Saturday, December 07, 2002

okok.. finally decided to post an entry here.. hmmx.. right now i'm listening to my mp3s.. and downloading stuff from kazaa.. not to mention sorta parking on irc... ah well.. the gist of what i was supposed to write in my entry that day.. hmm.. well.. nothing much la.. i just went strolling round the singapore river... and watched the sunset, etcetc... no mood to write about that now... I'm sooooo bored..... and alone at home.. ah well.. peace and quiet.... =D

i dunno la.. either my sister is in her especially irritating moods or whatnot.. these days she claims that i'm not her sister.. and she orders me to give her sis back.. i mean, wtf is with that?! just cos i'm trying to change my image for the better, i presume.. cos my frens all take it into their stride.. no snide remarks or whatshit... but my SIS... and MOM, not to mention... they're in cahoots with each other sometimes, i swear.. for example.. i wanted to part my hair to the side... cos my friend.. well.. friendS said that i looked much better in side.. and that centre was kinda 'lao tu'.... so i kinda changed it to the side before i went out... den my mom remarked that i looked like those retro 70s ppl?!!? what the shit's up with that... and i got kinda tired of wearing my sandals.. not only cos they're a hassle to remove sometimes.. and when i walk they somehow developed this annoying squelchy sound.... so i decided to wear slippers.. crap la.. she said i was turning into an ah lian... not that ah lians are bad or anything... but it just aint me.. no matter how hard i try, i cannot be one.... bloody hell..
wearing slippers, op board shorts, and a bright tee and having rebonded hair that's beginning to qiao abit and a tad brown instantly makes me an ah lian and an alien lifeform to my sis? wtf... i mean like hell.... i'm GROWING UP FOR GOODNESS SAKE... you can't expect me to stick in the ways of yesteryear... with my short boyish hair and 'cho loh' ness.. and you can't expect me to wear pants that are totally falling off my butt? i mean, hey.. it's good.. i've lost weight.. can i at least change image... get some style.. improve my looks... UPGRADE MYSELF instead of sticking in the image of the fat, sloppy, guyish meredith of the BEFORE in the before and after stage???? i'm now meredith-AFTER.... i look better.... I WANNA LOOK BETTER.. and the way society's looking now, i gotta.

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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:03:00 PM