Tuesday, May 24, 2005

JES YOUR BLOG LOOKS EVEN MORE DISGUSTING NOW THAN IT WAS BEFORE!

YUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

=_=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:16:00 AM

and you'd think that he would at least have the decency to reply to my email.
maybe he's busy.
well, i dunno.
tutorial's not uploaded, email's not been replied.
i'm left hanging as to whether there's a psychology tutorial tomorrow.
so, what's the sensible thing (or not so sensible, depending how you look at it) to do?

don't go loh.

easy as that. haiz.

aiyah, and i left the motivation to write a complaint letter behind in the dirt and dust and rust. sucks. aint i always like that? say one thing, harp on it, never do in the end? or say one thing and do another?

lazy lazy lazy.

what am i doing with myself man. zzzz. sometimes i think i have commitment and responsibility issues. blah.

today my sister asked me if i've ever been stressed. don't look like i'm stressed i suppose. but i do get stressed sometimes. maybe i just can't cope. fight or flight? tend or befriend? i fly. fly far away from everything.

fucking hell dunno what i'm doing these days.

sianz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:04:00 AM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Idealist.

The four aspects that make up this personality type are:

Summary of Idealists

• Make sense of the world using inner values


• Focus on personal growth and the growth of others


• Think of themselves as bright, forgiving and curious


• May sometimes appear stubborn

More about Idealists

Idealists put time and energy into developing personal values that they use as a guide through life. They may seek fulfilment by helping others improve themselves and often want to make the world a better place. Idealists only share their inner values with people they respect.

Idealists enjoy discussions about a wide range of topics, particularly those that deal with the future. They are typically easy-going and flexible, but if their values are challenged they may refuse to compromise.

In situations where they can? use their talents or are unappreciated, Idealists may have trouble expressing themselves and withdraw. Under extreme stress, Idealists may become very critical of others, or lose confidence in their own ability to cope.

Recognition for their work is important to Idealists; however, they are also good at spotting false praise.

Idealist Careers

Idealists are often drawn to jobs where they can help people reach their potential. They are also attracted to careers that allow artistic creativity.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:58:00 AM

Friday, May 20, 2005

eh i just got home.
wa i'm very tired. cannot play wc3 until wee hours of night.
x_X
now kinda addicted to msn's solitaire showdown. people play with me hor. it's such a SUX game and so fucking difficult that i like it. -_-! am i an intellectual-masochist or what. LOL reminds me of a joke my tutor Mario Goh said.

a sadist and a masochist met each other.
a sadist likes to inflict pain on others,
while a masochist likes to receive the pain.
the masochist asked the sadist for pain.
the sadist said, "No."

LOL~~~~~
wa biang, paradox --'

i think i'm mad.
i'm in love with japanese girls.
and those who look like japanese.
ie my japanese tutor, and linda liao.

omg i cannot get over her~~~~~~
i watch chase every thurs to drool over her~~
my eye candy~~~~~~~
xD

jes your blog song rocks!
why?
cos i sent it to you
=X

hmm.. tired.. sleepy.. bored..
thinking about the fragility of many things
how they are transient, don't last
while others do.. somehow.
and thinking whether what you see in your dreams might be the truth one day....

interesting shit...

btw psycho rocks~
=)
i'm soon gonna be a certified psycho!~~~~

xD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:55:00 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

for you info-hungry readers, here are results:

104 - B
105 - A
107 - C
111 - D
113 - B
japanese - A

LoL!!
not too bad if you've seen the way i study.
but i shan't be content!
nnnnooo!

study harder next year!
(and for HP101 too. ^^)

p/s: i did quite well on my hp101 quiz too!
=D~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:23:00 PM

Public Service Announcement

jes, i got a public service announcement for you:
YOUR BLOG IS FUCKING UGLY!
ok, thanks for your kind attention.
=X

lol. really leh. looks like an over decorated xmas tree.
too yucks liao.
looking less pro and sophisticated and more of an amatuerish eyesore!

eee my eyes are blistering over!
sjj change layout!

i know you're shagged and sick, but do you want your readers to feel shagged and sick too?!
so inconsiderate!!!!!

