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tired~
oh i'm very very extremely tired. sit me somewhere and i will auto shutdown after awhile, i'm serious.
7 hours of sleep over a period of 3 consecutive long sch days.
so tired today until didn't bathe before went to sch. LOL. but ok cos i don't smell =P
was occupied with shooting video of males in female toilet, editing that footage, meeting fyp sup, and trying to finish random assignment but i kept falling asleep every sentence so also couldn't finish.
and audi is down!
having withdrawal symptoms.
tml ultra long day, gonna go shooting at bahar area.
after fri's GE, gotta edit that, then hopefully can recover on sat and sun.
highly doubt so, need to do readings and stuff.
ok toodles peeps.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:17:00 PM
nichiyoubi ni nattara, mou modotta.
heki =)
time to face the onslaught of the new week with more courage and fighting spirit!!!
rawrrr
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:12:00 PM
- readings for week 1-4 (see below)
- treatment for scriptwriting (due 29/8)
- story ideas for 422 final proj
- get props for the filming on monday
-type out avid adren. cheat sheet on course website wiki now
- flesh out plot points for fyp
- film theory readings
-japa hw
422 wk2
Reading: Irving and Rea, Producing and Directing the Short Film and Video Chapter 2
Rosenthal, Writing, Producing, Directing Research, 4th Edition Chapter 3 and Chapter 17 (available at the copy shop)
Screenings:
Happiness, Autograph Book (Singapore Shorts)
Scaredy Cat and Motodrom
Not required, but if you are feeling adventurous: Salt Kiss and Death to the Tinman
watch haircut (http://www.niceshorts.com.au/films.asp)
422 wk3
Reading: Nichols, Intro to Documentary, Chapter 1 & 3
Screenings:
Moving House, Singapore Shorts
Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness, Shorts vol 2 Film Festival Collection
Good Morning Yokohama
Full Frame vol. 4
Mirror, Mirror
401 wk1 readings
study of sg elections
Greenawalt, K. (1989). Free speech justifications
http://www.rsf.org/IMG/pdf/rapport_en_bd-4.pdf
http://www.freedomhouse.org/template.cfm?page=251&year=2006
http://www.brainsnchips.org/hr/sen.htm
401 wk2 readings
Singapore: Maximizing discretion
Teo (2005), ch. 1
http://www.mda.gov.sg/wms.www/devnpolicies.aspx?sid=93
http://www.mda.gov.sg/wms.www/devnpolicies.aspx?sid=161#5
http://www.mda.gov.sg/wms.file/mobj/mobj.487.ClassLicence.pdf
http://www.mda.gov.sg/wms.file/mobj/mobj.981.internet_code_of_practice.pdf
Fundamental Liberty 14 of the Singapore Constitution
Freedom of speech, assembly and association
http://www.sph.com.sg/aboutus/sph_story.html
http://www.corporate.mediacorp.sg/business.htm
http://www.temasekholdings.com.sg/our_portfolio_portfolio_highlights_major_investments.htm
Singaporeans' attitudes toward lesbians and gay men and their tolerance of media portrayals of homosexuality
Pornography’s value
401 wk3 readings
Focus on Teo (2005), ch’s 2 & 3
Crone (2002), ch. 1 (pp. 3-39); see also 4.2 (pp. 66-9)
401 wk4 readings
JBJ v LKY
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:14:00 PM
LOL!
who does dith rabu~~~~?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:20:00 PM
wa annoying. whole day constantly clearing my throat. clearing throat noises. stupid phlegm. stupid cough. then off and on throat will feel very irritated and itchy and i have a great urge to cough but i also need to control else it's those kind will cough non stop until face red. so have to tahan. hate this stupid feeling! this kind very scary. it's the kind of cough that if you let yourself cough and cough, you will cough until you want to puke that kind. ARGH!!!
damn heavy rain in the morning. late for class but actually it's quite easy to find. watched Bladerunner with harrison ford. lol previously in scriptwriting class also watched a harrison ford movie, Witness. why is he always involved in detective shows with guns and shootouts and romantically involved with a prim and proper lady called Rachel!?!?! LOLOLOLOL. so i can make another movie, cast him and a rachel and then build a story around it? LOL.
Film theory class is fun. it's like film studies but paired with psychology. so fun! and i feel like taking another psychology module, abnormal psychology. so obsessed with the minds of people oMG. couple of year 4s in my class. but i dunno anyone. but like majority of the 15-20 people are guys. hmm. more guys interested in film theory?
anyway later went bugis for proj meeting. reached like 340pm. supposed to meet at 430. on the mrt quite malu. i fell asleep and my head hit the lady beside me! and then i woke up and i think she looked shocked or horrified LOL so i mumbled sorry then went back to sleep ahahaha. then kept sleeping in this manner. wa jialat la. really very tired.
walked around bugis. dunno why when i'm there always got impulse to shop. ya anyway bought a tee, a pair of slippers.
grace came and walked around some more. oh we were looking at handphones. wa got a green handphone but by ericsson. then looks so cui la. and got a tiny phone but the buttons so hard to press. yucks. and got the phone with a full qwerty keyboard but omg guess what?
i can't type on it!
was trying and trying. guess my thumb can't adapt to typing keyboard style because it's too used to typing the sms style. i told grace i have to put the phone down and put my (large) hands and try to type keyboard style then can. LOL omg so hard to type. my thumb! cannot conform. so funny! but my hands are too big cos the phone is barely as big as my palm. in fact ya my palm is probably 1.75 times larger than it zzzz
proj meeting... ah. mos burger. also ate there for late lunch. tried the new prawn croquette burger. ah quite nice. and mos burger has an oishii card, chop 5 chops by buying 5 set meals and then you can redeem a burger or 2 ice tea from it free~ ah not bad. let's abuse this by going in a big group and then get a free burger la.
actually wanted to go to Home club leh. but they all suddenly not going, cept mintz. but i was carrying a lot of stuff and it's suddenly 8pm. in fact now it's 8pm le. so went home... zannen ne. shimattan da.
but while on mrt home, vin called, saying they going tpy botak. asked if i want to join them and if my lesson ended le. wahahaha! of course! tpy and so near my house too! ya so later going to meet them. woot my EAT-end (eating weekend?) commences early! extended.
but i doubt i'll go for a full meal. shall just have a snack and a drink. no way i can manage a full meal at botak. too big le. even dith can't handle. LOL. but feeling hungry again now. OMG. pig!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
btw saw simpsons tees for $10/ea. OMG I WANT. but the kids sizes all the cute ones don't have my size! if you see size 140-160 of the bart simpson funny television tee, please tell me~ maybe tml i go tpy bossini go see. wahahahha ahahahaha.
madness sets in~~~~~
things to do: (OMG!!!)
- readings for week 1-4
- treatment for scriptwriting
- story ideas for 422 final proj
- get props for the filming on monday
- type out avid adren. cheat sheet
- flesh out plot points for fyp
ok i take a slow walk down to braddell. =D toodles~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:43:00 PM
Odex saga: PacNet does not have to reveal names
ANIME distributer xedO has lost a court bid to force PacNet to reveal names of subscribers who allegedly downloaded pirated versions of the Japanese cartoons.
The Sub Court handed down its decision in chambers on Thursday and no details were made public.
PacNet, which opposed the xedO action, would only say that it 'respects the rights of intellectual property owners and at the same time, also believes in protecting the privacy of all our subscribers'.
ST understands one reason for Dis. Judge E. Lau's decision is that he believes xedO was not the right party to make the application, despite having the go-ahead to prosecute on the behalf of the Japanese anime studios.
xedO is demanding the names of up to 1000 PacNet downloaders.
A company spokesman said it will consult the rights owners before making its next move but it was likely to appeal. It has 14 days to do so.
The ruling on Thursday came as a surprise given that xedO had successfully obtained Court orders to get SingNet and StarHub to reveal names of their downloaders.
Different judges ruled on those cases, and both internet service providers declined to say what arguments they presented in court.
In light of the PacNet decision, a StarHub spokesman said on Thursday that it's 'assessing our options ...given the different decisions rendered by the court'.
But the deadline for lodging an appeal has expired for StarHub and SingTel.
Read the full report in Friday's edition of ST.
*italics indicate edited content*
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go go freedom fighters!
support a pacnet today!
*thinks*
i should make stickers and give them to all my friends XD~
thank you, for making a difference and standing up for your subscribers!
may the final assessment stay as stoic!
Original Article Here
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:05:00 AM
aka in pain, tired and sick to boot.
1) pain
2 days ago, while i was brushing my teeth, my toothbrush slipped and hit my gum under my lip above my front teeth at the left hand side. the place has swelled and the gum gone soft and it HURTS. when i yawn, when smile and even if i have to dig my nose! ROARRRR.
2) tired
always sleep so late, never sleep enough. long days at school, long nights doing nothing, spending time in between worrying and doing nothing. never catch my usual naps on mrt too. hohum.
3) sick
coughing, feeling feverish from time to time. smell of burning incense. aggravation. chocolate factory smell at boon lay. aggravation. exhaust from buses. aggravation. random cigarette smoke expulsions on the street. aggravation. dusty scaffolding setup for roofing works at my block. aggravation. lack of sleep. aggravation. worry. aggravation. argh!
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now that's over, let me tell you about the ah pek i saw at tpy mrt in front of me today. he was wearing a black tee and ah pek pants. eh not the pyjama kind la, but more uncle kind. and then i thought my eyes played tricks on me, for i saw the word "fucker" in stark white on his black tee. i was like OMG LOL. and then i read the main heading words. NIRVANA it said. and 2 columns of words, the last of which read mother fucker. but his bag was blocking mother and the NI of the band's name, but fucker was plain to see. wonder if he really is a fan of the band, or he is wearing some cheap tee from pasar malam, or he took his nephew's, son's, daughter's tee to wear. LOL. oh well.
and then after i came out of the gantry still pondering, i went to top up my card and then i saw SL who called my name. oh she was there to record the getai in tpy for audio proj. ara.
then i walked home, bought some donuts and muffins, which were scarfed before i could remember to take pictures of them. but the double choc is nice. yeah.
finished watching ouran kokou HOSUTO bu. some from comp, some from crunchyroll. yeah finally can access crunchy! i reset my browser. but still cannot access the old audi guild forums. but they shifted anyway so nvm. haven't tried imeem yet though. all those problematic sites. wonder why after they say i'm logged in, i can't stay logged in, and no matter how many times i try, still same stupid thing happen.
ya but the finale of ouran was nice, surprisingly. no complaints. actually the series... sometimes i watch until i'm so BORED. but the 2nd half is much better. more character development, more play on sexual tension. more linkages formed, more continuing episodes.
and so glad that pacnet decided to stand up for subscribers against evil lord xedO. but they are reviewing the case again. evil shits, they want them to handover 1000 people. wtf. it's like some seige. some seizure of goods? they think they have the holy almighty light of power is it? that they were bestowed with the power to demand privacy rights? what? they are the noble messengers from japan ah? apparently fansubs are legal if they are that of unlicensed anime, that being anime not released in US. well, now i'm confused of the definition because it's so MESSED UP. anyway, fansubs pwn subs sold by lord xedO anyway. have some dignity in translating to grammatically correct english please. have some dignity to translate correctly please. have some dignity to offer better video quality than pirated discs please. if i feel i am paying a justifiable amount, i will pay. give people a reason to spend, not coerce people into desperation to RESORT to buying. cultivate DESIRE, not SQUEEZE people down a narrow single route.
anyway this sat prob having pepper lunch! YAY.
with da boys =)
but what if you eat pepper lunch at night? is it still pepper lunch or pepper dinner? because i have eaten pepper lunch for dinner before! lol!
oh my friend said that's cos they forgot to change the sign. hahahaa.
busy weeks ahead.
can you believe it's gonna be week FOUR soon? OMGGGGG.
ya i'm panicking and visibly shaking and gonna wet my pants.
ya, really.
mentally, anyway.
so many things due, yet more things undone.
READINGS, ASSIGNMENTS, FYP.
OMIGOSH TASUKETE KURE.
thankful for the things and people that keep me sane. (:
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:35:00 AM
today for lunch i had chicken rice for lunch. i wanted to eat chicken rice and char siew but since in mandarin, shao ji and shao rou sound so similar, i accidentally ordered shao ji shao rou fan and i was actually surprised when i got siew yok which is the fatty meat. cos all along i thought i had ordered shao ji cha shao fan. of course i didn't, and i didn't realise that until i saw my food. LoL! so blur i am.
then when i got home, tabaoed food. again i ate chicken rice! OMG. i feel so chickeny now. this time it's zha ji fan with some liver. the fried chicken is nice, but the shao ji is also nice. of course the chilli is more power than my school's, and nowadays i can finish 1 packet of chilli easily. think graduating to 2 packets le. literally drinking the chilli. long ago i remember it was too spicey for me to even finish half a packet. lol.
argh my headache is still here. got it after my last tutorial. nowadays so easy for me to get headache. is that a bad sign. beginning to fear tumors. LOL. or maybe never sleep enough, a sign age is catching up on me, or my stagnant brain needs to bang itself against the walls of my skull because it feels so STUPID due to post internship syndrome.
work really saps brain juice.
i made the observation that my friend's good bud, although i don't know him personally (but i would lOVE to meet him), well his english standard seems to have dropped a bit. a tiny bit, yet it's noticeable. and his blog entries aren't as imaginative with their creative quirks as they used to be. still engaging and interesting yet the spice is being depleted. guess that's what working adult life does to you. i felt so sad upon making that observation. =(
oh and i was omgwtfbbq shocked when gohan told me his bill totaled over a thousand usd. ya my jaw hit the ground floor level. and i got my handphone bill today too. well, the only overseas charges reflected are that of my global sms. hahaha. about $10.95. which to me, isn't really a lot. i mean, i can justify the cost with the usage i've gotten out of it, so it's alright to me. although i have not much money kedo i am willing to spend on it.
yes, i am overly paranoid. that one i can tell you straight off the bat, it's true. from my personality disorder test. avoidant too. extremely. think it's accurate.
oh but the landline bill hasn't come yet. curious to see how much. but i think won't kill people that kind. i am prepared to see $30 on it for the portion i used.
shimatta, 422 proj and fyp giving me headache. haven't done any readings too.
I NEED TO BUCK UP. got a C+ for my loglines assignment too. shimatta maybe i should have submitted only the first one! maybe he doesn't like fantasy stuff that reminds one of harry P.
tomorrow is thurs. kinda dreading it.
but also means moving closer to the weekend.
so looking forward to a weekend filled with eating with the boys!
yep eating with people who love to eat and who love eating great food, now that's unbeatable! somemore they just eat so happily! eat so naturally, don't bother to restrict their happiness of eating and no fear of looking like a glutton! i am so happy! i can be a glutton with them! no matter how messy i eat, it's fine! no matter how much i eat it's also fine! i can eat and eat until my face is a mess also it's fine! i also don't mind them ordering and ordering and eating and burping haha. as long as we all eating until happy happy, tummy anehzui, woots.
yep, think food is probably one of the few things that make me happy.
oh and of course some select people in my life too.
life is good for the moment.
now only to rid myself of the headache, terribly itchy throat and cough...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:42:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:40:00 PM
so tuesday has come and gone again. can you imagine my initial title was byebye sunday?! OMG my brain. and time perception. then i thought, weird leh, how come no japa if sunday was today? LOL. then OH ya it's thurs. owtf.
anyway monday was 3.5hr lect day. amused myself with green peanut m&ms thanks to xh and mel while jotting down notes.
ya i got pay attention ok.
spent whole of today sleeping and thinking of idea for fyp. well i came up with 5 ideas but i think all suck. oh well. then there's the 422 proj. suddenly i'm thinking. are we too ambitious!?!? omg.
well tried the new tpy donut shop today.
the box. the address is:
littletreatsshop.blogspot.com
not bad, i think $1.20 per donut and about $6 for a box of half a dozen. yeah buy 5 get one free. thinking of buying some on way home tomorrow. yeah i am a pig. my tummy expanding OMG.
then about the overseas calls right.
not that worried about the call to msia, but worried about the call from usa. cos my friend called me on my hp. zomg. and then that friend who called told me he was charged $1k+ which shocked me until my mouth dropped to the ground level of my block.
but after doing some reading up on forums, i think the charging mechanism is like:
overseas call
(idd rate caller pays)
local operator
(local rate to receiver if receiver in the country)
(if not then will spam idd rate to country receiver is in)
you or voicemail receives
(if you receive it, and have free incoming then free cos under local calls le)
(if voicemail receives it, charged under local outgoing calls for duration of the voicemail message)
yep that's what i think.
but still.
OMG!!!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:45:00 AM
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:08:00 PM
from our msn conversation just now where we discussed some ppl:
wonder if you guys can guess, and also the explanations behind~
hohoho.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM
omg i'm developing some eating disorder. keep thinking of food! even my dreams were of me and my family going to japan, and then we looked at 'dango' but actually were beautiful paintings. note: dango is a stick of rice balls. -_- not paintings! then looked at stickers. somehow my sis and mintz were the same person sometimes. confused me. looking at that cute green frogs stickers, but why did i think of 'sakae' in my dream? and then i spoke japanese, ya proper japanese not dream japanese where i understand everything. i asked for the newest arrival and the most popular one.
all those were probably signs of an impending FOOD DREAM. omgwtf. 2nd time dreamt of a buffet this week. OWTF. so there were 3 tables as usual. the meats, bread, choc, fish cake, etc table which was mine. and everyone was there. think all classmates. only mintz and her fyp group went to the popiah table and then they were taking pictures and videos. i also dunno of what. so i kept grabbing food wtf. ate like 5 trays of food. OMG pig! but the feeling is so shuang. you keep eating, never really feel full, just keep eating!!!! oh and you don't really grow fat from it nor suffer from bad constipation or what because it's a dream! dream buffets rock! and they're free too! hahahaha. omg i kept eating and eating. chicken wing... i was searching all over for the last one when they started keeping the plates. and the cute bread with the face of a cute animal! so kawaii! too many varieties. didn't even have a chance to try the popiah table or the last table which i dunno is what up to now. because i had to poof out and into real life if not late for sch.
