Monday, February 24, 2003

part 2 now i guess.. i hope i'll feel better tml. everything untouched. fuck me. =( sure kena stay back tml. haix.... i wanna just curl up and die now. so tired of everything............ =(
i'm like wasting all my time online cos i am moodless.. =/ dammit. what to do what to do.. =(

first update on what i did today
i watched Hot Chick. damn funny show i tell you, while being touching and romantic at the same time. horny and corny moments. rob schneider's actually quite cute. he has nice eyes. =) i loved the movie. dunno why also. got lost with the characters....

supposed to meet shuting at 2.10pm at bishan. dammit. running late. reached dere only 2.35+ cos i left my house at 2.10, missed the bus by a fraction. fine. had to wait. bus came. missed the mrt by a fraction. FINE. waited. mrt came. walked like soldier v fast all the way to theatre. bot tix. managed to catch the last bit of adverts with a few minutes to spare.

later walked about with shuting. checked out the fair on the 2nd level. interesting stuff. i wanna buy socks. yep.
was thinking about buying clothes and changing my dressing and hair (again) she was dressed so nicely and i was so plain. *sigh* i need a good figure and looks as well as a fat wallet. damn.

companied her to delifrance to grab a bite den to orchard mrt, after which i took train back to tpy and a bus. met xiuting n family. when her bus came , her sis turned around to tell her sth. paranoid me as usual took it that her sis was prob saying sth nasty about ME. haix. damn me. always so paranoid. =/

went home did some chem filing. but i think tml sure tio stayback till 8+pm. damn. i just wanna collapse. and die.

did alot of stoning also and chatting online. uGhs. now still doing so.
at least my junior's prob is sorta solved. dunno why ppl are liddat. they got a prob, they will consult their frens. say alot of stuff but in the end resolve it by their own ability. i'm liddat also. it can get irritating. =/

ok. what i did yest.
chan outing.

after slacking, we walked citylink to ms again. wah sian. ate in long john's den arcade again. mi in sch uni. i also din wanna go in. sat on steps and helped asa with maths. =) productive.
they gathered around made noise and said we so hardworking wor. hmm. *shrug* i wish i were. =( den i wouldn't have the chem file problem. =/

after finished with that, did some stoning, den they changed location again. went back to mrt station den we all split up. messy part. ughs. that's why i dun like big grps. a smaller grp is more dedicated and has better inter-communication. i joined the ppl i'm closer to.. we took a bus to somerset. raining. pitter patter became drops and then splashes. luckily uniform not translucent. -_-;
thanks asa for your pullover.. but nvm.. i like walking in the rain. =)

went to cine to stone n talk. alot of hidden stuff came out. *juicy ar~*
lata had to go to taka to meet the rest. from there we stoned again. den went to bk wheelock. you betcha more splitting n miscommunication went on. haix.... stoned there again. so bored n tired. =/

later decided to take a walk to orchard emerald. arcade again. at first i borrowed wilson's trench coat. so warm. hmm.. budden din wanna play anyway so returned it to him and loitered around outside with yui and dar.. leah mei arrived subsequently. chatting dere... ok lar.. interesting way to pass the time. =) we decided to head back to bk.. cos we were so bored n ppl left.. blehs.. all the way back to bk... i saw kelvin i think.... on the way to work when i left bk, and in the kitchen when i went back. haha... sat at the table talking tired cok... sian ar............... =/

in the end we were chased out. ppl left for home.
finally left with me, leah, lex, sumomo, himu, asa, wendy, kula... went to borders.... hung around.... fooled around. den left mi, leah, lex and wendy. mei wanted to get coffee... =) so got coffee we did... ^-^* i admired the large calorie-loaded cheesecake.... ughs.. leah gave us a honey stick~ domo~~~~ =) finally took mrt home. i reached home at 11+ went online to stone again. haix.... settled the time with shuting for the movie via sms.. ended up falling aslp in front of comp numerous times. nearly fell off the chair. haix....

guess i should end here.. night
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:49:00 AM