sux
=P

anyway get well soon and gimme your new contact thanks.
SMS ME LA!
OK?????
SMS HOR!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:15:00 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

regarding swearing

jes that article you linked on your blog is of highly interesting material. i shall share it with my readers too!
How To Swear in Japanese

i've been hearing japanese swear words in nearly every anime i watch. i was thinking how come they allow such vulgarities on japanese tv, esp the naked anime ppl. w00t hawt. BUT they are actually rude forms of saying 'you', for example. no wonder i thought it funny when Rukia from Bleach kept saying "kisama" when she was talking to Ichigo. lol. i kinda figured it had a double meaning. eh but japanese language rocks. if i got the chance i wanna take a colloqial language course in it. then i'll emerge speaking like a rude japanese conceited guy! LoL!~~

hrm, i'm not sure of other words, but you definitely, there's the "kutabare", and i think "kuso(?)", "chikusho(?)", "teme", "yarou" and all that =D
i need a swear word dictionary!!!!!
hehehee.

anyway, swear words were invented from languages. they are merely bits and pieces of vocabulary invented at the moment to suit the mood, i suppose. or caught on after a lot of people started using them. cussing expresses yourself, shows people how you feel, and helps you let off steam also. if you say it's vulgar, impure, then what does vulgar mean? simple a word invented to negatively describe those words. impure? what is impure? if we don't say the words, we will think impure thoughts in place of them anyway. so embrace the vulgarities in every language =D we should have a worldwide Vulgarity day. where everyone swears the whole day! hehehe.

ok i'm going mad.

oh, and did you know the SEA version of maplestory bans a lot of cuss words?
like "jiao", "cb", "kanina" and many many other hokkien words. LOL. fucking funny yet fucking STUPID. i wanted to type "pajiao" and they censored it. zzzzz. luckily my favourite "kns" is untouched. oh, btw, "knn" is also censored! fucking irritating. blah. those lamez0rs. did they ban malay or thai swear words too? afterall, the server is "Singapore, Malaysia and Thailand".

the server is totally lag free after their network upgrades. w00t. i leveled to 30.67 and i've now got the Bandit status conferred upon Valef. w00t. =D

okay then. bed calls.
night one and all!

p/s. my ear hurts. ow. =(
pp/s. i'm fricking sleepy. this post has many errors. yes. i know. -_-
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:47:00 AM

Friday, May 13, 2005

Not My Kinda Scene - Powderfinger

Tell me where I'm
Supposed to begin
An unhappy life working
Some kind of dead end job
For everything you thought you had
Has gone from worse to bad

Lean to the side
Whisper it quiet
The end is in sight to working
All night around the clock
For everything you thought you had
Has gone from worse to bad

But it's not my kind of scene oh yeah
Footprints on the other side
Remind me where I've been oh yeah
I'll watch from the other side

Tell me where I'm
Supposed to begin
Move out of sight and onto
Some life I'm dreaming of
For everything you thought you had
Has gone from worse to bad
So I'll just wait and watch the wheels
While you're turning back

But it's not my kind of scene oh yeah
Footprints on the other side
Remind me where I've been oh yeah
I'll watch from the other side

Pulls me over and it drags me under
Pulls me over and it drags me under

Tell me where I'm
Supposed to begin
An unhappy life working oooohhh

Alright now alright now
Alright now alright now

But it's not my kind of scene oh yeah
Footprints on the other side
Remind me where I've been oh yeah
I'll watch from the other side

Alright now alright now
I'll watch from the other side

Alright now alright now
I'll watch from the other side

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:35:00 PM

eh. ajc's orientation was quite boring. the only thing i liked were the mass dances and the aj clap. i don't even like the aj rap. lmao aj craps. =X

sjj how did you smuggle yourself into my og? xD hehehe then we pon and run around and join other ppl's mass dance.. =O

"Some of you might have known that I've been attached to the school since J1. Yes, I used to frequent NYP when I was studying in AJC as it's just situated next to AJC. DITH! WE DO LOVE NYP, DON'T WE? Haha! Havoc =X" - jes

