purple hair (hai shi she bu de ba chu lai) and a pimple at the side of my nose =X yeah. see you guys in the outside world on 21st april.
*rolls large rock over cave entrance*
*all falls into silence*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:32:00 PM
2) did private review of what i missed on thu
3) jap oral (died)
4) nv touch 217a today. shit.
5) mu's suggestion of peanut butter n choc waffle was gd as reviewed by mom (yum!) and sis (heatyyyyy)
6) i wanna eat laksa.
7) i wanna go out with ___ ____
8) 221 review tomorrow 10am i'm still awake
9) finished writing comments
10) dead pisa sheeeeeet
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:04:00 AM
but there's tons on my mind.
self censorship seriously sux you know.
hah. hah hah hah.
nvm i shall go ponder about unsaid matters in my dreams.
what else are they for?
to make clear your day's thoughts and happenings of course.
dream realm rocks.
being awake sucks.
but both are equally tangible realities to me.
^^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:06:00 AM
volunteering?
it's so funny.
*laughs ass off*
well, i don't mind!
^_^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:17:00 AM
short day at school today. horror of 212 exam unveiled upon us, 217a outlined. left for bugis and had a chat with pj and kh on the mrt. my phone vibration is screwed again. so if i reply slow or don't answer your phone call, you know why. anyway so happened i checked my phone when sk called. hah. so qiao. reached bugis at the same time although different modes of transport. anyway yeah mama was still at home so was thankful for the company and for dinner. heh and then later went for the play although i had to squeeze to the middle. oh wells. smell my ass! magic fundoshi was good. the sort of play i generally like to watch. seems i always always watch controversial plays. nothing out of the ordinary though. very phallic. hahaha. a shrine with supports and beams made of golden phalluses. aka golden dick shrine. lol. it was funny. checked my phone when it finished. 221 groupmates tried to cover up for my absence but she wants to see me tomorrow. ho hum. ok well, i shall be a man and face up to whatever la. sian ji bua eh lolz must put on my PR and 'oh i am so sorry and i beg your forgiveness by grovelling' face. lol i hate that it's so fake. sometimes i wish i could just tell them to shove it. heh. being the anarchist i am. yeah tomorrow's my japanese oral. lazy to revise now. well, there's always tomorrow. oh and it's been so long since i've stepped into bugis village. like 1yr+ or 2 yrs ago. kinda nostalgic. i dislike MUonline. my friend asked me to play that yesterday but i declined and still don't want to. deprived me of a routine msn chatting partner. well, not like it's the first time. sometimes i don't like people who play games too much. although i am one of them myself when i can afford the time to. should have been in a better mood after the play, but somehow ended up in a contemplative reflective mood. shall keep some thoughts to myself. it's time to study. ciaoz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:01:00 PM
soci of crime up to ch7. hahaha. sianz.
granted i did some modern world hist n theories but i cannot remember.
and my newswriting i never read papers faithfully.
broadcast journ i never buy textbook.
jap i haben revise the vocab and sentence structures.
hurhur.
today gonna watch the magic fundoshi! =D
ureshii ureshii~
damn sleepy now.
dunno if i shd go out tomorrow or stay at home.
last night a fren asked if i wan play MUonline. eee that game i quit long long ago. hahaha. but tempted leh. eh he kns. sigh. and i dunno what happened to all of my Deathnote manga. zomg. i lost it. =(
oh wells.
anyway p0m time now.
