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A New Day
...or is it?
ahaha always the pessimistic skeptical side of dith. monday. i'm still alive. congratulate me. first off: the good things. i passed my maths. yay. go me. note the lack of excitement in my tone. yes. the excitement is way past. it is stale. anyway had 46.5 for paper 1. i'm so happy i passed k. looks like there still is hope for my maths. nothing much after that.. nothing good. *sigh*
woke up this morn as usual, bathed, went to braddell mrt. lol roy was in front of me. big strides he took. cannot catch up with him. wonder what his mom feeds him :X hahaa.... sian. his comp spoilt now. one source of my entertainment is gone. LoL. met pj in the train too. heh... always a bright smile to warm my mornings.. ;p sian. met manyi on the way also. she told me she sprayed her hair black with gatsby spray. lol. aiyohx.. i hate sprays. hai. apparently today got spotcheck. but mdm foo always dun care one so nvm. zZz.. anyway i think my hair now become black liao... sian. so ok lohs...
hai i feel so lazy. maths told us to do vjc paper. i nvr do yet.. a bit, but all nvr finish. sian... i still stone. hai. chem must do june paper1 and 2... 2003. hai i nv do also. today come home song song 12.15pm nv do anything. lessons pretty much ended after pe. grr... talk about pe later... chem no prac mr lim on holiday.. haha congrats mr lim! happy honeymooning! LoL :X bleh.. den after that no physics remedial so they either song song go out watch pirates of the caribbean lol i was so tempted to watch it a second time aAHHHHhhhh Jack SParrow! XD hai... kohl lined eyes! :D sian... or they go home.. so i went home to stone.... yesss. super early. so happy. before that went school library with sokteng to borrow SAT book. lol i got two. gonna study dat soon.
another good thing. i heard tml we all gonna watch movie. lol. guys won tix to RUnning ON KarmA apparently thru some shuttle run competition. 10 guys each one 2 pairs.. 20 tix loh. invited all the gals. haha.... song boh. so tml got movie date. maybe wednesday going out with mark. but i'm reconsidering it. scary shit he. suddenly so weird.... hai. keep asking me about minyi.... no i'm not jealous. bleh.... but i just find it weird k. today a lot of weird occurances. bleh.. a lot of hateful occurances. i hate myself.... sux.
pe... yes i went for pe you bastards who spread bad shit about me. first thing in the fucking morning mdm foo come talk to me about results den ms ong come and talk to me about pe. den mdm foo about pe. fuck... *kills self* i have no remorse liao. zZZzzzzz. u say anything i will agree or tell you the worst den liddat loh.... fucking hell dun care liao. now target is As... CHIONG AR DITH! :D~ hai. anw mdm foo asked me how my prelims. i told her liddat loh. bad loh. den she say how? i told her orh liddat loh.. ahhahas.... sian. den she come pat pat me etc. eyer..................... *runs away* den ms ong come over stare at me with her goldfishie eyes. lol.... fisheye lens effect. XD hahaha....... the usual shit la.... (ya ya bastards laugh.) den mdm foo come talk to me tell me to avoid trouble etc..... _|_ get out of my life la. i wanna nerd quietly u guys dun let me. instead fill my morning with knn ccb shit. E#%#$%&$*.
during pe ar... SUAY SHIT SIA. *cries* next time must tio theng yiu, yanhao, weiquan... yucks yucks yucks. today some lame dancing thing. all had to form circle. two girls sit on the two sides of one guy. guess what. my class got 13 gals. 10 guys. i am number 13. w00t. $#%$&^R&*(% expected. and since i'm the kind always rang wei gei bie ren na zhong, i tio the last one.... *CRIES* WHY AM I LIKE THAT MUST CHANGE MUST CHANGE. SO YOU GALS IN FRONT HAPPY LA. CAN HEAVE A SIGH OF RELIEF LA. THAT YOU'RE NOT ME, THE UNLUCKY LEFT OUT ONE WITHOUT A PARTNER SIMPLY BECAUSE I SUCK... *laments* nvm. i am strong i am unyielding. i will live. nvm. LAO TIAN YOU YAN. they had problem with the cd player and russian music. in the end everyone try to fix technician come also cannot. LAO TIAN ZHEN DE YOU YAN. XIE TIAN XIE DI! XIE XIE! *kowtows* the music cannot work so we never dance. w00t. haha.... jessie turned around and saw me paired with those two #$%%*$ guys. eyer john and taoyi. i felt so horrible cos i know they HATE ME HATE ME HATE HATE HATE ME. ooh yes. hate. lovely word there, dith. hai. suan le. bastards. so we went to the track to do 2 round warm up den can play games. sian. badminton. first thing i'm damn sian of that game. second thing i v long time nv play games with classmates so dunno also. used to it le. everytime always do taf. nv get to learn netball. so nvm... fine loh..... hai. last yr also the same. do taf nv get to fully learn badminton. sheesh. the life of A FAT PIG IS TOUGH INDEED! YA.... spent the entire time doing makeup pe. walked around the track while others played games around me... solitary. lonely... haix.... wo zhen de bu yao lian.... so sad. guys all playing soccer in the field.... a group of gals playing frisbee on the track.... fun fun fun..... i am devoid of fun....... salvation where are you.......? x( haix....walked for 30 mins. the toughest 30 min of the day. so sad..... at first walked innermost ring.... den began to walk outer.... 4th round theng yiu talked to me. now he den got heart... one of the few guys i know who got heart.... his friendship lent me some strength but i still felt miserable... hai.
reported to ms ong after that.. she come talk talk to me den liddat loh. den cleared one makeup. i went downstairs with my class gals to the shower stalls.. haix. mostly stoned and gave wistful smiles here and there. dun reli talk to them. i also felt sleepy... haix i'm going into depression mode. cannot study...... watch me fail................................ be happy you bastards out there.. be happy........... haix. rubbish. i'm too fat....................................
*dies*
got angry with a few buggers on irc just now. you jerk offs just shoot your mouths off dun think of others. win liao loh..... hate all of you........ or is it the other way around? you all hate me and i deserve it? i think so too........ everything's a fake..... everything's a fake..... if i just sleep forever when i wake up everything and everyone will go away............................................................................................
i'm sorry for sounding so sad. but i really am. been quite a long time, huh. welcome back sadness.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:20:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:52:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:41:00 PM
on a lighter note i went thru the whole of electrochem today. hmm. i think i should do thermochem later. oh yea. feel so bad i screwed up my chemistry. oh my dear chemistry i fear i've let you down tremendously. people. memories. a haze. i feel i am not myself anymore. haix....... bimbotic dith. *sigh*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:28:00 PM
haha.. funny. today was eventful. weird huh? and it's barely 2pm. lol came back at 1pm.. haha. initially today my plans were to go school for physics mock prac den slack awhile before meeting nignig at kfc there then chionging to orchard to meet chengcheng. aahahs.. wonderful how one's iteniary can change so fast.
started off relatively normal. LoL. was up till 3am last night burning cd. ahahs.. whoops. jungle wa itsumo hare nochi guu too farni liao.. and grappler baki too exciting. :X initially my frens say can turn up in sch at 8am for prac and not be caught by the om.. suddenly woke up at 6.45.. wahaha.. slackslack. smsed jessie i think. she said better go for assem.. scarli caught by om for nothing. ahahAHahhas... wah sian. so ya la. chionged the bathroom den dad came back after fetching sis den chionged me over in less than 15 mins. :D~ about 12 minutes he took i think. wahhaa... the backgate was still open loh. ;p yesssssss.
lol, like i predicted, my class in the middle of empty space. XD hehe... my class so onZ ar. most of them came for assem. jessie was shocked to see me early. haha... slacked until 8 for prac.. heh i saw my lover kitt in assem, crossed the empty space to talk to her. wah she going ddr.. heh.. notti gal :X eH, i wanna play my finger ddr later.. :X hahahahs...
prac was... hai. i got sia suayed by mdm tay. =\ she say my name in her class... kao my phy prac got 9/17 because of 'weird' scales... x( hai. at least now i know 10 to 4 cannot use... ah well. lol. prac finished surprisingly early around 10am. kao. heng so early. i was falling asleep and smsing in the back. lololol. hai dith you suck sia... i needa get anti-snooze pills for lessons if they have.. x_X
lol my classmates wanted to go kino and jessie and i were going bishan to enquire about tix for Forbidden City. haha... then the guys also going out. ended up impromptu class outing.. everyone in same carriage same direction.. lol in the end the guys went to suntec, me and jessie and the other gals went orchard.. lol slackslack. train got problem, stopped there like us and stoned.. kept swaying back n forth. hrm. kept grabbing e pole for balance or i'd go crashing onto e guys.. XD lol nvm they're big n strong. ;p slackslack at orchard till half past 11.. chionged back to sch to meet nig.. lol. argh.. i thot i was late! heh. hengggg. =) lol on e way back to sch lun smsed me. kao eh, so zhun. know i in sch. win liao. so suay run into him.. o.o; bleh. ;p he came back from camp. haha.. not my fault he had to wait w me mah. bleh.
i met nig!~ heh, finally!~ yay! got gk21 from him n passed to him guu1-5. lol. he was late for class.. =\ went popular w lunnie after, he needed to get cdrs. haha.. met ly at amk.. O_O; whenever there's lun, there's ly. O_O; XD so ya. cheng pangseh mi. x( so i went home.... hai. but lol nvm. tiReD!~``` rushed back n forth until tiredZ! gonna watch anime now..... n eat. hungryyyyy. rush until nv eat. =\ LoL
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:06:00 PM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:39:00 PM
was wondering.. if we're checking maths paper 1 in the morning and there's chem lesson from 11-2, do we have pe in between then? better not. no mood to be running around like a bitten dog. perhaps i should say i did not know. or whatever. no mood no stamina no desire to do pe. don't wish to see those pe teachers. deliverers of cruel punishment in pure white garmets. IT DECEIVES! DO NOT BE TAKEN IN!
i fear i may lose my mood to study and lust to excel in the As if they drag me aside and lecture me on the importance of physical education. or. if they force me to finish my makeup pe before As. i WILL SCREAM I WILL SNAP I WILL KILL THEM I SWEAR. do not spoil this delicate equilibruim i have established with my academic life. DO NOT.
............just like ol' times eh?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:45:00 PM
rainy rainy mood. the kind where you stop and think and breathe and take in the surroundings. where you get all sentimental and feel a calm within you you start to think you might be depressed. but it's ok. it comes with the rain. feeling cold now. the ends of my toesies are like peaks of ice. and my fingers can hardly type. oh yes, i had school today. how did you know? can't break the cycle. exams. nit-picky things put there just to irritate you and to tell you how lousy you are, really. demoralising. the common mindset. but no, it's actually a really nifty thing. without exams WHO would study? WHO would be driven to think, to question to understand? something one doesn't even understand will guarantee one won't like it. how can you like something that perplexes you so much you get brain cramp? and yet, after all that hard work, when you fly through the paper with your scratchy ballpoint and stick of white-out, you feel wonderful. when you can explain or share a concept with someone, anyone, you feel wonderful.
speaking of which, last day of prelims ended with a bang. BAM. today. i face-offed with physics paper 3 and i lost. pitifully. well, i did study. well. read my notes. went for tuition. but no, somehow i forgot lots of stuff. BANG. i'm dead. dead as a doornail. i should break down and cry, like most people do. but i can't. i can't and i won't. i do not know how to. i just feel regret. like i should have done it right, and oh dith you're so stoned and wasted there. and blah blah blah. i know it's not enough to pass. that's why i was initially hoping for no less than a D. no idea. chem prac was after school today. 12.15pm. had nearly 2 hours to stone. got so flustered before my paper today. it was raining and they shut us out of the hall and when i got in, i didn't finish studying.. put my bag and dug for my stuff and wove my way through to my class. realised i still had my handphone in my pocket. wove my way back and dump the handphone in, but was tempted to check who sent me the sms "1 message received". i didn't. wove my way back to my seat, but couldn't find it. realised i was a row away. WHAT, DITH?! gave weak smiles to offset my embarrassment. BLUR SOTONG!
felt quite bad after the paper. 15 minutes left! panda went, just as i was about to embark upon question number 2 of my section A. WHAT? AND I'M BARELY HALFWAY THROUGH? that will be the cause of your death one day. POOR time management. FAIL IN RED. BIG FAT F. oh yes. hugged pj dear twice today. some solace in this big lonely world. chatted to roy in the morning after running all the way from the bus stop outside, red faced panting and silently entered the train behind him as the doors were about to close. had a lively conversation with jessie and classmates. was offered words of comfort and encouragement and care from theng yiu. thank you all. *sigh* but he's really correct, ya. although the paper may be upon 110, the entire thing's upon 310. i screwed up less than 50% of my paper. there's still hope. like he said, a mark lost there is only so little compared to the entire percentage. fuzzy logic, really. =)
was still feeling lost and confused and guilty after the paper. didn't even know where jessie told me she would be. my ears weren't working. headed to canteen after she replied my sms. ah yes. food. school food. cheap and good and familiar. had yong tau fu. ew the fish maw sucks. haix... thank goodness i doused the entire load of food with chilli and sweet sauce. =) paid only $1.80. didn't really matter. ate all. full.
went to students' lounge to catch a snooze. i couldn't. not tired. blame it on me falling asleep last night after reading my physics notes "p = h rho g... Zzzz" -____-; one pathetic sentence.... i'm lousy, dammit. heard a knocking on the glass. eH. roy. -_-; i wasn't in a slumber, more like a stupor. but i do not like to be caught sleeping. lol. i have this perception that i look weird when i'm asleep. my sister likes to say i look like a pig with fishlips... -_-; all her fault. x(
chem prac was.. ok. it rained heavily throughout the mock paper. had a semi-discussion with kim thye before it. lol us stoners from the lounge were the first. ^^; apparently my design prac was done the correct way. there's hope yet! i pray that i did really well for prac. lol. i always feel that i have to set records if i am able to. =D hehe.. feels cool, innit. couldn't finish the mock prac. totally left out design. table seemed to be coated with KMnO4. some brownish stuff. everywhere my beakers and glass things got brown stuff on their bases. couldn't put my paper on the table due to that. also all wet. haix. took a damn long time preparing my titration too. geez dith. where's your grey matter now? haix.
got back chem mcq. i passed. but not well. 23/40. wtf is that man. although kim thye praised me, i wasn't happy. not one bit. 23/40 is SUBSTANDARD. not for a person of MY CALIBRE in CHEM. oh yes. i will never be satisfied until i reachieve my B. or higher. make that an A. mm. he said i was slacking too much early part of the year. so it's very good already. pAh i say. DITH YOU SUCK. I'M SURE YOU COULD'VE DONE BETTER THAN THAT. IF ONLY YOU HAD STUDIED ORGANIC CHEM. damn you. he said aj lowest was 6 and aj average was 27. lol he praised jessie because she got 27. 27 for my class is like, weally high. haha.. i think. *sigh* we ARE SUBSTANDARD. chant with me. WE ARE SUBSTANDARD. *sigh*
was raining like i said. checked my phone. dad offered me a lift home. gave jessie a ride to the hub too. went home in air conditioned comfort. just like a queen. mm. =D am home now. am blogging. physics prac is tomorrow. should i head to school for assembly then? or stroll in at 7.45 and get caught for being 'late' ? hmm. i run the risk of being the ONLY one in my class for assembly in a WHOLE stretch of empty rows.. i might even be the only one standing alone for a VAST EXPENSE OF EMPTY PARADE SQUARE GROUND. scary. lol i dunno as of yet. let's see how things go. prac's at 8am. finishes around 11. might go out with cheng after. go to fareast, have sushi tei because i have $5 off if i spend a min of $30. and sushi tei's SURELY NOT CHEAP. hmm. orchard sounds good though. it sounds REALLY good. might do a spat of studying after i have fun stuffing my fat face. hmm. CHEM. lol i dunno. all equally heavy weightage. because. i suck at all? and it's nearing the As. inch by inch. is it just the wind or did my fingertips grow more icey? o.o; hrm.
shall stone awhile, watch some anime and burn them in cdr then perhaps study or sleep. there's NO TIME LEFT, DITH. as of NOW, you have a MEAGRE 6.. SIX WEEKS TO THE ADVANCED LEVELS. YOU CAN DO IT.
tried to talk to her today. got the reply: "dith~ i go play gb. bbl" like 3 fucking times. well, you fucking hell irritated the shit outta me today. neglecting your studies neglecting our friendship neglecting EVERY FUCKING THING cept for gb. well, go fucking LIVE IN IT then. fucking hell.
...do i know you?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:35:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:20:00 PM
ahahas... i'm in a crazzzzy mood right now. totally off my rocker. lolx. right now raving on irc to cheng about going CB to party. free flow free entry~ aHHHHhhhhhh. this is TOO DARN GOOD TO PASS UP! :X haha.. but tml got physics paper 3 and .....
WAHAHHAAHAHhahaha... AH MA SO FARNIE... her reply to my sms was:
ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
waHAHahahas... *pengx*
LoLoLoLoL~
anyway ya, today had maths paper 2. yay~ nose finally cleared up. no more incessant sniffling and tissue devouring during the paper. thank GOODNESS. mMm. i could do like more than 60% of the paper.. i'm hApPy~ first time siA~ XD yepp. later on had to go for physics tuition.. ended up on a bus that went round and round amk for like 15 mins. -_-; shuting and sokteng joined us for luNcH~ hehe... jocelyn decided on the spur of the moment to join us for last minute physics practice~ hahaHAs.. YAy we pay LeSS~ ;p hrm. ended up in some mall in Hougang. lol, no idea where. the one near the interchange larhx. somehow ended up stuffing our faces with pizza hut. wAhahAHhax... wtf sia. heh. shuang shuang shuang~ zaoed to the Yips place on time! eH, rush me fer what.. never even finish my food. x( hahahAHahs.... today tuition was FUN! yEah. we did fluids. =D~ ahAHahs.... and i passed my pHy mcq! LoL i checked answers~ XD haHAhahas.... had a lot of fun today.. dunno why. dunno what we celebrating also... i kept saying we were celebrating the non-physics gals last day of exam.. XD sIaOx boH? XD aHAHahas.... crapped a whole lot... ahAhahas......... I AM BACK TO NORMAL! (well. not exactly.. but.) hEHehehs..
dith is back in DA house foLKs!~
*ponders*
should i go CB tonight...?
