Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Doppelganger

so full...
hope wed won't be a shit-filled day...
foreboding.
"all the junk inside your trunk"
wow, black eyed peas are indeed graphic.
i took it to mean "shit".

in any case, even this barbarian meat-lover here can't take too much meat.
one juicy medium steak, some baby back ribs and random slaw/potato/onion rings later, i am still feeling gloriously full/sick.
remind me not to eat old chang kee again.
one curry puff set my throat awry.
too much oil.

and it's really quite fascinating,
to watch my blood soak itself up the surface of the tissue paper.
the quantity of blood that the small surface area can actually produce.
wow.

maybe i should take one of my bitch mints, courtesy of mintz (the bitch) herself. hahaha. nah i am joking lah.
2009 is a shit year.
thank goodness i didn't have a shit beginning :)
but like a colleague i randomly chatted with at the photocopying machine said,
her new year's was bad. and she feels it's getting worse.

if only life were a roll of the dice...
which reminds me, i need to play some D&D.
or some mind-numbing MMO.
or perhaps i need to fix my ps2.
I MISS YOU GH3 and I MISS YOU FFXII and I MISS YOUUUUU all my games.
damn, i haven't embarked on ookami yet neither.

still, i believe i gotta get my ass down to writing that letter.
just in case.
it's all a matter of sooner or later.
hopefully, sooner.

because i'm dying here.
quietly,
unconsciously,
that even i don't know about it.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:04:00 AM

Sunday, February 22, 2009

yawn.
was rather amused ytd when some random fellow commented i should be stalked cos i am pretty. -_-
LOL but anyway he is a weird creature seriously lacking in the looks department. so i can't say much. to such creatures, anything with long hair that moves is pretty.
but please, NO STALKING -_- half-freaked out as it is already.

went out for dinner.
next time remind me not to buy sushi again. because nowadays no one seems to eat. zzz. fed up.


can you spot it? a subtle hint of what i want?
I've made the first step, now you make the second. Then let's roll! It could be a beautiful future ahead~!

where my moose is found and comes alive again, dancing in its moosey manner in the tall green lalang grass. and the the double Os become U and it transforms into an elf in a white sheer dress. double O, O O. kinda reminds me of my surname. long before, it was spelt with a U, somehow along the way after the translator got to it, it got transformed into a double O. kinda like my moose and muse. well.

in any case, this morning woke up to the drilling opposite. actually i can sleep through drilling and construction and a single tonal continuous car horn. but i can't sleep through a phonecall =S

anyway, the park's almost done.


mmm.

Porcelain, she sits
Undulating on her stand
Languishing, with an air of uncertainty
Vanished, the seeds of self-worth.

Bloodless veins and stony gaze
A haze, of myriad days
Carpet of dust
Her stand's coated with rust
And termites eat at her lace.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:05:00 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2009

some people are destined for greatness, and i am that person.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:05:00 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

i'm a freaking mess. and i still have a headache.
maybe i should have taken all the pills.

-_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:16:00 PM

bloody fucking headache.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:27:00 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

fuhrer the lamer

i felt sad. again, this brings me back to my previous entry on perceptions.
in any case, one of the most charismatic men in history should not have been portrayed as such in Valkyrie.
sure, he may not be the least bit handsome, but doesn't that throw more weight on how charismatic and motivational he must have been?
adolf hitler, if you were in our midst right now, you would have been a millionaire award-winning toastmasters-leading celebrity motivational speaker right now.
either that or the best lobbyist in the world.
but then again, being the leader of your country is plenty enough.

i don't agree with the depiction.
i don't agree with the brunettes and the dark haired soldiers.
i don't agree with the girl beside me who kept muttering "shit".
(oh shut up already. stop shitting in the movie)
i don't agree that it's a great movie.
(di i am gonna give you hell for this recommendation tomorrow)
it had its redeeming qualities. some shots were nice. like the wipe of the flag that revealed a wide shot and high angle shot of the area. and the quick shift in focus. nice one, that.
and i don't like the lead's acting.
zzzzzzz.

in any case, it was a good opportunity to wind down after work.
my heart fills with an unknown dread and i keep feeling like i have only so much time left to get out of here...why?

and yes, i dislike MCPs and people who think they are too big or too good for their boots. you can lick your own.

am happy i got mom's bdae present early and cheaply!
now to think what i should pretend to do tomorrow. gah...
anyway i need to pack my stuff.
collecting about 10 bags tomorrow. aiee the nice bag my mom ordered is OOS and out of production. boo. i'm sad.

and i really have a talent at making people feel disgusted. HAHAHA.
today i described to a friend that reading in the mrt, sometimes i have no space to do so. because the book will be pressed so close to my face, my nostrils are reading the book. i think my nostrils have eyes. like walls have eyes and fridges have eyes. well, in japan, all objects have eyes lah. and ta-da! suddenly they're uber cute. and i'm not complaining. maybe eyes can have eyes.