HAHAHAH! YES! i love nyp! i wanna go back! wedges~ lol. fishpond~ =D and all the escapades like running away from security guard, infiltrating nyp although no outsider can enter, running from lessons... and even the time during pe when i ran back to aj when my class jogged into nyp then ms ong went to look for me until damn long... she thought i missing in nyp -_-! gosh. LOL! i wouldn't be lost there, it's like my 2nd home. i even went there to work. lol.

sjj one day let's go nyp =D

about your bro benson.. maybe you ARE his gal. lmao. incest~~~~~
but you are his gal, and he is your boi. =X in a way. LoL~
eh you haven't show me photo yet!

today i was heading to can A bus stop in ntu. passed by coffee club xpress. who else did i see other than dr mark c. =X he was drinking coffee and reading. then i passed by and waved, and he gave this squack of an "eh!"
lmao. cute.

got on 179, met my psycho(logy) tutorial mate on the bus. chatted a bit. female gamer. female computer engineer. pro. =D rox0rs. but she told me, no, hardware not available for ge. haiz. guess i gotta learn hardware by myself T_T

went to lavender. bumped into danny. =O he also collecting passport. lol. hehe. cool. then went bugis with mom, ate teppanyaki~~~~~ got personal (cute) chef who cooked for us. lol. then bought socks ($5 for 4 pairs). heh.

ehhh tml i wanna go see Siggraph at youth park. who want go with me? =(

comp flooded. need to burn out stuff.
>_<
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:12:00 PM

well well...
how. interesting.
*smirk*

Your True Birth Month Is June

Fussy Abiding Friendly Stubborn Talkative Sensitive Executive Hesitating Easily hurt Active mind Easily bored Daydreamer Loves to joke Tends to delay Temperamental Brand conscious Loves to dress up Having lots of ideas Good debating skills Funny and humorous Thinks far with vision Prone to getting colds Polite and soft-spoken Able to show character Seldom show emotions Knows how to make friends Easily influenced by kindness Takes time to recover when hurt Choosy and always wants the best Those who love me are enemies; Those who hate me are friends

29th's the day.
don't forget.
=X
omae ni purezento o moraimasu ka?

^.~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:50:00 AM

"thinking of flirting..."

eh? application of hypnosis to this extent? my mind's gears were whirling at this guy's remark during the lecture. courageous on his part to reveal what his inner self felt, and curiosity perhaps, on how hypnosis could be linked with... flirting?

same guy in question raised many questions during lecture. probably a future engineer, my biased mind contended. an engineer with a deep interest in social science. hmm.

dual personality phenomenom, dr marshall put it. when one is having two voices in one's head. the Obedient Follower and the Cynical Analyst, as put in my simple terms. but really. don't we have these voices in our heads most of the time?

come to think of it, i don't have such high regard for hypnosis anymore. why? i used to elevate it to a high level: one of great mystery and wonder. now? it's a phenomenom that we can enter and leave like sleep. i understand more. i experience. i emerge feeling i know even less and shortchanged.

perhaps i do not have high "hypnotic potential". maybe i didn't experience it optimally. maybe my expectations were simply too high.

i emerged from the lecture intrigued by that guy's comments and unsatisfied with the whole experience. what kind of irks me is that he mentioned to the lecturer that he kept looking around at times. and told us not to punch him. -_-! lame. then he shot me a funny look.

all of us were looking around at some point in time, if that makes you feel better. heh.

i noticed i haven't been blogging.
is my life too boring or simply so exciting i have no time to stop and blog, let alone catch my breath?

you guys figure out for yourselves =D
lol.

oh by the way. today i was watching Chase. and i saw the scene with Robin Leong and Linda Liao. he bought her air tickets to fly with him to toronto. it irritated me to no end. i hate morons who make stupid plans like these for other people. it's like saying, 'hey, i got these. you cannot back out. no way out. you gotta go.' it's brute force. mental obligation. building on conscience. guilt. irri-fucking-tating.

oh, but i love Linda Liao. so chio. ahhh =D~~~

hrm. people all have hidden intentions. whether you mean to have them or not. just wondering what are some people's. hard to analyse. hard to see. hard to deduce. i say i don't care, yet i do. i'm a walking contradiction.

things have been calm here lately.
i like the calm, but it mostly indicates a storm is close.
can't have that happening, can we?

i want to go to Siggraph this weekend. =D

in other news, i've been watching Bleach today. it's good, imo. i like it. =D
more bleach time.

till then.
;)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:52:00 AM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

eh jes
i keep seeing mistakes.
more and more
flooding me
LoL~~~~

wa very sleepy...
and nothing to blog about cos i never do anything much.
yawn.