ciaoz~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:22:00 AM
today i dragged meself to school and reached at 1pm although my lessons were at 3pm. eh omg i thought i would just burn cds and zao but it turned out i was at the wrong place at the right time! or well, that's relative. perhaps i was in the right place at the right time but it didn't do me good!! had problem with studio links for both stories omg and who was spotted from my group? me. eeeeeee. means i had to take responsibility to rectify the problem. eeeeeee. i hate responsibility!! ok nvm. i go mml to burn cds and try to chop chop finish, i become technical assistance. eeeeeee. lol. normally i dun mind la, i'm quite good as technical assistance =X budden i was kinda rushing for time eh. wanted to go can A eat my fish n chippies. y'know? they were flapping and calling out to me. LoL. ok nvm, so i sms sk say i cannot make it le got 221 to do. hai. budden cyn also meeting up omg! cannot miss it =X long time no see her wahaha. ok so i ditch the joint and meet them. i call jaws on the way and i'm quite flustered over the studio intro, when i'm flustered i talk too fast wahaha. well, faster than i usually speak. yeah i usually speak very slow. anyway, halfway walking down S1 i meet shuyi. ok flustered talk again wahaha. and i also have a nasty cold from in the morning that was worsened by time in the mml. yikes. finally reach can A and have my fish n chippies. eh i eat like a barbarian because i have a bad cold, and am in a flustered sorta mood. lolz. ok nvm =X at least i nv eat until the fish flew and the table saw until got hole right? ahahaa. went back cs, couldn't stop sniffling in tutorial omgz. i think lecturer asked me a question when my tissue was halfway up my nose lolz i cannot rem eh. kns. tried hard not to sneeze, and i didn't. tahaned until lecture... where i was sneezing. eh got back my midterm results.. so shocking man and also good news la. =D i never study but somehow my fucked up half past six analysis of the case study got a B. wow. miracle man. hurhurhur. ok wow. anyway i ditched the lecture halfway, went back mml to burn another cd and write studio link and email it over. zzomg. sneezed many times and then left for jap class, met jaws while walking along S1, talked about proj, then i went to jap tut room which is like antarctica.. zomg sneezefest. finished up my tissue even before the first hour was up eeeee. note to self, put more tissues in bag >_< stock running critically low le. during break went to toilet and kept using the hand dryer to keep myself warm. wow it's shiok. sneezed less.. think it subsided quite a bit. had jap listening compre. eh i really must tune out my psychological noise man. i really suck at concentrating and if i don't direct all of my concentration into jap, i really really dunno what the fuck they're talking about -_- sianz but it's not a large percentage also larhs. hahaha. ok i must strive to do well for the final exam. suspect it's 70%. eh i nearly died on the way home trying to make conversation with my jap classmate and sniffling away and hoping she don't get my cold >_< finally reached home, died, revived, went online ate dinner and chatted then went afk to ps2 and study while sis used. and i fell aslp.. and here i am again.
yeah that's my longwinded day. hurhur.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:34:00 AM
- i got scolded by Hedwig twice because i didn't write my leads properly
- this was because my friend msned me riddles to solve
- which diverted most of my attention =X
- i got C+ for my trend story =(
- stoned in maple, played 50 minutes of kh2 (english)
- still feel jap kh2 nicer because voices more animated and more emotion
- jap voice actors are better. hurhur.
- printed 221 vids to tape. ew gross.
- life's pretty dull when i have no life to speak of.
- dreaming of fish and chippies...
- saw J and his AA hair
- ate biscuits for lunch (how pathetic sia)
- think i'll never watch Munich on the big screen
- got a call from gj
- handphone vibration cocked up again
- dav is a gross person. literally.
- i got my intro to american lit GE for the month of may. YAY!
- examz are getting nearer.
- trying to study now and hope i can sleep before 4.
- pretty boring eh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:41:00 AM
i am never ever gonna be a broadcast journalist in the future. gross yucks puke!
btw i finally leveled to 88 in maple. hurhur lucky number.
eh i wanted to blog about something but now i can't quite remember what.
hurhur.
nvm.
i go study le ciaoz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:39:00 AM
i woke up because i had a dream that had the beginnings of a studio intro for one of the video stories my group is doing. PAH PAH PAH.
inspiration can be an alarm clock i guess.
anyway i had to wake up and write it down, because project deadline is IMPENDING and well, it's a necessity to finish.
is this a start?
ok MUSE, SLAP ME AROUND NOW!!
ideaz pl0x!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:20:00 AM
it's really really funny.
heh.
and now i shall sleep, bemused.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:14:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:26:00 PM
was april really playing a joke on me?
share joy? or?
i really don't understand.
just now i was really contemplating.
but i don't know what will happen.
afraid of the outcome.
so i shan't.
continue this game of hide n seek?
今朝誰かさん私にｓｍｓを送った。どうしてそんなした、毎度分からないかな… でもさあ、勇気がない、誰かさんに聞けない…困っているね。頭の中に沢山質問がある。誰かさんに会った時、ちょっと愉しくなかった、ちょっと静かで変な時から…然し、愉しくなくても、よかった時間だ。誰かさんは私に好きですか。友達だけですか。まだ分からない。本当に知りたい！でも、誰が教える？今日誰かさんはあなたに待っているは大丈夫だと言っていました。全て女の人にあんな言っている？いい女の人の友だちだけ？私にだけ？誰かさんは彼女に待っていて、怒るなったといっていましたから、私は誰かさんにちょっと怖いだ。
どんな事をすると分からない…誰かアドバイスを教えてくださいませんか。今週の火曜日誰かさんと一緒にオチャードへ行く…近づくなってみたいかもしれない。できるだけそんなにすると思う。
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:55:00 PM
puts a smile on my face~~
=)
even the most mundane things ^_^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:41:00 PM
seems like an update is due.
haven't been going out (not really) these past few days. schedule topsy turvy due to ulu-ated hours spent mapling. now 89.6 but no mood to level. oh well.