XD ^-^*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:07:00 PM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:08:00 PM
some ppl so easily irritated. just cause of a few small things. they don't express it nvm, but when they announce their irritation you feel they have a bone to pick with you or something. other people just grin and bear it. some complain amongst themselves in hushed whispers. but yea, those people who're openly irritated. always irritated at the tinest things. say if it inconveniences them A LITTLE. scrolling down only requires a roll of your finger or a slight movement of your hand. what's so HARD about it? and if people don't invite you don't grumble and rant. yes, so they did it openly and hurt your feelings, but do you have it take it out on everyone? it's IRRITATING too, YA KNOW? acting like a spoilt brat / baby. come on man... you know jolly well how OLD you are. aren't you supposed to act like YOUR age? even teenagers are more mature than you man.. wtf.... talk about peter pan. -_-;
get so agitated over a simple shit and then you wanna lash out at everyone. uGh.... never fails to piss ME off.
ok, chemistry was lame. cMON man. electro chem and organic chem DOMINATED the entire 60 marks. -_-; now how am i to pass when i didn't study them? geEz. plus i kept sneezing and using tissue every 5 minutes or so.. wtf. so irritating! x( hai.
shitty shitty day, definitely. chem mock prac on thurs 12.15 lab4. physics mock prac on fri 8am. hrm. tuition tml.. dammit i'm sick... x( gonna screw up maths also... die liao.. haAaaaiX. win liao loh, dith... on another note, mama so nice, cooking mee tai mak soup with cai sim and dumplings... hai... aiyah. today at braddell while waiting for my feeder to take me home, saw this irritating old woman. grr. smoking some damn smelly cigarette. knn. reached home cannot breathe properly. i know the comment that follows will be mean, but wtf. so old liao still smoke.. how much more you wanna shorten your life? grr. even if you wanna smoke, go buy the more expensive cigarettes that smell better not cheap fags. since ur life will be shortened then it means you can spend more cos less time on the earth mah. grrrrr........
pardon me. bad grumpy sneezy mood today. 3rd day i'm ill and counting... x_X physics, chem screwed up... what's next? maths.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:51:00 AM
just came home... like half an hour ago... lol. dunno how i managed to survive phy paper today.. staggering about, shivering, sneezing. hot cold hot cold. haix. i'm breaking out into a cold sweat as i speak. x( anyway last night spent like 5 hours reading my notes. haha... started around 11pm i think. with some intermission inbetween. slept in the chair from 2-4am... then continued until 6.15.. haha.... was just starting on emi when i had to bathe. studied emi, charged particles and quantum physics on the way to school and in school before the exam..... yea.
was kinda pleasantly surprised that i could do the papers.. yea. and what mrs yip went through for tuition also sorta came out. kewl shit, dat. =D but of course, what with my sneezing, dripping nose and immense lack of practice, of cos cannot finish la. haha.... only did 24 of the mcq... and around 80% of the paper 2 also. lololol. suck sia. x_X anyway went straight home after that. (well, sorta) jessie wanted to use the ladies so i waited outside and smsed... x_X progress report / update thru sms. ahahs.. lame sia. was walking the stretch to the traffic light when yz snuck behind me and pulled my ponytail. lol. si boi boi. but he found the exam ok. haha.. sian sia. took mrt and saw weiting and jocelyn kee. lol. they were all talking, i wasn't. i was too busy being sick and smsing and stoning.... got off at braddell. i buay tahan the aircon liao.... thank goodness bus came early. haix... on the bus this little girl kept exclaiming: jie jie! lol. then she and (the maid?) got off and she kept waving... hahas.. so cute. made me slightly less unsick. x_X haha.. friendly kid. probably about 2 or less... haha....
anyway i'm home, waiting for my lunch. and after that i shall catch up on some sleep before studying organic and revising the rest of my chem. tml chem....... haix. sian sia.
wish moi luck kaes.
jaa ne.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:23:00 PM
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MY LITTLE TOE NAIL GROW BACK LIAO~
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:56:00 PM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:42:00 PM
fine, so i'm typing this out again. i thought blogger saves your entries for you? tmd. anyway, i said i was supposedly gonna blog yesterday night, but was too tired and stuff, and chatting on irc and had to off the comp. so i'm making up for loss time by blogging now. yea. anyhoo, had chem practical yesterday. 2nd shift aint that bad, yea? at least we only get quarantined for an hour and get to go home straight after the paper. but i didn't go home, went out with my classmates to watch movie. ahahs...
anyways chem prac involved 4 sections. Redox titration.. Fe(II).. a double titration to find the number of moles that reacted and which one is the oxidising agent. involved KMnO4 (ya LA, someone CLEVER LA, PREDICT SO ZUN. good for you loh. but. YOU DON'T TAKE CHEM! -_____- *stabs you* haha, you know who u are. i see you lying dead on monday k. ;p) waccow purple solution, so intensely purple somemore. meniscus cannot see. somemore my burrette so misleading, put a large number 50 on the top. hai wo titrate wrongly at first. -_-; kept sloshing permanganate all over my hand in the sink... got mighty pissed with it. luckily my titration quite accurate. first one so zhun ok. 25.25cm^3 for both! heh.. second one not so heng, 15.6 and 15.7.. haha... but nvm. plus minus 0.1 ma. yeah... that done, i moved on to QA. blardee hell. luckily the tests not v difficult. only test for CO2, and relatively a lot of gas was produced, so in no time at all the Ca(OH)2 formed white ppt. yeppers. aahahs.. lol, i cheated too. i shook it around so the reaction would be more vigorous.. TIME IS PRECIOUS, FOLKS! :X ahahas.. anyway at first i used a testtube. kao eh, the tube with the cork to bubble the gas was for the bigger test tube. -_-; (haha.. forgot what it's called. entry tube? blur...) at first tried squashing it on the mouth of the smaller test tube. kns. fine, so i switched to the bigger test tube. ahahs.. effervescence! yeps. good good. but then they asked us to add NaOH and filter. then add HCl to the filtrate. wahha i dunno white ppt means Pa or Ba ar? forgot the solubility. hai. then they asked us to add aq NH3 to FA7.. white filtrate this time.. not brown... still either Pa or Ba. hrm. anyway this time added HCl to filtrate, nothing formed. eH, i dunno lehs. anyway i think the brownish cream ppt was Mn2+? lol, no idea lehs. and i dunno if Br- or I- was formed... die die. ahahas.. or both? ^^; ok, i thot i was all done. so began to relax. planned the experiment for the QA. five solutions, unknown identities cos all mixed up, but they tell you what the 5 are, just not which FA they are. lol. yep. bright yellow ppt, yellow ppt, yellow turn orange, and no visible reaction if i used the yellow solution found to be K2CrO4. haha... anyway FA12 was that. the other had only one positive reaction. and that was yellow ppt with Pb2+ ions. Cl- + Pb2+ ---> yellow ppt. yeppers. CrO42- + H+ -----> yellow turn orange. i think? lol can't recall. don't bother liaos. hahas....anyway FA8 was found to be the one containing lead, FA9 contained Fe, can't recall liao. hahas... was happy i could do that. yeah~ then flipped to the OTHER design one, eyer. they ask you to plot a graph with given readings. for temp rise vs conc of HCl. ahhaas... then flip behind. WAH STUN TIO. it's the bloody design expt. kao eh. i was like.. WTF? blur diao liaos. hehe.. they say FA5 and FA6, FA5 is 0.8M of H2SO4 initial, but accidentally spilt some Na2CO3 inside. and FA6 is 1M of NaOH i think. lol.. so using the graph, devise an experiment and CARRY IT OUT. wtf.... i had only 20mins left. -_-; EYER. PANIC. lol.. so faster faster.. die die must do. haven't even done my calculations for titration or deduction for prac. EEK. after staring at it for what seemed like an eternity, anyhow devise an experiment. i calculated the volume of NaOH needed for 30cubic centimetres of FA5, then divided by 2 since not enough. i deduced the temperature needed would be less than what was supposed to be because the acid reacted with the carbonate ma. haha... den i deduced what the conc of H+ ions was from the graph.. minus away from original conc.. 2x0.8M because 2M of H+ from H2SO4. ya.. den calculated 0.341g of Na2CO3 accidentally spilt. lol, i dunno. anyhow do. hai. i forgot to measure the initial temp. -_-; so had to agar agar. KAO eh. hai. somemore raining. weather cold. temp kept deviating back and both. sian ji bua. i was sitting on the lone bench at the back of the classroom near the window somemore. knn. hahas.... heng no rain came in, heng no loudloud thunder like we had on wed. heng... kao eh, after that i hurriedly did my calculations for VA, and was nearly finishing my deduction for QA when time was up. heng, at least i nearly finished. =) heh. the teacher collected our paper, we washed up and cleaned the apparatus. kao i was the slowest to wash everything. hai. friends all had to help me.. THANKSTHANKS! i'm sorry if i splashed water on you guys in my haste. =\ haha.......
after that they went toilet, i went bookshop, said i would meet them in foyer cos had to collect the stuff yanhao sent to the bookshop to get printed for my phy tuition. $4.20. haha... quite okaes. i expected like nearly $10 or something liddat. yeah. went to lockers to put it in yanhao's locker. lol, sokteng or dunno who commented he also use facial foam. ahahs.. lol i dunno. took my portion and put his portion inside, then we went to sun plaza, sembawang.. movie at 3pm! (Turn Left Turn Right) ahhhh. already 2.15+ when we left sch! ahaHAHs. reached there with around 15 minutes to spare. bought tickets first thing. and then chionged down to buy food. ahAHahs.. lunchhhh. everyone was so darned hungry after the prac. all in all there were 8 gals. ahahs.. all gals, cos the boys all 3rd shift. HENG AR I! i was the VERY LAST ONE of 2nd shift. ^^; scary. anyway we bought macs/kfc/hotdogs/old chang kee. lol. i had old chang kee. ahahs...smuggled food into theatre and movie just about started. lol. made TONS of noise in the cinema amid rustling plastic bags, chomping noises, giggles and conversation exchanges. not to mention the SMELL of foood. ze AROMA. haahs.. one of the employers came with a torchlight. uhoh. pretended as if we weren't eating. but i think she close one eye also. ahahas.. Sun Plaza the business not say v good loh. so empty the cinema. only got around 20 ppl. hahah...one noisy eating row of giggling gals. ahahahs.. like the whole place was ours liddat. :X think there were hell lot of irritated ppl behind us, inclusive of an aj couple. :X hahaha.... perhaps we interrupted their makeout session continually? :X aHAahhass....
movie over, we departed for home. ahahs.. ya, i'm guai loh, i went straight home. :D later found out manyi went to greatworld city cos she called me at night asking for directions.. ahahas... :X then i came home, stoned... slackslack whole day. james called me at night. kao eh that guy. first thing he says is not hello but Hey PIG. -___-; slap him sia. bleargh. anyway he informed me of a party that he, michelle and kimmy will be opening in dec/nov at milieu. hahas.. for about $15. kewl shits. i'm SO going. hahas.. but only 2 free drinks so far la. bleargh. and aaron tells me he's organising a party at centro on 27th this month for $14 bucks, top 40s first, then the usual centro music (which, imo, sux) and 1 free drink i think. ewwies. lol. he wasted half an hour of my life. heng he wanted to play Gunbound.. i got off the hook. :D stoned awhile reading First Magazine and LIME.. lol. bought them on the way home yesterday. yeppers. had to stop by two vendors. hahas...
as for today... lol. slack lohs. but i had phy tuition. ya. and i learnt some stuff. :D heheh.. was early for once! lol, theng yiu was late :X i'm happy i'm early! yay! saw two aj gals at ze bus stop. hrm. they also took 74. dunno go where, but they were wearing uniform so maybe they had exam? lol no idea. ;p perhaps bio prac. lol.... 06/02 take bio right? ?_? (i think they from 06. if not 04.. ?_?) met yanhao halfway.. lol. mrs yip v cute. she playfully chided us for being late. XD hahas... her husband and kids also not at home. lol. i forgot it's friday today. mr yip has lessons. and the kids have sch, i think? lolol. i also blur. haha... but i thot pri sch finish quite early? ?_? blur....
we did SAJC prelim paper physics.. paper1 mcq. hahas.. a lot of ambiguous qns there. gotta ask wilson or whoever for help. lol. they finish exam liao! damn them. x( hai. left around 2.30 after paying. this time took 88 home. lol. eek i saw this man on the bus talking to himself. ediotic theng yiu keep saying maybe he's talking to a ghost and the ghost beside me. -_-; heng the man got off before theng yiu did. >_<~ hai. but i was so freaked when his hand grasped the chair in front of me. >_<~ grr.... bleh. ask him go study he dowan. he wanna go home sleep. hai. no study partner = slack at home lohs. hai. i have yet to find my maths normal distribution notes. >_<~ hai... took 88 all the way to tpy. supposed to stop at interchange, but i found out it stops relatively near my house. so i got off and walked home thru blk 66 there. yah.... auyong, owl and mu not free.... den mark also not free.. jes nv pick up my call... sian. fine loh. lol, came home, mom bought unagi for me~ $6.50 only. and so damn filling and the unagi so damn big! ahahs.... not bad not bad. yUm. and i'm sipping pokka japanese green tea and finishing off my blog now. gotta pia physics today i guess. after holland V.. haha..........
ok kewl. blog's done. i'm still in a relatively happy mood. sun still shining steadily...
tatAz~``
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM
UgH.
blardee comp.
i spend most of my day tending to you.
i clear out my D drive and burn everything onto CDRW.
i install win98 on D drive.
i think to myself: YAY! now my direct 3d can work!
reality: YES, it CAN work, but now my LURVELY DSL modem WON'T.
bloody hell.
if i load winxp, can go online but cannot play game.
if i load win98, can go online via EXPENSIVE 56k but CAN play GAME.
what the fuck.
i've had it with the comp. looks like it's helping me in a way i guess. no d3d, no gunbound, no slacking, STUDYYYyyyy!
sheesh....
i wonder if there's an imood for 'sheesh'. because it's how i REGULARLY feel.
uGh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:32:00 AM
and. i'm screwed. lol, as usual. hahas. had chem paper 3 this morning. mm. i think it had me instead! haha.. sheesh. it was an easy paper, no doubt. BUT. lol as always i screw things up. bleh. silly silly girl. never study food chem, organic chem. even the TIPS mr lim gave us also forgot to touch. what did i do? feel sick, sneeze continuously, sleep, stone, talk to family members, eat, etc etc. uGh. win liao loh. so i studied physical chem. ONCE through. and hey gal, that's not even STUDYING. that's just READING and UNDERSTANDING. sIan.
anyway i found the physical chem bit quite hopeful. haha... sheesh. shall pia food and org chem at a later date (but not too late!) for papers 1 and 2. yep. eH, tml gonna watch TUrn Left Turn RIght! ahAHas. with my classmates. :X with manyi! :D lol, i'm going mAd!~ sIaN. eh, i feel like going out NOW. blehhh. i feel so gawd damn full now. 3 slices of gardenia bread (inclusive of one back of ze bread! mm), 2 bullseye eggs with pepper and parmesan, and some bits of ham plus baby cherry tomatoes, and a glass of low fat milk later.. and i'm still online. lol. multitasking. typing one handedly, eating and trying not to get egg on my face (or anywhere else for that matter), refreshing a tagboard (lol, don't ask. ;p), reading other blogs, chatting on irc and having random fizzles of thought. haha.. yep. i'm nuts. but OnLY I can say that. (nono, not you, lun.)
haix. chem chem cheming... 1st question on m/e values. could handle that. 2nd on reaction kinetics.. i think i could handle that.. 3 (or) on ionic eqm *smirks to herself* qn4 on transition metals.. but i didn't get the structure. simi 8 bonds sia.... what the.. -_-; 5(either) on periodicity.. section C on org chem (WAH DIE DIE) that's 6-8(or).. 3 qns screwed. hrm. finally last two 9 and 10 on food chem. wahha.. screwed again. so all in all, i did half the paper? haix. 50 upon hundred if i'm lucky. *sobs* and chem is supposedly my BEST subject! eyer...
sIan man...
hopefully chem prac tml will go down better. well. and you know what? i'm the LAST person for shift 2.. what the. hey, better not be wrong... sculli me shift 3 with the guys.. and sculli me the ONLY gal (again).. not that i MIND, BUT first things first..
1. this is SHIFT 3, FOLKS! wtf... 4.30pm...
2. with the GUYS? eek. not close to them at all. alienated.... need some female comfort once in a while, ya? and i don't really like some of the guys in my class. not that they're bad or anything. but bu shou la. lol. only shou with 2 or 3 guys. ahahs. pathetic right. plus. i suspect one guy is totally against me. if he is, it would explain A LOT. lol. ask mi in private if you don't get it. but then again, if you DO, hELLo cassius and brutus and the gang! hail caesar! et tu brute? then fall Caesar! bwahaha.
3. hrm. gals gonna watch Turn Left Turn Right tml. i'm SOOOOOO going! lol, not that i love Takeshi or whatnot.. but MOVIE! AND GOING OUT! FUN FUN FUN. oops. high opp cost. x(
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. nothing else to write for the 'mo. later, yea?
wUv dith ^-^*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:17:00 PM
been sneezing the whole day.
now i have a slight tummy ache and a headache.
all is not well!!!!!!!
oh ya, and i haven't study yet. x(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:36:00 PM
aye shit man. had physics practical today. lol, design and lab. well. before i even reached school, it got rather eventful. haha.. to me, that is. ;p first off, yesterday i slept like a pig.. after holland village. haha.. slept until 11.40pm, nearly midnight when guess who says he's online. the sms woke me up. =\ lol today my mom scolded me.. she told me to switch off my phone next time before i sleep. and. usage of handphone will decrease my braincells. haha.. i feel like i'm sloWwwwing down already ne. XD shit man. lol, i get so xiao qi whenever i talk to him. hai dunno why. maybe i'm allergic or something. kao eh, i need an explaination for why i dreamt of him in the one hour i slept before maths. -_-;
ANYWAY. PLEASE PLEASE SOMEONE WATCH BENT WITH ME! x( haix. my powers of persuation FAIL me. i cannot seem to COERCE anyone into watching with me. x( shit..
anyway back to this morning. lol, me 2nd shift. so i kept waking up and going back to sleep.. over and over again until i finally stumbled out of bed feeling cold and sleepy and somewhat sick and numb at 8.35. lol, went to bathe.. mom came back with my chuwee kueh. hahaa.. eyer so oily. >_< made me kaff kaff. *sigh* was ready by 9.25.. lol, in the end mom said she couldn't go central with me.. so i went downstairs.
1. i just missed the bus on both sides. -_-
fine. so i crossed opposite to take the bus that comes straight from the interchange, ASSUIMING that it's more frequent. guess what? as i stone there feeling ill, the bus from the opposite side (where i came from) COMES AGAIN!
2. therefore, i missed the bus again. -_-;
ok, so my bus comes.. finally! i hop off to braddell. see the signboard: Jurong East arrived
3. gee, i miss yet another mode of transport.
4. next one isn't due till 6 minutes later.
5. 6 minutes later would be 10 to 10.
6. i would hence have 3 minutes to pia to school from the mrt station.
7. gee, school starts later than usual and i'm late.