ZOMG 1145am i got meeting at 1pm. better zao now bb!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:31:00 AM
dbc = da bai chi
sjb = shen jing bing
cdb = chi da bian
fsj = fa shen jing
ok i can't think of anymore le.
joss smoke keeping me awake.
GAH.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:29:00 AM
call me radical or unappreciative or insane.
but those words kinda sum up my day quite well.
first there was the insane schedule of running around.
11am simpsons movie + lunch
1pm proj meeting
420pm japa class
630pm dinner @ old airport rd FC
10pm art of flirting on arts central
12am audi guild meeting in game
not to mention that i slept at 6am prior to all of that, and initially supposed to meet around 9 to have breakfast before the movie so i would be on time for the meeting! but oh well, although everything got pushed back, things got done. so nehmind la =P
and so i woke up at 940am, panicked until i ended up taking a slowwww cab down and WTF it went thru balestier to cte. WTF slow traffic. oh then orchard there, OMG junction near suntec marina millenia so FUCKING flood and slow and jamming. ended up paying $9.40 for cab fare wtf!!! why i always tio the suay cab one! and the trip there was the same if i had taken mrt. maybe mrt even faster. who knows. OMG LAH!!! but nvm, met anto, caught simpsons, had a few laughs (i don't laugh much, high standards la, sorry x=) and D'OH moments. but overall ok la. then ate at the food court. curry chicken noodle. finally tried it cos everyone says it's good. well, ok la, the gravy not bad i suppose. but not quite lemak enough. maybe too much alkaline with the yellow noodles. i dislike the alkaline taste!
went mos burger for proj meeting. ok la was done quite fast. so stoned with grace and ate some desserts hmm. i still miss my coffee flavoured steamed egg!!! LOL! then went for japanese class. WTF slept through a quarter of it. and my table was eaten by some japanese alien ujujin!! where is my table! went to class, all the way to my table before i realised IT WASN'T THERE! then i exclaimed quite loudly, where's my table!??!?! then the guy beside me kinda laughed. ara. but i also don't talk to ppl when i go for japa except for an33t. but she went to aust le. but today i talked to the empty space where my table should have been. LOL!!! omg.
wondering if i should REALLY take jlpt2. think i will confirm chop fail. how leh?
need to know 1000 kanji and was it 3000 or 6000 vocab? omg.
ok then it started raining rather heavily when i was walking to class. arghhhh and the best thing is, i left my umbrella in my other bag but i put everything else in the bag i brought today. OH NOES!!!!!111
but ok la, not that wet. not that cold. survived.
then took 33 to old airport road to makan. oh yums! i love food! the foodcourt renovated and shifted. yayness i got off at the right stop! whoopeedoo~ lol full table of makaners. ate fish soup ee mian and mango pudding with longan. was still hungry OMG. am i a pig?!?! later the guys still went to suntec but i gave it a miss. needed to rush home to catch film on arts central which has disappointed me~
well The Art of Flirting. local film. i suppose it's different. interesting style in that it is voyueristic but oh man what's with the changing color temperatures throughout?!?! but oh well. the handheld 'voyueristic' cam i suppose. just 2 talking heads throughout, beginning just talking then later doing some stuff but they can't stop yammering OMG and the guy can't stop laughing like a hyena OMG.
well they were doing usual flirty couple stuff and cutesy stuff in the show. actually very typical of couples. but the thing that surprised me (although i know this prior but LOL) was the attitude of my mom and sis. sad to say, they're quite closed-minded, reserved, traditional, conservative even. and it kinda surprised me coming from my sis because she has a lot of guys chasing after her leh.
well i suppose the film can be good for a sociological experiment. where you put a bunch of people in a room, have them watch it. and because it's so painfully boring, they will start talking about it and from a hidden camera and recording device, you can analyse their attitudes from their talk. best is to have a group of friends. maybe 5-7 people. or 5 people. interesting right? told you i'm a psycho.... eh psychologist =x HAHA. no x= i'm joking.
so anyway if i told my sis and mom things. to me seems amusing but still not wild la. but they will probably be shocked. the guy and the girl in the film only going out and just trying to hold hands or have arm around the girl or stand close to each other and are just playful that's all. ditha says, if you're too chaste you won't have any fun~ HAHAHA oops. but hey, that's really very chaste, i've done those things before.... another oops.
anyway the point is, i'm kinda surprised that they're so closed minded. things i consider chaste they're like OMG. but to me i feel it's normal what, everyone does it. so common. oh well, sociological experiment in the household. test run. pre-test. result of observation? differing attitudes towards a subject matter within a family. or is it me who is the radical one? am i too wild? but i consider myself a good girl. one a scale of 1 to 10, where 1 is damn boring and 10 is damn wild, i am like a 5. see? so blah. so average. my sis can become a nun liao le la. i'd rate her a 2 or 3 based on her attitude and comments. but this discrepancy of her comments and the guys who wanna date her. i'm confused~~~
really a hUh moment for me. i had more fun analysing their reactions than the actual film itself. why 'art' films in sg context always involve bad photog, bad sot, draggy slow, diarrheal, verbose things. OMG. stop wasting the celluloid already. no wonder most of us work on digital formats now. HAHAHA.
so many things lined up for me again this week. tomorrow got to print notes, go for proj meeting, go for 3.5hr klass (and i haven't done my readings again. WTF), go for 1hr talk and FREE PIZZA, then either opt for more FREE FOOD on the roof and performances or go home and rot to ruin once more.
but in some way, i do like my days like this. busy but fun. but i'll regret it!!!! NO TIME TO DO MY READINGS NOR THINK OF STORY IDEAS OWTF!!!!!!
wanted to blog about lychee msning me to announce his arrival at home. HELLO? not my business. such a waste of space typing about some idiot fruit. eh don't get me wrong i only see him as a friend. but quite an interesting specimen to analyse as i've said before. dissecting a fruit's brains. you can't call me cruel~~~~ because fruits don't have brains.. well, most of them anyway. HAHA.
ok gotta head for audi meeting then SLEEP. ah yes need to sleep early. busy days ahead. looking forward to the weekends where i can just EATEATEAT with the boys.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:16:00 PM
actually didn't want to blog but there's some need to wrap up my day. so shan't over analyse stuff in this entry. maybe the next entry will pick up the analysis.
well we met around 1 to 2. as usual i am late. and of course crowds crowds crowds. and waiting around for people who turn up in drips and draps. gah. oh well, it should be expected. was quite ok for the most part. and then caught a passable movie. rush hour 3. okay la, follows the whole hollywood action comedy weird pairoff formula. had some laughs. anyway i laugh at the weirdest things. so, well.
then of course went cityhall, wtf the crowd. ok things started going downhill cos seems like seeing many people and having to fight for your breathing space kinda makes one annoyed and easily pissed. kinda squeezed to a far off part. but mu! maybe should have joined you. your view like damn good la. oh well. good friends are the best! rather than one large group which splits up into many pieces anyway.
kept observing things the whole day. as you guys might know by now, i am amused and curious about human behavior, human psychosis, human neurosis. motivating factors etc. well observed the people in the group. kinda dizzy from all the observation, all the implied meaning, all the body language made my brain spin. curious stuff, humans are. a love triangle of a lychee, a femme fatale and a piece of bbq meat with a connection to a star from the outside. a pair of troubled doves, another pair of lovebirds, a troubled tree and an interesting boiboi who seems beyond his age. and of course there's me. with them interacting, yet also on the fringe, interesting to see behavior. one person's behavior so different towards different people, such an interesting specimen although i am beginning to dislike him. another interesting subject is the boiboi. but i'd rather be friends with him than study him. all the group dynamics at play. see until all over the place. like fireworks above you in the night sky. dunno eye go where see what. see until neckache also.
aiyah my throat being idiotic.
got 2hours of sleep left.
or less. like 1.5hrs.
stupid me promise movie today. but luckily it's early. then also need to eat, it's meet even earlier. and i take so long to prepare and go out, baka me. and then got proj meeting omg it's like so messy??? and then japanese class OMG i will fall aslp. and a dinner meetup with vin and the gang. but luckily at old airport road not that bad. i can eat chicken chop! or pasta. ahahahaha. woots throat! OMG.
omg nisu and his fren didn't get a mention. cos also never talk to them much. seems can't click with nisu le. sianz. and he like took awhile to recognize me lolz.
argh where my longer tank top. wear this short one kept riding up, behind expose and have free aircon. ROAR. luckily nv zaogeng also.
FREAK 1.5HRS TO SLP.
monday shoot meet 830am at sch. mu prob can give you a life on monday.
after proj = lecture, then free pizza + talk + more free food + another proj discussion methinks.
OMG....
how to come out with ideas for monday night la.
see la i go out too much, play too much.
sigh sigh sigh.
nvm i can tahan. i can do it~
at most fall sick.
sianz.
life not all about peaches and honey okay.
at least had a good talk in game.
altho never play well and stupid lag. argh.
but oh well.
told me some stuff.
happier =)
things should be more like that i feel.
more nomalcy of the relationship.
even weird people like to embrace norms sometimes.
when they are too tired to keep up with their own quirks and other people's.
looks like audi guild is splitting up.
oh ya tml 10pm meeting in game too.
fk better remind myself.
actually should be the least of my worries.
time to buy a cash, change my nick, buy wedding license.
AND GO NAP.
ok bye.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:35:00 AM
today dith was a bad girl. she pontang klass cos she was late, it was raining, she was lazy, she was gonna meet cat for 3pm movie but class supposed to end 230pm, and she didn't know where the class was. so she played hooky.
but then she summed up the courage to change her earrings and not to studs but to danglies! here's proof:
so proud of myself~~~ overcoming the fear of poking earring into my ear! yay!
slowly overcoming ^ ^
met cat for 881 at jubilee. surprised they gave coupons and a packet of CHIPS each when we purchased cheap tix! royston tan didn't let me down! but it's not my favorite cos i can't connect with it. but yeah i love the costumes! the glitz! the glamour! the songs! (yeah i secretly like hokkien oldies) but still 4/5 for the movie. lost points at the cheesy 'magic power' action. lmao!
got a long list of movies i wanna watch. put it in my msn nick to remind myself. need to resort to reminding myself via my msn nick since my memory is like swiss cheese and since i look at msn too, too much. which reminds me, i have things to do for school, like READINGS, PROJ IDEAS FOR PITCHING (process for video2 and fyp) and i think monday gotta meet at like 830am? actually i dunno. HAS ANYONE BOOKED THE CAM YET? oh shit oh shit. better go send out some smses.
haha just sent some smses. my earrings are all over the place. lazy to pack. feel kinda sleepy now too. today cityhall was UBER flooded with ningen. lollers singaporeans are united when it comes to a free display of fireworks eh. gawd even finding a place to eat at was hard enough. yum! clam chowder at Soup Spoon! next time i shall eat the bread bowl! ahahahha! whole time was 'beo'ing the counter and tables for inclination of an idea of how big the bread was. oh yeahhh it's big! enough to satisfy me! heh. big girl needs big meal. *burp*
walked around, went marina sq to tabao mcD for lychee. WOWOWOWOWOW THE QUEUE WAS SO LONG! queued for half an hour. but got mcflurry for me and wendy too, so i suppose it was ok. finally found a spot to wait for the hanabi. wow worth it. amazing 13min spectacle! lychee only joined us after the show. cos he was stuck in office until 8+. lol. poor lychee~~~~~
ok then everyone was tired so we just kinda retired home.
tomorrow: fireworks day2!
happy happy happy~~~
ps: i wish you were here to watch them with me. although i know your side also has tons of fireworks too.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:57:00 PM
my headache has shifted from the back of my head to the left side and now it's creeping to the frontal lobe. migrating headache, kinda like me.
am i a migratory bird, but that migrating to green pastures?
so would that make me a nomadic bovine?
once bitten twice shy eh.
sometimes i really feel like punching your face in. sometimes i really hate you. and today is one of those days. sure, we do agree on matters, it's quite nice to talk to you. as a friend, it's alright. as a project partner, i abhor your working style. so yes we have called it quits. and well, it's the second time, working relationship fell flat on its face and went to a corner to sulk.
and i, like a nomadic bovine, have wandered to the pastures of 3 kindly coursemates. so that i can live in their barn and help to keep the grass in check with my masticating molars.
i really have to get a grip on myself.
clean up my bad habits, adjust my sleeping hours, and increase my energy level if i am gonna improve.
procrastination
laziness
dalliance
last-minute-ness
bad prioritizing
bad organization
bad attitude
i wanna find my passion.
inspiration is like oxygen.
when it permeates your skin, your senses come alive and your brain whirs.
and there is this glow.
this spark in your eyes.
this feeling of feeling inspired.
i am looking for my inspiration.
and i am looking for my passion.
in my new environment, i hope there is more oxygen.
but cows produce methane.
detrimental but perhaps afore-mentioned nomadic bovine aka yours truly will get a cayalytic convertor like cars have and convert methane into oxygen.
actually if not for you, my mood would have been much worse.
there is at least one happy thing, happy enough to sustain me through the stupid mess. to restrain me from falling off the emo cliff.
and then there is another happy thing, manifested in the shape and form of a hip hop dancer.
so thank you =)
well effing. i have klass until 230pm tomorrow. hopefully they just screen a movie so i could perhaps download it or buy it or begborrowsteal. then i can leave earlier and catch the 310 show of 881 at jubilee with cat.
oh well, things will sort themselves out eventually.
carpe diem.
and i should have gone with my gut choice in the first place!
would have saved me the headache.
but then again, concept wouldn't have materialized.
am glad at least, for the concept.
GANBA DITH.
YOUR WORLD IS A MODERN WORLD.
IT WILL NOT COME CRUMBLING DOWN ON YOU SO FAST.
thank goodness for stainless steel reinforced buildings.
=)
night all.
p/s: oh ya my sis' phone batt is one of those nokia batteries that may blow up in rare cases while charging. LOL. so we have sent in the request for a new battery. if any of you have a nokia phone and are worried, pls go to the nokia international site and key in your battery's identification number.
i'm gonna leave many things behind~
it's a fresh start~
time to start composing songs again!
time to pick up my guitar again!
time to pick up books again!
ganbaaaaaaaaaaaaa
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM
sigh. tired even before i begin. barriers to entry. oh i am the protagonist in the saga that is my life. still feeling very tired. how do i shake this ever-following shadow of lethargy?
good news is that there were two good phonecalls yesterday.
one was from cat, another to foongy. =D
so funny that cat XD always fun talking to him. and the making sound on mrt and as usual talk so many weird craps. glad that his problem has been resolved too.
ganba cat! 3 days to sch reopening =x
and later on finally managed to talk on phone with elusive foongy. first time hear his voice there instead of the lady telling me i have reached his voicemail x=
but shimatta! 1.5hours. luckily mom say she won't tekan me over call charges xD
if bill not a killer, i think i'll have another go at it x=
sigh.
ok la video class was ok. i like nik D better than IO. IO always stress me like fk but ND is like.. nicer. yea i love her! and handled HD cams today. oooo fun. altho 3hrs tut but wasn't that torturous.
hmm but now gotta try for appeal for 2 members else gotta find a person which definitely will be detrimental to that poor soul, may his or her god bless his or her soul! (if any). or we just gonna split up (again? LOL) and i'm gonna intrude on XH (oh noes....) and J is gonna do a photojourn proj alone with himself.
maybe it's better if i join XH... currently sparring with his smses. i'm tired and he is depressed and getting violent about it. and it's kinda pissing me off. pissed and tired... not a good combination.
hmm but mom has just cooked. food will improve my mood (=
ok i eat then slp den tonight do appeal.
warning: i don't like ppl who do things without informing me when supposed to do tgt. it's like u tell a person gonna run tgt and then you take a car and drive off instead. wtf?
aiyah lousy analogy.
but tired.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:01:00 PM
so slpy`~
ditha in school now..
rotting~~`
sleepy sleepy...
this morning so nice to sleep also...
nvm tml friday le
YAY
weekend =)
rabu rabu~~~~~ shuumatsu xD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 PM
ho gawd.
but it's at the back of my mind now.
remind me to think of a little excuse when next phone bill comes.
heh.
but i will pay for it out of my own pocket.
x=
tiring day at school today.
glad that things are shuffling into their rightful positions.
feel more at ease with the world right now.
and hence i should feel more rested.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:02:00 AM
frustrated now.
oh yeah the frustration is back.
and the fact that i couldn't play a few proper games of audi to distract myself makes it worse.
frustrated with what you ask?
definitely the Self most of all.
and then with other Issues which always seem to bubble to the surface to frustrate me.
patching now till about 7pm.
damn i will definitely miss that cash shop bug.
woots this post is see-sawing on the verge of a large emo cliff.
should i decidedly clip my words (ah, self-censorship) or should i just spew my guts out?
hmm maybe not here la.
feel like engaging in eternal slumber or jumping off the above-mentioned emo cliff.
HO GAWD...
oh. a rope and harness just caught me in mid-flight.
cat's phonecall became a bungee safety harness.
can't jump off now lol
oh well thx =x
happier with social interaction.
guess i got mood to shower and head out now.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:07:00 PM
17 – 18 Aug 2007, 9pm
Marina Bay
perfect venue to go emo.
WHEE.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:47:00 AM
oh yes!
finally got to lv25 and somehow cleared the much-dreaded license in ONE try! WOW! i'm good x=
shocked myself until my hand shook yet i did an extra perf. heh. happiness!
what other benchmarks did i set hmm.
oh got 10 hearts in club dance with lychee. yay!
and today awesomely it didn't lag, so i managed to do some pwning.