let's just say my experience attending the screenings of the 19th singapore intl film fest aint very good. for starters, for the screening of todo, the turnout was quite bad la. but i think, overall, apart from the unpolished camera work and impromptu shots and nonfiction takes and personal approach, it is an interesting film. and the director was there. john torres. cool guy. about being a terrorist, there are many layers. you don't only hurt people you don't know, u hurt those close to you too. how true how true. and also the part about how artists can be 'terrorists'. very interesting. however, i was a bit lost in the film at times. maybe because it's too chim, or i'm not familiar with the filipino culture la. i wish i could have stayed back to talk to him but it was late. i had to go. haha. it's not every day that you meet a director/experimental filmmaker.
and as always, on the way to AGF from newton mrt i managed to lose my way again. it was so hilarious. i always go against my better judgment, which is NOT to follow where the crowd goes (which was in the right direction). bahhhhh. anyway after walking a bit i decided to go back to the station and ask, just to be safe. i encountered a guy who looked lost. and he approached me asking for directions to newton circus. haha i also not very sure. he said, why don't we both go and find the way? wahahaha. well, he was quite cute lah. but nah, i don't wanna be lost and/or late for the movie or end up having supper with him instead =X (as if he wants! LoL) so i said nah, i gonna turn back n ask the mrt ppl just to play safe. in the end i found my way to agf. wah i damn toopid lor i go there how many times le i still blurblur. kaoz.
as for today... argh i had 3hrs of sleep only because of elections. i slept at 6am due to ulu-ated training times at zombie in maple (4th day in a row) then woke up at 9am because of elections. hmm. very noisy... so i mapled. cool beans i gained like 40% ^_^ aqua dungeon rox. got smses while mapling. one from vin the other from gt. hmm. well. training takes priority because i wanna hit 90.
more work to do cos workppl called me also. hmm. i shall start on it like maybe tomorrow or smth? lazy leh. now fully settled into slack mode. but it's good to start on it. i can finish it faster and focus my mind on it rather than inane things.
last night dav asked me to post my maple screenshot for the contest. well, if he and a few others find it funny, i suppose it's good enough. hope i win something ^_^ anyway the prize i gonna give to him because i don't see a need for it and i don't like it also. it's a 3d model of maple stuff. but not the vinyl kind i collect, more like cardboard cutout slot together kind of 3d model. yeech i don't like.
today after mapling i went to national museum at stamford road there to watch japanese films. tmd the documentary no subtitles cos they cockup. i hope they have a special rescreening with subs this time. i really hanbun hanbun ika shika wakaranai. zannen zannen desu ne. =( many ppl left halfway cos they don't understand, while i sat through the whole thing. it's gd but i dun understand. maybe i shd have gone to watch noriko's dinner table -_- haiz. anyway it's a good thing, i met leah and her friend there. they both came alone then saw each other. then i came and saw them. ahaha. so funny right? all watch films alone de, same pattern, leah said.
so next time we can watch together instead of being loners XD ahahah. leah is sho cute. always cute. forever cute.
oh ya and you guys dunnid to guess la. of cos finding my way to the place i got lost. what else is there to expect? not really lost.. i just walked a roundabout way. (as usual) in singapore i eventually find my way to the targeted area just that i take longer than others.
oh ya, about singapore maps. plz plz. it's not like china or american maps. the distance is actually much shorter and the buildings are actually much nearer and the roads are actually much narrower than it seems on the map. i always think it's very far then end up walking too much. maybe i should thinking of the landmarks in a more bunchedup way. -_-" lmao singapore maps =_=! uniquely singapore i'd have to say.
tomorrow going nyp to see the fusion exhibition. meet mu also. i try to wake up early morning and go. mu don't forget da morning call >_<
sat maybe going out with gt see how. i also dunno go where do what with him always the same thing same place haiz. not that i got go out with him a lot also la. but usually see ps2 gamez at his place there.
then next next week starting special sem liao. intro to american lit. whee. kinda excited. =D hope it will be fun! yea yea... now all that's left is for my hair to grow and for me to lose weight (think i too lazy to do the latter also la. and the former is simply taking too long! sigh!)
time to go shopping soon...
and time to sleep now.
yawnZ.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:46:00 AM
it's annoying.
it's really really annoying.
it's so annoying i don't think anymore.
aiyah.
which idiot anyhow call ppl de.
i bth lor
even if i lian chou chou or diam diam or sian sian.
CAN YOU TAKE A HINT OR NOT
even as friends..
if i find u irritating i wun entertain u lor
unless i'm uber bored.
this morning called me at 11am
kaninah break my sleep.
shan't complain about that anymore
it's no big deal afterall
i should be more accomodating.
people working and bored and well, relatively old liao so i suppose, counting me as a fren is an honor?
people also friendly.. want to keep in touch.
budden...
also must realise...