8. for an exam too!
what to do, my prediction was true. lol. so i run to school. wah sian. heng today i carried my esprit tote with:
a) long ruler
b) pencil case (with calc and specs and whatnots.
c) wallet
and. my handphone snug in my pocket. where's it's pretty much been. even through the exam. -_-;
so i reached the hall. and i'm lost. lol, i spend all of 2 minutes standing in the middle of the rows of half-filled seats looking lost. wahahahHA.. imagine that as a lame scene in a movie, and you just about have the picture. bleh. i see my class. i walk to where the girls are. weird, no place for me. lol. so weird. no ordering meh? so i sit behind. behind weiquan. haha... paper began in 2 or 3 minutes. lol. teacher checked our bags beforehand. when i realised, i was like: OMFG? MY PHONE'S WITH ME?! lol, so i look all innocent, but my phone's panicking inside my pocket under the packet of tissue (in case my nose decides to play leaky faucet) so she checks my bag. i pass. we then abandon our bags outside the hall and start our design paper. hrm. two questions involving pressure. haix... what the. second question killed me. -_-; and weiquan's answer seemed so much more logical! and the guy beside me from 18 was talking about some horseshoe magnet and measuring the induced emf? wtF. i felt like what i did was so ALIEN? sian.
oh ya, got roy's sms during the exam. wahaha... could feel phone vibrate. heng no one noticed. haha.. only checked the msg after i was safely away from the teachers. lol. anyway after the paper was quarantine period. weiquan turned around and we chatted. mostly about the paper and stuff. then they allowed our row to go for toilet break. lol i didn't. as usual. zZz... and i slept for 10 minutes after doing the paper. heh.
about 11.30 we left for the labs. lol mi blur as usual, just followed my classmates. haha.. eh i think my setup got problem. voltmeter kept deviating from value to value. what the? x( everyone got a STRAIGHT LINE. eh why i got CURVE? -________________-; suay suay suay! x( first experiment also damn weird. simi find tile, the time taken for both pendulum bobs of a different natural frequency to return to phase. ^^; wah sian. how to release two bobs and click the stopwatch at the same time? heng i got skill. -_-; graph was relatively straight, cept for the last anomalous point. wah sian. seems my value calculated for the number of times the return to phase would happen was too large. about 4000. -_-; eh. haix... sian man. normally i'm not bad at phy prac de leh! >_<~
fine fine. chionged home after that. lol, chatted like hell to jessie in the train. we were walking behind the guys.. sian. behind us got no one. anyway we reached tpy, we saw marc and jocelyn walk out. jessie was like O_O marc? haha... 'spied' at them from behind. lol, jocelyn as usual friendly friendly, gave marc a friendly whack on his arm. hmmm. :X later learnt that marc never bring ezlink card. entered yck by walking closely behind someone, and left tpy by walking closely behind jocelyn. -_-; you know what i thought? lol, i thought he and her had something going on *winkwinknudgenudge* or he was on the way to starbucks again. ^^;
and guess what? to wrap it all up, i missed the bus that would take me home. -_-;
that's my day so far. shall study.. no. shall PIA chem now. LoL. wish me luck folks! *sigh* must get A/B *sigh*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:59:00 PM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:24:00 PM
LoL! sorta just got home! haha, not from school, yer dweebs.. from orchard! XD well, heeren to be exact. heheh.. yep. so many of you said i was mad.. *sigh* no la. orchard only wot. a place just the same as tpy or amk or yck.. *sigh* not as if i was totally slacking off or anything.. only went to eat. speaking of which.. i think i ate ALOT today! in quantity, quality and monetary terms. sheeeesh dith. =\
ya loh, today had maths paper. wah so sian. what a way to kickstart the prelim. hai. first thing, i do not know how to do math! especially pure maths. lol, owe it to me being the rebel cum slacker in sec3 & 4.. wahaha... but IF i'm really LUCKY, i'll pass. LoL. at least i'm improving, ya? =D ganbatte dith! :D~ ju xu nu li!
later stayed back in school to study chem.. lol everyone was so surprised! hahas.... and YES. the siren sounded at noon! wahahhaa.. but it was raining so couldn't really hear. x( blehh. actually i listened to my cd, talked and slacked until 1pm. then they had econs paper so i went downstairs to the study area to study. LoL SO EMPTY. i felt kinda extra. at one point in time i was the ONLY one sitting there mugging (or trying to mug).. hai. listened to cd and mugged. wahaha.. definitely didn't get much done. lol. saw quite a few people walk past. lol the j1s! heh. saw drew, quan han, charlene.. and agnes..... lol she doesn't know me :X quan han didn't see me. lol he was too busy gaying with another guy on the way to lt5.. :X hehe.... charlene was running back and forth to the lockers and lt5. wahaha...
uh huh. then ms casey goh walked past. LoL i love ms casey goh! :D :D :D she's so....... nice. (^___^) really. lol she walked by and turned around and waved to me.. and then she entered the LL. haha.. after about a period later, she exited and came to talk to me a bit. heh.. *sigh* her consoling, reassuring touch on my shoulder.... wahaha... man i sound gay. :X i kept seeing her today.. hehe....
later around 3+pm, after her econs paper jes came to find me. wahaha... ended up going orchard. oops. my bad. LoL i am ze EVIL one! haha... met my classmates in ze mrt. LoL.. lun called me just to say he saw liyun.. wahaha he and liyun got yuan fen eh? ;p bwahaha.... i also saw her. LoL she boarded her train as i boarded mine. ;p i was in the mrt around orchard when he called. lol. ya.. then we went heeren... yAy!~ toys toys toys! haha.. today i couldn't find it in my capacity to fork out 9.90 for those CUTE evirob figures. next time ba! x) haha.. saw ze counter guy again.. LoL he recognises me! haha.. he even asked me how my prelims are coming along.. lol i told him i was in the midst of it. wahahah.. was he taken aback? lol mi not sure..... ;p
saw some nice clothes at 77th street. kAo. largest is M loh. but nice lehhhhh! x( stupid boobs! SHRINK DAMMIT! then i can fit MORE CLOTHES! uGh... then we went to crepes and cream to eat. LoL i am SO deprived of CALAMARIE! haha.. had calamarie and double scoop ice cream. i had banana strawberry nut and rum and raisin.. oOOo. whipped cream, wafer and a cherry! sChWeeT! :D~
aFTER That, went downstairs to MARCHE to chiong more food. kao eh.. haha... bought a plate of wedges and we shared. eyer, like double fried liddat. -_-; hai... after that we went home.. lol still drizzling! wah so suayyyyy. hahaha... anyway, i'm home now, holland V started.. XIAO XIN!!! oHs. and did i mention i took TONS of postcards today? wahAHhaha.. i'm in a happy bubbly MaD mood! hEH... tml's physics prac. shall read thru notes after holland v.. after........ i nap? :X
hahah.... tatAZ then! ^^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:10:00 PM
yeah, barely 15 minutes and i feel the desire to blog again. judging from the way things are going, i am NEVER gonna do my maths! hahahas.. shit. hrm. lol, browsed through a couple of my regularly-read blogs just now. hrm. lol you guys will never know who you are, cos i'm stealthy and silent as a cat. mrow. haha... aye. i remember the past holidays. even if for just a week. what adventure! what surreal fantasy! *sigh* what a pity i wasted this whole holiday studying (or trying to, to say the least :\) ya. i remember my surreal holidays. something that seems so magical and just in your grasp. but don't break the delicate balance, my dear friend. holidays finish, tata surreal fantasy, hello real world. reality hits you like a tsunami wave. SPLOOSH. and you're back on your two feet in the middle of your dreary life. whambang you've been washed ashore. *sigh* and more often than not, you find a crab pinching your little toe.
speaking of little toes, my little toe's recovering quite happily, thank you very much. the nail is growing steadily, and soon i will be able to snip off what is left of the little piece that's still dangling on. hahah.. but seriously, the poor dear's much better. =)
perhaps i did have a little adventure in itself this hols. but it wasn't nearly as special or what. *sigh* maybe i need some 'magical' experience with people outside of my 'real' life, ie those outside of my school. *sighsighsigh* that adds to it feeling surreal. and when the hols are up, tata fantasy person. till next hols. or whatever. bleargh. i NEED adventure! and SOON i will CLAIM what is RIGHTFULLY MINE. and ADVENTURE. a PERMANENT adventure for as long as i like (well, will 7 months do the trick?) regarding partying, slacking, stoning, going out out OUT, hanging with any and EVERY guy i want to, reclaiming my love life (if i EVER had one), just dominating the scene and chilling with my pals! ahhhh. bliss? lol, i dunno. we'll see. i wonder.. how will life be like when the surreality becomes reality? lol i really do not know.
anyway. MAKEOVER FIRST THEN PROM! IMMEDIATELY AFTER, CLUBBING, HANGING IN THE WEE HOURS, GOING OUT OUT OUT AND SHOPPING TILL I DROP! YEAH. and of course. to find myself a sensitive, loving, charming boyfriend. :D (hah, wishful thinking? ;p)
eeeeeeeeeek. 6.15! MUST STUDY! x(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:21:00 PM
lol, i should be studying REAL hard now but i aint. instead i wasted 2+ hours (more, i think) on sleeping, eating, some tv and newspapers. sheesh. lol SM Lee's special bdae issue in ST.. stuck reading it. oh shit me. haahahs..... haix.
gotta reserve 3 hours for maths later. gonna do yjc's 2001 prelim paper1.. then revise revise revise! haha... sheesh. 10pm got Man In the Iron Mask starring Leo diSucko. oh well. i am compelled to watch that? sheeeeeesh dith. x_X
ah well. it's only paper1 maths. i suppose i could manage that, aye? now for another special dith miracle and we're all set for tml's paper! and OH, tml they're sounding the special siren! ahahs... i can imitate that. lol. was imitating that after watching The 6th Day on aXn yesterday.. wahaha... i'm going mad..
eh. anyone got IMH hotline.....?
ya, i think i should study in school tomorrow. cHeM. yep. then go home study physics practical. yAy 2nd shift! zE best! i'd better go verify that. don't wanna be stuck in 3rd shift. heavens NO! erm, my mom thought there were FIVE shifts. can you believe that? FIVE? gHasTly HeaVenS GOSH! i told her if there were to be FIVE (pray, don't allow this to befall us poor students!) shifts, we would finish at NINE PM! YES. 9pm. 2100hours. eek. deliver us from evil.
haha....
well, i be off at 6. now i shall stone awhile online while my headache subsides.
tata~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:55:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:45:00 PM
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haha.. you know what? if you hate/dislike me, please tell it to my face. =)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:58:00 PM
first i would like to announce, that YEAH, MY PHONE IS BACK TO NORMAL! w00t~ they changed the sensitivity pad or something.. lol. yep. was once again late to meet mi classmate. -.-; hai.. anyway today tuition wasn't very useful. =\ ah well. damn. lol did thermodyn and stuff. kao eh. $55 blown. just like that.
saw an aj gal in the bus back. ah. hope nothing gets spread around? anyway i don't care also. sian. also nothing.. so why fear talk? hahah..
ah, i got nothing more to say? lol, but jay chou's album Ye Hui Mei is good! heh. i just burnt myself a copy last night. mmm. kk. going offline le. nighterZ folks. i shall study chem, then tml and sunday is maths maths maths all the way! DITH CHIONG AR!~
(^_____^)Y
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:04:00 PM
wahahaha.. my baby's sent for repair and will be ready at 3pm today! :D just in time for tuition! lol.. should i ask my dad to fetch my classmates too? hrm. lol i dunno... *blinks* my sister made some funny comments just now.. LoL. simply cos i make funny comments whenever the (same) guy calls her (mostly) every day.. :X
*sigh*
i can't wait for my baby to return!!!!!!!!! 1h15mins to 3pm... :D hehehe.. i'm slacking on irc when i'm supposed to shower, do physics tys.... hai. lol my sis watching Opera Winfrey show.. XD
bbl.. tonight? ahhhhhhh my phoneeee. x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:58:00 PM
what can i say?
so many things troubling my little head again.
*sigh*
low brains to mass ratio.
was lost in meteora and my thoughts just now. so much so that i finished studying a 5 page notes on group II elements in 2 hours. come on man. wtf. you're crazy shit. no one takes that long to re-read some crap. uGh. oh well. i have like 7 or 8 things bugging me like incessant flies right now. sheesh. but there's no rotting meat. instead it's my head. =
back to the guy who i suspect may like me. sheesh. he's not the one. hopefully he can face it if the time comes, but i guess he knows already, cause i've been dropping SO many hints.
another guy who i used to like, tried hitting on, then became my toy. hai. he's on my ignore list and i even ignore his sms. what sort of person am i? why can't i shake off this feeling of disgust he gives me.....
another guy who i've known for one and a half years. maybe i've been attracted to you from the start. lol i dunno. but you're kinda cute, talkative although practical sometimes, friendly, comfy... and maybe cuddly? *sigh* i dunno. did you ever like me or do you still? subtly i find myself growing fond of you? =again to yet another guy. hmm. if you like this girl why do you come closer to me. my heart is a weak thing. do not break the walls if you know you're only gonna hurt me.... again?
*sigh* heard dad make his *irritated* throat-clearing growl. gotta switch off comp soon. x(
to another guy, i tried to message you on irc today but i was ignored. like the previous time. i should forget you, but i can't. it's wrong.. it's so wrong cause i know i aint good enough for you.....
finally, to you. lol, suddenly you're maturing and becoming sweeter. *sigh* do i regret what i did?
lol dith, so many guy issues. this really isn't the time.
well. gtg. blog tml. going to fix phone tml then tuition again.
nighterZ~
gonna do phy now.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:12:00 AM
to all those who helped out in the sept-11 incident, you were brave, we salute you.
to all those who did not give into their fear although it felt like all was lost, we honour you.
to USA, you thought you weren't fallible, you've learnt your lesson, continue learning, i encourage you.
to everyone else, let us pay homage to this day. a minute of silence, and move on.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:57:00 PM
:X
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:11:00 PM
Good stuff, you are "Wedding? I love
weddings! Drinks all around." You're the
life of the party and nothing gets you down,
not even certain death at the hands of your
zombie nemesis or the Navy. Come to think of
it, realism isn't your strong suit...
Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Uh-oh - you are "Stop blowing holes in my ship!" You're a little bit edgy, honestly, and it's getting in the way of your natural charm. We understand that life can be hard, but take a deep breath and have a drink. Relax.
Duh. You are "But WHY's the rum gone?!" You're not the smartest one in the bunch, but you're sweetly appealing and you don't let disappointment get to you. Everybody identifies with you, because let's face it, why IS the rum gone?
Aye, you are "Human hair. From my back." Sometimes you don't make any sense at all, but largely others find that charming. You are not very sure of yourself, so it's tough for people to take you seriously.
Hee! You are Jack's "You have to find yourself a girl, mate ... you're not a eunuch, are you?" speech. You're quite a bit sex-crazed, and you assume that everyone else is as horny as you are. Get it on as soon as possible so that you can join the rest of us on Planet Earth ... I'm sure you'll have a good time doing so.
You are "Welcome to the Caribbean, love." You're more than a little world-weary, but also intelligent and you keep your head when things get dodgy. You're everybody's favorite drinking buddy, but your stubbornness does get in the way sometimes.
aHem. bring out the lager boys!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:06:00 PM
spent today with my books. woke up this morning surrounded by chemistry notes. finally finished thermo chem. ahhh. then i moved on to electrochem. yep. unfortunately i fell asleep. ya. i fell asleep and i'm here now blogging. shall finish the rest after this then turn in.
on a happy note, i went out with my sis today. caught pirates of the caribbean. lol. finally! haha.... haix. i suppose i'm giving ppl the impression that i aint studying at all. hmm. that's good i suppose. i love proving people wrong! okok. so what am i doing now? wasting my time. hrm. but i did say blogging is constructive. so nah. not wasting time. =) yep we passed by bengawan solo and mom asked mi and sis to buy mooncake... lol she only asked us to get one.. we got her a BOX! hahaa.... mixed nuts, pandan snow skin, green tea snow skin and baked skin normal. lololol. 10% off. hai this yr never carry lanterns.... damn. the lanterns this year are very nice. x(
still getting funny signals from that guy. but then again, he could just be playful? lol i dunno. i'm mighty playful on irc when i wanna be. haix.. i guess i only talk serious crap with people i know in real life or what. sheeesh i dunno anymore. grr. one disturbance is enough. gimme another and i can apply the principle of superposition to it. sheeesh. ah. tuition on fri. i'm looking forward to it! =) hehe... although it blows $55 of my family's money and 40 minutes of holland village. but it's worth it, ya? lol. anyway xiao xin came back! omfg i am so happy! AND. i never thought i would say this, but. JOHNNY DEPP IS SO FREAKINGLY CUTE! lol sheeeeesh. any guys follow his pattern, come come i'm INTERESTED! lololol. *sigh*
i'm going nuts.
lol gotta check up the detailed meaning of manster. lol dar. hahaha..... *sigh* been declining so many offers to go out. i think i'm becoming a hermit? lol. hey i'm sorry guys. i really wanna go but i can't allow myself to. after my As k. then i can go out and get stoned every single bloody day of my life for seven months. lol i'll be a major flirt, a wastrel, a stoned, alcoholic by then i guess. hahaha.... oh well. but if i study hard now, and i mean REALLY HARD, i'll be all of that and MORE, WITH a CERT. BWAHahAHahahah.
seriously, i think i needa visit IMH. haha.... (i was actually contemplating becoming a school teacher last night. what the fuck?) aw sheesh. 1.30am. night people! i shall go electro(cute/chem) myself! :D yEaH.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:39:00 AM
I write mostly on Hotel Paper
Knowing that my thoughts will never leave this room
I'd be out of line telling you, "leave her"
So I lie lonely surrounded by you
by you
Lately I can't be happy for no one
They think I need some time to myself
I try to smile but I can't remember
And I know tomorrow there'll be nothing else
And I wanted to be giving you everything that she's not giving
And I wanted to see
'Cause I didn't believe what i'd been hearing
You turned out to be more than I bargained for
And I can tell that you need to get away
Forgive me if I admit that I'd love to love you
We both realized it way too late
And I wanted to be
Giving you everything that she's not giving
And I wanted to see
'Cause I didn't believe what I'd been hearing
Maybe this wind blowing in just came from the ocean
I write mostly on Hotel Paper
"It's You" - Michelle Branch
If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one thing
I would tell it to the stars and the sun
I would write it for the world to see
And it's you
The light changes when you're in the room
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one wish
To kiss your quiet mouth
Trace the steps of my fingertips
And it's you
The light changes when you're in the room
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you...
"Tuesday Morning" - Michelle Branch
I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me
Content with walking
So unaware of the world
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I dont wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who you are
I took your picture
While you were sleeping
And then I paced around the room
If I had known then
That these things happen
Would they have happened with you?
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I dont wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who you are
And if you turned around to see me and I was gone
You should have looked outside your window
'Cause the sun was coming up
The sun was coming up
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I dont wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who we are
who we are
"Til I Get Over You" - Michelle Branch
Everytime I feel alone
I can blame it on you
And I do, oh
You got me like a loaded gun
Golden sun and sky so blue
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice
[Chorus:]
(Chaque fois que tu t'en vas )
You just bring me down
(Je pr騁ends que tu fais bien)
So I'm counting the tears 'til I get over you
Sometimes I watch the world go by
I wonder what it's like
To wake up every single day
Smile on your face
You never tried
We both know we can't change it
But we both know we'll just have to face it
[Chorus]
If only I could give you up
But would I want to let you off of this soapbox baby?
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice
[Chorus]
We both know that I'm not over you
I'm not over you
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:04:00 AM
.................now what?
bleh i dunno.
eh. you you and YOU. yes you there. stop giving me this funny feeling...
eyer.....
>_<;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:20:00 PM
lol, title seems familiar. haha i think it's a michelle branch song from hotel paper? lol. hrm. slept at 5am last night. wah sian. i should learn to sleep during normal times. =\ ahahs.. aiyah. anyway. i'm glad you're feeling better ya? lol. let's see, i caved in and had breakfast. haix... nasir lemak somemore. although it was only half the packet or less.. just rice and chilli and long beans and some chicken. uGh. and i had teh si. sian.... my fats... my lipids are multiplying. soon they're gonna invade my entire body and more. x( sian. dith you think what? nazi fat cells issit. grr...
i seem to like blogging these days. maybe it helps to alleviate my troubles by letting me spew everything here? lol. anyway it's constructive. lol i don't care what you think about it, but i feel it's constructive. =D i get to write, i get to unleash my creativity, i get to rant, i get my space. yeah. although.. it wastes time. sheesh.
did maths J90 paper 1 last night. hai. so sian. i can only do 70% of the damn thing. shit man. grr... and it's A lvl paper. what more prelim? gonna die liao la dith. chiong 3 more papers!!!!!!! then i'll start on chem + phy. lol. think i'll do chem first. phy not till the next week. haha.. anyway phy got tuition this fri! YAY! i'm looking forward to tuition. but first. i must decide. what am i gonna wear? lololol. got guys around mah, dith. heh. must dress up. lol anyway nowadays when you go out you care about image. no more baggies. no more longlong guy shirts. no more guyness! x( yep. i will not go out looking like a guy anymore.... haix. dith you've changed so much this past year. yeah i have. owing to certain events. ok lol i'm not blaming you. i'm thanking you. and i still do not know whether you read my blog. i guess if you did you would have mixed feelings ya? hai... oh wells.
i HAVE to get at least a B for chem. i dont' care. do not want to see kim thye anymore! lol not that i hate him, but i just wanna prove to him... i hope. aye dith ya can do it!!!!! just conc on memorizing stuff can liao la. lol. the rest you're ok ma. chem concepts are generally relatively simple to ya. =D yep dith! GO GAL! hahas.. phy is getting easier. was surprised that i knew more than the guys yest. lol. but this is strange. dith, haven't you been slacking like shit? i guess i'm not so lost after all. but seriously i'm surprised. yanhao now having tuition with me and theng yiu with mrs yip kim wah. lol her children are so cute so is her husband! hehe.. i like the panda family! :X hehe.. mr yip returned home yest with one of his daughters. lol. they went swimming. hehe.. his wife quite pretty.. his girl v cute! lol. aye panda not that bad looking afterall. =) he used to be my first three months teacher. i hope he still remembers me as the extra chijtp gal who always crashed the class' tutorials simply cos she didn't wanna spend those 4 breaks alone.. with that xiuxian. hai.. that ger ar. like that wong weiting of sec1. sian.
