Sunday, August 31, 2003

cynical

w00t. still feeling cynical this morning. mmm. later going out to sorta give maths tuition to a bunch of people. older than me also. lol.. hai. and i'm gonna try to finish the nyjc and another prelim paper my maths teacher gave us to do. altho monday is a holiday, that is NO EXCUSE to SLACK. but i am. slacking, that is. monday going out to sentosa loh. must get something nice for cheng. hai. (whoops. cheng reads this. XD) dunno what she like leh.... must go read her blog for cluesssssss. x)

phone is shitting on me now. hai. buttons cannot press properly. grr. i hate it. x( ya loh.. so now my sms speed super decreased. and i hate smsing ppl now.. gomen gomen. >_<~ hai hai.

yesterday was cocked up also. wah seh can you say sian day? x( oh well. and i got mad at mark. ya la.. always get mad at him. but he seems to anger me the easiest..... so don't be stupid, dith. don't EVER reconsider getting back with him yea, ger? oh well. always pisses me off. ALWAYS. x( insensitive guys......... uGh. but he's not a jerk la..... aiyah. sheesh. so i guess it was a good decision at that time.................. bleh. hai, i do miss that sweet life zesin and justin and pj and some other people i heard of are having. wah seh. but oh well. i've long given up on it liaos. i'm now convinced that i'm too fat and ugly. hehehe.. i shall look for a farmer to buy this sow! yeahhhh. at least got money and free lodging. and i dun need to worry about what they will do to my corpse.......... bwahahhaa.

ok, i'm going mad. uGh. i shouldn't be thinking about this. so many fucking things on my mind right now i don't need this. i don't need this i don't need this i don't need this i don't need this i'm going crazy totally. uGh.

gibberish, dith. plain gibberish. why do you waste web space typing nonsensical shit? hai..... time to seal my heart, dust the cobwebs off my brain. cut myself off from society. HERMIT DITH SHALL STUDY? (hah. promises. you. will. never. keep. dith. yesssss.) i'll keep it! (no. you. won't. you. will. break. it. after. a. few. days. PROCRASTINATION) hai, i guess i'm like that. but a few days are better than nothing right? then i'll re-promise myself and it should be fine, right? (hah. what. an. innovative. way. to. slackkkkkk.)

don't. talk. to. yourself. on. your. blog. it. aint. healthy.

hai....... i forgot what i wanted to say. shall i talk about friday? but the happiness is fading awayyyy. x(
anyway i did alot of running around. when they said the pd reps could give the presents to the teachers, i contemplated for a (long) while and then i got up from my place on the hall floor to give my teachers the presents. i gave mdm foo first because she was the closest. gave her 100g of toblerone. lol.. she was happy.. i think. (motive: make her FAT. wahahha) next i gave my first three months chinese teacher an apple i tied a silver ribbon on. lol.. she's so nice..... :D long ge was behind so i gave him another toblerone. bwahahaha.. then i ran outside to look for *ahem* megan. XD XD XD i dunno why people hate her so much.. ok la, her tongue can be acid, and she can be loud and beetcheeee and stuff. but hey, it's a female's prerogative mah. ;p i gave her a stalk of the tiny white daisy-like flowers. and i gave her a cute little apple (whoo dith biasssss) she said: *touched* you're always so thoughtful, thanks meredith. hugs. and she gave me a bEEg huGGgg. x) ahhhhhhhh. finally. :X LoL. later i ran to e staffroom to look for whoever (like sai ghor, kim thye, huay lian.. etc.) but they not there. saw mrs ho tho. lol.. so i gave her a apple n wished her n her baby well. ^^ LOL, she said my apple so cuteeeeeeee! XD one apple came untied so i saved it for ms goh. smsed jes that i finished, and arranged to meet her outside kfc there. wah bez leh she. pon school cos of swollen eyes. hahah. like stef said, she must've been watching 'an zhang de dong xi ba' XD XD XD

wah seh zhong.. thot u decade fren. pang seh us. ;p never come for poiching gathering loh.. haha..