CAN YOU GROW UP OR NOT.
need to complain about another person also.
why so BUAY STEADY ONE
u think what? i your entertainment vehicle issit?
u sian sian den u come find me?
waiting for friends to turn up u sms me?
nth to do on msn u come msn me?
u think i like ah?
i like is one thing, yes, ur nice to talk to
budden dun use me can?
buay tahan.
i really don't understand people.
companies also.
ask me work, i work damn long le
can u pay me monthly?
you can remember when my exam finish n when i can start working again
but you never talk about my pay le
wa lao eh.
and i also don't understand myself, even.
every fucking night for two nights in a row
maple maple maple
training at zombie map from 2 - 6 am
train until my eyepain, finger cramp, falling asleep le.
train until even my friend who is also training with me tell me to just go and sleep la.
why am i so stubborn?
nothing to do in hols is one thing
why i so buay zidong one waiting for ppl to ask me go out?
cos i'm liddat lor.
don't ask u will never do anything at this rate
hah.
am i shooting myself in the foot?
always waiting around for things to happen
rather than making them happen.
i have yet more rants.
but i shan't rant too much.
happy holidays all!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:56:00 PM
i didn't do anything today
only mapled.
and now i am lv 89
=_+
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:27:00 PM
._."
another so-so day.
looking forward to later on (monday) when i will be watching Mirror Mask with vin. yay changed Inside Man to Mirror Mask le. ^_^ i'm so glad. yokatta ne~
then looking forward to tues. free ben and jerry's ice cream day. *drools*
hope the day will be as good as the ice cream, provided they still have ice cream by the time i go down T_T
ice cream or no ice cream, i still hope it's a good day. ^_^
some things are better than ice cream.
leveled sora to 87.
now my magnega is so power.
=D
i just cast Magnega with abandon ("GATHER~")
and all the MP balls and Lightning Shards fall from the sky like nobody's business.
ahhh so fun.
<3
no mood to fight Xemnas leh.
hahahaha.
no mood to maple also leh.
wahahaha.
hmm.
lemme see.. schedule so far:
24th - Mirror Mask with vin
25th - B&J ice cream with gt (hopefully)
26th - Todo Todo Teros at night
27th - NYP with mu in morning and Tori at night
29th - Live Bands @_@ and maybe Noriko if the person emails me back about the ticket T_T
9th may i start Introduction to American Lit.
hope it's good.
slowly getting used to having nothing to do.
emptiness is subsiding ^^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:39:00 AM
hah.
i'm gonna go senile soon la.
with nothing to occupy my mind,
i'm gonna lose it very very soon.
i never thought liberation would be this bad.
sigh.
what then, is true liberation?
when nothing builds your days except four blank walls.
well, make that four not-so-blank walls, a television, a computer, and ps2 to boot.
yes, i love games.
BUT I NEED PEOPLE COMPANY
THE KIND MADE OF FLESH AND BLOOD JUST AS I AM
nah, don't mind me.
going nuts.
yeah.
you know.
it's that time of the year again.
everything that was chaining you falls away.
and you're suddenly lost alone without anything to hold on to.
haiz.
gimme a hand.
an arm, a foot, a leg, even.
need something to secure me to the ground.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:28:00 AM
just watched that "comedy" just now.
i think i know now why it's so funny.
it's exaggerated. but somehow half of that laughter isn't from its comedic function.
you know what?
i'm so thankful my life isn't a soap opera.
so draggy but ends in a matter of episodes.
suffering is bliss when you can collapse time.
oh, the wonders of movie magic.
had a so-so day today.
i feel kinda... lost.
like i dunno what i'm doing and i dunno what i want anymore.
feel...
woven out of lives.
left out of the loop.
at the sidelines of action.
a stranger watching a group of friends.
hmm.
i seriously need something to do, to occupy my mind with.
today i fell asleep playing kh2 and it felt so... wrong.
like i should be somewhere, doing something more of... substance.
today i watched a korean soap opera, and my mindlessness at home is killing me.
i want to watch movies:
Mirror Mask, The Producers, etc.
anything will do.
anywhere.
even GV Yishun.
i want to buy games too.
went down to the queensway shop
doesn't quite cut the cheese as well now i feel.
i guess my loyalties lie elsewhere
...and other things as well.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:17:00 AM
eh this is the "SUX" list:
1) TicketCharge Centrepoint SUX for being so noob about ticketing info and now i cannot see Noriko T.T
2) my hair SUX! still does.
3) having no money SUX! T.T
4) having no arty farty film guy kaki or toy crazy kaki kinda sux =(
5) now that i'm free, -some- friends not free, and that SUX seriously!!