i can draw many parallels. haha.. deja vu much? *sigh* but i lost so many friends when those three months were up. haix. in those three months i learnt the art of slacking, ponning lecture.... and i opened up. grew accustomed to being around guys again. =) aye. could've made a good friend outta mark. (lol. another one la) sian... but i heard some crap that he's gay? lol dunno la. anyway still can be friends mah. haha.. doesn't bother me. i'm gay and lesb and bi and homo and hetero all at once. gender is subjective. sexuality is alterable. lol
ahaha.. you know what? it's 1.36pm. sheesh. feels like morning 9am hurhur. haha... anyway i'm in a good mood. gonna start on maths soon! first must dl spiral 2 and 3 and park. heh.. *sings ala michelle branch* i'm finding my wayy back to youu.. and everything you used to be..
hrm. blogger. hugZ. i forgive you for eating my entry.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:44:00 PM
lol. it's been two days (or three? two and a half then) since my nail broke in half. lol my little toe's on the mend, apart from me being careless and stubbing it -lightly- on a stack of papers somewhere in the house. let's see. dried blood still there, but much less now. i think it's formed a scab. but it's the thick kind of scab that hardens into a lump.. esp when dried blood hasn't been cleaned. =\ ah well.
anyways my mom cut the remainder of the mooncakes today. so cute right. those japanese mooncakes i bought from taka mooncake fair. 11.50 for the box. lol. 2 green tea, 1 white bean, 2 green bean centre with red bean paste. lol it simply melttts in your mouth! :D~ hahaha... but it was that faithful day that my toe got kicked by this man who walked past. and without my knowledge the nail got butchered. x( as usual i checked to see if there was any damage done immediately. nothing leh.... lol. only at 5am did i realise the MESS. x( eyer... i was so freaked ok. hai hai hai first time it's happened to mi sia. x( oh wells.
still haven't sent phone for servicing. dunno leh. showed my classmate the phone today. alamaks, he also got problem. x) hahaa... see larh... hai. then he said maybe all my stuff will be erased! OMFG THE HORROR! TOTAL ERASURE?! x( x( x( what will happen to all my lovely forward msgs in my Archive? or or or... my secret folder! or... my pictures? or my tones or games or HIGH SCORES? x( x( x( sadd! SAD LA. *prays* i hope not. =
anyway. let me touch on what i did in the weekend. lol. first of all. i'd like to emphasize that academically-wise. it was FRUITLESS! sheeeeesh dith you've outdone yourself this time. x( but i had fun. yea i did. new experiences. 2, actually. sian. 1st experience. WAH MY NAIL GOT BUTCHERED! AND I THOUGHT IT ONLY HAPPENED TO PPL I KNOW WHO WERE UNLUCKY AND NOT ME! wah there you have it, dith. now you're one of them! sheeeeesh. 2nd new experience. WAH I GO DURIAN SEE SHOW! WAHAHAHAH.... NICE SIA, NICE! dunno whether they got soundtrack anot. x(
ugh. sat was a bummer. it begin with gp. was -just- on time. thanks to dad who fetched me. *sigh* couldn't complete my AQ. did a qn on religion which i totally didn't forsee or expect myself to do. infuriating shit. oh wells. at least i didn't make like a sheep and do qn5 which everyone did. LoL conflict! everyone's favourite subject matter. ZzZz... frankly i hate doing topics that i've done before or that i'm bored of. zZz..
after that collected chem stuff from kim thye then went home. lololol everyone was so shocked i didn't bring my phone. bleargh. ya la. today dith guai lar. can? ;p zZz. rushed home to my babyyyyy the phone. guess who i saw at tpy mrt? haha.. roy lar. lol he said he just msged mi and i didn't bring my phone! LoL. aww too bad. wasted 5 cents. hrm. anyway he was going to the rsaf open house. lol, the next day in the papers they did a tiny report on the event (that's held once every two years.) they said 41000 thronged the area. hahaa.... early birds were treated to an aerial display.. sun was beating down upon everyone.. etc etc. sian. heard from roy that it sucked. eyewash? lol most events are. ahahhas... beware of fairs, exhibitions, free admission public events, super hyped up ocassions.. etc etc. BEWARE! bwahahah..
went home stoned, computer... bleh. after exam must slack den happy mah. haha... halfway roy smsed mi (ya, complaining the event was crap) lol. asked whether i wanted to go heeren walkwalk look for gift ideas etc. heh. HEEREN! HEEREN HEEREN HEEREN! ahhhhh the sweet smell of heeren. :D~ especially the topmost two floors! wahaha... ended up watching chicago and then i was like a child in a toy store. literally. AHHHHHHH ACTION CITY SO MANY NEW SPANGLY THANGSSSSssssssssssssssss
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
lol don't mind me. i'm just a hyper kiddddo! XD
lol, i bought evirob, a $2 ggx capsule and a $1 lightish blue wind-up dancing robot! wahahah.... sheesh. and was called a kid. LOL. orh ya, prior to that.. i snuck out of the house without my sleeping mom's knowledge, so bought the box of mooncakes from taka for her. lol. aiyah. she got reli pissed with me for that. =\ bleh. heck lar. lol. ok liao. haahhahas.... so ya....... happy with my purchasessss. and. wahaha i chatted up the sale's assistant! sia lan i'm so lame! anyway i heard if you wanna get a job at action city you need LOBANG! anyone got lobangggggggggg? lol. that guy quite cute + nice larhs. lol. hrm. that shortish guy with curtainy hair lar. hahah...the shuai shuai one all busy. sad.
aiyah sia suay. saw so many ajcians. >_< ah. made a new friend too tho. some guy called whye foo (LOL! AUYONG'S BF'S NAME! :X) from 07/03. nice guy. lol. too bad he's from a mugger class. but he dun look nerd leh. lol. the j1s this yr seriously not bad leh. sheesh. somehow ended up in ze arcade. wahhaah so many interesting games these days! pity i dun chiong arcade anymore. wah so fun loh. but if i play i sure sia suay myself. wahahah so dowan. lol. watched roy down dunno how many rounds of ez2dj. lol. super fast coordination game loh. the only thing i can manage is ddr using my fingers on the keyboard. LoL! so lame... x(
kao. my friend ask mi to rate him (lol you know who you are. ;p) wahahah.. sian. i got rated before. i'm a 6 overall. sian. at least i din fail. at least.
anyways i got belial for the ggx capsule. cute right! LOL. sis and mom got a kick outta playing with my dancing robot! ahahahs.. and now i wanna go back get another evirob. heh. i want the red one this time. mmmmm. lalala... evirobbb! *chants*
okaes. sunday as usual was spent slacking in front of da compy. lol. i stare at it so much i bet by the time i'm 50, more than half of my life would've been spent staring at the monitor. wahahaha. sheesh. hrm. spent a little too long deciding on what to wear. lol. the things laid out: one black dress from robinsons, one black casual dress from u2, one bossini green teeskirt and my esprit blouse. hrm. i tried on the u2 item. eyer. so loose liao. hahaha i've slimmed down quite a bit from when i was 14 (?) hahahaha... hangs off me. not nice. ew. tried on the black robinsons dress. wah. nice leh. and i've slimmed down from when i just bought it. (or has my perception of myself changed?) wah i loved it man. but like a bit too formal. lolol. changed my hair parting too. heh. my nose still a hopeless case. needs more pore pack done to it. hai... needa suction out all those naughty and stubborn blackheads. grrrr. my nosey pore-ker.... XD
tried on the skirt and blouse ensemble too. wah like a bit mismatched liddat. and. i still don't feel comfortable in that top. lol. low cut leh! x( so went back to the robinson number, then the u2 one. then for fun i tried on my sec4 prom gown. wahahah. so loose sia.... sheesh. hahaha.... hangs off me. hai. previously was kinda tight loh. oh wells. that's a good sign innit? wahahah i'm mad i'm mad! somehow, in the end went out with my robinson dress. wahaha... felt too grand. =\ esp when i was in tpy. everyone in tee and shorts and jeans and skirt. yet me in a black dress. kao so formal. -.-;
yay stopped at cityhall! lol went to marks and spence. ahahas wuliaos.. i will not partake in the consumption of candy. ;p walked to the esplanade via citylink 15 mins later. lol 7.15pm liao! haha... nice. reached around 7.30. lol my sis and mom so blur, their first time there.. ahhas. nvm mi glad i could play tour guide! :D took pics in the esplanade. wahaha hopefully they come out nice! =\ but knowing my face and figure, maybe not. x( oh wells. lol, first time i go durian see show. hrm. walking around in the durian brought back memories of ze first meeting.. when it was newly opened... oh wells. nice memory i guess? hrm. anyway i led the way again. lol. elegant tomboy in black dress :X WahAHAHAHAH. aiyah. from where i sat cannot see their expressions. sad. with expressions it would be BREATHTAKING and not just a stunning perfomance. but then again i was captivated. =) rox0rs. mom bought the programme after the musical. wahaha.. the eunuchs v v cute! LoL they got CATCALLS! ahahahs.. and kit chan got a standing ovation! GO GAL! XD XD XD w00t~ irritating thing was that when people wanted to get in/get out of their seats, we had to stand to let them pass. that's the limited amount of leg room you have. sheesh.... abit like cinema liddat. anyway handphone reception there was zero (or in the case of my sis, next to nothing) wahahas....
ya, after that walked past Embassy (AHHHHHHH I HEARD MUSIC! AHHHHHHH I WAS SO TEMPTED TO GO! AHHHHHHHH) and waited for dad near the main road. lol went to some potong pasir coffeeshop for dinner. wahaahs.. then i came online and was in a super hyper mood! LoL
and.... monday. what did i do on monday? i slept in until 1.30. lol. pig. because i slept at 6am or so the previous morn/night. ahahs... gathered my phy notes, stoned, ate, then chionged bathroom and was 10 min late to meet mi classmate. hai. we took another bus and met another classmate. lol. then took the final bus to mrs yip's house. lol if you're wondering, she's aka mrs panda. ;p waahaa.. anyway now i know where they live. can hang pig's head on door liao :X aaahahahhas...
anyway she's not bad. AHHHHHHH I LEARNT EMI! AHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. FINALLY I CAN HOPE TO SOLVE THE MYSTERIES OF ELECTROMAGNETIC INDUCTION! AHAHAHs... oh ya. physics tuition if you were wondering what i was up to. LoL. reached home with 20 mins to spare for holland village! lololol. heng not raining. haha.. conclusion? tuition is fun. although it cost my mama $55 bucks. hai. anyway, ya. 4.35am liao. my eye hurts. weather so fucking nice i should be snoozing happily in bed. tml wake up early do maths maths maths! lol.
maybe i'll service my phone tml. hai.
kk. nighterZ!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:51:00 AM
to myself:
1. i shall not eat
2. i shall study hard
3. i shall be friendly to my best ability
4. i shall be as nice as possible
to [random] guy
1. i think i miss you?
2. many things remind me of you?
3. lol, this is crazy?
4. but i am happy when i'm with you?
ZZzzzzzzzzzz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:01:00 AM
mom nagging at me now.
zzzzz.
comp comp comp
chitchat chitchat chitchat.
waste money waste electricity
kaypo
busybody
i should make a living out of kpo-ing.
aRgH.
every day blogger blogger blogger.
well. fucking hell.
i need some space to rant right.
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:47:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:32:00 AM
hehe.. went to the durian to see show earlier on! my maiden voyage! mm. sat in row FF, seat 29! ahahas... Forbidden City! good good show! you guys must watch! i was captivated! ahahas...................... i liked the whore house part. :X blehh. FUNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:17:00 AM
War Photographer
In his darkroom he is finally alone
with spools of suffering set out in ordered rows.
The only light is red and softly glows,
as though this were a church and he
a priest preparing to intone a Mass.
Belfast. Beirut. Phnom Penh. All flesh is grass.
He has a job to do.
Solutions slop in trays
beneath his hands which did not tremble then
though seem to now. Rural England. Home again
to ordinary pain which simple weather can dispel,
to fields which don't explode beneath the feet
of running children in a nightmare heat.
Something is happening. A stranger's features
faintly start to twist before his eyes
a half-formed ghost. He remembers the cries
of this man's wife, how he sought approval
without words to do what someone must
and how blood stained into foreign dust.
A hundred agonies in black-and-white
from which his editor will pick out five or six
for Sunday's supplement. The reader's eyeballs prick
with tears between the bath and pre-lunch beers.
From the aeroplane he stares impassively at where
he earns his living and they do not care.
did it for O lvls literature. oh man i analysed this until i thought i would die of happiness. x)
enjoyyyyyyy. i shall retire to the haven of my sleeping abode. ;p
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:53:00 AM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:11:00 PM
MY GLORIOUS ENTRY OF LAST NIGHT GOT EATEN.
I HOPE THAT WAS A GOOD THING.
SMLJ.
MY WORDS ARE WORTH SO MUCH I FEEL THEY HAVE WRONGED ME!
UGH.
dulan.
MY WORDS ARE WORTH THE WORLD TO ME. AND WHATEVER I TYPE HOLDS TREMENDOUS MEANING.
sian. long entry also.
#%#$&*$^*(
nvm.
you guys can read the 'invisible' entry.
have fun.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:05:00 PM
why does she think he still msgs me in irc every day?
....why?
perhaps companionship, for i don't feel any intention, motive or desire emanating from him.
his words are honest... (as usual)
i dunno.
familiarity?
why the hell am i even thinking about it?
it doesn't even deserve my attention.
for i know. there's nothing implied. no hidden connotation.
oh wells.
anyway to all of you guys with wounded hearts (recent)
smile kaes. and move on.
that's the mental plaster that will protect the mental scab.
and before you know it, you will be healed and moving again.
but i cannot guarantee there won't be any scars.
...as dermalogists and psychiatrists say,
certain scars don't disappear.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:56:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:49:00 PM
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:12:00 AM
... with 'Why's.
Question: do you still have care left in your heart for tiny me?
Question: do you still remember who i am?
Question: all my old friends.. do i matter?
Question: why am i drifting away......... my social circle expands but i feel detached.. why?
Question: All this studying. What if my brain just cannot conform to it?
Question: will i EVER be able to acheive what i NEED to at LEAST see me through?
Question: How horrible will i do for GP paper tomorrow?
Question: how do i control my weight!
Question: did you ever love me? or was it the disillusioned mind of a kid that said it? for you never told me directly you did.
Question: why do i always brood upon the past?
Question: why do you message me every night?
Question: am i worth the 5 cents?
Question: I fear........ why do i fear this?
Question: why can't my life be smooth sailing?
Question: why can't you tell me what you think instead of harbouring (murderous) thoughts in your head as i walk past. chill of icy wind stabs me in the back.. quietly, HARD.
Question: Why am i bias?
Question: what is my sexuality?
Question: i should stop now shouldn't i?
Answer: yes. night.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
(aka gullibility.)
silly silly gal. why believe something that is a probable hoax? you yourself said it is illegal. yes. it is an illegal transaction. so what if that guy is the head honcho? c'mon man. even giants are fallible. archilles had a weakness in his heel. brutus by his sheer honour caused himself to be roped into a glorified assassination. golliath was defeated by david. what other examples from literature do you want? head crooks can be caught right? like Hambali. what more you? and the things is, their lackeys will suffer the most. scapegoat, much? and what's all this about it involving baiyutang? for all i know, alwyn may be out to play with you or cheat you. you never know. wake up gal. this is irc. the internet. anonymity. bastard la. he might even be a bored 10 year old kid for all you know. what do you want? do not be blinded by greed for that is what blinds many. do not be blinded by false coffers. do. not.
sheesh. i do not know how much i will have to lecture on before this all gets into your head. even steph said i should stop bothering about you and concentrate on what i have to do. because, eventually, if you still remain mangled and lost amongst the pile of junk in the rubbish heap, i will be too. i have a bright future ahead. you do too. what the hell are you doing? working? going out? sleeping? skipping classes? playing around with some scam? chatting on irc too much? slacking? playing too many online games? geez.
you think you're (a cute) wonderwoman huh?
omfg. don't give me this crap anymore. perhaps i shall just ignore you until i SEE that YOU have BEGUN to MUG.
big fat fuck man.
ok, off to study. cyas.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:36:00 PM
...
wah.
seh.
i am near speechless.
my sister's barely week old telescope is now focused on the moon.
although it's only less than half....
it....
it's so big.
i can only see bits of it at a time through the telescope lens.
phwoar.....
don't underestimate the power of a $139 supposedly cheapo telescope from TOYS R US.......
do. not.
omfg...
so many craters..
lolololol
looks like my face closeup.
lolololol
i'm gonna take another look
although my eyes hurt from squinting and stuff.
hehehe..........
wah seh. hou dai oh!
x)~~~~~``
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:35:00 PM
Aladdin!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla
LoL! princee aliii fabulously Ali ABAWA~ strong as TEN regular men, definitelyyyyyyyy! a whole new worldddd~ a world with new horizons to pursue.. but i know we're way up here, it's crystal clearrrr, that now i share a whole new world with yOUUuuuuuuu... lol i forgot the lyricss! but i have the tape soundtrackkk! =D i lurve this! this was the first movie i ever saw in the cinema! aND. i watched it twice! =D =D =D =D =D hehehe..... aww damn. MEMORIES! must go dig up that tape.... x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:38:00 PM
You should be dating an Aquarius.
20 January - 18 February
Your mate is communicative, thoughtful and caring.
Though he/she can be tactless and rude and
sometimes self-interested, he/she enjoys the
intellectual experience of sex.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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omfg this is so true. *sigh* why am i attracted to aquarius? haha.. *sigh* might as well go commit incest with my sis right.. =/ aquarius......... comprises 15th feb and 1st feb innit? o.o; wonder who else born in feb.....
