Monday, June 04, 2007
shizen da?although i have tried many times and very hard,
i can never master the art of acknowledging people for who they are and how they are.
i cannot accept anyone wholly.
especially myself.
perhaps, you would argue that i have to accept myself first before i can accept others.
pray tell, is that bullshit?
because i know many people accept others totally but they cannot accept themselves.
and then you have those narcissists and egomaniacs who accept themselves wholly and totally and cannot accept anyone else (namely, anyone other than themselves).
well, i can never accept anyone for who they are.
i see a flaw in everyone.
but i just gotta accept that people aint perfect right?
and to err is human?
but i just keep seeing the bad side of people.
believe me, i've tried,
but i can never accept anyone totally.
when in fact, i am the most flawed of them all.
what is this disgusting creature that resides in my brain; in my thoughts?
please remove it.
i hate thinking bad things about everyone.
ARgH.
...and
dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:54:00 AM