Wednesday, June 07, 2006

eh.
i shall blog about my weird dream before i have my bath.

although i slept at 12+am ytd i ended up waking nearly 2pm today.
gosh. this is indeed the life of a pig.

anyway, apart from a fitful sleep last night, had a couple of weird dreams and kept waking up. but most weird was the dream i had in the morning..

i was in school uniform, carrying my school bags and stuff, but somehow it seemed i was invisible to many. or partly invisible. i had a semi transparent quality and it begin to grow worse and worse. the worst thing was, i couldn't confirm if i was a ghost or just an invisible person. sometimes things seemed to pass through me, sometimes it seemed i had a resistance. and sometimes it seemed i was solid altogether. and the clothes i wore and the bags i carried.. apparently clothes were also ghostly like me, but the bags seemed to make noise and i couldn't affirm if they were invisible to human eyes.
i was with my friend.
we were at this hospital/construction site by a road.. there was this big road.. led to a muddy path. and there was this huge trench dug in the earth. there were construction vehicles and all. but there was a bridge, and it led to this big big container like building. but it was near the hospital.
it looked so ominous. and i knew what it was for. it was like a mini morgue. it kept bodies of patients who died in the hospital there for storage. so freaky. and there was no light inside. just like those underground coal mines.. totally dark. a great big dark looming hole.
but my friend went in. so i followed.
no one saw me of course. i was this ghost-like thing. but i went in and it was so quiet.. save for a hazy greenish dim light that misted the corridors of that place. it seemed like the innards of a mental hospital.. full of corridors and secret doors. and occassional medical attendants walking about in white lab coats shaded greenish grey by the light.
i couldn't find my friend. but my bags seemed to rustle loudly in the gloom. yet no one noticed.
i walked by corridors and corridors.. and nearly pushed upon those doors.. but i was afraid of being caught. how silly..
i decided to give up, and i went looking for exits. i saw some stairs leading outside but the doors were locked. i saw bright exits that led to parts of the hospital.. so i went out of one of them. the hospital was bright.. full of escalators and stairs. 2nd floor.. i took the stairs down and my shoes didn't make much noise. no one noticed me anyway.
i ran back to the large gorge but the bridge (it was actually a large plank thing) leading to the death container was gone.. even i could not float across.
surprisingly there was a bus interchange near there. i went to it and saw jes waiting in line for a bus. she saw me.. i was surprised she did. but somehow it also seemed like she avoided me after calling out my name. she boarded the bus.. i tried to catch hold of her.. then the thought creeped into my head..
was it eye contact?
if i didn't have eye contact with people they couldn't see me at all? or perhaps just a faint outline? if i did however have eye contact, could they start making my outline out, and then seeing more and more of me? so weird... so the key lies in eye contact..?
i stumbled back onto the road near the gorge. a car was coming.. it hit me, yet it didn't...
it seemed to meet with a resistance of air and slow, and i felt it pushing me.. so weird....

then i woke up.
1pm already.
wtf. i slept for 13+ hours.
-_-

sleep too long = morbid dreams?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:56:00 PM