TEH HAPPINESS!
got to know this yr2 from adm. oh mu your senior but he's only 18. so cute right?
woots actually today was damn down and depressed.
amazing how passing a license in one go can totally swing my mood around.
happiness =)
i shall go watch it then slp.
LOL!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:42:00 AM
mou anshin datta.
ki o tsukette ne, motto kudamono mo yasai o tabete kudasai.
nemuri mo chanto shite.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:17:00 AM
i can't be bothered to blog.
sorry dear readers.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:40:00 AM
had a long dream with no real conclusion? i mean we were working towards the goal but i think it was never quite realised? dreams are always like that. everyone is working towards the end but somehow always cannot quite end so you must wake up halfway and try to force the end through lucid dreaming else you will never want to crawl out of bed lol.
as usual, we had to destroy the bad guys. and the adults and the masters, they were occupied and as usual didn't realise the danger of the impending situation. us kids had to stop it! we apprentices in white flowing robes.
and there was a vision. a vision of a big cavernous hall, rites were being performed. it was like a museum hall that was being used for the rites. where was this place! we had to find it to stop it else the evil would prevail.
we were gathered, 7 of us. 7 who would save the kingdom. there was a search for the place in the vision, in the prophecy. and i was in the shopping mall, running around, trying to find something, some clue. and then i chanced upon it, this door that said under construction because they were building some egyptian exhibit.
the museum vision was full of egyptian items. and immediately i knew this was it! so we gathered and we pushed open the door to reveal a bustling area with more shops, bigger and brighter than the outside. hmm. a hidden network? and immediately we knew we were being chased, and we saw these creatures, bald old tiny men they looked like, slipping underneath things and sliding around the shelves and when they moved, they sprinted.
maybe if we caught them they would give us answers. so instead of running from them, we stood our ground and tried chasing them. baseball bats at the ready. and i whacked display cases at a goldsmith shop to stop the thing but he ran too fast and all the onlookers gasped at me, saying i had ruined 8 thousand dollars worth.
and then somehow we were preparing for the anti-rite. and i was fixing a box of 3 gundam figurines for the rite. we had a girl who could sing really well. and we had a person who could dance really well, and we had people of all kinds of talents. and everyone was barely 14.
innocent, doe-eyed, yet a fighting soldier.
and then there was this adult who kept following us. didn't seem like he had any power, but he helped us many times. and then we found out the total entrance fee for the 7 of us to the museum exhibit would be $142. and we didn't have the cash. so we gathered in a group and tried to busk for money by singing and dancing. but no one paid us any heed.
and then the grown up appeared and he went to the counter and he bought the tickets for us. guess as an adult he had monetary power. spending power. and we were about to go in.
it made perfect sense then. we needed 8 people to form the octagon. but what did an octagon have to do with the circle of evil power we had to destroy on the floor of the hall? 7.34 the magic number. the adult made up the remaining. each of us was a 3, and he was a 2.66 he filled in the gap in the octagon. an octagon is made of 8 sides, with the last side being smaller. and if you draw a circle outside of it and inside of it, 2 perfect circles are formed. and that, our octagon, would destroy the evil circle of power.
*note: this is dream theory of maths and geometry. in real theory, this would probably be untrue.
and so i woke up.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:29:00 PM
i had a great but tiring day. i'm happy overall but i was quite pissed and disappointed too. not to mention disgusted on the bus journey home.
well, first off will talk about the disgust.
yucks! halfway some woman sat near me and i noticed this smell. quite smell-conscious cos i'm paranoid i stink too. but she smelled like she never wash her nether regions for many years. smelled like dried up pee and unwashed genitals. argh! the smell very salty and fishy and kept going up my nose. tell you ah, if i had been sick, i would have puked on the bus. 20min of that. when i left the bus the smell was still stuck in my nose!
now i will talk about my anger and disappointment.
i hate it when i'm trying to organize something and some people CONSISTENTLY never reply me. ok i know i'm guilty of it too. i do it for japanese class gatherings. cos not close with them also. feels weird. but this group of friends, although from a game, we're quite close one. then consistently never reply me? ok nvm. next time i take it you not interested le okay. then i won't msg you guys le. ok? ok.
that one not too bad because more or less expected. just go ahead lor with those who replied. one person is company enough. today's turnout was better than expected. think i'll hang out more often with them and heck care about the rest from now on. thx to wen, ki, lon, val, lychee, Q, hl! we had a field day today! =)
oh i haven't finished my rant. too anxious to talk abt the good stuff le.
so today the supposed friend goes over to my friend's house to celebrate his bdae with his gf. ok fine if that was a surprise visit, i understand if you never inform me. but you would know i wanna go too. instead bdae boy has to ask me if i am going, then i saw the msg and i chua tio. it was kinda like a "what!?" moment for me. because firstly, i received no news about it, and i wasn't expecting to go there at all. felt kinda left out but nvm.
ok fine. then i dunno if this is a misunderstanding or not, or whether that friend has a bad memory or my friend the bdae boy just misheard la. but seemed like never say the present was from me too? oh gosh! i felt so cheated and so disappointed at that point in time. and angry too. ANGRY!!@@@@
nvm la. won't rake up dead rats from the sewer. glad that my friend the bdae boy liked his present =) i will meet him up soon! because i really thought today cannot go visit him =(
the impt thing is that the bdae boy is happy. =)
argh......
now that i reminded myself about this again, kinda angry again.
-_-
anyway this morning was damn damn super tired. those kind body and eyelids feel damn heavy. had to eat lunch with family too so was late. but anyway i was running late. if i hadn't gone with them, i wouldn't have had a lift to ecp too! anyway most of us arrived at 1pm. =X lon was earliest! poor guy! and he thought he was late =X
i tell you today so blur i malu-ed myself!!!
after lunch with family, went back to the car then i stopped at the wrong car and kept trying to open the door!!!! but dunno why cannot. OMG LA. until dad shouted over like, eh, where are you guys? he thought we got stuck in the drain. LOL. even mom also blur she folo me. ZOMG. i can't believe i tried to open a stranger's car door. LOL!!!!! i would have continued for another 5 minutes or so if no one had alerted me too. sis said luckily no car alarm rang. else i malu!!!!!
heng no one really saw. saved my face.
wow today ecp so many ppl!! but we got a nice spot on the beach. lon got a kite too, which we used 6 times! over and over. fly&windback&fly&windback&fly etc.
and i submerged myself in the sea with wen! hahaha so fun!!!! and i was quite afraid because i can't swim. so kept holding on to her hand and screaming. HAHAHAHHA. my hair got wet. and i was wet up to my chin. even swallowed some water. YUCKS SALTY!!!!
wow love the sun, the sand and the sea~~~
altho the sun wasn't very strong, i got a burn~ i got a sunburn~ i came home and my sis was like OMG you're so RED. LOL!!! mom was like, did you drink? LOL!!!!
in the end lychee also flew kite. in fact he flew kite for most of the time! stood there with the kite and added lon's string to it until it flew really high. and a little boy in a yellow tee and binocs kept asking him things. a guy's kite got tangled with ours too. LOL but we were dominating! so lychee flew 2 kites tgt. helped the guy fly his kite~ in the end the kite got bored and decided to leave? miraculously untangled itself and the guy left. seems he was looking at us when his kite got tangled. HAHA!
a man was flying a dragonfly self made kite with his sons too. so cute that kite.
and another man was burying his toddler son in sand. LOL it was so funny. you know i usually hate kids but that sight was so funny i couldn't help but laugh!
trying to see if lychee and val got anything going on. observing the whole day. HAHAHA! very hard to figure out that guy's motivations. he nv slp much and sick but he still come ecp for outing. i asked him why, trying to tease out an answer from him, but his response was that cos he said he would go le so he came. but whatever his reason for coming was, he entertained us with his kite flying marathon and jumping up to catch the kite from the coconut tree and getting his jeans wet in the tide antics. HAHAHA!
as usual, lon was very entertaining. watching wen and lon play really made me laugh! wen dun think too much. accidents do happen. nothing is ur fault~ he also nv blame you.
haha, and meeting val for the 3rd time, actually today i started liking her le. previously my feelings towards her were more neutral. oh and it was interesting seeing Q and HL interact too.
i like to see humans interact. is that an interest in sociology or antropology? is antropology a section of soci? i also dunno. cannot rmb. but very interesting to observe.
oh my ear very itchy. is it because inside got sand?
hmm later reeled in the high high kite. was fun winding all that string. altho we threw the kite away in the end but it was fun! we went parkway parade for dinner and played arcade after that. nice winddown to the day. a pity didn't catch fireworks nor could ki see her bro in the parade... hmm. gomen!
but we did manage to see the flypast of the helis with the national flag. cool! so near! but still so small on my phone =(
hmm i am washing my hands off organizing stuff. next outing i told lychee to org. cos he said he wants to org overseas trip to... aust? haha. if i had the $ i wouldn't mind going aust! so fun so fun! maybe can visit my uncles and cousins too! =D
oh and audi got a bug in the cash shop. send gifts to ppl for free. wow.
after i heard abt it today, tried abusing it just now. so fun! sent gifts to random people. hahahaha.
oh still feeling very itchy. and i have a feeling i will start peeling soon.
oh well~~~
i like this group better!
they are so cute!
ya, even lychee is an interesting character in this group.
the mmorpg called Dith's Life.
got a new patch~~~~~
patched the sections School, Motivation, Activities, Food and Friends.
awesome!!!!!
time to go to bed~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:53:00 AM
i had a damn long day and i am ready to fall asleep face forward on my comp keyboard. but i won't. let me hence offer you a narrative of the day's events before qwertyuiop gets imprinted on my face.
maybe i should start from... tues? oh tues was a slow day. woke up quite early but was extremely sleepy. struggled with drowsy bug over breakfast, msn, sms etc. even got a call from 'grandson'. chatted quite long. hope the charges aren't reflected on my bill. =/ still unsure if overseas incoming calls are free. later tried to read lecture notes. fell asleep while reading. gosh. not that the topic was that bad but when i lie down and read, a natural nua-ness overcomes me and i.........zzzz
so woke up eventually, and i finished that readings. went liang to meet J for fyp meeting. gah i am still as ever unproductive and dry in the head. fuck. but had double scoop ice cream. teh lurve! green tea red bean and rum raisin. well, they rock.
pretty much my tuesday.
wednesday which just ended was very longgggg. awoken 6+am by sis preparing to go to school. picked up mu and went to ntu. was early but yay i saw HM! slacked at benches then went class. ooo scriptwriting is an interesting module. so glad i'm taking it! well, we have our first tiny assignment already. lol. then slacked at benches again.
oh ya. HM makes good cookies! should sell them to earn $$! hahahaa.
think she was a girl scout (in a pastlife?)
she gave me a lift in Super Car with her lopsided specs. hey damn funky ok, although super not practical. haha. wow very sleepy so i slept like a pig in the mrt. slept on this man who kept shaking his leg. HAHAHA! but suddenly woke up cos these 2 kids were making a lot of noise beside me. waving national day flag ah, singing song. wtf la. even nearly poked me in the eye with the flag. so glad to get off the mrt.
later walked around town. trying to find something but wow la, so hard to find. met auyong bro first, had some ice cream, pistachio flavor this time. and got a haato card to chop chop to redeem stuff later! then started questing but then she had to leave for awhile, so met mu and bumped into marmee! marmee had a quest of her own, but that indirectly gave us hints to solve our own quest. yay! then stoned in bk eating for awhile, eating cheese sticks x2, chicken tenders x1, hersheys pie x2 and even sushi. LOL! then marmee went home. then me and mu finally completed the quest. 22 gold to us each!
total 5 hours and overshot. omg. but had a relatively good dinner. actually the rosti at vilage sucks. but the choc mousse was good. belated bdae to owl for 07.08.07!
later ran to cityhall mrt and luckily made it to NAB before they started charging. ears poppped 3 times in the ascension of 71 floors in the lift. the place not bad, actually music comparable to st james. had myself a strawberry fruitini i think? kinda nice but not strong at all. never even felt high, cheeks not even close to flushed. haha. kinda sad couldn't get on the dance floor. but yeah nice time with ki darling, wen and shi.
oh tomorrow going ecp. but parents want me to go for porridge at 730am. wtfwtfbbqbbq. pls i am damn tired now. LET ME SLEEP!!!!!! gonna be so UBER shagged tomorrow.
oh and happy 24th bdae cat! and happy national day, sg!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:59:00 AM
er... last night sudd a friend whom i dunno well asked me to go cameron highlands with her from a fri to mon. i stun tio cos i dun really know her and i don't even know her friends at all. then suddenly want ask me go holiday? errr. i would love to, because it's an excuse to run away and go malaysia i suppose. but i have a responsibility called school, and final year i don't wish to skip any. plus go there also no guarantee will be able to visit my msia friends. and i dunno them!!!
dotdotdots..
and last night! a roach suddenly flew in, mounted itself on the wall facing me and stared at me. i was like omgwtfbbqroach! then i ran away, leaving the comp on. ahahha.
sianz.
oh and ytd went ikea to eat but i cannot reli carry for 2! 2 plates of food + 2 soup. wtf bbq.... called n called mom's phone for assistance but she nv pick up!!!! in the end i dunno how i went back with the tray. it's like gonna drop. and something did drop! wtf.... actually looking back, it's damn funny. but then i was super pissed. luckily only the bread rolled down onto the floor and not the plates go crashing. but i got a fright when it rolled.
bread roll rolled.
so i gasped and was like NOOO... then a man walking towards me looked at me and said, oh no! aww, too bad. then the girl sitting at a table near me gave me this look of pity as she picked up the bread from the floor and was gonna hand it to me.. i was like, er drop already cannot eat le but thanks. and i had a black face lunch with mom. but luckily i get over black face very quickly la.
and i saw my pri sch classmate. the jin matong. OMG! but i dunno if he saw me or recognizes me. anyway i think i look like quite young, maybe 18 (ya i won't mian qiang say 16 la) cos i was wearing just a tee and stuff. usually will look younger when wear lok cok.
eh.. ki..
i could always try ur lic.
X_X!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:17:00 AM
OH i rmb suddenly.
i was thinking,
i need a grave to put my belongings.
and then thoughts wandered briefly to tombs of kings who had all their possessions, including slaves, entombed with them. things in a wooden box, symbolizing a casket of the life, a memory associated with each of them, a teddy bear and innocent childhood yet bearing deeper meaning. yes, the origins of the bear. a cushion from a guy who once liked you and you sat on his bike, bound for home at midnight, 3 times. a photograph. of the face you will never forget, altho the photo has partly deteriorated. a blue gossamer ribbon, which once rode in your hair and fluttered, as your heart did, when you skipped along the pavement. but what did all these things mean? the sum of your life in these worldly possessions. the weight of your casket and the weight of your belongings. summarized, highlights picked out, stored, locked away, thrown out and retrieved again, in tears.
a grave to put your belongings.
and then you burn them in a bonfire and cast the remains to the open sea.
as they will do to your ashes.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:29:00 AM
only to lose it.
fuck!
i was just thinking about the tee, the blue gossamer ribbon, the scriptwriting class on wed, and i took the sushi from the fridge, and i looked at the fridge.
and was thinking about the quirkiness of people or something like that..
WHAT WAS IT, WHAT WAS IT....
fuck it man i can't remember.
damn this swiss cheese sieve brain.
was it about how long can i don't play games?
testing myself...
perverse test?
is it fun that's why i like doing it?
fuck la i can't remember what i was thinking about.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:14:00 AM
thanks!!!
hope not too small..
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:50:00 AM
on hindsight, let me rate the donuts i've tried to date.
1. dunkin' donuts ()()()(
2. summerhouse ()()()
3. 4 leaves bakery ()()()()
4. pop dough @ taka ()()()()(
dunkin, i suppose i need to taste it fresh. but one day old still quite nice. so 3.5 donuts. summerhouse, which i tried today not bad when fresh, about 3.5 donuts, but keeps getting progressively soggy i kinda feel sick now so 3 donuts for it. 4 leaves is good but it's plain donuts usually. 4 leaves, 4 donut rating. pop dough at taka is kinda weird the first time u eat it because it's not really like donut, a bit cakey a bit dunno what. but it grows on you. stays nice for the next 2 days or so too. 4.5 donut rating. i haven't tried donut factory yet. but because of the stupid long queue, maybe i'll give it a 3.5, 4 because it SEEMS nice, but points deducted because of the stupid queue.
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just now went ntuc with family. bought like $101.20 worth of groceries. then ate supper at lor 8. full full full~ and yeah most prob national day going ecp to slack with audi family =)
gotta sleep early, gotta wake up early tml to collect pay and eat meatballs and go for SCHOOL! YES I LOVE SCHOOL!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:04:00 AM
today's guest bloggers will be a team of half a dozen donuts, namely:
The Choc Custard twins (C1&C2)
The Strawberry Filling (SB)
The Blueberry Breeze (BB)
The Custard Cuddle (CD)
and The Hazelnut Almond (HA)
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Act 1 - in which they met
C1: right. so we're sitting around, me in the display and my bro sleeping in the tray behind the counter...
C2: and this hesistant girl who looks lost stays outside for awhile looking at the flavours and then pushes the door and comes in.
C1: yah and apparently she was so blur she had to ask the guard at the directory where is the donut shop...
C2: that baka girl walked in, all the way inside to the korean shop and didn't realise we were outside!
SB: how else would it be? we need to show ourselves off to the cars driving along the busy streets of bugis. *preens*
C1: *ignores SB on purpose* so she bought the 6 of us, and my brother came along too!
C2: yatta~ =))
C1: think it was after her japa shiken, that's why she was so blur. haha. hope she did well~ i heard she studied quite diligently this time round.
C2: yeps. ganba ne xD
SB: hey... what about me! say something like, me being pretty!
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Act 2 - in which they went on a journey
BB: now it's my turn to tell the tale! because i was sitting nearest to the edge of the box with HA. so we could peek out and see what was going on.
HA: hee.