><
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:52:00 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005

sjj i hate your chibimerlin!
i'm gonna fuck him!!!!!

>_>
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:51:00 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

congrats to sjj for her results. wa liew damn pro.
also a mention to mu. jiayou! defeat jes! =X mu get 5 dist next sem hor!

and me.
worried about results.
tmd.....
jiayou dith! do better in yr2!
MUGGING FULL STEAM AHEAD~~~~

><
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:23:00 AM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

is it because i don't reach out to establish ties with people,
so no one tries to establish any with me?

is it because i sit around and wait for things to happen,
so nothing ever does?

is it because i wait to be asked,
so no one ever asks?

zzz.

maybe it's because i lack initiative?

all this over a plate of cha ramen.
bah.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:24:00 PM

ok. first thought from the top of my head.
J. listen carefully. this is concerning you.
when you enter uni, and ORD (109 days left right.) please have an attitude makeover. image does not matter as much as attitude. with your "wannabishy" attitude, you might end up with "want-to-bish-you" attitude. even i cannot tolerate such behavior. so the behavior has to be fixed else you're out the window. i know the chinese proverb says: Jiang1 Shan1 Nan2 Gai3, Ben3 Xing4 Nan2 Yi2. however, you can TWEAK the negative areas right?
i swear if i really cannot tolerate you i might switch tutorial groups if i encounter you in the same class. well, i most prob will. please don't make me do anything drastic like switching course.
well, it will be weird seeing you next sem. i gotta get used to it. and you. get over it.

okay. seriousness aside.
JES WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GAL!

hmm. that was serious. i am worried. really.

anyway today rainy day. and mosquitos love to come out and play when it rains. oh damn damn damn 3 bites on my hand lined up like tourists at the merlion. one row. wtf. btw i love love love my phone. the cam is SO FUCKING CLEAR I CAN SEE THE MERLION'S SCALES ON THE PICTURE. WHAT DETAIL! <3

went walk walk with grace. went kenny rogers. ahahas. ice tea on the house =X but damn full. cannot walk properly. >_<
btw the photo printing shop at The Adelphi got bad service. hurhur. i think it's called ColourLabs or something. went back just 1 min past 730pm and the person was walking out. grace forgot to develop her roll of film. then she just give lame excuses and walk off. liew.. some more their opening and closing hours so odd. zzz.

esplanade full of couples. mafan, nowhere to sit. eeeeechhh. oh ya boon yuan (sp?) came to join us after work. grace is a man-beater who is possessive. =X so everyone, don't go near her. she's mine btw =D

err. >_>

before she beats me up, she's actually very nice and fun to chat to. <_<

actually nothing much really.
mosquitos, unspontaneous-psycho-class, kenny-rogers, blur-boon-yuan, man-beater-grace, ah-pek-ice-cream, merlion, home.

yup.

tomorrow.
i WILL (hope) play stevie!!!
=D
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:59:00 AM

Friday, May 06, 2005

i want to sit in a hole
and look up,
up at the night sky
filled with stars

or

up at the scathing sunlight
reaching my hands out
like a moth to the flame

or

raising my face to the grey
pouring rain
washing away
everything

until a stone is rolled over
my abode
my home
my hole
my pit
my grave.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:18:00 AM

aiyah.

suan le la.

sian half.

btw i got free incoming! so you guys can call me ^^

jes where are you? like not online anymore.
jes i wanna hear from you! blog or come online or call me please!

tomorrow psycho tutorial.
1 hour in ntu...

sianz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:02:00 AM

nice.
not nice.
not so nice.

good.
not good.
not so good.

sux.

~_~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:30:00 AM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

filling the void...
like the liberalists do...

><

need arts...
need culture...

