Saturday, December 14, 2002

oh well.. another blah day in the life of dith the hermit.. holed up at home again.. cleaning my room.. i wanna paint it orange.. yes i doooo... one whole side is green... so the other shall be orange! haha.. and den i shall stickstickstick loadsa crap stuff onto those walls.. oohh yeahhhh...

Picked up my sister's Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets today for a read.. i watched the movie only recently.. slow, aren't I? hahaha.. =P the book's not bad... maybe cos i haven't been reading for sometime.. like 5 english novels this year or something? wah.. lame man.. anyway it aint my fault... i used to digest like 1-3 novels a week back in pri/sec sch.... i guess the older you get, the more age you gain, but the more spare time you lose... ah well.... life's like that? haha..

anyway today's my friend's bdae... sec sch fren.. known her for nearly 5 years.... her 17th bdae... finally! dec 14!!!
HAPPY BDAE KIM!!!!! XD
and they're all staying overnight at one of my other sec sch friend's houses tonight.. 4 of them i think.. all gals' slumber party!! actually they invited me.. but i din feel like going.. getting sick... been quite hoarse lately... so talking's kinda like a chore... sound kinda like Ron in harry potter... =P
squeaky and stuff... o.0;;;

tml they're going to east coast... i reli dunno the schedule... kinda messed up right now.. cos my mom kinda booked me.. and then my bf wants to go out with me... and they're having her bdae dinner in the evening around dhoby gaut there... fish and co, i think.. maybe bringing mark along.. so that he can meet them, get to know them... and go chiong with them on tues.. the chinablack party.. i could go if i wanted.. ignoring my mom and sis and crap... but well... i dun feel like going... sianxness... =P so i'm sitting parties out till i'm legal next year.. too lazy on my part to go around begging for ids anyway... XD

anyway been doing some thinking lately.. since this is a public diary, i wun state.. cos the ppl involved might stumble across my publicised private thoughts.. i should think so much indepth into it.. the more i think.. the more conflicted i will get... the more confused and messed up i will feel... so i guess the best thing is to make most outta what i have now and not be too concerned with what will happen... cos what will happen in the future, if it is meant to happen, it will happen anyway.. ok.. well.. i'm a half believer in fate and all that crap.. about your destiny and stuff... blah.. so sue me.. =P

anyway it's like 3.30am now and i'm still up... i should be sleeping snugly in bed.. too many latenights... last night i turned in at 6am.. well.. correction.. should be last MORNING... blah.. but i'm not tired... *sigh*
it's not insomnia tho... maybe my internal clock's screwed up... always gets this way... especially when it's nearing a new sch year.... ArGh... *slaps self with a sleeping tablet and a timetable*

but it was fun. staying up, i mean.. and i dun regret it..

i like the night... especially the wee hours.. reli quiet and peaceful.. no one to disturb you.. especially since the infernal computer's in the HALL... altho there's the downside... those irritating bugs that like the light.. and totally BUG the hell outta you... ee... dun like them... yucks... haha.. tis a good time for thinking.. deep thought.. good time to write.. (ie blog) inspirational time.. the time when i can be most wide awake.. alert.. and yesh... great study time... why can't i be an owl or some fantastical nocturnal creature? i like werewolves... silver-haired ones... howling mysteriously in the night.. to run freely in the moonlight... unhindered and empowered... silent and strong... *trails off.....*

blahblahblah.... i'm droning... hehe.. guess i should stop before i bore the socks off everyone.. =P
dun think you guys are wearing socks anyway.. so you must all be RELI SUPERBLY TREMENDOUSLY BORED STIFF eh? heheh..
dun fret.. the end (of this entry) is near....

NIGHT! =D
wUv dith~ *('.'o)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:38:00 AM