BB: *cheeky grin*
CD: -_- *disapproving glare*
HA: as you all know, dith can never resist a sale. and always bugis junction has many sales outside BHG. but she wasn't really interested in the U2/G2000 sale altho the things were like $6. because they were all plain colored tank tops. kinda blah, you know.
BB: and inside, the words Japan Fair beckoned to her and she couldn't help but go in although she was so close to the escalator leading down to the mrt station...
CD: -_- some people never learn from their mistakes.
HA: ANYWAY! she tried on some of the clothes from the japan fair in a rickety changing room. hooo yeahhh....
BB: she set the box of us down on the changing room floor.... *uncontrollable nosebleed*
HA: oooo it rocks being at the side of the box where we can peek out... *explodes*
CD: -_- tsk. the impure ones keep getting worse.
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BREAKING NEWS
SB AND CD JUST GOT EATEN BY DITH AND HER DAD
coincidentially, dith's dad chose the annoying flavors like vain SB and wetblanket CD. HAAHAHAHAHHAHA
donuts: ORBI!!
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BB: now with CD and SB dead and gone, we can continue with our post~
C1: ya lor. xD and this BB and HA peeking at dith... hentai can?!
C2: *sniff* i also wan....
HA: but she never buy the tee shirts at the japan fair.. usually she likes to buy cos she loves the material and it's really good to wear and lasting... but this time quite disappointing.
BB: =(
C1: then she went to Fox cos they still having 50% off....
HA: so we got to see her change clothes again... *_*
BB: she bought a short skirt and grey camo pants lol
C2: it was a fun tour~
all: time for us to hibernate, and time for dith to eat!
donuts signing off~~~ bye~
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and that was the beginning of the end of my new lovely friends
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:35:00 PM
oh, the scab at the side of my mouth from the pimple is still there! cos i keep peeling it off and it can never heal properly. oops =X but it's annoying.
btw guys, nvm if u pass or fail my 'fren test'. actually i dun care la. haha but it's just interesting to see which of my questions tricked you guys! HAHAHA HOHOHO. sry! too much MCQ in the sg education system wahahahahaha.
oh today i met ah gong n ah ma at j8. got some presents. well, first one was quite fun. the second one..... wah stressed, but finally settled on eva figurines from action city cos my fren likes eva. kinda funny though. but i really dunno what bag/shirt/tee to buy even if i buy. hmm. weighed the boxes in my hands because logically speaking, boxes of diff weights = diff figurines =X
well, later in popular, there was a weighing scale and ah gong was like, do you see smth??? so actually went to weigh the two boxes. HAHAHA. one is like 58g, and the other is like 70+g. quite a big difference. and my guess for what was in the heavier box was RIGHT! yeah my fren has opened the boxes le. got a doctor (the heavy one) and a special rei one that i think wasn't on the box. but i didn't see! i wanna see how the rei looks like! ahahaha. heng heng my lucky fingers~ guess my friend liked my present afterall. even though so badly wrapped, but hey, it's the contents that count right?
cos no time to wrap, and too cheapo to buy wrapper, swapped plastic bags with ah gong, then still wrap one more very crumpled bag around and tie it. look damn champalang, lok kok ting tong. and thx ah gong for being such an 'auntie' to carry around plastic bags! actually last time my mom used to make me bring plastic bags around but i think for some time nv le. so i nv bring anymore. just bring my tissue packet army. LOL.
later was going to take mrt then saw Fave.com.sg stall outside the entrance selling their dried nuts and fruits. OH I LOVE THEIR CRANBERRIES. couldn't resist. bought a packet because i had only enough money to buy 1. was walking off to mrt when sudd this auntie approached me. at first i thought she was helping Fave do survey, then i saw the AC Nielson logo on her thick survey booklet so ok la, i help out ba. give them data and feedback for capitaland to improve consumer needs and services ba. ahahas. anyway big company surveys always give rather good free gifts.
so ok la, did the survey, quite fun. then the auntie sometimes will go off on a tangent. like she sudd asked me where in tpy nice to eat ah? or at the end of the survey sudd say my face complexion nice, my teeth white, do i go uni? then suddenly ask me if i am christian. eh pls la lady, i dun wan to join ur church. i thot this was a survey on consumer perception of capitaland malls?!?!?!
anyway she not very pushy abt religion. i told her i don't believe and i don't need. then she asked where was i going, home? i said no la, gg to fren's bbq. ahaha actually she quite nice if she nv talk abt christianity. *cough*
anyway free gift was a big towel with capitaland logo. hmm. WHY TODAY I CARRY TINY HANDBAG. LOL i thot no need to keep anything. besides, that bag was a gift from the LMAOs like 3 or 4 years ago. good to use. altho looks small, can put umbrella, water bottle, specs, handphone, etc inside. wow o_o mary poppins bag =X
ahem. so i made my way to mrt. somehow or rather at cityhall mrt i sudd heard my name. EH wtf. was i hearing things? then suddenly saw ed and wj. WOW. i stun tio. so coincidental. i thought they had outing today? then so fast finish? hmmmm. anyway got off at bugis with wj. he missed his train on purpose so we can chat for awhile. so while waiting, he was telling me abt his audi couple, his comp, etc. ahaha he very funny. nice inquisitive boy with an energy for life and intelligent for his age with a good outlook on life. kinda like him. besides, that time when we went to the maple bdae bash tgt, he cheered me up =) hmm but his train came so we went our separate ways.
eh it seems that recently i always wave to ppl after getting into transport or something, and i'm waving to the air. but nvm la. altho feels odd, but the feeling is so oddly funny, i can't stop waving to the air! HAHAHAHA! do i look mad?!?! =D yay if i do. xD
aiyah today that lychee sudd msg me asking if i am sure that levis voucher can buy only $20? EH WHEY. HOW I NOE LA. i thot YOU were the one who bought it last time? thot he send wrong msg. so i reply back, eh u sent wrong person ah? den he sudd call me. asked if PS got levis outlet. eh kns that lychee thinks i am street directory ah. information service meh? somemore ytd after i left the house, also smsed me to ask me some japanese stuff. eh... LOL!
damn bo liao. anyway got on the bus to vin's house le, about 8pm or so. then i keep blocking the way cos i need to see which stage it is at. LOL. so i stand near the door. but because the bus is quite crowded, i am blocking the way of people who need to alight and stuff. AHAHAHA. and sudd auyong called me too. wow... i had no hands to grab any handholds while holding my phone and the bags. LOL the towel la.... so BIG. she asked me abt the belgian waffle choc fondue shop ahaha. i was like holding on using my elbows and kept banging ppl with my bags =X luckily no sharp turn else i would have flown~ ahahah. but quite fun LOL.
then sudd when reaching the bus stop, lychee called. but i cannot pick! i had to hold on and later tap my card to alight what. but he called again immed after that. think he was bored, wanted to chat. but i reached my fren's hse le, can't possibly talk on phone without greeting them, so i told him cannot talk to him =X
bbq was fun! yea~ actually the beginning was quiet and a bit weird cos i reli dunno what they talking about, cos all the guys from same sec sch, or they talk abt ns, or some show i nv watch, or some shared private joke. LOL. but i saw all of them before, but got one guy i nv see before. keep thinking he looks like d*ya. anyway.... his name is jj. quite a farnie guy, very cute too! hahahaha. ya =X they're all younger than me anyway, what's wrong with calling them cute? lols.
i love the food they bbqed!!!! always their bbq rocks! the chicken is always damn nice la. fully cooked. not too burnt. guys are pro at cooking. yeah man. I WANT A MALE MAID NEXT TIME! HAHAHAHA.
*cough*
took some raw otah home, and anto walked me to the bus stop. maybe will be watching simpsons with him on friday. heh. finally can watch that movie! so happy.
ok i got japa test tml la. feel like sleeping now and not studying. which i can, because i already studied today, right? so i shall wake up early and study tml. =)
feel carcinogenic. 2 days of burnt and oily food is a killer. but hell, it was great.
at least i had good food and made a new friend today and did some stuff i am happy with, and this fulfilment of the Self, gives me motivation to STUDY HARD when school reopens on monday.
maybe got intern outing on tues too. AHHH GELARE???? teh lurve! ice cream waffle =))
when my stomach is happy, my brain is happy, my heart is full, and dith is happy too!
=))
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:33:00 AM
this morning i kept waking up altho i slept around 6am. think family members got up and about, made some noise, my phone had smses, dad told me he was going to work, etc.
so when i finally and properly awoke half an hour (yes, at 1234pm) after my phone alarm rang, i saw mom left me a note under my phone. because i was bleary-eyed, it read:
FAT LtAug2007 9.15AM
DITH DOTSI
GOT FRED
RICE for
you
Mumsie
but actually it read:
so blur in the morning.
anyway i have studied 70% of my japa, what's left is the commission to memory part and revision of worksheets etc. think should be ok le. hee.
and yes, i have eaten my 'fred rice'.
i checked my GE allocation result too, and i *think* i got AAA 285, which is screen, scream and psychoanalysis. HIP HIP HOORAY~! but it also means that i have class on friday, which means i have a 4 day week. no matter, it's just one lesson. think it will be fun =)
been aiming for that for quite some time. but i will get lost in NIE =(
anyway, since i can't get japa lv6, i guess getting this has been a good turn of events. =D
will confirm again on monday. now cannot even check properly, i only checked via subjs registered from stars planner.
for i moment i thought i got AAA 183, which is like drawing. LOL i do not want to draw!
er, i forgot where to alight le, but i guess i rmb how the stop looks like. if it's not too dark later, i can see and get off ba. lolz. at most call my fren ask him to save me~~~~
haha xD
oh, and last night before i went to bed, i thought.
okay, i will come home, be a good girl, and DO ALL MY READINGS ON TIME!
and, i STILL HVN'T LOGGED IN ANY GAME YET.
i'm GOOD!
yappari, games are a waste of time.
waste of my brain power.
should spend the time reading or studying or even msning or going out etc.
yeah~ i wanna do well for 4th year!
***EXCITA-BABBLE!!!!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:36:00 PM
tml i must:
1) study notebk grammar
2) study vocab (tb and notebk)
3) revise from the worksheets/notebook/tb/new cheatsheet i made
4) maybe check bus route to fren's hse
5) think of what to get for my friends
6) try to wake up by 12noon else nth will b done b4 i go out
k bed, k bed.
very damn tired now.
eh i'm gd sia, today WHOLE DAY nv play any game. nv even login to games. but i did play with ice cream. playing with ice cream and friends = playing game? hee.
maybe this is a sign i DO have self cntrl IF i WISH to exercise it.
am i challenging myself to see how long i can go w/o logging in?
reminds me how i challenged myself to study for A lvls last time~~~
CHALLENGE MYSELF TO WAKE UP EARLY TML
AND
FINISH STUDYING BY 2pm+
and do well for japa exam on sunday~~~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:30:00 AM
full full full!
trying to digest!
ate until so happy sia, even my stomach want to come out and say hi~
lmao.
ah warukatta ne. this afternoon made mu wait for me. met her at JP's coffee bean where she was reading the papers and drinking mocha frap. lol! wa.. JP really has undergone some changes. i cannot find some things. and the coffee bean shifted behind a bit so i couldn't find it. anyway it was comfortable~ sat down and ordered cinammon coffee ice blended and the counter people called me Ms D. cos they can't spell my name~ nvm~~~~
took a shuttle to imm. hohoho i love imm! bought some clothes and didn't even have time to go to daiso. before we knew it, it was time to leave for marina square. so took a shuttle to clementi and then mrt to cityhall.
wa x.x today quite expensive. but for once, don't feel cheated. maybe because i can collect my pay on monday before i go to sch~ hehe. had teppanyaki/steamboat buffet at yuki&yaki with mu, sha-ren, auyong, ahma. sad that owl couldn't join us =( if not LMAOS will be there full eating power~~~~
sry folks, i'm too full to even post a proper narrative. so i shall leave you with some pix of the food frenzy and hot havoc we created there~~
all the carcinogens in our pan! but gyoza was gd!
oh dear~ look at the poor pot of ignored steamboat fish stock and unknowns bobbing around in it. hohoho.
the carnage at mine and anne's side of the table.
oh? is this my plate with remains of beheaded prawns and random salmon sitting there?
argh~ i'm cooking my hand~
(sorry =x waiting for the pan to become cold so we can make ice cream, and we were all bored.)
the humble beginnings of a paddle pop pancake...
our colorful yet stomach churning masterpiece which no one really ate.
(and so it sat on a plate in the corner and melted in a really emo manner)
look! i ate some of it~
don't emo now, my poor ice cream~
oh this was choc x4, coffee x1 and vanilla x1
and it was good~
some other things i didn't take:
1) when we attempted to make scrambled eggs -_-
2) when mu poured soft drink on the cold pan and scraped it and the shavings all flew~
3) when we made an orange chef with an almond hat with ice cream, carved a face on him, then ate him up bit by bit.
4) the towering (and colorful) stack of ice cream glasses we'd used
5) all our bloated stomachs. (and drunk on ice cream expressions)
OK TOO FULL NOW. time to study japa tho.
*yawn*
*burp*
*zzz*
oh ya think tml b4 meeting ah gong n ah ma i shall go burlington sq buy donuts?
hee.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:49:00 AM
time for a narrative?
just an update of events i suppose.
well, status update. my body is aching! neck, some of arms, and legs. mostly legs and neck. argh it's irritating. lol. note to self: don't look at the dj console so much during clubbing. and don't look around or up at people. best is look down and let hair cover your eyes and look mad.
hmm ytd went with ki darling to sgh. so big. Super Giant Hospital! and i walked one big circle. lololol. cos i was following the signs. and they pointed me in one circle. T_T roarrrrrr. big needle is scary shit. hospitals make me nervous. because: Hospital = Needles = Fear
hence Hospital = Fear
later ate at the chinatown temp mkt. oh, must go thr eat again. all the oily stuff looks so nice. and the black carrot cake is really black. and they have oysters too. oh yum. opeh hokkien mee was good too.
went home after that. not that i have nothing to do, but i was tired. and i haven't studied japa yet i am going out soon again. for the whole day. fuck la. oh and sat going to meet ah gong n ah ma to buy something. hmm. die. better buy le den run home to study like a good girl. but can i resist? the temptation of maple?
oh maple has singapore maps. it's damn cute at first glance. then gradually, political jokes start to be cracked. and then racist political jokes. lol. my guild members + cat + dangao. all making political/racist jokes. or perhaps, make that politically incorrect. shan't repeat them here for fear of 'big brother' watching me. but i'll just give you a hint la.
what jokes can you make about the boss (of singapore)?
what jokes can you make about the color and the type of monsters there?
what jokes can you make about what the monsters do and represent?
what jokes can you make about the districts there?
what jokes can you make about the food they sell there?
yeah man.
oh and did i mention that for the flag quest, you need:
15 orange mushroom caps
15 green mushroom caps
15 horny mushroom caps
and 5 leathers?
but that's not the point.
the point is.
i was gathering horny mushroom caps. and cat was gathering some stuff too. and suddenly my friend called. so i was like:
"cattt~~~ wait for me! i'm getting horny!!!"
or something to that effect.
oooooo mom's back with lunch. i can go eat then run out to meet mu. die le die le die le.
stay tuned tonight for narrative of ice cream buffet adventures. maybe i can take pix too. =)
oh and ki darling, tc!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:42:00 PM
another of those nights where Brain is occupied with random things. tonight am wondering if i am living out my life, or is it just another virtual fad. will i wake up with wires up my nose and some obiang VR lens over my eyes?
but sometimes i really look at my life, and smirk. a caustic sardonic cackle. it may sound insane, but my sentiments are that exactly. amidst the cacophony of my too-enthusiastic laughter, perhaps you might detect a hint of something else.
is this really me? the life i live, oftentimes i feel detached from it. is this really me, playing my own mmo in the real world? or am i living in another bad movie? homyeffinggawd. please save me from this misery.
but it can't be painless. and then i know this is my life and i am in it. body mind and soul. flesh and blood. i can feel but i just can't be.
drama upstart seven months earlier, leading into a curtain call... when?
can't think on straight lines. my thoughts zigzag across the gaming console that is my fingers and toes. analog stick. oh you got my feet moving. tap the keys to get me doing actions. do a 4 hit combo on that exam! chain up an 8 on that sumptious meal. finish up the miniquest - help me level up in the game i am playing. L1 R2 activate my speech, my sleeping and waking patterns, my moods.
AM I REALLY LIVING THIS LIFE?
suddenly i wake up. again.
YES THIS AINT NO DREAM. THIS RIDICULOUS FKED UP LIFE IS YOURS.
stupid mmo system. you can't just pay dens or delete a contact off your life to break connections. IT WON'T WORK. even if you tried, you probably couldn't keep it up. conscience. oh it's there.... the added element. guilt. regret. hope. society. taboos. time. money. distance. stress.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS STUPID MMO ABOUT ANYWAY?
game of life? the boardgame version?
SORRRAYY. not even close.
this IS the game of life, you dumbass.
and you have to win it, because in this game, losers really have a hard time.
DAMN THIS MMO.
let me hit reset already.
oh SRY.
let me laugh myself to sleep.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:13:00 AM
oh i'm very very extremely tired. sit me somewhere and i will auto shutdown after awhile, i'm serious.
7 hours of sleep over a period of 3 consecutive long sch days.
so tired today until didn't bathe before went to sch. LOL. but ok cos i don't smell =P
was occupied with shooting video of males in female toilet, editing that footage, meeting fyp sup, and trying to finish random assignment but i kept falling asleep every sentence so also couldn't finish.
and audi is down!
having withdrawal symptoms.
tml ultra long day, gonna go shooting at bahar area.
after fri's GE, gotta edit that, then hopefully can recover on sat and sun.
highly doubt so, need to do readings and stuff.
ok toodles peeps.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:17:00 PM
yappari.
nichiyoubi ni nattara, mou modotta.
heki =)
time to face the onslaught of the new week with more courage and fighting spirit!!!
rawrrr
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:12:00 PM
things to do: (OMG!!!)