=(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:50:00 PM

um.
i know i love girls and all.
and i'm from a single sex school last time.
but why does it feel weird when i encounter girls who like to hold your hand...
hold my hand...

erm.
maybe it's the socialisation.
or maybe because i'm not really a touchy-feely person.

or maybe i'm really straight after all.
or what...?

random thoughts at night.

anyway i'll attribute it to me being not a touchy-feely person.
find it weird when a fellow girl (whom i'm not close to) holds my hand.
hmm.

btw it's not directed at anyone.
just a random thought of mine.
as i stare at a moth that flew in.

ya...
tomorrow intersem starts.
so bloody early.
haiz.

ok i shall leave comp on to park.
sending stuff to mu =D

oyasuminasai~

>_<
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

who says i don't have things to do.
i do!
a whole lot!

1. watch naruto ep 132
2. watch naruto movie 1
3. print guitar tabs
4. print GE timetable
5. play maplestory
6. play ps2
7. play acRO
8. chat on msn
9. play with stevie
10. go out!

wahahahaa
busy busy busy
like a bumblebee
bzzz!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:30:00 PM

sk. you went offline before i could paste you this url.
Semag

and thanks to all of those who confirmed that tml is the start of the ge.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
back to school.

nnnnnnnnnoooooo!

but oh well. 1 or 2 hours a day won't kill me.
=D

and grace is back from chuugoku!
wheehee~

xD~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:18:00 PM

jes i'd like to say that your blog song fits your "FUCK" pic. ahahahas. rhythm. beat. genre. everything. LoL! send me the song. SoaD is good btw. =D~ i like their songs. but sound kinda alike. at first i thought it was Chop Suey ~_~

oh ya. weather cooling now. think i shall try to sleep.
oyasuminasai.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:27:00 AM

thinking about CU aka Coyote Ugly, i feel like going clubbing tml again.
besides, it's free.
i wanna see the bartop dancers. w00t haWt.

anyway i don't hold kesh up in high esteem as i did way back in first sem. don't know why. lost interest. but i still respect him muchly. =) quite sad he aint coming back to Singapore after he leaves in july.

bloody hot night and i'm bloody itchy. how the fuck do i sleep!?

...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:50:00 AM

RP. PR.
after a while, the two blend into a synonymous entity.
why?
PR becomes RP.
you can role play a person who communicates well.
superficially nice to everyone, of course.
and definitely, when you are superficially nice to everyone, you get into character. so into character that, in fact, you are role playing your life.

have i been PRing these few days?
or RPing?

i love MMORPGs.
i become a character in a game.
i go on dangerous missions, dangerous quests.
i kill legendary monsters, head for legendary lands.
i have super powers, i have super strength.

but they also have MMORPGs where the landscape simulates real life.
where you encounter real life situations.
where you are a person with fallacies, with shortcomings.
just that everything moves faster than in real time.
and you're not afraid to die.

real life is an RPG.
but unlike an RPG, there's no turning back.
there's no continue button after you die.
there's no endless HP indicator.
there's no cheat code.

you are alone in the game, without a walkthrough, if you play the mmorpg called Life.

seems like these two days have been a PR RP to me.
i discovered a hidden talent, i've said bad things about people behind their backs, i've played the nice girl when internally i'm not.
i think i can seem interested but my mind is wandering.
perhaps this is a skill we all have acquired from school when we are stoning but pretending to listen.
students' innate ability to appear interested.

and then i get away from it all and say what i really feel (the bad things) about the conversation i pretended to be interested in.
well, i could not help it.
really.
dislike.
you think you guys are doing us a favor.
no.
you are putting words into our mouths.
answering your own rhetorical questions.
bullshitting.
you are not high and mighty.
i am not low.
do not imply that.

i know you love your job. but PLEASE.
imagine if everyone decided that OH, it would be the best career path.
what would happen then?
would our economy really hold?
or would it collapse.
if i do not like it.
do not force it.

you can shove your bullshit up your ass.
just because you have a stable income.
just because you wear a business suit.
just because you earn a few thousand a month.
does not mean you are better than me.
does not mean you know more than me.
does not mean your career is better than all.
does not mean i will agree with you.

sure, i see the benefits.
BUT
i have autonomy.
what makes you think that persuasion can shove everyone over to your side?
my. mind. is. made. up.
do i have to shove that up your ass to?
DO I?

ok nvm. my PR side comes into play now.
i shall be nice.
shall stop ranting.
there was free food and i saw familiar faces.
and the lau pa sat seafood stall uncle entertained us.
so it's cool.

