Sunday, June 27, 2004
haiz..
even bathe also cannot bathe in peace.
keep thinking about stupid stuff.
maybe it's just me huh. like i need to be social. if i don't i'll just sink into depression. maybe i just cannot do things by myself. but i have to learn one day.
but haiz. i'm not a fun person. i'm not cut out to do fun things. can't even do things properly. why am i even in CS? it's a fun course for young vibrant people. pretty young things. but i'm not one of them.
haiz.
guess in everything you have winners and losers. i'm a loser most of the time. i just don't see myself as being good at anything. in other words, i suck.
haiz.
should stop thinking stupid things. later on go out with bad mood. then damn tmd.
but i'm good at redirecting my thoughts. i think. so ya.
i'll live.
...and
dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:45:00 PM