- readings for week 1-4 (see below)
- treatment for scriptwriting (due 29/8)
- story ideas for 422 final proj
- get props for the filming on monday
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- flesh out plot points for fyp
- film theory readings
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422 wk2
Reading: Irving and Rea, Producing and Directing the Short Film and Video Chapter 2
Rosenthal, Writing, Producing, Directing Research, 4th Edition Chapter 3 and Chapter 17 (available at the copy shop)
Screenings:
Happiness, Autograph Book (Singapore Shorts)
Scaredy Cat and Motodrom
Not required, but if you are feeling adventurous: Salt Kiss and Death to the Tinman
watch haircut (http://www.niceshorts.com.au/films.asp)
422 wk3
Reading: Nichols, Intro to Documentary, Chapter 1 & 3
Screenings:
Moving House, Singapore Shorts
Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness, Shorts vol 2 Film Festival Collection
Good Morning Yokohama
Full Frame vol. 4
Mirror, Mirror
401 wk1 readings
Greenawalt, K. (1989). Free speech justifications
http://www.rsf.org/IMG/pdf/rapport_en_bd-4.pdf
http://www.freedomhouse.org/template.cfm?page=251&year=2006
http://www.brainsnchips.org/hr/sen.htm
401 wk2 readings
Singapore: Maximizing discretion
Teo (2005), ch. 1
http://www.mda.gov.sg/wms.www/devnpolicies.aspx?sid=93
http://www.mda.gov.sg/wms.www/devnpolicies.aspx?sid=161#5
http://www.mda.gov.sg/wms.file/mobj/mobj.487.ClassLicence.pdf
http://www.mda.gov.sg/wms.file/mobj/mobj.981.internet_code_of_practice.pdf
Fundamental Liberty 14 of the Singapore Constitution
Freedom of speech, assembly and association
http://www.sph.com.sg/aboutus/sph_story.html
http://www.corporate.mediacorp.sg/business.htm
http://www.temasekholdings.com.sg/our_portfolio_portfolio_highlights_major_investments.htm
Singaporeans' attitudes toward lesbians and gay men and their tolerance of media portrayals of homosexuality
Pornography’s value
401 wk3 readings
Focus on Teo (2005), ch’s 2 & 3
Crone (2002), ch. 1 (pp. 3-39); see also 4.2 (pp. 66-9)
401 wk4 readings
JBJ v LKY
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:14:00 PM
rabu~
LOL!
who does dith rabu~~~~?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:20:00 PM
clearing throat day
wa annoying. whole day constantly clearing my throat. clearing throat noises. stupid phlegm. stupid cough. then off and on throat will feel very irritated and itchy and i have a great urge to cough but i also need to control else it's those kind will cough non stop until face red. so have to tahan. hate this stupid feeling! this kind very scary. it's the kind of cough that if you let yourself cough and cough, you will cough until you want to puke that kind. ARGH!!!
damn heavy rain in the morning. late for class but actually it's quite easy to find. watched Bladerunner with harrison ford. lol previously in scriptwriting class also watched a harrison ford movie, Witness. why is he always involved in detective shows with guns and shootouts and romantically involved with a prim and proper lady called Rachel!?!?! LOLOLOLOL. so i can make another movie, cast him and a rachel and then build a story around it? LOL.
Film theory class is fun. it's like film studies but paired with psychology. so fun! and i feel like taking another psychology module, abnormal psychology. so obsessed with the minds of people oMG. couple of year 4s in my class. but i dunno anyone. but like majority of the 15-20 people are guys. hmm. more guys interested in film theory?
anyway later went bugis for proj meeting. reached like 340pm. supposed to meet at 430. on the mrt quite malu. i fell asleep and my head hit the lady beside me! and then i woke up and i think she looked shocked or horrified LOL so i mumbled sorry then went back to sleep ahahaha. then kept sleeping in this manner. wa jialat la. really very tired.
walked around bugis. dunno why when i'm there always got impulse to shop. ya anyway bought a tee, a pair of slippers.
grace came and walked around some more. oh we were looking at handphones. wa got a green handphone but by ericsson. then looks so cui la. and got a tiny phone but the buttons so hard to press. yucks. and got the phone with a full qwerty keyboard but omg guess what?
i can't type on it!
was trying and trying. guess my thumb can't adapt to typing keyboard style because it's too used to typing the sms style. i told grace i have to put the phone down and put my (large) hands and try to type keyboard style then can. LOL omg so hard to type. my thumb! cannot conform. so funny! but my hands are too big cos the phone is barely as big as my palm. in fact ya my palm is probably 1.75 times larger than it zzzz
proj meeting... ah. mos burger. also ate there for late lunch. tried the new prawn croquette burger. ah quite nice. and mos burger has an oishii card, chop 5 chops by buying 5 set meals and then you can redeem a burger or 2 ice tea from it free~ ah not bad. let's abuse this by going in a big group and then get a free burger la.
actually wanted to go to Home club leh. but they all suddenly not going, cept mintz. but i was carrying a lot of stuff and it's suddenly 8pm. in fact now it's 8pm le. so went home... zannen ne. shimattan da.
but while on mrt home, vin called, saying they going tpy botak. asked if i want to join them and if my lesson ended le. wahahaha! of course! tpy and so near my house too! ya so later going to meet them. woot my EAT-end (eating weekend?) commences early! extended.
but i doubt i'll go for a full meal. shall just have a snack and a drink. no way i can manage a full meal at botak. too big le. even dith can't handle. LOL. but feeling hungry again now. OMG. pig!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
btw saw simpsons tees for $10/ea. OMG I WANT. but the kids sizes all the cute ones don't have my size! if you see size 140-160 of the bart simpson funny television tee, please tell me~ maybe tml i go tpy bossini go see. wahahahha ahahahaha.
madness sets in~~~~~
things to do: (OMG!!!)
- readings for week 1-4
- treatment for scriptwriting
- story ideas for 422 final proj
- get props for the filming on monday
- type out avid adren. cheat sheet
- flesh out plot points for fyp
ok i take a slow walk down to braddell. =D toodles~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:43:00 PM
ADAPTED from ST, Aug 23, 2007
Odex saga: PacNet does not have to reveal names
ANIME distributer xedO has lost a court bid to force PacNet to reveal names of subscribers who allegedly downloaded pirated versions of the Japanese cartoons.
The Sub Court handed down its decision in chambers on Thursday and no details were made public.
PacNet, which opposed the xedO action, would only say that it 'respects the rights of intellectual property owners and at the same time, also believes in protecting the privacy of all our subscribers'.
ST understands one reason for Dis. Judge E. Lau's decision is that he believes xedO was not the right party to make the application, despite having the go-ahead to prosecute on the behalf of the Japanese anime studios.
xedO is demanding the names of up to 1000 PacNet downloaders.
A company spokesman said it will consult the rights owners before making its next move but it was likely to appeal. It has 14 days to do so.
The ruling on Thursday came as a surprise given that xedO had successfully obtained Court orders to get SingNet and StarHub to reveal names of their downloaders.
Different judges ruled on those cases, and both internet service providers declined to say what arguments they presented in court.
In light of the PacNet decision, a StarHub spokesman said on Thursday that it's 'assessing our options ...given the different decisions rendered by the court'.
But the deadline for lodging an appeal has expired for StarHub and SingTel.
Read the full report in Friday's edition of ST.
*italics indicate edited content*
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go go freedom fighters!
support a pacnet today!
*thinks*
i should make stickers and give them to all my friends XD~
thank you, for making a difference and standing up for your subscribers!
may the final assessment stay as stoic!
Original Article Here
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:05:00 AM
itakute tsukarete mo byouki da
aka in pain, tired and sick to boot.
1) pain
2 days ago, while i was brushing my teeth, my toothbrush slipped and hit my gum under my lip above my front teeth at the left hand side. the place has swelled and the gum gone soft and it HURTS. when i yawn, when smile and even if i have to dig my nose! ROARRRR.
2) tired
always sleep so late, never sleep enough. long days at school, long nights doing nothing, spending time in between worrying and doing nothing. never catch my usual naps on mrt too. hohum.
3) sick
coughing, feeling feverish from time to time. smell of burning incense. aggravation. chocolate factory smell at boon lay. aggravation. exhaust from buses. aggravation. random cigarette smoke expulsions on the street. aggravation. dusty scaffolding setup for roofing works at my block. aggravation. lack of sleep. aggravation. worry. aggravation. argh!
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now that's over, let me tell you about the ah pek i saw at tpy mrt in front of me today. he was wearing a black tee and ah pek pants. eh not the pyjama kind la, but more uncle kind. and then i thought my eyes played tricks on me, for i saw the word "fucker" in stark white on his black tee. i was like OMG LOL. and then i read the main heading words. NIRVANA it said. and 2 columns of words, the last of which read mother fucker. but his bag was blocking mother and the NI of the band's name, but fucker was plain to see. wonder if he really is a fan of the band, or he is wearing some cheap tee from pasar malam, or he took his nephew's, son's, daughter's tee to wear. LOL. oh well.
and then after i came out of the gantry still pondering, i went to top up my card and then i saw SL who called my name. oh she was there to record the getai in tpy for audio proj. ara.
then i walked home, bought some donuts and muffins, which were scarfed before i could remember to take pictures of them. but the double choc is nice. yeah.
finished watching ouran kokou HOSUTO bu. some from comp, some from crunchyroll. yeah finally can access crunchy! i reset my browser. but still cannot access the old audi guild forums. but they shifted anyway so nvm. haven't tried imeem yet though. all those problematic sites. wonder why after they say i'm logged in, i can't stay logged in, and no matter how many times i try, still same stupid thing happen.
ya but the finale of ouran was nice, surprisingly. no complaints. actually the series... sometimes i watch until i'm so BORED. but the 2nd half is much better. more character development, more play on sexual tension. more linkages formed, more continuing episodes.
and so glad that pacnet decided to stand up for subscribers against evil lord xedO. but they are reviewing the case again. evil shits, they want them to handover 1000 people. wtf. it's like some seige. some seizure of goods? they think they have the holy almighty light of power is it? that they were bestowed with the power to demand privacy rights? what? they are the noble messengers from japan ah? apparently fansubs are legal if they are that of unlicensed anime, that being anime not released in US. well, now i'm confused of the definition because it's so MESSED UP. anyway, fansubs pwn subs sold by lord xedO anyway. have some dignity in translating to grammatically correct english please. have some dignity to translate correctly please. have some dignity to offer better video quality than pirated discs please. if i feel i am paying a justifiable amount, i will pay. give people a reason to spend, not coerce people into desperation to RESORT to buying. cultivate DESIRE, not SQUEEZE people down a narrow single route.
anyway this sat prob having pepper lunch! YAY.
with da boys =)
but what if you eat pepper lunch at night? is it still pepper lunch or pepper dinner? because i have eaten pepper lunch for dinner before! lol!
oh my friend said that's cos they forgot to change the sign. hahahaa.
busy weeks ahead.
can you believe it's gonna be week FOUR soon? OMGGGGG.
ya i'm panicking and visibly shaking and gonna wet my pants.
ya, really.
mentally, anyway.
so many things due, yet more things undone.
READINGS, ASSIGNMENTS, FYP.
OMIGOSH TASUKETE KURE.
thankful for the things and people that keep me sane. (:
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:35:00 AM
2C 3rices
today for lunch i had chicken rice for lunch. i wanted to eat chicken rice and char siew but since in mandarin, shao ji and shao rou sound so similar, i accidentally ordered shao ji shao rou fan and i was actually surprised when i got siew yok which is the fatty meat. cos all along i thought i had ordered shao ji cha shao fan. of course i didn't, and i didn't realise that until i saw my food. LoL! so blur i am.
then when i got home, tabaoed food. again i ate chicken rice! OMG. i feel so chickeny now. this time it's zha ji fan with some liver. the fried chicken is nice, but the shao ji is also nice. of course the chilli is more power than my school's, and nowadays i can finish 1 packet of chilli easily. think graduating to 2 packets le. literally drinking the chilli. long ago i remember it was too spicey for me to even finish half a packet. lol.
argh my headache is still here. got it after my last tutorial. nowadays so easy for me to get headache. is that a bad sign. beginning to fear tumors. LOL. or maybe never sleep enough, a sign age is catching up on me, or my stagnant brain needs to bang itself against the walls of my skull because it feels so STUPID due to post internship syndrome.
work really saps brain juice.
i made the observation that my friend's good bud, although i don't know him personally (but i would lOVE to meet him), well his english standard seems to have dropped a bit. a tiny bit, yet it's noticeable. and his blog entries aren't as imaginative with their creative quirks as they used to be. still engaging and interesting yet the spice is being depleted. guess that's what working adult life does to you. i felt so sad upon making that observation. =(
oh and i was omgwtfbbq shocked when gohan told me his bill totaled over a thousand usd. ya my jaw hit the ground floor level. and i got my handphone bill today too. well, the only overseas charges reflected are that of my global sms. hahaha. about $10.95. which to me, isn't really a lot. i mean, i can justify the cost with the usage i've gotten out of it, so it's alright to me. although i have not much money kedo i am willing to spend on it.
yes, i am overly paranoid. that one i can tell you straight off the bat, it's true. from my personality disorder test. avoidant too. extremely. think it's accurate.
oh but the landline bill hasn't come yet. curious to see how much. but i think won't kill people that kind. i am prepared to see $30 on it for the portion i used.
shimatta, 422 proj and fyp giving me headache. haven't done any readings too.
I NEED TO BUCK UP. got a C+ for my loglines assignment too. shimatta maybe i should have submitted only the first one! maybe he doesn't like fantasy stuff that reminds one of harry P.
tomorrow is thurs. kinda dreading it.
but also means moving closer to the weekend.
so looking forward to a weekend filled with eating with the boys!
yep eating with people who love to eat and who love eating great food, now that's unbeatable! somemore they just eat so happily! eat so naturally, don't bother to restrict their happiness of eating and no fear of looking like a glutton! i am so happy! i can be a glutton with them! no matter how messy i eat, it's fine! no matter how much i eat it's also fine! i can eat and eat until my face is a mess also it's fine! i also don't mind them ordering and ordering and eating and burping haha. as long as we all eating until happy happy, tummy anehzui, woots.
yep, think food is probably one of the few things that make me happy.
oh and of course some select people in my life too.
life is good for the moment.
now only to rid myself of the headache, terribly itchy throat and cough...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:42:00 PM
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | High |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | High |
| Antisocial: | Moderate |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | Low |
| Narcissistic: | Low |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | Moderate |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Moderate |
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information -- | |
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:40:00 PM
byebye tuesday
so tuesday has come and gone again. can you imagine my initial title was byebye sunday?! OMG my brain. and time perception. then i thought, weird leh, how come no japa if sunday was today? LOL. then OH ya it's thurs. owtf.
anyway monday was 3.5hr lect day. amused myself with green peanut m&ms thanks to xh and mel while jotting down notes.
ya i got pay attention ok.
spent whole of today sleeping and thinking of idea for fyp. well i came up with 5 ideas but i think all suck. oh well. then there's the 422 proj. suddenly i'm thinking. are we too ambitious!?!? omg.
well tried the new tpy donut shop today.
the box. the address is:
littletreatsshop.blogspot.com
not bad, i think $1.20 per donut and about $6 for a box of half a dozen. yeah buy 5 get one free. thinking of buying some on way home tomorrow. yeah i am a pig. my tummy expanding OMG.
then about the overseas calls right.
not that worried about the call to msia, but worried about the call from usa. cos my friend called me on my hp. zomg. and then that friend who called told me he was charged $1k+ which shocked me until my mouth dropped to the ground level of my block.
but after doing some reading up on forums, i think the charging mechanism is like:
overseas call
(idd rate caller pays)
local operator
(local rate to receiver if receiver in the country)
(if not then will spam idd rate to country receiver is in)
you or voicemail receives
(if you receive it, and have free incoming then free cos under local calls le)
(if voicemail receives it, charged under local outgoing calls for duration of the voicemail message)
yep that's what i think.
but still.
OMG!!!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:45:00 AM
oh ya, i failed to mention that i got 85/100 for japa term2 test but i phailed my compo! cos wrote out of point lol. 17/50
=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:08:00 PM
for darling~
from our msn conversation just now where we discussed some ppl:
wonder if you guys can guess, and also the explanations behind~
hohoho.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM
buffet
omg i'm developing some eating disorder. keep thinking of food! even my dreams were of me and my family going to japan, and then we looked at 'dango' but actually were beautiful paintings. note: dango is a stick of rice balls. -_- not paintings! then looked at stickers. somehow my sis and mintz were the same person sometimes. confused me. looking at that cute green frogs stickers, but why did i think of 'sakae' in my dream? and then i spoke japanese, ya proper japanese not dream japanese where i understand everything. i asked for the newest arrival and the most popular one.
all those were probably signs of an impending FOOD DREAM. omgwtf. 2nd time dreamt of a buffet this week. OWTF. so there were 3 tables as usual. the meats, bread, choc, fish cake, etc table which was mine. and everyone was there. think all classmates. only mintz and her fyp group went to the popiah table and then they were taking pictures and videos. i also dunno of what. so i kept grabbing food wtf. ate like 5 trays of food. OMG pig! but the feeling is so shuang. you keep eating, never really feel full, just keep eating!!!! oh and you don't really grow fat from it nor suffer from bad constipation or what because it's a dream! dream buffets rock! and they're free too! hahahaha. omg i kept eating and eating. chicken wing... i was searching all over for the last one when they started keeping the plates. and the cute bread with the face of a cute animal! so kawaii! too many varieties. didn't even have a chance to try the popiah table or the last table which i dunno is what up to now. because i had to poof out and into real life if not late for sch.
ZOMG 1145am i got meeting at 1pm. better zao now bb!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:31:00 AM
for the uninitiated
dbc = da bai chi
sjb = shen jing bing
cdb = chi da bian
fsj = fa shen jing
ok i can't think of anymore le.
joss smoke keeping me awake.