YOU BETTER THANK THE DRUNK UNCLE.
hah.

PR today.. not so much.
was tired but couldn't just flop somewhere.
mingle. chat. smile. laugh.
erm, i managed quite well.
i'm no social butterfly, but i used to be rather sociable.
but somehow i like sitting alone in the quiet.
listening to my thoughts.
sounds nice.
peaceful.
quiet.
comforting.

like sitting on the beach watching waves.
everything falls away and you're taken elsewhere.

eh. request from sk.

Sodapop says:
muust mention how shuai i am

today cos of my bad eyesight i thought someone sitting on the steps at tpy mrt might be him. then i walked over. walked nearer. stopped. squinted. walked even closer. stopped. squinted. wahahaha. then walked away. stopped. turned back. squinted.

oh my.

luckily i cannot see facial expressions (nor facial features) from afar. else i would have seen the person give me a weird look and i would have felt paiseh. LoL!
so, ya la. sk is more shuai than that person by xxxx times according to kamling. she say one, i dunno how many times cos i cannot see that person's face. so ok loh, sk is shuai(-er). (hah, there! i mentioned it)

rushed around getting food...
reminded me of that old gameshow on tv, Supermarket Sweep.
i think it was quite an adventure although kinda tiring.
AND WHAT IS IT WITH GUYS AND ANY KIND OF SHOPPING?
shopping for food also sleepy!
~_~
this one bo bian still sleepy!
pro...

eh the hot weather is driving people nuts.
today shall be dubbed the "2 Rounds of Bandung then CMI" day.
after 2 rounds it was too much liquid and too darn sweet and eeek.
pity kl coughing else can join us.
her cough quite bad. dry cough. but even so quite xiong.
hai.
haha i told her about my nic teo dream.
lmao i have no idea why i dreamt of him.
think i delirious. previous night on msn i think she said she 'zhang dong liang-ing these hols'. maybe that's why i go dream. bleh!

btw i don't wish to see bandung for the rest of this week.
but i do wanna see TEH SI GAO!
ooooooooh lala my fave!
siao liao i drink liao cannot sleep whole night one =X
wahahahhaa.

wow.
i drink gao. then i upgrade to super gao.
later finally i eat tea leaves can le.
omg!
~_~

tml. wed.
go out.
change phone (hopefully.)
today phone wasn't obedient.

WANNA WALK ORCHARD ROAD AT NIGHT HIGH ON DRINK WITH A FRIEND!
ANNE YOU FREE OR NOT!
=X

omg nearly got 'tricked' to watching scary movie on fri....
wahahahahaha.
ok no money to waste.
stevie day.... soon!
i promise i will touch your solid body again stevie!
=D~~~~
tonight too lazy and too freaking hot to print out tabs.
tomorrow.........?
too lazy to watch the naruto movie also.

wah biang i too lazy for everything.
zzzzz pig zzzzzz

my life is stagnant.
i love it!
i love being unburdened.
without a care in the world!
with nothing nagging at me to be done.
with no one invading my thoughts.
yay!

this is the life man.
utter bliss is nothingness.

or is it......?

why do i feel so bored?!
~_~

mom bought a shirt from isetan for me today.
hmm.
=D

tomorrow.
change phone.
tomorrow.
master intro of No Surprises.
tomorrow.
sleep like pig.

erm i don't wanna help with organizing stuff...
very mafan.....
i'm a follower not a leader...

this entry is getting too crappy.
it's late.
i'm lame.

ta all!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:54:00 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

dith has resolved at 209am to pick up stevie once more.
what should she play?
radiohead.

yum.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:09:00 AM

i think my luck could change...
it's gonna be a glorious day...