T_T
being the only liberated one sux.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:09:00 PM
things look bright and bleak at the same time.
how's that for cognitive dissonance?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:10:00 PM
eh i long time no blog cos i dunno what to blog and i got nothing to blog about.
so here's a few lines just for the sake of blogging.
liberation in 15.5 hours.
can't wait.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:03:00 AM
eee.
hao zao gao.
really regret cutting my hair.
now must wait very long for fringe to grow back again.
=(
cannot even clip or pin it up.
ROAR.
hairband also no use.
goodness.
T_T
now the only thing that's on my mind are hols!!!
omg
203 exam today, 3 to go!!!!
i have a 70% paper tomorrow and i'm not even worried!
OMG!
SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME LE!
AHAHAHAA.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:18:00 PM
MY HAIR REALLY DOESN'T FALL NICELY
HOW TO SHOW MY FACE TOMORROW IN SCHOOL EVEN IF IT'S JUST FOR EXAMS?
ARGH!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:11:00 PM
i just watched ichigo 100% ep1-3 and although it's shallow, dumb and ecchi, i think it's very funny!!!! hahahaha gawd i just love mindless bo liao shows that i can guffaw at. hurhur. even the korean drama on ch55. wahahaha. can't watch to watch it on saturday =X it makes me laugh!!! and spoil the sadness for my mom, sis and even dad. LOL. but i can't help myself.
i make a comedy out of everyone's misery.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:03:00 PM
i just realised it was easter sunday yesterday and it ended 4 hours ago.
don't celebrate easter, but i do like the choc eggs.
somehow this year my mama never really buy.. only those mini cadbury eggs coated in sugar, and i think i had one.
this is evil.
realising i can eat a bit of choc now without falling sick is detrimental.
beginning to eat it more often. gonna be so fat.
more or less finished 212 today.
of course, i have to spruce it up. i need an A for the final just to pass my module.
please, just. kill me.
been watching tons of anime lately.
exam period always does this to me. but they're good animes.
sigh. i really haven't gone out since thursday. i really am a sad piece of shit.
but next monday i think i'll go catch Inside Man with vin. hope it's good. looks heavily political though. i've had it with politics.
been chatting to a new friend from maple.
hah.
this could be fun.
HAHAHAHAHA
anyway yeah.
bedtime.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:00:00 AM
ambiguity can cause misunderstanding and misintepretation.
it's really needless.
let's just leave it at that.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:11:00 PM
fuckz. last night i dreamt my computer was an oven.
i think i went afk and when i came back the temperature was at 71 degrees. even when i whacked the fan, and quit the game, it continued climbing zomg. and i even dreamt of the lag my computer experiences when i quit maple. ROAR. it climbed to 231 degrees... then 323. =_="
zzz.
eh i sleep like a pig.
woke up at 9+ this morning but CONVENIENTLY rolled back to sleep.
woke up at 10+, 11+ and finally 12+ zomg
haiz =(
i squandered ytd away playing kh2. *_* i play until near the end le. hahaha.
happy yet sad.
so guilty lor i nv study at all. sighz.
anyway jap exam was ok.
easier than past yr jap exam papers.
heng i forced myself to practice. else hor.. i sure cannot finish de LOL.
anyway left the hall at 1140am. then while i was walking down the stairs out of nanyang audi i heard them say 15min to end of paper, no one is to leave.
wahahah.
i like to leave early man.
can avoid the ^*$%&#&# bus crowds, don't need to stay in exam hall while they're collecting papers for an additional fifteen minutes and can zao earlier, go home earlier.
but also, later i cannot go home with my frens and chat with them. haha oh well.
exam time.. who has time for that anyway.
=(
besides now my hair sux, can't be seen in public =(
my msn nick has prophetizing properties
T_T
ok today must study hardcore.
i planned what i want and need to do for 212 le.
FULL SPEED AHEAD!
but first, i eat.
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:45:00 PM
arghhh.
one man's meat is another man's poison.
or rather, mu's salon aint work for me.
argh my hair is like tootkia style.
you know, the latest mugger trend?
fuckkkkk.
they cut for 5min only zomg
charge me $13
eh jiu ming.
*died*
ok this does it, really gonna stick at home until hair grows out and this time i'll just go to a 10min haircut salon.
haiz!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:43:00 PM
don't push it.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
perhaps all along the one who was sorbitol was, and still is, me.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:48:00 AM
woke up at 9+, rolled and went back to sleep until 11+. still, improved by 1hr -_-
wasn't so hard, was it?
awesome *_*
finally! x_+
played more than 'some'. heh.
6) revise jap AGAIN esp kanji and katakana
7) sleep. EARLY!