GAH.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:29:00 AM
voyeuristic closed-mindedness
call me radical or unappreciative or insane.
but those words kinda sum up my day quite well.
first there was the insane schedule of running around.
11am simpsons movie + lunch
1pm proj meeting
420pm japa class
630pm dinner @ old airport rd FC
10pm art of flirting on arts central
12am audi guild meeting in game
not to mention that i slept at 6am prior to all of that, and initially supposed to meet around 9 to have breakfast before the movie so i would be on time for the meeting! but oh well, although everything got pushed back, things got done. so nehmind la =P
and so i woke up at 940am, panicked until i ended up taking a slowwww cab down and WTF it went thru balestier to cte. WTF slow traffic. oh then orchard there, OMG junction near suntec marina millenia so FUCKING flood and slow and jamming. ended up paying $9.40 for cab fare wtf!!! why i always tio the suay cab one! and the trip there was the same if i had taken mrt. maybe mrt even faster. who knows. OMG LAH!!! but nvm, met anto, caught simpsons, had a few laughs (i don't laugh much, high standards la, sorry x=) and D'OH moments. but overall ok la. then ate at the food court. curry chicken noodle. finally tried it cos everyone says it's good. well, ok la, the gravy not bad i suppose. but not quite lemak enough. maybe too much alkaline with the yellow noodles. i dislike the alkaline taste!
went mos burger for proj meeting. ok la was done quite fast. so stoned with grace and ate some desserts hmm. i still miss my coffee flavoured steamed egg!!! LOL! then went for japanese class. WTF slept through a quarter of it. and my table was eaten by some japanese alien ujujin!! where is my table! went to class, all the way to my table before i realised IT WASN'T THERE! then i exclaimed quite loudly, where's my table!??!?! then the guy beside me kinda laughed. ara. but i also don't talk to ppl when i go for japa except for an33t. but she went to aust le. but today i talked to the empty space where my table should have been. LOL!!! omg.
wondering if i should REALLY take jlpt2. think i will confirm chop fail. how leh?
need to know 1000 kanji and was it 3000 or 6000 vocab? omg.
ok then it started raining rather heavily when i was walking to class. arghhhh and the best thing is, i left my umbrella in my other bag but i put everything else in the bag i brought today. OH NOES!!!!!111
but ok la, not that wet. not that cold. survived.
then took 33 to old airport road to makan. oh yums! i love food! the foodcourt renovated and shifted. yayness i got off at the right stop! whoopeedoo~ lol full table of makaners. ate fish soup ee mian and mango pudding with longan. was still hungry OMG. am i a pig?!?! later the guys still went to suntec but i gave it a miss. needed to rush home to catch film on arts central which has disappointed me~
well The Art of Flirting. local film. i suppose it's different. interesting style in that it is voyueristic but oh man what's with the changing color temperatures throughout?!?! but oh well. the handheld 'voyueristic' cam i suppose. just 2 talking heads throughout, beginning just talking then later doing some stuff but they can't stop yammering OMG and the guy can't stop laughing like a hyena OMG.
well they were doing usual flirty couple stuff and cutesy stuff in the show. actually very typical of couples. but the thing that surprised me (although i know this prior but LOL) was the attitude of my mom and sis. sad to say, they're quite closed-minded, reserved, traditional, conservative even. and it kinda surprised me coming from my sis because she has a lot of guys chasing after her leh.
well i suppose the film can be good for a sociological experiment. where you put a bunch of people in a room, have them watch it. and because it's so painfully boring, they will start talking about it and from a hidden camera and recording device, you can analyse their attitudes from their talk. best is to have a group of friends. maybe 5-7 people. or 5 people. interesting right? told you i'm a psycho.... eh psychologist =x HAHA. no x= i'm joking.
so anyway if i told my sis and mom things. to me seems amusing but still not wild la. but they will probably be shocked. the guy and the girl in the film only going out and just trying to hold hands or have arm around the girl or stand close to each other and are just playful that's all. ditha says, if you're too chaste you won't have any fun~ HAHAHA oops. but hey, that's really very chaste, i've done those things before.... another oops.
anyway the point is, i'm kinda surprised that they're so closed minded. things i consider chaste they're like OMG. but to me i feel it's normal what, everyone does it. so common. oh well, sociological experiment in the household. test run. pre-test. result of observation? differing attitudes towards a subject matter within a family. or is it me who is the radical one? am i too wild? but i consider myself a good girl. one a scale of 1 to 10, where 1 is damn boring and 10 is damn wild, i am like a 5. see? so blah. so average. my sis can become a nun liao le la. i'd rate her a 2 or 3 based on her attitude and comments. but this discrepancy of her comments and the guys who wanna date her. i'm confused~~~
really a hUh moment for me. i had more fun analysing their reactions than the actual film itself. why 'art' films in sg context always involve bad photog, bad sot, draggy slow, diarrheal, verbose things. OMG. stop wasting the celluloid already. no wonder most of us work on digital formats now. HAHAHA.
so many things lined up for me again this week. tomorrow got to print notes, go for proj meeting, go for 3.5hr klass (and i haven't done my readings again. WTF), go for 1hr talk and FREE PIZZA, then either opt for more FREE FOOD on the roof and performances or go home and rot to ruin once more.
but in some way, i do like my days like this. busy but fun. but i'll regret it!!!! NO TIME TO DO MY READINGS NOR THINK OF STORY IDEAS OWTF!!!!!!
wanted to blog about lychee msning me to announce his arrival at home. HELLO? not my business. such a waste of space typing about some idiot fruit. eh don't get me wrong i only see him as a friend. but quite an interesting specimen to analyse as i've said before. dissecting a fruit's brains. you can't call me cruel~~~~ because fruits don't have brains.. well, most of them anyway. HAHA.
ok gotta head for audi meeting then SLEEP. ah yes need to sleep early. busy days ahead. looking forward to the weekends where i can just EATEATEAT with the boys.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:16:00 PM
explosion
actually didn't want to blog but there's some need to wrap up my day. so shan't over analyse stuff in this entry. maybe the next entry will pick up the analysis.
well we met around 1 to 2. as usual i am late. and of course crowds crowds crowds. and waiting around for people who turn up in drips and draps. gah. oh well, it should be expected. was quite ok for the most part. and then caught a passable movie. rush hour 3. okay la, follows the whole hollywood action comedy weird pairoff formula. had some laughs. anyway i laugh at the weirdest things. so, well.
then of course went cityhall, wtf the crowd. ok things started going downhill cos seems like seeing many people and having to fight for your breathing space kinda makes one annoyed and easily pissed. kinda squeezed to a far off part. but mu! maybe should have joined you. your view like damn good la. oh well. good friends are the best! rather than one large group which splits up into many pieces anyway.
kept observing things the whole day. as you guys might know by now, i am amused and curious about human behavior, human psychosis, human neurosis. motivating factors etc. well observed the people in the group. kinda dizzy from all the observation, all the implied meaning, all the body language made my brain spin. curious stuff, humans are. a love triangle of a lychee, a femme fatale and a piece of bbq meat with a connection to a star from the outside. a pair of troubled doves, another pair of lovebirds, a troubled tree and an interesting boiboi who seems beyond his age. and of course there's me. with them interacting, yet also on the fringe, interesting to see behavior. one person's behavior so different towards different people, such an interesting specimen although i am beginning to dislike him. another interesting subject is the boiboi. but i'd rather be friends with him than study him. all the group dynamics at play. see until all over the place. like fireworks above you in the night sky. dunno eye go where see what. see until neckache also.
aiyah my throat being idiotic.
got 2hours of sleep left.
or less. like 1.5hrs.
stupid me promise movie today. but luckily it's early. then also need to eat, it's meet even earlier. and i take so long to prepare and go out, baka me. and then got proj meeting omg it's like so messy??? and then japanese class OMG i will fall aslp. and a dinner meetup with vin and the gang. but luckily at old airport road not that bad. i can eat chicken chop! or pasta. ahahahaha. woots throat! OMG.
omg nisu and his fren didn't get a mention. cos also never talk to them much. seems can't click with nisu le. sianz. and he like took awhile to recognize me lolz.
argh where my longer tank top. wear this short one kept riding up, behind expose and have free aircon. ROAR. luckily nv zaogeng also.
FREAK 1.5HRS TO SLP.
monday shoot meet 830am at sch. mu prob can give you a life on monday.
after proj = lecture, then free pizza + talk + more free food + another proj discussion methinks.
OMG....
how to come out with ideas for monday night la.
see la i go out too much, play too much.
sigh sigh sigh.
nvm i can tahan. i can do it~
at most fall sick.
sianz.
life not all about peaches and honey okay.
at least had a good talk in game.
altho never play well and stupid lag. argh.
but oh well.
told me some stuff.
happier =)
things should be more like that i feel.
more nomalcy of the relationship.
even weird people like to embrace norms sometimes.
when they are too tired to keep up with their own quirks and other people's.
looks like audi guild is splitting up.
oh ya tml 10pm meeting in game too.
fk better remind myself.
actually should be the least of my worries.
time to buy a cash, change my nick, buy wedding license.
AND GO NAP.
ok bye.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:35:00 AM
boomboom!
today dith was a bad girl. she pontang klass cos she was late, it was raining, she was lazy, she was gonna meet cat for 3pm movie but class supposed to end 230pm, and she didn't know where the class was. so she played hooky.
but then she summed up the courage to change her earrings and not to studs but to danglies! here's proof:
so proud of myself~~~ overcoming the fear of poking earring into my ear! yay!
slowly overcoming ^ ^
met cat for 881 at jubilee. surprised they gave coupons and a packet of CHIPS each when we purchased cheap tix! royston tan didn't let me down! but it's not my favorite cos i can't connect with it. but yeah i love the costumes! the glitz! the glamour! the songs! (yeah i secretly like hokkien oldies) but still 4/5 for the movie. lost points at the cheesy 'magic power' action. lmao!
got a long list of movies i wanna watch. put it in my msn nick to remind myself. need to resort to reminding myself via my msn nick since my memory is like swiss cheese and since i look at msn too, too much. which reminds me, i have things to do for school, like READINGS, PROJ IDEAS FOR PITCHING (process for video2 and fyp) and i think monday gotta meet at like 830am? actually i dunno. HAS ANYONE BOOKED THE CAM YET? oh shit oh shit. better go send out some smses.
haha just sent some smses. my earrings are all over the place. lazy to pack. feel kinda sleepy now too. today cityhall was UBER flooded with ningen. lollers singaporeans are united when it comes to a free display of fireworks eh. gawd even finding a place to eat at was hard enough. yum! clam chowder at Soup Spoon! next time i shall eat the bread bowl! ahahahha! whole time was 'beo'ing the counter and tables for inclination of an idea of how big the bread was. oh yeahhh it's big! enough to satisfy me! heh. big girl needs big meal. *burp*
walked around, went marina sq to tabao mcD for lychee. WOWOWOWOWOW THE QUEUE WAS SO LONG! queued for half an hour. but got mcflurry for me and wendy too, so i suppose it was ok. finally found a spot to wait for the hanabi. wow worth it. amazing 13min spectacle! lychee only joined us after the show. cos he was stuck in office until 8+. lol. poor lychee~~~~~
ok then everyone was tired so we just kinda retired home.
tomorrow: fireworks day2!
happy happy happy~~~
ps: i wish you were here to watch them with me. although i know your side also has tons of fireworks too.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:57:00 PM
farce
my headache has shifted from the back of my head to the left side and now it's creeping to the frontal lobe. migrating headache, kinda like me.
am i a migratory bird, but that migrating to green pastures?
so would that make me a nomadic bovine?
once bitten twice shy eh.
sometimes i really feel like punching your face in. sometimes i really hate you. and today is one of those days. sure, we do agree on matters, it's quite nice to talk to you. as a friend, it's alright. as a project partner, i abhor your working style. so yes we have called it quits. and well, it's the second time, working relationship fell flat on its face and went to a corner to sulk.
and i, like a nomadic bovine, have wandered to the pastures of 3 kindly coursemates. so that i can live in their barn and help to keep the grass in check with my masticating molars.
i really have to get a grip on myself.
clean up my bad habits, adjust my sleeping hours, and increase my energy level if i am gonna improve.
i wanna find my passion.
inspiration is like oxygen.
when it permeates your skin, your senses come alive and your brain whirs.
and there is this glow.
this spark in your eyes.
this feeling of feeling inspired.
i am looking for my inspiration.
and i am looking for my passion.
in my new environment, i hope there is more oxygen.
but cows produce methane.
detrimental but perhaps afore-mentioned nomadic bovine aka yours truly will get a cayalytic convertor like cars have and convert methane into oxygen.
actually if not for you, my mood would have been much worse.
there is at least one happy thing, happy enough to sustain me through the stupid mess. to restrain me from falling off the emo cliff.
and then there is another happy thing, manifested in the shape and form of a hip hop dancer.
so thank you =)
well effing. i have klass until 230pm tomorrow. hopefully they just screen a movie so i could perhaps download it or buy it or begborrowsteal. then i can leave earlier and catch the 310 show of 881 at jubilee with cat.
oh well, things will sort themselves out eventually.
carpe diem.
and i should have gone with my gut choice in the first place!
would have saved me the headache.
but then again, concept wouldn't have materialized.
am glad at least, for the concept.
GANBA DITH.
YOUR WORLD IS A MODERN WORLD.
IT WILL NOT COME CRUMBLING DOWN ON YOU SO FAST.
thank goodness for stainless steel reinforced buildings.
=)
night all.
p/s: oh ya my sis' phone batt is one of those nokia batteries that may blow up in rare cases while charging. LOL. so we have sent in the request for a new battery. if any of you have a nokia phone and are worried, pls go to the nokia international site and key in your battery's identification number.
i'm gonna leave many things behind~
it's a fresh start~
time to start composing songs again!
time to pick up my guitar again!
time to pick up books again!
ganbaaaaaaaaaaaaa
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:07:00 AM
FYProblems
sigh. tired even before i begin. barriers to entry. oh i am the protagonist in the saga that is my life. still feeling very tired. how do i shake this ever-following shadow of lethargy?
good news is that there were two good phonecalls yesterday.
one was from cat, another to foongy. =D
so funny that cat XD always fun talking to him. and the making sound on mrt and as usual talk so many weird craps. glad that his problem has been resolved too.
ganba cat! 3 days to sch reopening =x
and later on finally managed to talk on phone with elusive foongy. first time hear his voice there instead of the lady telling me i have reached his voicemail x=
but shimatta! 1.5hours. luckily mom say she won't tekan me over call charges xD
if bill not a killer, i think i'll have another go at it x=
sigh.
ok la video class was ok. i like nik D better than IO. IO always stress me like fk but ND is like.. nicer. yea i love her! and handled HD cams today. oooo fun. altho 3hrs tut but wasn't that torturous.
hmm but now gotta try for appeal for 2 members else gotta find a person which definitely will be detrimental to that poor soul, may his or her god bless his or her soul! (if any). or we just gonna split up (again? LOL) and i'm gonna intrude on XH (oh noes....) and J is gonna do a photojourn proj alone with himself.
maybe it's better if i join XH... currently sparring with his smses. i'm tired and he is depressed and getting violent about it. and it's kinda pissing me off. pissed and tired... not a good combination.
hmm but mom has just cooked. food will improve my mood (=
ok i eat then slp den tonight do appeal.
warning: i don't like ppl who do things without informing me when supposed to do tgt. it's like u tell a person gonna run tgt and then you take a car and drive off instead. wtf?
aiyah lousy analogy.
but tired.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:01:00 PM
oh~~
so slpy`~
ditha in school now..
rotting~~`
sleepy sleepy...
this morning so nice to sleep also...
nvm tml friday le
YAY
weekend =)
rabu rabu~~~~~ shuumatsu xD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 PM
teh $
ho gawd.
but it's at the back of my mind now.
remind me to think of a little excuse when next phone bill comes.
heh.
but i will pay for it out of my own pocket.
x=
tiring day at school today.
glad that things are shuffling into their rightful positions.
feel more at ease with the world right now.
and hence i should feel more rested.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:02:00 AM
not again...
frustrated now.
oh yeah the frustration is back.
and the fact that i couldn't play a few proper games of audi to distract myself makes it worse.
frustrated with what you ask?
definitely the Self most of all.
and then with other Issues which always seem to bubble to the surface to frustrate me.
patching now till about 7pm.
damn i will definitely miss that cash shop bug.
woots this post is see-sawing on the verge of a large emo cliff.
should i decidedly clip my words (ah, self-censorship) or should i just spew my guts out?
hmm maybe not here la.
feel like engaging in eternal slumber or jumping off the above-mentioned emo cliff.
HO GAWD...
oh. a rope and harness just caught me in mid-flight.
cat's phonecall became a bungee safety harness.
can't jump off now lol
oh well thx =x
happier with social interaction.
guess i got mood to shower and head out now.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:07:00 PM
Singapore Fireworks Celebrations 2007
17 – 18 Aug 2007, 9pm
Marina Bay
perfect venue to go emo.
WHEE.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:47:00 AM
one more to backup!
oh yes!
finally got to lv25 and somehow cleared the much-dreaded license in ONE try! WOW! i'm good x=
shocked myself until my hand shook yet i did an extra perf. heh. happiness!
what other benchmarks did i set hmm.
oh got 10 hearts in club dance with lychee. yay!
and today awesomely it didn't lag, so i managed to do some pwning.
TEH HAPPINESS!
got to know this yr2 from adm. oh mu your senior but he's only 18. so cute right?
woots actually today was damn down and depressed.
amazing how passing a license in one go can totally swing my mood around.
happiness =)
i shall go watch it then slp.