...pull me out of the air crash
...pull me out of the lake

we are standing on the edge...

what could these mean?
they are excerpts from my blog song.
enjoy.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:54:00 AM

i hate people but i love them all the same.
i hate myself but i'm bhb.
i hate to love to live in life.
i hate being mortal but i walk this earth.
i hate too much
i love to hate

doesn't this constant paradox nag you every day?
hate to love it,
love to hate it,
don't you?

HA! see?

mmm. late night senseless musings.

must. sleep. soon.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:50:00 AM

seems it's been a while since i've blogged... as usual. can't say much has happened after the exams, now that it's officially holidays. been resuming my usual routine of gaming, sleeping, bumming around, going out, slacking...

went clubbing on wed. relatively quiet for ladies' night. didn't sleep but mapled from 4am to 12noon. wow. madness right. in fact, i got to level 27 in a matter of 5 days. crazy!

went for sister's prize presentation ceremony on fri. oh man damn boring! but i got to meet her classmates and friends. ahahahs. i was like introduced and 'shown off'. oh man ~_~ luckily i'm not embarrassed easily by meeting new people. so it's ok. xD i like younger men! =X

sat... met mu. went to queensway to look at shoes. argh the fila shoes still scrape my poor feet =( i have two scrapes behind. PLUS i re-scraped one side at home. OW! ~_~U anyway. MU BOUGHT HER SHOES! ahahahhas damn farnie. =X i'm lazy to elaborate. lol. then hopped on 123 to orchard road to meet owl and auyong. whoohoo ramen~ ate at Ajisan Scott's. ho ho ho. L.M.A.O. reunion =X

sunday... think i slacked at home.. trying to play maple but no freaking mood man. instead played some ps2 but no mood also. played new game, Ys: Ark of Napishtim but died and didn't know how to save ~_~ eeeeeek. nvm. ahahahs i lost touch with Kingdom Hearts and whatnot already! zzzzzzzz. need to relearn how to play. now i only know how to play maplestory >_>;

slept extra early. oh man. 12+ cos sis was using comp. sleeeeeep until 1+pm. wow what a pig i am!~ today jessie's bdae. got an invite to her party. so met sok teng to go.. we bought her present and went there... erm. turns out it didn't go too well but i shan't elaborate. anyway it was good seeing sokteng, jessie, jasmine and derryn again. =)

tomorrow bbq hosted by dr A. erm. isn't going well either but we'll make it work! sigh. seriously running out of funds. more burden on my dad and on me in the future when i start working. gotta pay my sister's uni fees. sigh.

when can i get my passport done and change my handphone...?
=(
holidays seem kinda boring.
should i call Kingsfield and ask if they have any assignments?

~_~U

haiz...
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:59:00 AM

Your Life Path Number Is 4

4 You are the most trustworthy, practical, and down-to-earth of individuals; the cornerstone members of society. The goal of your life path is learning to take orders and to carry them out with dedication and perseverance. You always demand as much from yourself as you do from others, and sometimes a lot more. You have the kind of will power that is often mistaken for sheer stubbornness. Once a decision is made, it will be followed through to the conclusion, right, wrong, or indifferent. You are very set in your ways and determined to handle things the way you are so certain that they should be handled. Your tenacity of purpose and ability to get the job done borders on obsession. You are an excellent organizer and planner because of your innate ability to view things in a very common sense and practical way. You are a wonderful manager with a great sense of how to get the job done. Loyal and devoted, you make the best of your relationships, and you are a dependable business partner. Friends may be few in number, but you are very close to them and once friendships are made, they often last a lifetime. The number 4 is solidly associated with the element of earth from which it gains it strength and utter sense of reality. You are one of the most dependable people you know. If patience and determination can ever win, you are sure to achieve great success in life. The negative side of the 4 can prove dogmatic to an excess, narrow-minded, and repressive. A lot of superficial people turn you off, and you lack the tact to keep your feelings from being totally clear to all around. Additionally, the negative 4 has a bad tendency to get too caught up in the daily routine of affairs. If you're not careful, you'll often miss the big picture and major opportunities that come along once in a while.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:51:00 AM

Monday, May 02, 2005

lmao!
busty mousepad!
:D~



xD
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:00:00 AM