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:43:00 PM
...or is it?
ahaha always the pessimistic skeptical side of dith. monday. i'm still alive. congratulate me. first off: the good things. i passed my maths. yay. go me. note the lack of excitement in my tone. yes. the excitement is way past. it is stale. anyway had 46.5 for paper 1. i'm so happy i passed k. looks like there still is hope for my maths. nothing much after that.. nothing good. *sigh*
woke up this morn as usual, bathed, went to braddell mrt. lol roy was in front of me. big strides he took. cannot catch up with him. wonder what his mom feeds him :X hahaa.... sian. his comp spoilt now. one source of my entertainment is gone. LoL. met pj in the train too. heh... always a bright smile to warm my mornings.. ;p sian. met manyi on the way also. she told me she sprayed her hair black with gatsby spray. lol. aiyohx.. i hate sprays. hai. apparently today got spotcheck. but mdm foo always dun care one so nvm. zZz.. anyway i think my hair now become black liao... sian. so ok lohs...
hai i feel so lazy. maths told us to do vjc paper. i nvr do yet.. a bit, but all nvr finish. sian... i still stone. hai. chem must do june paper1 and 2... 2003. hai i nv do also. today come home song song 12.15pm nv do anything. lessons pretty much ended after pe. grr... talk about pe later... chem no prac mr lim on holiday.. haha congrats mr lim! happy honeymooning! LoL :X bleh.. den after that no physics remedial so they either song song go out watch pirates of the caribbean lol i was so tempted to watch it a second time aAHHHHhhhh Jack SParrow! XD hai... kohl lined eyes! :D sian... or they go home.. so i went home to stone.... yesss. super early. so happy. before that went school library with sokteng to borrow SAT book. lol i got two. gonna study dat soon.
another good thing. i heard tml we all gonna watch movie. lol. guys won tix to RUnning ON KarmA apparently thru some shuttle run competition. 10 guys each one 2 pairs.. 20 tix loh. invited all the gals. haha.... song boh. so tml got movie date. maybe wednesday going out with mark. but i'm reconsidering it. scary shit he. suddenly so weird.... hai. keep asking me about minyi.... no i'm not jealous. bleh.... but i just find it weird k. today a lot of weird occurances. bleh.. a lot of hateful occurances. i hate myself.... sux.
pe... yes i went for pe you bastards who spread bad shit about me. first thing in the fucking morning mdm foo come talk to me about results den ms ong come and talk to me about pe. den mdm foo about pe. fuck... *kills self* i have no remorse liao. zZZzzzzz. u say anything i will agree or tell you the worst den liddat loh.... fucking hell dun care liao. now target is As... CHIONG AR DITH! :D~ hai. anw mdm foo asked me how my prelims. i told her liddat loh. bad loh. den she say how? i told her orh liddat loh.. ahhahas.... sian. den she come pat pat me etc. eyer..................... *runs away* den ms ong come over stare at me with her goldfishie eyes. lol.... fisheye lens effect. XD hahaha....... the usual shit la.... (ya ya bastards laugh.) den mdm foo come talk to me tell me to avoid trouble etc..... _|_ get out of my life la. i wanna nerd quietly u guys dun let me. instead fill my morning with knn ccb shit. E#%#$%&$*.
during pe ar... SUAY SHIT SIA. *cries* next time must tio theng yiu, yanhao, weiquan... yucks yucks yucks. today some lame dancing thing. all had to form circle. two girls sit on the two sides of one guy. guess what. my class got 13 gals. 10 guys. i am number 13. w00t. $#%$&^R&*(% expected. and since i'm the kind always rang wei gei bie ren na zhong, i tio the last one.... *CRIES* WHY AM I LIKE THAT MUST CHANGE MUST CHANGE. SO YOU GALS IN FRONT HAPPY LA. CAN HEAVE A SIGH OF RELIEF LA. THAT YOU'RE NOT ME, THE UNLUCKY LEFT OUT ONE WITHOUT A PARTNER SIMPLY BECAUSE I SUCK... *laments* nvm. i am strong i am unyielding. i will live. nvm. LAO TIAN YOU YAN. they had problem with the cd player and russian music. in the end everyone try to fix technician come also cannot. LAO TIAN ZHEN DE YOU YAN. XIE TIAN XIE DI! XIE XIE! *kowtows* the music cannot work so we never dance. w00t. haha.... jessie turned around and saw me paired with those two #$%%*$ guys. eyer john and taoyi. i felt so horrible cos i know they HATE ME HATE ME HATE HATE HATE ME. ooh yes. hate. lovely word there, dith. hai. suan le. bastards. so we went to the track to do 2 round warm up den can play games. sian. badminton. first thing i'm damn sian of that game. second thing i v long time nv play games with classmates so dunno also. used to it le. everytime always do taf. nv get to learn netball. so nvm... fine loh..... hai. last yr also the same. do taf nv get to fully learn badminton. sheesh. the life of A FAT PIG IS TOUGH INDEED! YA.... spent the entire time doing makeup pe. walked around the track while others played games around me... solitary. lonely... haix.... wo zhen de bu yao lian.... so sad. guys all playing soccer in the field.... a group of gals playing frisbee on the track.... fun fun fun..... i am devoid of fun....... salvation where are you.......? x( haix....walked for 30 mins. the toughest 30 min of the day. so sad..... at first walked innermost ring.... den began to walk outer.... 4th round theng yiu talked to me. now he den got heart... one of the few guys i know who got heart.... his friendship lent me some strength but i still felt miserable... hai.
reported to ms ong after that.. she come talk talk to me den liddat loh. den cleared one makeup. i went downstairs with my class gals to the shower stalls.. haix. mostly stoned and gave wistful smiles here and there. dun reli talk to them. i also felt sleepy... haix i'm going into depression mode. cannot study...... watch me fail................................ be happy you bastards out there.. be happy........... haix. rubbish. i'm too fat....................................
*dies*
got angry with a few buggers on irc just now. you jerk offs just shoot your mouths off dun think of others. win liao loh..... hate all of you........ or is it the other way around? you all hate me and i deserve it? i think so too........ everything's a fake..... everything's a fake..... if i just sleep forever when i wake up everything and everyone will go away............................................................................................
i'm sorry for sounding so sad. but i really am. been quite a long time, huh. welcome back sadness.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:20:00 AM
hrm. japanese film festival from now till 5th oct. whose game on going with moi? heard they got a couple of good shows.. :D for example, an anime and an award winning movie called Twilight Samurai. kewl shitx right? x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:52:00 PM
Hey, don't be ashamed! Some of the world's most profound thinking has been done on the can.
If you were a room in a house, what room would you be?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:41:00 PM
i swear i'm going mad. these few days what have i been doing? watching anime, dling anime, parking my comp sleeping stoning. trying to study but ending up doing other things. sleeping for instance. and i'm growing fat. forgot to mention that. uh, make that 'growing even more obese' oh yeah. and even more obtuse. my brain matter decrease as this oafish body of mine increases in fat. oh great tml's monday. checking of papers. i see my future sealed in these results. woe is me. but yet.. with only 5 or 6 weeks left, what am i doing? the inescapable harsh reality has hit me a thousand times in the face. hit me again and again. yet i do not feel a thing. i should be worried. i need the drive i need to study i need to do DAMN well for the As... i fear i may have lost myself somewhere.
on a lighter note i went thru the whole of electrochem today. hmm. i think i should do thermochem later. oh yea. feel so bad i screwed up my chemistry. oh my dear chemistry i fear i've let you down tremendously. people. memories. a haze. i feel i am not myself anymore. haix....... bimbotic dith. *sigh*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 9:28:00 PM
frydae~
haha.. funny. today was eventful. weird huh? and it's barely 2pm. lol came back at 1pm.. haha. initially today my plans were to go school for physics mock prac den slack awhile before meeting nignig at kfc there then chionging to orchard to meet chengcheng. aahahs.. wonderful how one's iteniary can change so fast.
started off relatively normal. LoL. was up till 3am last night burning cd. ahahs.. whoops. jungle wa itsumo hare nochi guu too farni liao.. and grappler baki too exciting. :X initially my frens say can turn up in sch at 8am for prac and not be caught by the om.. suddenly woke up at 6.45.. wahaha.. slackslack. smsed jessie i think. she said better go for assem.. scarli caught by om for nothing. ahahAHahhas... wah sian. so ya la. chionged the bathroom den dad came back after fetching sis den chionged me over in less than 15 mins. :D~ about 12 minutes he took i think. wahhaa... the backgate was still open loh. ;p yesssssss.
lol, like i predicted, my class in the middle of empty space. XD hehe... my class so onZ ar. most of them came for assem. jessie was shocked to see me early. haha... slacked until 8 for prac.. heh i saw my lover kitt in assem, crossed the empty space to talk to her. wah she going ddr.. heh.. notti gal :X eH, i wanna play my finger ddr later.. :X hahahahs...
prac was... hai. i got sia suayed by mdm tay. =\ she say my name in her class... kao my phy prac got 9/17 because of 'weird' scales... x( hai. at least now i know 10 to 4 cannot use... ah well. lol. prac finished surprisingly early around 10am. kao. heng so early. i was falling asleep and smsing in the back. lololol. hai dith you suck sia... i needa get anti-snooze pills for lessons if they have.. x_X
lol my classmates wanted to go kino and jessie and i were going bishan to enquire about tix for Forbidden City. haha... then the guys also going out. ended up impromptu class outing.. everyone in same carriage same direction.. lol in the end the guys went to suntec, me and jessie and the other gals went orchard.. lol slackslack. train got problem, stopped there like us and stoned.. kept swaying back n forth. hrm. kept grabbing e pole for balance or i'd go crashing onto e guys.. XD lol nvm they're big n strong. ;p slackslack at orchard till half past 11.. chionged back to sch to meet nig.. lol. argh.. i thot i was late! heh. hengggg. =) lol on e way back to sch lun smsed me. kao eh, so zhun. know i in sch. win liao. so suay run into him.. o.o; bleh. ;p he came back from camp. haha.. not my fault he had to wait w me mah. bleh.
i met nig!~ heh, finally!~ yay! got gk21 from him n passed to him guu1-5. lol. he was late for class.. =\ went popular w lunnie after, he needed to get cdrs. haha.. met ly at amk.. O_O; whenever there's lun, there's ly. O_O; XD so ya. cheng pangseh mi. x( so i went home.... hai. but lol nvm. tiReD!~``` rushed back n forth until tiredZ! gonna watch anime now..... n eat. hungryyyyy. rush until nv eat. =\ LoL
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:06:00 PM
rOts.. i GIVE UP. TOTALLY.
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 8:39:00 PM
a thought
was wondering.. if we're checking maths paper 1 in the morning and there's chem lesson from 11-2, do we have pe in between then? better not. no mood to be running around like a bitten dog. perhaps i should say i did not know. or whatever. no mood no stamina no desire to do pe. don't wish to see those pe teachers. deliverers of cruel punishment in pure white garmets. IT DECEIVES! DO NOT BE TAKEN IN!
i fear i may lose my mood to study and lust to excel in the As if they drag me aside and lecture me on the importance of physical education. or. if they force me to finish my makeup pe before As. i WILL SCREAM I WILL SNAP I WILL KILL THEM I SWEAR. do not spoil this delicate equilibruim i have established with my academic life. DO NOT.
............just like ol' times eh?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:45:00 PM
rainy day
rainy rainy mood. the kind where you stop and think and breathe and take in the surroundings. where you get all sentimental and feel a calm within you you start to think you might be depressed. but it's ok. it comes with the rain. feeling cold now. the ends of my toesies are like peaks of ice. and my fingers can hardly type. oh yes, i had school today. how did you know? can't break the cycle. exams. nit-picky things put there just to irritate you and to tell you how lousy you are, really. demoralising. the common mindset. but no, it's actually a really nifty thing. without exams WHO would study? WHO would be driven to think, to question to understand? something one doesn't even understand will guarantee one won't like it. how can you like something that perplexes you so much you get brain cramp? and yet, after all that hard work, when you fly through the paper with your scratchy ballpoint and stick of white-out, you feel wonderful. when you can explain or share a concept with someone, anyone, you feel wonderful.
speaking of which, last day of prelims ended with a bang. BAM. today. i face-offed with physics paper 3 and i lost. pitifully. well, i did study. well. read my notes. went for tuition. but no, somehow i forgot lots of stuff. BANG. i'm dead. dead as a doornail. i should break down and cry, like most people do. but i can't. i can't and i won't. i do not know how to. i just feel regret. like i should have done it right, and oh dith you're so stoned and wasted there. and blah blah blah. i know it's not enough to pass. that's why i was initially hoping for no less than a D. no idea. chem prac was after school today. 12.15pm. had nearly 2 hours to stone. got so flustered before my paper today. it was raining and they shut us out of the hall and when i got in, i didn't finish studying.. put my bag and dug for my stuff and wove my way through to my class. realised i still had my handphone in my pocket. wove my way back and dump the handphone in, but was tempted to check who sent me the sms "1 message received". i didn't. wove my way back to my seat, but couldn't find it. realised i was a row away. WHAT, DITH?! gave weak smiles to offset my embarrassment. BLUR SOTONG!
felt quite bad after the paper. 15 minutes left! panda went, just as i was about to embark upon question number 2 of my section A. WHAT? AND I'M BARELY HALFWAY THROUGH? that will be the cause of your death one day. POOR time management. FAIL IN RED. BIG FAT F. oh yes. hugged pj dear twice today. some solace in this big lonely world. chatted to roy in the morning after running all the way from the bus stop outside, red faced panting and silently entered the train behind him as the doors were about to close. had a lively conversation with jessie and classmates. was offered words of comfort and encouragement and care from theng yiu. thank you all. *sigh* but he's really correct, ya. although the paper may be upon 110, the entire thing's upon 310. i screwed up less than 50% of my paper. there's still hope. like he said, a mark lost there is only so little compared to the entire percentage. fuzzy logic, really. =)
was still feeling lost and confused and guilty after the paper. didn't even know where jessie told me she would be. my ears weren't working. headed to canteen after she replied my sms. ah yes. food. school food. cheap and good and familiar. had yong tau fu. ew the fish maw sucks. haix... thank goodness i doused the entire load of food with chilli and sweet sauce. =) paid only $1.80. didn't really matter. ate all. full.
went to students' lounge to catch a snooze. i couldn't. not tired. blame it on me falling asleep last night after reading my physics notes "p = h rho g... Zzzz" -____-; one pathetic sentence.... i'm lousy, dammit. heard a knocking on the glass. eH. roy. -_-; i wasn't in a slumber, more like a stupor. but i do not like to be caught sleeping. lol. i have this perception that i look weird when i'm asleep. my sister likes to say i look like a pig with fishlips... -_-; all her fault. x(
chem prac was.. ok. it rained heavily throughout the mock paper. had a semi-discussion with kim thye before it. lol us stoners from the lounge were the first. ^^; apparently my design prac was done the correct way. there's hope yet! i pray that i did really well for prac. lol. i always feel that i have to set records if i am able to. =D hehe.. feels cool, innit. couldn't finish the mock prac. totally left out design. table seemed to be coated with KMnO4. some brownish stuff. everywhere my beakers and glass things got brown stuff on their bases. couldn't put my paper on the table due to that. also all wet. haix. took a damn long time preparing my titration too. geez dith. where's your grey matter now? haix.
got back chem mcq. i passed. but not well. 23/40. wtf is that man. although kim thye praised me, i wasn't happy. not one bit. 23/40 is SUBSTANDARD. not for a person of MY CALIBRE in CHEM. oh yes. i will never be satisfied until i reachieve my B. or higher. make that an A. mm. he said i was slacking too much early part of the year. so it's very good already. pAh i say. DITH YOU SUCK. I'M SURE YOU COULD'VE DONE BETTER THAN THAT. IF ONLY YOU HAD STUDIED ORGANIC CHEM. damn you. he said aj lowest was 6 and aj average was 27. lol he praised jessie because she got 27. 27 for my class is like, weally high. haha.. i think. *sigh* we ARE SUBSTANDARD. chant with me. WE ARE SUBSTANDARD. *sigh*
was raining like i said. checked my phone. dad offered me a lift home. gave jessie a ride to the hub too. went home in air conditioned comfort. just like a queen. mm. =D am home now. am blogging. physics prac is tomorrow. should i head to school for assembly then? or stroll in at 7.45 and get caught for being 'late' ? hmm. i run the risk of being the ONLY one in my class for assembly in a WHOLE stretch of empty rows.. i might even be the only one standing alone for a VAST EXPENSE OF EMPTY PARADE SQUARE GROUND. scary. lol i dunno as of yet. let's see how things go. prac's at 8am. finishes around 11. might go out with cheng after. go to fareast, have sushi tei because i have $5 off if i spend a min of $30. and sushi tei's SURELY NOT CHEAP. hmm. orchard sounds good though. it sounds REALLY good. might do a spat of studying after i have fun stuffing my fat face. hmm. CHEM. lol i dunno. all equally heavy weightage. because. i suck at all? and it's nearing the As. inch by inch. is it just the wind or did my fingertips grow more icey? o.o; hrm.
shall stone awhile, watch some anime and burn them in cdr then perhaps study or sleep. there's NO TIME LEFT, DITH. as of NOW, you have a MEAGRE 6.. SIX WEEKS TO THE ADVANCED LEVELS. YOU CAN DO IT.
tried to talk to her today. got the reply: "dith~ i go play gb. bbl" like 3 fucking times. well, you fucking hell irritated the shit outta me today. neglecting your studies neglecting our friendship neglecting EVERY FUCKING THING cept for gb. well, go fucking LIVE IN IT then. fucking hell.
...do i know you?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:35:00 PM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:20:00 PM
last paper tml!
ahahas... i'm in a crazzzzy mood right now. totally off my rocker. lolx. right now raving on irc to cheng about going CB to party. free flow free entry~ aHHHHhhhhhh. this is TOO DARN GOOD TO PASS UP! :X haha.. but tml got physics paper 3 and .....
WAHAHHAAHAHhahaha... AH MA SO FARNIE... her reply to my sms was:
ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
waHAHahahas... *pengx*
LoLoLoLoL~
anyway ya, today had maths paper 2. yay~ nose finally cleared up. no more incessant sniffling and tissue devouring during the paper. thank GOODNESS. mMm. i could do like more than 60% of the paper.. i'm hApPy~ first time siA~ XD yepp. later on had to go for physics tuition.. ended up on a bus that went round and round amk for like 15 mins. -_-; shuting and sokteng joined us for luNcH~ hehe... jocelyn decided on the spur of the moment to join us for last minute physics practice~ hahaHAs.. YAy we pay LeSS~ ;p hrm. ended up in some mall in Hougang. lol, no idea where. the one near the interchange larhx. somehow ended up stuffing our faces with pizza hut. wAhahAHhax... wtf sia. heh. shuang shuang shuang~ zaoed to the Yips place on time! eH, rush me fer what.. never even finish my food. x( hahahAHahs.... today tuition was FUN! yEah. we did fluids. =D~ ahAHahs.... and i passed my pHy mcq! LoL i checked answers~ XD haHAhahas.... had a lot of fun today.. dunno why. dunno what we celebrating also... i kept saying we were celebrating the non-physics gals last day of exam.. XD sIaOx boH? XD aHAHahas.... crapped a whole lot... ahAhahas......... I AM BACK TO NORMAL! (well. not exactly.. but.) hEHehehs..
dith is back in DA house foLKs!~
*ponders*
should i go CB tonight...?
XD ^-^*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:07:00 PM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:08:00 PM
irritable
some ppl so easily irritated. just cause of a few small things. they don't express it nvm, but when they announce their irritation you feel they have a bone to pick with you or something. other people just grin and bear it. some complain amongst themselves in hushed whispers. but yea, those people who're openly irritated. always irritated at the tinest things. say if it inconveniences them A LITTLE. scrolling down only requires a roll of your finger or a slight movement of your hand. what's so HARD about it? and if people don't invite you don't grumble and rant. yes, so they did it openly and hurt your feelings, but do you have it take it out on everyone? it's IRRITATING too, YA KNOW? acting like a spoilt brat / baby. come on man... you know jolly well how OLD you are. aren't you supposed to act like YOUR age? even teenagers are more mature than you man.. wtf.... talk about peter pan. -_-;
get so agitated over a simple shit and then you wanna lash out at everyone. uGh.... never fails to piss ME off.
ok, chemistry was lame. cMON man. electro chem and organic chem DOMINATED the entire 60 marks. -_-; now how am i to pass when i didn't study them? geEz. plus i kept sneezing and using tissue every 5 minutes or so.. wtf. so irritating! x( hai.
shitty shitty day, definitely. chem mock prac on thurs 12.15 lab4. physics mock prac on fri 8am. hrm. tuition tml.. dammit i'm sick... x( gonna screw up maths also... die liao.. haAaaaiX. win liao loh, dith... on another note, mama so nice, cooking mee tai mak soup with cai sim and dumplings... hai... aiyah. today at braddell while waiting for my feeder to take me home, saw this irritating old woman. grr. smoking some damn smelly cigarette. knn. reached home cannot breathe properly. i know the comment that follows will be mean, but wtf. so old liao still smoke.. how much more you wanna shorten your life? grr. even if you wanna smoke, go buy the more expensive cigarettes that smell better not cheap fags. since ur life will be shortened then it means you can spend more cos less time on the earth mah. grrrrr........
pardon me. bad grumpy sneezy mood today. 3rd day i'm ill and counting... x_X physics, chem screwed up... what's next? maths.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:51:00 AM
sick...
just came home... like half an hour ago... lol. dunno how i managed to survive phy paper today.. staggering about, shivering, sneezing. hot cold hot cold. haix. i'm breaking out into a cold sweat as i speak. x( anyway last night spent like 5 hours reading my notes. haha... started around 11pm i think. with some intermission inbetween. slept in the chair from 2-4am... then continued until 6.15.. haha.... was just starting on emi when i had to bathe. studied emi, charged particles and quantum physics on the way to school and in school before the exam..... yea.
was kinda pleasantly surprised that i could do the papers.. yea. and what mrs yip went through for tuition also sorta came out. kewl shit, dat. =D but of course, what with my sneezing, dripping nose and immense lack of practice, of cos cannot finish la. haha.... only did 24 of the mcq... and around 80% of the paper 2 also. lololol. suck sia. x_X anyway went straight home after that. (well, sorta) jessie wanted to use the ladies so i waited outside and smsed... x_X progress report / update thru sms. ahahs.. lame sia. was walking the stretch to the traffic light when yz snuck behind me and pulled my ponytail. lol. si boi boi. but he found the exam ok. haha.. sian sia. took mrt and saw weiting and jocelyn kee. lol. they were all talking, i wasn't. i was too busy being sick and smsing and stoning.... got off at braddell. i buay tahan the aircon liao.... thank goodness bus came early. haix... on the bus this little girl kept exclaiming: jie jie! lol. then she and (the maid?) got off and she kept waving... hahas.. so cute. made me slightly less unsick. x_X haha.. friendly kid. probably about 2 or less... haha....