=_="
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:46:00 AM
do substitutes work?
perhaps i should do a research article detailing the use of the example i pose here:
Sorbitol and Sugar.
maybe you wouldn't think it tastes any different. psychological impact? you're just ingesting a whackload of chemicals that mimics the real thing. no big deal of course. no big deal.
well. sugar is out of my grasp. too expensive too rare.
i guess sorbitol will suffice.
but it never ever satisfies.
will ingesting too many chemicals cause a nuclear fission within me?
maybe.
who cares anyway.
there's a green screen behind everything these days.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:18:00 PM
woke up at 9+, rolled and went back to sleep until 11+. still, improved by 1hr -_-
wasn't so hard, was it?
awesome *_*
4) finish up my 3 jap papers.
5) play some kh2.
6) revise jap AGAIN esp kanji and katakana
7) sleep. EARLY!
objective: destroy target enemy.
shoot on sight. [+]
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:34:00 AM
faint.
it took me SO LONG to finish 1 jap paper. zomg. well, i could put the blame on it being slightly different syllabus and all.. but! no! i will acknowledge that i am weak! yes, i have been defeated horribly by a jap paper. hah.
now it's time to put down what i will.. what i WILL do when i wake up.
1) WAKE UP AT 10am LATEST, YOU BAKA BUTA!
2) EXCAVATE my older jap notes.
3) watch ergo proxy ep4 and 5 =D
4) finish up my 3 jap papers.
5) play some kh2.
6) revise jap AGAIN esp kanji and katakana
7) sleep. EARLY!
under the dictatorship of dith, i will do what i demand.
one dictator, one people.
people = 1 person
dictator = that person
me talking nonsense to myself.
madness.
ok 4am must slp le night!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:04:00 AM
for the longest time i wondered why they were called what they were called. connotations of the very name evoked irksome emotions and a desire to avoid, to shun. yet somehow, i've been contaminated. it's like a deadly biological virus, vile chemical warfare. i see the strains growing in me, these venomous vines that veer into my being.
can you feel it too my friends?
ARE YOU BECOMING ONE OF THEM?
ah yes. transformed into these atrocities we now are. and yet we don't feel so disgust-inducing ourselves. now i think i know why we are called what we are called. did you not have this epiphany too?
mugger toads.
examinations make you feel like you are sitting at the bottom of a well like a toad in a hole, poring over an endless mountain of notes and readings. the sun beats upon you, it's harsh. you want to do many things, go many places. but you can't. restricted because you can't escape from the well. stuck in that dank and rank inferno. the elements beat upon you. there you will stay until the weight of the EXAM is upon you. it's like a huge boulder rolled upon the top of the well. feel the weight. CLUNK. and all is shrouded in darkness. by candlelight you mug. mug mug mug. awaiting for that faithful day when your fate will be tested. you will be allowed out to breathe the air once more, to frolic on green fields, to become the person you once were. but you are still shackled. your fate is being graded, being decided for you.
hurhur.
so better study hard!!!
good luck to all peeps taking EXAMS!!!
jiayou kamling, cyn, sk!!!
mugger toads unite XD
*ribbit*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:43:00 PM
it's exam period.
time to eradicate laziness and harden my resolve.
time to eliminate needless thoughts and useless actions.
time to hit the books so hard i get an academic concussion.
time to distance myself from technology and mortal hedonistic pursuits.
and.
it's time to break ties, once and for all.
maybe i'll be back to normal after exams or continue to be hermitified.
we'll see.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:04:00 PM
d e t e s t a b l e
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:44:00 PM
my hair sux!!!
ppl suggest smth i can do abt it pls!
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:00:00 PM
eh tmd my purple hair right side it totally fell out. SO i am LOPSIDED! boooooooo.
today had 221 review. eh it was fine. and with some surprises too. our group's pau story was voted best video by the guests. (4 people from the industry including 1 guy who directed under one roof and serene loo, ch8 news presenter) hurhur. what a surprise. LOL. faintz. anyway went home with some hopes dashed, but it was ok. met mama at hub ate laksa, came home played kh2 from 6th day to middle of beast's castle. and now i'm contemplating studying. mu's nick is telling me to study and not play kh2. hahahaha. well, since i'm gonna bi guan xiu lian at home, it doesn't matter that i have lopsided purple hair (hai shi she bu de ba chu lai) and a pimple at the side of my nose =X yeah. see you guys in the outside world on 21st april.
*rolls large rock over cave entrance*
*all falls into silence*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:32:00 PM
1) tio meh-ed
2) did private review of what i missed on thu
3) jap oral (died)
4) nv touch 217a today. shit.
5) mu's suggestion of peanut butter n choc waffle was gd as reviewed by mom (yum!) and sis (heatyyyyy)
6) i wanna eat laksa.
7) i wanna go out with ___ ____
8) 221 review tomorrow 10am i'm still awake
9) finished writing comments
10) dead pisa sheeeeeet
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:04:00 AM
i have nothing intelligible to say.
but there's tons on my mind.
self censorship seriously sux you know.
hah. hah hah hah.
nvm i shall go ponder about unsaid matters in my dreams.
what else are they for?
to make clear your day's thoughts and happenings of course.
dream realm rocks.
being awake sucks.
but both are equally tangible realities to me.