ok lar. i gave pj darlin' a stalk of flowers too. lol.. and jes a toblerone. she said "since my son dowan i take. anyway he should rang ge mama what." bleh... jes you pEEg ;p hehehe.. we walked to amkss and stood outside the gate chatting. i said i felt so sia sway. cos my school ijtp ma.. later ppl think i from amkss.. wahahahha.. met huiping.. gave her a hugggg. yeah! later i walked to amk mrt and then took mrt to orchard to meet mu, auyong and owl.. hahahs.. only could hang with them for 1/2 an hour den had to zao to tpy mrt. met yingzhi, beeching and caixia.. ahhh. 2 aj and 2 rj kia. hehehe.. took 238 to poiching. wah seh. bus routes changed. walked quite a distance. hrm.

eh i think i shall continue when i come back kaes. late.
hai.

contination

so i'm back home.

what am i doing? eating blueberry/butterscotch paddlepop.

bleargh.

okok. so we reached. hehe.. saw vivian there waiting for us. walked in and saw xuanrong junjie and hua yu waiting for us on the top floor.. haha.. trundling upstairs on those now-too-small stairs we met up and chatted with ms goh. took photos also.. lol. then went to canteen to wait. some went to see ms phua. when school was dismissed the 9 of us went to a nearby coffeeshop for luncheon. hehe.. we treated ms goh. wah only paid $5 each loh. ordered one giant hor fun chan mi fen, snake fish, tofu, some meat.. dunno.....

aye shit. sis finished bathing. i shall relinquish the comp to her. bbl

re-back

hai. this is the dunno what attempt to finish this fucking entry. ok so. we finished eating and crapping. wahha tuan yuan fan! :D kai xinnnnnnnnn! erm. junjie had to leave.. so he left. suddenly after awhile chorliang passed by (BY CHANCE! AHH) and joined us. then he called tzehee to come.. haha.. so tzehee came looking kinda sleepy (LOL. HE WAS ABOUT TO SLEEP) wah sia la. all of us cannot recognize him. hehe.. he lost his puppy fat. XD so we later took group piccies. yay. then departed... yingzhi + beeching went to yingzhi's house. xuanrong and huayu left with ms goh... cai xia took a bus home.. so left me, chorliang, vivian and tzehee. guess who we bumped into at ze bus stop but yongfeng! wahahha.. vainpot was in the toilet nearby making his hair nice nice (but still look the same :X shh don't tell him XD) he said he saw us taking pics but he was in toilet. sheeesh.

anyway later vivian had to leave. so left me and 3 guys. wahahha win liao. always the case. wahahahah. we strolled back to poiching after some discussion.. so went to staffroom to stone. huayu was there. heh. we all grabbed seats.. air con comfortttttttt. mm. anyway. both hua yu and chorliang went back to see ms phua again! lol.. and tze hee and me and yongfeng were chatting.. then ms goh's ex student also came in. LoL. so we three were chatting. geez, i just ADORE chatting with them. *sigh* i wish time had stopped there and then ok. x( haix.... but it didn't. aiyoh. oh ya. zhijian also came in halfway. wah win liao loh. sOME DAO KIA say he DOWAN to come LOH. gEEz.in the end all go see ms phua. left me and tzehee. (since we both from 4c) so we went walking around the compound taking piccies since ms goh went home liaox... she had so many pressies she had to take a cab. hehes..

continue laterx. now bz.

back to typing this entry..

anyway we hung around the school till like 6.. when the school closed. lol.
lalalala.... then i was so shagged i went home instead of joining mu, auyong and owl.. gomen gomen! hontou ni gomenasai!~ bleh.... that wraps up my friday i guess.. doesn't seem like much, but it was probably one of the best days of my life! :D i love re-knowing old friends! i love re-making good friends out of them! LET'S DO IT SOMETIME SOON OK! ahahahahahhas........

wonderful. :D~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:08:00 PM