alright. too much nonsense from my side. sending it your way now! catch it and use it as you will. like an infectious virus, like phlegm, like torrid rumours.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:04:00 PM

lenses and lances

it's all a matter of perception isn't it.
don't misunderstand, don't deny.
i know the psi is high but that doesn't give you the excuse.
yup, right.

fright. freight. fight.
concave chase to cityscape space.
does it matter? does it even get things done?
when one is so prudent about perception?

the more you spoil, the more you adhere,
the more rotten and stickier it gets.
"make sure you eat (hot) potatoes before you sit on them".

right.
i agree.
but then you may ask:
jacket? skinned? boiled? fried? mashed? wedged?
does it matter in the end?
a potato is a potato.
yes, fries are nice.
they look nice, they taste nice.
but i doubt they are good for you.
waste time peeling, cutting, frying.
risk getting burns from hot oil and cuts from the knife and grater.
why not just boil? just need to make sure you wash well.

apparently the world works in ways such that it requires needless things.
it's good lah, it creates jobs.
i think some places need a new job opening: email reply consultant.

anyway, things are okay.
no drive nor motivation.
looking for horizons beyond.
the sea is calling but i see no ships.
if i were to dive, it may be certain death.
not sure how long i can hold out.
until a tiny dingy comes to save me.

oh where are you my tiny dingy?
take me to see the world.
i don't care how i go, i just want to go.

i will go forth.

aye..... i'm tired.

oh rofl, nowadays ppl are asking me where did i put my moose?
and ah ma even wondered publicly on facebook that she thought i had a banana? why a moose?

well. my holding statement will be:
"moose got loose, maybe strangled by a noose, eloped with my muse."
is that a good excuse? no sir i refuse to believe your ruse.
okok fine, let's call a truce.

ok lah, some pics of food for the hungry ones.


spag with chardonnay sauce, fresh button mushrooms and spam. SPAM! cooked by my mom. whee. and served on the plate i've been eating from since i was a wee tot!


oh yeah. meatballs, chicken wings, asparagus soup (accident), warm bread rolls, salmon and almond daim cake!


cream of asparagus that my breadroll fell into trying to escape my butter D:


technocat that looks foxy and is attempting to eat a rat.
it also tried to draw money but couldn't grab the notes from the machine which resulted in the teller beeping at it.
and then it tried to wave at passer-by cars from my dad's taxi but ended up helping my dad clean the windows instead.
and this was thanks to a girl of about 1+ or 2 who was carrying its twin in front of us in the meatball queue.

and thanks to the guy in red shirt who tapped me on the shoulder to kindly alert us that he had left the table and we could occupy it.


and here are the two towels i got from the flea today.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:43:00 PM

Monday, February 16, 2009

fatttttt!!!!!!!! eeeeeeee
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:34:00 PM

renegade

finally bought blutack and put up my 2009 maple calendar poster :3
dad commented it's placed very straight. he asked me how i gauged.
i told him i anyhow paste.
finally got a new green mechanical pencil cos my other one broke down and died during japa lesson 2 weeks ago. whee.

now gotta think of things to look forward to for the coming *hell* week.

sigh big sigh.

.................................


like the renegade sapling, hope grows quickly and hope dies quickly. like a weed. it's dead now. when the first 2 days it grew so stealthily. 3 days later it's wilted and has perished, drooped over the side of the pot.
pic taken by my sis btw.


sigh this is so my face now. D:

but thanks to J, i now have nobuo to listen to. wheeeeee. gotta get down to listening tomorrow or when...

the concert's gonna be AWESOME.
and coldplay goes on sale today. hmmm...
nah i think i'll pass.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:18:00 AM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine's Day



My insides are turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so disatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path has lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so disatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To be alone

On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(Cuz my mind has lost direction somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(Cuz my mind has lost direction somehow)

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:08:00 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

i refuse to get angry on valentine's day, but some people definitely win no love from me. i refuse to allow you the satisfaction of spoiling my day.

i will now proceed with today's tasks:
1) read pprs, with scissors in hand
2) visit mu and the hentai mao family
3) go to the market
4) go to ntuc
5) give evil gambling auntie a phonecall
6) maybe walk bugis
7) meet darl & friends at 6pm
8) do my japa hw
9) send particular strategic emails
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:41:00 AM

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Why Buttons?

What comes to mind when a button is considered? That object, taken for granted; tasked with the important task of holding articles of clothing together so that you may not indecently expose yourself. In its original form, it is round, plain, smooth, and two-holed. It may not be held in such high regard as a coin, which it resembles; but its worth is made known when one comes undone or vanishes without a trace, leaving a gaping hole or in most modern day cases – the inability to find a particular button leads one to junk that particular article of clothing.

