Friday, September 05, 2003
today i asked jes....
why does she think he still msgs me in irc every day?
....why?
perhaps companionship, for i don't feel any intention, motive or desire emanating from him.
his words are honest... (as usual)
i dunno.
familiarity?
why the hell am i even thinking about it?
it doesn't even deserve my attention.
for i know. there's nothing implied. no hidden connotation.
oh wells.
anyway to all of you guys with wounded hearts (recent)
smile kaes. and move on.
that's the mental plaster that will protect the mental scab.
and before you know it, you will be healed and moving again.
but i cannot guarantee there won't be any scars.
...as dermalogists and psychiatrists say,
certain scars don't disappear.
=)
...and
dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:56:00 PM