LOL!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:42:00 AM
yokatta =)
mou anshin datta.
ki o tsukette ne, motto kudamono mo yasai o tabete kudasai.
nemuri mo chanto shite.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:17:00 AM
abandonment
i can't be bothered to blog.
sorry dear readers.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:40:00 AM
night at the museum
had a long dream with no real conclusion? i mean we were working towards the goal but i think it was never quite realised? dreams are always like that. everyone is working towards the end but somehow always cannot quite end so you must wake up halfway and try to force the end through lucid dreaming else you will never want to crawl out of bed lol.
as usual, we had to destroy the bad guys. and the adults and the masters, they were occupied and as usual didn't realise the danger of the impending situation. us kids had to stop it! we apprentices in white flowing robes.
and there was a vision. a vision of a big cavernous hall, rites were being performed. it was like a museum hall that was being used for the rites. where was this place! we had to find it to stop it else the evil would prevail.
we were gathered, 7 of us. 7 who would save the kingdom. there was a search for the place in the vision, in the prophecy. and i was in the shopping mall, running around, trying to find something, some clue. and then i chanced upon it, this door that said under construction because they were building some egyptian exhibit.
the museum vision was full of egyptian items. and immediately i knew this was it! so we gathered and we pushed open the door to reveal a bustling area with more shops, bigger and brighter than the outside. hmm. a hidden network? and immediately we knew we were being chased, and we saw these creatures, bald old tiny men they looked like, slipping underneath things and sliding around the shelves and when they moved, they sprinted.
maybe if we caught them they would give us answers. so instead of running from them, we stood our ground and tried chasing them. baseball bats at the ready. and i whacked display cases at a goldsmith shop to stop the thing but he ran too fast and all the onlookers gasped at me, saying i had ruined 8 thousand dollars worth.
and then somehow we were preparing for the anti-rite. and i was fixing a box of 3 gundam figurines for the rite. we had a girl who could sing really well. and we had a person who could dance really well, and we had people of all kinds of talents. and everyone was barely 14.
innocent, doe-eyed, yet a fighting soldier.
and then there was this adult who kept following us. didn't seem like he had any power, but he helped us many times. and then we found out the total entrance fee for the 7 of us to the museum exhibit would be $142. and we didn't have the cash. so we gathered in a group and tried to busk for money by singing and dancing. but no one paid us any heed.
and then the grown up appeared and he went to the counter and he bought the tickets for us. guess as an adult he had monetary power. spending power. and we were about to go in.
it made perfect sense then. we needed 8 people to form the octagon. but what did an octagon have to do with the circle of evil power we had to destroy on the floor of the hall? 7.34 the magic number. the adult made up the remaining. each of us was a 3, and he was a 2.66 he filled in the gap in the octagon. an octagon is made of 8 sides, with the last side being smaller. and if you draw a circle outside of it and inside of it, 2 perfect circles are formed. and that, our octagon, would destroy the evil circle of power.
*note: this is dream theory of maths and geometry. in real theory, this would probably be untrue.
and so i woke up.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:29:00 PM
fruit basket
i had a great but tiring day. i'm happy overall but i was quite pissed and disappointed too. not to mention disgusted on the bus journey home.
well, first off will talk about the disgust.
yucks! halfway some woman sat near me and i noticed this smell. quite smell-conscious cos i'm paranoid i stink too. but she smelled like she never wash her nether regions for many years. smelled like dried up pee and unwashed genitals. argh! the smell very salty and fishy and kept going up my nose. tell you ah, if i had been sick, i would have puked on the bus. 20min of that. when i left the bus the smell was still stuck in my nose!
now i will talk about my anger and disappointment.
i hate it when i'm trying to organize something and some people CONSISTENTLY never reply me. ok i know i'm guilty of it too. i do it for japanese class gatherings. cos not close with them also. feels weird. but this group of friends, although from a game, we're quite close one. then consistently never reply me? ok nvm. next time i take it you not interested le okay. then i won't msg you guys le. ok? ok.
that one not too bad because more or less expected. just go ahead lor with those who replied. one person is company enough. today's turnout was better than expected. think i'll hang out more often with them and heck care about the rest from now on. thx to wen, ki, lon, val, lychee, Q, hl! we had a field day today! =)
oh i haven't finished my rant. too anxious to talk abt the good stuff le.
so today the supposed friend goes over to my friend's house to celebrate his bdae with his gf. ok fine if that was a surprise visit, i understand if you never inform me. but you would know i wanna go too. instead bdae boy has to ask me if i am going, then i saw the msg and i chua tio. it was kinda like a "what!?" moment for me. because firstly, i received no news about it, and i wasn't expecting to go there at all. felt kinda left out but nvm.
ok fine. then i dunno if this is a misunderstanding or not, or whether that friend has a bad memory or my friend the bdae boy just misheard la. but seemed like never say the present was from me too? oh gosh! i felt so cheated and so disappointed at that point in time. and angry too. ANGRY!!@@@@
nvm la. won't rake up dead rats from the sewer. glad that my friend the bdae boy liked his present =) i will meet him up soon! because i really thought today cannot go visit him =(
the impt thing is that the bdae boy is happy. =)
argh......
now that i reminded myself about this again, kinda angry again.
-_-
anyway this morning was damn damn super tired. those kind body and eyelids feel damn heavy. had to eat lunch with family too so was late. but anyway i was running late. if i hadn't gone with them, i wouldn't have had a lift to ecp too! anyway most of us arrived at 1pm. =X lon was earliest! poor guy! and he thought he was late =X
i tell you today so blur i malu-ed myself!!!
after lunch with family, went back to the car then i stopped at the wrong car and kept trying to open the door!!!! but dunno why cannot. OMG LA. until dad shouted over like, eh, where are you guys? he thought we got stuck in the drain. LOL. even mom also blur she folo me. ZOMG. i can't believe i tried to open a stranger's car door. LOL!!!!! i would have continued for another 5 minutes or so if no one had alerted me too. sis said luckily no car alarm rang. else i malu!!!!!
heng no one really saw. saved my face.
wow today ecp so many ppl!! but we got a nice spot on the beach. lon got a kite too, which we used 6 times! over and over. fly&windback&fly&windback&fly etc.
and i submerged myself in the sea with wen! hahaha so fun!!!! and i was quite afraid because i can't swim. so kept holding on to her hand and screaming. HAHAHAHHA. my hair got wet. and i was wet up to my chin. even swallowed some water. YUCKS SALTY!!!!
wow love the sun, the sand and the sea~~~
altho the sun wasn't very strong, i got a burn~ i got a sunburn~ i came home and my sis was like OMG you're so RED. LOL!!! mom was like, did you drink? LOL!!!!
in the end lychee also flew kite. in fact he flew kite for most of the time! stood there with the kite and added lon's string to it until it flew really high. and a little boy in a yellow tee and binocs kept asking him things. a guy's kite got tangled with ours too. LOL but we were dominating! so lychee flew 2 kites tgt. helped the guy fly his kite~ in the end the kite got bored and decided to leave? miraculously untangled itself and the guy left. seems he was looking at us when his kite got tangled. HAHA!
a man was flying a dragonfly self made kite with his sons too. so cute that kite.
and another man was burying his toddler son in sand. LOL it was so funny. you know i usually hate kids but that sight was so funny i couldn't help but laugh!
trying to see if lychee and val got anything going on. observing the whole day. HAHAHA! very hard to figure out that guy's motivations. he nv slp much and sick but he still come ecp for outing. i asked him why, trying to tease out an answer from him, but his response was that cos he said he would go le so he came. but whatever his reason for coming was, he entertained us with his kite flying marathon and jumping up to catch the kite from the coconut tree and getting his jeans wet in the tide antics. HAHAHA!
as usual, lon was very entertaining. watching wen and lon play really made me laugh! wen dun think too much. accidents do happen. nothing is ur fault~ he also nv blame you.
haha, and meeting val for the 3rd time, actually today i started liking her le. previously my feelings towards her were more neutral. oh and it was interesting seeing Q and HL interact too.
i like to see humans interact. is that an interest in sociology or antropology? is antropology a section of soci? i also dunno. cannot rmb. but very interesting to observe.
oh my ear very itchy. is it because inside got sand?
hmm later reeled in the high high kite. was fun winding all that string. altho we threw the kite away in the end but it was fun! we went parkway parade for dinner and played arcade after that. nice winddown to the day. a pity didn't catch fireworks nor could ki see her bro in the parade... hmm. gomen!
but we did manage to see the flypast of the helis with the national flag. cool! so near! but still so small on my phone =(
hmm i am washing my hands off organizing stuff. next outing i told lychee to org. cos he said he wants to org overseas trip to... aust? haha. if i had the $ i wouldn't mind going aust! so fun so fun! maybe can visit my uncles and cousins too! =D
oh and audi got a bug in the cash shop. send gifts to ppl for free. wow.
after i heard abt it today, tried abusing it just now. so fun! sent gifts to random people. hahahaha.
oh still feeling very itchy. and i have a feeling i will start peeling soon.
oh well~~~
i like this group better!
they are so cute!
ya, even lychee is an interesting character in this group.
the mmorpg called Dith's Life.
got a new patch~~~~~
patched the sections School, Motivation, Activities, Food and Friends.
awesome!!!!!
time to go to bed~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:53:00 AM
tsukareta
i had a damn long day and i am ready to fall asleep face forward on my comp keyboard. but i won't. let me hence offer you a narrative of the day's events before qwertyuiop gets imprinted on my face.
maybe i should start from... tues? oh tues was a slow day. woke up quite early but was extremely sleepy. struggled with drowsy bug over breakfast, msn, sms etc. even got a call from 'grandson'. chatted quite long. hope the charges aren't reflected on my bill. =/ still unsure if overseas incoming calls are free. later tried to read lecture notes. fell asleep while reading. gosh. not that the topic was that bad but when i lie down and read, a natural nua-ness overcomes me and i.........zzzz
so woke up eventually, and i finished that readings. went liang to meet J for fyp meeting. gah i am still as ever unproductive and dry in the head. fuck. but had double scoop ice cream. teh lurve! green tea red bean and rum raisin. well, they rock.
pretty much my tuesday.
wednesday which just ended was very longgggg. awoken 6+am by sis preparing to go to school. picked up mu and went to ntu. was early but yay i saw HM! slacked at benches then went class. ooo scriptwriting is an interesting module. so glad i'm taking it! well, we have our first tiny assignment already. lol. then slacked at benches again.
oh ya. HM makes good cookies! should sell them to earn $$! hahahaa.
think she was a girl scout (in a pastlife?)
she gave me a lift in Super Car with her lopsided specs. hey damn funky ok, although super not practical. haha. wow very sleepy so i slept like a pig in the mrt. slept on this man who kept shaking his leg. HAHAHA! but suddenly woke up cos these 2 kids were making a lot of noise beside me. waving national day flag ah, singing song. wtf la. even nearly poked me in the eye with the flag. so glad to get off the mrt.
later walked around town. trying to find something but wow la, so hard to find. met auyong bro first, had some ice cream, pistachio flavor this time. and got a haato card to chop chop to redeem stuff later! then started questing but then she had to leave for awhile, so met mu and bumped into marmee! marmee had a quest of her own, but that indirectly gave us hints to solve our own quest. yay! then stoned in bk eating for awhile, eating cheese sticks x2, chicken tenders x1, hersheys pie x2 and even sushi. LOL! then marmee went home. then me and mu finally completed the quest. 22 gold to us each!
total 5 hours and overshot. omg. but had a relatively good dinner. actually the rosti at vilage sucks. but the choc mousse was good. belated bdae to owl for 07.08.07!
later ran to cityhall mrt and luckily made it to NAB before they started charging. ears poppped 3 times in the ascension of 71 floors in the lift. the place not bad, actually music comparable to st james. had myself a strawberry fruitini i think? kinda nice but not strong at all. never even felt high, cheeks not even close to flushed. haha. kinda sad couldn't get on the dance floor. but yeah nice time with ki darling, wen and shi.
oh tomorrow going ecp. but parents want me to go for porridge at 730am. wtfwtfbbqbbq. pls i am damn tired now. LET ME SLEEP!!!!!! gonna be so UBER shagged tomorrow.
oh and happy 24th bdae cat! and happy national day, sg!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:59:00 AM
weirdom
er... last night sudd a friend whom i dunno well asked me to go cameron highlands with her from a fri to mon. i stun tio cos i dun really know her and i don't even know her friends at all. then suddenly want ask me go holiday? errr. i would love to, because it's an excuse to run away and go malaysia i suppose. but i have a responsibility called school, and final year i don't wish to skip any. plus go there also no guarantee will be able to visit my msia friends. and i dunno them!!!
dotdotdots..
and last night! a roach suddenly flew in, mounted itself on the wall facing me and stared at me. i was like omgwtfbbqroach! then i ran away, leaving the comp on. ahahha.
sianz.
oh and ytd went ikea to eat but i cannot reli carry for 2! 2 plates of food + 2 soup. wtf bbq.... called n called mom's phone for assistance but she nv pick up!!!! in the end i dunno how i went back with the tray. it's like gonna drop. and something did drop! wtf.... actually looking back, it's damn funny. but then i was super pissed. luckily only the bread rolled down onto the floor and not the plates go crashing. but i got a fright when it rolled.
bread roll rolled.
so i gasped and was like NOOO... then a man walking towards me looked at me and said, oh no! aww, too bad. then the girl sitting at a table near me gave me this look of pity as she picked up the bread from the floor and was gonna hand it to me.. i was like, er drop already cannot eat le but thanks. and i had a black face lunch with mom. but luckily i get over black face very quickly la.
and i saw my pri sch classmate. the jin matong. OMG! but i dunno if he saw me or recognizes me. anyway i think i look like quite young, maybe 18 (ya i won't mian qiang say 16 la) cos i was wearing just a tee and stuff. usually will look younger when wear lok cok.
eh.. ki..
i could always try ur lic.
X_X!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:17:00 AM
ppl force themselves to do things they hate, tell me, do they like doing that?
OH i rmb suddenly.
i was thinking,
i need a grave to put my belongings.
and then thoughts wandered briefly to tombs of kings who had all their possessions, including slaves, entombed with them. things in a wooden box, symbolizing a casket of the life, a memory associated with each of them, a teddy bear and innocent childhood yet bearing deeper meaning. yes, the origins of the bear. a cushion from a guy who once liked you and you sat on his bike, bound for home at midnight, 3 times. a photograph. of the face you will never forget, altho the photo has partly deteriorated. a blue gossamer ribbon, which once rode in your hair and fluttered, as your heart did, when you skipped along the pavement. but what did all these things mean? the sum of your life in these worldly possessions. the weight of your casket and the weight of your belongings. summarized, highlights picked out, stored, locked away, thrown out and retrieved again, in tears.
a grave to put your belongings.
and then you burn them in a bonfire and cast the remains to the open sea.
as they will do to your ashes.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:29:00 AM
eating old sushi and just had an amazing thought...
only to lose it.
fuck!
i was just thinking about the tee, the blue gossamer ribbon, the scriptwriting class on wed, and i took the sushi from the fridge, and i looked at the fridge.
and was thinking about the quirkiness of people or something like that..
WHAT WAS IT, WHAT WAS IT....
fuck it man i can't remember.
damn this swiss cheese sieve brain.
was it about how long can i don't play games?
testing myself...
perverse test?
is it fun that's why i like doing it?
fuck la i can't remember what i was thinking about.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:14:00 AM
eh awesome tee from mintz.
thanks!!!
hope not too small..
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:50:00 AM
full
on hindsight, let me rate the donuts i've tried to date.
1. dunkin' donuts ()()()(
2. summerhouse ()()()
3. 4 leaves bakery ()()()()
4. pop dough @ taka ()()()()(
dunkin, i suppose i need to taste it fresh. but one day old still quite nice. so 3.5 donuts. summerhouse, which i tried today not bad when fresh, about 3.5 donuts, but keeps getting progressively soggy i kinda feel sick now so 3 donuts for it. 4 leaves is good but it's plain donuts usually. 4 leaves, 4 donut rating. pop dough at taka is kinda weird the first time u eat it because it's not really like donut, a bit cakey a bit dunno what. but it grows on you. stays nice for the next 2 days or so too. 4.5 donut rating. i haven't tried donut factory yet. but because of the stupid long queue, maybe i'll give it a 3.5, 4 because it SEEMS nice, but points deducted because of the stupid queue.
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just now went ntuc with family. bought like $101.20 worth of groceries. then ate supper at lor 8. full full full~ and yeah most prob national day going ecp to slack with audi family =)
gotta sleep early, gotta wake up early tml to collect pay and eat meatballs and go for SCHOOL! YES I LOVE SCHOOL!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:04:00 AM
holey
today's guest bloggers will be a team of half a dozen donuts, namely:
The Choc Custard twins (C1&C2)
The Strawberry Filling (SB)
The Blueberry Breeze (BB)
The Custard Cuddle (CD)
and The Hazelnut Almond (HA)
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Act 1 - in which they met
C1: right. so we're sitting around, me in the display and my bro sleeping in the tray behind the counter...
C2: and this hesistant girl who looks lost stays outside for awhile looking at the flavours and then pushes the door and comes in.
C1: yah and apparently she was so blur she had to ask the guard at the directory where is the donut shop...
C2: that baka girl walked in, all the way inside to the korean shop and didn't realise we were outside!
SB: how else would it be? we need to show ourselves off to the cars driving along the busy streets of bugis. *preens*
C1: *ignores SB on purpose* so she bought the 6 of us, and my brother came along too!
C2: yatta~ =))
C1: think it was after her japa shiken, that's why she was so blur. haha. hope she did well~ i heard she studied quite diligently this time round.
C2: yeps. ganba ne xD
SB: hey... what about me! say something like, me being pretty!
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Act 2 - in which they went on a journey
BB: now it's my turn to tell the tale! because i was sitting nearest to the edge of the box with HA. so we could peek out and see what was going on.
HA: hee.
BB: *cheeky grin*
CD: -_- *disapproving glare*
HA: as you all know, dith can never resist a sale. and always bugis junction has many sales outside BHG. but she wasn't really interested in the U2/G2000 sale altho the things were like $6. because they were all plain colored tank tops. kinda blah, you know.
BB: and inside, the words Japan Fair beckoned to her and she couldn't help but go in although she was so close to the escalator leading down to the mrt station...
CD: -_- some people never learn from their mistakes.
HA: ANYWAY! she tried on some of the clothes from the japan fair in a rickety changing room. hooo yeahhh....
BB: she set the box of us down on the changing room floor.... *uncontrollable nosebleed*
HA: oooo it rocks being at the side of the box where we can peek out... *explodes*
CD: -_- tsk. the impure ones keep getting worse.
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BREAKING NEWS
SB AND CD JUST GOT EATEN BY DITH AND HER DAD
coincidentially, dith's dad chose the annoying flavors like vain SB and wetblanket CD. HAAHAHAHAHHAHA
donuts: ORBI!!
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BB: now with CD and SB dead and gone, we can continue with our post~
C1: ya lor. xD and this BB and HA peeking at dith... hentai can?!
C2: *sniff* i also wan....
HA: but she never buy the tee shirts at the japan fair.. usually she likes to buy cos she loves the material and it's really good to wear and lasting... but this time quite disappointing.
BB: =(
C1: then she went to Fox cos they still having 50% off....
HA: so we got to see her change clothes again... *_*
BB: she bought a short skirt and grey camo pants lol
C2: it was a fun tour~
all: time for us to hibernate, and time for dith to eat!
donuts signing off~~~ bye~
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and that was the beginning of the end of my new lovely friends
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:35:00 PM
past, present, future~
oh, the scab at the side of my mouth from the pimple is still there! cos i keep peeling it off and it can never heal properly. oops =X but it's annoying.
btw guys, nvm if u pass or fail my 'fren test'. actually i dun care la. haha but it's just interesting to see which of my questions tricked you guys! HAHAHA HOHOHO. sry! too much MCQ in the sg education system wahahahahaha.
oh today i met ah gong n ah ma at j8. got some presents. well, first one was quite fun. the second one..... wah stressed, but finally settled on eva figurines from action city cos my fren likes eva. kinda funny though. but i really dunno what bag/shirt/tee to buy even if i buy. hmm. weighed the boxes in my hands because logically speaking, boxes of diff weights = diff figurines =X
well, later in popular, there was a weighing scale and ah gong was like, do you see smth??? so actually went to weigh the two boxes. HAHAHA. one is like 58g, and the other is like 70+g. quite a big difference. and my guess for what was in the heavier box was RIGHT! yeah my fren has opened the boxes le. got a doctor (the heavy one) and a special rei one that i think wasn't on the box. but i didn't see! i wanna see how the rei looks like! ahahaha. heng heng my lucky fingers~ guess my friend liked my present afterall. even though so badly wrapped, but hey, it's the contents that count right?
cos no time to wrap, and too cheapo to buy wrapper, swapped plastic bags with ah gong, then still wrap one more very crumpled bag around and tie it. look damn champalang, lok kok ting tong. and thx ah gong for being such an 'auntie' to carry around plastic bags! actually last time my mom used to make me bring plastic bags around but i think for some time nv le. so i nv bring anymore. just bring my tissue packet army. LOL.
later was going to take mrt then saw Fave.com.sg stall outside the entrance selling their dried nuts and fruits. OH I LOVE THEIR CRANBERRIES. couldn't resist. bought a packet because i had only enough money to buy 1. was walking off to mrt when sudd this auntie approached me. at first i thought she was helping Fave do survey, then i saw the AC Nielson logo on her thick survey booklet so ok la, i help out ba. give them data and feedback for capitaland to improve consumer needs and services ba. ahahas. anyway big company surveys always give rather good free gifts.
so ok la, did the survey, quite fun. then the auntie sometimes will go off on a tangent. like she sudd asked me where in tpy nice to eat ah? or at the end of the survey sudd say my face complexion nice, my teeth white, do i go uni? then suddenly ask me if i am christian. eh pls la lady, i dun wan to join ur church. i thot this was a survey on consumer perception of capitaland malls?!?!?!
anyway she not very pushy abt religion. i told her i don't believe and i don't need. then she asked where was i going, home? i said no la, gg to fren's bbq. ahaha actually she quite nice if she nv talk abt christianity. *cough*
anyway free gift was a big towel with capitaland logo. hmm. WHY TODAY I CARRY TINY HANDBAG. LOL i thot no need to keep anything. besides, that bag was a gift from the LMAOs like 3 or 4 years ago. good to use. altho looks small, can put umbrella, water bottle, specs, handphone, etc inside. wow o_o mary poppins bag =X
ahem. so i made my way to mrt. somehow or rather at cityhall mrt i sudd heard my name. EH wtf. was i hearing things? then suddenly saw ed and wj. WOW. i stun tio. so coincidental. i thought they had outing today? then so fast finish? hmmmm. anyway got off at bugis with wj. he missed his train on purpose so we can chat for awhile. so while waiting, he was telling me abt his audi couple, his comp, etc. ahaha he very funny. nice inquisitive boy with an energy for life and intelligent for his age with a good outlook on life. kinda like him. besides, that time when we went to the maple bdae bash tgt, he cheered me up =) hmm but his train came so we went our separate ways.
eh it seems that recently i always wave to ppl after getting into transport or something, and i'm waving to the air. but nvm la. altho feels odd, but the feeling is so oddly funny, i can't stop waving to the air! HAHAHAHA! do i look mad?!?! =D yay if i do. xD
aiyah today that lychee sudd msg me asking if i am sure that levis voucher can buy only $20? EH WHEY. HOW I NOE LA. i thot YOU were the one who bought it last time? thot he send wrong msg. so i reply back, eh u sent wrong person ah? den he sudd call me. asked if PS got levis outlet. eh kns that lychee thinks i am street directory ah. information service meh? somemore ytd after i left the house, also smsed me to ask me some japanese stuff. eh... LOL!
damn bo liao. anyway got on the bus to vin's house le, about 8pm or so. then i keep blocking the way cos i need to see which stage it is at. LOL. so i stand near the door. but because the bus is quite crowded, i am blocking the way of people who need to alight and stuff. AHAHAHA. and sudd auyong called me too. wow... i had no hands to grab any handholds while holding my phone and the bags. LOL the towel la.... so BIG. she asked me abt the belgian waffle choc fondue shop ahaha. i was like holding on using my elbows and kept banging ppl with my bags =X luckily no sharp turn else i would have flown~ ahahah. but quite fun LOL.
then sudd when reaching the bus stop, lychee called. but i cannot pick! i had to hold on and later tap my card to alight what. but he called again immed after that. think he was bored, wanted to chat. but i reached my fren's hse le, can't possibly talk on phone without greeting them, so i told him cannot talk to him =X
bbq was fun! yea~ actually the beginning was quiet and a bit weird cos i reli dunno what they talking about, cos all the guys from same sec sch, or they talk abt ns, or some show i nv watch, or some shared private joke. LOL. but i saw all of them before, but got one guy i nv see before. keep thinking he looks like d*ya. anyway.... his name is jj. quite a farnie guy, very cute too! hahahaha. ya =X they're all younger than me anyway, what's wrong with calling them cute? lols.
i love the food they bbqed!!!! always their bbq rocks! the chicken is always damn nice la. fully cooked. not too burnt. guys are pro at cooking. yeah man. I WANT A MALE MAID NEXT TIME! HAHAHAHA.
*cough*
took some raw otah home, and anto walked me to the bus stop. maybe will be watching simpsons with him on friday. heh. finally can watch that movie! so happy.
ok i got japa test tml la. feel like sleeping now and not studying. which i can, because i already studied today, right? so i shall wake up early and study tml. =)
feel carcinogenic. 2 days of burnt and oily food is a killer. but hell, it was great.
at least i had good food and made a new friend today and did some stuff i am happy with, and this fulfilment of the Self, gives me motivation to STUDY HARD when school reopens on monday.
maybe got intern outing on tues too. AHHH GELARE???? teh lurve! ice cream waffle =))
when my stomach is happy, my brain is happy, my heart is full, and dith is happy too!
=))
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:33:00 AM
fried lice
this morning i kept waking up altho i slept around 6am. think family members got up and about, made some noise, my phone had smses, dad told me he was going to work, etc.
so when i finally and properly awoke half an hour (yes, at 1234pm) after my phone alarm rang, i saw mom left me a note under my phone. because i was bleary-eyed, it read:
FAT LtAug2007 9.15AM
DITH DOTSI
GOT FRED
RICE for
you
Mumsie
but actually it read:
so blur in the morning.
anyway i have studied 70% of my japa, what's left is the commission to memory part and revision of worksheets etc. think should be ok le. hee.
and yes, i have eaten my 'fred rice'.
i checked my GE allocation result too, and i *think* i got AAA 285, which is screen, scream and psychoanalysis. HIP HIP HOORAY~! but it also means that i have class on friday, which means i have a 4 day week. no matter, it's just one lesson. think it will be fun =)
been aiming for that for quite some time. but i will get lost in NIE =(
anyway, since i can't get japa lv6, i guess getting this has been a good turn of events. =D
will confirm again on monday. now cannot even check properly, i only checked via subjs registered from stars planner.
for i moment i thought i got AAA 183, which is like drawing. LOL i do not want to draw!
er, i forgot where to alight le, but i guess i rmb how the stop looks like. if it's not too dark later, i can see and get off ba. lolz. at most call my fren ask him to save me~~~~
haha xD
oh, and last night before i went to bed, i thought.
okay, i will come home, be a good girl, and DO ALL MY READINGS ON TIME!
and, i STILL HVN'T LOGGED IN ANY GAME YET.
i'm GOOD!
yappari, games are a waste of time.
waste of my brain power.
should spend the time reading or studying or even msning or going out etc.
yeah~ i wanna do well for 4th year!
***EXCITA-BABBLE!!!!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:36:00 PM
a gentle reminder
tml i must:
1) study notebk grammar
2) study vocab (tb and notebk)
3) revise from the worksheets/notebook/tb/new cheatsheet i made
4) maybe check bus route to fren's hse
5) think of what to get for my friends
6) try to wake up by 12noon else nth will b done b4 i go out
k bed, k bed.
very damn tired now.
eh i'm gd sia, today WHOLE DAY nv play any game. nv even login to games. but i did play with ice cream. playing with ice cream and friends = playing game? hee.
maybe this is a sign i DO have self cntrl IF i WISH to exercise it.
am i challenging myself to see how long i can go w/o logging in?
reminds me how i challenged myself to study for A lvls last time~~~
CHALLENGE MYSELF TO WAKE UP EARLY TML
AND
FINISH STUDYING BY 2pm+
and do well for japa exam on sunday~~~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:30:00 AM
onaka ga IPPAI
full full full!
trying to digest!
ate until so happy sia, even my stomach want to come out and say hi~
lmao.
ah warukatta ne. this afternoon made mu wait for me. met her at JP's coffee bean where she was reading the papers and drinking mocha frap. lol! wa.. JP really has undergone some changes. i cannot find some things. and the coffee bean shifted behind a bit so i couldn't find it. anyway it was comfortable~ sat down and ordered cinammon coffee ice blended and the counter people called me Ms D. cos they can't spell my name~ nvm~~~~
took a shuttle to imm. hohoho i love imm! bought some clothes and didn't even have time to go to daiso. before we knew it, it was time to leave for marina square. so took a shuttle to clementi and then mrt to cityhall.
wa x.x today quite expensive. but for once, don't feel cheated. maybe because i can collect my pay on monday before i go to sch~ hehe. had teppanyaki/steamboat buffet at yuki&yaki with mu, sha-ren, auyong, ahma. sad that owl couldn't join us =( if not LMAOS will be there full eating power~~~~
sry folks, i'm too full to even post a proper narrative. so i shall leave you with some pix of the food frenzy and hot havoc we created there~~
all the carcinogens in our pan! but gyoza was gd!
oh dear~ look at the poor pot of ignored steamboat fish stock and unknowns bobbing around in it. hohoho.
the carnage at mine and anne's side of the table.
oh? is this my plate with remains of beheaded prawns and random salmon sitting there?
argh~ i'm cooking my hand~
(sorry =x waiting for the pan to become cold so we can make ice cream, and we were all bored.)
the humble beginnings of a paddle pop pancake...
our colorful yet stomach churning masterpiece which no one really ate.
(and so it sat on a plate in the corner and melted in a really emo manner)
look! i ate some of it~
don't emo now, my poor ice cream~
oh this was choc x4, coffee x1 and vanilla x1
and it was good~
some other things i didn't take:
1) when we attempted to make scrambled eggs -_-
2) when mu poured soft drink on the cold pan and scraped it and the shavings all flew~
3) when we made an orange chef with an almond hat with ice cream, carved a face on him, then ate him up bit by bit.
4) the towering (and colorful) stack of ice cream glasses we'd used
5) all our bloated stomachs. (and drunk on ice cream expressions)
OK TOO FULL NOW. time to study japa tho.
*yawn*
*burp*
*zzz*
oh ya think tml b4 meeting ah gong n ah ma i shall go burlington sq buy donuts?
hee.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:49:00 AM
blah-blah
time for a narrative?
just an update of events i suppose.
well, status update. my body is aching! neck, some of arms, and legs. mostly legs and neck. argh it's irritating. lol. note to self: don't look at the dj console so much during clubbing. and don't look around or up at people. best is look down and let hair cover your eyes and look mad.
hmm ytd went with ki darling to sgh. so big. Super Giant Hospital! and i walked one big circle. lololol. cos i was following the signs. and they pointed me in one circle. T_T roarrrrrr. big needle is scary shit. hospitals make me nervous. because: Hospital = Needles = Fear
hence Hospital = Fear
later ate at the chinatown temp mkt. oh, must go thr eat again. all the oily stuff looks so nice. and the black carrot cake is really black. and they have oysters too. oh yum. opeh hokkien mee was good too.
went home after that. not that i have nothing to do, but i was tired. and i haven't studied japa yet i am going out soon again. for the whole day. fuck la. oh and sat going to meet ah gong n ah ma to buy something. hmm. die. better buy le den run home to study like a good girl. but can i resist? the temptation of maple?
oh maple has singapore maps. it's damn cute at first glance. then gradually, political jokes start to be cracked. and then racist political jokes. lol. my guild members + cat + dangao. all making political/racist jokes. or perhaps, make that politically incorrect. shan't repeat them here for fear of 'big brother' watching me. but i'll just give you a hint la.
what jokes can you make about the boss (of singapore)?
what jokes can you make about the color and the type of monsters there?
what jokes can you make about what the monsters do and represent?
what jokes can you make about the districts there?
what jokes can you make about the food they sell there?
yeah man.
oh and did i mention that for the flag quest, you need:
15 orange mushroom caps
15 green mushroom caps
15 horny mushroom caps
and 5 leathers?
but that's not the point.
the point is.
i was gathering horny mushroom caps. and cat was gathering some stuff too. and suddenly my friend called. so i was like:
"cattt~~~ wait for me! i'm getting horny!!!"
or something to that effect.
oooooo mom's back with lunch. i can go eat then run out to meet mu. die le die le die le.
stay tuned tonight for narrative of ice cream buffet adventures. maybe i can take pix too. =)
oh and ki darling, tc!!!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:42:00 PM
heads roll
another of those nights where Brain is occupied with random things. tonight am wondering if i am living out my life, or is it just another virtual fad. will i wake up with wires up my nose and some obiang VR lens over my eyes?
but sometimes i really look at my life, and smirk. a caustic sardonic cackle. it may sound insane, but my sentiments are that exactly. amidst the cacophony of my too-enthusiastic laughter, perhaps you might detect a hint of something else.
is this really me? the life i live, oftentimes i feel detached from it. is this really me, playing my own mmo in the real world? or am i living in another bad movie? homyeffinggawd. please save me from this misery.
but it can't be painless. and then i know this is my life and i am in it. body mind and soul. flesh and blood. i can feel but i just can't be.
drama upstart seven months earlier, leading into a curtain call... when?
can't think on straight lines. my thoughts zigzag across the gaming console that is my fingers and toes. analog stick. oh you got my feet moving. tap the keys to get me doing actions. do a 4 hit combo on that exam! chain up an 8 on that sumptious meal. finish up the miniquest - help me level up in the game i am playing. L1 R2 activate my speech, my sleeping and waking patterns, my moods.
AM I REALLY LIVING THIS LIFE?
suddenly i wake up. again.
YES THIS AINT NO DREAM. THIS RIDICULOUS FKED UP LIFE IS YOURS.
stupid mmo system. you can't just pay dens or delete a contact off your life to break connections. IT WON'T WORK. even if you tried, you probably couldn't keep it up. conscience. oh it's there.... the added element. guilt. regret. hope. society. taboos. time. money. distance. stress.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS STUPID MMO ABOUT ANYWAY?
game of life? the boardgame version?
SORRRAYY. not even close.
this IS the game of life, you dumbass.
and you have to win it, because in this game, losers really have a hard time.
DAMN THIS MMO.
let me hit reset already.
oh SRY.
let me laugh myself to sleep.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:13:00 AM
This is my blogchalk:
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`/.tagGiE~.\'
To Do List - JAN
.devote&resolve
.stevie
.jog
.plan for poison
To Do List - FEB
.3rd MUSE
.13th - 16th: HCNY
.jog
.work x3
.plan for poison
To Do List - OTHERS
.make pyong the fox for my sis (bought materials)
.clean my ps2 lens
.read more thought-provoking books
.start writing again (poetry/songs/prose)
.study philo/random theories/psychology
.study business theories
.tidy the place
.actually BUY a swimsuit
.learn how to swim
.bake
.design wall mural for room
.learn how to knit/crochet properly
.print my grad photos
HOSHII MONO
.ryokou
.phD/masters behavioural psychology
.BANANA.BANAO
.shiawase
.yasetai