Tuesday, September 09, 2003

tuesday morning

lol, title seems familiar. haha i think it's a michelle branch song from hotel paper? lol. hrm. slept at 5am last night. wah sian. i should learn to sleep during normal times. =\ ahahs.. aiyah. anyway. i'm glad you're feeling better ya? lol. let's see, i caved in and had breakfast. haix... nasir lemak somemore. although it was only half the packet or less.. just rice and chilli and long beans and some chicken. uGh. and i had teh si. sian.... my fats... my lipids are multiplying. soon they're gonna invade my entire body and more. x( sian. dith you think what? nazi fat cells issit. grr...

i seem to like blogging these days. maybe it helps to alleviate my troubles by letting me spew everything here? lol. anyway it's constructive. lol i don't care what you think about it, but i feel it's constructive. =D i get to write, i get to unleash my creativity, i get to rant, i get my space. yeah. although.. it wastes time. sheesh.

did maths J90 paper 1 last night. hai. so sian. i can only do 70% of the damn thing. shit man. grr... and it's A lvl paper. what more prelim? gonna die liao la dith. chiong 3 more papers!!!!!!! then i'll start on chem + phy. lol. think i'll do chem first. phy not till the next week. haha.. anyway phy got tuition this fri! YAY! i'm looking forward to tuition. but first. i must decide. what am i gonna wear? lololol. got guys around mah, dith. heh. must dress up. lol anyway nowadays when you go out you care about image. no more baggies. no more longlong guy shirts. no more guyness! x( yep. i will not go out looking like a guy anymore.... haix. dith you've changed so much this past year. yeah i have. owing to certain events. ok lol i'm not blaming you. i'm thanking you. and i still do not know whether you read my blog. i guess if you did you would have mixed feelings ya? hai... oh wells.

i HAVE to get at least a B for chem. i dont' care. do not want to see kim thye anymore! lol not that i hate him, but i just wanna prove to him... i hope. aye dith ya can do it!!!!! just conc on memorizing stuff can liao la. lol. the rest you're ok ma. chem concepts are generally relatively simple to ya. =D yep dith! GO GAL! hahas.. phy is getting easier. was surprised that i knew more than the guys yest. lol. but this is strange. dith, haven't you been slacking like shit? i guess i'm not so lost after all. but seriously i'm surprised. yanhao now having tuition with me and theng yiu with mrs yip kim wah. lol her children are so cute so is her husband! hehe.. i like the panda family! :X hehe.. mr yip returned home yest with one of his daughters. lol. they went swimming. hehe.. his wife quite pretty.. his girl v cute! lol. aye panda not that bad looking afterall. =) he used to be my first three months teacher. i hope he still remembers me as the extra chijtp gal who always crashed the class' tutorials simply cos she didn't wanna spend those 4 breaks alone.. with that xiuxian. hai.. that ger ar. like that wong weiting of sec1. sian.

i can draw many parallels. haha.. deja vu much? *sigh* but i lost so many friends when those three months were up. haix. in those three months i learnt the art of slacking, ponning lecture.... and i opened up. grew accustomed to being around guys again. =) aye. could've made a good friend outta mark. (lol. another one la) sian... but i heard some crap that he's gay? lol dunno la. anyway still can be friends mah. haha.. doesn't bother me. i'm gay and lesb and bi and homo and hetero all at once. gender is subjective. sexuality is alterable. lol

ahaha.. you know what? it's 1.36pm. sheesh. feels like morning 9am hurhur. haha... anyway i'm in a good mood. gonna start on maths soon! first must dl spiral 2 and 3 and park. heh.. *sings ala michelle branch* i'm finding my wayy back to youu.. and everything you used to be..

hrm. blogger. hugZ. i forgive you for eating my entry.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:44:00 PM