^^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:06:00 AM
hah.
volunteering?
it's so funny.
*laughs ass off*
well, i don't mind!
^_^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:17:00 AM
here i am. in my isolated little void again. usual rantings and ravings that fall on deaf ears.
short day at school today. horror of 212 exam unveiled upon us, 217a outlined. left for bugis and had a chat with pj and kh on the mrt. my phone vibration is screwed again. so if i reply slow or don't answer your phone call, you know why. anyway so happened i checked my phone when sk called. hah. so qiao. reached bugis at the same time although different modes of transport. anyway yeah mama was still at home so was thankful for the company and for dinner. heh and then later went for the play although i had to squeeze to the middle. oh wells. smell my ass! magic fundoshi was good. the sort of play i generally like to watch. seems i always always watch controversial plays. nothing out of the ordinary though. very phallic. hahaha. a shrine with supports and beams made of golden phalluses. aka golden dick shrine. lol. it was funny. checked my phone when it finished. 221 groupmates tried to cover up for my absence but she wants to see me tomorrow. ho hum. ok well, i shall be a man and face up to whatever la. sian ji bua eh lolz must put on my PR and 'oh i am so sorry and i beg your forgiveness by grovelling' face. lol i hate that it's so fake. sometimes i wish i could just tell them to shove it. heh. being the anarchist i am. yeah tomorrow's my japanese oral. lazy to revise now. well, there's always tomorrow. oh and it's been so long since i've stepped into bugis village. like 1yr+ or 2 yrs ago. kinda nostalgic. i dislike MUonline. my friend asked me to play that yesterday but i declined and still don't want to. deprived me of a routine msn chatting partner. well, not like it's the first time. sometimes i don't like people who play games too much. although i am one of them myself when i can afford the time to. should have been in a better mood after the play, but somehow ended up in a contemplative reflective mood. shall keep some thoughts to myself. it's time to study. ciaoz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:01:00 PM
wow exams are getting nearer and nearer. so far all i've completed is:
soci of crime up to ch7. hahaha. sianz.
granted i did some modern world hist n theories but i cannot remember.
and my newswriting i never read papers faithfully.
broadcast journ i never buy textbook.
jap i haben revise the vocab and sentence structures.
hurhur.
today gonna watch the magic fundoshi! =D
ureshii ureshii~
damn sleepy now.
dunno if i shd go out tomorrow or stay at home.
last night a fren asked if i wan play MUonline. eee that game i quit long long ago. hahaha. but tempted leh. eh he kns. sigh. and i dunno what happened to all of my Deathnote manga. zomg. i lost it. =(
oh wells.
anyway p0m time now.
ciaoz~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:22:00 AM
eh i think someone out there seriously sarks. like to torture ppl with riddles... bo hiew lor. kns. did the same idiotic thing of smsing den forgetting abt replying my reply to the original bo liao sms which was initiated. what? a one-sided news bulletin? then why bother smsing at all? best lor. eh i dun care man. filled up with fish and chips and durian today, so i'm fairly happy. i also played kh2 up to middle of 6th day, so i'm happy too. and i got a headache from sleeping halfway just now. hurhur.
