Sunday, September 24, 2006
shimatta...
hontou ni genki ja nai.
ima kangaeteiru...
ano hito no tomodachi ga tsudzukete asondeite mitai ka.
chotto omoshiroi na.
jishin o tsukutta tame ni kono ge-mu ga yaritai ka.
demo, doushite watashi ano hito no tomodachi ni chotto gomi no kimochi da?
gomi mo, mochitai ka.
watashi wa sonna ni mayouchatta?
shimatta yo..
nani ga dekiru kana. nani o shita hou ga ii?
wakannai mo.
kono goro wa chotto... kamo.
demo sa.
watashi wa itsumo itsumo wakatteiru...
mae no koto mochiron kita.
demo ima nani ga shita hou ga ii?
hoka nin ga sagasou?
onaji hito ga tsudzukete suki?
dare mo suki ja nai?
ano hito no tomodachi kana...
mo asoberushi, mo kantan to omou yo.
demo, mada gomi no you na to omou.
doushite konno kimochi ga aru.
mata waraitai yo.
X_X
...and
dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:05:00 AM