Somewhere along the Curious Case of Benjamin Button, one tends to wonder how in the fart buttons are related to the whole aging backwards concept and what significance could the fact that his father was a button maker ever have. The link is not quite hard to find after all.

Themes like the cycle of life, like a spinning wheel, much like the wheelchairs that the old folks commute in, within the house. Like a button, round and absolute in its curvature, but it effectively fastens bonds, fastens ties, no matter what its appearance. With so much death in the house, and a birth and Benjamin, you can imagine them all on the same point of the cycle of life – however one is ending the revolution, one is beginning, and one is going in the wrong direction. Life is a cycle, but somehow, it is unidirectional and linear to a certain extent. One is born, one grows older, one dies.

In his odd revolution through life, Benjamin was born an old man and in the process his mother passed on. Fostered by a black couple that does not seem to have marital ties, there is absolutely no colour discrimination (or such implied, however the mis en scene tells otherwise). Don’t you find it strange that he is the only white man in the black church, and the over-zealous acceptance of foster mother and son? Queenie seems to be the caretaker for a houseful of senior citizens, and marriage is only mentioned but a few times in the movie – when Mr. Button senior married Caroline senior, and when Daisy married the widower.

It seems that somehow, marriage is made taboo. Queenie does not seem to be married to Mr. Whelps. Benjamin and Daisy somehow never got married. Why? In all button-dom, why? Perhaps one can argue that the union of button and buttonhole need no fanfare, for it is such, unless it needs mending. Or that the button itself has a nucleus where threads unite and crisscross so naturally there need not be a mention. Perhaps it is a commentary on the most natural relationships and those which are not – that eventually lead to problems like death in childbirth or an unsatisfactory substitute – or surrogate if you like – union.

The movie’s pace is ploddingly slow, especially when he was that of an old man, and picking up pace as he went past middle age and into his years of youth. Perhaps this is to mirror the pace of his life as well – how things move slower when one is slow and how the years of youth go by so quickly.


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wrote this halfway *at somewhere* lazy to continue. enjoy ba~! xD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:01:00 PM

well, got my hopes up and almost came crashing back down.
but three good things about it wave cream puffs in my face!
omg. and well, TPP only sells those from noon to 5pm. sad.
in any case, i will go ahead. maybe do it later in the week when got more energy lah.
bloody tired.

but happy :)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:46:00 AM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

aye, should i really do it?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:15:00 AM

Sunday, February 08, 2009

am so freaking tired i think i can almost die.
and my armpit has been leaking pus and blood for over a week.
ugh...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:03:00 AM

Saturday, February 07, 2009

every morning i wake up dead.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:51:00 AM

when i die, i don't wanna go to heaven. i wanna go to a supermarket and eating paradise...

bah.
terrible mood today. OTed. and it was raining.
on a whim i got off at tiong.
squeeze squeeze i had to force my way out.
to liang court i went.
fish is nice.
raw fish is nicer.
raw fish with marked down prices is even nicer.
raw fish with marked down prices and a whole lot of variety to choose from is awesomez.

and they had nice mekajiki ootoro. :)
and there was lots of salmon.
and then i was walking along the shelves when i spotted this:

from $12.50 to $2.50 how awesomez is that?
haha partly because it's expiring on 10 feb 09.
but who cares lah!



all conveniently stolen from their website.

and mekajiki is awesome because it has the fatty creamy taste of ootoro and salmon belly, but doesn't quite taste like either.
more stolen pictures:

oops wrong one. i mean the dead and sliced one:

pic also stolen.

and omgomgomg joined by ren and mu :D :D :D
and curry udon :D :D :D
and the man had to wait very long for us to eat.
LOL :D :D :D :D :D :D
and despite reaching home at 11+pm and eating the sushi at 1245am,
the sashimi is not rotten.
LOL :D :D :D :D :D

Color, Taste, Texture: The flesh of swordfish may vary from pale to pinkish, probably depending on diet prior to capture. In either case, good quality is indicated by red blood lines (i.e., blood meat) bordering the loin or fillet. Swordfish has a firm texture. When cooked, the flesh is tender and very mild in taste, except for the rind area just under the skin. Swordfish can vary greatly in fat content: fish landed in Hawaii are considered to be comparable in fat content to swordfish from the middle A tlantic region of the U.S.A., where much of the domestic supply originates. Fat content is a more important determinant of swordfish quality and market value in Japan than in the U.S.A.

Preparations: Ideal for grilling, swordfish is in great demand in restaurants and retail markets across the U.S.A., especially along the east coast. Swordfish is one of many species prepared as sashimi in Japan, and its use in raw fish dishes is increa sing in Hawaii.

yum!

and yes, i think the discounted sushi section at liang court after 730pm is definitely my idea of heaven. throw in some godly eateries / bakeries and definitely that's paradise in the making.

.....
i almost fell asleep sideways, almost taking the chair with me......
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:43:00 AM

Thursday, February 05, 2009

yay my mama rocks!
ytd after my bad luck, i had a good day today!
free drinks, managed to evade an evil work thing, and...
my mama managed to snag me a 2009 maple poster from 2 aunties in 7-11!
hohoho.



awesomez!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:26:00 AM

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

struck down

3 strokes of bad luck hit.
i'm getting paranoid and may actually go pray to the tai sui omg.

1) escape route phail :(
2) my D: left me :(
3) someone stomped on my foot :(

moving forward...
1) find more escape routes
2) D: still exists in the consumer mkt, rather, i was sad because of its significance
3) my foot didn't hurt too long
and as a bonus,
4) thank you for being there :)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:34:00 PM

Sunday, February 01, 2009

ohanami

i'm tired! hahaha. but not that tired. just realised this weekend i've been walking and walking. fri: dempsey & botanic gdns, sat: not that much walking but still substantial, and running from house to house, sun: sentosa flowers!

can't imagine can spend 3 hours walking around sentosa to see flowers. hahahaha. but it was fun! i had fun :D too tired to upload pictures hahaha and my phone batt died halfway D: sis went ubin so didn't manage to pass cam to me D:

oh and this cafe called Greenhouse cafe at vivo is quite nice lah! i like the ah ma and ah gong there hahaha. very homely and they are also a flower shop i think. they make rather good lasagna. because it's not sickening to eat like some are. a nice amount of cheese and generous amount of meat. actually the amount of pasta was minimal. a good amount of sauce, not too much to make it too squishy and not too little such that it's dry. i like their peach cake! and their carrot soup! yumyum. plus they don't charge service charge nor cess! hohoho. i'll go there again!

omg i'm so suaku. first time took the monorail to sentosa. behaving like a tourist! hahahah. but so awesomely fun. but i gotta read newspprs and wash my sandy feet and get my sleep so that i can fight fight fight for the coming week! and so busy busy busy still. luckily got a willing 'rubbish bin' ahem... beneficiary for the bak kwa that unfortunately, no one wants to eat. hahahaha! ergh. dunno why this year i dun like to eat bak kwa huh!

but the cookie from paolo gastronomia is AWESOME. had to tear myself away from the cookie. the massive cookie. OMG...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:59:00 PM

stupid stupid quiz (i'm pretty darn stupid xD)

Directions:
Mark the stupid things you've done, then add up the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is your percentage.

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [x] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [x] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 7

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs (how is this possible?!)
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [x] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 14

21. [x] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
... where's 24? (lol. Hey, you aren't stupid!)
25. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 19

31. [ ] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [x] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [ ] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [x] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 26

41. [x] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [x] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on [oops?]
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [x] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it !
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 33

51. [x] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [x] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [x] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [x] Forgot your own phone number
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 43

61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [ ] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [x] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [x] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [x] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [x] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [x] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [x] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [x] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [x] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Running total: 51

71. [ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [ ] Ran into a door jam
74. [x] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [x] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [x] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [x] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [x] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [x] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt

Running total: 58

81. [x] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [x] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [x] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [x] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [x] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [x] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [x] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.

Running total: 65

91. [x] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [x] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [x] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [ ] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [x] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [x] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [x] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [x] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [x] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100. [ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth

Total: 73
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:46:00 PM

about bags

oh ya i forgot to add that i didn't see the design of the previous LSS bag i got from JE selling in TPY. so hor, i was again browsing the bags with sharon and then suddenly this lady approached me.

she asked me, where did i get my bag?

lol i was so tickled. my bag nice hor? hurhur. LOL. and hardly see ppl carrying (only once, but that lady's bag was not a nice shape).

so i told her i bought it quite some time back from jurong east.
then she 'oh' quite disappointedly and went back to browsing.

wahaha.

ok i'm mad. enough about my random encounters. time to do japa hw proper! toodles!

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and stupid ppl who hog hog hog hog studios and hog hog hog essential equipment.
you guys ought to be shot.
i think we should report them and assert our authority to its maximum.
being demanding won't kill anyone, ok la might it might kill our own reputation.
but hey, at work it's inescapable. when work's gotta be done, work's gotta be done!

aiyah. i dunno la. also feel frustrated.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:42:00 AM

every day i look at the lump of bloodied flesh and occasional pus on my armpit, especially after i remove the plaster from it, and i gain a new perspective.
today i was thinking that maybe it could be fat cells escaping the lymph node area. wonder if it really is my cells or flesh escaping... will it then dry up or continue to hang, bloodied, like that forever? ugh... gross leh! if it really is internal flesh that is coming out. yucks yucks yucks!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:50:00 AM