Wednesday, November 23, 2005

someone, anyone, bring me salvation from these sianzified days!
i implore you!!!

T_T

(and it's still so cold.. brrr.. how do i slp?!)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:23:00 AM

same thing over and over.
it's become a routine.
my routine.

what good will it bring?
nothing.
horrendous lifestyle.

sleep till past noon.
play ps2.
watch tv.
play maple.
watch tv.
play maple.
sleep till past noon.

the cycle goes on.

want to work also cannot because of commitments and appointments.
japanese exam + prep course
meetings with friends

i wanna meet my friends and i wanna go for my jap exam but i also want to work.
wrestle.
first come first serve i guess.

need something else to occupy my time.
so that my holidays won't seem so meaningless and empty.
i'm just wasting my days away.

time never waits.
why do you wait?
what are you waiting for?
carpe diem?
or sit on your butt and do nothing...

hai.

no purpose no life no energy
zzzzzzzz.
*retreats into game world*

Laharl, i am your new vassal.
i will fight for you until Episode 14 of Disgaea.
raWr!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:48:00 AM

......

maple sux

imma ps2 24/7

sianz sia.

got such fucking people in maple.
zzzzz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:27:00 AM

Friday, November 18, 2005

@_@ what's with jes' blog..

eh dear friends i apologize for my reclusiveness but i really like staying at home ever since exams has ended xD
not mapling 24/7 la.. but sleeping, ps2ing, watching tv, etc

=X

whee this sun i'll be in JB, so my phone probably won't receive ur msgs/calls ^^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:32:00 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005

sianeded dowan go msn ler.
=_=
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:35:00 AM

damn damn damn damn sian.
lol sunday just passed, now 10 min into monday.
fucking screwed.

now like no direction in life. just sianzed.
day in day out sian sian sian.

hmm. didn't really have good days. only sunday morning briefly when i lvled to 83 and my ingame pet leveled to 10. -___-U

caught the sian sickness whahaha!

think i go study le.

T__T

must avoid the impending doom of 222.

gAh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:09:00 AM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Progress Report #1

why oh why oh why oh why
can't i study properly?

i mean i've been in contact with the material and all (yes, even slept with it. not just under my pillow, but if you have to know, i hugged my japanese book to sleep last night.) but i just have no MOOD or ENERGY to memorize any of it. thus amounting to me knowing nothing. a good example of that would be 6th Nov, Sunday, when i met up with Grace, Cyn and PT (aka Psychoanalytic Theory). oh my, i dunno a single shit.

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I BEEN DOING?!

well, i'll tell you what i've been doing.

1) daydreaming (or nightdreaming)
2) eating
3) sleeping
4) occasional bursts of gaming (inclusive of mapling, ps2-ing, etc)
5) online loafing (ie msn, blog surfing, forum-surfing, googling, etc)
6) watching tv (tv makes a comeback when i'm in the mood for study-escapism)
7) procrastinating

i'd better go memorize some 201 stuff else i'm as dead as the frozen meat you have in your freezer. or deader than that.
for 202 i didn't memorize and got a nasty shock (although exam wasn't too bad, but because of my inability to be a dutiful student, imma bang wall), for japanese didn't study enough and forgot what "akarui" (bright) is. oh fuck. tomorrow i don't want to be the next iron statue sitting in the same position for 2 hours, staring at the same question, unblinking, but unable to elicit a response from my pen.
oh, by the way, i haven't even TOUCHED 229.

DO YOU EVEN SENSE THE URGENCY OF THE MATTER?

seems like i don't. more interested in leveling up my disgaea characters (aHhh! SPRITES! SO CUTEE!), sleeping, watching tv (4 legendary aces, da chang jin, ch55 stuff that my mom watches. hurhur. cheenafication of the dith)

bah. BAH i say!
someone please drag me backwards through an information processor.
wahahha da chang jin starting in 20min. wahhahaa ends nearly midnight. wahahha no need to sleep le. wahahahhaa.
after exams end i don't even feel like mapling. but EH i need to get to lv90 T_T grr competition sometimes makes one do things one doesn't want >_<"

interestingly enough, i found today's japanese compo topic quite interesting. "write about what you did last hols and why you did what you did, etc." hmm, short compo. they state 350-400 charas but actually with all the redundancy of the language (face it, 70% of language is redundant, i'm not being lingocentric. bahahaha!) i'm like writing 200 words or less. damn short eh. i even exceeded the space alloted (die! will they penalize?) although i wrote many words (even stuff we didn't learn) in kanji. >_>" hope never use wrong...

anyone know how to use "koto" properly? hahaha. anyhow whack.
gaWd i'm a glutton for punishment.
why can't i use tried and tested and learnt methods during exam? experimental eh.
is "mono" and "koto" somewhat similar only that one refers to material object while another immaterial, but both mean "thing" ? hahaha dunno =X better not know.

anyway left 20min before exam ended. must avoid crowd. people like to rush madly for bus until so fucking crowded, all wanna go home mug, or they flood the canteens to eat, THEN mug. hrm. i'm being stereotypical here too, right?

i was on the train, listening to the "train doors closing, dududududu" when grace called. haha, the "221 gang" (grace, cyn, pt, sk) going to can A for lunchie. i go home early also did nothing. what did i do?

me: *reaches home* SIANNN! dowan study! i wan play game!
mom: come come eat lunch
me: *whacking monsters on disgaea and having lunch*
[3 hours later]
mom: eh my tv show starting soon
me: orh.
mom: you better go study. tomorrow exam.
me: orh.
[5.20pm]
mom + me: *watching tv*
[7+pm]
me: *scoots to comp to look at msn*
msn window 1: (with regards to my nick) "now that would have been one heck of a boring reality tv series"
msn window 2: some etc stuff + emoticons
me: *hits esc key twice, grabs notes and heads to room to ponder upon them in sleepy stupor*

and that's what i've been doing.

ok la, maybe blog later. TV!!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:31:00 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005

practice compo for tml's jap exam @_@"
die, all my friends who know jap afk... >_< help!

nihon no ryokou

watashi wa nihon e itta koto ga ichido mo arimasen desu kara, totemo ikitai desu. toukyou wa yuumei na tokoro desu kara, asoko de ichiban ikitai dokoro desu.
toukyou de shinkansen ni nottari, oishii tabemono o tabetari, kaimono o shitari shitai desu.
harajuku de shinkansen o orite, COSUPURE o mitai desu. tomodachi ni itte, harajuku wa yuumei na COSUPURE no tokoro desu.
sorekara, shibuya e itte, kaimono o shitai desu. kimono wa kirei desu kara, yasui no o kaitai desu. nihon no GE-MU mo mochitai desu. BOISU RABU na [togainu no chi] mo kai ni ikitai desu.
ginza mo ikitai desu. mono wa takai desu ga kirei desu. demo, ooi okane ga arimasen kara, kaimasen. kabuki mo miru koto ga dekimasen.
nihon no sakana wa shinsen desu kara, osashimi ya osushi nado o takusan tabetai desu. nihon ryouri mo daisuki desu kara, iroiro na tabemono o zehi tabetai desu.
nihon no hikouki no kippu wa takai desu kara, shourai tsutomete, okane o motte, nihon e zettaini ikimasu.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:32:00 PM