anyway i'm home, waiting for my lunch. and after that i shall catch up on some sleep before studying organic and revising the rest of my chem. tml chem....... haix. sian sia.
wish moi luck kaes.
jaa ne.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:23:00 PM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:56:00 PM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:42:00 PM
predestined
fine, so i'm typing this out again. i thought blogger saves your entries for you? tmd. anyway, i said i was supposedly gonna blog yesterday night, but was too tired and stuff, and chatting on irc and had to off the comp. so i'm making up for loss time by blogging now. yea. anyhoo, had chem practical yesterday. 2nd shift aint that bad, yea? at least we only get quarantined for an hour and get to go home straight after the paper. but i didn't go home, went out with my classmates to watch movie. ahahs...
anyways chem prac involved 4 sections. Redox titration.. Fe(II).. a double titration to find the number of moles that reacted and which one is the oxidising agent. involved KMnO4 (ya LA, someone CLEVER LA, PREDICT SO ZUN. good for you loh. but. YOU DON'T TAKE CHEM! -_____- *stabs you* haha, you know who u are. i see you lying dead on monday k. ;p) waccow purple solution, so intensely purple somemore. meniscus cannot see. somemore my burrette so misleading, put a large number 50 on the top. hai wo titrate wrongly at first. -_-; kept sloshing permanganate all over my hand in the sink... got mighty pissed with it. luckily my titration quite accurate. first one so zhun ok. 25.25cm^3 for both! heh.. second one not so heng, 15.6 and 15.7.. haha... but nvm. plus minus 0.1 ma. yeah... that done, i moved on to QA. blardee hell. luckily the tests not v difficult. only test for CO2, and relatively a lot of gas was produced, so in no time at all the Ca(OH)2 formed white ppt. yeppers. aahahs.. lol, i cheated too. i shook it around so the reaction would be more vigorous.. TIME IS PRECIOUS, FOLKS! :X ahahas.. anyway at first i used a testtube. kao eh, the tube with the cork to bubble the gas was for the bigger test tube. -_-; (haha.. forgot what it's called. entry tube? blur...) at first tried squashing it on the mouth of the smaller test tube. kns. fine, so i switched to the bigger test tube. ahahs.. effervescence! yeps. good good. but then they asked us to add NaOH and filter. then add HCl to the filtrate. wahha i dunno white ppt means Pa or Ba ar? forgot the solubility. hai. then they asked us to add aq NH3 to FA7.. white filtrate this time.. not brown... still either Pa or Ba. hrm. anyway this time added HCl to filtrate, nothing formed. eH, i dunno lehs. anyway i think the brownish cream ppt was Mn2+? lol, no idea lehs. and i dunno if Br- or I- was formed... die die. ahahas.. or both? ^^; ok, i thot i was all done. so began to relax. planned the experiment for the QA. five solutions, unknown identities cos all mixed up, but they tell you what the 5 are, just not which FA they are. lol. yep. bright yellow ppt, yellow ppt, yellow turn orange, and no visible reaction if i used the yellow solution found to be K2CrO4. haha... anyway FA12 was that. the other had only one positive reaction. and that was yellow ppt with Pb2+ ions. Cl- + Pb2+ ---> yellow ppt. yeppers. CrO42- + H+ -----> yellow turn orange. i think? lol can't recall. don't bother liaos. hahas....anyway FA8 was found to be the one containing lead, FA9 contained Fe, can't recall liao. hahas... was happy i could do that. yeah~ then flipped to the OTHER design one, eyer. they ask you to plot a graph with given readings. for temp rise vs conc of HCl. ahhaas... then flip behind. WAH STUN TIO. it's the bloody design expt. kao eh. i was like.. WTF? blur diao liaos. hehe.. they say FA5 and FA6, FA5 is 0.8M of H2SO4 initial, but accidentally spilt some Na2CO3 inside. and FA6 is 1M of NaOH i think. lol.. so using the graph, devise an experiment and CARRY IT OUT. wtf.... i had only 20mins left. -_-; EYER. PANIC. lol.. so faster faster.. die die must do. haven't even done my calculations for titration or deduction for prac. EEK. after staring at it for what seemed like an eternity, anyhow devise an experiment. i calculated the volume of NaOH needed for 30cubic centimetres of FA5, then divided by 2 since not enough. i deduced the temperature needed would be less than what was supposed to be because the acid reacted with the carbonate ma. haha... den i deduced what the conc of H+ ions was from the graph.. minus away from original conc.. 2x0.8M because 2M of H+ from H2SO4. ya.. den calculated 0.341g of Na2CO3 accidentally spilt. lol, i dunno. anyhow do. hai. i forgot to measure the initial temp. -_-; so had to agar agar. KAO eh. hai. somemore raining. weather cold. temp kept deviating back and both. sian ji bua. i was sitting on the lone bench at the back of the classroom near the window somemore. knn. hahas.... heng no rain came in, heng no loudloud thunder like we had on wed. heng... kao eh, after that i hurriedly did my calculations for VA, and was nearly finishing my deduction for QA when time was up. heng, at least i nearly finished. =) heh. the teacher collected our paper, we washed up and cleaned the apparatus. kao i was the slowest to wash everything. hai. friends all had to help me.. THANKSTHANKS! i'm sorry if i splashed water on you guys in my haste. =\ haha.......
after that they went toilet, i went bookshop, said i would meet them in foyer cos had to collect the stuff yanhao sent to the bookshop to get printed for my phy tuition. $4.20. haha... quite okaes. i expected like nearly $10 or something liddat. yeah. went to lockers to put it in yanhao's locker. lol, sokteng or dunno who commented he also use facial foam. ahahs.. lol i dunno. took my portion and put his portion inside, then we went to sun plaza, sembawang.. movie at 3pm! (Turn Left Turn Right) ahhhh. already 2.15+ when we left sch! ahaHAHs. reached there with around 15 minutes to spare. bought tickets first thing. and then chionged down to buy food. ahAHahs.. lunchhhh. everyone was so darned hungry after the prac. all in all there were 8 gals. ahahs.. all gals, cos the boys all 3rd shift. HENG AR I! i was the VERY LAST ONE of 2nd shift. ^^; scary. anyway we bought macs/kfc/hotdogs/old chang kee. lol. i had old chang kee. ahahs...smuggled food into theatre and movie just about started. lol. made TONS of noise in the cinema amid rustling plastic bags, chomping noises, giggles and conversation exchanges. not to mention the SMELL of foood. ze AROMA. haahs.. one of the employers came with a torchlight. uhoh. pretended as if we weren't eating. but i think she close one eye also. ahahas.. Sun Plaza the business not say v good loh. so empty the cinema. only got around 20 ppl. hahah...one noisy eating row of giggling gals. ahahahs.. like the whole place was ours liddat. :X think there were hell lot of irritated ppl behind us, inclusive of an aj couple. :X hahaha.... perhaps we interrupted their makeout session continually? :X aHAahhass....
movie over, we departed for home. ahahs.. ya, i'm guai loh, i went straight home. :D later found out manyi went to greatworld city cos she called me at night asking for directions.. ahahas... :X then i came home, stoned... slackslack whole day. james called me at night. kao eh that guy. first thing he says is not hello but Hey PIG. -___-; slap him sia. bleargh. anyway he informed me of a party that he, michelle and kimmy will be opening in dec/nov at milieu. hahas.. for about $15. kewl shits. i'm SO going. hahas.. but only 2 free drinks so far la. bleargh. and aaron tells me he's organising a party at centro on 27th this month for $14 bucks, top 40s first, then the usual centro music (which, imo, sux) and 1 free drink i think. ewwies. lol. he wasted half an hour of my life. heng he wanted to play Gunbound.. i got off the hook. :D stoned awhile reading First Magazine and LIME.. lol. bought them on the way home yesterday. yeppers. had to stop by two vendors. hahas...
as for today... lol. slack lohs. but i had phy tuition. ya. and i learnt some stuff. :D heheh.. was early for once! lol, theng yiu was late :X i'm happy i'm early! yay! saw two aj gals at ze bus stop. hrm. they also took 74. dunno go where, but they were wearing uniform so maybe they had exam? lol no idea. ;p perhaps bio prac. lol.... 06/02 take bio right? ?_? (i think they from 06. if not 04.. ?_?) met yanhao halfway.. lol. mrs yip v cute. she playfully chided us for being late. XD hahas... her husband and kids also not at home. lol. i forgot it's friday today. mr yip has lessons. and the kids have sch, i think? lolol. i also blur. haha... but i thot pri sch finish quite early? ?_? blur....
we did SAJC prelim paper physics.. paper1 mcq. hahas.. a lot of ambiguous qns there. gotta ask wilson or whoever for help. lol. they finish exam liao! damn them. x( hai. left around 2.30 after paying. this time took 88 home. lol. eek i saw this man on the bus talking to himself. ediotic theng yiu keep saying maybe he's talking to a ghost and the ghost beside me. -_-; heng the man got off before theng yiu did. >_<~ hai. but i was so freaked when his hand grasped the chair in front of me. >_<~ grr.... bleh. ask him go study he dowan. he wanna go home sleep. hai. no study partner = slack at home lohs. hai. i have yet to find my maths normal distribution notes. >_<~ hai... took 88 all the way to tpy. supposed to stop at interchange, but i found out it stops relatively near my house. so i got off and walked home thru blk 66 there. yah.... auyong, owl and mu not free.... den mark also not free.. jes nv pick up my call... sian. fine loh. lol, came home, mom bought unagi for me~ $6.50 only. and so damn filling and the unagi so damn big! ahahs.... not bad not bad. yUm. and i'm sipping pokka japanese green tea and finishing off my blog now. gotta pia physics today i guess. after holland V.. haha..........
ok kewl. blog's done. i'm still in a relatively happy mood. sun still shining steadily...
tatAz~``
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 2:15:00 AM
i swear, technology is all OUT against ME
UgH.
blardee comp.
i spend most of my day tending to you.
i clear out my D drive and burn everything onto CDRW.
i install win98 on D drive.
i think to myself: YAY! now my direct 3d can work!
reality: YES, it CAN work, but now my LURVELY DSL modem WON'T.
bloody hell.
if i load winxp, can go online but cannot play game.
if i load win98, can go online via EXPENSIVE 56k but CAN play GAME.
what the fuck.
i've had it with the comp. looks like it's helping me in a way i guess. no d3d, no gunbound, no slacking, STUDYYYyyyy!
sheesh....
i wonder if there's an imood for 'sheesh'. because it's how i REGULARLY feel.
uGh.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 12:32:00 AM
It's Wednesday. 7 weeks to A lvl
and. i'm screwed. lol, as usual. hahas. had chem paper 3 this morning. mm. i think it had me instead! haha.. sheesh. it was an easy paper, no doubt. BUT. lol as always i screw things up. bleh. silly silly girl. never study food chem, organic chem. even the TIPS mr lim gave us also forgot to touch. what did i do? feel sick, sneeze continuously, sleep, stone, talk to family members, eat, etc etc. uGh. win liao loh. so i studied physical chem. ONCE through. and hey gal, that's not even STUDYING. that's just READING and UNDERSTANDING. sIan.
anyway i found the physical chem bit quite hopeful. haha... sheesh. shall pia food and org chem at a later date (but not too late!) for papers 1 and 2. yep. eH, tml gonna watch TUrn Left Turn RIght! ahAHas. with my classmates. :X with manyi! :D lol, i'm going mAd!~ sIaN. eh, i feel like going out NOW. blehhh. i feel so gawd damn full now. 3 slices of gardenia bread (inclusive of one back of ze bread! mm), 2 bullseye eggs with pepper and parmesan, and some bits of ham plus baby cherry tomatoes, and a glass of low fat milk later.. and i'm still online. lol. multitasking. typing one handedly, eating and trying not to get egg on my face (or anywhere else for that matter), refreshing a tagboard (lol, don't ask. ;p), reading other blogs, chatting on irc and having random fizzles of thought. haha.. yep. i'm nuts. but OnLY I can say that. (nono, not you, lun.)
haix. chem chem cheming... 1st question on m/e values. could handle that. 2nd on reaction kinetics.. i think i could handle that.. 3 (or) on ionic eqm *smirks to herself* qn4 on transition metals.. but i didn't get the structure. simi 8 bonds sia.... what the.. -_-; 5(either) on periodicity.. section C on org chem (WAH DIE DIE) that's 6-8(or).. 3 qns screwed. hrm. finally last two 9 and 10 on food chem. wahha.. screwed again. so all in all, i did half the paper? haix. 50 upon hundred if i'm lucky. *sobs* and chem is supposedly my BEST subject! eyer...
sIan man...
hopefully chem prac tml will go down better. well. and you know what? i'm the LAST person for shift 2.. what the. hey, better not be wrong... sculli me shift 3 with the guys.. and sculli me the ONLY gal (again).. not that i MIND, BUT first things first..
1. this is SHIFT 3, FOLKS! wtf... 4.30pm...
2. with the GUYS? eek. not close to them at all. alienated.... need some female comfort once in a while, ya? and i don't really like some of the guys in my class. not that they're bad or anything. but bu shou la. lol. only shou with 2 or 3 guys. ahahs. pathetic right. plus. i suspect one guy is totally against me. if he is, it would explain A LOT. lol. ask mi in private if you don't get it. but then again, if you DO, hELLo cassius and brutus and the gang! hail caesar! et tu brute? then fall Caesar! bwahaha.
3. hrm. gals gonna watch Turn Left Turn Right tml. i'm SOOOOOO going! lol, not that i love Takeshi or whatnot.. but MOVIE! AND GOING OUT! FUN FUN FUN. oops. high opp cost. x(
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. nothing else to write for the 'mo. later, yea?
wUv dith ^-^*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:17:00 PM
i think... i am unwell.
been sneezing the whole day.
now i have a slight tummy ache and a headache.
all is not well!!!!!!!
oh ya, and i haven't study yet. x(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:36:00 PM
pHySicS... prac.
aye shit man. had physics practical today. lol, design and lab. well. before i even reached school, it got rather eventful. haha.. to me, that is. ;p first off, yesterday i slept like a pig.. after holland village. haha.. slept until 11.40pm, nearly midnight when guess who says he's online. the sms woke me up. =\ lol today my mom scolded me.. she told me to switch off my phone next time before i sleep. and. usage of handphone will decrease my braincells. haha.. i feel like i'm sloWwwwing down already ne. XD shit man. lol, i get so xiao qi whenever i talk to him. hai dunno why. maybe i'm allergic or something. kao eh, i need an explaination for why i dreamt of him in the one hour i slept before maths. -_-;
ANYWAY. PLEASE PLEASE SOMEONE WATCH BENT WITH ME! x( haix. my powers of persuation FAIL me. i cannot seem to COERCE anyone into watching with me. x( shit..
anyway back to this morning. lol, me 2nd shift. so i kept waking up and going back to sleep.. over and over again until i finally stumbled out of bed feeling cold and sleepy and somewhat sick and numb at 8.35. lol, went to bathe.. mom came back with my chuwee kueh. hahaa.. eyer so oily. >_< made me kaff kaff. *sigh* was ready by 9.25.. lol, in the end mom said she couldn't go central with me.. so i went downstairs.
1. i just missed the bus on both sides. -_-
fine. so i crossed opposite to take the bus that comes straight from the interchange, ASSUIMING that it's more frequent. guess what? as i stone there feeling ill, the bus from the opposite side (where i came from) COMES AGAIN!
2. therefore, i missed the bus again. -_-;
ok, so my bus comes.. finally! i hop off to braddell. see the signboard: Jurong East arrived
3. gee, i miss yet another mode of transport.
4. next one isn't due till 6 minutes later.
5. 6 minutes later would be 10 to 10.
6. i would hence have 3 minutes to pia to school from the mrt station.
7. gee, school starts later than usual and i'm late.
8. for an exam too!
what to do, my prediction was true. lol. so i run to school. wah sian. heng today i carried my esprit tote with:
a) long ruler
b) pencil case (with calc and specs and whatnots.
c) wallet
and. my handphone snug in my pocket. where's it's pretty much been. even through the exam. -_-;
so i reached the hall. and i'm lost. lol, i spend all of 2 minutes standing in the middle of the rows of half-filled seats looking lost. wahahahHA.. imagine that as a lame scene in a movie, and you just about have the picture. bleh. i see my class. i walk to where the girls are. weird, no place for me. lol. so weird. no ordering meh? so i sit behind. behind weiquan. haha... paper began in 2 or 3 minutes. lol. teacher checked our bags beforehand. when i realised, i was like: OMFG? MY PHONE'S WITH ME?! lol, so i look all innocent, but my phone's panicking inside my pocket under the packet of tissue (in case my nose decides to play leaky faucet) so she checks my bag. i pass. we then abandon our bags outside the hall and start our design paper. hrm. two questions involving pressure. haix... what the. second question killed me. -_-; and weiquan's answer seemed so much more logical! and the guy beside me from 18 was talking about some horseshoe magnet and measuring the induced emf? wtF. i felt like what i did was so ALIEN? sian.
oh ya, got roy's sms during the exam. wahaha... could feel phone vibrate. heng no one noticed. haha.. only checked the msg after i was safely away from the teachers. lol. anyway after the paper was quarantine period. weiquan turned around and we chatted. mostly about the paper and stuff. then they allowed our row to go for toilet break. lol i didn't. as usual. zZz... and i slept for 10 minutes after doing the paper. heh.
about 11.30 we left for the labs. lol mi blur as usual, just followed my classmates. haha.. eh i think my setup got problem. voltmeter kept deviating from value to value. what the? x( everyone got a STRAIGHT LINE. eh why i got CURVE? -________________-; suay suay suay! x( first experiment also damn weird. simi find tile, the time taken for both pendulum bobs of a different natural frequency to return to phase. ^^; wah sian. how to release two bobs and click the stopwatch at the same time? heng i got skill. -_-; graph was relatively straight, cept for the last anomalous point. wah sian. seems my value calculated for the number of times the return to phase would happen was too large. about 4000. -_-; eh. haix... sian man. normally i'm not bad at phy prac de leh! >_<~
fine fine. chionged home after that. lol, chatted like hell to jessie in the train. we were walking behind the guys.. sian. behind us got no one. anyway we reached tpy, we saw marc and jocelyn walk out. jessie was like O_O marc? haha... 'spied' at them from behind. lol, jocelyn as usual friendly friendly, gave marc a friendly whack on his arm. hmmm. :X later learnt that marc never bring ezlink card. entered yck by walking closely behind someone, and left tpy by walking closely behind jocelyn. -_-; you know what i thought? lol, i thought he and her had something going on *winkwinknudgenudge* or he was on the way to starbucks again. ^^;
and guess what? to wrap it all up, i missed the bus that would take me home. -_-;
that's my day so far. shall study.. no. shall PIA chem now. LoL. wish me luck folks! *sigh* must get A/B *sigh*
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:59:00 PM
Your name Meredith has given you tenacity of purpose and has made you extremely independent. Whatever you undertake, you approach from your own point of view, and others either have to conform to your ideas or go their own way and leave you to work things out for yourself. You are so narrowly focused in your pursuits that you frequently overlook the little personal considerations and attentions that create a bond of understanding and sense of companionship. Thus it is difficult for you to merge your efforts harmoniously with others. In the home, you can inadvertently be offhand and abrupt when you would really like to show your affection. In circumstances that require a little finesse, you find that you are inclined to be too direct and straight to the point and suffer frustration in your personal relationships as a result.
Health Weaknesses:
Tension could affect the eyes, ears, teeth, or sinuses. Frequent head colds or severe headaches are potential problems.
The first name of Dith gives you a dynamic and highly strung nature. You have a humanitarian and principled side to your character and will go out of your way to help someone if you feel there is injustice or unfairness. You often become involved in situations without any thought of the consequences. You are basically seeking truth in life and have a very analytical and questioning mind. Being perceptive and intuitive, you often respond to your hunches, which can lead you into bitter experiences. You love change, travel, and new opportunities and dislike monotonous detail. Though you show enthusiasm over a new-found interest, you seldom finish the things you start. If you are repressed or restricted in any way, you become frustrated, moody, and depressed. You often speak directly and can be cutting and sarcastic. You experience many disappointments with people, for you trust others and take them at their word, only to be let down. In time, you could become cynical and extremely critical towards people.
Health Weaknesses
Your driving, seeking nature and intensity of feelings could cause you to experience nervous breakdowns, nervous problems, fits, goitre, or a weak and sensitive solar plexus. An impulsiveness could cause you to be accident prone.
(surname) has given you organizing ability as well as an expressive, positive, and self-confident nature. You are able to work well with people and can capably direct their activities. You enjoy music and art, and love to meet and mix with people. An appreciation for quality has prompted you to strive for the best standard in dress, material possessions, and choice of food. On occasion, you can be intolerant and critical of others, quick to argue and to dominate situations. Though the name offers a fair degree of balance, you would have to watch that strong appetites do not find an outlet through excessive eating, causing overweight and resultant problems, or through emotional experiences which could create unsettled conditions in your personal life.
Health Weaknesses for (surname):
Weakness in the health could centre in the female functions, or skin conditions could be troublesome.
eh. does this analysis sound like me? which name suits me better? lol. *sigh*
get yours at http://kabalarians.com/
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:24:00 PM
one down... but the battle still continues
LoL! sorta just got home! haha, not from school, yer dweebs.. from orchard! XD well, heeren to be exact. heheh.. yep. so many of you said i was mad.. *sigh* no la. orchard only wot. a place just the same as tpy or amk or yck.. *sigh* not as if i was totally slacking off or anything.. only went to eat. speaking of which.. i think i ate ALOT today! in quantity, quality and monetary terms. sheeeesh dith. =\
ya loh, today had maths paper. wah so sian. what a way to kickstart the prelim. hai. first thing, i do not know how to do math! especially pure maths. lol, owe it to me being the rebel cum slacker in sec3 & 4.. wahaha... but IF i'm really LUCKY, i'll pass. LoL. at least i'm improving, ya? =D ganbatte dith! :D~ ju xu nu li!
later stayed back in school to study chem.. lol everyone was so surprised! hahas.... and YES. the siren sounded at noon! wahahhaa.. but it was raining so couldn't really hear. x( blehh. actually i listened to my cd, talked and slacked until 1pm. then they had econs paper so i went downstairs to the study area to study. LoL SO EMPTY. i felt kinda extra. at one point in time i was the ONLY one sitting there mugging (or trying to mug).. hai. listened to cd and mugged. wahaha.. definitely didn't get much done. lol. saw quite a few people walk past. lol the j1s! heh. saw drew, quan han, charlene.. and agnes..... lol she doesn't know me :X quan han didn't see me. lol he was too busy gaying with another guy on the way to lt5.. :X hehe.... charlene was running back and forth to the lockers and lt5. wahaha...
uh huh. then ms casey goh walked past. LoL i love ms casey goh! :D :D :D she's so....... nice. (^___^) really. lol she walked by and turned around and waved to me.. and then she entered the LL. haha.. after about a period later, she exited and came to talk to me a bit. heh.. *sigh* her consoling, reassuring touch on my shoulder.... wahaha... man i sound gay. :X i kept seeing her today.. hehe....
later around 3+pm, after her econs paper jes came to find me. wahaha... ended up going orchard. oops. my bad. LoL i am ze EVIL one! haha... met my classmates in ze mrt. LoL.. lun called me just to say he saw liyun.. wahaha he and liyun got yuan fen eh? ;p bwahaha.... i also saw her. LoL she boarded her train as i boarded mine. ;p i was in the mrt around orchard when he called. lol. ya.. then we went heeren... yAy!~ toys toys toys! haha.. today i couldn't find it in my capacity to fork out 9.90 for those CUTE evirob figures. next time ba! x) haha.. saw ze counter guy again.. LoL he recognises me! haha.. he even asked me how my prelims are coming along.. lol i told him i was in the midst of it. wahahah.. was he taken aback? lol mi not sure..... ;p
saw some nice clothes at 77th street. kAo. largest is M loh. but nice lehhhhh! x( stupid boobs! SHRINK DAMMIT! then i can fit MORE CLOTHES! uGh... then we went to crepes and cream to eat. LoL i am SO deprived of CALAMARIE! haha.. had calamarie and double scoop ice cream. i had banana strawberry nut and rum and raisin.. oOOo. whipped cream, wafer and a cherry! sChWeeT! :D~
aFTER That, went downstairs to MARCHE to chiong more food. kao eh.. haha... bought a plate of wedges and we shared. eyer, like double fried liddat. -_-; hai... after that we went home.. lol still drizzling! wah so suayyyyy. hahaha... anyway, i'm home now, holland V started.. XIAO XIN!!! oHs. and did i mention i took TONS of postcards today? wahAHhaha.. i'm in a happy bubbly MaD mood! hEH... tml's physics prac. shall read thru notes after holland v.. after........ i nap? :X
hahah.... tatAZ then! ^^
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 7:10:00 PM
lol, so soon?
yeah, barely 15 minutes and i feel the desire to blog again. judging from the way things are going, i am NEVER gonna do my maths! hahahas.. shit. hrm. lol, browsed through a couple of my regularly-read blogs just now. hrm. lol you guys will never know who you are, cos i'm stealthy and silent as a cat. mrow. haha... aye. i remember the past holidays. even if for just a week. what adventure! what surreal fantasy! *sigh* what a pity i wasted this whole holiday studying (or trying to, to say the least :\) ya. i remember my surreal holidays. something that seems so magical and just in your grasp. but don't break the delicate balance, my dear friend. holidays finish, tata surreal fantasy, hello real world. reality hits you like a tsunami wave. SPLOOSH. and you're back on your two feet in the middle of your dreary life. whambang you've been washed ashore. *sigh* and more often than not, you find a crab pinching your little toe.
speaking of little toes, my little toe's recovering quite happily, thank you very much. the nail is growing steadily, and soon i will be able to snip off what is left of the little piece that's still dangling on. hahah.. but seriously, the poor dear's much better. =)
perhaps i did have a little adventure in itself this hols. but it wasn't nearly as special or what. *sigh* maybe i need some 'magical' experience with people outside of my 'real' life, ie those outside of my school. *sighsighsigh* that adds to it feeling surreal. and when the hols are up, tata fantasy person. till next hols. or whatever. bleargh. i NEED adventure! and SOON i will CLAIM what is RIGHTFULLY MINE. and ADVENTURE. a PERMANENT adventure for as long as i like (well, will 7 months do the trick?) regarding partying, slacking, stoning, going out out OUT, hanging with any and EVERY guy i want to, reclaiming my love life (if i EVER had one), just dominating the scene and chilling with my pals! ahhhh. bliss? lol, i dunno. we'll see. i wonder.. how will life be like when the surreality becomes reality? lol i really do not know.
anyway. MAKEOVER FIRST THEN PROM! IMMEDIATELY AFTER, CLUBBING, HANGING IN THE WEE HOURS, GOING OUT OUT OUT AND SHOPPING TILL I DROP! YEAH. and of course. to find myself a sensitive, loving, charming boyfriend. :D (hah, wishful thinking? ;p)
eeeeeeeeeek. 6.15! MUST STUDY! x(
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:21:00 PM
On the eve of the exam..
lol, i should be studying REAL hard now but i aint. instead i wasted 2+ hours (more, i think) on sleeping, eating, some tv and newspapers. sheesh. lol SM Lee's special bdae issue in ST.. stuck reading it. oh shit me. haahahs..... haix.
gotta reserve 3 hours for maths later. gonna do yjc's 2001 prelim paper1.. then revise revise revise! haha... sheesh. 10pm got Man In the Iron Mask starring Leo diSucko. oh well. i am compelled to watch that? sheeeeeesh dith. x_X
ah well. it's only paper1 maths. i suppose i could manage that, aye? now for another special dith miracle and we're all set for tml's paper! and OH, tml they're sounding the special siren! ahahs... i can imitate that. lol. was imitating that after watching The 6th Day on aXn yesterday.. wahaha... i'm going mad..
eh. anyone got IMH hotline.....?
ya, i think i should study in school tomorrow. cHeM. yep. then go home study physics practical. yAy 2nd shift! zE best! i'd better go verify that. don't wanna be stuck in 3rd shift. heavens NO! erm, my mom thought there were FIVE shifts. can you believe that? FIVE? gHasTly HeaVenS GOSH! i told her if there were to be FIVE (pray, don't allow this to befall us poor students!) shifts, we would finish at NINE PM! YES. 9pm. 2100hours. eek. deliver us from evil.
haha....
well, i be off at 6. now i shall stone awhile online while my headache subsides.
tata~
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:55:00 PM
lol i got the log!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:45:00 PM
so sIaNz
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haha.. you know what? if you hate/dislike me, please tell it to my face. =)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:58:00 PM
and as the day draws to a close...
first i would like to announce, that YEAH, MY PHONE IS BACK TO NORMAL! w00t~ they changed the sensitivity pad or something.. lol. yep. was once again late to meet mi classmate. -.-; hai.. anyway today tuition wasn't very useful. =\ ah well. damn. lol did thermodyn and stuff. kao eh. $55 blown. just like that.
saw an aj gal in the bus back. ah. hope nothing gets spread around? anyway i don't care also. sian. also nothing.. so why fear talk? hahah..
ah, i got nothing more to say? lol, but jay chou's album Ye Hui Mei is good! heh. i just burnt myself a copy last night. mmm. kk. going offline le. nighterZ folks. i shall study chem, then tml and sunday is maths maths maths all the way! DITH CHIONG AR!~
(^_____^)Y
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:04:00 PM
finally!~
wahahaha.. my baby's sent for repair and will be ready at 3pm today! :D just in time for tuition! lol.. should i ask my dad to fetch my classmates too? hrm. lol i dunno... *blinks* my sister made some funny comments just now.. LoL. simply cos i make funny comments whenever the (same) guy calls her (mostly) every day.. :X
*sigh*
i can't wait for my baby to return!!!!!!!!! 1h15mins to 3pm... :D hehehe.. i'm slacking on irc when i'm supposed to shower, do physics tys.... hai. lol my sis watching Opera Winfrey show.. XD
bbl.. tonight? ahhhhhhh my phoneeee. x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:58:00 PM
thoughts
what can i say?
so many things troubling my little head again.
*sigh*
low brains to mass ratio.
was lost in meteora and my thoughts just now. so much so that i finished studying a 5 page notes on group II elements in 2 hours. come on man. wtf. you're crazy shit. no one takes that long to re-read some crap. uGh. oh well. i have like 7 or 8 things bugging me like incessant flies right now. sheesh. but there's no rotting meat. instead it's my head. =
back to the guy who i suspect may like me. sheesh. he's not the one. hopefully he can face it if the time comes, but i guess he knows already, cause i've been dropping SO many hints.
another guy who i used to like, tried hitting on, then became my toy. hai. he's on my ignore list and i even ignore his sms. what sort of person am i? why can't i shake off this feeling of disgust he gives me.....
another guy who i've known for one and a half years. maybe i've been attracted to you from the start. lol i dunno. but you're kinda cute, talkative although practical sometimes, friendly, comfy... and maybe cuddly? *sigh* i dunno. did you ever like me or do you still? subtly i find myself growing fond of you? =again to yet another guy. hmm. if you like this girl why do you come closer to me. my heart is a weak thing. do not break the walls if you know you're only gonna hurt me.... again?
*sigh* heard dad make his *irritated* throat-clearing growl. gotta switch off comp soon. x(
to another guy, i tried to message you on irc today but i was ignored. like the previous time. i should forget you, but i can't. it's wrong.. it's so wrong cause i know i aint good enough for you.....
finally, to you. lol, suddenly you're maturing and becoming sweeter. *sigh* do i regret what i did?
lol dith, so many guy issues. this really isn't the time.
well. gtg. blog tml. going to fix phone tml then tuition again.
nighterZ~
gonna do phy now.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:12:00 AM
to all those who died in the sept-11 incident, we remember you.
to all those who helped out in the sept-11 incident, you were brave, we salute you.
to all those who did not give into their fear although it felt like all was lost, we honour you.
to USA, you thought you weren't fallible, you've learnt your lesson, continue learning, i encourage you.
to everyone else, let us pay homage to this day. a minute of silence, and move on.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 11:57:00 PM
aye matey, yer savvy?
:X
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:11:00 PM
and i went a bit mad...
Good stuff, you are "Wedding? I love
weddings! Drinks all around." You're the
life of the party and nothing gets you down,
not even certain death at the hands of your
zombie nemesis or the Navy. Come to think of
it, realism isn't your strong suit...
Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Uh-oh - you are "Stop blowing holes in my ship!" You're a little bit edgy, honestly, and it's getting in the way of your natural charm. We understand that life can be hard, but take a deep breath and have a drink. Relax.
Duh. You are "But WHY's the rum gone?!" You're not the smartest one in the bunch, but you're sweetly appealing and you don't let disappointment get to you. Everybody identifies with you, because let's face it, why IS the rum gone?
Aye, you are "Human hair. From my back." Sometimes you don't make any sense at all, but largely others find that charming. You are not very sure of yourself, so it's tough for people to take you seriously.
Hee! You are Jack's "You have to find yourself a girl, mate ... you're not a eunuch, are you?" speech. You're quite a bit sex-crazed, and you assume that everyone else is as horny as you are. Get it on as soon as possible so that you can join the rest of us on Planet Earth ... I'm sure you'll have a good time doing so.
You are "Welcome to the Caribbean, love." You're more than a little world-weary, but also intelligent and you keep your head when things get dodgy. You're everybody's favorite drinking buddy, but your stubbornness does get in the way sometimes.
aHem. bring out the lager boys!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:06:00 PM
another lonely day
spent today with my books. woke up this morning surrounded by chemistry notes. finally finished thermo chem. ahhh. then i moved on to electrochem. yep. unfortunately i fell asleep. ya. i fell asleep and i'm here now blogging. shall finish the rest after this then turn in.
on a happy note, i went out with my sis today. caught pirates of the caribbean. lol. finally! haha.... haix. i suppose i'm giving ppl the impression that i aint studying at all. hmm. that's good i suppose. i love proving people wrong! okok. so what am i doing now? wasting my time. hrm. but i did say blogging is constructive. so nah. not wasting time. =) yep we passed by bengawan solo and mom asked mi and sis to buy mooncake... lol she only asked us to get one.. we got her a BOX! hahaa.... mixed nuts, pandan snow skin, green tea snow skin and baked skin normal. lololol. 10% off. hai this yr never carry lanterns.... damn. the lanterns this year are very nice. x(
still getting funny signals from that guy. but then again, he could just be playful? lol i dunno. i'm mighty playful on irc when i wanna be. haix.. i guess i only talk serious crap with people i know in real life or what. sheeesh i dunno anymore. grr. one disturbance is enough. gimme another and i can apply the principle of superposition to it. sheeesh. ah. tuition on fri. i'm looking forward to it! =) hehe... although it blows $55 of my family's money and 40 minutes of holland village. but it's worth it, ya? lol. anyway xiao xin came back! omfg i am so happy! AND. i never thought i would say this, but. JOHNNY DEPP IS SO FREAKINGLY CUTE! lol sheeeeesh. any guys follow his pattern, come come i'm INTERESTED! lololol. *sigh*
i'm going nuts.
lol gotta check up the detailed meaning of manster. lol dar. hahaha..... *sigh* been declining so many offers to go out. i think i'm becoming a hermit? lol. hey i'm sorry guys. i really wanna go but i can't allow myself to. after my As k. then i can go out and get stoned every single bloody day of my life for seven months. lol i'll be a major flirt, a wastrel, a stoned, alcoholic by then i guess. hahaha.... oh well. but if i study hard now, and i mean REALLY HARD, i'll be all of that and MORE, WITH a CERT. BWAHahAHahahah.
seriously, i think i needa visit IMH. haha.... (i was actually contemplating becoming a school teacher last night. what the fuck?) aw sheesh. 1.30am. night people! i shall go electro(cute/chem) myself! :D yEaH.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:39:00 AM
"Hotel Paper" - Michelle Branch
I write mostly on Hotel Paper
Knowing that my thoughts will never leave this room
I'd be out of line telling you, "leave her"
So I lie lonely surrounded by you
by you
Lately I can't be happy for no one
They think I need some time to myself
I try to smile but I can't remember
And I know tomorrow there'll be nothing else
And I wanted to be giving you everything that she's not giving
And I wanted to see
'Cause I didn't believe what i'd been hearing
You turned out to be more than I bargained for
And I can tell that you need to get away
Forgive me if I admit that I'd love to love you
We both realized it way too late
And I wanted to be
Giving you everything that she's not giving
And I wanted to see
'Cause I didn't believe what I'd been hearing
Maybe this wind blowing in just came from the ocean
I write mostly on Hotel Paper
"It's You" - Michelle Branch
If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one thing
I would tell it to the stars and the sun
I would write it for the world to see
And it's you
The light changes when you're in the room
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one wish
To kiss your quiet mouth
Trace the steps of my fingertips
And it's you
The light changes when you're in the room
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you...
"Tuesday Morning" - Michelle Branch
I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me
Content with walking
So unaware of the world
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I dont wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who you are
I took your picture
While you were sleeping
And then I paced around the room
If I had known then
That these things happen
Would they have happened with you?
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I dont wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who you are
And if you turned around to see me and I was gone
You should have looked outside your window
'Cause the sun was coming up
The sun was coming up
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I dont wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who we are
who we are
"Til I Get Over You" - Michelle Branch
Everytime I feel alone
I can blame it on you
And I do, oh
You got me like a loaded gun
Golden sun and sky so blue
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice
[Chorus:]
(Chaque fois que tu t'en vas )
You just bring me down
(Je pr騁ends que tu fais bien)
So I'm counting the tears 'til I get over you
Sometimes I watch the world go by
I wonder what it's like
To wake up every single day
Smile on your face
You never tried
We both know we can't change it
But we both know we'll just have to face it
[Chorus]
If only I could give you up
But would I want to let you off of this soapbox baby?
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice
[Chorus]
We both know that I'm not over you
I'm not over you
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:04:00 AM
erh...
.................now what?
bleh i dunno.
eh. you you and YOU. yes you there. stop giving me this funny feeling...
eyer.....
