Sunday, September 14, 2003

lol, so soon?

yeah, barely 15 minutes and i feel the desire to blog again. judging from the way things are going, i am NEVER gonna do my maths! hahahas.. shit. hrm. lol, browsed through a couple of my regularly-read blogs just now. hrm. lol you guys will never know who you are, cos i'm stealthy and silent as a cat. mrow. haha... aye. i remember the past holidays. even if for just a week. what adventure! what surreal fantasy! *sigh* what a pity i wasted this whole holiday studying (or trying to, to say the least :\) ya. i remember my surreal holidays. something that seems so magical and just in your grasp. but don't break the delicate balance, my dear friend. holidays finish, tata surreal fantasy, hello real world. reality hits you like a tsunami wave. SPLOOSH. and you're back on your two feet in the middle of your dreary life. whambang you've been washed ashore. *sigh* and more often than not, you find a crab pinching your little toe.

speaking of little toes, my little toe's recovering quite happily, thank you very much. the nail is growing steadily, and soon i will be able to snip off what is left of the little piece that's still dangling on. hahah.. but seriously, the poor dear's much better. =)

perhaps i did have a little adventure in itself this hols. but it wasn't nearly as special or what. *sigh* maybe i need some 'magical' experience with people outside of my 'real' life, ie those outside of my school. *sighsighsigh* that adds to it feeling surreal. and when the hols are up, tata fantasy person. till next hols. or whatever. bleargh. i NEED adventure! and SOON i will CLAIM what is RIGHTFULLY MINE. and ADVENTURE. a PERMANENT adventure for as long as i like (well, will 7 months do the trick?) regarding partying, slacking, stoning, going out out OUT, hanging with any and EVERY guy i want to, reclaiming my love life (if i EVER had one), just dominating the scene and chilling with my pals! ahhhh. bliss? lol, i dunno. we'll see. i wonder.. how will life be like when the surreality becomes reality? lol i really do not know.

anyway. MAKEOVER FIRST THEN PROM! IMMEDIATELY AFTER, CLUBBING, HANGING IN THE WEE HOURS, GOING OUT OUT OUT AND SHOPPING TILL I DROP! YEAH. and of course. to find myself a sensitive, loving, charming boyfriend. :D (hah, wishful thinking? ;p)

eeeeeeeeeek. 6.15! MUST STUDY! x(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:21:00 PM