Sunday, December 15, 2002

anyway, on a lighter note, i went to celebrate my fren's bdae yesterday. sat the 14th. what a bloody day. it turned out like hell. on the superficial side, i was having a bad hair day.. but my fren made an appointment with me and den cancelled it lastlast minute. wtf was with that anyway. sounded so enthusiastic on watching 007 with me at lido. we decided on the time, the venue and the movie. in fact, the iteniary (or however you spell that word. i'm too lazy to check) for that day.. uGh. lucky i was out with my mom before that.. so i wasn't left hanging.. but the thing is, got me kinda annoyed. not pissed. dun get me wrong. just 'bu shuang' abit. but further sms from him further increased it.. maybe two fold each time. all the 'haha's.. not taking it seriously? fine. he went on my mental ignore list for awhile. i give up.

so i hung around my mom, picked up my sis later.. den sent her to tuition.. den went to novena for awhile, before picking her up from tuition.. she needed to buy some last minute stuff.. and i was still sorta hanging around, cos my frens were having the bdae dinner in the evening. we went to Kenny Rogers. nice. i've never been there before, surprisingly.. and it's affordable too. i had the quarters.. with the coleslaw and mac&cheese.. with this pumpkin muffin and i added grape soda.. cost me 11.80.. and it was v filling indeed.. the chicken.. sumptious! ah.. but damn. cost me my diet. i put on 1 kilo. bloody. looks like i gotta ditch my goal for getting outta taf next yr.. gotta lose 5+ kilos by jan 1st.. den they won't bother me no more.. until maybe june. june. bloody hell. my bdae month. and everytime i get my holiday-happy ass back to sch, i'm met with examsexamsexams, nagnagnag, scoldscoldscold, threatenthreatenthreaten. even on my bdae. wow. *applauds* thanks to one and all for making it such an enjoyable day for me. *grimace*

go on, it's my bdae. beat the crap and yell the crap outta dith day.

anyway.. maybe i should like totally go off food right now.. maybe sustain myself on water alone.. until they weigh us when sch-reopens. i might die trying, but at least i tried right? sounds like an extreme measure. but what can i do? since they want it that way. so be it. halleluiaugh. happy day. i'm a walking skeleton. undernourished and looking green. yes. when i diet or dun eat properly i turn slightly greenish. my friends have all commented that at one point or another.. argh. maybe cos i'm too pale.

ambition in life. axe-murderer or sch-arsonist?
both, perhaps. hah. no requirements needed either.
i'll take the job, bub.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:29:00 PM