today i dragged meself to school and reached at 1pm although my lessons were at 3pm. eh omg i thought i would just burn cds and zao but it turned out i was at the wrong place at the right time! or well, that's relative. perhaps i was in the right place at the right time but it didn't do me good!! had problem with studio links for both stories omg and who was spotted from my group? me. eeeeeee. means i had to take responsibility to rectify the problem. eeeeeee. i hate responsibility!! ok nvm. i go mml to burn cds and try to chop chop finish, i become technical assistance. eeeeeee. lol. normally i dun mind la, i'm quite good as technical assistance =X budden i was kinda rushing for time eh. wanted to go can A eat my fish n chippies. y'know? they were flapping and calling out to me. LoL. ok nvm, so i sms sk say i cannot make it le got 221 to do. hai. budden cyn also meeting up omg! cannot miss it =X long time no see her wahaha. ok so i ditch the joint and meet them. i call jaws on the way and i'm quite flustered over the studio intro, when i'm flustered i talk too fast wahaha. well, faster than i usually speak. yeah i usually speak very slow. anyway, halfway walking down S1 i meet shuyi. ok flustered talk again wahaha. and i also have a nasty cold from in the morning that was worsened by time in the mml. yikes. finally reach can A and have my fish n chippies. eh i eat like a barbarian because i have a bad cold, and am in a flustered sorta mood. lolz. ok nvm =X at least i nv eat until the fish flew and the table saw until got hole right? ahahaa. went back cs, couldn't stop sniffling in tutorial omgz. i think lecturer asked me a question when my tissue was halfway up my nose lolz i cannot rem eh. kns. tried hard not to sneeze, and i didn't. tahaned until lecture... where i was sneezing. eh got back my midterm results.. so shocking man and also good news la. =D i never study but somehow my fucked up half past six analysis of the case study got a B. wow. miracle man. hurhurhur. ok wow. anyway i ditched the lecture halfway, went back mml to burn another cd and write studio link and email it over. zzomg. sneezed many times and then left for jap class, met jaws while walking along S1, talked about proj, then i went to jap tut room which is like antarctica.. zomg sneezefest. finished up my tissue even before the first hour was up eeeee. note to self, put more tissues in bag >_< stock running critically low le. during break went to toilet and kept using the hand dryer to keep myself warm. wow it's shiok. sneezed less.. think it subsided quite a bit. had jap listening compre. eh i really must tune out my psychological noise man. i really suck at concentrating and if i don't direct all of my concentration into jap, i really really dunno what the fuck they're talking about -_- sianz but it's not a large percentage also larhs. hahaha. ok i must strive to do well for the final exam. suspect it's 70%. eh i nearly died on the way home trying to make conversation with my jap classmate and sniffling away and hoping she don't get my cold >_< finally reached home, died, revived, went online ate dinner and chatted then went afk to ps2 and study while sis used. and i fell aslp.. and here i am again.
yeah that's my longwinded day. hurhur.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:34:00 AM
today:
- i got scolded by Hedwig twice because i didn't write my leads properly
- this was because my friend msned me riddles to solve
- which diverted most of my attention =X
- i got C+ for my trend story =(
- stoned in maple, played 50 minutes of kh2 (english)
- still feel jap kh2 nicer because voices more animated and more emotion
- jap voice actors are better. hurhur.
- printed 221 vids to tape. ew gross.
- life's pretty dull when i have no life to speak of.
- dreaming of fish and chippies...
- saw J and his AA hair
- ate biscuits for lunch (how pathetic sia)
- think i'll never watch Munich on the big screen
- got a call from gj
- handphone vibration cocked up again
- dav is a gross person. literally.
- i got my intro to american lit GE for the month of may. YAY!
- examz are getting nearer.
- trying to study now and hope i can sleep before 4.
- pretty boring eh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:41:00 AM
sian sian ar.
i am never ever gonna be a broadcast journalist in the future. gross yucks puke!
btw i finally leveled to 88 in maple. hurhur lucky number.
eh i wanted to blog about something but now i can't quite remember what.
hurhur.
nvm.
i go study le ciaoz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:39:00 AM
damn.
i woke up because i had a dream that had the beginnings of a studio intro for one of the video stories my group is doing. PAH PAH PAH.
inspiration can be an alarm clock i guess.
anyway i had to wake up and write it down, because project deadline is IMPENDING and well, it's a necessity to finish.
is this a start?
ok MUSE, SLAP ME AROUND NOW!!
ideaz pl0x!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:20:00 AM
lol it's funny.
it's really really funny.
heh.
and now i shall sleep, bemused.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:14:00 AM
watched ice age 2 with gt today. also got my NA version of kh2. w00t. time to play kh2 again, this time in a language i can understand better. LOL. but first, i shall get down and dirty with my readings. yeah, you heard me. dirtyyyy. highlighted readings. LoL. big field opposite my house gonna have auctions. well. i could tune them out. yishun rained heavily when i got there. dammit. does the rain follow me or what? so couldn't catch the 450 show. hmm. they should build an underground passage. yeah. that'd be good. gt wouldn't get off my case about kelv. kns. but yeah, he looked quite cute today. LOL. so i never kill him. caught the 540 show. funny show hahaha. you guys should catch it. especially if you've watched the first ice age. yup. i shall go study now. ciaoz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:26:00 PM
This is my blogchalk:
(.. ) ( .. ) ( ..)
`/.tagGiE~.\'
To Do List - JAN
.devote&resolve
.stevie
.jog
.plan for poison
To Do List - FEB
.3rd MUSE
.13th - 16th: HCNY
.jog
.work x3
.plan for poison
To Do List - OTHERS
.make pyong the fox for my sis (bought materials)
.clean my ps2 lens
.read more thought-provoking books
.start writing again (poetry/songs/prose)
.study philo/random theories/psychology
.study business theories
.tidy the place
.actually BUY a swimsuit
.learn how to swim
.bake
.design wall mural for room
.learn how to knit/crochet properly
.print my grad photos
HOSHII MONO
.ryokou
.phD/masters behavioural psychology
.BANANA.BANAO
.shiawase
.yasetai