>_<;
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:20:00 PM
tuesday morning
lol, title seems familiar. haha i think it's a michelle branch song from hotel paper? lol. hrm. slept at 5am last night. wah sian. i should learn to sleep during normal times. =\ ahahs.. aiyah. anyway. i'm glad you're feeling better ya? lol. let's see, i caved in and had breakfast. haix... nasir lemak somemore. although it was only half the packet or less.. just rice and chilli and long beans and some chicken. uGh. and i had teh si. sian.... my fats... my lipids are multiplying. soon they're gonna invade my entire body and more. x( sian. dith you think what? nazi fat cells issit. grr...
i seem to like blogging these days. maybe it helps to alleviate my troubles by letting me spew everything here? lol. anyway it's constructive. lol i don't care what you think about it, but i feel it's constructive. =D i get to write, i get to unleash my creativity, i get to rant, i get my space. yeah. although.. it wastes time. sheesh.
did maths J90 paper 1 last night. hai. so sian. i can only do 70% of the damn thing. shit man. grr... and it's A lvl paper. what more prelim? gonna die liao la dith. chiong 3 more papers!!!!!!! then i'll start on chem + phy. lol. think i'll do chem first. phy not till the next week. haha.. anyway phy got tuition this fri! YAY! i'm looking forward to tuition. but first. i must decide. what am i gonna wear? lololol. got guys around mah, dith. heh. must dress up. lol anyway nowadays when you go out you care about image. no more baggies. no more longlong guy shirts. no more guyness! x( yep. i will not go out looking like a guy anymore.... haix. dith you've changed so much this past year. yeah i have. owing to certain events. ok lol i'm not blaming you. i'm thanking you. and i still do not know whether you read my blog. i guess if you did you would have mixed feelings ya? hai... oh wells.
i HAVE to get at least a B for chem. i dont' care. do not want to see kim thye anymore! lol not that i hate him, but i just wanna prove to him... i hope. aye dith ya can do it!!!!! just conc on memorizing stuff can liao la. lol. the rest you're ok ma. chem concepts are generally relatively simple to ya. =D yep dith! GO GAL! hahas.. phy is getting easier. was surprised that i knew more than the guys yest. lol. but this is strange. dith, haven't you been slacking like shit? i guess i'm not so lost after all. but seriously i'm surprised. yanhao now having tuition with me and theng yiu with mrs yip kim wah. lol her children are so cute so is her husband! hehe.. i like the panda family! :X hehe.. mr yip returned home yest with one of his daughters. lol. they went swimming. hehe.. his wife quite pretty.. his girl v cute! lol. aye panda not that bad looking afterall. =) he used to be my first three months teacher. i hope he still remembers me as the extra chijtp gal who always crashed the class' tutorials simply cos she didn't wanna spend those 4 breaks alone.. with that xiuxian. hai.. that ger ar. like that wong weiting of sec1. sian.
i can draw many parallels. haha.. deja vu much? *sigh* but i lost so many friends when those three months were up. haix. in those three months i learnt the art of slacking, ponning lecture.... and i opened up. grew accustomed to being around guys again. =) aye. could've made a good friend outta mark. (lol. another one la) sian... but i heard some crap that he's gay? lol dunno la. anyway still can be friends mah. haha.. doesn't bother me. i'm gay and lesb and bi and homo and hetero all at once. gender is subjective. sexuality is alterable. lol
ahaha.. you know what? it's 1.36pm. sheesh. feels like morning 9am hurhur. haha... anyway i'm in a good mood. gonna start on maths soon! first must dl spiral 2 and 3 and park. heh.. *sings ala michelle branch* i'm finding my wayy back to youu.. and everything you used to be..
hrm. blogger. hugZ. i forgive you for eating my entry.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:44:00 PM
on the mend
lol. it's been two days (or three? two and a half then) since my nail broke in half. lol my little toe's on the mend, apart from me being careless and stubbing it -lightly- on a stack of papers somewhere in the house. let's see. dried blood still there, but much less now. i think it's formed a scab. but it's the thick kind of scab that hardens into a lump.. esp when dried blood hasn't been cleaned. =\ ah well.
anyways my mom cut the remainder of the mooncakes today. so cute right. those japanese mooncakes i bought from taka mooncake fair. 11.50 for the box. lol. 2 green tea, 1 white bean, 2 green bean centre with red bean paste. lol it simply melttts in your mouth! :D~ hahaha... but it was that faithful day that my toe got kicked by this man who walked past. and without my knowledge the nail got butchered. x( as usual i checked to see if there was any damage done immediately. nothing leh.... lol. only at 5am did i realise the MESS. x( eyer... i was so freaked ok. hai hai hai first time it's happened to mi sia. x( oh wells.
still haven't sent phone for servicing. dunno leh. showed my classmate the phone today. alamaks, he also got problem. x) hahaa... see larh... hai. then he said maybe all my stuff will be erased! OMFG THE HORROR! TOTAL ERASURE?! x( x( x( what will happen to all my lovely forward msgs in my Archive? or or or... my secret folder! or... my pictures? or my tones or games or HIGH SCORES? x( x( x( sadd! SAD LA. *prays* i hope not. =
anyway. let me touch on what i did in the weekend. lol. first of all. i'd like to emphasize that academically-wise. it was FRUITLESS! sheeeeesh dith you've outdone yourself this time. x( but i had fun. yea i did. new experiences. 2, actually. sian. 1st experience. WAH MY NAIL GOT BUTCHERED! AND I THOUGHT IT ONLY HAPPENED TO PPL I KNOW WHO WERE UNLUCKY AND NOT ME! wah there you have it, dith. now you're one of them! sheeeeesh. 2nd new experience. WAH I GO DURIAN SEE SHOW! WAHAHAHAH.... NICE SIA, NICE! dunno whether they got soundtrack anot. x(
ugh. sat was a bummer. it begin with gp. was -just- on time. thanks to dad who fetched me. *sigh* couldn't complete my AQ. did a qn on religion which i totally didn't forsee or expect myself to do. infuriating shit. oh wells. at least i didn't make like a sheep and do qn5 which everyone did. LoL conflict! everyone's favourite subject matter. ZzZz... frankly i hate doing topics that i've done before or that i'm bored of. zZz..
after that collected chem stuff from kim thye then went home. lololol everyone was so shocked i didn't bring my phone. bleargh. ya la. today dith guai lar. can? ;p zZz. rushed home to my babyyyyy the phone. guess who i saw at tpy mrt? haha.. roy lar. lol he said he just msged mi and i didn't bring my phone! LoL. aww too bad. wasted 5 cents. hrm. anyway he was going to the rsaf open house. lol, the next day in the papers they did a tiny report on the event (that's held once every two years.) they said 41000 thronged the area. hahaa.... early birds were treated to an aerial display.. sun was beating down upon everyone.. etc etc. sian. heard from roy that it sucked. eyewash? lol most events are. ahahhas... beware of fairs, exhibitions, free admission public events, super hyped up ocassions.. etc etc. BEWARE! bwahahah..
went home stoned, computer... bleh. after exam must slack den happy mah. haha... halfway roy smsed mi (ya, complaining the event was crap) lol. asked whether i wanted to go heeren walkwalk look for gift ideas etc. heh. HEEREN! HEEREN HEEREN HEEREN! ahhhhh the sweet smell of heeren. :D~ especially the topmost two floors! wahaha... ended up watching chicago and then i was like a child in a toy store. literally. AHHHHHHH ACTION CITY SO MANY NEW SPANGLY THANGSSSSssssssssssssssss
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
lol don't mind me. i'm just a hyper kiddddo! XD
lol, i bought evirob, a $2 ggx capsule and a $1 lightish blue wind-up dancing robot! wahahah.... sheesh. and was called a kid. LOL. orh ya, prior to that.. i snuck out of the house without my sleeping mom's knowledge, so bought the box of mooncakes from taka for her. lol. aiyah. she got reli pissed with me for that. =\ bleh. heck lar. lol. ok liao. haahhahas.... so ya....... happy with my purchasessss. and. wahaha i chatted up the sale's assistant! sia lan i'm so lame! anyway i heard if you wanna get a job at action city you need LOBANG! anyone got lobangggggggggg? lol. that guy quite cute + nice larhs. lol. hrm. that shortish guy with curtainy hair lar. hahah...the shuai shuai one all busy. sad.
aiyah sia suay. saw so many ajcians. >_< ah. made a new friend too tho. some guy called whye foo (LOL! AUYONG'S BF'S NAME! :X) from 07/03. nice guy. lol. too bad he's from a mugger class. but he dun look nerd leh. lol. the j1s this yr seriously not bad leh. sheesh. somehow ended up in ze arcade. wahhaah so many interesting games these days! pity i dun chiong arcade anymore. wah so fun loh. but if i play i sure sia suay myself. wahahah so dowan. lol. watched roy down dunno how many rounds of ez2dj. lol. super fast coordination game loh. the only thing i can manage is ddr using my fingers on the keyboard. LoL! so lame... x(
kao. my friend ask mi to rate him (lol you know who you are. ;p) wahahah.. sian. i got rated before. i'm a 6 overall. sian. at least i din fail. at least.
anyways i got belial for the ggx capsule. cute right! LOL. sis and mom got a kick outta playing with my dancing robot! ahahahs.. and now i wanna go back get another evirob. heh. i want the red one this time. mmmmm. lalala... evirobbb! *chants*
okaes. sunday as usual was spent slacking in front of da compy. lol. i stare at it so much i bet by the time i'm 50, more than half of my life would've been spent staring at the monitor. wahahaha. sheesh. hrm. spent a little too long deciding on what to wear. lol. the things laid out: one black dress from robinsons, one black casual dress from u2, one bossini green teeskirt and my esprit blouse. hrm. i tried on the u2 item. eyer. so loose liao. hahaha i've slimmed down quite a bit from when i was 14 (?) hahahaha... hangs off me. not nice. ew. tried on the black robinsons dress. wah. nice leh. and i've slimmed down from when i just bought it. (or has my perception of myself changed?) wah i loved it man. but like a bit too formal. lolol. changed my hair parting too. heh. my nose still a hopeless case. needs more pore pack done to it. hai... needa suction out all those naughty and stubborn blackheads. grrrr. my nosey pore-ker.... XD
tried on the skirt and blouse ensemble too. wah like a bit mismatched liddat. and. i still don't feel comfortable in that top. lol. low cut leh! x( so went back to the robinson number, then the u2 one. then for fun i tried on my sec4 prom gown. wahahah. so loose sia.... sheesh. hahaha.... hangs off me. hai. previously was kinda tight loh. oh wells. that's a good sign innit? wahahah i'm mad i'm mad! somehow, in the end went out with my robinson dress. wahaha... felt too grand. =\ esp when i was in tpy. everyone in tee and shorts and jeans and skirt. yet me in a black dress. kao so formal. -.-;
yay stopped at cityhall! lol went to marks and spence. ahahas wuliaos.. i will not partake in the consumption of candy. ;p walked to the esplanade via citylink 15 mins later. lol 7.15pm liao! haha... nice. reached around 7.30. lol my sis and mom so blur, their first time there.. ahhas. nvm mi glad i could play tour guide! :D took pics in the esplanade. wahaha hopefully they come out nice! =\ but knowing my face and figure, maybe not. x( oh wells. lol, first time i go durian see show. hrm. walking around in the durian brought back memories of ze first meeting.. when it was newly opened... oh wells. nice memory i guess? hrm. anyway i led the way again. lol. elegant tomboy in black dress :X WahAHAHAHAH. aiyah. from where i sat cannot see their expressions. sad. with expressions it would be BREATHTAKING and not just a stunning perfomance. but then again i was captivated. =) rox0rs. mom bought the programme after the musical. wahaha.. the eunuchs v v cute! LoL they got CATCALLS! ahahahs.. and kit chan got a standing ovation! GO GAL! XD XD XD w00t~ irritating thing was that when people wanted to get in/get out of their seats, we had to stand to let them pass. that's the limited amount of leg room you have. sheesh.... abit like cinema liddat. anyway handphone reception there was zero (or in the case of my sis, next to nothing) wahahas....
ya, after that walked past Embassy (AHHHHHHH I HEARD MUSIC! AHHHHHHH I WAS SO TEMPTED TO GO! AHHHHHHHH) and waited for dad near the main road. lol went to some potong pasir coffeeshop for dinner. wahaahs.. then i came online and was in a super hyper mood! LoL
and.... monday. what did i do on monday? i slept in until 1.30. lol. pig. because i slept at 6am or so the previous morn/night. ahahs... gathered my phy notes, stoned, ate, then chionged bathroom and was 10 min late to meet mi classmate. hai. we took another bus and met another classmate. lol. then took the final bus to mrs yip's house. lol if you're wondering, she's aka mrs panda. ;p waahaa.. anyway now i know where they live. can hang pig's head on door liao :X aaahahahhas...
anyway she's not bad. AHHHHHHH I LEARNT EMI! AHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. FINALLY I CAN HOPE TO SOLVE THE MYSTERIES OF ELECTROMAGNETIC INDUCTION! AHAHAHs... oh ya. physics tuition if you were wondering what i was up to. LoL. reached home with 20 mins to spare for holland village! lololol. heng not raining. haha.. conclusion? tuition is fun. although it cost my mama $55 bucks. hai. anyway, ya. 4.35am liao. my eye hurts. weather so fucking nice i should be snoozing happily in bed. tml wake up early do maths maths maths! lol.
maybe i'll service my phone tml. hai.
kk. nighterZ!
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 4:51:00 AM
constant reminders
to myself:
1. i shall not eat
2. i shall study hard
3. i shall be friendly to my best ability
4. i shall be as nice as possible
to [random] guy
1. i think i miss you?
2. many things remind me of you?
3. lol, this is crazy?
4. but i am happy when i'm with you?
ZZzzzzzzzzzz.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:01:00 AM
dunno la.
mom nagging at me now.
zzzzz.
comp comp comp
chitchat chitchat chitchat.
waste money waste electricity
kaypo
busybody
i should make a living out of kpo-ing.
aRgH.
every day blogger blogger blogger.
well. fucking hell.
i need some space to rant right.
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:47:00 AM
i go about helping others before i can even help myself...................................
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 5:32:00 AM
durian!
hehe.. went to the durian to see show earlier on! my maiden voyage! mm. sat in row FF, seat 29! ahahas... Forbidden City! good good show! you guys must watch! i was captivated! ahahas...................... i liked the whore house part. :X blehh. FUNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:17:00 AM
grrr. you ate my entry up last night you fucker. i shall feed you with a poem.
War Photographer
In his darkroom he is finally alone
with spools of suffering set out in ordered rows.
The only light is red and softly glows,
as though this were a church and he
a priest preparing to intone a Mass.
Belfast. Beirut. Phnom Penh. All flesh is grass.
He has a job to do.
Solutions slop in trays
beneath his hands which did not tremble then
though seem to now. Rural England. Home again
to ordinary pain which simple weather can dispel,
to fields which don't explode beneath the feet
of running children in a nightmare heat.
Something is happening. A stranger's features
faintly start to twist before his eyes
a half-formed ghost. He remembers the cries
of this man's wife, how he sought approval
without words to do what someone must
and how blood stained into foreign dust.
A hundred agonies in black-and-white
from which his editor will pick out five or six
for Sunday's supplement. The reader's eyeballs prick
with tears between the bath and pre-lunch beers.
From the aeroplane he stares impassively at where
he earns his living and they do not care.
-Carol Ann Duffy
did it for O lvls literature. oh man i analysed this until i thought i would die of happiness. x)
enjoyyyyyyy. i shall retire to the haven of my sleeping abode. ;p
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:53:00 AM
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...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:11:00 PM
fUckIng hELL.
MY GLORIOUS ENTRY OF LAST NIGHT GOT EATEN.
I HOPE THAT WAS A GOOD THING.
SMLJ.
MY WORDS ARE WORTH SO MUCH I FEEL THEY HAVE WRONGED ME!
UGH.
dulan.
MY WORDS ARE WORTH THE WORLD TO ME. AND WHATEVER I TYPE HOLDS TREMENDOUS MEANING.
sian. long entry also.
#%#$&*$^*(
nvm.
you guys can read the 'invisible' entry.
have fun.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:05:00 PM
today i asked jes....
why does she think he still msgs me in irc every day?
....why?
perhaps companionship, for i don't feel any intention, motive or desire emanating from him.
his words are honest... (as usual)
i dunno.
familiarity?
why the hell am i even thinking about it?
it doesn't even deserve my attention.
for i know. there's nothing implied. no hidden connotation.
oh wells.
anyway to all of you guys with wounded hearts (recent)
smile kaes. and move on.
that's the mental plaster that will protect the mental scab.
and before you know it, you will be healed and moving again.
but i cannot guarantee there won't be any scars.
...as dermalogists and psychiatrists say,
certain scars don't disappear.
=)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:56:00 PM
i'm a hopeless case...
...a lost cause
a piece of shit....
....a freaking loser
what do i want anyway?
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:49:00 PM
btw. all those were the random questions that popped into my mind. about different people, different situations that occured at different times. do not ask me why, for i shall not answer.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:12:00 AM
filled to the brim
... with 'Why's.
Question: do you still have care left in your heart for tiny me?
Question: do you still remember who i am?
Question: all my old friends.. do i matter?
Question: why am i drifting away......... my social circle expands but i feel detached.. why?
Question: All this studying. What if my brain just cannot conform to it?
Question: will i EVER be able to acheive what i NEED to at LEAST see me through?
Question: How horrible will i do for GP paper tomorrow?
Question: how do i control my weight!
Question: did you ever love me? or was it the disillusioned mind of a kid that said it? for you never told me directly you did.
Question: why do i always brood upon the past?
Question: why do you message me every night?
Question: am i worth the 5 cents?
Question: I fear........ why do i fear this?
Question: why can't my life be smooth sailing?
Question: why can't you tell me what you think instead of harbouring (murderous) thoughts in your head as i walk past. chill of icy wind stabs me in the back.. quietly, HARD.
Question: Why am i bias?
Question: what is my sexuality?
Question: i should stop now shouldn't i?
Answer: yes. night.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 1:07:00 AM
Mo JingJing
(aka gullibility.)
silly silly gal. why believe something that is a probable hoax? you yourself said it is illegal. yes. it is an illegal transaction. so what if that guy is the head honcho? c'mon man. even giants are fallible. archilles had a weakness in his heel. brutus by his sheer honour caused himself to be roped into a glorified assassination. golliath was defeated by david. what other examples from literature do you want? head crooks can be caught right? like Hambali. what more you? and the things is, their lackeys will suffer the most. scapegoat, much? and what's all this about it involving baiyutang? for all i know, alwyn may be out to play with you or cheat you. you never know. wake up gal. this is irc. the internet. anonymity. bastard la. he might even be a bored 10 year old kid for all you know. what do you want? do not be blinded by greed for that is what blinds many. do not be blinded by false coffers. do. not.
sheesh. i do not know how much i will have to lecture on before this all gets into your head. even steph said i should stop bothering about you and concentrate on what i have to do. because, eventually, if you still remain mangled and lost amongst the pile of junk in the rubbish heap, i will be too. i have a bright future ahead. you do too. what the hell are you doing? working? going out? sleeping? skipping classes? playing around with some scam? chatting on irc too much? slacking? playing too many online games? geez.
you think you're (a cute) wonderwoman huh?
omfg. don't give me this crap anymore. perhaps i shall just ignore you until i SEE that YOU have BEGUN to MUG.
big fat fuck man.
ok, off to study. cyas.
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 3:36:00 PM
his scarred hand branded on moon's odd face...
...
wah.
seh.
i am near speechless.
my sister's barely week old telescope is now focused on the moon.
although it's only less than half....
it....
it's so big.
i can only see bits of it at a time through the telescope lens.
phwoar.....
don't underestimate the power of a $139 supposedly cheapo telescope from TOYS R US.......
do. not.
omfg...
so many craters..
lolololol
looks like my face closeup.
lolololol
i'm gonna take another look
although my eyes hurt from squinting and stuff.
hehehe..........
wah seh. hou dai oh!
x)~~~~~``
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:35:00 PM
Aladdin!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla
LoL! princee aliii fabulously Ali ABAWA~ strong as TEN regular men, definitelyyyyyyyy! a whole new worldddd~ a world with new horizons to pursue.. but i know we're way up here, it's crystal clearrrr, that now i share a whole new world with yOUUuuuuuuu... lol i forgot the lyricss! but i have the tape soundtrackkk! =D i lurve this! this was the first movie i ever saw in the cinema! aND. i watched it twice! =D =D =D =D =D hehehe..... aww damn. MEMORIES! must go dig up that tape.... x)
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 10:38:00 PM
You should be dating an Aquarius.
20 January - 18 February
Your mate is communicative, thoughtful and caring.
Though he/she can be tactless and rude and
sometimes self-interested, he/she enjoys the
intellectual experience of sex.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
brought to you by Quizilla
omfg this is so true. *sigh* why am i attracted to aquarius? haha.. *sigh* might as well go commit incest with my sis right.. =/ aquarius......... comprises 15th feb and 1st feb innit? o.o; wonder who else born in feb.....
...and dith babbled on at the insane hour of 6:43:00 PM
This is my blogchalk:
(.. ) ( .. ) ( ..)
`/.tagGiE~.\'
To Do List - JAN
.devote&resolve
.stevie
.jog
.plan for poison
To Do List - FEB
.3rd MUSE
.13th - 16th: HCNY
.jog
.work x3
.plan for poison
To Do List - OTHERS
.make pyong the fox for my sis (bought materials)
.clean my ps2 lens
.read more thought-provoking books
.start writing again (poetry/songs/prose)
.study philo/random theories/psychology
.study business theories
.tidy the place
.actually BUY a swimsuit
.learn how to swim
.bake
.design wall mural for room
.learn how to knit/crochet properly
.print my grad photos
HOSHII MONO
.ryokou
.phD/masters behavioural psychology
.BANANA.BANAO
.shiawase
.yasetai