Friday, September 05, 2003

filled to the brim
... with 'Why's.

Question: do you still have care left in your heart for tiny me?
Question: do you still remember who i am?
Question: all my old friends.. do i matter?
Question: why am i drifting away......... my social circle expands but i feel detached.. why?
Question: All this studying. What if my brain just cannot conform to it?
Question: will i EVER be able to acheive what i NEED to at LEAST see me through?
Question: How horrible will i do for GP paper tomorrow?
Question: how do i control my weight!
Question: did you ever love me? or was it the disillusioned mind of a kid that said it? for you never told me directly you did.
Question: why do i always brood upon the past?
Question: why do you message me every night?
Question: am i worth the 5 cents?
Question: I fear........ why do i fear this?
Question: why can't my life be smooth sailing?
Question: why can't you tell me what you think instead of harbouring (murderous) thoughts in your head as i walk past. chill of icy wind stabs me in the back.. quietly, HARD.
Question: Why am i bias?
Question: what is my sexuality?
Question: i should stop now shouldn't i?

Answer: yes. night.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM