Tuesday, June 29, 2004

mmm.
Cosfest 2004 - July 4th @ Downtown East D'Marquee, 2-7pm

=D

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:53:00 PM

mmmmm.
they said long ago that 10 years down the road they'll still be doing music. =)
it's been 7 years already.
we're still in business!
yum!
i realised zac sings all the songs that i like. all the sad sad songs. sad but beautiful =) and it's so hard telling tay and zac apart. bleh.
but....

omfg YUM i LOVE their ALBUM!!!!!
could listen to it for AGES!
and i mean it. =)

*glomps hanson over and over not caring what other people say*
(^____________^)

eh drat. i'm not sleeping. gotta wake up 8am tomorrow leh. -_-

kk. nightnight.
ugh means gotta stop cd =`(
sad.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:59:00 AM

DISCOVERY!
TWO HIDDEN TRACKS IN THE CD!
(^_____^)
me wonder what their titles are. :D

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:09:00 AM

nice... somehow reminds me of Jet. but then again, Hanson have always had their personal style. now more groovy and funkayyyyyy. and now part of sony music. ^_^ very 70s sound. their cd design too. wheeeeeee i likies hanson~~~~`
*glomps $33 cd*

XD XD XD

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:53:00 AM

omg..
i'm writing this entry listening to Hanson's Underneath album. ^_^ long time since they've had a new cd. YAY! *fangirl mode* =)))

ok.. today.. i went shopping! haha. again! damn.
anyway met aunt with mom at Baker's Inn. had lunch. i had champinon de la creme (dunno how to spell..) aka nice pastry with spices and herbs with mushroom sauce. yumyum! and the salad that came with it.. i think they just tossed it lightly with olive oil. not bad. prelude to that was soup of the day.. asparagus soup. nice you know. yum. and i had peppermint tea. hehe. mom had the mussels with spag in white wine sauce. aunt had prawn spag. hmm.. then we shared a mango cake. yumyum mango jelly and frosted sugar on top with strong mango taste and some berries on the top ^_^ all in all a good meal. sumptious. heh.

*yawn* me tired. tomorrow gotta wake up early. celebrate bdae LOL guess whose? mine! hehe.. 19 years old liao... actually not yet.. 10.10 am tomorrow then it's official ;) but yeah. damn, i feel OLD! bleh.

today after buying a green sleeping bag, an orange water bottle, 2 shorts and 2 tanks.. and running into owl and mu outside ps.. went to centrepoint.. but nothing much there also. lol. mom looking for pilates book. haha. on way home when we were coming outta tpy mrt.. EH
mu and owl again!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
bullied my mom, joined owl, mu went home. hopped to bishan.. boing boing~ walked around.. haha seh, and i thought 5 days was bad enough. owl's camp is 6 days. KaoZ. LOL.

haha, penny and me playing now. their single from the new album. mom went off to buy lunch for sis and i hopped over to hmv to look for their cd ^_^ not in new releases/chart. =( but found it in pop/rock section. bleh $33. borders selling $26.65 but i dunno if that one has dvd or not. mine does. WHEEEeeeee~ ^_^ gotta watch the dvd on lappie though. this comp no dvd player ever since i took it out and replaced it with my pretty cdrw drive ^_^

aiyoh. sent owl to yck mrt, then wandered around orchard.. alone! =( had dinner alone also. =( i tried the omu rice. not bad la.. but hmm $5.80 leh. =( was so bored i was walking around watsons... having 20% on gatsby dye. $11 - 20% = ? dunno... maths sucks. LOL

hmm tuition cancelled, met J~ haha that t00tx... so so so so late. because decided to take a detour at holland village. after that cut hair. finally met him 8.30pm. bleh. but he bought cake for me. slice of cheesecake.. yeah

snippets of irc conv:
[00:23:59] dith> oh oh OH
[00:23:59] DevilGirl> lol
[00:24:10] dith> i saw this new range of plushies
[00:24:14] DevilGirl> lol
[00:24:16] dith> cat, dog..
[00:24:21] * DevilGirl nods
[00:24:25] DevilGirl> and?
[00:24:26] dith> and they have the saddest most appealing eyes
[00:24:26] DevilGirl> lol
[00:24:27] dith> LOL
[00:24:31] DevilGirl> awwww ^____^
[00:24:35] dith> J dubbed them the rulky plushies
[00:24:36] dith> LOL
[00:24:41] DevilGirl> lol
[00:24:42] dith> they really do look rulky
[00:24:55] DevilGirl> haha, thats insanely cute :P
[00:24:57] dith> haha J bought a slice of cheesecake for me today
[00:25:10] dith> he made me eat it
[00:25:14] dith> and i was halfway through
[00:25:16] dith> when i said
[00:25:17] dith> EH
[00:25:22] dith> you didn't sing bdae song!
[00:25:27] dith> so i made him sing one
[00:25:29] dith> lololol
[00:25:30] DevilGirl> lol
[00:25:35] DevilGirl> oh yay! birthday! :D
[00:25:41] dith> he was whining and saying he cannot sing
[00:25:41] * DevilGirl wiggles happy birthday for you
[00:25:45] dith> but i made him do it anyway
[00:25:46] dith> ^_^
[00:25:48] dith> YAY~
[00:25:54] * dith huggles the wiggling DG
[00:26:03] * DevilGirl snugs back
[00:26:08] dith> x)
[00:26:15] dith> i got the present he was making
[00:26:16] dith> ;)
[00:26:23] dith> on saturday
[00:26:29] DevilGirl> not a little jason candle i hope :o
[00:26:33] dith> nah
[00:26:42] DevilGirl> or something equally as dodgy :P
[00:27:05] DevilGirl> whatdya get!
[00:27:10] dith> it's a ball...
[00:27:15] DevilGirl> a ball...? :[00:27:16] dith> those made of woven rattan
[00:27:16] DevilGirl> lol
[00:27:24] dith> intertwined to make a ball
[00:27:28] DevilGirl> remind me what rattan is lol
[00:27:35] dith> some form of cane
[00:27:41] dith> used to make baskets/chairs
[00:27:48] DevilGirl> thats very groovy in an odd way :)
[00:27:49] dith> bendy bendy~
[00:27:58] DevilGirl> in this case bouncy bouncy?
[00:28:05] dith> and he somehow managed to stuff marbles into the holes
[00:28:12] dith> BIG marbles mind you..
[00:28:14] dith> round
[00:28:14] DevilGirl> ooo
[00:28:15] dith> and
[00:28:17] dith> SQUARE
[00:28:19] DevilGirl> :o
[00:28:19] dith> o.o
[00:28:25] DevilGirl> is it pretty?
[00:28:26] dith> it looks good
[00:28:30] dith> if you shine a light
[00:28:33] dith> it sparkles
[00:28:36] dith> and it's colorful
[00:28:41] DevilGirl> aww, thats awesome :)
[00:28:44] dith> yeah ^_^
[00:28:50] dith> and being JASON
[00:28:54] dith> he stuck a lolly inside too
[00:28:57] dith> and made me take it out
[00:29:00] dith> and watched me do it
[00:29:02] dith> -_-
[00:29:13] dith> then he was analysing how i took it out
[00:29:13] DevilGirl> i take back 10% of the mean things i've said about him ^____^
[00:29:23] DevilGirl> lol
[00:29:31] dith> and telling me that i had intelligence but i was so stubborn, forcing it out of the same hole
[00:29:33] dith> bleh
[00:29:40] dith> but i did get it out ^_^
[00:29:48] dith> vanilla lolly
[00:29:51] DevilGirl> lol, thats cruel :)
[00:29:54] dith> hahah yes.
[00:30:07] dith> and there was even an elaborate J explaination with the present
[00:30:13] dith> like it represents life
[00:30:23] dith> inside it are all my memories/years
[00:30:32] DevilGirl> lollies!
[00:30:34] dith> 10 square
[00:30:36] dith> 9 round
[00:30:37] DevilGirl> life tastes good, eat it
[00:30:38] DevilGirl> lol
[00:30:46] dith> plus another round, which is the rattan ball itself
[00:30:51] dith> with a sweet core (lolly)
[00:30:54] dith> <.<
[00:31:05] dith> and blahblahblah
[00:31:10] dith> oops. i forgot half the things he said
[00:31:11] dith> :x

bwahahhaa XD
hmm Broken Angel playing now. favorite song ^_^
i got my jacket and 2 more tees today. wheeeeee. more or less prepared for uni ^_^
mrow. :D

k. night~~``

OH OH OH
before i sleep:
happy birthday to MEEEEEEEEE!
(^________^)
*grows a beard*

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:08:00 AM

Monday, June 28, 2004

they said giodarno sizes. but...
gio spandax, gio male or gio normal female?
ok, now i'm confused. -_-;
so mafan.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:53:00 AM

-______________-



...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:19:00 AM

this is SO not true loh.
-_-

How to make a dith

Ingredients: 1 part intelligence 3 parts courage 1 part empathy

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:06:00 AM

lol. was on the phone to meng kiat awhile ago. seems we have loads of common friends... that's kewl~ hehe. anyway ya, gotta go sleep. night all.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:53:00 AM

Sunday, June 27, 2004

2 hot dogs
alfafa sprouts with salad cream
green tea
a box of octopus takopachi

that's all the food i consumed today ^_^

but tomorrow going out. damn. will have to eat more. tmd.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:58:00 PM

now i'm thinking..
ok, go camp.

alamaks. so fickle.
no wonder i wrote a song called "Fickler"
bleh.

gotta put a tune to it ^_^

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:52:00 PM

haiz..
even bathe also cannot bathe in peace.
keep thinking about stupid stuff.
maybe it's just me huh. like i need to be social. if i don't i'll just sink into depression. maybe i just cannot do things by myself. but i have to learn one day.
but haiz. i'm not a fun person. i'm not cut out to do fun things. can't even do things properly. why am i even in CS? it's a fun course for young vibrant people. pretty young things. but i'm not one of them.
haiz.
guess in everything you have winners and losers. i'm a loser most of the time. i just don't see myself as being good at anything. in other words, i suck.

haiz.
should stop thinking stupid things. later on go out with bad mood. then damn tmd.
but i'm good at redirecting my thoughts. i think. so ya.
i'll live.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:45:00 PM

lalala not sleeping yet
(oops)
was checking friendster.. chatting on irc...
^^;;;;;
and uni stuff. bleh

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:39:00 AM

can load le..
but tmd confusing...
haha i'm lost.
too much info and too many new systems.
confused le.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:06:00 AM

giving up on the ntu server. wa lao so slow. load the freshmen page can load like siao. still haven't load. -_-;

anyway.

shall blog about the day i had.
haha, went to gwc. then someone echo my words "i will scream if i have to wait more than 15 min" so wao lao right? haha. someone play ffxi until forget tomorrow i working. win loh winnnnnn. so i laughed at him. hahahahaha. awww.

watched Around the World in 80 Days. kaoz... another typical jackie chan movie. i cannot stand it. but some stuff was funny la. like the perverted statue. haha. lamex.

hmmmm. had prata for dinner~ haha prata shop near gwc. paper prata! look like a prata tent covered in sugar to keep its shape. seems popular also. everyone ordering. i gave up and ate with my hands. lol. whole thing so crispy and cannot eat with fork and knife. :P

J had cheese prata. not bad also. then we shared chicken murthabak (alamaks i cannot spell. =/) someone keep koping my prata, of course cannot finish la! in the end i had to finish. bleh. but that's ok. i didn't eat breakfast or lunch. hmm. had a few bits of papadum (spelling again -_-) and teh alia (halia? spelling -______-) then walked all the way back to orchard. stopped by somerset JL, but nothing nice... so walked to dhoby ghaut and dropped by Toyzbar. so sad.. they're closing =( and james not there =( hahahaha..

i had mango daiquiri (but they put there maguirita (spelling again)) bleh.. but nice~ ^_^; J gave me my early bdae present.. haha. 19 square+round marbles in the rattan ball they sell in ikea. and a very literary explaination of the gift. haha that's unique. never experienced that before :P anyway me likes it. and will eat the lolly another time ya. dowan eat sweets late at night. not good for teefies. :P

later went suntec to chill. the wind was nice. and no, it hasn't even started raining. even up till now. :P so yea, you're wrong. maybe in the wee hours of the night it will x) someone so sleepy.. keep nodding off.... bleh. somemore earlier at toyzbar keep analysing how i take out the lolly >.>;

anyway went home, dad picked me up from outside Cheers. i opened the letter ntuc income sent me. got gift vouchers... WC3 pack! OMG. and handphone voucher. got discount.. J you want? but $198 trade in cat A, tell me ya. motorola V690. 298 with cat B trade in and 398 with no trade in. hmm. any two year plan. but starhub -_-; zzzzz.

complimentary museum visit.. admits 2 for single entry to any of the 5 museums. specs voucher, jean yip hairdressing ten dollars off a $50 voucher -_- and various swensen's vouchers. anywayyyy i want the wc3 pack. they say worth 89 bucks. wc3 and ft. now at 60 bucks but only first 50 customers. hmm.

enough blabbing.. haha.

went home, showed my present.. wah they say nice. hurhur jason, you got skill huh. hahahaha. :x nothing much after that, checked out ntu stuff again, tried to load the freshmen webbie, sent an email to camp I/C.. that's pretty much it. ^^;

might have to go out early tomorrow for porridge.
night all!~

^_^*

and.

HAPPY 19th BDAE SW KOR!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe kor of two days ^_^

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:27:00 AM

hmmmmmm
i am thinking
aiyah just go for the camp la...
dad and mom both encouraging me now...
initially dad against it. cos 5 days... but now encouraging me...
i mean.. it's ok what.. doesn't fall on any 'bad' week...
and dad said if i don't like it can always come home halfway...
chance for me to learn independence and make new friends...
i think i should go ba...
like sok teng put it:
[00:38:44] st: join lor
[00:38:50] st: wun lose anything
[00:38:55] st: at most malu

hmmmmmm.

and merv said:
[23:49:23] if u miss camp
[23:49:35] you go to sch with everyone else noeing each other

which was my initial reason for joining...
but after looking at the cd-rom they sent me...
looks quite alright...
maybe i go ba?
ne?

i go email them now..
haha.

blog about my day later.
just needed to organise thoughts.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:00:00 AM

Saturday, June 26, 2004

i... just came home from shopping.
john little warehouse sale...
so many things... omfg...

but haiz...
this pair of jeans.... material and color and design nice... then actually got my size... and only $9.. then i bring home try (cos there cannot try on) then so low (even low for my sis) then my mom and dad say it looks very tight.. but it's not... and dad say not nice. really not nice.. don't suit me....
he say cutting don't suit me...
ok la i know it's so low.. and ya it's obscene.. in a sense... but hey... everyone wears that.. maybe it don't suit me cos i fat.... dunno.. that time try on one rather short skirt.. he also say not nice.. too short.... it's not very short.. it's just quite short..
haiz.
then i wore my shorts... those decent ones from McBlue... then dad say also not nice... too short.... wah LAO
WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO

=(

is it because my thighs too fat???????????????

come on la.. pe i also wear shorts.... can't believe mom said.. oh, are you gonna change into that when you reach the beach? -_-' WHAT?????????

i really bth...............
how come sis wear then ok.... i wear it's like............ haiz................................

maybe cos she skinny ma.... then me.. so fat.... fat wear little = obscene.........................

indecent fatposure...... wtf.............

shit la.....
feeling zi bei again wtf....

on to today's work. haha. last day of work. those kids.... naughty kids.. anyway dad sent me.. it was raining.... wah so cold.. wore my long sleeve shirt. hmm.

jorene gave them sweets and picked out 6 prize winners. 5 top prizes for drawing and 1 for best behaved. hahah jonathan won that.. jon and don ar... both hugging here hugging there.. erh.... ^^; hopefully jorene will send me the pics soon.. mm. then can name everyone i hope. hehe.

was raining. continuous off and on rain.. everytime it looks like it's stopping it will start again. wah lao... ended up taking photos with jorene.. haha. i actually think i look nice in the pictures... hopefully when she sends it around i will still look good. LOL.

hahas.. went to take train.. sleeping again.. wah eh damn tired. oh ya. tuition on sunday monday wednesday tentatively. so J, i not free.. but you see, i keep saturday free for you :P better not irritate me tomorrow or i whack you =(

met mom at city hall, walked around, went to suntec for food.. haha i had korean beef bibanbam erh dunno how to spell... the canned bandung so ugly. the color so unappetizing.. yucks.... it's just sugar water and milk with flavoring and coloring. eeeee.

bought capsules... aieeeee FMA got the girl technician, the robot and the guy with black hair in the uniform. hmm. got 2 pokemon.. and dunno what else. haha. think that's about it.

later walking around raffles city, jung called me.. hmm. good impression of him now. speaks well. ^_^ nice voice ^_^ :x haha rare. impressed desu :P haha J don't jealous la ;) you know dith always liddat XD

took train to expo... haha sleeping on train again. sleeping standing up... nodded forward and nearly fell. LOL. then i exclaimed "Oh my goodness!" then the two ladies beside me turned around to stare. LOL.

expo... omg... so much nice food! got waffles!!!!!! :D :D :D the damn nice ones!!!!! YAY!

haha i was acting weird/strange/retarded/stupid/childish today. as usual... think i going mad again... mom looking at lingerie.. then asking me pink or blue for sis.. there was this other woman beside. and i said quite loudly.. buy pink la, desecrate her butt. the lady turned to look at me. so i was like, ahhhh see la, got ppl look at me le, *goes to hide behind mom* i go hide here... *peeks out from behind mom* LOL

then i bullied a young boy... cos i found this tmd cute gundam... then mom was comparing then i think left it somewhere while i was digging the bottom for gundam... kao... later mom said dunno where it is.... O_______O; argh!~ i was like ARGH!!!!!~ how how how ARGHHHHH~~` haiz =( walked around looking. search don't have. then i was like *fed up childish frustration, on the verge of a tantramic fit -_-* wa lao i go punch who kope my toy.. i go look in everyone's shopping cart.. then i saw this boy, holding it!!!!!!!! i think everyone's gonna hate me for what i did.... haha. still acting childish, i went up to him and said.. hey, why you kope my toy. he said he didn't, he found it at the side. i said. it's mine, i left it there then you take. then surprisingly, he offered it to me. hmm. feel guilty. ^^; but can say that, this boy got jia jiao (good upbringing) and as for ME, i don't have jia jiao ~.~

aiyah bought so many fucking things... then waited for dad, went to pasir ris for dinner with dad.. picked sis up.. and this guy who tagged along with her. sent him back. wa lao.. wanted to pay dad. wtf.....???? think what. -_-;

when the boy left, sis was screaming screaming her irritation until the cab was shaking with it... omfg...... tmd loud........... ears hurt still.... impactful..... die.

bah.

tmd tired............
think i stop here.
byebye.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:52:00 AM

Friday, June 25, 2004

it's gonna rain. i can feel it in my bones.

oh shit, gonna be in so much trouble tomorrow.
sigh.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:30:00 AM

have a lot on my mind.
thinking of blogging.
but never mind.
this shall go on notepad until further notice.

yucks...

=(

anyway. i shall talk about my day. yeah. at 1am i shall talk about my day. and i have work. tomorrow. the last day of work, thankfully. which is good. i'm goofing off but i'm feeling like shit. and no, no sympathy. probably will hear a lot of crap stuff. so never mind.

tomorrow might be going suntec again. need capsule therapy, if that's what you can liken it to. see, people like shopping. i choose instead to spend most of my money on toys. toys.. so pretty so cute and they can stand on your shelf unchanged with time. except maybe by degradation due to the elements or externalities.

but clothes...

i know you can never have enough of them. but there's not enough for me to choose from. maybe that's why all the obese people look worse than they already are. because their clothes are from obscure places and they really can't get good ones. i hate seeing an X, two X's, 10 X's in front of my size. sometimes even the X's don't exist.

shouldn't rant about this. the only reply i will get is.. see la, must slim down.. or see la, never exercise, so fat.. or of course you feel like this, because you're fat.. so nvm.... bad mood now.. everything that comes out of my head will probably be crap.. so nvm..

today.. seemed so surreal.. dunno why..

tomorrow might go john little sale.. see all their outsized clothes.. bet all cannot fit me.. 23 also maybe cannot.. too fat.. will expand big big.... expanding getting worse and worse.... go uni sure kanasai... everything also cannot do....... too big for anything.. too heavy for anything.. go medical exam also will be kicked from uni.. oh you're too fat.... cannot go CS because you're too fat.. and fat = ugly = stupid = not CS material.. yeah.

at least the kids like me... kids.. i like kids.. so honest. no need to bother about political issues.. like who is backstabbing you and all the shit.. i want to be xiao hai zi again.. slack at home do nothing, go school playplayplay... enthusiastic about everything.. cute cute although i'm tubby. or have my short hair again, pretend i'm a boy... cute boy....

speaking of cute boys.. when i reached the school canteen today, this boy ran up to me and offered me a pizza pocky... Eugene.. so cute right... i was so surprised.. haha. then saw Diana come down.. haha... she was like "Oh? lol so cute" haha.... i like diana... and somehow i have an affinity with my trainer Jorene... for obvious reasons....

sometimes i think i'm better than some people.... but actually, the truth is.. they're tons better than me and i'm just myopic...... yeah.....

i must go on my starving diet again... eating nothing much a day... keep away from all sweets or snacks.... only have food without rice IF i really have to... dunno... but after 2+ weeks, i'll gradually adjust... it's always like that... but if i don't eat... it's so hard to weasel out.. people will get pissed.... people will force me to eat.... i don't want to eat... i want to spend my money on other things... like toys....

this is useless. stupid blog entry...

lookie here.. dunno how much of this is true though.. what do you guys say?

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	seven
your best quality is	you can make anyone smile
your worst quality is	you need what you cant have
this is because	youre unique
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anyway good news about the medical checkup.. nothing much.. that's good.. thanks jessie.... but they'll probably find drums of oil in my urine test, my blood pressure, my x-ray.... yeah.... butter.... they'll find butter.... lard.... haiz.

nvm.

so ugly in everything i wear.... so ugly in all the mirrors.. why they never crack... or explode... the sight is so obscene. i desecrate all store's clothing with my unsightly figure.. then cannot fit... then haiz........

sux.

you must be thin and pretty with a tiny waist and have nice hair... to fit in a size 6 dress....

nvm...

maybe tomorrow will be therapeutic. maybe i'm just lack of sleep. maybe it was too much of tv where everyone is so thin and pretty.... i looked in the ajc yearbook.. saw people who slimmed down in those two years.. i am getting obsessive again. this is not good....

not not good...

my hair seems to be dropping muchly lately... today when i sat down at the school bench.. my blonde/brown hair is so evident on my black shirt... size dunno how big also... found at least 3 loose strands.. normally won't drop.. because after i wash hair then when i comb my hair all the loose hair will come out... haiz. dunno....

but it's good la... my hair sucks.. if my hair were thinner, more of it could get moisterised.. then easier to wash and it will behave... so good.... thinner better.... thin.... then my face will look smaller right.. small face big body also no use.... what's the use dith...

nvm...

anyway tomorrow's last day of work... dad might not be sending... so gotta wake up super early.. but i don't want to sleep... sleep = waste time... and i've forgotten how lovely the quiet night is, with the constanting tapping of my fingers on the keys.. the familiarity of my old grimy yellow keyboard.. haiz.

was listening to voltaire again. keep singing ringo no uta.. totally stuck in my head... if only i could find lyrics.... i think cd jacket got.... i can put on my blog.... but oh well..... played a bit of hunter the reckoning wayward today with my sis... we got through the subway.. finally.... but never kill any of the monsters.... then did the next one in the catacombs... released 5 spirits....

haven't played mu for 3 days... something is wrong with me... i know last night was too damn tired to do so... and was on this comp also... so nvm... so tired i stumbled to bed.. really stumbled... or ambled.. lumbered.. because of my garguantuan size...

might have bad dreams tonight... today bus ride was horrendous.. not that it was long.. that was the ok part.. but it being long with a scary person beside you.... no.. that's wrong....

this man sat beside me... kept moving around quite violently in the seat... i thought he was getting himself comfy... so it was ok... but a bit weird.. then occasionally he would sorta flap his arms? they were mostly folded.. maybe because he wanted to keep them in rein.. dunno.... i kinda had the impression he was in a strait jacket position.... i didn't look at him.... didn't dare to.... pretended to sleep and tried to sleep for the whole journey.... haiz. then he would make gutteral noises... like when i'm playing with my sis like that... but it's scary...... scary... and i was thinking... if he dares touch me i will really scream the bus down.... granted his arms kept brushing against mine.. but that's because i occupy such a big space because i'm fat... so i let that go.. but it still is freaky.. sent goosebumps... was so so so glad when he got off at block 1 that stop... but omg........ he lives in toa payoh...... you know i was actually half contemplating to get off halfway....... but that would mean squeezing past him..... no no no..... no.... haiz.

anyway kenric is so cute. i can't believe i'm having crushes on 7 year old kids... haiz. the little boy from gan eng seng who would hold my hand and bring me to his computer i also like........ haiz. i really think i'm either a paedophile... or running away from some harsh reality... maybe that's why all my thoughts are so superficially distorted.... maybe i'm in a world of make-believe.... trying to make myself think things i don't actually believe.... you know, if what they say is true.. that your subconsciousness actually tells you the truth... then i am so screwed.... but nvm.....

funny how i never dream i'm fat....
just dream that i'm me.... either 1st person or 3rd... but i'm just me. how i am irl.... only i never think about being fat.... haiz. and i always dream of people scolding me for being stupid and stuff.... of yelling at me.... haiz... but they're just dreams right..... dunno.... didn't really dream last night.. or maybe i did, can't remember.... was quite a nice dream i think.... really cannot remember.... slept in until 8.30am omfg i am so screwed... but i got to school on time although my hair was still kinda damp...... haiz.

is it my imagination or do kids like me... mom said little boys like girls with long hair... and mine are golden.... dunno.... why am i so concerned what they think... haiz and i look at all the university brochures sent to me... all of them are so slim..... so pretty..... so trendy........ where am i...................... might as well go flush my silly half-blonde head down the toilet........ so ugly.... and douse myself with harpic........ lots of it.... haiz.

i think i like to wallow in self-pity. so nvm..... but i think stories that are full of the protaganist getting into a lot of sad shit with a pathetic ending are the best...... i got mental problem... haiz.

nvm about that....

continue about today....

anyway i'm gonna remind myself to download TouchTyping.. all the childhood memories. haha. the Diving Elephant omfg.... i love that one...... hahaha.... the wobbly legs because it's so scared.. looks so hilarious...... gonna dive into that bit of water that looks too small... and you gotta fill it before time's up by typing fast and accurately...

guess what.. if you look at it from another angle, another pov.... it's like me.... i'm the elephant.... my fats are wobbling, as i struggle to try out an activity i know i will look obscene at and suck at.... and it's 10 sizes too small..........

haiz.

too many fat analogies...

i'm going mad............

back to today... why do i keep meandering...

met sis at hub.. ate fish and chips.... (fuck it's always me.. EATING.) she ate yakiudon..... walked around.. bought 50 trashbags and raffia... i carried it.. heavy.. but nvm... punishment for being fat.... walked around bag hunting.... finally got this grey and orange bag... it's nice........ doesn't stick out and not too big.... unlike me..... she got about $2.90 discount... oh well. went home.... at least no one tried to sell me slimming tea at the tpy pasar malam.... that's good..... i don't mind taking slimming supplements... but it burns the pocket.... and i rather keep money for other stuff................. i always want the easy way around.. the easy way out..... i'm so fucked up............... nothing's easy to come by.... it's all fucked up.... i'm fucked up............

you know a lot of my mom's friends thought i took slimming pills...... fuck la. i didn't slim down. was this weight and will forever be this weight.... no matter how much i try..... i will still be fat...... no doubt about it.... so might as well go drown myself in toilet bowl...... with harpic........ watermelon flavor maybe.... haiz. it's best what. in the shit hole. then disinfect everything..... yea...

everywhere i see.. everywhere i turn.. fat.... my head so big........ that one cannot slim down... i just have a big head... so ugly.......... i remember long ago go salon cut hair.... the hair stylist all have smaller heads then me.... then i see in the mirror until pek chek............. haiz. so ugly.................. really ugly............... i want smaller head. i want smaller frame... i want hollow bones................. pekchek.....

haiz nvm. talking crap again........... so incoherent............... maybe i'll off my phone tomorrow and forever and be antisocial................ too many pretty people in the world............... must stay home be recluse.... like someone said.... those people should hide at home because .. just because................... so ya..............

haiz. think i'm gonna post this on my blog after all. i know it's very attention seeking......... but it does make me feel better.... publicising my woes... no matter how tmd fucking stupid they are. they ALL are..... but take it or leave it... fuck............... gonna have a tmd birthday also.................

nvm.................

night all. gotta wake up damn tmd early............. and fuck why aren't i sleeping....................... haiz nothing to wear tomorrow....................... nothing because i'm too fat................. fat.... haiz who invented it.....

fine la. dith shut up. or you go stand in the corner like shaquille and get scolded by teacher until you cry like the lost and confused primary one kid you are... haiz. poor boy.... so naughty.... so i told him to stand in the corner.... then he had this confused look on his face.. then later kena scolding in front of whole class....... then his drawing kept being called ugly..... haiz dunno la.. but i seem to have different values about it... but nvm........ kids are so impressionable.. so easily corrupted..... you anyhow tell them.. they will remember for the rest of their lives you know.... they will believe all that you say.........

i wanna be a kid again....

maybe i should develop some mental illness....
haiz. then still burden others...
so what's the point.............

anyway as i said.... work. so will sleep...... i hope. night...

anyway i feel slightly better now...
just needed to rant...

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:54:00 AM

haiz.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:54:00 AM

Thursday, June 24, 2004

hahaha omg omg omg today was a day of sorts! was somesort late of work in the morning cos parents and sis wanted to go for breakfast.. so they delay delay until i reached there 12 minutes past 10.. kaoz.. lucky still ok.. was putting on a plaster on my fourth toe and talking to J on the phone.. haha in the end i still lost my plaster. bleh.

reached school.. hmm today only climbed the stairs one time total. heng. toe pain pain so was kewl. wore slippers today. one side came out while i was teaching this boy. paiseh. but lucky they're kids.. so it's ok~ haha. eh they very bad. one boy walking up fell down cos he tripped on those treacherous spiral stairs.. then a lot of his classmates (mostly the boys) turned around and laughed at him. haha very the what leh.

today's lesson tmd sian. topics were 1. Draw favorite food/activity 2. draw fave teacher 3. draw anything you want if you cannot draw the above
basically it's draw anything you want loh. -_-;

wah lao i hate this program. they like the take out their floppy disks as and when. so everything hang hang hang lost lost lost and i dunno how to restart the bloody fucking machine. -_-; gnd la.

after lesson was bringing the kids back out then i felt my plaster come out and slip around my slipper until i think it slipped out on the parade square. LOL. my mom said later the janitor analyse dna and find mine. LOL

sat around discussing movies and stuff with Diana. haha. Jorene went to the washroom for a bit. later took bus with Jorene to interchange. lol she was heading to orchard. i told her 502 can i think.. hope she got there.. she gonna watch harry potter 3. lol. i told her it's quite good la ;P

got into the mrt. fucking cold. was shivering like hell. and as usual half asleep. hmm. took to woodlands, got off.. sat around then decided to go to causeway point. wah.. warm warm food. was looking for it. damn hungry damn cold. brr. saw prima deli and long queue for waffles. omg.. i queued up, got plain waffle. ahahas. yum yum crispy waffle in my tumtum! walked around (haha like sad case like that) sat a basement fountain in front of MOS to eat.. (wah droolinggggg) then walked around. owl msged me.. say change to yishun cos she direct bus..

went to northpoint.. ended up buying a pair of shorts at JL. hmm. went to foodcourt.. met her friend Eugenia selling the chestnuts at KiriKiri booth.. haha went to foodcourt to eat. i had Teriyaki chicken and owl had mixed vegetarian beehoon. hmm. haha she cashless.. only got plastic.. so heng she gang gang hao $2.80 (saved by 2 five cent coins!!!!) kaox.. win.

sat around then visited Eugenia again.. haha bought soursop icecream. YUM!!!! eh it's nice! and she gave us 300g of chestnuts each. omg so nice! finish all le. mom/dad likes. haha dad polished off so many o.0;

went to yio chu kang to wait for mu.. haha i love nyp.. owl first time there so blurblur de.. fj closed =( oh well. met auyong when mu was done on the train. haha.. mu damn seh.. tiring ma. settled on taka.. and they had pizza noodle. nice nice! i long time no eat~ i never eat.. full. instead we stood there cracking chestnuts. haha. i grad to intermediate stage le..
oh ya in the foodcourt i thought i saw JingYi with her friends.. wah eh. dunno..

think stoned around went to far east.. cannot find replacement ring for auyong.. =( and i thought i heard someone call my name but i dunno... sucks. i so blur. sent mu home then we went walkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalk around. ended up at dhoby ghaut PS. haiz kitt finish work le =( cannot stalk her. bleh. oh ya in wisma had ice cream cone from mcD.. auyong made a float.. it really floated until table also got.. hahaha. then we compared peeling skin to fish flakes. haha i bet no one wants their takopachi with fishflakes le~ :P

met chengggg outside Carrefour. haha chengz damn stoned also. blurblur de. LOL. with her family.. haha my $25~! :P lazy to chase also. LOL! took mrt around 11+pm.. wah... shag. was talking non-stop to auyong in mrt. sadded! she never go for the mass comm interview if not.. orh HOR. CS will be a RIOT SIA! muahahaha wheeee!~~~~ =(

oh oh oh and jason said hi to benny today. haha under my direct orders yay! bleh. benny damn shocked. haha after work i checked my phone. sms from him exclaiming surprise. LOL!

oh oh oh and i saw gwen and michie at nyp.. haha gwen same course and mu sia.. classmates!~ o.0; this is a small small world indeed. kaoz..

we stopped by at Baker's Inn had Frasier and Strawberry Shortcake. haha sian. sorry la. not in chrono order. but before we went home and after PS. LOL.

k la.. now i'm home.. damn full damn fat... VERY FAT... then my mom mistook an old man walking from the bus as me.. kaoz.... what the..

aiyah damn sleepy. night!

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:27:00 AM

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

last night some t00t dragged me around city hall area (namely citylink, marina square, millenia walk, suntec..) just to fufill his superstitions and get one triangular lump of glutonious rice and meat inside.. haha, found liao still fussy fussy. in the end made him buy it regardless.
see la, now paying for all that walking. my blister hurts. =(

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:04:00 AM

wah.. am damn tired now.. so can't blog much. haha went out for 12+hours.

- work
- wrong bus
- got lost
- don't like 605
- chionged pizza hut
- bought hair accessories
- met auyong, her hair not ash green =(
- walked around
- mu's mewing phone.. o.0 =^-^=
- met J
- walao dumpling hunt -_-
- blisters!!!!
- dad came and fetched me home
- tml meeting owl again (haha not sian meh? :P)
- lalala maybe can watch movie ^_^

k. sleepy. night all.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:19:00 AM

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:13:00 AM

so.. which is better? Akisaki Goro Sensei or Kuchinaka Keiji Chan? XD

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:10:00 AM

What is Your Japanese Name? by ciambawildcat
First Name:
Last Name:
Japanese First Name:	Keiji
Japanese Last Name Part One:	Kuchi
Japanese Last Name Part Two:	Naka
People Call You...	Chan
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:10:00 AM

What is Your Japanese Name? by ciambawildcat
First Name:
Last Name:
Japanese First Name:	Goro
Japanese Last Name Part One:	Aki
Japanese Last Name Part Two:	Saki
People Call You...	Sensei
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:09:00 AM

oh ya, must add this.
Jason ar. your cds so dusty.. had to wipe for you.. now hand black black de.. and it's ONLY the cd itself i wiped. --' (don't worry la, no fingerprints. used side of hand <.<)
eyer.
*laughs and runs off*

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:53:00 AM

yum yum waffle in my tum!
haha, that was from yesterday.. after work went to Balmoral to chiong waffletown. ^_^ with whipped cream, maple syrup and a scoop of vanilla ice cream :P
then somehow ended up playing lan. haiz i always lose =(

up later today. damn tired although i slept before 1am. =/ mu'ed last night.. now can use meteorite liao! YAY! and hmm. level 29 methinks. bleh. slow slow. must go level tonight ^_^ so i can use my lovely scrolls :D~ courtesy of jerry again ^____^*

listening to Voltaire's Almost Human cd, courtesy of Jason.. think i leech too much off people already. later they go bang on my door armed with torches of fire and hang pig head =(

k la. work soon. byebye~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:45:00 AM

Monday, June 21, 2004

never thought i would be one to appreciate makeup.. but now i do!
the horrible sunburn on my nose looks fainter with the application of some powdered hues.
haha. with my mom's help of course!
i know nuts about the damn thing.
anyway, it's off to work~
tata~
^_^

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:17:00 AM

yupyup
eternal sunshine
*nods*

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:52:00 AM

hmm.
i'll live i guess.
night all.
6am wakey for me.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM

haiz...
=(

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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:33:00 AM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

omfg..
Eternal Sunshine really took the cake.
it scored best in my books for movies i've seen this year
:D
jim carrey and kate winslet may seem like the unlikely pairing, but somehow, they fit right into this movie O.o
considering this fucking movie was so fucking obscure. (only shaw carries it, and only in a few cinemas..) it was NOT a fucking waste of time, money or effort to catch it. no siree!
and to imagine, -someone- kept trying to catch another movie instead =(
and that particular person actually loved the movie!
muahahaha nya nya nya :P~
so many movies await my viewing...
chiong the cinema!!!!
:D~
bleh. tomorrow work (and waffle) day
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
hope it's a good day. like this weekend was ;)

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:14:00 PM

Saturday, June 19, 2004

ow my nose hurts =(
it's peeling and it's red and raw.
bleh!

good news is, i should be catching Eternal Sunshine today. YAY!

ow my nose.. should probably leave it alone and stop touching it. <.<;

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:29:00 PM

Friday, June 18, 2004

i am RED!
like lobster! like crab! *scuttles sideways like said crustacean*
^_^

went beach today.. hehe. long time since i've been there. Sentosa! realised i haven't blogged in eons either. well i guess now, at 4am, it's payback time. haha. trying to familiarise myself with typing again. the position's really weird, but i'm getting back my touch again. hehe.

it's actually like guitar.. relearn some chords. and you're ready to go cos you pick up quite quickly. :P

was playing MU.. now level 25 le! THANKS BUNCHES, JERRY! ^_^*

am behind in RoE posts too. damn.

argh itchy!
sand gets everywhere!!!
i made something skip today. no. not a stone. not that lucky.
just threw some flat piece of wood into the sea and it skipped.. twice! OMG... and i wasn't even trying.
can't make small stones skip though. think they need to be flat enough to bounce. lol, so cute. ^_^

erm. a lot of girls wearing bikini today. hehe. :D~
and near evening, we were wading out at sea and this guy lay on the sand, lifting open his tiny black trunks to tan his butt. <.< what the..

and..
later on mu and owl went to bathe, cos they were swimming. then auyong decided to bury me knee high in sand mountains. bleh. after that i got out and she took pics and decided to fill the top with water.. we were filling then the tanning butt guy walked up to us and started talking to us. >.>

erh... ok.

then he helped us fill.. huh. -_-

later mu and owl came back and he helped us take photo.. then he asked for a copy. so da dan eh. bleh. anyway in the end never... maybe he just was being friendly and wants memories. looks quite decent anyway. fit NS sign on guy with the mil. police. hmm.

bleh.

but still after his tanning butt thing and SO many times too.. think he put suntan there too.. -_-; we were all like erhhhhh... <.<

also another guy. yellow trunks so tiny cannot cover and so thin. we all look away. later kena red eyes. -_-

today weather damn hot.. after meeting (HAIZ ME LATE) mu and auyong, went to harbour front to meet owl.. went to buy food.. reach there quite late le.. spread the mat, ate.. played frisbee.. watched some ppl try to fly their kite.. watched ppl suntan.. ahh CHIO BU!

erh. ahem.

looked at stingray and tried to discern their gender.. haha..

sat monorail all the way around.. idled idled.

my feet are now slightly cooked, arms and face also.. and still itchy! bleh. but yay funfun. once you delete the v v v v v v hot part. someone fainted or something.. aiyoh some ppl so kaypoh. must keep looking. haiz. poor guy..

later ate at hbf foodcourt, went to tpy to catch the elusive Feather Duster pokemon.. hahahaha. so rare now.. hmm. and last time it was so common. bleah. haiz. but finally got it.. and i completed the chocobo rodeo mission in ffx-2.. ^_^

so many things to doooooo~
tml gotta go ntu submit tuition grant form. bleh...
k gotta sleep. night!~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:02:00 AM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

^___^

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:00:00 AM

Monday, June 14, 2004

i had a weird day of sorts today.. not that it was gross.. it was interesting.. bleh.

shan't elaborate though. it was just a really weird day..

*____*

anyway my new bao bei coming my house tomorrow! so happy~ can play liaoz! but dunno what to name him. didn't even name my ps2 or my home pc. Mr Extensa ar? :x bwahahahha need to get my slimey hands on diablo battlechest ;_;

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:48:00 AM

Sunday, June 13, 2004

look here~
i found pictures of the capsule toys i got ^_^




totemo kawaii ne!
^_^*

daisuki~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:48:00 AM

Saturday, June 12, 2004

O_____________o

^_^

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:49:00 PM

Friday, June 11, 2004

you know what?
the more i find out, the more i don't wanna know.
-_-;
>.<

x(

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:46:00 AM

Thursday, June 10, 2004

the brown package in the mail heralds good and bad news.

first off. excitement.
my NTU enrolment package!

as i flip through the stacks of fine print and paper work, i begin to see stars.
but that's fine.

then dread.
medical examination.

will i need to have injections?
will there be anything wrong with me?

gross.
and i hate doctors.

weight height. standard.
will they reject me if i'm too heavy?
i think i'm a walking example of elephantitis.

and then.
blood pressure, urine sample (ew... could get inconvenient <.<) heart rate and the like. *_*

bleh.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:38:00 PM

muahaha.
isn't this kewt?

anyway i watched Grave of the Fireflies just now. not a bad show. kinda like those art festival anime.
AND
i wanna watch Eternal Sunshine and Japanese Story. bwahhaha. and so many many more moviessss.
sian. think i'll go play ps2 for a bit now. tata~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:45:00 PM

grr.
i think i should have stayed curled up in my bed, reading Repairman Jack: Legacies.

some people can get so annoying.
grr.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:01:00 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

hmm.

pic pic pic

and he's 24! ack. too old. =(

jake gyllenhaal who acted as Sam ^-^*



and Kirsten Dunst is his gf. LoL. come to think of it, at certain angles he looks like Tobey. Others he looks like Robbie Williams. And also Eminem. There's also one where he looks like Jim Carrey. hmm.

and i'm correct! he's of Swedish descent! whee~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:24:00 AM

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

LOL i actually caved in and watched The Day After Tomorrow. hahaha. all because i heard someone say it was "philosophical".

and yes, i enjoyed it. some bits are riveting. some bits are disastrous (duh?) some bits are heart warming/wrenching. some bits emphasize on futility. some on the human spirit. some bits are lame. some bits are illogical. but hey, i liked it. hahahaha hilarious movie. and. Sam is cute. ;) yum. he reminds me of eminem though. they have the same jaw and eyes. :x

and. it's so ironic that Eng Wah cinema has a promotion with Fuji Ice Palace with the ticket stubs from this movie. HAHAHAHAHAHA. *cough*

anyway. i mentioned i was disappointed that NOT EVERYONE DIED! boohoo. and then jason went on about how people have to survive to procreate, the whole vicious human cycle goes on. mwahaha. actually that's a butchering of what he said, so never mind :P

then i brought up the issue of say, if the only two people left were a male and female. but. infertile. then how? hahahaha. then he said something about natural selection and the like.

aiyah. we had lamez discussions. like why didn't the statue of liberty topple? oh, because it signified the human spirit. *yawn* we've seen that a thousand times. but. what i liked about the movie was that it ACTUALLY attempted to include COUNTRIES OUTSIDE THE US in the WORLD DISASTER event. which is good. i liked the bit where japan got hit by hailstones. and how IRONIC it was that US citizens became REFUGEES and fled to MEXICO which they declared a THIRD WORLD COUNTRY. hahahaha. taste your own. ;) i like the scriptwriter.

so we have the many representatives. Japan for Asia, a couple of guys in a snowed in cabin for Europe, Mexico for the so-called third world and various other things. BUT. classic TRADEMARK of a typical disaster movie still existed. ie: statue of liberty, new york being the 'center of attraction' and the like. oh, wahey, i think Arabs were also there in the first scene.

but wait. what happened to the Afghans? i saw no mention of their private war with the US coming to a resolve. i guess US wants to maintain whatever shreds of peace exist between them. *shrug* matters are fragile. like the iced-over glass. glass. funny when things are frozen they become more brittle.

so we had storms, typhoons, tsunamis, blizzards and a hell load of ICE.

funny huh. you walk into the theatre expecting shit for a movie. just eye candy. and you actually get something quite nice. :P let's hope Eternal Sunshine doesn't disappoint. but i think The Punisher will. as for Spidey2, i hope not. =( and X-2 had better be HELLA GOOD. ;) potter 3 was good though. up to expectation. but storyline, i felt, needed to be more beefed up.

not climatic enough imo. but good linkage.

anyway that's enough drivel in one sitting. maybe tomorrow will coax more from dith.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:06:00 PM

this morning, i had shrunk me, the peasant lady and another girl accomplice to 3 inch high height. we shrunk as we jumped off the side of the building, and bounced, unhurt off the now-springy ground. we landed behind some trees and hit the ground running, grabbing on to each other's hands so we wouldn't get lost. the obelisks! the obelisks! we needed to find them!

previously:
i walked around the city. it was night. one building had one stone spire atop it; an obelisk. another building had 3 rotating obelisks on its roof. we were searching and counting.

then i was on a mission. one of us had been kidnapped. i needed to rescue her. she had been captured by the nasty bald samurai. the peasant lady helped me choose paper gloves and a paper kimono while she called out to the captor (she was working undercover) that his food was on its way. i put on the paper gloves. one was very long. the other was very short. i recall having trouble putting them on, hoping they wouldn't tear. my kimono sleeves draped over the gloves nicely. the peasant lady prepared the food. a plastic sandwich on a plastic tray. with a drink and utensils. it looked as appetising as plastic could get.

she bunned my hair clumsily, using a rubber band and some pins, while i held it in place. the samurai couldn't see my hair. if he did, he would recognise me immediately. my hair was its trademark shade of multibrown/blonde streaks. an easily identifiable mark.

i walked as carefully as i could towards him. i could feel the blade the peasant lady stuck in my hair, and the sharpened comb without the teeth resided in my right hand, hopefully hidden by my kimono and the tray. i felt clumsy. my feet, warm in their white socks, shuffled daintily and slowly across the parquet floor towards him.

he regarded me with suspicion.

he saw through me!

i set the tray down with a smile, and almost immediately tried to stab his bald head with my comb. (QB comb -_-) he only looked at me and laughed. a crooked laugh through crooked teeth. he drew his katana and sliced my arm. but not before i grabbed the girl hostage and ran out, also grabbing the peasant lady. we jumped out of the window and i shrunk them so we wouldn't be seen...

i was awakened by the persistant vibration from my handphone, which lay beside my pillow. call from Kingsfield. i sat up in bed and tried to answer as best as i could, hoping i didn't sound funny, deadpan or my crack-voiced from residue sleep.

it was from angela. regarding my claim (for my pay) through email and whether i would be interested working next week. declined because it was at jurong west and that i had a small feeling i would be busy that week.

properly woke up and went outside. mom encouraged me to work, and i guess the only day i was booked was fathers' day. so i called them back but it was engaged. switched on the computer and tried again. got through and got the job. so ok, am going to be occupied whole of next week(days). yeah. will be at jurong west ave 4 if anyone's interested :P i think there's a direct bus to maju camp also, again if anyone's interested. :P hmm West Grove primary school if i'm not wrong. XD

ok, day's events (so far) narrated. now for recap of yesterday's.

yesterday stumbled up around 11.30. went to bathe, etc. left for queensway shopping centre and got there around 3+. haha delay delay. sis bought a pair of shoes. i didn't see any i liked. hmm, there was the diesel one i like, but they only had one pair left. the display pair. pink, size6. bleargh.

sis got a nike at $30 off. not bad. she likes it. lol. the guy said new stock comes in around the 10th and 28th. haha, his name's Lai Hock i think. will go find him come end of this month :x

haha my mom and my sis were complaining why he tell me his name and not them. ehhh. he said it at the counter k. but softly. so i guess you didn't catch it cos you weren't paying attention! :P

oh ya. i wore my sister's tee yesterday. she said it expanded in the wash.. hmm. wah. medium. :o and i actually look good in it. and the material's nice too. wheeee!

after the shoes, we went to anchorpoint for lunch. haha two young boys cooking western in Kenny's (something). they look rather young too. one looks not a day over 20, could even be as young as 17. the other looks not a day over 25. but i think maybe he's the same age or he's 20 only. dunno. i'm bad at discerning age :P

aaanyway.

had pan fried fish with rice and sis had the same thing with spag. mom ate some beef soup thingy. haha she said had a lot of erm. mei jing? dunno what that translates to in english. a lot of artificial stock flavouring? <.< so made her very thirsty.

later chionged to the bus stop to take 123 back to town. erm. missed the first bus. and the bus stop is so far away. i'm lost. wahaha.

anyway reached the bus stop outside orchard plaza around 5.32pm. walked down to the traffic light before istana, 5.35pm. reached entrance of theatre area around 5.43pm. entered theatre around 5.45 (all this according to my trusty adidas watch :D) squeezed past numerous feet in row J with a lot of oofing and owing. sat down just in time to see the last advert finish and the movie start. :P

funny though. they mostly ow-ed for my sis and not for me and mom x)

potter 3 was good. doesn't disappoint. and i like the new director. although it's getting a bit scary o.0 oh, did i mention, we collected our tickets via AXS. haha it prints out a very dumb looking piece of paper that serves as tickets for all 3 of us -_-; i prefer the tickets printed from the cinema :P bleh.

ehhhh speaking of tickets, i wanna go to the Esplanade to see show! ahem. speaking of the Esplanade, reminds me of a fragment of a dream. i was in a classroom or something and someone asked: huh? what Durian? and everyone replied in unison: Esplanade (with the two variations in pronounciation included) lah! hahaha wth..

after potter 3 we walked to cityhall. haha i wanted to and sis also. then mom had to suffer. walk was longer than i remember. maybe because i've never walked there consciously before. hai.

loitered around, looked at clothes, looked at food, walked all the way around the building to see the 24 hour performers. lol. those 4 guys. one of them took out a Magna-Doodle and wrote: "Hi!" then he also wrote something like "So what do you normally do?" and also "The new Singapore ZOO" and gestered at the whole area. haha..

that last line: "The new Singapore ZOO" made me think. there was a mirror in the bathroom area of their display where we could see ourselves looking in if angled correctly. made me think of the concept of "being watched and watching" and i also saw a woman gesturing to him that they were also watching the people watching them. aka us.

so.

who are the people really on display here?

anyway lol, their bathroom stall is seethrough. with a printed leaf on the glass panel to cover vital bits. means you can see everything from the waist up. and everything from their thighs down. doesn't leave much for decency. let's say, if they need to bend down and pick up something. then how? <.<;

ok, fine. it's only dith's mind which wanders to such extremes (extremities :x)

anyway i was thinking. so if they bathe, do they do it in the wee hours of the morning when no one's about or late at night? or in front of a large crowd?

well, music was playing, one of them was sleeping, one was singing (but we couldn't hear any of it) another was preparing a latenight snack.. another was 'talking' to us. and they all shaved their heads for cleanliness. lol. dad said so that we wouldn't be able to recognize them when they came out and grew their hair XD

later went to Henderson for teochew porridge. jes called me. bleh she was at Lucky Plaza playing pool. she sounds.. different. like she's changed. she actually sounded like the day when she was intoxicated and ranting and reeling all over the place...

i dunno.

she's become a clubbing freak. a late-night freak. and suddenly beside her, i'm a good girl. well, if you can call having lost an interest for clubbing and drinking "good". i have good-girl interests now. *HORROR* like shopping, reading, blogging... bleh.

oh, and lunnie's gone to camp now. hmm. nearly every guy i know is more or less a botak NS kia now. oh wells. i forgot to sms him and tell him to take care. =/

anyway i'm working next week. surrounded by primary one kids and a new trainer. wonder who my new trainer will be. wonder if i'm paid for the half hour breaks. wonder how much i'll get when i submit my claim at the end of the month. and can't they be at a school that's near to Toa Payoh? not getting consistently further off? first Redhill, now Jurong West. eek... far far. but luckily this is only from 8am-3pm, and there's a feeder bus outside the school 242 that goes to Boon Lay interchange and from there i can opt to take the mrt (ARGH) or bus 157. (29 stages. also ARGH) which goes to toa payoh interchange. oh wells. there's also 502 that goes to orchard. :P

and sis is going for work experience at spca tomorrow. dad doesn't want her to go. cos she's still coughing and she's slightly asthmatic. and spca has animals. but she's doing admin. but hey, it's only one day, so let her go if not she'll be super disappointed. she's been looking forward to this. at least let her feel independant and grown-up for a day, yeah?

besides there's a straight bus. bus 28. that goes back to toa payoh interchange. so what's the harm done?

anyway yeah. blabbed on too much already. yadda yadda yadda. gotta post in Matters Arcanum and read Legacies by *whoop* F Paul Wilson, and play FFX-2 and hmmmm. LOADS! till later~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:53:00 PM

Monday, June 07, 2004

hmm. i haven't been online for 24 hours. LOL. been busy. ;)
yesterday i went out with my family for the usual sunday porridge breakfast. we tried a new stall. haha, i think something is wrong with my food discerning gene. because sis and mom complained the porridge place paled in comparison to the one we usually eat at. ok, the texture of the fish wasn't that nice, but it's not bad. haha. maybe i don't eat porridge with them as often as they do, until recently. bleh. yesterday kept eating. >.<

later went back to the market to have almond cream. haha, dad got lost. didn't bring his handphone with him and couldn't find us. thank goodness he called me in the end. bleh.

bought a lot of chinatown snacks. hmm, traditional goodies :P walked around OG looking at stuff. bought a black tee. hmm.

later was actually heading for tuition (much too early!) but decided to drop mandy an sms and tuition was cancelled. wheee! erh.. went shopping in orchard then. omg. bleh. new motto. sister's motto is "don't see if you can't buy" i added a line pertaining to myself: "don't see if you can't try" bleh

i'm too fat! must be PENCIL thin. =(

but not everyone is born pencil thin ='(

went to taka to pop into the library.. i got two more F Paul Wilson books :D and one other book.. hmm. then to kino, but nothing's nice, or much too expensive. cutthroat =(

anyways later went to SEED in paragon. bought a maroon tee and black flowy top. wheeee i decided i like flowy tops ^-^ they actually look nice on me. but i hope that wasn't a super slimming mirror i saw myself in >.>

i paid using my atm card. ^^;

i think later headed to delifrance. the gratin is actually not bad. tried all 3 between the three of us. lol. and we got First magazine. yikes the indian man in the mama shop leaned out and burped near me >.>; *dies*
real loud too.

later headed to OG in orchard. walked around until the store closed. awwww. was looking at the Sponge Bob tee. LOL. chenggggg do you have any? XD sis got a pair of blue flowery shorts. i tried on a pair and just only managed to squeeze in -_-; at least i can squeeze in. but didn't buy. hmm.

later went to this japanese place to eat. omg the back way of Cuppage Terrace is like stepping back in time. they have very quaint looking places to eat. like the japanese place that looks like a side shop in japan o.0; and a tiny diner with red and white checked table cloths. hahaha. and they're mostly open past midnight :o

dad came to pick us up. we went home and he stopped by to get tea from the s-11 near the old national library. hmm. went home sipping tea. i burnt my tongue =(

k time to go out shopping (again!) and later on to watch harry potter 3. :D muahahaha. aiyoh. my poor bank account is gonna die. kingsfield hurry gimme my pay!
:D :D :D

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:26:00 PM

Sunday, June 06, 2004

sad.
Baki season 2 leaves much to be desired.
disappointing, really.
i just watched ep1 after telling myself that i'd just open and watch a bit to verify the content. heh.
ended up watching the entire episode. bleh.
anyway. the artists seemed to have changed. either that or the people who encoded it made it darker or something. i dunno. but everything looks so weird... even baki looks funny. he's not that cute anymore ='(
they might address some romantic involvement between him and his landlady's daughter. hmm. that might be interesting. as for the new tournament, it's boring. first match was a waste of space. -_-; he won in 5 mins or so. wth...
i still think season one is much better! especially the second half of season one :D~
damn, i hope season 2 improves with watching, as season 1 did. if not i'll end up liking Midori No Hibi more. hmm. watched 2 episodes of MnH today. haha interesting. but LAME and kinda ecchi. dunno how they air it in japan. hmm. bleh. no logic. why did they put the unconscious midori under the covers, naked? makes no sense. put some clothes on the poor girl la.
looking at gamefaqs today i realised they didn't have hunter the reckoning - redeemer walkthrough. lol. currently stuck in a quest. trying to escape the subway train but i can't. ugh. keep dying LOL. tmd..
oh well. try and try agaiN! like the mini game in ffx-2. took me EONS to get over 500 points. like nearly 10 tries. wtf... oh wells.
never mind~
:D

k talk tomorrow. gotta wake up early go out with family. :P
night all~

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:03:00 AM

Friday, June 04, 2004

YES YES YES YES
NO MORE WORK

but eh sad. i'll miss those naughty kids. wahaha. their traits still swim in my memory. heh. and i still think of them fondly like newfound friends. LOL

and needless to say, i'm in a much better mood today!

hmm, i actually fell asleep in class today. third shift was damn tired. while ms hon was teaching them stuff, i retreated to the back and sat in the chair. started dozing off.... then door opened, i started awake, they were delivering some stuff to the backroom of the computer lab. lol. saw the techie. the young one. haha.

went back to dozing after they left.. sehhh then door opened again, lady coming to collect attendance sheets. by that time an hour had passed. so i blearily woke up and stood around, helping the kids until the session was up. wheeee.

haha. all the little boys like to come over and hold my hand. LOL. and being the pedophile i am, i enjoyed it XD maybe kids like me? <.< that naughty jia hui ar.. in canteen kajiaoing me also. lol. i keep seeing my students around lol.

but eh. there was one thing that shocked and scared me. i swear i heard this boy utter "aiyah fuck it" >.> primary one only leh!!!!!!! wth... contrast this with the innocent rest. saying "ORH HOR. YOU SAY BACKSIDE. I TELL TEACHER." LOL.

hahaha.. was so pissed yesterday i didn't blog about the guy who took over fiona's place. lol. his name is shawn and he's a year younger than me. and me as usual, the sneaky pedophile, been scrutinizing him LOL. damn. been scrutinizing a lot of people lately. eh jason, today you also fell subject to it. LOL.

hmm, i got sweets for the kids. lol. and janna actually got stickers for them. lol. gave them out after each session. haha last session got two lots of sweets. wahh i bought extra ;_; nvm~ i like the last class, although the second (and naughtiest class) was the most enthu about it. heh.

haha good good. nandak never come. eep he's totally irritating. i find some kids tmd irritating. was complaining to my sis just now while giving her tuition. i actually like Shi Hao and the boy from china. haha. i think they're both about 9? not sure. but methinks they're older by a bit. they're more talkative, opinionated and mature. hmm.

i was called auntie only once today ^-^

and ying qian drew me and janna something o.0; sobsob lolx thanks! :D looks like the drawings i draw btw. haha. :P hope janna took hers home. did she? bleh.

haha morning was panicking cos not enough sweets. superchibijason came to the rescue. lol he woke up 6.40am and hopped to the gas station to get me 5 more packets of gummies. then he walked all the way to gan eng seng pri to meet me. hmm. :D

oh. after work he met me. haha. janna saw him. not to mention no less than five of my students <.< sure talktalktalk a lot when school starts for them. LOL. nvm~ also not my business :P

took the mrt and spent eons (again) deciding where to go. ended up going to Books Cafe. so dropped at Clarke Quay and walked over. haha interesting place. did some poetry there. had marsala (sp?) and cinnamon tea (?) lol eyer soy milk. no wonder i drank then it tasted funny.. <.<; but it's nice tea. and i paid for it >.> LOL

later went his area, got some stuff then went home. damn tired on the bus ride. then walked home from the bus stop also. zzzz. did nothing much cept gave tuition to sis and ate a whole lot ;_;

orh ya. just saw mom's specially ordered plastic $10 note. lol. cost $35. but it's nice..
k
i'm talking nonsense already
night all.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:14:00 PM

haiz.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:40:00 AM

maybe it was the large amount of saccharine i've been consuming that's present in preserved stuff. -_-; or maybe there's a chemical imbalance in my brain.

wah SIAN

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:31:00 AM

fuck la
wake up still foul mood
no thanks to someone
wah fucktard loh
W@#!$#!$!@$~!@~!%#%&$&*@@#%@#%@@!@$!#@#^%&^$*^#$@#%@%@@#$
and i'm damn damn damn TIRED to boot
fuck la
screw everything to hell.

k time to bathe.
bye.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:28:00 AM

oh happyhappyjoyjoy
THREE AND A HALF HOURS TO SLEEP

it won't be surprising if i really fall ill
JUST IN TIME
to get my pay

yay.

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:15:00 AM

shall blog through clenched teeth.
or clenched fists.
whichever suits the occasion.

i had a lot to blog about
but i guess my mood has gone into the dustbin with so many lost files and wonky computers today.
so fine.
fuck the mood
mood is fucked

if i'm lucky tomorrow will be in my favour
some way or the other

i am just gonna turn in now
and hope tomorrow i don't burst a vein, pop an eyeball, or kill some unfortunate kid with a floppy disk tomorrow.

fuck.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:08:00 AM

OH fuck it

i give up

EVERYTHING JUST..

GO AWAY.

STUPID
INFERNAL
THING

GELATIN AND SUGAR

WHAT THE HELL?

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:06:00 AM

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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:03:00 AM

JUST PISS OFF LA
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:01:00 AM

WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:01:00 AM

DO YOU THINK IT WILL EVEN MAKE A DIFFERENCE?

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:01:00 AM

dunno.. maybe i became bipolar too. maybe it's contagious.

i'm in a bad mood now. nearly screamed over some sweets. i know i shouldn't have entrusted the job to my sis. but also cannot blame her. now i've got $6 worth of sweets and IT'S NOT ENOUGH. fuck it. FUCK IT.

fine. shall NOT fly into a rage over some sweets. that's just SILLY. YEAH. SILLY. sometimes i wonder why i even BOTHER. silly me. 60 packets at hopeful estimate, i need about 4 more packets. go me. FOS.

ARGH.
MAYBE IT'S JUST MY MIND TELLING ME THAT I NEED SLEEP.
I DON'T KNOW.
FUCKING PISSED.
BLOODY HELL.

AND

I DO NOT
I REPEAT
I DO NOT
WANNA SEE ANOTHER KID WAVING AT ME
PULLING MY ARM
CALLING ME AUNTIE

YOU KNOW WHAT
FOR ONCE I FEEL THAT AUNTIE IS SUCH A DEGRADATORY WORD
FUCK IT
HAPPY MAN
GONNA SLEEP THE WHOLE DAY AWAY TOMORROW WHEN I GET BACK
MAYBE BREAK MANY THINGS IN MY DREAMS
AND BREAK A FEW OTHER THINGS TOO

ACK
W$^@#%!@@$~!#~!#~S@$!!%#!@^$#&#&*

FEEL LIKE KICKING AND SCREAMING.
and NO, i don't wish to spend $10+ on a bunch of rascals.
i will stress again. that's roughly 2 hours of pay. 2 hours of my life.
I KNOW I'M KICKING UP A STUPID FUSS
SO SUE ME FOR BEING SILLY
HELL I CARE
IT'S MY BLOG
I CAN KICK FUSSES OVER ANY SHIT I LIKE
SO BACK OFF

and my throat hurts again

oh joy.
wtF did i eat.
don't tell me it was the preserved strawberries.
fuck it.
MAJOR SUX0RS.
ARGH
TMD
COUGH

THIS BITES.

I SURE HOPE CHEERS OR 7-11 SELLS THOSE SWEETS
IF NOT
just gotta leave out one class
*shrug*
HELL
I'M EVEN SHORT FOR ONE CLASS.

and i wonder again
WHY AM I BEING SO NICE?

maybe i should have accepted my sis' offer and just sold the sweets back to her.
BUT WHAT THE HELL IS SHE GONNA DO WITH 60 PACKETS OF SWEETS I ASK YOU?
BATHE IN THEM?
fuck it.
I DON'T KNOW LA
fuck it

better just CALM MYSELF DOWN
get my ASS
my STINKING ASS
MY FAT STINKING ASS TO BED
and wake up tomorrow
smell the fart
and say
wahey
it's the last day
good riddance
byebye all
FUCK CARE
BLOODY HELL HOW TO SLEEP

I'M SO FUCKING AGITATED

OVER SWEETS

THIS IS FUCKED UP
I AM FUCKED UP

I AM SO NOT IN A GOOD MOOD NOW
THIS IS FUCKED
the MORE i type the more FUCKED a mood i am in

WTH

and just when i need someone to RANT TO
i can't
well, HELL
i'll just rant HERE

#$^@#%Q!@#%!@!~@$!!@%!
I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AND BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL A MILLION TIMES

REALLY GOT NOTHING TO SAY ALREADY
ALL THAT I WANNA SAY WILL COME OUT AS GUTTERAL VULGAR SPEAK ANYWAY
SO HELL WITH IT

BYE
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:47:00 AM

Thursday, June 03, 2004

did anyone see the moon tonight? it's so nice and big and round and bright! now i feel like listening to Goodnight Mr Moon (or something) from the Kill Bill 2 OST. LoL. aaaanyway, gotta bathe in a bit. ciaoz all. :P

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:16:00 AM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

my vesak day

wheee! all it takes is a good warm meal and i'm back on my happy toes! lol

haha, after being awake for 22 hours, i went to bed and slept for 11 hours. LoL. talk about quantity! stumbled awake at 1pm, still sleepy.. and ate noodles. hmm. continued stoning online and finished my repairman jack novel! yay! now gonna start on Legacies. hehehe. i'm hooked! bleh last night jason insulted repairman jack =( bad jason. bad bad jason! there, you got 3 mentions. ;)

wanted to play ps2 but dad msged, asking if we wanted to go out for dinner. haha after a lot of wheedling, my mom managed to drag me out. hahaa.. stinky me. lazy to bathe before i went out. i erhhh. didn't smell anyway. so i just pulled on a tee and jeans and went out. :P hope no one fainted behind me :x

went to hougang's hongkong street outlet for stir fry (is that what it means when translated to english?) lol ordered battered prawns, sweet sour fish (YAY), hor fun (their signature dish), claypot tofu (sa-po?).. dad had his fishhead beehoon in soup. lol. only me mom and dad cos sis was still out with her friends. they went to bishan after ice skating at jurong. lol.

full! but yumyum. i love sweet sour fish. ;D~
and mmmm. tea! yay!

later walked around the area to look for shoes. haha. walking into hougang mall brought back memories. =) i thought that i hadn't been there before but i have! lol. those after-tuition times. =) i remember the time i went there with i think jocelyn and the two guys. and maybe also with jessie. i think shuting also. can't remember. but what i remember most fondly is the time me, yanhao and theng yiu went to eat kfc after tuition there. ;)
ah yes, that was a nice day. lol. full of laughter. i like hanging out with them. sigh. i miss the class guys actually.

actually saw a pair.. nike was quite nice.. light grey and light orange. lol the more subdued kinda orange.. $135 i think. but i think 15% of 40% discount. tempted.. never mind.. shall go searching and hunting about till i find one that i really like. yum. i want a cross trainer.. all purpose.. and comfy and bright and nice! yay! okok. next on my list is to go shoe hunting. budget is 50-100 bucks. hopefully got discount. the rest of the money reserved for shopping! need to get uni stuff.

haha after walking around hougang mall, sis msged asking us to fetch her and her friend home. dad went to get the car, mom wandered around to look for a drink. haha she went downstairs, she went looking around.. finally realised that i had been staring at a vending machine the entire time. haha wtf.. it never did cross my mind to use it. LOL wth.. and oh.. me and mom passed by umeya and popped in to buy some preserved plum. later dad met us and he had also bought! lol, but different sorta plum, so it's ok. now i have 300g of plum to chew on! LOL.

fetched sis and sharon from j8. haha sharon's quite cute. fetched her home, then went home. haha full!!!! and i was telling mom about the root beer float at billy bombers. haha, one day methinks i'll bring her to drink. :P and it's already june the 2nd. gotta do stuff for fathers' day like i promised. haha impending. and i owe mandy and kimberly friendster testimonials. damn. lol.

kk. better finish all my stuff now and sleep by midnight. tomorrow begins yet another day of (nearly) a hundred energetic seven year olds!! hahaha.. think tomorrow will be worse than yesterday. because now that familarity has been established, i'm gonna be greeted by more rowdiness. haha. die die. janna sure will scold all of them tomorrow. hahaha. we'll see how. night!

ahh damn. didn't play ps2 today =(

...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:26:00 PM